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my god how the fuck do i not have a sideblog at this rate
#i have one blog and everything goes here#imean everything#i dont know how i do it becuse some of the stuff on heres a bit uh. embaressing.#or maybe thts just me being really caught up in my head and my anxiety#but i dont think i can handle another blog im too lazy so idk fuck it we ball#man i need to stop listening to my anxiety and just care less#time to shut up bella
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so hey. Hey. *gently grabs you* I just got into In Stars And Time and oooouuughhhh the. The Trauma. The Parallels to Angie and the others. ISAT has a prologue called START AGAIN that you should check out first to get a good grasp on it though but ooouuughghghg
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WHO IS THIS BEAST AND WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP INFLICTING THEM ON ME (<- knows who the beast is and why people keep inflicting them on me)
#imean this so lightheartedly this is the funniest thing u couldve sent me KJSNGKDBJGHF#IVE BEEN FOLLOWING TH ARTIST SINCE BEFORE START AGAIN WAS IN PRODUCTION AND I STILL HAVENT GOTTEN TO IT..... KJNKJSGND#'haha woah this looks like itll kill me i should look at it eventually' [all of my friends get into it and then turn to me in unison .]#piktalk#ill be real tho . ithink th big reason i havent yet is because its so Big rn. scarey. ihave to come to it like a doe to a handful of grain.#orsomething. you understand.#(<- gets REALLY weird about . everything(tm) but--)#BUT TRUST ME . I KNOW. GRABBING THEM LIKE A SQUEAKER TOY. little guys who i fuckig know were made in a lab to kill Specifically Me#that fuckig comic was part of my ForeverFav posts when it dropped i . head in hands. god. ohmygod. g
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something that bothers me is my inability to see people as people and rather more as a collection of themes/motifs/objects/skills
#guy building a machine out of people#my insane 'everything in real life is a narrative actually' and 'my life has themes and motifs' type thinking#is it a meaningful narrative? does it have the structure of a typical narrative? not necessarily. thats not the point anyways#i just can't help but think about the meaning of a person rather than the person itself#its not any sort of solipsism type thing or something stupid like that i dont entertain such thoughts and even it it was#i dont particularly mind#it only bothers me because i think it makes me less competent at providing good care for human beings#cw unreality#< not really but just in case#dunno how to talk abt this with people imean i'll try to and maybe that'll make me feel less insane abt it#and actually if u do have thoughts let me know because i genuinely hate this aspect abt me
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fine again :)
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The Shrine of Anabel
[4/11/2024]
to entice Anabel ES to come home I made an entire physical shrine prior to the update and pull session :)
items include:
cake slice (she loves sweets)
various artworks of her (both mine and others', that i commissioned at art events)
shrine i built for her in minecraft
official AE artbook opened to her page
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#im laughing so hard#the hesitation fhgkjhfgjkh#'i think she'd be pleased??'#who the fuck knows with 13 right ghkgjh#no but i do think they'd have a good time#right?#complicated probably#imean jenny was complicated the first time around its not gonna be easier with thirteen of all doctors#everythings fucking complicated with her#but it might be fun#'feminist adventures. thats the right answer isnt it' screaaaaaming#perfect answer#i'd listen to that big finish boxset tho#gimme that double griefshaped dadshock now with extra 'what the fuck is a timelord what am i what is she' angst
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really really big fan of the fact that emma starts wearing pants after the escape arc and im also a really big fan of the alternative concept that comes from this which is that ray starts wearing skirts
#skye's ramblings#WOW! repressed 12 year-old is allowed to express himself forthe first time in his life n immediately commits several acts of gender fuckery#imean look at my icon genderfluid ray is real in my heart <3#i love the little bits of individuality shown in how the kids dress after escaping. no longer having to conform to the gracefield uniform#everything to me. anyway i need to draw ray in a skirt now
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The worst woman alive !! (psst she belongs 2 @sootah ) bites bites bites bi-
#WE GOT PERMISSION 2 POST THE SILLIES#WOOOO WERE IN THHE BIG LEAGUES#ohyea the tag!#★ TuB#i gave it a silly star#!!! <3#how cool iss this lady?#(shes absolutely terrible)#her sonn will be here quite soooonn#n all of u hafta watch me!!#u have no choice!!#unless u dont wanna imean#should i give her a character tag? orr#ill make 1 for near n shell jus stay under that#✪ Near#he has his own lil symbol and everything !#(reed reference)#(youll find out who he is soon enoughh)#☆ doodlez.png
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Cw self harm (self poisoning in the past tense)
Bruhh why the fucj did i spend a whole ass year drinking and bathing in bleach??? I cant eat or drink in the same way that I used to be able to, I fucking gave myself a disability/physical inability and for what??
#i gotta nerf almost everything i eat and drink nowadays#tony speaks#imean i dont full on vomit every time i bend over but still#most people dont have to think about what/how much theyre gonna consume 😔#the only reason to be consuming bleach is if your only water source is potentially compromised#and even then 1tsp per gallon#you live and you learn tho huh
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I just realized that my specific fashion style and gender expression is very close to drag which is now illegal in my state…
#Imean im not gonna let that stop me#Unless its really too dangerous#But ive been trapped for too long to not go all out with my clothes in college#Anti drag laws be damn this is my time fuck you#Especially since my fashion style is particularly slutty which makes everything even worse#Godammit things are getting scary#Just when i thought i was free…
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how do I even put into words the totally normally and nyat lovestruck things I've been thinking and doing in the last few days
#➳ the fool speaks#imean i know how ijust . i just . i#I don't think that's getting posted. I'm nyat even embarrassed it's just. idk. my thoughts and the ways I express my love are always deeply#personal and only really get shared privately.. um#but ah ! how i love and love and love some more... that's a good thing about me methinks. how full of love for everything/one i am :3
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Am definitely not a fan of smoking 😭
#imean thank god dont want that#drinking on the other hand..#why do i feel so hyper aware of everything after sm*king tho
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charlie headcanons !
i like to think of him as half-native, specifically apache
"nuwanda" still racist tho
was never a ‘good’ student but got decent to good grades until like ? 7th grade bc adhd
started smoking around 8th grade and feels like he can't stop bc oral fixation
oldest and only son. has a younger sister
also his mom was teen pregnant with him and thats why his parents had to get married x
his parents weren't really into the emotional part of being parents
writes a ton of sappy poetry he never shares with anybody
genderqueer and or gnc (i still like to use he/him bc pronouns ≠ gender)
also bisexual
LOVES flirting n making out n all that stuff . it’s his favorite pastime
gets in fights every now and again bc hes a hothead, but other than that he is basically everyone’s best friend
or at least he makes everyone feel like theyre bestfriends
switches to a first-name-basis with keating
loves music and has a talent for playing just about any instrument he picks up
except the piano he hates pianos for some reason
i really like the idea of him becoming a musician or artist of some kind
love language is physical touch. followed by quality time n words of affirmation
he says almost everything that crosses his mind
the type of guy to say incredibly sweet n profound shit without realizing
it gets drowned out by all the dumb shit he says tho
coffee drinker, but the kind of pretentious one where he only really drinks espressos and other ‘authentic’ coffee.
not his fault he was raised by pretentious assholes
around the time of graduating welton he got disowned by his parents and was homeless for a while.
hes DESTINED to be a single teen girl dad. at least for a little bit then he can get a coparent boyfriend but for alteast it’s just him and his lil girl
gets hyperfixated on random things often so has a bunch of random skills varying in usefulness
like cooking ? good, he should know how to cook. piercing ? not very useful and kinda expensive
etc etc
gets a couple piercings (and tattoos) himself bc ofc he does
likes giving his friends piercings and thinks it’s a great flirting ‘hook’
imean it worked with meeks so ig hes right ...
i take headcanon and one-shot requests btw
#he pierced meeks' lip btw#dead poets society#dead poets fandom#dead poets headcanons#charlie dalton#steven meeks#starlie#if you squint#dps
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imma be super honest about the ending ....
i don't like it.
point blank.
it feels too rushed, too good to be true. like the last few chapters didn't even matter at all. all the build-up, all the stakes, hiyori's death... for what?
what happened to father? what about the GGS? what about heaven? what about amaterasu? what about literally everything?
sure, hiyori gets to live. but this was an absolute ass-pull by adachitoka which completely disregards the whole theme of noragami as a WHOLE.
and they hinted at yato giving his everything to hiyori, giving up his life, just so she gets to live...
ONLY TO FUCKING SHIT ON HER BEING HIS LIFELINE BY MAKING HIM GO VIRAL VIA TWITTER? WHAT THE FUCK?>?????
this whole lifeline thing could've been resolved by twitter??? imean COME ON. come the fuck on. it's funny, yes, but completely ruins the whole problem of his lifeline like i was seriously ripping my hair out in agony bc it was so stupid.
ahghghhhh
don't get me wrong. i'm happy everyone gets their happy ending. but it just... doesn't sit right with me. it doesn't feel like noragami, the noragami that balances happy and tragic themes so well! but alas. it was a nice ride.
i will now go cry in disappointment under my sheets.
#noragami#noragami spoilers#also#does anyone feel like#they rushed the art in this chapter extra hard?#feels a bit unfinished#but this could be me being v petty#it's still super pretty to look at#esp yato they put their all into him he's so beautiful#my shizz#rant
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your post about jack made me realize you can colorpick the balls he use to juggle to make the venezuela flag out of it and i think its very cool when people make their favorites be their country
praying for you and your country, i hope everything will be alright. you're a great artist and a nice person tbh none of you deserve this. Idont know how to word what imean but please stay safe ❤️ this definitively isn't easy im really sorry this is happening
i've been meaning to reply to this ask it's so sweet💚💚 and youre right ehehehe he just needs the stars!!
thank you sm i appreciate the positive messages i've been getting about this, it's always a nice surprise :)
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How come I never knew abt the Pope and Ethan squaring off on fhe podcast????
#imean ik why#the title of the video was abt the office#and unfortunately the cishets from high school ruined that show for me so my ass skips everything related to it#if only they mentioned the pope in the title i wouldve watched thru the whole thing ASAP bc this shits GOLF#GOLD*#sidenote but i really wish someone asked The Pope if theyd think Ethan would have a blast at Vatican City SJSHDHFSKFJFK#tony speaks#tony talks H3 Podcast
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