#in exchange for being able to play my games (that apparebtly keep me sane) again
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Just your standard emotional ramble in the tags, move along
#i am sad#my computer wouldnt connect to the internet#was very hit and miss#mostly miss#its def the computer tho bc everythinn else is fine? i try a button called ‘reset network’#a mistake. do not do this if you dont really know what it means bc its a mistake#sis says the only hope for it is to do a hard reset#that really sucks for me bc a few years ago i bought literally almost every scooby doo media i could purchase from itunes#i had a respectable collection#problem was itunes suspended that account for a reason i cannot remember anymore anyways#so i had all my scoobies downloaded to keep them safe#after thought i decided that it will be okay bc while it makes me feel like a complete buffoon asshole who throws away money#i can get them again and in a better way so i dont lose them#like on dvd or google or something idfk but i thought itd be okay and i could handle rebuying them (which i knew id have to do eventually)#in exchange for being able to play my games (that apparebtly keep me sane) again#bc of stupid rules that i dont understand i couldnt play so fucking many of my games without internet even though they were downloaded????#so after copying my minecraft worlds onto a jump drive bc that still worked and wouldve been super shitty to not have#we did the hard reset. and i checked my computer this morning#and it didnt solve the fucking problem#and im upset and angry (at me) and my sis and mom have plans so she cant help me today either#and that made me want to cry which made me feel stupid ‘’bc after all its just a computer’’#but. ya know... its not. its my sanity#its my place to escape.. its a place i feel most successful.. and its mine and it helps me feel not as broken and hopeless#and i know its silly and dumb to put all that i to a computer and im sorry but thats where it is and ive lost it#if i hadnt have reset at least i could still watch shit and play minecraft#but i chose and its over and i fucked myself but its fine itll eventually be okay and eventually ill get a replacement#im so tired of eventually. everything has to wait and its always because of stupid goddamn fucking money#and i keep trying to fix that too and im still dirt fucking broke all the time#i have 7 dollars and a half tank of gas that my sister keeps not helping with even though every weekend she uses up a quarter tank#it just fucking sucks
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