#imhurting

[heir-of-the-chair]

​Going shopping for my evil groceries at DIE MART

[astraystayyh]

OK so how many kids do think skz will have (this is my baby fever talking I literally can’t stop thinking about being a mom)

IN MY OPINION I think changbin will have the first kid. He’s just so husband I can’t. I think he’d love a big family so maybe like 4 kids. I can see him as both girl dad and boy dad 🥺

Maybe a bit controversial but I think joengin would love a big family too. Like 5 kids lol.

Minho is SO girl dad coded imagine him with his little girls going camping and going on their little adventures 😢😢😢 i cant.

I’ll probably think of more bc dad!skz is my fav I can’t stop thinking about them

DAD SKZ TALK OOOOOOH BOY.

binnie would be such a perfect dad WHY IS THIS NOT TALKED ABOUT ENOUGH WTFFFFF he'd be so fun and he'd make sure to nurture any hobby his kids have even if it's silly ones because omg that's his baby they can't be bad at anything!!!!!!! but ALSO MOST EMOTIONALLY ATTUNED DAD EVER OHHHHH BEST ADVICE ALWAYS PRESENT AT SMALL AND BIG MILESTONES. BEST HUSBAND BEST DAD 🏆 big family dad too i agree same with chan!!!!!

minho IS SO DAD GIRL CODED GLAD WE'RE ALL ON BOARD UGH thinking of it hurts my heart sweetest most gentle dad who talks in the softest voice ever #imhurt

i see jeongin as a boy dad same with seung! IMAGINE MINI SEUNGIE AND MINI INNIE I WILL SOB. head in hands why did u bring this up

i won't even touch up on dad!hyunjin not mentally strong enough for this sorry!

[yuneu]

someone just described western europe as the shit part of europe and imhurt

[connorsui]

THE MOUTH THAT FUCKING HANGED AND LET THE GASPS BE HEARD.... ..ALL I HEAR IS KAHOOT MUSIC IN THE BACKGROUND 💀💀💀-- GETO DID NOT NEED TO BECOME SUCH AN ASS TODAY WITH THOSE COMEBACKS 😭😭😭--

I was expecting sum cute and I got a man being pissed in the first few sentences 💀...I consider that a new ...record ✨️💅🏻

Imhurt

But nah nah nah you made him roll back and be sorry after saying all of that and try to get us to understand: like hey ...there is someone else ..that wants you -- and that just had me rolling a little 🤡

Geto: okay ..I'll admit I'm sorry ..but u know you don't need those men right? ..u know ..you can have someone ....like me?? *points at himself*

Reader: ...like who?

Geto: ..🧍‍♀️

Reader: ...who? 🧍‍♀️

⏬️⏬️Geto just looking at (reader)

Reader not even having a slick back thought of whatever he just said 💀 ⏫️⏫️⏫️

I'll admit my dear author you had me in such a Rollercoaster of thoughts in such a short period that it got me feeling like ....I'm I okay? 💀...do I need to lay down? ..but nah i just looked at Jesus true form today and a blacked out ....

This writing was Jesus true form 😭🩷🩷

9:18 PM — s. geto ⁺˚⋆｡°✩₊

content: fluff, friends to lovers, sort of self-ship coded, reader dates (shitty) men

pairing: suguru geto x gn! reader

a/n: got suguru on da brain rn. my first work for him! hello geto nation how we doin?? also i had to fight my autocorrect bc it kept changing geto to ghetto 😔

“Surely, you must lack respect for yourself.”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me," your best friend scoffs. 

It's not uncommon for you to end up at Suguru's doorstep, teary-eyed and sputtering after another failed attempt at romance. But he's hardly ever this mean. 

"What's so great about these guys? Tell me."

"They're...nice."

He sighs out your name in exasperation. He never uses that tone on you, ever. "You're literally miles out of their league. And they can't even afford to pay for both of your meals. How many times have you had to pick up the check for you and your dates?"

You open your mouth to retort but wisely keep it shut. Suguru merely raises an eyebrow. 

"Exactly. How can someone be ugly and broke? Then still have the audacity to reject you? Pick a struggle."

"Well excuse me, mister 'I don't need dating apps because everyone just comes to me.' Not everyone is as fortunate as you are when it comes to romantic prospects." 

You're starting to question why you even came here in the first place. Indignation fills you as you slump down on Geto's couch, utterly defeated. 

He sits down next to you, placing a gentle hand on your knee with an even gentler look in his eyes. Your best friend's always been so kind, so thoughtful. That, paired with the fact that he's pretty easy on the eyes makes it easy to understand why he has suitors flocking from left and right. 

"Hey," he calls out, giving your knee a light squeeze. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you."

"'s fine."

"No, it's not. It was insensitive of me.”

You know what else isn't fine? Geto wants to ask. The fact that you don't know what kind of guy you deserve. He wills himself to keep quiet, for both of your sakes. 

"Maybe the universe is trying to tell you something. That you have some karmic lessons you need to learn and all that. You say that all the time."

"I don't know. Maybe...maybe love just isn't in the cards for me, Suguru. I mean, what else could all of this mean?" 

You sniffle, and Suguru can feel his heart break into a million little pieces. He wants nothing more than to scoop up the shards and present them to you, in hopes that you can somehow press them back together to make it whole again. The same way you always come running back to him, the same way you trust him to mend your own heart time after time with gentle praise and reassurance. 

"Maybe every heartbreak is just bringing you closer to 'the one,’" he offers, the hand that was previously on your knee now rubbing comforting circles on your back.

"Do you honestly believe in that shit, Suguru?" He doesn't blame you for being so cynical. He would be too, he thinks. 

"I do," he professes without missing a single beat. 

"How?" Not why, but how? How could he possibly understand? How would he know if fate's thrown his so-called one and only his way?

"Because I've felt it," he hums. 

“You… have?” You’re not sure why you feel so disappointed all of a sudden. Why should you care if your best friend’s in love with someone?

“Why do you feel the need to look so far for love?” He counters.

“I…”

“Why don’t you try looking at what’s right in front of you for a change?”

That’s about as far as Suguru’s willing to lay it out for you— he hopes you can read in between the lines. Call it insurance— a way for him to spare his own feelings in case you decide he’s unworthy of your affection and toss him to the side of the road.

��Suguru, I’m not sure what you’re trying to say…”

Yes, you do. Suguru wants to say. Just think a little harder. 

There’s a pregnant pause.

When he realizes that you’re unwilling to take another step forward, he figures he needs to just take the leap. Fuck the insurance. He needs to do as he says and prove to you that the trail of heartbreak behind you is all going to be worth it. Because you have him. Suguru can only hope that his love will be more than enough to heal you from a lifetime's worth of pain. 

“Give me a chance,” he whispers, his hands enveloping yours as he brings them up to his lips, pressing a sweet kiss to your knuckles. “Please. I’ll show you how you deserve to be treated, how you deserve to be loved.”

You gasp, unsure how to receive such a confession— especially one from Suguru, nonetheless. The two of you stay frozen for what seems like an eternity. You— afraid, inexperienced with being on the receiving end of anything remotely romantic. Suguru— tense, confession lying heavy in the room. It weighs down his soul with each passing moment he’s not yours. 

“Please,” he pleads, feeling the way your hands tremble in his. Or was it the other way around?

Fear begins to gnaw at Suguru’s insides, thoughts of losing you plaguing his mind as he wills himself to stay calm. He wants nothing more than to shrink into himself— until he hears you speak, tone light and teasing.

“Promise you won’t make me pay for our dinner on our first date?”

Suguru allows himself to let out a genuine chuckle, leaning forward to kiss your forehead.

“Wouldn’t dream of it.”

[thenameisadriennemae]

It’s always funny how you always rely on me, but when I needed you the most, you're never there.

Agey

[mariposas-reylo]

Me right now to Lucasfilm, JJ Abrams, Kathleen Kennedy & Disney cause I'm dead sitting here still confused on why my baby boy Ben Solo had to die....like that shit was deadass unnecessary. I've already played out a thousand different scenarios and he deadass did not have to die!! 😭😭 WHAT WAS THE REASON BITCH??!!! Why couldn't Ben Solo have a happy ending?! Why?!

[youcantescapemywonderland]

When...

Will I ever be enough

Not to be hurt

[savemefrommythoughts000]

The only reason im alive is because I’m letting things distract me .

[adventurouskitten98]

I’m really needing a good massage right now

[transformingintuition]

So what

So what if I don't want to be social

So what if what makes me at peace is not having to interact.

The pressure to go with the flow is the reason I'm about to lose my shit. Having to suffocate who I am is hurting me so much. Having to watch what I say or do because everyone gangs up against me is what makes me feel worthless.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOU WORLD!

I hate all of you motherfuckers. I am not safe in this world. I am beyond exhausted. Beyond fatigued but no one gives a shit. I'm so terrified that I'm going to maniacly scream out of rage and be beaten and killed and put down instead of finally being heard and given the benefit of the doubt.

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[gfytrash]

just crying to myself everyday lol

help me please

“Inside of all of us there is the need and the desire to be heard, to have our innermost thoughts, feelings and desires expressed for others to hear, to see and to understand. We all want to matter to someone.”

— Vicktor Alexander

[blogiamboom]

How quickly I go from happy to broken in a day's span gives me whiplash. #ImHurting #myMindHatesMe #MyIllnessIsTryingToKillMe #bipolar2 #BipolarBeauty #badday

[beliefinbetterdays]

I needed to feel something, i tried to find an alternative but that wasnt available so i caved. I caved for the first time in over 4 years. I dont know if i feel better or worse. I dont wanna die, but i dont wanna live either .. I just wanna be ok.. i just have to be ok..

[sablewi224]

Woke up in pain. #imhurting I forgot I can’t kneel on my right leg yesterday. Agony!!!

[kitty-heyadora]

the funny thing about you leaving, is that somehow, somewhere i knew.

two days before you said we're not friends anymore i almost texted you, asking if smth is wrong, if smth happened bewteen us or if you're ok.

i didn't

because there was no reason to ask. But you left me and a part of me wonders how i knew how i wasnt as shocked as i should have been.

im all alone now, the two clostest ppl i had left me, not even for a horrible reason or anything. you guys just left me.

i am hurt. and now theres not even sb i could talk to about it huh.. :/