#imagine how i feel

[extreme-dyke-syndrome]

STOP FUCKING YELLING AT DISABLED PEOPLE FOR CALLING OURSELVES BROKEN

Stop being the fucking language police. I am in pain and I will bitch about it however the fuck I want, even (and ESPECIALLY) if it's in a way that makes you uncomfortable.

[saraminia]

I'm sad I'm frustrated I'm fucking angry I'm so tired I don't know what's wrong with me I want to know when I will be normal again I want to stop crying I'm not sure whether I'm headed towards a depressive period or hypomania and I'm scared it's going to be a mixed period which means crippling anxiety amongst other things my thoughts and my feelings are so jumbled I love so much and I hate everything same thing can make me so happy and so sad the next moment I want to get out of my head I want to turn my brain off and my heart too it's not supposed to be like this all I want is to be happy eat sleep fuck that's it why is it too much to ask why can I only get off thinking of him why can I only sleep with the help of pills why can't I eat without feeling guilty why can't I sleep without dreaming of him why can't I get a moment's rest from feeling so much why do I never feel rested at all god I'm exhausted this is so beyond any one thing and at the same time it's all about him and if I'm willing to look any deeper it's all about my mental illness nothing else I'm such a fucking loser I should be embarrassed but I can't be arsed I just keep asking why is this happening what is the purpose why do I feel the way I do is this supposed to teach me something I thought I've had enough of lessons for one lifetime and enough suffering isn't it time something positive happened to me for a change or am I just fundamentally incapable of being happy or accepting positive things into my life I also know I'm not helping anything by blogging the way I do my whole blog atm is about this desire inside of me but I'm afraid I would explode without an outlet so I just keep going with the same gag that everyone has already grown tired of believe me I'm tired of it too so fucking tired

[banghwa]

Oh my god Frances you prophesied the jimin hyper pop era… im in awe of your vision and power

IVE HAD THIS PLAYLIST SINCE LIKE OCTOBER EVERYTHING HAS LED UP TO THIS MOMENT

[parkinglothater]

sp tired of all the nightmares and identity crisis i jst wanna be normal

[a-kind-of-merry-war]

the problem with having a book out the same day as the US elections is that it's like..... hey, so, i see you're struggling through the unending horrors. can i offer you some nice sword lesbians in these trying times? 😬

[me-beef]

@strangeravatar made a great point

i was gonna focus on the spike-hotboxing-celestia aspect but i got distracted somewhere along the way and i think i forgot what joke i was trying to make

but dont you think its interesting how many guards of the exact same color/body type she's managed to accrue?? i do

ooohh you want to go look at our stickers so bad

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF Into the pit? More like into the daddy issues

[hinamie]

9 / 266

[oobbbear]

I want to post this here too because I’ve seen it happen a few times

Please understand that there are cultural differences and language differences, if you see this happening let the person clarify what they meant, that person might just not be familiar with words the western side of the internet use

[chaiaurchaandni]

have humans developed a language that can accurately describe the intensity of this grief?

[unicornpopcorn14]

So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.

Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.

Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:

What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?

What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?

And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?

Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"

Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."

Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"

It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.

Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.

[ciderjacks]

She’s the most like me

[parkinglothater]

sp tired of all the nightmares and identity crisis i jst wanna be normal

[timethehobo]

Face hurts from smiling so much but I finally met Emmy in-game!

He’s exactly as I imagined him to be, omfg. 😭🫶

[thebrainrotsreal]

Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.

Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.

[valtsv]

fucked my entire day up thinking about an undead person intentionally inhaling and exhaling while holding or sleeping beside someone they love even though they don't need to because the motion and sound of breath makes them feel safe and secure