#imonster

[gracebethartacc]

^Forever ago I did some fake CJ thumbnails for the fan server of songs I liked/ones I hoped he’d do, and the other day did more but specifically with jhariah songs! Both bc I love jhariah but also bc I think their music styles are similar/would mesh well together :3€

[kralikincisulugoz]

TAŞ

Hissediyorum, oradalar. Kendilerine dokunup görünür kılacağım o kelimeler, birbiri ardına oynaşıp duruyor.

Eskiden bunu bilmezdim. Karanlıklarda umarsızca basit kelimelerle bağıra çağıra konuşurken ayağım bazı kelimelere takılırdı. Hiç hikayelerini dinlemeden alıp hepsini dökerdim kağıda. O kelimeler ortaya çıkmaktan ürkmezdi, onlar bundan çok mutlulardı da bu sefer ben, ben ortaya çıkmaya ürküyorum.

Hayatın bana dokunması, beni ortaya çıkarması çok ürkütüyor. Neden? -Bilmem. Sanırım ayağıma takılacak birkaç taşa ihtiyacım var.

Hayat gözleriyle beni ararken ben, sözlüye rastgele kaldırılacak bir öğrenci gibi olduğum yerde görünmez olmaya çalışıyorum. Biraz daha konsantre olsam biraz daha çabalasam gerçekten görünmez olacağım. İçimden gülesim geliyor, görünmez olmaya harcadığım çabayı görünür olmaya ayırsam belki o kadar güzel görünürdüm ki...

Ama görünmek fiili, dışarıdaki gözden kaynağını alıyor. Kaynağı ben olmayan, hislerimi harekete geçirmeyen hiçbir fiil umrumda değil. Hem görünüp, gösterip ne yapacağım ki. Babasının aferinine kalbi hızlanan o 6 yaşındaki sarışın çocuğun aptal mutluluğu mu istediğim şey? Bu sorular hala ayağımın çeşitli cevaplara, kelimelere takılmasını beklediğim sorular.

O karanlıklarda o kelimelere takılıp düşeyim diye yırtınarak koşuyorum, avazım çıktığı kadar bağırıyorum da takılmak, dokunmak istediğim kelimeler takılmıyor ayağıma. Lanet karanlık hiç olmadığı kadar kusursuz bu defa, düşemiyorum.

"Kelimelerin canı var" derdi bir hocam. Yalnızca canı yok hocam, görünmez de olabiliyorlar. Sözlüye kaldırmak istediğim o kelimeler benim kendi sözlümde bulamadığım görünmezliği bulmuşlar. Ama dedim ya hissediyorum, oradalar oynaşıp duruyolar birbiri ardına. Seslerine doğru gidersem bulurum aradığım kelimeleri diyorum. Duruyorum, aniden seslerini duymaya başlıyorum. Meğer koşmak değil de durup dinlemek lazımmış,

ne bilirsin?

Durup dinliyorum. Bana "Çık aydınlıkta koş. Bu sefer aydınlıkta koş. Ayağına öyle güzel takılacağız ki hayatında böyle güzel düşmeyi bırak, uçmamışsındır bile." diyorlar.

Cevapsızlık beni delirtmeden aydınlığa çıkıyor, hayatın bana dokunmasına izin veriyorum, görünür kılmasına. Ve sözlüye tabii ki ilk beni kaldırıyor. Şaşırdım mı? -Hayır.

Bir anda dehşete düşüyorum, her detayım görünüyor, çırılçıplağım, utanıyorum, kapatıyorum her yerimi ve tam o anda ilk taş takılıyor ayağıma. Öyle güzel düşüyorum ki ağrıdan, acıdan çıplaklığımı örtecek halim kalmıyor. Yaralanmak, utanmaktan da saklanmaktan da daha acısızmış. İşte öyyle güzel düşürüyor beni ilk taşım. Karanlıklarda ciğerimi yırtarcasına koşup takılıp düşemediğim o taş...

Meğer yapmam gereken tek şey o sözlüye el kaldırmakmış,

ne bilirsin?

[edariia]

[berenixium]

Daydream in Blue - I Monster - #SoundCloud #Music #IMonster

https://soundcloud.com/i-monster/02-daydream-in-blue-original_single_version

[fletchasketch7893]

Spoiler Alert for Coraline (2009) [Content Warnings: minor warning for needles, scratched out eyes, volume on end sequence]] You may need to manually raise your audio Song: "Who is She" by I, Monster Movie: Coraline Gift Edit Credits: Footage taken from the YouTube upload of the entire movie. That video seems to have been removed (likely for copyright reasons), but other playlists exist of the footage.

*For what it's worth, I did this before the song blew up on TikTok.*

[soundsediments]

I watch the colour spill from the sun They tell me what I want to know And as our bodies melt into one We fade into the afterglow

[hauntedtotem]

when i draw I just put all my liked songs on shuffle, should I make an actual playlist for the songs I'm always hoping will show up?

[drzone]

You all need to listen to moog. NOW!!!!!

[bandsandwristbands]

P H O T O S Y N T H E S I S + Agoraphilia 🖤🖤🖤

shgdbcfsjkl you picked two of the horny ones lol

one gaalee and one lulaw comin up

P H O T O S Y N T H E S I S

I wanted like a summer vibe and I wanted to write Gaara's versionn of seducing Lee which I think would be very tongue in cheek and coy. I especially wanted it to take place in Gaara's personal greenhouse and have lots of plant motifs lol

Here's the first couple blurbs that started the idea

Gaara in all white soaked through from greenhouse sprinklers. Gaara is made of a beautiful juxtaposition of hard angles and poking bones into soft sloping lines of muscle and flesh. The wet cloth reflects brightly in the sun, casting a dream like haze as it clings to Gaara's sparkling skin. The soft plains of Gaara's relaxed lower half is contoured so beautifully by the more visible white wrinkles of fabric. Lee pinches himself as Gaara coily glances at him from folded arms. Water droplets run winding paths down his skin, plops from slightly overgrown strands of fiery red. He must know how he looks. Like an otherworldly being, kept in a beautiful garden, glowing seductively like a lure, nymphlike. His eyes are even a bit devious, an innocent turn to his mouth that feels a little too exaggerated. Lee thinks someone else might be intimidated, with such a lurid trap laid out before them. Lee, however, had never been one to heed such threats. Nor has he ever been able to resist the pull gaara has on him. Oh how Lee is a goner.

Gaara does not ever ask but Lee knows that he gives something to Gaara that he cannot trust anyone else to give him. He drinks in Lee’s love, overdoses on affection and intimacy and allows Lee to overwhelm him with sensation and touch. He allows his empty hollows to be filled with life. Green plooms take root in the mud of his heart and sprout up to push his thoughts out of his ears. Sunny warmth burns on his skin and his eyes sting with it. He thinks himself a starved, neglected orchid now being overhydrated and burned up in the sunlight. He overindulges on everything he’s ever needed and wanted until it hurts; heedless. Lee strips his armor away until he is undeniably human. He is methodical, determined and reliable and safe. Lee reads Gaara without needing to ask, knows exactly what he wants and when and is diligent in meeting those needs. Gaara thinks Lee and his big, calloused hands could wrap all the way around him sometimes, repotting him from the ultimate defense into the absolute comfort of warm skin and round, sparkling eyes.

This one is almost doneeee so I'll probably post it soon lol

Song inspo Sunny Delights by iMonster

Agoraphilia

I have very little actually written out for this one lol It's a lulaw/lawlu smut fic about banging in semi public/ public spaces.

My little inspo bullet points are as follows

You already know Luffy is like yum at a party where Law looks extra pretty and Laws like stoppppp we can'tttttt maybe he fingers law under a table! 😱

Orrrr maybe the running from the marines idea? (What I mean by this is they're escaping from some low teir marines and the adreneline gets them all horned up so whilst hiding somewhere cramped close in an alley, Luffy gets handsy and Law is like Okayyy)

Law's like "😳😳this is illegal"and luffy is like "we're literally pirates"

Something about Luffy makes Law's own eyes bigger than his stomach. Always biting off more than he can chew when Luffy's involved. Law always ends up a bit overwhelmed (in the best way??) 

Song inspo Agora Hills by Doja Cat

[neonultravioletlight]

editors community pls make an edit of mizu using no time to die by billie eilish like pls the lyrics fit perfectly into the episode 5 betrayal…

also, “who is she” by imonster is SUCH a vibe for mizu. creepy and ominous idk these hypothetical tiktok edit look good here in my head .

[r0seart]

Day 2: Alpha timeline

I just listened to Who is She by Imonster on loop for this one. Really fits the image.

“Oh Who is She…

A Misty memory

A haunting face

Is she a lost embrace…?

Somewhere across the sea of time?

A love immortal such as mine

Will come to me

Eternally…

Immortal she

Return to me”

[berenixium]

Daydream in Blue - I Monster - #SoundCloud #Music #IMonster

https://soundcloud.com/i-monster/02-daydream-in-blue-original_single_version

[computerpeople]

i have to make an oc right noe im jotting down bullet points

no eyebroes

salary man

choppy black hair with straight across bangs that is super straight and somewhat frames the face

psychotic disorder

dissociative disorder

major fawn response

socially awkward and quiet

rich colorful innerworld

goes crazy

is a horror protagonist

based off john by imonster

transgender

[dreameasel]

what if i put an audio track in his pinned but it was just the full 18mins of the imonster reading of "the music of erich zann?"

--by the way the music of erich zann is like, his FAVORITE story. like it's a tie between erich zann, medusa's coil and pickman's model.

[hauntedtotem]

wait no I found the imonster stuff on youtube finally

It's a song technically?? But they're not singing. It's a story with a soundtrack. Not sure what to call it but i love listening to this one when I draw

"It's tough to make people protect what they've never seen"

[starlooove]

Idk if I’ve said this before but Tecna Aisha who is she imonster