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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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Good morning, Sleepyhead.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.

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rosalie-starfall · 1 month ago

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Agatha All Along

Darkest Hour / Wake Thy power

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momoiro-hime · 2 years ago

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Ruler of my Heart | Do NOT repost or use without permission.

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moonkhao · 3 months ago

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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feyunir · 3 months ago

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Out on a mission, crew stopped for a rest.

Emmrich fell asleep.

Finding Rook asleep on his shoulder when he wakes surprises him.

He thinks its cute and fall in love.

#I dont know? I just live here...#He dosent have the heart to wake her #dragon age #da4 #dragon age 4 #dragon age veilguard #datv #emmrich volkarin #fanart #emmrich #dragon age the veilguard #emmrich x rook #digital drawing #wish I could draw hair xD

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adm-starblitzsteel-4305 · 6 months ago

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GUYS, I'M FUCKING SOBBING RIGHT NOW.

MOTHRA IS 100% TRULY BEAUTIFUL, ETHEREAL, AND DIVINELY QUEEN!!!

Long Live the Queen!!!

👑🦋🦋🦋👑

#GUYS HELP ME I AM FUCKING HAPPY AND CRYING AND HAPPY AND CRYING FOR MY BELOVED MOFF QUEEN #I FUCKING LOVE HER SO MUCH IN ALL MY HEART AND SOUL OMG I PASSED OUT-#LONG LIVE THE QUEEN!!!#YOU CRYING? YES WE ARE!!!!!!!#godzilla #mothra #queen of the monsters #jia andrews #monsterverse #kaiju #godzilla x kong: the new empire #gxk #gxk: the new empire #MOTHRA NATION WE RISE UP!!!#WAKE UP Y'ALL!!!!!

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weirdmageddon · 16 days ago

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Hi I think you are a very stupid invidiual who in an ideal world would be put in a Punishment Sphere from Sid Meiers Alpha Centuri

? why did you feel the need to send this?

#what a nice message to wake up to.#(vbros monarch voice) “this is waaay to high school for me”#you know. the funniest foil to this message is that #one of my longest lived friends online mirry who ive known for over a decade now #last night talked about their feelings about the election and the fallout and told me #“anyway i'm sorry to blab about this with u ur just like. one of the most intelligent people i know”#and it really warmed my heart and i felt it because theyve known me for so long #i dont even know who you are #and you dont even know who i am #so again: what in the world compelled you to send this. it’s really immature #like i thought it was a joke but then i saw your blog and im like oh i guess it’s serious

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choicesficwriterscreations · 8 months ago

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We Want Your Opinions!

Hello! With the PB Choices fandom shrinking/changing, we thought it would be a good time to do some reassessment. Your answers will help the mods decide how to manage the blog going forward. This survey will be open from Sunday, March 17th through Saturday, March 30th. We thank you in advance for participating!

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deepsixsquid · 2 months ago

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That was a wild couple of days

#nocturne shenanigans #kinda real talk territory #grandfest had me thinkin about a lot of stuff ever since the theme dropped #went through a lot of Not Great stuff in my past #but there's a lot of things and people that I was hellbent on fighting for #while I'm not satisfied and wish I could've fought more I think that just show how much it all means to me #because this could have lasted forever and I could spend every waking moment fighting and it wouldn't be enough #for every 'I love you' that still lives in my heart #for every 'goddammit' stuck in my teeth #for every 'I can't do this anymore' that saw another sunrise #for the people who carried me who aren't here anymore #for the many other things that I can't fit on any list no matter how much space I have #I fought for them and I hope I did right by'em #grandfest was very...melancholy...#I think that's the right word...

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faaun · 9 months ago

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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future-island-egghead · 4 months ago

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Muse of Violence, Warrior of Science.

To the ordinary, everyday genius scientist-for-hire with a heart too big for her own good, we raise our sake cups.

You gave us food. You tried to protect us. You gave your life to ensure we'd all live on. Just lending a hand.

You knew it would end like this. We all knew it would end like this, and yet you still did it. And you did it to protect the friends you had made and the family you had left. And you did it all on your own terms, smiling all the way to the afterlife, knowing your will would be inherited by those you saved.

Clone or Machine or Satellite or Daughter. It matters not what you were. Because you went out like a true member of those who carry the will of D.

Thanks for everything, Atlas. For a satellite representing rage and violence, you had the biggest heart of any of them.

#egghead arc #chapter 1120 #one piece spoilers #Vegapunk Atlas #Atlas is my favorite character in the series. I got into One Piece around the time Egghead started #and I just immediately fell in love with her character. Everything from being simultaneously a giant violent kaiju and a sweet young woman #to her endearing passion for her inventions (even more so than any of the other satellites) to her unwavering kindness toward the Straw Hat #simply because they liked what she had made and ate her food. A person so overwhelmingly and completely sincere it hurts.#Its not a stretch to say I resonated with her a lot throughout Egghead. Everything about her is 100%. Her passion and work ethic. Her rage.#Her happiness. Her protectiveness.#Her grief.#Atlas is a character that I fundamentally believe received one of the best death scenes of any one piece character.#But god it's so hard to say goodbye.#I would have loved to see how she would have reacted waking up on Elbaf and finally having the safety to mourn everyone she loves.#To see how she moves forward from this. To see her work furiously to keep the wills and memories of the people she loved alive.#But most importantly I think I just wanted to see her.. live. I just wanted that big ol' girl with a heart too big for her own good...#to make it to the end in one piece.#But what a sendoff. If she had to die.. I'm glad she got to die on her own terms. Helping everyone one last time and cracking a smile.#Humble as always.#I'm gonna miss her a lot.#punk.txt

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wondrouswendy · 16 days ago

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Forget to Remember, Chapter 18 Fandom: Alan Wake (Video Games) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Fictional Alex Casey/Alan Wake Additional Tags: Explicit Sexual Content, Canon Compliant, Canon Retelling, POV First Person, Romance, Horror, Angst, Drama, Humor, Friendship, Character Study, Self-Discovery, Hurt/Comfort, Memory Loss, Miscommunication, Canon-Typical Violence, Slow Burn, Established Relationship, Alan Wake Has 99 Problems and Dramatic Irony Is #1 Series: Part 2 of Kill Your Darlings Summary: The trip to Bright Falls was supposed to be a relaxing vacation, a chance to get out from under the collapsed remains of my writing career and to reconnect with my wife. But it was just another part of the spiral. The longest fall into dark depths. I landed into the arms of the person I least expected, the hero I had forgotten.

After listening to Hartman's tapes and experiencing deep revelations about himself, Alan has no time to collect his thoughts and feelings before the next crisis arrives. Darkness never sleeps, especially not in Bright Falls.

Read chapter 18 on Ao3!

#alan wake 2 #alan wake #alex casey #caseywake #remedy entertainment #wondrouswendy's writing #fictional alex casey #forget to remember fic #today has been a very difficult day #but working on this chapter editing it one last time before posting it was a distraction #a difficult distraction but a distraction nonetheless #I'm not going to stop creating and living my life and neither should you #I will continue to tell stories with queer themes self discovery and LOVE most of all #and no one can take that away from me #from the bottom of my heart thank you so much for reading my little stories #this is my offering of a little light into this world #I hope it helps you as it's helped me

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nguyenfinity · 2 years ago

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Sometimes I think about how Hiiro said Hinata and Niki stay up late playing games and eating sugar.

@neptunite-stars

#enstars #hinata aoi #niki shiina #hiiro amagi #if the game won't give us hair down niki content i'll make it myself then damn #also i imagine hiiro first waking up in the morning with severe bedhead is when he most looks like rinne #so for the first week of living together niki got a mini-heart attack every morning #doodle req #also thinking about what games they might play and you think niki would like overcooked #he hates it.#“why is there a portal in the middle of-- HINATA STOP THROWING POTATOES AT ME”#maybe not hates but it is so overwhelmingly chaotic for him #he'd rather play cooking mama #dorm doodle

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reginamillls · 16 days ago

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having vampire Eddie thoughts

#tbd #something something the idea of hoe a vampire is sexy yes #but also how vampires are so anti catholic #they drink blood but they couldnt drink the sacred blood because they cant enter a church #how theyve defeated death but remain on earth #this is more traditional vampire lore #but imagine youre eddie diaz and you grew up your whole life #only to die and wake up but youre still on earth #you dont age and you are very hard to kill #youre body is a predator but by nature you are not violent #you are a caretaker a healer #youre going to watch your son grow old as you remain frozen in time #because you can't bare the thought of him being like you too #youre eddie diaz and in the end your heart overcomes your nature and you learn to live your new reality #because you are eddie diaz and your heart is filled with love #also this could be 1000% angst as some vampire stuff is meant to #i just enjoy a happy ending right now

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antirepurp · 19 days ago

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clenching my fists holding back tears it is 11pm on a sunday night i can't, i Cannot start drawing something normal about how minecraft's esoteric nature could fix maria. i cannot execute her experience reading the end poem for the first time now i have fucking school tomorrow i need to go to bed

#soda offers you a can #the more i think about it the more it unravels #she reads the words on the screen and listens to alpha and something. the smallest thing in her heart. heals a bit #it's not much and it doesn't erase anything. but it will live with her #it remains and it eats away at her and she can't stop thinking about it from time to time after the fact #you are alive and the universe says i love you because you are love #the player dreams. again and again and they wake up and fall asleep and in that dream they Create and Destroy #maria reads the end poem and she is not the same afterwards and never plays minecraft the same way again #and it haunts her. and resonates with her. and she hates it and loves it and it brings her a sense of comfort #and maybe. just maybe. there is kindness in the universe. maybe the universe is kind and full of love #that she can discover for herself. in a dream or not #hi im also very normal about minecraft if you couldn't tell

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itspileofgoodthings · 26 days ago

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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.

#I didn’t think such a thing was possible #I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art #like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain #and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace #(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead #and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing #because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all #so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance #but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t #push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and #to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it #I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good #like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking #and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now #(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise #and it’s WORKING #because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage #but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second #this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening #but it is what happening #a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible

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