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[lednet-sorrow-au-blog]

Something in class watching the first movie of HTTYD

Tw:Fat shaming,and just me yapping cause I am tired of THEIR bs,big vent,Swearing,and just mixing up my problems.

Leave if you are not well rn,I am just letting out my thoughts I kept.

Hiccup:"They were only trying to defend themselves!"

Some jerk tbh:"Yeah!You fattie!"

?:"Yay!I love fat shaming!"

Me:"Why are you fat shaming???"

Some jerk tbh:"Shut up,you should not be talking."

Okay,excuse me,no not excuse.Like you should shut the flipping f- up.You have no right to just say that even after a few seconds saying what they said.

Like shit goddamn,I hate his attitude and his little 'friends' that be playing like- I should not say.But seriously I hate them, like I really dislike them ut cannot hate much cause maybe my good old heart and mind says "There must be something of why they are this reckless" TO GET SENT TO A LOWER GRADE CLASS ROOM-

I really hate them,I hate the class being pretty casual with the word 'kys' out loud or someone's back.LEGIT one or two making one person who has a struggle with understanding to say a slur word about skin colour!Like yes,I am dark humour.But I don't PUBLICLY and OPENLINGLY WITHOUT WARNING like here about shit.

They false accuse me for making a hint of a very suggestive content.

WHICH WHY ON A VIDEO- Like I know,I don't act on it,nor do I feel much comfortable but I never do a big ass suggestive stuff.It would be slightly.I hate to be recalled back and them saying I am "cringe" and such is damn. And if I did,my parents would saw CAUSE THATS MY MOM'S ACCOUNT SHE MADE.

And don't go saying I would only and the only person.There is legit PEOPLE AND BEINGS IN THE CLASS WHO SAYS SUGGESTIVE CONTENT.THEY ACT ON IT FOR REAL.And if I did,it would,the video would be label with warnings.Either way I won't and never do those.

Sometimes I feel like I cannot vent to my family or any of my friends or my new therapist.Cause I feel they will react so harsh.My mom have to cut me off to say what I ALREADY KNOW, it was just letting it out and to relieve.Not GET THE WORDS STRUCK IN MY HEART AND OPEN WOUNDS LIKE YOU THINK YOU HELPING BUT ENABLING WHAT YOUR CHILD WANTED TO REALLY TRY TO EXPLAIN IS AAAAAAHHHHHHHH

This is why I can never explain how I feel, she holds my cheek and comforts while hurting me.What is the point if your child is crying more from your words?...Don't you see your killing them inside.Like mentally worsening.

Oh please for the love of god it would "worsen my health" and "You need to detach" and I guess the first progress would be in something your living in?I could just detach from her like she said like it was easy.SHE WAS IN THE FIRST PLACE I HAD TO UNDERSTAND SOME CONCEPTS AND FAILED TO KNOW WHAT IS CORRECT AND NOT, I FELT I CANNOT EXPLAIN AND THATS WHY I KEPT MYSELF SILENT OF MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS FOR YEARS.

I cannot with that bullshit of the person, someone,OUR NEW PEER GOT HURT.I thought some could come to comfort her,but it seemed like it was only the two adults and I.I didn't wanna leave her when she was carried to the bench,I didn't wanna take off and had fun to skate while the other is hurting on their first field trip in their new school.I thought those people said they wanted to comfort her but I seem and my teacher they said to "come with her" assuming they can go in a car to not walk more back.

THEY ARE INJURED.WHAT THE FUCK.I know how it would feel and others if you got hurt and can't do much at the moment with no equipment to up stand.And I was checking,cause for the sake I was hoping they didn't fracture their ankle.I had to use basic words to communicate them since they barely know English much.I wished some would atleast be beside her to a company and attend their need of help.AND GUESS WHAT?THEY,THAT BOY AND THEIR FRIENDO DOES CRAP WHEN WALKING BACK TO THE SCHOOL AND HUT SOMEONE WITH FUCKING SNOW?!

I need to vent and yap,texting here is my comfort and only way to keep my self sane.