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God I need to redraw those atrocious fallout tf 141 skins...
Gimme strength
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#imma be doing nothing but parallels until I either fix my computer or get a new one and get back to creating gifs#😌😌😌#sebastian stan#chris evans#loves of my life#parallels
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cooking him 🔥
#—creating.#was supposed to not post it before he’s done but i’m too tempted and tired so i might not get to finish the drawing today </3#i plan to draw something else here too but imma keep this one a surprise hehe#sunday#honkai star rail
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In your opinion who is the worst yandere to be stuck with and why Alucard, Captain, Enrico, Alexander and Walter, jan.
A/N: Keep asking, my child is sick and I'm nap-trapped for hours a day. 😂 Written on my phone so pls bear with me. Also, I don't feel comfortable writing about Jan. Sorry. ��
Sorted from best to worst.
⚠️ Dead Dove - Do Not Eat. ⚠️
5. Alexander Anderson
"Your desire will be for your husband, and he will rule over you." (Genesis 3:16)
As long as you play along, you have nothing to fear.
Just like with the orphans, Anderson is very gentle to those he is fond of. So he'll provide you with a domestic life, even though prisoned and heavily supervised.
Either himself or his trusted members of Iscariot always have an eye on you, making it basically impossible to even think of getting away.
The priest has some very strict demands about how you as his partner should act. Would never touch you against his will, though. He'd be fine with keeping his celibate as long as you're with him.
While controlling his bloodlust exceptionally well, he'll definetly let it out on others shall you misbehave. Preferably people close to you, claiming they're bad influence.
Better never mention you miss anyone from your old life, since he gets jealous very easily and with his kind of power he can make them disappear at a whim.
Other than that, Anderson really just wants you to be at his side and, in his wicked perception, protect you from this dangerous world.
4. Enrico Maxwell
"Don't be so fucking ungrateful. You were a nobody, and yet I treated you like a goddess!"
With Maxwell you'll feel like a bird in a golden cage.
He has a constant need to prove his worth, and overcompensates his lack at understanding true human connection with what he mistakes for care. So he'll shower you in gifts and other pleasantries, and takes it very personally when you don't properly appreciate his efforts in his eyes.
Also gets easily offended when you don't reciprocate his advances, especially when you deny him physically. But even smaller, more insignificant gestures he will over-analyze in his fear of rejection.
On the other hand I can see him being very subsceptible for flattery and the likes, so you can use his insecurities against him. Inflate his ego with sweettalk or whatever's necessary to keep him pleased.
The worst part is that he literally thinks you owe him affection.
3. Alucard
"Shh...it's over now. You endured so well, my love. As always."
Alucard is very confident to keep you at his side due to the sheer amount of might he possesses. So with him you get a lot of freedom, at least metaphorically. You can roam around a lot, talk to other people, almost act like you have a normal life.
He would never force himself on you due to his own experience with SA, but he won't be able to keep himself from taking your blood on the regulary. It's simply addicting to the vampire, and sometimes he goes overboard and leaves you anemic. A few times he almost killed you while indulging in the taste of your essence.
Being the abomination he is, he craves being accepted nonetheless, no matter what side of himself he presents you. He'll entertain himself by unleashing undescribable horrors just to cradle you in his arms shortly after, never actually physically but rather emotionally scarring you. After a while, sleep seems like an impossible task.
He is very well aware of the absurdity of his actions, but cannot seem to stop himself.
2. The Captain
This man is clouded in mystery, so I can see this go two very different ways: Either you're his sole sweet sanctuary from this cruel existence, or a moral support for the last remnant of his humanity.
While he is calm on the outside, still waters run deep. His love is a two-edged sword that will eventually end in your demise. The curse of immortality made him insane and nihilistic, and most of the time it's a walk on eggshells with him really.
In general the Captain is rather soft, but he doesn't see you as a person. You're like a doll, a toy to do however he pleases with, until he gets bored and throws you away...or you break. Whatever happens first.
Also, the man is part of Millenium. Most probably wouldn't dare messing with you, but the possibility of getting abused by the organization isn't completely off limits, for example if it's an order from the higher-ups.
Especially full moons are terrifying, making him even more violent and unpredictable.
1. Walter C Dornez
"If I can't have you, I'll make sure no one ever will."
The weakest yet most violent and unhinged of them all.
Stops at nothing to make you obedient, can rob you of your free will with little to no effort. It will start harmless with ruining your reputation, but ends up at extreme kinds of torture, like withdrawal of food or mutiliation to make you less appealing to others.
His paranoia is dangerous for you even when you did nothing wrong, there is no way you won't be punished one way or another. Being with him is merely a mixture of dread and immeasurable pain.
Nothing you ever do is good enough for him, because it's not genuine. That contradiction is driving him crazy, and will hopefully end your misery at some point.
#no one creates faster than a neurodivergent person with a hyperfixation#no hellsing content? imma do it myself then#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#alexander anderson#alucard#the captain#enrico maxwell#walter c dornez#reader insert#yandere#writing#headcanons#alexander anderson x reader#alucard x reader#the captain x reader#enrico maxwell x reader#walter c dornez x reader#hellsing x reader
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releasing this from the hj discord dungeon because the public populace was in agreement also i'm chronically offline on tumblr and need to fix that for my chronically online ahh
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#she couldn't even enjoy herself once she gets into the decent university because she got sent to the corps sayeon lee my giiirl#SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BASK IN THE GLORY OF VALEDICTORIAN BECAUSE SHE WAS CONSCRIPTED 😭#bro she's built like those kids in school who dump social interaction the moment exam season comes around#she's built like and earned that first honours fr.#but the corps said nah so she did the one thing those kids do make life even HARDER for themselves#even if in context it's no even hard it's just a matter of survival in the corps so success is the only option lest you die#hj reminds me of kaiji a lot with how they handle this but they're like two different genres but i digress#so she created TWO short term goals that forced her to hammer down her if not reinforce her previous values/beliefs#and if you read fp or wait until this tuesday lemme tell you rn it gets worse#which force her back into her shell and wall she's built#which is fucked up bc juni's wall is coming down when cell 4 didn't die as quick as she'd thought and surpassed her expectations#sayeon try not to be any characters narrative foil/parallel challenge fail 1000% speedrun#this only gets worse in fp and while this was in my drafts since the morning#i will say i literally just had a conversation abt this with my g bigbrainmanyvibes before prematurely leaving for lunch#but i set an alarm to actually post all the memes i made here so imma do this one now then the rest later#JOIN THE HJ DISCORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAY EASIER TO USE!!!!![to me......]#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that's it for my obligatory plug for the hj discord you can stop reading now i you haven't already stopped because i make this thing a diar#anw GLORY TO SAYJIN NATION!!!!!!!!!
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interrupting loquat week w shinobu 😇
#natsuyuu#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#my art#shinobu#miss matoba#going to word vomit on why i love her so bear w me ^_^#the idea of matoba having a sister an older sister that can’t see youkai is genuinely my favorite foil to seiji#ty midorikawa for creating her#i find it so interesting that even though people knew seiji was probably going to take over as clan head instead of her yet maintaining face#and trying to make up for it in things like dresses and portraits kind of signifies (to me at least) how her time in the clan was#no one caring about her besides treating her like the lady of the clan#AND THE WAY NO ONE SAID A WORD ABOUT HER .#about her EXISTENCE.#it’s probably kept a secret just because it’d be a lot of drama but still#also the watch youkai that she made (if i remember correctly) so that she can see ? hot.#i’m just now realizing that anytime seiji mentions her he always says sister ?? he never says her name??#idk it’s late sorry lol#also i need midorikawa to establish the age gap for these two bc if not imma just keep running w what im doing#i feel like shinobu’s at least 3 years older#if not more#ok bye
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How are you painting all of these linktober prompts daily ?!?!!? They’re so detailed and amazing omg
LOL my dear linktober enjoyer, thank you so much for saying this, and I'm glad you asked
Truth is, I'm not exactly doing them daily (ᵕ—ᴗ—)
I started making thumbnails for the prompts back in September. Last year was my first linktober, and I tried to daily draw and finish prompts same-day and I burnt out so hard and bailed around day 10. I learned the hard way that it was just too tough and sadly I'm not good at working a daily pace because I get too invested in my coloring and rendering process.
So basically this year I finished 90% of my thumbnails by end of September, then on the weekends in October I try to fully render like 4 or 5 posts from my thumbnails. I still make little tweaks to various prompts pretty much every day of October. Each of my posts takes anywhere from 1-4 hours to finish, and I can't do that level of drawing nightly because 1) I work in mental health and am too tired at night with no time lol and 2) that would destroy my hand and wrist probably
Here's process of thumbnails from a few of my more recent posts. I try to prioritize getting good composition flow & values, and then throw down local color and call it a day
In my opinion, it's safe to assume that unless someone does art for a living, they are likely doing a lot of prep and baby steps behind the scenes like this. I'm happy to be open about it to give this matter more transparency & normalcy
Moral of the story, there's no shame doing what works best for you so you can actually enjoy your hobbies! :)
#don't judge my weird little reference photos lol#and imma be real I used to HATE thumbnails and always wanted to finish a fully rendered drawing in one sitting#I've had to learn to manage my expectations and give myself patience and compassion lol#Tbh I'm only like 5 prompts ahead of the current day rn I'm slacking a little rn#but I hope this is helpful bc I also used to be like “wtf how are ppl creating so much art so fast” and then suddenly it feels like a race#which is no fun and not the point! at least imo
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Please let this be canon
Okay so we all know Lilith is Charlie’s mom and Lucifer’s wife-
TIL that some texts describe Lilith as Adam’s first wife before Eve…..please let this be canon in Hazbin, chaotic family drama is entertaining
#Hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel lilith#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel charlie#okay but imagine it-#Morningstar family drama#bonus points if Lucifer is pettyness incarnate with Adam#meanwhile Lilith is just chilling#like Morticia Adams level chill#And it’s not common knowledge#So Charlie will say things that leave the whole hotel very confused/curious while she is oblivious to it#you think Alastor is the one to stir shit up but no-#he lets Angel Dust do that#just sits back and watches the show#A popular version of Lilith is a being who was created from the same soil by God#but refused to be subservient to Adam so she left him#simp Lucifer could be a very interesting alternative#alright I’ve said my piece imma go burn with Fizzarolli-
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pls don't repost !
#woahhh who just rose from the dead#ib is not treating me nicely#wdym i have to write a report im EXPECTED to write at the end of 2 years worth of learning in just 2 days#+i joined the equal frames project before i realized what a bitch ib is😭#and also chose the option of creating more than one frame🫡#the quality of them decreased as i worked on them but i think they are still ok--#this is the one im most proud of💚#anyways imma go back to my math report now#bts#hobi#jhope#bts jhope#equal sign#EqualFramesProject#jhs#hoseok
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oc haters begone.
#💎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚐 ( ooc )#[ u aren’t welcome if for some reason u despise ocs#i think u have bad taste imma be honest#and it’s a lil suspicious u won’t write with peoples ORIGINAL IDEAS LIKE#I THINK PPL WHO WRITE OCS ARE SO COOL#i can’t do it myself. only canon muses#i tried to create an oc one time . it was hard to#get engagement :(((#bc i felt so many other ocs#were way better around meee.#i hope honestly no one here feels that way .#it’s a real bad feeling but#pls know ur ocs are so so welcome here#always..#🫶
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i know i just got here, but seeing all of the laughably bad takes from both sides of the spectrum is convincing me that no, i don’t actually need to be on social media again.
#this is about mdzs fandom discourse#this is a jc/jiggy support blog#but#they did bad things and made bad choices and i love that about them#i can acknowledge their bad choices and their flaws and still like them#but hooooooly fuck#the jc/jiggy/XICHEN antis drive me fucking banana nut bonkers#there are valid reasons to dislike all 3 of those characters and somehow you have created ones that are so far from reality i cannot believe#that we read the same book#or watched the same shows#1. get some reading comprehension i beg you#2. for the love of fucking god please like. find some god damn joy in your lives and stop giving a fuck about characters you don’t like#2.5 and people who like characters you don’t like#2.75 and i know that’s kind of blasse of me to say in the tags of a post griping abt people griping abt characters they don’t like#3. just??? go find joy? touch grass?? not everything is about you and your terrible reading comprehension#4. stop assuming that your way is the right way#5. the puritanical bullshit of protagonist inherently good is really getting old#i am begging you to do any modicum of research into the concept of antiheroes#it will broaden your horizons i prommy#not everything is about blorbos being all good all the time#your blorbo is not free of sin#(unless it’s sizhui. sizhui is always free of sin)#anyway i think imma delete tumblr. the algorithm keeps showing me anti posts and im old and tired#no discourse here pls and thanks#moots dm for discord if u wanna
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My assistant manager yesterday, texting me: hey can you come in from like, 5-9 tonight and help with cold protein?
Me: yeah i can come in
The cold protein at the end of the night: *more than when i got there*
#in my defense that rack was PACKED#and i DID clear off like 5-6 trays along with constantly helping customers within 2 hours#however at 8 the deli closes and i decided to help close instead of continue to work cold protein#cause if i had continued that would have 1) created more dishes that we may have not had time to do and 2) would have me#getting in the way of cleaning everything up#it just so happened it doesnt look like i did shit because a lot of stuff by the end of the night did not sell#so onto cold protein went like 4 trays i think?#if my managers say anything imma just explain this but if they still insist i should have done more#imma question why tf no one was working cold protein during the day shift cause that stuff had been put on the cart#like on tuesday (some of it anyways)#and cold protein is NOT hard to chip away at even when its busy (except shredding chicken. THAT is tedious)#anyways#amber's shit you can ignore
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aka im learning the cope to a horrid job that takes over ur personal life isnt a purely academic route and no matter how much studying and learning ya do if you dont let yourself just create in even the simplest means your soul will be crushed like if you did nothing at all
#🫶#aka imma have to get into a routine of just drawing for a lil bit when i get home just like i do Research#im also learning not to squash my drive to create in a box esp one i have little experience in (aka film)#🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿🪬🧿#i realized last night the more i embrace all my creative outlets the more ill be inspired in all of them#the Pick One Goal And Only Work Towards It thing does NOT work for me
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Ahem. Model mike
Check out Matt's cover
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GOD, i was making some comms and then i remembered the UV news.... it hit me like a truck for some reason now
I almost CRIED
#underverse#NAH WHY DID I HAVE TO REALIZE THAT MY FAVORITE SERIES OF ALL TIME IS GETTING CANCELLED RIGHT WHEN I AM WORKING???#imma go cry now#love u underverse u were one of the main reasons i never stopped creating#i wont stop creating for this fandom tho#its literally like my home at this point#Also ink needs to live and as long as i am alive he will exist so
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