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extreme-dyke-syndrome · 10 months ago

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STOP FUCKING YELLING AT DISABLED PEOPLE FOR CALLING OURSELVES BROKEN

Stop being the fucking language police. I am in pain and I will bitch about it however the fuck I want, even (and ESPECIALLY) if it's in a way that makes you uncomfortable.

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saraminia · 1 year ago

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I'm sad I'm frustrated I'm fucking angry I'm so tired I don't know what's wrong with me I want to know when I will be normal again I want to stop crying I'm not sure whether I'm headed towards a depressive period or hypomania and I'm scared it's going to be a mixed period which means crippling anxiety amongst other things my thoughts and my feelings are so jumbled I love so much and I hate everything same thing can make me so happy and so sad the next moment I want to get out of my head I want to turn my brain off and my heart too it's not supposed to be like this all I want is to be happy eat sleep fuck that's it why is it too much to ask why can I only get off thinking of him why can I only sleep with the help of pills why can't I eat without feeling guilty why can't I sleep without dreaming of him why can't I get a moment's rest from feeling so much why do I never feel rested at all god I'm exhausted this is so beyond any one thing and at the same time it's all about him and if I'm willing to look any deeper it's all about my mental illness nothing else I'm such a fucking loser I should be embarrassed but I can't be arsed I just keep asking why is this happening what is the purpose why do I feel the way I do is this supposed to teach me something I thought I've had enough of lessons for one lifetime and enough suffering isn't it time something positive happened to me for a change or am I just fundamentally incapable of being happy or accepting positive things into my life I also know I'm not helping anything by blogging the way I do my whole blog atm is about this desire inside of me but I'm afraid I would explode without an outlet so I just keep going with the same gag that everyone has already grown tired of believe me I'm tired of it too so fucking tired

#stream of consciousness #i know this makes no sense #imagine how i feel #this is my reality #riikka talks

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banghwa · 2 years ago

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Oh my god Frances you prophesied the jimin hyper pop era… im in awe of your vision and power

IVE HAD THIS PLAYLIST SINCE LIKE OCTOBER EVERYTHING HAS LED UP TO THIS MOMENT

#IMAGINE HOW I FEEL #💌#anonymous

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parkinglothater · 2 months ago

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sp tired of all the nightmares and identity crisis i jst wanna be normal

#i was digging around my head bc i really need to drive #but every time im im in front of the wheel i get soo panicked #everyone does #even those who want to drive have this anxiety #obvs im assuming it comes from somewhere #while digging around i had an awful nightmare #i was thrown in a maze tht was constantly shifting and being followed #by shadow demons #anyways they ate me and this child was ripped away #ive not really been able to find out much abt her #i think her name is Dot #and i think shes one of the youngest #idk i tried to talk to her but #she was talking with eddie briefly #he helped her get her surroundings #but he left while crying and will switched in #i think the kids make him sad #imagine how i feel

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a-kind-of-merry-war · 2 months ago

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the problem with having a book out the same day as the US elections is that it's like..... hey, so, i see you're struggling through the unending horrors. can i offer you some nice sword lesbians in these trying times? 😬

#im sorry about the horrors US readers #watching you from across the pond feeling extremely anxious about the whole thing #so i can only imagine how y'all are feeling #good luck

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me-beef · 4 months ago

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@strangeravatar made a great point

i was gonna focus on the spike-hotboxing-celestia aspect but i got distracted somewhere along the way and i think i forgot what joke i was trying to make

but dont you think its interesting how many guards of the exact same color/body type she's managed to accrue?? i do

ooohh you want to go look at our stickers so bad

#conclusion: if one of them smokes weed they BOTH get high #but it's a baby's metabolism vs a sun god's so if CELESTIA is zooted spike is DEAD #i also like to imagine rainbow dash becomes quite the philosopher while under the influence #and yes their bong IS zecoras potion bottle from season 4 episode 1/2 thanks for asking #anyways #this is a long ass comic with. minimal payoff. but we're POSTING IT ANYWAY BABES #i couldnt decide if it would be funnier to have zephyr breeze at the end or one of those regular white blue-haired blue-eyed stock guards #i left it as zephyr. the real ones get it #i guess the real ones are everybody who saw season 9 episode 4 #but cmon why ELSE do you think celestia would hire that guy #it's cause she's a freak and im calling her out on my tumblr dot com #mlp #mlp fim #mlp friendship is magic #mlp g4 #mlp fanart #princess celestia #princess luna #rainbow dash #fluttershy #spike the dragon #zephyr breeze #horse comic #me art #also that font is one i made based off my own handwriting!! im so happy about it #though it does look. exactly like comic sans #idk how to feel about that tbh #wow you can just talk to yourself in the tags forever and no one will even know huh

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chloesimaginationthings · 4 months ago

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FNAF Into the pit? More like into the daddy issues

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf fanart #michael afton #pit bonnie #fnaf oswald #into the pit #fnaf sister location #william afton #SO THERES this concept I saw (and I also thought of) going around #and that’s the idea how pit Bonnie treats Oswald is similar to how William treated Michael #obviously not all the chasing and more spooky monster parts #but specifically a lot of the at home scenes #where pit Bonnie acts normalism almost like a stern father #I like this idea a lot it’s very interesting to think about #I can imagine Michael actually meeting the pit and being like yeah that’s like my dad #like that’s how he mostly remembers him too #it’s kinda funny and kinda sad #Oswald definitely just feel so lucky to have his dad #Oswald fr got the better end of the ‘fnaf parents’ stick 💀#love you Michael deserve so much more than you got 💜

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hinamie · 4 months ago

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9 / 266

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #itadori yuuji #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk 266 #fanart #jjk fanart #itafushi #jujutsu kaisen fanart #used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so #i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has #i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it #i just . clutches chest . YUUJI #th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life #rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date #it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here #proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately #so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them #anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line

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oobbbear · 1 year ago

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I want to post this here too because I’ve seen it happen a few times

Please understand that there are cultural differences and language differences, if you see this happening let the person clarify what they meant, that person might just not be familiar with words the western side of the internet use

#bearz rambling tag #no it’s not really possible to let everyone who uses this term to change #because as far as I know this is the most common word with use on Chinese websites #I didn’t know that pairing are called ‘ship’ here #like why would I even know that #‘ship’ makes zero sense to me #it took me a while to learn the fandom language people speak here #it’s hard #give people time #shipping culture is very different too #Like on Chinese site you HAVE to clarify the Top and the Bottom of this ship in the ship name #it is very very important to them #people who like the same ship but with different Top Bottom preference will fight till no end #imagine how confused I was when I first got here #where there’s no top bottom differences #it’s not really a smut thing #it’s more a dynamic thing #AxB and BxA is very different #oh I can talk so much about the differences on fandom cultures #if ya are interested in more please feel free to ask #it’s very interesting to me #I wanna talk about it

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chaiaurchaandni · 1 year ago

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have humans developed a language that can accurately describe the intensity of this grief?

#this is beyond words #i cant imagine who alone this person feels right now #and how alone all palestinians must feel #completely abandoned and forgotten by the world as your body is ripped to shreds in broad daylight #by 65k tonnes of bombs #this feels like the end of the world to me. i cant imagine anything beyond this #free palestine #palestine #gaza #glory to the martyrs #from the river to the sea palestine will be free #long live palestine #long live the resistance #death to israel

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unicornpopcorn14 · 6 months ago

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So we all know by now that Dazai is comfortable enough around Chuuya to show nervousness/worry.

Enough times for Chuuya to pick up on that pattern. The pattern, may I remind you, that doesn't have evident correlation to either nervousness or worry to most people. One that can even be interpreted as misplaced given the situation.

Which means that Dazai has done this in front of Chuuya so often, that Chuuya at first was hella confused, before he finally made a connection between when and why it happens. And still remembered that connection after four years of separation. Which gets us to my point:

What if this isn't the only emotion Dazai displays weirdly?

What if he has multiple unconventional patterns he displays for sadness, frustration, content, or disgust? The times he really feels them, and they become too strong for him to just deal with normally? What if these are the only times he's actually being genuine with his emotions?

And Chuuya is the only one who is familiar with them all?

Dazai would be jumping rope and Chuuya would be like, "quit sulking, let's get icecream"

Dazai hanging upside down on the couch and Chuuya going, "It's okay, mackerel. You can cry."

Dazai actually crying, full on heart-wrenching sobs, and Chuuya unironically going, "What, good news?"

It's just... comforting, for one person in Dazai's life to read him like a book. Everyone else would look at him like he's crazy, displaying wrong emotions/behaviors at the wrong time, but Chuuya knows that it's just how he processes feeling properly, and thus he's the only one Dazai can count on to put things into context and understand, which makes him display them even more openly.

Because Chuuya never shamed him for his quirks, as much as Dazai never did his.