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#g witch#mobile suit gundam#suletta mercury#the witch from mercury#miorine rembran#sulemio#brontidepng#my art#idk imma shitpost#hoping my artblock will disappear and die soon
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Hey everyone this is my shitty "june finds out shes transgender" comic Ft roxyy, enjoy
#homestuck#june egbert#roxy lalonde#homestuck comic#transfem character#ermmm if you can understand anything they r talking abt comgrat 🎉#imma explain it anyways#so they start talking abt how they witnessed all their friends die and stuff#naturally#and then june goes on to talk abt how shes not happy with herself at all and she doesnt know why she feels this way#june describing gender dysphoria without realizing so roxy is just like#:0#anyways they are friends yay#i will be adding more to junes transgender adventure soon
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Just watched the last episode of demon slayer in English and fuck I can’t wait till the movies come out! I’m going to be a sobbing, crying, screaming mess (there’s one death I’m truly not looking forward to cause I’ll be inconsolable) but fuck it’s going to be so fucking good.
#imma walk out the room when my baby die#as soon as it even looks like his time is coming#I’m outta there#just like I was for Sandor clegane#that shit broke me#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba
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Hey any tips on how to handle life ? Cause so far I got;
• School phobia (due to trauma with bullying, assault and sexual harassment from childhood)
• Social anxiety & anxiety in general (plus a bonus of panic attacks)
• Probably depressed and passive s**cidal (won't be kms anytime soon dw (I think))
Any tips would be kind (I am not mentally ill I swear, or am I.)
#idk y'all#who knows#probably not my therapist cause i can't even book one where i live#lol imma die soon#love you all
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Heyya everyone hope you're all having a good evening~ <3
Working through some requests atm and between juggling this, work and a couple new games I just wanted to give a heads up that I can start taking requests for Baldur's gate 3!
Ngl this game has me in a chokehold at the moment with the sheer amount of stuff to explore and I'm having the time of my life running around and making a fool of myself as I go so hey why not write some drabbles while I work my way through it?
Still pretty early into the game but I'm more than happy to write for any BG3 ideas you'd like to send my way~! Would love to hear everyone's experiences with the game too and their Tavs I love hearing ya'll's thoughts~!
#juno rambling#bg3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 imagine#baldur's gate 3 imagine#bg3 x reader#ngl imma be writing some stuff for this game soon bc theres so many amazing characters#all of the tieflings at the grove have my whole heart at the moment i wish we could just take em all with us#wish this game gave you the option to adopt im ready to just straight up adopt Mol and the other tiefling kids at this point#ALSO ZEVLOR???#HELLO???#Dammon's cute too and thats a hill imma die on hes so sweet from the few lines of dialogue weve had with him
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#my brother sent me this#he supports my delulu#doctor strange#character ai#imma break him in janitor ai soon#withalittlehoney#i think about this response everynow and then and i lay down and die
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DS9 3x20 Improbable Cause and 3x21 The Die Is Cast thoughts (I'm re-watching, so beware spoilers for future episodes!)
(25/05/2023)
Garak!
Shakespeare! The first mention of this Garashir-fic staple XD
Garak is so obviously flirting XD this is the exact same way Gilora was talking to Miles!
G: "I'd be more than happy to bring some by the Infirmary later this afternoon." B: "Why thank you, I'd like that." His smile!
Kira's "Garak. :/". She's just so annoyed by his existence and it shows XD
Oh, this is where he fakes his assassination attempt!
"But who would want to kill me? A simple tailor?" Always with the tailor identity.
G: "And of course, there's always Major Kira." B: "This is serious, Garak." G: "I'm being serious. I don't think she likes me." O: "She doesn't. But if she wanted you dead, you would be." Everything about this is 👌👌
Julian is so fed up with Garak's lies, isn't he
And the moral of the boy who cried wolf is... "You should never tell the same lie twice." Of course, Garak. Sigh
"I have bad news for you. Major Kira has an airtight alibi." Garak's tight amusement at this
"What makes you think I haven't already looked thtough [your security files]?... I'm joking, of course." Needing to mollify Odo.
"Odo I -" Miles is so stunned to see Garak there XD
"They're known to be favoured by Flaxian assassins, and it just so happens a Flaxian came aboard the station just this morning." Oh, Garak is gooood
This guy, the Flaxian, is not acting innocent, he's being super slippery and suspicious - but if Garak blew up his own shop, it can't have been him? Unless he was hired by Garak, I guess...
Odo's surprise to see Garak in the shuttle XD
Okay so Garak is genuinely stunned by the other ship exploding? I'm so confused!
"Because if he did know, he'd already be spinning out an elaborate web of lies to cover up the truth." Odo knows Garak's MO too well.
"Considering those uniforms of theirs, you'd think they'd appreciate a decent tailor." XD Odo has an opinion on this?
The unusual Romulans activity, as though they're getting ready for an invasion - this is them getting ready for the Dominion attack with Train?
Another five Cardassians were assassinated? But I'm almost certain Garak faked his!
"I am not Doctor Bashir and we are not sparring amiably over lunch." Love this outside perspective on Garak and Bashir's lunch dates.
"You blew up your own shop, Garak!" The shock on Garak's face! And Odo's pleased, "Welllll, heh heh."
Ohhh, so there was a real plot to kill Garak
"He retired some years ago. He was, I might add, the only head of the agency ever to live long enough to do so." The fact that Garak is still showing pride at Tain's accomplishment
The emotion on Garak's face seeing Mila :3
"Is there anything you need me to do while you're gone?" Oh, sweetheart!
"Eat it? You're joking." "Yes I am." Julian's fond smile coming out there <3
CHOCOLATES
THEY'RE IN LOVE
"Is it so hard to believe that there's one person in this galaxy who could regard me with a certain affection?" "I could believe there's one (BASHIR cough cough) but I wouldn't expect it to be someone who worked for Enabran Tain."
"Tell me, is there one person in this universe you do care for? One person who's more than just an interesting puzzle to be solved." Interesting that it would just be the one. Why do they care so much about Odo only caring about Kira, because that's what's being implied, isn't it?
Aaaand I've only just realised that this isn't just setting up for The Die Is Cast, TDIC is the next episode! I'd thought it was the end of the season for some reason ..
"Ah, Garak. It's good of you to come. It spares me the trouble of having to send someone else to kill you." ... Whoops
"Like I used to say. Always burn your bridges behind you. You never know who might be trying to follow." I always find it fascinating when aliens have a twist on an English proverb.
"You blew up your own shop? You, my friend, are a true original."
"I never betrayed you! At least, not in my heart." The emotion!
"You'll pardon me if I appear a little startled." This episode has sure been a tough ride for Garak's emotional control...!
321 The Die Is Cast
Julian's babbling on over lunch :3
Miles trying to pretend he was listening and failing miserably XD
His soft smiles leading into a sad face at remembering Garak
"That's not entirely bad news." *hopeful eye contact*
The slow realisation it's not just one ship out there...
Garak's so happy!
"I was good wasn't I?" Garak still needing that validation
"I've missed you too, Enabran." Very deliberate pause there
"Next thing you know we'll be crying over our lost youth." Oh that was very pointed, and you can see Garak knows it.
Dr Parmak mention - "When we get back, you should look him up." This is where all those fanfics start?
"Mila may not be around much longer." Garak's quick head turn. He's so easy to read?
"Is this a request I hear?" "Not at all! Just an observation :)" oh Garak. I guess protecting Mila is another reason you want to stay on Tain's good side.
G: "And believe me, if it were my decision, things would be-" O: "I don't believe you, Garak..." Yeah, legit
"You are imaginative, Constable, I'll grant you that. But I would suggest that you put those creative powers to better use. We would like you to share your unique insights on the Founders." Garak's trying to tell Odo to make it up, tell him anything.
"It sounds like you're hoping Tain will succeed." I mean, I can see why - the Dominion bring home would be beneficial, probably.
Eddington >:(
"I'd like permission to take the Defiant into the Gamma Quadrant and try to determine if he's still alive." No of course not. But you tried, Sisko <3
"I am not going to just abandon one of my officers." YES, Sisko, I should have known you'd not take no for an answer
"I consider this a volunteer mission, but don't volunteer yet. There's a good chance you won't be coming back." But it's still worth it to him to try to get Odo :3
Eddington is Not Enjoying This. I guess he wants to fly under Starfleet's radar and not get court martialled? I wonder why he volunteered... It would make more sense to me for him to remain on the station and get more entrenched there
Ah, so that's why Eddington came, to sabotage the mission. He IS sucking up to Starfleet
"You've turned us into sitting ducks for the Jem'Hadar!" Miles trying to attack and Sisko restraining him.
"Because I give you my word." "I make it a policy to never question the word of anyone who wears that uniform. Don't make me change that policy." Oh Sisko.... This hit harder knowing what Eddington will do
"Ohh, no, you're going to torture me, aren't you?" The sarcasm, Odo's so confident Garak can't do anything to him
"Tell me, what will happen if you can't revert to a liquid?" "I don't know." The fear in Odo's face.
"I can wait. The question is, can you?" Chills
"Major, leave the chief alone." XD
"Odo! Talk to me!" The emotionn. "Lie if you have to, but say it now!" He's saying the quiet bit out loud?!
Garak is so transparent! He cannot hide his need to keep Odo alive!
There's definitely something about Garak quoting the Shakespeare he disdained just a few days ago to Tain.
"Why are you doing this?" "Because no changeling has ever harmed another." You kind of let Odo be significantly hurt though... Like, that is a thing that just happened.
"To the Bridge, to get Tain." Odo's bewilderment, yeah we're all with you there!
"Odo, I hope you will accept my sincere apologies for all this." Always with the quest for forgiveness.
Odo's breathless, astonished "What?" as the Defiant appears!
What a pilot! Jadzia dodging all those phases like they're nothing!
"It's good to see you again, Constable." "Likewise, Major." They are both looking at each other with heart eyes I swear.
This is very similarly shot to Odo's conversation with his Cardassian informant last episode, I like that choice.
"Do you know what the sad part is, Odo? I'm a very good tailor." Oh, Garak.
#DS9 Improbable Cause#DS9 The Die Is Cast#DS9 3x20#DS9 3x21#andi watches ds9#it's been a while!#these have just been piling up every time i've watched an episode bc life's just BEEN#but hopefully imma get on top of these soon!#WSB
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this comic is taking forever urhghgrg
the image limit better be 49 or higher or im gonna lose my shit
#i dont wanna compile bc stubborn and i didnt think to make multiple panels on one page bc im DUMB#brudder moment#literally no idea when this is gonna be done but hopefully soon lol#i think the image limit is 30 and im really hoping im wrong ☠️#if its lower ill just die ig LMAO#but ill worry abt this later for now imma be enjoying my ignorant bliss teeheee#grrr
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hi corey :^) i'd love to see three sentences from 'how to (legally) obtain a tractor in one week' because the name sounds great! also hope you're doing well mwah <3
hiiiiiiiiii!!! this is a bsd fic i'm working on where kenji gets homesick and dazai thinks the best solution is for everyone to get a tractor and have a tractor show <3
“Yo, Doppo!” Chuuya called, stalking forward. “Where’s your tractor?”
Kunikida gestured to the tiny toy tractor in Kenji’s hands, face red once more.
“Aw,” Chuuya smirked. He grabbed Kunikida’s collar and pulled him down. “I could’ve bought you one, too, you know.”
poor kunikida - his boyfriends like embarrassing him iuygfcdftgyhuihygtf
#jude tag#HI HI HI#IMMA RESPOND TO YOU SOON I PROMISE#i have just been. overwhelmed lately not bc of you messaging me or anything but bc of graduating and finding a job and the praxis#imma try and respond to you today bc i really want to and i Think the overwhelmed is starting to die down???#anyways i don't think you know b.sd but i hope you enjoyed the tiny snippet iuygtfdcghujijuhyg#hope you're doing well MWAH#corey writes:)#corey rambles:)
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gives you the clown cast group
Omg I must draw them tmrw
#i gotta sleep soon or i will die#we love a fucked sleep schedule around here#just another thing imma use against moon in my au
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do u ever just like. have little moments that make U remember u r not entirely mentally sound
#speculation nation#like. hmmm. me having no real anxiety about who's gonna take care of me when im old#me seeing a post w/ someone talking about it and like it's a very reasonable thing to be concerned about#but me seeing that & being like 'if i get to the point where i dont have anyone to take care of me then im just dying'#no qualms about it. that's just kinda how i live my life in general so me being old it wont really matter#like YEAH maybe it is kind of weird to live my life with the perpetual philosophy that as soon as i have 0 ppl who care about me#then i just am not going to be living. tee hee#see the thing is im a fairly likable person so i do not see this being a problem.#that's the thing i tricked myself into having a will to live#made a mental contract with myself 10 years ago to never do anything to my life so long as i have Someone who cares about me#sometimes a will to live lies in the people you love. and that's just how it goes#but yeah me not having anxiety about growing old bc either i have ppl who will help me out or imma just die. like idk it's not complicated.#i got plenty of time until then anyways. that's a problem for Later Me#suicide ment/#Uhmmmmmmmmmm suggested lol
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there's nothing more annoying than when it's 10pm. You are like cozy. on your phone almost falling asleep. then your damn sister. in the damn living room. starts calling someone. talking with 150% volume. that neither your headphones neither your paper thin walls can block. I love it.
#it's an auditory nightmare guys#it gives me the same feelings like when someone is chewing loudly. i want to rip my ears out and die#funny story i had a period when i lived with my brother#and this was so frequent there. i had to sleep with earplugs#and even the fucking earplugs didnt block the sound#it was terrible i cried every single night and my ears always hurt cuz i pushed the earplugs in too deep lol#but yes. sigh. im glad u r happy. but i cant stand noise. Even if it's daytime it annoys me but nighttime. it makes me want to kms seriousl#auggaha whatever. Another reason to try and move out soon. idk where id go. but not here. i dont wanna be here. this isnt a home this is a#prison fr. whatever. im tired af. but i wanna stay up. it's been a while since i enjoyed some bt stuff. :(((#.... :) eep#sleepy eepy#im unprivating some old posts rn cuz i wanna embarass myself. no fr exposure therapy cuz lately i noticed im kinda going back to my old#isolation bubble so imma just. post random shit enjoy :)))
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awwww babyyyyy i wanna cuddle with you all night and day long too 🤭🥰🥰🥰
try not to summon anything too dangerous there. 🤭
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🫂🫂🫂 give you my love
Did I mention the house I'm staying in is haunted?
#->ghostie answers!#->angel of dancing!#my bsf let the dog out to pee before bed. the dog ran to the back of the garden and started barking in that spot where human bones were#-found#he locked ME OUTSIDE#i had to get the dog at the back of the garden and go through the front door 😑😑#imma die soon#istg
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Told my job today that Monday will be my last day cause we’re moving cause all the fuck shit happening in the house and like he was lowkey sad about it like I told him I was moving but it wasn’t supposed to be like rn. Like I also had to use all my sick hours because I have to take the rest of the week off after Monday and then I had to call my mom to make her tell me to eat because I like was just gonna walk outside and hit my vape for a half hour and call it a day. Like I ate breakfast (technically lunch cause those bitches stopped serving breakfast) but I didn’t finish it and I know I gotta eat more. I think I have some like health issues and like vaping and not eating is making it fucking unbearable. And then I had to sit at the bus stop for a goddamn like hour and half and I was like tweakin out and this lady looked at me and was like are you okay mama and I was like yeah and she just looked at me and like I could tell she thought I was on drugs but like sadly I’m just being me bitch. But then she like waved at me once her bus passes me so it was cute or whatever. And I also saw this man bus driver who was like wayyy too cute to be a bus driver like go be a model sir ur bone structure is sick. And when the bus finally got there it still took like years off my life and it was like wtf I just wanna not be anywhere near my job anymore. I’m like freaking out inside because I don’t wanna be the new person at work again like that just happened like twice since we’ve moved and I can’t deallllllllll. But like I need money and my bf is like don’t make an onlyfans so I can’t make money off my good looks so like whatever. I wanna start school again but like I feel way too fucjing dumb for that shit. I need to get insurance but I need a new id first so it’s like a big list of tasks ahead of my that I just can’t handle even thinking abo it rn. So imma just eat my cold ass dinner and then start packing away my things and just like maybe try and sleep because for like a week since my bf stopped smoking weed he hasn’t slept so I haven’t really slept and I’m tryna be helpful with that but like dawg I can’t help me so idk how to help anyone else. Like wanna just kill myself and then he can like go find someone way more helpful that actually helps him in a way I can’t. We all want an actual boy in our lives. Like shit I don’t blame him I wish I was a boy cause I’d be like better but I’d also be the biggest man slut alive so like maybe that why I’m not a boy lmaooooo
#bpd#it’s been a long couple of days#but I go see my mom soon#so like that’s exciting#but also not cause imma lose my shit#but like if I don’t lose my shit then I can’t gain it again ya know#is that how that works#idrk#but it’s okay it’s gonna get handle and I’ll get handled and everything g will be fine#or I’ll just die but either way works for me
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School is just torture made specifically for autistics by the government im convinced
#ghosti talks#the only conspiracy theory ever#also holy shit guess who has anxiety#like i thought i might have it b4 but coming back to school is making me realise#unless being in a small crowd or hearing someone saying your dead name gives every autistic crazy anxiety attacks#i mean its literally in the name#anyway im broken and am never showing up to lessons ever again /j i need to pass#although i might kill a tutor or two on the way#ALSO i swear to god this is so random but NEEDLES#The worst anxiety in the world#literally if i hear the word needles or see someone with one i will cry#cause like i have the weirdest phantom pain and AAAA im crying just talking about it#please someone kill me#i might have to take a blood test soon i will faint b4 they even put it near me#ok imma shut up im actually getting teary eyed thinking about it#good thing no one sees these posts aha i love just typing random shit no ones gonna ever read#maybe i should make a sideblog for that#would be fun although i need validation so badly#oh my god every time my art gets like one note i literally die inside#ok ghosti out for real#please no one read this <3
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Hello! Thoroughly enjoying your writings!! Deeeelish!! You are fantastically talented and we are so lucky as a fandom to have you!
What if during the battle between Adam and Alastor the reader jumped in front of Alastor and took the hit instead. Up until this point Alastor couldn’t put his finger on his feelings for the reader but seeing them badly hurt, and protecting him clicks it all into place.
Thank you for entertaining the thought!!
Fight For Me
Alastor x GN!Reader
TW: Blood, Alastor being angry.
A/N: YOU ARE SO NICE IMMA CRY- IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG TO GET OUT!
It wasn’t supposed to end up like this, you were supposed to be fighting the executioners with the others. You weren’t supposed to be up here with him and fighting this no good first man. As he collected you in his arms seeing the gash that ran from your stomach to your chest made his smile falter, he had already lost his microphone and now here he was about to permanently lose you. He couldn’t let that happen. Not yet.
He ignored Adam as his shadows curled around the both of you and allowed him to quickly travel to his destroyed tower. Why would you protect him? He cursed himself as he ripped your shirt open, he was much more of gentleman than this but your fucking afterlife was on the line. Why did he care? He snapped his fingers as his shadow slid a medical kit across the room, you were out cold so this could go easier, his shadow danced across the walls as he started to wipe as much blood as he could away. Tears stung at his eyes as his smile became tighter, threatening to pull at the hidden stitching.
Throwing his jacket off to the side as it felt restricting, He could easily finish you off right now. Why does he care? As he carefully stitched the scar back up, he kept glancing up at your face, your heart beat was slowing down and it scared him. You better not fucking die on him, he couldn’t lose you not right now. He’d tear Heaven down just to make sure you were safe and next to him, but why was he feeling this way? No one got him feeling..like this. He was scared. You are scaring him, get out of his head. Finishing up the last stitch he carefully draped his jacket over your body as he used his own legs as your pillow, he needed to keep your head propped up just in case. PLEASE- Get up, you’re scaring him. You need to show him you're okay.
He doesn’t know how long he sat there but as soon as your eyes opened he felt a rush of relief wash over him, you were okay. His clawed hands cradled your face with a softness that was foreign to him as his lips pulled into a sneer, “What in the fuck were you thinking? Protecting me from a powerful blast such as that?!” He snarled, he didn’t mean to be so venomous but being scared was foreign to him. He didn’t like being vulnerable and yet he felt safe around you, he wanted to comfort and cradle you close after every day. You didn’t answer him just staring up into his ruby red eyes, “Answer me, damn it. Why? I could’ve taken the hit.” He continued as tears pricked and stung at his eyes. You were strong, yes, very strong. But he couldn’t lose you, he didn’t want to lose you. He hated this feeling.
“Because..I’m in love with you, Al..” You whispered out and the truth set upon him like the sun's last ray of light. He was in love with you as well. His sneer vanished as he leaned down closing his eyes as his forehead touched yours and he sobbed like he was a little boy who scraped his knee and ran home to his Mama. His clawed hands carefully caressing your cheeks trying to burn the feeling into his memory, “I love you..” the words fell out of his mouth as if he was back in the hospital watching his Mama slowly slip away. “I love you.” He repeated this time with much more confidence but he was still apprehensive.
“I love you, Alastor.” The words came out easy for you and he envied it but the way your gentle and soft hands cupped his made his undead heart skip a beat. But he didn’t need to be scared anymore, he had you with him. “Don’t pull that silly stunt again.”
A/N: THE AMOUNT OF TIMES I CRIED IS UNBELIEVABLE
#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel imagine#gn reader#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor x reader#alastor x you#hazbin hotel alastor x reader#alastor x gn!reader
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