#imagine being so delusional that you act like shit you made up or saw on tiktok is canon

[puriiinz]

POSTED | smau abby a.

IV; F U 2X

a/n: this is my last draft, i won't be posting for a while because of the situation my country is in. thank you guys for loving posted so far ❣️

contains: a little too much cursing

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yn needed to stop thinking about abby.

like right now.

she locked her phone and stared at the ceiling with the intensity of someone trying to change dimentions to escape from their thoughts.

yn was not imagining things at the cafe, it was weird. it wasn't anything absurd per se but it wasn't normal either. yn wouldn't feel that way when she would play-flirt with her friends, no. what was she feeling? great question! she didn't know either. she couldn't pinpoint what and how many things she was feeling. was she the problem? maybe she was...

yn's phone buzzed once, twice, thrice... like five times? but she wasn't going to look. no. she's a strong independent girl who has REALLY good self control and- wait her phone buzzed again.

maybe a peek...

yn grabbed her phone and unlocked it immediately, seeing dina's name pop up, she clicked on the notification and that's when she wanted to shoot her brains out. literally.

???

what

?

literally what was that supposed to mean. like are we just copying each others' sentences now??? literally WHO is abby flirting with using yn's jokes. it wasn't even FUNNY. god. FUCK#%-&:!27:'e

okay.

be calm.

let's think for once.

no one knows they were together yesterday, so there's no chance anyone would guess this was about yn. but why would yn care what people thought? but yn knows she said that to her. as a joke. was abby flirting with someone else using yn's own joke??? zero originality whatsoever???? but why would yn care? like abby's not even fitted. but what if abby said that about yn? what if abby tried to make an inside joke between her and yn but yn was being a delusional ass bitch and her ego is so high and she's dumb and

okay breathe.

there were two possibilities:

either yn's really delusional and abby was NOT!!!! thinking about yn when she tweeted that. it was just a random act of saying she loved some people so much to the point she'd give up some things that had nothing to do with yn.

or yn's not delusional.

yn's checked twitter too many times. abby hasn't deleted shit. and to top it all off she was replying to ellie's tweets making fun of her. that means abby's aware of her fuckass tweet. great.

and yet she hasn't said jack shit to yn. but why would she? it's not like yn had triggered her to tweet that shit. lol. ok.

it's not like yn was the one who spent her entire time at the cafe watching abby eat her croissant like an insane food behaviorist.

and it definitely wasn't like yn and abby were the ones arguing about stupid food shit in a not-flirty-but-kind-of-flirty-question-mark way. and why the FUCK was dina still texting yn.

after blocking dina on twitter and putting her phone on dnd, yn decided enough was enough. she had to take her mind off of abby. which is why 13 minutes later yn made the (highly questionable) decision to go grocery shopping at night. because nothing says #unbothered like staring at vegetables under blindingly white lights at 12 pm.

yn was so focused on picking out the best overpriced beverage that she almost didn't notice someone walking up beside her.

almost.

but then, in her peripheral vision, she saw the unmistakeable shape of a tall, broad-shouldered, protein powder for brains hoe. yn's stomach dropped in the sight of her because there was NO WAY that was a coincidence. like of the fuck course she would run into abby sooner or later but immediately after her tweet? crazy shit bro.

yn slowly turned her head and there abby was. all in her glory, holding a single loaf of bread. she could've gone anywhere else for a loaf of bread but she chose to come to the store yn always shopped at, of course. and of course she was standing way too close to yn.

abby blinked at yn, her grip on the bread tightening slightly, she looked like she was thinking, must be hard for her. bitch.

"hey..."

yn said nothing.

because what the fuck.

abby, who apparently hadn't been expecting the silence, cleared her throat, adjusting the already perfectly fine positioning of her hoodie.

"didn't think... didn't think i'd run into you here."

yn blinked, and without thinking opened a can of diet coke, taking a big sip to try calm herself down, which didn't work.

abby shifted uncomfortably, gripping her bread harder. there was literally no reason for that interaction to be that painful, except for the giant (but not really) elephant in the room that neither of them were acknowledging.

yn's eyes flicked down to abby's hands, then back to her face, "you came here for bread?" abby hesitated before seriously answering "yeah..."

yn squinted at abby, abby squinting back at her. they both were standing still, abby holding her bread and yn holding her can of coke, doing nothing but breathing and staring at each other. after what felt like forever, abby cleaned her throat,

"...what about you?"

yn blinked, then dumbly gestured towards the beverages, because she can't fucking talk apparently.

abby nodded way too slowly, "cool... cool."

a pause.

a long pause.

"did you see my tweet?"

yn felt every single nerve in her body get up and start running around, her entire existence stopped functioning for a full second. was this shit even that serious? she didn't know. while thinking whether she was being dramatic or not, she made the stupidest decision. and lied.

"...nope," she rocked back and forth on her feet "haven't checked twitter today..."

abby looked at yn

yn looked at abby

then abby tilted her head. just like back at the cafe. but she looked cuter this time. that's not the point. the point is, she didn't believe yn.

"...really?"

yn did not break eye contact.

"yes."

a beat of silence.

then abby, who's still gripping her stupid loaf of bread like it's her last lifeline, exhales, her expression unreadable.

"...huh."

yn nodded, making abby nod after her.

another pause.

then, suddenly, abby looked almost amused. but literally anything wasn't funny. yn was doing nothing except shuffling her feet. she really had to beat abby's ass sometime. when they're not awkward.

"...okay."

yn narrowed her eyes, something about abby's tone felt dangerous. but at the same time, all this shit over a tweet, really? god, yn was losing her mind dails as is, she didn't need abby to add into it.

abby adjusted her grip on the bread one last time. and all of a sudden, saying the worst fucking thing she could've said. with a straight face.

"i guess l'll just have to say it to your face next time."

yn's brain completely shut down. what the fuck does that mean. was she serious???? FUCK YOUR MOTHER BITCH. SHIT.

while praying on abby's downfall in her mind, yn did the stupidest fucking thing, never truly giving up on her style.

she quite literally chucked her coke can at abby, making sure abby was holding it, then started to power walk out of the store.

because who was yn if not running from her problems?

[maroobi]

Reasons why Bobby Nash is 💯 NOT 💀 (maybe I’m delusional, maybe I’m not)

1. The church. They filmed the funeral at the Resurrection church.this fits in perfectly with the leaked “buried alive” script. Also they 💀 him right before Easter weekend. Hmmm…..coincidence? Maybe. But it’s a really big one & a really big missed opportunity at an awesome story. I think they’d be stupid not to play that out.

2. The song. Work Song by Hozier playing at the end of 8x15. Specifically the lyrics “No grave can hold my body down. I’ll crawl home to her.” Once again this fits in nicely as foreshadowing Bobby being brought back from the grave. Possibly confirming a buried alive story line.

3. EMMETT! Tim Minear has said letting Bobby go was a creative decision made because it had to happen to keep the show moving forward and create new stories and for fans to not get complacent. But like, I’ve already seen Athena grieve over a lost love. I don’t want to see that again! How is this moving the show forward? Isn’t it going back? Is he really going to play out the same story again but with a different guy? It just doesn’t make sense to me. I call BS.

And lastly…..

4. Angela’s “goodbye” post. As soon as I saw her post I started sobbing again thinking that confirmed him gone. But then I got looking. She never once says goodbye and she never says anything about Peter leaving 9-1-1. What she does say is to “give Peter a lot of love as he expands beyond “the 118” and into all the adventures that await him.” Now to me I see someone saying he’s leaving the 118 fire department not the actual show. Bobby leaving the 118 could open up a lot of different stories and adventures like Tim Minear claims he wants. Angela also says “I know this is hard for you all. It’s hard for us, too.” I see that as it’s hard for them to see us all losing our shit and reacting the way we are and them having a hard time having to lie and keep the truth quiet. To wrap it up she says “Athena will never be the same.” Ummm….yeah I be she won’t! She just had to relive losing Emmett but with Bobby this time. That’s going to do some damage to her character. When that man shows back up alive again she’s never going to want him going back to work. This will change their relationship drastically I think. Back on the cruise ship episodes Athena tries to avoid Bobby and says it’s because she was “afraid that she wouldn’t know how to be with him without all the noise.” This could open up a chance to explore their relationship more deeply outside of work if Bobby does in fact retire after this. He did want to episodes back and even turned in his resignation which Athena wasn’t too happy about. Now she might actually be the one pushing it after this incident. One more thing on Angela’s post is the picture she posted. Apparently it’s a bts of one of the episodes that hasn’t aired yet. Now this could be filming of a flashback scene but I am choosing to be delusional 😅 In this photo Bobby clearly has a cut on his forehead that was not there at the end of 8x15. Also his clothes look like he was just pulled out of a sand/dirt pile. Like a man, dare I say, pulled from the ground?? Which brings me back to the buried alive story line. So yes I very much believe this has been a fake out death and Bobby Nash is alive and coming back!

I have to say I’m really into this story if it turns out to be true. The way Angela Bassett acts I’m looking forward to seeing her grieve Bobby and all the angst of it. Especially when you imagine what that reunion will look like once he’s brought back.

My conclusion is that either Tim Minear is an evil genius or an idiot for not taking this kind of story opportunity.

[midnight---hollow]

Im probably gonna go into more detail on this in the future but its been tisming in my mind and i cant draw rn cus im waiting for my new drawing tablet so imma just drop this know and maybe sketch some cute designs when i can

So ive been think of after nrc cus i saw abunch of cute fanart of azul and floyd (weirdly not much of jade) and i started thinking of what my interpretation of after nrc would be and here are my thoughts

This includes abunch if my own headcanons but i try to stay close to the actual game and my hcs are based off of ingame quotes and implications

Jade 100% is gonna be the twin to take over the family business. I think jade and floyd would have equal power but floyds not gonna help unless he feels like it leading jade to do most of the work. Im my version of the coral sea the leech family owns the largest territory in the deep sea area so most days would be doing daily care for it and bossing people. I do think he would work extremely close to azul but that will be talked apon in azuls bit

Floyd is floyd. He does what he wants and goes where he wants. He helps jade then he gets bored and annoys azul. He disappears for a week and hes traveled the world in that time span and learned how to do the cha cha slide. He is literally floyd he can do and be whatever he wants though usually thats around azul cus azul is azul

I love mafia aus with octivenelle they are so good so yummy i eat that shit up, but in trying to keep this more ingame logical based and not completely biased (its still heavily biased) i dont think after book 3 azul would make a mafia. There is a quiet but still present shift in how azul handles business before and after book 3. We literally see him tear his own contracts in glomas and while yes he is very stingy and smart and conniving, he is not like how he once was.

This might be silly but its my favorite idea and makes me giggle and kick me feet alot. I like the idea of azul just buying an island and making his own tourism town from the ground up. There is a mostro lounge x his moms restaurant collab there, a classic tourism dock, a club owned by the leech family, and those cool shop towns. I imagine there would be shady back deals (hed build it in the leech family’s territory) but i think the general idea of it is more genuine with a bonus of fish mafia black market if it should so be. Idk i like the idea of him making something that ties humanity (the thing he clings to since its probably still a bitch hard for him to truly be comfortable in his mer form) with his merside (something he loves but was ruined for him because of the bullying). Maybe its cheesy but i really like the idea of it

Like i said the island would be build in the leech territory. I dont think they are gonna split up, i dont think im being delusional because i hold them all close to heart no i think they are all oblivious liars, they can not fool me with the “well drop him so fast” shit if that was the case they would have dropped him when he overblotted or threw his tantrum or during his dream. The twins are not the type of people to give three chances to someone azul is just built different in their eyes and i think they would still stew and plan together cus you know azul cares for them and wants them to stay. You heard the “floyd jade! You came back to me” these are some of the only people to give him a chance and show him affection (even if they 100% made him worse) they are sticking together.

In my other post i mentioned how i think the leech family business would be about giving into your desires based on how the twins both act, i think they would run a casino and or club on the island. Its a way to siphon money in their pockets, pour unfortunate souls who just need a bit more money to azul (who would still do contracts obviously just not as crazily impossible to win against as before) and entertainment for them. I think a successful tourist island would kinda be like a flex on the other territories because not that many have proper human connections. Its a power boost and the start of potential more leech family properties in the future if it takes off well.

Bonus round is my oc veeyuu (im prob changing the name but it makes me laugh which is why i havent yet). They would continue to stay by azuls side. Even with the contract being destroyed back in book three and veeyuus debt to the ashengrottos being paid off, they wouldnt want to leave him. I think they would work on the island with the more brighter peaceful side of things, helping shop owners, bringing in tourists, maybe even making their own crafts and pastries to sell though they would be bad at the money aspect of owning a business. They give azul all of the information he needs from around the island and doesnt mind getting their hands dirty again but i think veeyuu enjoys finally being at peace

These are just my thoughts from today cus it’s become my obsession immediately. I need to rework it and rethink it and make sure its accurate but thats my take and i want to draw them how I think they would look in 10 years to cus it makes me happy and i think jade would go a bit more punk and vee would have a cute hat and floyd would have tattoos and azul would have a more peaceful face. No more tightened eyebrows (he has them when floyd comes back from his trips)

[marcusstrypes]

Aight gonna be mean here for a sec

MHA EPILOGUE SITUATION RANT

Soooo I've seen videos about the mha epilogue being either AI or it being someone else's work being portrayed as horikshi's, which both are not okay. And honestly, I have to agree a little?

I mean, at least, when it comes to backgrounds, at least.

Again I don't care if izuocha is canon but the amount of hate I have seen ESPECIALLY FROM GROWN ASS ADULTS ACTING LIKE TRUMPIES saying shit like "delusion is strong" and "we won" or some shit like that and just straight up being bigots under videos of people pointing out inconsistencies on how it might be fake???

I saw this grown ass man with a beard post a fucking video about "how I sleep at night knowing bakudeku isn't canon" with a gif of class 1a sleeping during the training camp arc. (Also made a whole ass video about how bakudeku shippers are "tweaking" over Izuocha being canon like holy shit get a hobby dude)

I don't wanna be one of those "you're too old for this" BUT THESE PEOPLE LEGIT ARE!! acting like those twitter stans the moment something they don't like appears on their fyp. Like you're an adult you should know to just scroll or to worry about real life problems like your fucking job and NOT FICTIONAL CHARACTERS HOLDING HANDS YOU FUCKING DEGENERATE. I can understand teens going feral over this because THEY'RE TEENS WHO'S BRAIN AINT DEVELOPED PROPERLY YET NOT FULL GROWN ASS TAX PAYING ADULTS LIKE GO GET A LIFE

Yes, adults can get frustrated and petty. We are humans, and humans do that. But seriously, imagine being over 25 and getting pissed because a teen got a little upset because their ship isn't canon? IMAGINE BEING 25 SHAMING TEENS IN GENERAL

fucking christ that's enough of Internet for today I am so done with this. Canon or not, that doesn't give you the right to call LITERAL TEENS DELUSIONAL YOU HOBBYLESS BASEMENT DWELLER

Get a hobby that doesn't include copy pasting a copypasta into teenagers' comments. Get into music or gardening or whatever the fuck. Literally ANYTHING ELSE THAT'S NOT BULLYING KIDS ONLINE YOU TWAT

Again, CANON OR NOT THAT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BULLY, HARASS OR WHICH HUNT LITERAL TEENS

Let me state AGAIN

CANON OR NOT THAT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO HARASS LITERAL KIDS/TEENS

If anyone is delusional and "tweaking" IT'S YOU BECAUSE YOUR FIRST RESPONSE WAS TO BULLY AND HARASS!!

You are almost on the same level as the people who sent death threats to horikoshi to make bakudeku or kiribaku canon. Imagine stooping that fucking low over FICTIONAL CHARACTERS

[bookscandlesnbts]

Military this, Military that how long jikookers will hang on to this excuse ? It's been overused like taekookers 'private couple' excuse when they didn't had any moments lol.

Jimin can say he was with yoongi previous night of his bday, that Jin met and gifted him, he went to Joon for a drink, attend Tae's solo event, talk about Jhope very often etc but when it comes to JK it's suddenly Military BS excuse. Same with JK. He can hangout with his friends any time of the day, for hours but he can't do the same with his group mate ? Because it may look sus ? Do you hear yourself ? How spending some time with your group mate, your close friend of years sus than spending all nights with your gang ? Is it them not spending time together or just you made it up in your head that it's sus for 2 bandmates to spend time together as the reason for zero jkk moments ?

If it was Tae who said JK wished him by message jkkrs will conclude that they didn't saw each other but if Jimin said he called JK and if JK said he'll text Jimin, it somehow means they met each other in your dictionary? Why being hypocrites just to make your ship real ? It's an undeniable fact that other than for work Jikook don't spend time together nor meet up. Yes, NYC and Jeju were for work.. army who saw them told they were filming something and that's the reason they are not saying it on cam because they want to keep the suspense. Not what you think.

I want to see how long you all will hang onto the MS excuse for your dear lives, it's been 2 years already.. just 2 more to go till they finish MS. And if there are zero Jikook moments even after that.. what your excuse will be ? Find one already because MS excuse is about to get expired lol.

You sound so sure of yourself anon. 🤣 like how you bold your “undeniable facts” when you don’t know shit. We see so very little of their lives and interactions now, but sure you conclude all you want that Jikook only see each other for work. And what if we never see anything regarding their NYC/CT trip? How was it for work then????? Because I think there is a strong chance that all the “filming” that they did was not for us.

Military Service isn’t an excuse. It’s a reality that they have to serve. It’s also a reality that they live in a very homophobic country, with the entity that is the military being at the top of the homophobic list. Me saying that they are being cautious before their service isn’t a joke or delusional, it’s a matter of safety. Jungkook has already been getting dragged into fake hetero scandals can you imagine a gay one? Come on now.

Acting like Jikook never see each other because we haven’t seen them on camera is so laughable. Acting like it’s all for work is also laughable. Jungkook is hanging out with his friends, so what? You act like I’m bothered by that? I’m not. He actually has time off to enjoy himself and see people that he probably doesn’t get to see much of.

And what if there is lots of Jikooking to be had when MS is over? What then? Are you going to come back to my ask box with your tail tucked between your legs like you should? No, you are going to spout off more nonsense I’m sure.

I believe Jikook are in a long term romantic relationship. Not getting a ton of moments of them during a time where the band is not active due to an impending military service does nothing to change that. Sorry not sorry.

[shigarakisdumbwhore]

Here Without You - Chapter Three

Summary: You had been developing a deep crush on Dabi for quite some time. But he was difficult to get through to and know. His distant demeanor made it hard to get close to him. However, when Hawks shows up, things take a turn in a different direction than you could have imagined. Dabi doesn't know your true feelings, you don't know Hawks is a spy, and they don't know you're in love with both of them. This love triangle is about to cause lots of drama and confusion.

Words: 2, 220

Warning: None

Taglist: @aiysan2 @supernatural-hunter1 @desiretdeni

Standing there just a few blocks away from Dabi, you thought about it. Maybe you were just delusional. Maybe things got blown out of proportion. Your feelings got in the way and clouded your judgement. Dabi was just looking out for you like he did for the others. That's all.

You thought about all the "what ifs" and "explain this", but that's all it really came down to. That's it. You'd return to the league's hideout and forget it all happened. Leave the illusion of Dabi behind. It was obvious. He didn't feel the same way for you as you did him. It would never work. So much time spent together. A part of you felt like you two had connected on a different level but maybe it was all in your head. The whole relationship was one sided and you were a fool to believe otherwise.

In the morning, after sneaking in, you approached Toga and Twice. They were talking together with their usual antics. Twice was leaning against the wall, his mask pulled up to his forehead as a cigarette hung out of his mouth. That's just what you needed to take the edge off, a cigarette.

"Hey Twice, can I bum a smoke?"

He didn't say anything, just reached into his pocket to grab the pack before handing over to you a single stick. With no delay, you grabbed it from his hands and placed it in your mouth, now realizing you didn't have a way to light it.

"Shit. Anyone got a lig-," you mumbled before you were interrupted. There was a soft sizzling sound. You looked up and could see two fingers pinching the tip of your cigarette with a blue flame. Your eyes continued up until they met with his. Dabi's. He was looking directly into yours. Those beautiful blue piercing eyes. You're stomach fluttered at the sight.

"Da... what are you doing here?"

"I came to find you. You took off without saying anything, ya know." He leaned back and away from your face. With your faces being so close seconds before, you could only wish he would lean in closer. Much, much closer.

You looked at Toga, who was smiling back at you. A smug, sly, Toga kind of smile. It was no wonder how he found out where you went.

"Were you that worried about me?" Your tone was both sarcastic and fierce. In a morbid way, you wished he was worried about you. You wanted him to feel how you felt that night, how you felt that entire time he was gone. How dare he abandon you like that without saying anything?

He scoffed, "Of course not." With a roll of his eyes, he turned around to walk away. "Whatever."

Both his hands in his pockets like he could care less about anything in the world. God, that pissed you off. A part of you was getting tired of the distant tough guy act. You saw right through it. Maybe the others didn't, but you did.

He was sad. He was vulnerable. He was angry. It was written all over his face whether he realized it... whether he wanted to admit it or not.

"Dabi!" You yelled after him in disbelief. The audacity he had. He turned into a empty, dark room and you followed in a rush. Your heart jumped when a strong hand gripped your arm and yank you in. You were mere inches away from Dabi now. Your faces so close together you could feel his breath down your face and neck, your chests touching together.

"What are yo... no, let me go and explain why-" you attempted to push away from him but he just grabbed your other arm and pulled you closer.

"What happened to our little promise? I was up all night looking for you."

"Looking for me? Are you kidding me? You were the one who was gone for so long to begin with. I'm tired of the games."

"Games? Don't take me for an idiot."

"Idiot? What are you talking ab-"

"You're not that sneaky. I know you've been hanging around him." A bolt of lightning shot through you. How did he know? Dabi didn't say anything else. He walked away. You stood there in disbelief. How could he have the courage to confront you about breaking the promise when he did so first?

Despite the anger that boiled up your insides, you couldn't confront him about it. You knew Dabi wasn't very fond of Hawks at all despite being the one who helped him in. Getting back at Dabi with Hawks was not a good move. But Hawks could be so gentle, so lively. How could he be untrustworthy? He was made of glass. Well, maybe for the villains. But Shigaraki's world would be for the greater good of society.

You stood there, leaning against the wall as you took deep breaths. There was no excuse.

-

"Aww, that's not fair!" You slammed the controller down on the dirty, carpeted floor.

"How!" Spinner did not appear happy about the implications of cheating or unfairness.

"You knew the game better so that gave you an unfair advantage."

"Maybe you just suck."

"Harsh," Toga said as she peered over her phone.

The three of you were hanging out in a small room Spinner set up for gaming. He had an old CRT television he found laying in some junk. Thankfully it worked, much to all of your excitement. Some days were boring with not much to do.

Spinner was a master at games so sometimes it was hard to play against him, but great fun to play with him in multiplayer games. Mostly because he gave you an advantage. You invited Toga to play but she'd rather watch than play at times. She was a known button masher with beginner's luck. But it also depended on the game.

You weren't the best at games but you enjoyed playing. Shigaraki, Spinner, and you initially bonded over games during the beginning times of the league. Days like today though, you missed having Shigaraki as an extra player. It just wasn't the same without him.

"Good game though," you said as you reached out your hand to shake Spinner's.

"What's all this fuss about?"

You all jumped and turned at the voice. In the doorway Twice and Hawks stood together. You knew someone sounded familiar.

"Just playing some games to pass the time," you responded. "Would you like to join?"

Within an instant, you could see the vibe of the room shift. Spinner and Toga looked oddly uncomfortable, prompting Spinner to announce he was getting something to eat. Twice, obvious, got excited and followed.

As Toga followed the boys out of the room, she gave you a sharp glare. You were confused. It almost felt like a warning, but you couldn't understand why. Now it was just you and Hawks alone.

"Video games?" He made his way over to the console and picked up the controller.

"What? You think a villain like me can't play games?"

"I didn't say that," he chuckled.

"Most say that," you added as you looked down and ran your finger across a dusty coffee table. "It's like because you're a villain, you're not human anymore. People don't treat you normally so you can't do normal things. It's inconceivable."

"If it bothers you so much, why don't you leave?"

"I'm in too deep now. Plus, nothing will change if we don't do something."

"What needs to change?"

"God, so much..." you sighed. "I just don't see a future without the league." There was a long pause of silence. Hawks appeared to be staring out into space.

"I could help you..." His voice was softer and more gentle. A tone you never heard from him and his usual sarcasm. "I can take you out of here and free you from those binds."

"And what about the league? Do you have some kind of leverage as a hero to get them out?"

He sighed, "That makes it a bit more complicated. Maybe they're too far gone... but you, you have so much potential." The idea of leaving the league behind kind of angered you. That wasn't a plan, ever.

His hand reached up and caressed your face. His eyes opened wide, then he pulled out his phone to check the time. "I have to go. But I'll see you tomorrow."

You nodded your head and watched as he hurried out the room. The touch of his hand still lingered warmly on your cheek. You placed your hand over where his was, almost like you could still feel his hand there. Your heart and stomach fluttered at the realization.

What did he mean by that? You were unsure and confused by the implications of it. Maybe he was being too hopeful or naive.

-

The reflection of the mirror was foggy and dusty from all the make-up flying in the air. You could barely see your face inside the lazy hand swipe, a poor attempt at cleaning the mirror. The vanity was littered with different brushes, creams, and tiny plastic boxes that held millions of colors.

You were experimenting with different looks and styles, an attempt to feel like a normal girl again. Even as an adult, you longed for the experience of being a teenage girl.

Your stomach turned once your eyes focused on your face as a whole. Nothing matched, nothing blended in. It didn't look like those girls in the magazines or on tv. Why? What were you doing wrong?

Something you deserved, yet unattainable. You were much too old for the teenage crowd but not old enough for the adult crowd to take you seriously either. That didn't stop you from trying to take it back just to feel some control over those years.

You applied a rosey pink blush on your cheeks. It was bright and vibrant, too much. You wished you had someone here to teach you these things. Toga was the closet thing to that life as you could get. But it would never be exactly the way you pictured it. Time had changed everything and being a villain having to hideout didn't make it the same as the movies.

"You're done hanging around that bird." You turned to see Dabi leaning on the doorway to your bedroom, then quickly turned away.

"Excuse me?" You sneered.

"Don't make me repeat myself."

"You don't get to tell me what to do. Why anyways? Why's it matter?" The question was a bit rhetorical. You didn't care about what Dabi wanted. You were still a little bitter from before.

"Don't talk back to me like that. I just know whats best for you."

"Hmph." You couldn't look at him. His voice was so stern and final. You wanted to protest but the idea of Dabi "knowing best" for you was a bit hard to impose. You liked this new possessive version of him.

"You just listen to me and don't worry your pretty little head about it?" Pretty? He thinks you're pretty? No, it's a figure of speech... just... a figure of speech.

But he said you're pretty...

You couldn't help it. Your eyes lit up with little flames of admiration for him. It was so easy for him to get you going. It was times like this that made you realize why you fell so hard for Dabi. The tough guy facade was frustrating at times, but god was it hot.

It took you a bit to muster up the courage to look at him, but by that time he was missing. He was no longer standing at the door. You stood up and walked over to the door to look around. Dabi was standing in front of you.

"What are you doing? Did you come back?"

He stood there and stared at you for a few moments.

"What's on your face?" His hand reached up to touch the blush on your cheek.

"It's nothing. It's... make-up," you replied in a defeated tone.

"And the stuff on your eyes?" He did a swiping gesture over his own eyelids.

"Oh, just a little mascara, eyeliner, and probably eyeshadow that's already smudged." Your voice got softer the more you trailed on. You could feel the heat on the apples of your cheeks, looking down in hopes he didn't notice. A girl that couldn't do make-up? Ridiculous.

"It looks nice," he said as he began to walk past you.

"Wait." You grabbed his arm. "You don't want to come in?"

He didn't reply but he didn't protest as you dragged him in. You lead him to the edge of the bed, where he sat down. His hands were placed between his legs and his thumbs going in circles over each other. You two were sitting so close together. Just looking at him brought him so close to your face you could feel his breath down your face.

You saw a white lock near the roots of Dabi's hair. In shock, you reached up to touch it.

"Aw Dabi, you're getting some grey hairs already," you beamed. He immediately pushed your hand away and stood up. "I'm not trying to tease you, I think it's cute."

"Goodnight." Dabi left quicker than you had ever witnessed before.

[allastoredeer]

Hola I was wondering if you are planning to dive more deep in the hypnosis headcanon, or if Vox will try it again on Alastor later on, in your fic, and Lucy will smack the shit out of him.

Like is your plot gonna have the vees as secondary villains, who tries and fail to sabotage the hotel or are they gonna totally give up on conquering hell now that the king is back?

I know Alastor made them think that he and Lucy are together, but Vox didn’t actually believed that they were a thing the first time they were presumably caught in sexual activities. I felt like he just wanted to rile Alastor up during the meeting and getting any reaction out of him, probably cause he craves Alastor’s attention…so i don’t think he fully believes that Alastor loves Lucifer still, cause in his mind Alastor is his. He saw him first kinda of logic XD

Like Imagine if Vox convinces himself that ‘his Alastor’ is being forced to do what the king wants cause of a supposed deal, made after he disappeared, So he tries to save him or whatever, always getting between Lucifer and Alastor, asking him out in front of Lucy, and overall being a gentle soul to Al which only scares the shit out of the deer, who wants nothing to do with him. Eheh I love Vox being a delusional IPad

Also is Lucifer gonna get possessive of Al later on? Cause that’s my fav kind

Thank you for listening 🫶

Oooh hooo hooo twosouls out here asking the real questions. Some of which I can't answer due to spoilers, which in and of itself is an answer, I guess.

With Vox in "Damage Control," he was in a very weird, confrontational, possessive state about the whole thing, especially during the Overlord meeting. He kept going at Alastor and accusing him of things he was doing with Lucifer, and being a general out of control mess, but when Alastor more or less "confirms" that it's true, his immediate reaction is to deny it. He may have been going at Alastor, demanding to know what these rumors were about, but deep down, you're right, he didn't actually believe they were true.

He was just acting out because of his own complicated feelings for Alastor. He doesn't like this rumor and how much it's spreading throughout the city. It brought out a lot of old, ugly memories and he is not reacting to them well. Seeing Alastor face to face again, for the first time, definitely doesn't help.

As for Lucifer getting possessive of Al 😏 I guess we'll see, won't we.

All I can say that Vox and the Vee's are going to get involved later on in the series, and I'm excited to get into it.

[leanrexisfin]

His dad made me uncomfortable with his statement 

I said he acts nice when other people are around 

He said what do you do 

He said woman are hell 

I said right 

He said men are normal were just animals 

Justin made ape sounds 

It grossed me out 

You guys are to emotional and that we could conquer the world in two days if we get our shit together 

I felt like he was trying to tell me fall in line 

I  felt insecure in my current setting 

I felt like he was comparing me to his wife (she’s 45) 

I felt like Justin didn’t stick up for me or tell him to stop 

I felt like Justin talks about me to him (I have been emotional ) that makes me uncomfortable

 I don’t like being compared to them because theyre old and the world is new and bright ( im 25)

I know that I am fine I feel like im just going through a difficult time right now and people are judging me for that. I wish I wasn’t having hard time but don’t have control over the current circumstance 

  Its a shame to me that I can’t have a weak moment. At least to the public in any sense male/female 

   I hate the patriarchy and how it makes women out to be this emotionally unstable raging bitch. 

 Women are not allowed to be women. Men are tyrants and just pass it off as being animalistic.

 I have a right to feel. and men do as well

 They get on high and always think they’re above the rest of the humans.

They forget when they feel 

  Justin was the most miserable person in my life who he had no money and life wasn’t going the way he wanted 

  I felt bad for him I empathize with what he may have been going through and I actually started to see things better. In this moment I began to grow 

  Goerge was miserable his job laid him off and he was in between jobs I witnessed it Fran spoke on it multiple times as well. 

 just the same I felt bad about Jorge and I couldn’t even imagine the pressure on his back to keep up the house and also the stress on Fran too have ahold up her end for her husbands sake I can’t imagine how that felt for george as well. 

 Justin is following behind his dad as he should but I am afraid that his father will contaminate his head with his nasty. Thoughts on women. I saw good in George until this conversation. Although Ive always noticed he goes on many power trips I never judged because I liked his character and maybe I still do but I completely disgree with his views on women and I don’t need someone who plans to be my husband having the same thought patterns. seeing woman as “emotional” instead of all knowing is delusional  . To think men call us such a stupid word is exactly that , delusional. Women are so Devine 

What’s the quote again ? Behind every great man is a greater woman.

So tell me how a great man is led by a emotional raging delusional bitch. 

Go figure 

And to the men that don’t respect woman as people. As humans. how about you take your dick and Continue to use womans bodies to jerk off. Because you deserve just that pathetic life you wish for. Filled with nothing 

And I feel sorry for Fran as much as I don’t like her either 

  How complicated of a life to live behind a man 

I don’t even think she likes to swing 

She just doing what he wants 

She so caught up in keeping her man and being a wife she can’t even see it anymore 

I don’t want to be like that 

Not ever 

I don’t wanna lose me in a man 

She works everyday

She cooks for him 

Cleans behind him 

Organize his life 

Probably take behind him

She has to stay happy stay horny and also be prepared to lick pussy when he feels frisky 

She’s VERY jealous and pretends to play its off and it kills her insides that (this is my assumption) she puts in all that work for a man who never kept his dick for her. Not even his eye balls 

She is constantly comparing herself to other woman she talks down on the girls she feels threatened by 

  and after feeling all that rage she plays it cool and washes the dishes the makes him a drink while trying to cook up a new way to suck him 

She’s not emotional she’s exhausted 

She’s pretending she’s not 

My mother does the same thing 

Women carry this burden and its so stupid and meaningless I wonder if it is even worth is to try to keep a man 

Do I get white man ? 

Do I settle so a rich mana nd cry in a rolls royce ?

Do I manipulate my man for years on end to stay on top ?

Do I find a stupid man who offers no mental elavation because he’s easy ?

Do I waste my years “waiting it out”?

Or do I die alone. 

[hargrove-mayfields]

Funny how people have been saying that Steve is the big brother Max deserves, but when Max dies he has literally no reaction. He just stands there and listens to the clock chime, along with Nancy and Robin. As if he doesn’t even care. Max sacrificed herself for them and died and they express no grief at all, and I’m pretty sure it’s Nancy who says anything. Yet when Billy thought Max might be in danger at the Byers, he got so protective of her that he was willing to fight someone he wanted to be friends with. He spent the last week complimenting Steve and showing off in front of him, but he didn’t hesitate to beat his ass for putting his sister in harm's way. Who really deserves to be her brother?

Even once Max is in the hospital and they’ve had a little time to process what happened to her and visit, Steve is even more uncaring. He’s somewhere else smiling and playing matchmaker as if the kid he babysat for three years isn’t across the room bawling his eyes out because someone close to him died in his arms. Do you really think Steve still gives two shits about Max in this scene when he can’t even bother with Dustin?

Meanwhile Billy was so torn up that Max hated him (and started mirroring his abusive father) that he spent at least a month trying to figure out how to talk to her. Before the snowball he looks so sad because he knows he fucked up their relationship, and not even on purpose. And then, according to Dacre, between s2 and s3 he’s really trying to be the best brother to her he can and be a better person in general. And their relationship was improving! If Max died you bet your ass Billy wouldn’t just forget about her. He was her brother, not some random older guy she hardly knew who had a hero complex and saved her just to ease his own worries and then moved on with his life. I don’t agree with that characterization of Steve but that’s what the Duffers gave us.

Out of the two, who really cared about Max? That would be her real brother, thank you.

[talaok]

I’ve dreamed of this (pt.VIII)

Summary: You are a part of the BAU, and for the longest time you and Dr. Spencer Reid had been best of friends, even when it was clear to everyone else, and at times to you, that you should be more than that, and when something almost happens on a night out with the team, everything is destined to change.

This is a double pov story (each chapter will be alternated between y/n's and spencer's pov)

Chapter summary:  Spencer wakes up with you by his side.

warnings: fluff fluff fluff because life's shit so let's make our fake one good for a little while longer before I'll have to inevitably ruin everything(also a slight allusion to smut)

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Spencer

The sun was shining on his face, half of his body was out of the covers, and he couldn't feel his arm anymore, but still, he had never felt happier.

There was a warmth in his chest he couldn't describe, a sensation so deep, so profound he hoped would stay there forever, accompanying him throughout everything, because, with it, he could do anything.

He was happy.

He was truly uncontrollably happy, and he knew it.

Life was good, 

life was worth living,

It had been for a while now,

since he met her,

It had been because every time he saw her smile he was reborn, because every time she laughed at a joke he made he felt every inch of his body awaken,

But that worthiness, that joy, was always temporary, like a wave washing over him and leaving behind a sheer veil of bitterness, of disappointment.

but now,

now it was diffrent, because his fingers were in her hair, because her head was on his chest, and the precious sound of her breathing filled his ears.

It had happened. 

It had finally happened, everything he had dreamed and hoped for had happened, and it was even better than he could have ever imagined.

He didn't mean the sex,

yes, of course, the sex had been amazing and he was never gonna forget a single millisecond of that night, but what he meant was everything else,

he meant her.

He meant the feeling of her lips on his, he meant the ability to touch her, fully touch her because he could, because she wanted, he meant the certainty, at last, at last, that everything he had been so scared to feel for the past four years, everything he had pushed and bottled up so deep inside of him was actually legitimate.

He meant the knowledge of not being crazy,

and that if he was, then so was she.

Because everything they felt, did, or said, they had together,

not just him,

they weren't just the acts of a delusional man,

no,

They had both made a decision, and if it was right or wrong didn't matter, because it was theirs, not everyone else's, just theirs.

He felt her stir, her eyes slowly opening.

"good morning"

She smiled, looking up, and spencer thanked every existing being for having gifted him with an eidetic memory so he could never forget the sight before him.

"good morning" her sweet voice was tired, barely awake.

"How did you sleep?" she asked, her hand grazing his chest, as she leaned up.

"really good" Spencer answered because it was the truth, because he had the best night of sleep of his life "how did you sleep?"

"Perfectly" she murmured against his mouth before pressing her lips to his.

He got to taste her for a few moments before she cruelly leaned away "your bed is really comfy"

"mh-mh" he agreed mindlessly, desperately reaching up to kiss her again.

She smiled at that, granting him another quick kiss.

"the covers are also really soft" she commented, making him chuckle softly.

"What?" she asked, laughing too now

"would you just please let me kiss you?"

"Mmm..." she pretended to think about it "I'm not sure" her fingers went to trace his jawline "what do I get from it?"

He smiled "I make some really great pancakes"

"oh you do?" she asked amusedly "now that's interesting"

She was leaning closer but suddenly stopped, making Spencer groan exasperatedly

"what flavor?"

"Whatever one you want"

"chocolate chip?"

"Absolutely"

"Oh I love chocolate chip pancakes" she grinned

"I know you do "  he remembered, not giving her time to say something else before crashing his mouth with hers, his hand reaching for the back of her head, bringing her impossibly close to him.

She whimpered softly in his mouth as he stoaked her side, and spencer wondered what he had done in his life to deserve this, to deserve her.

She straddled him like he had done yesterday, and he felt like if he had to die, this would have been the perfect moment to,

because nothing was ever gonna top this, 

life was never gonna get better than this.

"What time is it?" she asked, not giving him time to answer before kissing him again.

"early"

"How early?" She raised her eyebrow, the proposal fairly clear underneath the question

He smiled "early enough"

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"Really?" y/n said, entering the kitchen.

Spencer frowned before turning, and as he took her in, her body drowning in his old, way too big t-shirt, he couldn't help but grin.

He was surprised his mind still hadn't blown from the realization this was really happening and that the stunning woman wearing his shirt in front of him, wasn't, in fact, a vision.

"What? it's funny" he defended the physics joke on the shirt she was referring to

"I'm not lazy, I'm overflowing with potential energy?" she read, skeptical.

"yeah it's funny, you know like potential energy is the energy held by an object because of its position relative to other objects, stresses within itself, its electric charge, or other-"

She kissed him

He frowned

"now" she smiled, proud of herself and of her new discovery "this is gonna be useful"

Spencer's confusion only grew, and it made her laugh softly as she sat on the counter 

"don't worry" she shook her head, kissing him again.

God, how he loved it,

he had thought that perhaps only the first kiss was gonna have that sparkle, that fire igniting inside of him, but for now, she had only continuously proved him wrong.

"so how are they coming?" she nodded to the pancakes frying in the pan.

"great"

There was a moment of silence as she looked around, his apartment suddenly feeling inappropriate under her gaze,

but her smile reassured him as always

"I could get used to this you know?"

His heart jumped in his throat

Please do

That's all I want y/n

That's all I ask

"I-" he blushed " I could too"

She bit down a grin and he wanted to free her lip from her teeth's grip with his thumb, and when he remembered he could, he did.

"I like you y/n" he spoke "I've liked you for a very long time" he continued, swallowing his fear as the words blurted themselves out"In a way, I had never had before" her eyes were burning into his "and I know this isn't ideal, that there are a lot of things we should consider and talk about," he said "and I'm willing to do that, but I just thought you should know"

His hand went to her thigh

"I like you" he smiled "and I'm serious about this"

She smiled too now

"I like you too Spence"

Those words still made his heart skip.

"but you should really shut up"

He creased his brows "why?"

"Because if you don't, you're gonna be late to work" she explained, grabbing his shirt to bring him close enough to kiss him passionately.

"there could have been traffic" he shrugged, and she laughed

"you know what? you're right, it's crazy out today"

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[gukguktae]

Jimin (The one where he got offended)

Disclaimer: Read at your own risk, pleAzE. This is an 'imagine' use your imaginations. Don't get offended if I didn't perceived your perception because again that's your perception. Happy humping reading! 🥵

Word count: 2k??? eyeballing the numbers because I edit as I post.

Genre: smut and some others, idk,,, just read with caution i guess??

Title: The one where he got offended

a/n:  The feeling of exhilaration while writing this is fucking over flowing, what the fuck?? The amount of apology that I had to say while writing is just... I’m writing him as Jimin himself and my imaginations just kept going and going. 

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You flutter your eyes open, the sunlight that seeped through the curtain made your headache even worst. Remembering how you acted last night made you regret things, because first of all, you're in a random hotel suite. Second (and third), you have an arm around you and you don't remember who is it. There's a tattoo just above his elbows that says "FOREVER", you slowly lifted his arms and roll away. You do feel satisfied in a way, but still questioning yourself what the hell happened last night?

Using your left arm to hold the sheet to your body and made your way on the other side of the bed to find your clothes. You found your panties bunch up in the night stand as you pick it up you saw a view of the guy's face and made you gasp dramatically, "No way." you breath, "Jimin? Park Jimin? BTS?" You inch your face to have a closer look because this can’t be happening. His slightly parted lips, cute nose and peaceful eyes made you confirm and squeal.  "I slept with  Park Jimin?" Even though you just mouthed the words you still can’t believe you can say that without being delusional.

Suddenly a series of short clips memory of last night played in your head. Your friends asked you for a night out and got wasted. You danced, grind with someone. He started kissing you. Both of you were giggling on the way to his hotel room then bam! You're naked in his bed with a banging hangover.

You weren't really big fan of them, but you listen to their music because you know they were kind of a big deal. It is also undeniable that he's hot, all of them are. Now you’re wondering how embarrassing you were last night, just thinking about it made your stomach whirl. You quickly gather all your things and place them on the coffee table.  The white sheet still your body, figured you should write a note for him before leaving. You pull the drawer in the night stand next to him, he started shuffling so you stopped for a moment, "Shit. Don’t wake up." You slowly kneel and start writing.

Jimin? I know you

Hey you!

What’s up, Jimin?

“Thanks, JM!

"JM? Ah, fuck this is hard!" you mouthed. You may have written a few notes after a one night stand, but never for a celebrity. Does he really need note? You thought about bailing without a trace, but you stick to your common courtesy.  J, Thank you for a great night! You did a good job! I'm sorry for leaving like this, but-

He groans causing you to stop writing and stare, waiting. Your breath hitched when he opened his eyes halfway then smirked. "Hey, baby." Your stomach turns upside down from the smirked and the pet name and the fact that Park Jimin is right in front of you. "What are you doing?" Jimin lifted his head a little, but you shove the paper in your chest.

"I was about to leave– I.. uhm.. Sorry? I should've–"

"Nothing... nothing." You were still staring at him, mentally asking yourself if you were dreaming, because he looks like an angel under the small ray of sunlight and white sheets he's lying in. How the fuck can someone look this gorgeous up close? You’ve seen plenty of men that made you jaw drop, but he’s different… panty dropping different… literally.

Jimin turn over and supported his weight using his elbow causing the sheet to slide down a bit, "Leave?" He rubbed his eye and so he didn't see how you were ogling on his abs and NEVER MIND tattoo. "Why?" he yawn

"I.. uhm.." you cleared your throat awkwardly, "well, one night stand actually works like that." You stand up and fix your sheet, suddenly feeling insecure with your body for the first time in a while. It's Park Jimin for the love of God!

You felt your cheeks heat up, "I.. uh.. I am?"

"Huh," There's amused smile on his face, "You were the first person to leave even after they found out that it was me who they slept with. You're cute." He grabs your wrist and pulls you back to bed. "I'm not done with you yet. You were wild last night."

“Don’t worry, it’s just Namjoon-hyung.” Jimin smiled lightly while staring at your face, you didn’t realize that you were holding your breath until you let out a shaky one. He cup your face down to your neck before pressing his lips onto yours, he didn't move until he felt that you melted into his kiss, closing your eyes slowly. That's when he started kissing you, the moment you suck on his bottom lips, Jimin aggressively slides his tongue on your lips parting them. 'I should stop' you thought to yourself, but you were too busy tasting him sober, you can't remember much what happened last night, but you're craving it— him again.

He chuckled and turns his head to show you the love marks you left on his neck, “How about these for an answer?” You pursed your lips from shyness. “And also, someone made a noise complaint.”

“Oh, God! I’m so sorry!” You pull yourself up, but he uses his arms to lay you back down.

Jimin pull the sheet from you causing you to hitch in his mouth, he titters at your reaction. Every inch of your body is exposed, displaying your body for him to see and explore once again, you felt him smile and moan in the kiss. Immediately, his warm hands found your breast and sensitive nipple. He gave it a playful squeeze and mouth pulling away, "You tasted amazing by the way. I was meaning you tell you last night, but I was too busy." He winked at you, the same ones he uses to his fans to make them faint, but it only made your heart beat fast and breath slow, you felt like dying from it. His mouth connected to your nipple, sucking and giving it a hard lick.

"Hmm, Jimin-" You shut your eyes hard and moaned, never thought that you'll moan his name like that, you never even thought that he'll make you feel this good. His hands travel to your centre and circle around the hood of your clit teasing. "Fu-fuck." You grab his shoulders for support, but your hands travel down his ribs, tips of your fingers played with his tattoo, down to his boxers.

His shaft is already visible, twitching every time you played with his garters. "Don't fucking tease." Jimin groan as his kisses went on your neck sucking a good spot. You slid your hands on the only garment he has and stroke his cock. "Wow." You couldn't help, but mumbled. He's thick as fuck, no wonder you feel sore. Your mouth started to water, "Uhm.. can.. I.. suck you off?" He stopped abruptly on what he is doing to look at you with a raised eyebrow. "What?"

"You’re just really born to be wild, aren’t you?"

It was your turn to raise an eyebrow. “It’s not like this is your first time to be asked.” Both of his shoulder lifted with a cockiness on his face.

Giving him a few stroke while making your mouth pool with saliva, you opened your mouth to lick the pre cum off and finally taking his tip. Your tongue play with his head and slit causing him to grunt your name, you were even surprise (and turned on) that he remembered it, "Pretty and warm mouth.” Little by little you're taking his length, he’s stretching your mouth with his hardness. Gagging as your nose touches his abdomen taking him fully, you did this a few more times making Jimin clutch the bed sheet, "Fuck."

You made yourself comfortable between his legs. His boxers were still on so you look up both of your eyes met and he's waiting patiently on your next move with hooded dark eyes and clenched jaw. You never felt nervous giving a blow job before not even your first time, well, you never gave one to a celebrity before, but you have some tricks and things that make you good at it. With one smooth motion you pull down his boxers, causing his long thick cock to slap against his abdomen. "Wow." you muttered again. How can a dick look this beautiful? The prominent veins and pink tip made both of your lips water.

He taps your arms and pulls you back up, "Why? You were close." You whine while wiping your lips using the back of your hand, you felt how heavy he was right when he pull you.

"I know, baby, but I don't want to cum in your mouth." He smug smile, the amount of control he has to himself suddenly amazes you and you never had sex with someone who edges themselves voluntarily, we all crave for a high. He fumbles on the drawer to get condoms and then stop to read your note. Jimin look at you with mouth open, "Good job? I did a good job? Have you forgotten how loud you were screaming last night?"

You pursed your lips, thinking of an answer, "I said it was a great night." he seem to be offended by what you wrote and to be completely honest you can't remember how the sex went last night, but you felt good and satisfied when you woke up. He still stares at you like forcing for an answer.  "I.. uh..."

"You can't even remember can you?" His suspicious look turns into a glare, "Here, let me remind you." He tosses the notepad somewhere and rip the condom packet, the excitement pools in your center as he carefully roll the condom down his throbbing cock.  Jimin grabs your ankles and pull you to the edge of the bed before positioning himself between your legs, he pushes his shaft inch by inch making you whimper.

"Jesus, that's big." You gape you mouth as he stretches your velvet walls.

"Good, you’re starting to remember." Jimin got satisfaction all over his face as you mention he’s big over and over last night. He pull all the way out before slamming himself and thrusting roughly, he grabs your leg and placing your ankle on his shoulders. You bit the inside of your cheek to stop you from screaming his name, “Let it out, baby.”

You shake your head and cover your mouth, Jimin sneer before letting go of your leg. He removed your hand from your mouth and connected his lips on yours momentarily before thrusting fast and hard, “Fuck, Jimin!” you felt a familiar knot in your stomach causing you to scream out his name, "Jimin, I’m coming! Fuck! Fuck!"

“That’s right, Y/N!” He continues with his pace, "Come with me, baby." As soon as those words left his mouth your orgasm rushes together with him, your eyes went to the back of your head as the pleasure keeps on going. Jimin grunts releasing his seeds and you pulsate, squeezing him. You shivered as he pulls out from you, "Do you remember it now?"

"Vividly." You pant and smile at him.

A loud bang on the door made both of you look. Jimin covers himself with the sheet and opens the door a little, “For fuck sake Jimin it’s 7am!” You heard a frustrated man.

"Sorry, hyung!” Jimin yelled before shutting the door, he has a cheeky grin when he turns to you, who’s red as a tomato. “That was Namjoon-hyung.”

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[secretbangtnn]

summary : Getting a letter from a very prestigious school was something that you could have never expect, and even more unexpected was that you didn’t need to pay a penny for it. Beautiful news that were too good to be true, but oh how stupid you were to not question such a perfect chance to get away from your shitty life.

notes:

Guys i would be more than happy for some feedback, its my first time writing in english and im more than nervous. Im not sure if what i wrote is good or even understandable. + i would be more than happy to start an ask game with this book

Chapter one

Living or in your case existing was always somehow calm. Everything you do had a plan and everyday had the same pattern, like a boring vase that stood in the same kitchen you actually were. Blue marble tiles awfully similar to tears that run down the woman's cheeks, making them a little bit more redder than before.

Not that they weren't that color before, always blushy and ready to be seen. And maybe that's why you had that sour taste in your mouth while watching them, knowing that your own were as beautifully red as hers.

"why?" a simple question sounding now like the last call for help. Voice groggy and nose runny making the sight before even more unbearable to look at. But why weren't you moved, why the tears didn't make you guality like they should. "you planned this?! You planned to leave me alone like a selfish bastard!"

Looking down didn't seem like the best option, knowing that it could just take the nerves in the room to a whole new level but you could not stop yourself. She was always one to guilt trip you into everything.

A little shout left the chapped mouth making you jump a little while lifting your head simultaneously. Sight before you seems to worsen and as you took a step back the woman took another two in the end catching your small wrist in her clawed hand.

Hissing and looking dead in her eyes made you somehow more conscious of the whole situation.

“I didn’t know.” and you really did not. Gritting your teeth so hard that it felt like some of them could fall out at any moment seems to stop you from doing sudden movements.

Breathe in and breathe out.

“Of course you think I am stupid! Just like your father, bringing me to insanity step by step. But that’s what you wanted from the beginning, am I right?”

“Stop being delusional mom” Oh how hard it was to say the name of that woman. Mother of child that she forgets most of the time, only to remember at the most shitty time. Today was exactly one of the examples of why your dream was just to wake up not seeing or better not having to think of that woman.

“Am i now? It’s you who wants me like this.” She laughed, throwing her head back in the motion. Elegant column of her neck now easy to see, showing purple and red marks similar to those from claws. “You thought I would not know, you thought you could just run away like a scared little child. Now tell me, how long were you planning this o-or maybe it was your father’s plan from the beginning.”

“I didn’t know about it, I didn’t even apply to any of the schools and you are the one that should know that.” toxicity leaked from your voice in big streams, but it was something that u could not stop at that moment. She was doing it again, acting crazy and psycho making everyone question why she wasnt getting hospital help yet.

“So you are saying that it’s my fault? You were supposed to care for me, for your ill mother, not that you are useful for anything else. How could you even think of disappearing, going to school so far away and leaving me to rot here myself like you were not meant to end like this too!”

Snatching your hand you looked at the woman once again, tears in eyes making you look fragile. Her own body looking weak, nearly dead limbs hanging from a malnourished body, showing the world wrack of a woman she was. Complexion ill looking, but what was not in her case, pale looking with green, purple and blue spots everywhere the skin was shown.

“Why are you being so shocked? Don’t tell me you thought you were going to leave someday.” Her laugh made you grit your teeth, jaw starting to hurt from the tension you were keeping. “Once again you showed how foolish you are, just like your father, just like that scumbag.”

“You are insane.”

“That we already know, so why don’t you come back to your room and start preparing for tomorrow. I want to eat a really nice breakfast next morning and maybe then after we can talk about what job you are going to have to make a living for us.”

And that was your sign to go, not looking back at the sick smirk on your mother mouth momocking your whole being. Step by step you saw the old stairs, in some place missing the color. Your room was nothing special, at least that what people said, for you it was some type of heaven. Peace that you could only catch while being there, laying on your old bed while looking at the dull ceiling.

Closing the door, you exchaled a heavy breath, sliding down on the flat surface of the door. Eyes closed like you have always done after an intense situation, today was not an exception to that.

Asking yourself what just happened, how and why. Unconsciously you looked at the letter beside you, laying so weirdly on the piece of not carpeted floor. The big fault in a little piece of paper. It was funny how this thing made such a bad influence on your life just by arriving on your doorstep.

The fact that the only person you could compare yourself to now is a story character of the name Harry was nearly not as funny as it sounded. However how u can explain getting a letter from a prestigious school you for sure did not apply or even looked up not even thinking about getting a scholarship to having a chance to think about it.

By any chance you were not stupid, but your ambitions flew away with another day in this shit hole you called home. Main reason being your own mother, which not only made it clear but for sure would kill you faster than let you leave.

You took the letter, keeping it in your hand like some unknown object you have never seen before. The texture itself is weird, making you shiver in some way. Big letter stood on the black piece of paper meaning only one thing.

Oh yes, that definitely was unsetting.

You remember clearly the first time you read the words that were put in this blank envelope. Big chance waiting for you, welcoming you with big arms and assuring you that you have nothing to be scared of.

And maybe those words were the one that brought you to that situation. It was not even three hours after the fight with your mother. Sun long down now moon shining on your pale face. Packing everything you tried to be quiet and quick hoping that your mother again ate too much of those big pills.

Big bag now laying down on your bed with a small letter beside it looking as innocent as before. You were not even seventeen making decisions that would cost you more then you can imagine. Living hell with possibility of going to another but in that moment nothing mattered like running away from old monsters.

Floor cracked under your feet even thought you were considered as a lightweight. How could you not be so malnourished when your mother forced you to teach yourself how to cook, never letting you eat before her. You tried to reason her moods or harsh behaviour to you but no matter how many times you tried it always ended in another reason why your life was just simply sad.

Running away was a good decision. You tried to say it so many times to actually believe in those empty words. The truth was that you were an innocent little child, not even a full adult that has never tasted a social life or had a friend.

“It will be alright.” Taste on your tongue after saying this a little sour with a heavy backpack danglin on your right arm. One step and then another, you touched the cold handle of your white doors. It was the first move to make and probably one of the hardest.

Bag on your arm is even more heavy making you realise what is happening. Silent breath flowed past your lips preparing you for your next step.

You pushed it closing it carefully while hoping that the oldish touch to the wood wont make an appearance in a loud noise. Silly smile now seen on your face with big relief in the back of your mind. The hardest part was just before you.

Your mothers room, not fully closed - like always, she needed to make sure nobody would come uninvited. It was just one of her weird characteristics that came with such a messed up mental health.

Small noise came out under your feet, not loud enough to wake up the woman next door but audible enough to be heard from closer.

Photos all around you telling you that you were getting near the main door. Little pictures with you inside faded from ears of hanging, making you stop for a while.

Smooth glass now under your fingers as you touch a specific photo. You and your mother being in the green garden of your grandmas. Happy vibe and pretty smiles now nearly unbelievable to witness on either of faces. It hurted or maybe it was just the adrenaline escaping from a sudden stop.

Oh how the sweet monet was quickly destroyed by the harsh noise from one of the rooms, and you exactly know which one. Loud thud rang out in the quietness of the house, making the silence even more noticable. Your breath escaped leaving you in a big ball of nerves and anxiety.

One...two...three

Silence like the one before big storms but maybe just this time it was not that. You couldn't withdraw now, you were too far and too close to the feeling of freeness. So you did the only thing that came to your mind.

Catching a sliding backpack, you turned to the door in front of you, knowing that just behind them is waiting something so much bigger than your old mother. How stupid for you to not rethink your decision, and believing your innocent mind that its just a good thing, better life that could only make you happier.

So you did it, you took the heavy steps that echoed in the narrow corridor. Light breeze touched your face, and just like the first time you gasped at the feeling. Door closing not that gently as you started running as fast as you could.

Silly smile now on your face with a bouncing bag on your shoulders keeping you on the hard ground. It was feeling similar to the first sight of the ocean or the first taste of sweet ice cream on a hot summery morning. You were in ecstasy choked by the overwhelming emotions.

And maybe because of that you were completely unaware of the danger that waited for you on that chilly night. How could you think about it when everything seemed so distracting almost as you were dreaming and in that moment you probably were closer to believing in this being a slumber.

So as you sat on the cold bench of one of the parks near your home, realization finally came silencing your beating heart. Colder weather now felt more real, as it bit your rosy cheeks. You shivered, keeping your backpack on your lap, trying to hide behind it from a chilly wind that seemed like it came from every side.

Being alone hit you like a truck and the little noises of the night didn't help your rising nerver. You started to lose your breath, feeling your tears sliding down your numb cheeks. It was terrifying now with the knowledge of your wellbeing and adrenaline wearing off with every second.

“Mom?” A silent plea that came out of your lips with shakiness that was more than noticeable. You didn't know why you said that, but the woman was probably the only person you knew. Such a sad truth that you needed to understand. You were alone now, and with that thought a more shameless sobs left your mouth with an occasional whimper.

You were sure you were going to end up dead. That you won't see the new sunset with how your body shivered. Not knowing how life worked or what is bad or good you were a little lamb that waited for hungry wolves to eat her whole.

And maybe one of those predators just saw his next meal. Long strides brought him just in front of you. Your sobs are too loud to make you hear his boots coming closer and closer. His breath just centimeters away from your head, brushing your hair like the not forgotten wind.

“Sweetheart?” It was a calming voice, not too deep but definitely belonging to a grown man. Your posture momentaly stiffened, as your closed eyes now looked at the big leather shoes before you. Your whole body is not moving, only shivering because of the chilly weather and light clothes. It was funny how suddenly you have forgotten about being alone, now wanting just this, wishing for all of this to be a big nightmare.

A deep sight left man's lips reminding you about the realness of the whole situation. You could not move, completely scared, your fingers clutched the bad praying for something to happen. The plan to just act like you were not there, ignoring the man fastly ended, when he sighted once again and crouched just to your eye level.

Deep brown eyes, looking at you with nothing but softness. If you didn’t know better you would say the man looked as if he knew you, cared and was in big relief finding you. But your mother's words echoed in your head, making you believe that every man walking on this planet is bad.

“What are you doing here sweetheart?” Once more this deep voice pierced you. Your mouth opens to answer, deeply knowing that nothing will come out. You just looked in his dark eyes, wishing that maybe he will be the one who can read minds. His eyes now on you, more concerned than before, observing your shivering body.

He was tall and broad for sure, towering over your figure surprisingly even while crouching down. His huge shoulders covered by a creamy coat which now was getting dirty by laying down on a pavement, as it partly hid his expensive looking boots.

Too distracted you didn't notice his hand coming to touch your red cheek, now gently stroking the redness of your skin.

“What a poor soul, so cold and left alone without a coat. Tell me sweetheart would you come and let me warm you a little?”

[get-shiggy-with-it]

heyo friend, I hope you’re doing well 🖤 What about the “You know I hate it when you do that, right? Keep doing it” smut prompt + shigaraki? With a gn!reader?

✧ pairing: tomura shigaraki x gn!reader

✧ warnings: brat taming themes, smut, references to violence, blood mention, handjobs, villain!reader, 18+ minors DNI

✧ word count: 1.5k

✧ a/n: hey mootie! thanks so much for your request. I know you were looking for some brat taming so take my subtle, sleep deprived attempt at some lowkey bratty behavior.

“You idiot, what the hell was that?”

The door slammed hard enough to reverberate through your chest. The momentary shake in your ribs was nothing compared to the adrenaline trembling in your fingers as they flailed in front of you, catching your fall. The bar top was cold and unforgiving in your grip.

Just like the floors under your feet and the roof over your head and all the people uneasily asleep upstairs.

Cold.

Unforgiving.

Tomura Shigaraki cut a menacing figure—and when didn't he?—as he stood cloaked in the darkness of the hideout. You could still feel the ache of his grip on your arm, can feel the dull throb of forming bruises there. He left faint crimson footprints behind when he stepped fully into the dim, overhead lights.

The short, baby curls around his head shone in the glow like some blasphemous halo.

But he is your savior tonight, so the comparison seems a bit less jarring.

“You’re gonna have to be a lot more specific than that, boss,” you tried to sound less winded than you are.

For someone so skinny, Shigaraki had some fucking stamina. Both beaten and well bloodied, the two of you certainly cut a striking image. And while you were panting from your escape—legs on fire after carrying you down innumerable alleyways and feet numb from the slap of the pavement through worn out soles—your boss seemed barely winded.

Untouched by the fight and subsequent flight halfway across the city while tugging you along at his heels.

Though, he also didn’t get his ass straight up hyperdrive blasted into a brick wall. You’d give yourself some credit where it was due.

“I don’t need you taking hits for me,” he snapped, coming nose to nose—well, hand to nose with you.

Every muscle in your body protested as you stood straight and stared him down, feeling how the bruises cut deep through your skin and stained your ego like rotting fruit.

“Really?” you asked, not quite delusional enough to be incredulous, but getting there. “Cause that fucking black eye says differently.”

There was a nasty red and purple mark spreading from the side of his temple that disappeared under the hand that hid most of his face from view. You’d watched him take that kick straight to the side of his head and not even stumble.

He was right.

Shigaraki didn’t lie—that’s why you followed him.

That’s why you couldn’t help the strange, second nature movement of your feet as you had watched one of the dozens that ambushed you wind up to fire a super-powered punch off at Shigs chest. The whole moment existed as a slow motion memory, something you watched from above—a voyeur in your own mind. The way your boss’ eyes went horribly wide, the glow of the man’s fist, the way your body went limp like a rag doll in mid air and slammed against the adjacent wall.

How your assailant was nothing more than a pile of ash only seconds later.

Though you tried not to read too much into that particular detail.

“You know I hate it when you do that right?”

You became peripherally aware that the ache in your chest was being exacerbated by his body weight pressing you back into the polished wood of the bar. As two hands caged you in with their pinkies comically raised to keep you trapped, you felt a familiar rush of defiance in the face of this show of superiority.

“What? When I save your dusty ass?” you tried to smile but his unwavering gaze made it die on your lips.

To be completely fair, you had just watched him take so many hits that should have killed him outright and keep fighting like the inevitably fractured bones were nothing but pinpricks.

You’d always known Shigaraki was intimidating, in his self-assuredness and confidence you knew was not unfounded. But you’d never seen him put his money where his mouth is before, only heard the stories from the rest of the League.

Now you understood.

“When you talk back to me,” he hissed.

He didn’t bother to correct you. He didn’t need to. You both very well knew that if anyone had been saved tonight, it was you as he retreated from the fight, pulling you to safety and not stopping until he—and doors of the bar—were firmly placed between you and feral city streets.

“Oh come on—” you were halfway through an eye roll even Dabi would be proud of when he reached up to grip the hand on his face and pulled it aside.

The smell of formaldehyde dissipated as it landed with a thunk on the bar and Shigaraki stared at you with newly unencumbered intensity.

“Keep doing it.”

You blinked in stunned stupid silence.

“What?”

It was only then that you realized it, and once you saw the subtle flush of his cheeks and the twitch in his fingers, you weren’t sure how it had ever escaped your notice.

Villainy had always been attractive for the rush, alluring in the sense that it afforded you the feeling of being so painfully alive. The adrenaline fueled, full body shaking that flooded you with invincible endorphins—that made your face hot and your blood sing. That was what called to you. That was what had you flinging yourself in front of punches and sprinting down the worn out city streets.

And that was what Shigaraki was feeling now as you held your own against him.

Challenged his authority.

Took what you were given and gave just as well.

You could imagine most people would have given up the smartass act after one too many brushes with a dusty end, but you were a stubborn piece of shit.

In fact, you were a little fucking brat.

And Tomura Shigaraki liked it.

“I won’t tell you twice,” he said, and when exactly did that gravel road rasp in his voice become so spine tingling?

His chest was flush with you now, and the familiar firmness pressing against your thigh only confirmed your revelation.

And only strengthened your resolve.

A grin on your face, you locked eyes with your boss.

“Oh, Shigs,” you mused, shivering at the way he smirked down at you in all his bloody, beaten glory. “I think you absolutely will.”

The bar behind you creaked under his grip and you suddenly missed the power in those deadly hands, pressing fingerprint bruises into your skin. You doubted you’d have to wait much longer for that though, not with the he twitched against your hips as you shifted to press back into him.

“Maybe you’ll listen better with your mouth full.”

One of those long fingers was trailing softly through the gashes in your top, running across your chest and tapping at your lips. He rolled what was undeniable a fucking unfairly large dick against you just so there would be no mistaking the direction this was clearly going in.

And what a hot fucking turn of events it was.

“Now boss, if you want me to keep talking, you’re gonna have to fill up something else.”

You couldn’t help but feel a little proud of yourself at the ability to formulate comebacks even as the hand at your lips slipped down to yours and drew it to the fastenings of his jeans.

“Don’t think I’m going to reward you for being so fucking irresponsible.”

He seemed at once so simultaneously wrecked and completely untouched by you that your head spun. Shigaraki kept his voice even, his face stuck in that same pleased expression. The only thing that gave him away was the raging hard cock you now palmed easily through his underwear and the pink flush that was spreading slowly down his neck and under the low collar of his shirt.

“Bold of you to assume this isn’t a reward,” you muttered, entranced by the way the blush lit around the razor edges of his scars, thin silver lines prominent against the blood rushing under his skin.

Your mouth watered and Shigaraki—Tomura? Should you call him Tomura now that his length was falling free into your palm and leaking across your fingers?—did nothing to stop you from leaning forward and latching onto one of the rough patches of flesh.

Shigs didn’t seem ashamed in the least or try to hide the gasp you yanked out of him with your tongue pressing deeply over the veins in his neck.

However, he also didn’t allow either of you to indulge for long. Seconds later a hand gripped the back of your shirt and the wrist that was currently pumping your boss’ deliciously heavy dick, stopping your movements entirely.

The rational part of your brain was not quick enough to catch the whine that left you when he moved to step away.

Shigaraki’s rare chuckle almost made it worth the embarrassment.

“Yeah,” he was grinning again but it was different this time. Predatory—a beast caught scent of blood, ready for the newest struggle to the death. “That’s what I thought.”

When he finally guided your hand back to his cock, warm with a beautiful red tip that gushed enough to slick your palm, you found it incrementally harder to formulate a response.

But you hadn't quite given up the fight yet.

When you smiled back at him, it was all teeth.

All claws.

Ready and waiting to be tamed.

[animeyanderelover]

What’s good everyone? After writing headcannons for so many Naruto characters, I think it’s only fair if I do the same for Black Butler and Hunter x Hunter as well. Let’s start with Black Butler.

Yandere Phantomhive manor Hc’s

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, manipulation, sabotage, controlling behavior, blackmailing, bribing, Yandere being mean, mentions of kidnapping, mentions of killing

Ciel Phantomhive

☕️I’m going with the scenario that he’s still a human in this one. Possessive for sure, I mean he lost his parents and had only his revenge in mind before he met the s/o. He’s aware of his not normal emotions, but does he care? Nope. Consider Elizabeth as done, he’ll break off the engagement immediately.

☕️He’s also an obsessive Yandere mixed together with the strict and manipulative type. He’s fascinated with how obsessed he is with his darling and wants to know why. That’s why he’ll find all available informations about them. Strict because he always needs to be in control and manipulative because...do I even need to tell? Surprisingly clingy, he always needs his s/o near him.

☕️Ciel is possessive and will get jealous fast. When he’s jealous he’ll give the other person a cold and harsh look whilst squeezing his s/o’s hand tightly. He’ll most likely will tell the person something with an underlying threat in it. The other person might not get it, but his darling will and is quick to finish the interaction.

☕️He couldn’t care less about who he has to kill, but as you might have expected he won’t kill them personally. He’ll send Sebastian to take care of whoever is a thorn in his eyes. He’ll kill people who’re too close to you, who flirted with you, who insulted you...The list is long.

☕️As soon as this guy forms his obsession with you he’ll, or to be clear Sebastian will kidnap you. Don’t expect to see the world outside the mansion anytime soon again. He hates taking his darling out, but when he’s invited to balls he needs to take them with him. Better behave or he’ll punish you.

☕️From this list he’s one of the worse ones. He’s cunning and sly what makes him a very dangerous Yandere. However, if you behave he’ll fulfill you every wish you have. If you don’t behave expect to be locked up in your room without food for a few days. But in my opinion the worst is when Ciel uses his words to break you and make you feel like trash.

Sebastian Michaelis

🐈‍⬛Sebastian is a demon which makes him naturally possessive. He’s also the aware Yandere, he might not understand human feelings that well, but he’s sure that they aren’t that strong. He’s probably annoyed and surprised when he discovered his unnatural feelings for you. How did you, a human, manage to make a demon fall in love with you?

🐈‍⬛Just like Ciel he’s also an obsessive and manipulative one mixed with a little bit of the clingy side. He wants to find out what is so different about the s/o that makes his nonexisting heart fluttering in his chest. He’s charming and knows that and you can bet that he’s going to use this on his darling. He’ll wrap them up in sweet lies to make them become more distant from others and to spend their whole time with him. This feeling is new to him and it’s rare for demons to find true love so you can bet your ass that he’ll clinge to your side as often and long as possible. He’s extremely overprotective over you, his mate.

🐈‍⬛He’s terribly possessive of his darling and gets jealous fast, but since he’s very composed he can hold out for quite some time with a smile on his face which might look just a little bit forced. But if his patience is over it will become scary. The air suddenly turns heavy and...did Sebastian’s eyes just turn pink and did his teeth look sharper than usual or was that just an imagination? This will scare anyone away.

🐈‍⬛He’s more careful with the killing because if his master finds out about it he’ll have a huge problem, but he definitely kills for the s/o. He kills everyone who takes a liking to the s/o, touches the s/o, tries to take them away from him and much more. But the most horrible deaths are given to the people who hurt and/or made his darling cry. This people will see the true rage of a demon.

🐈‍⬛He would definitely kidnap his darling, but I think he will at first try to do it differently. He’ll offer them a job in the manor and will convince Ciel to accept them, after all Ciel trusts Sebastian and will agree. If only this guy knew what Sebastian’s true intentions are. When the s/o agrees Sebastian will nearly spend every minute with them together and if they struggle with a task he’s more than happy to help. If the s/o refuses the job then he’ll resort to kidnapping. He’ll take them to a small cottage at a secure place and will lock them up in there. But don’t worry too much he makes sure that your every need is taken care off.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian is in a yellow zone. He’s heartless to anyone he thinks as a threat of, but to you he’ll be a true gentleman. It’s hard to anger this guy enough to become angry with you, but even then he would never hurt you. He’ll most likely let some parts of his demon form appear and will tower over you with glowing eyes, scaring the living shit out of you.

Finny

🌻One of the most delusional Yanderes on this planet. He is completely sure that his s/o loves him just as much as he loves them, no matter what anyone tells him. Also a worshipper and lovestruck one. He thinks of his darling as some kind of god/goddess and loves them more than anything else. But due to his delusions he sees his s/o as someone weak who needs his protection which he is more than happy to give them.

🌻Also a clingy Yandere, he treasures every moment with the s/o and whenever he doesn’t need to work he immediately hurries to his s/o to smoother them in affection and love. Obsessive and wants to know everything about his darling.

🌻He is someone who gets jealous easily. He thinks of the s/o as some kind of god/goddess and in this boy’s delusional mind it’s clear that anyone else wants his darling for theirselves. And there’s no chance he’ll let that happen.

🌻Finny is incredibly strong and is not afraid to hurt others. He thinks that everyone wants to take you away from him and is willing to leave a bloodbath behind if it means keeping you safe from any harm.

🌻Kidnapping depends on his darling’s acting towards him. If they love him as well, or at least pretend to do it, then he won’t lock them up, but if they resist him he’ll take them.

🌻He’s very delusional and that makes this whole situation very dangerous. In his mind every horrific thing he does is justified by his love for you. He’ll isolate you from other humans if you resist him to make you understand his love for you and might even break your legs if triggered enough. He’ll tell you that he did it because you would get hurt if he isn’t there to protect you. But because of his delusion he’s also very easy to manipulate. Pretend to love him and you’re free to walk around the mansion. It all depends on his darling’s behavior.

Bardroy

🚬Bardroy is harder to imagine as a Yandere, but I’ll give it a try. I think he’s an overprotective one given his past. He’ll always keep a close eye on his s/o and if they’re about to do something that in his mind might be dangerous for them he’ll stop them and asks them to let him do it for them. His darling is always within his reach. Due to his overprotectiveness I can see him as a manipulative Yandere, he does feel guilty when lying, but justifies it by saying that it will keep them safe in the end.

🚬Also the lovestruck Yandere. In this guy’s eyes you’re perfect and beautiful from every angle. He’s aware of his feelings and I can see him as someone who’s ashamed of them.

🚬He is a really impatient guy and that counts for his darling’s interaction with other persons too. But his reaction wouldn’t be that bad like some others. He would openly show his jealousy and dislike for the other persons whilst pulling the s/o closer to him. But a few soft spoken words from his s/o would be enough to calm him down and let them continue.

🚬This guy was a soldier so he’s used to killing people, but he has some honor so he won’t kill everyone. He only kills someone when that person hurts his darling or tries to take them away from him. Then he’ll grab a gun and ends that person’s life with a few shots.

🚬He doesn’t like the thought of kidnapping you at first, but then again he saw some bad stuff and will get paranoid quickly. If his s/o gets hurt then he’ll nearly have a mental breakdown before grabbing his darling and taking them with him, making sure that they can never be harmed again.

🚬Baldroy is overall one of the better Yanderes from this list, he treats you good and will try to spoil you as good as he can. All he really wants is your love and he would be over the moon if you would give it to him.

Mey-Rin

👓Mey-Rin is very shy about approaching her darling so she just watches them most of the time from the distance which makes her a stalker. Also a lovestruck Yandere. She supports you in whatever you do and if someone says something against the s/o or their work she’ll quickly defend them.

👓She’s an overprotective one. She didn’t have a pretty past either, no one from the servants had, so it’s only logical that she watches you like a hawk. Also clingy and manipulative. She wants her darling’s attention on her all the time and will somehow always end up near them. Might also use her clumsiness to get her darling to spend more time with her, making sure to stumble over her own feet more often than normally just to see her s/o rushing towards her and asking if she’s alright.

👓Clingy Yanderes are more easily jealous because they want their s/o’s attention on them. That counts for Mey-Rin as well. She’ll give the person a glare, but no one will see it because her glasses hide her eyes. Will most likely pretend to trip over the air and pretend to be hurt so her s/o’s attention shifts towards her.

👓She is a sniper and has killed people before and she’ll do it again for her darling’s sake. But only if someone gives her a good reason to, for example causing her darling pain or confessing to them.

👓Due to her clumsiness she’ll convince you to start working in the manor and her s/o will most likely agree, thinking that they can take care of her like this better. But if they think like this they’ll just do what Mey-Rin wants them to. If her darling refuses the job Mey-Rin will guilt trip them. She’s good at this, believe me, and after some time her darling will agree, feeling horrible for her.

👓She’s really cute for you, but don’t let yourself get fooled from this. She can be really cruel if she wants to be. This girl has two faces to her and makes sure you only see the clumsy one.

Bonus: Elizabeth Midford

🎀Elizabeth is a clingy and obsessive Yandere. She loves nothing more than when you give her your attention and makes sure that she can spend every single moment with her darling. Expect a lot cute parties where she’ll dress you up like a china doll. She loves her s/o and wants to know every little detail of them, wanting to make sure that everything is towards their liking because if you think this girl won’t shower you with gifts you’re dead wrong.

🎀She’s also a manipulative type. Like Mey-Rin she has two different sides to her and will use that. She really hates manipulating her darling and only does it if she has no other options left.

🎀As mentioned before she loves it when her darling’s attention is on her and feels sour whenever they give it to someone else. She’ll clinge onto her s/o’s arm and tries to make them pay attention to her. If that doesn’t work she’ll shortly drop her cute facade, of course without the s/o seeing, and will give the other person a glare. This’ll be unsettling for everyone because this is so out of character for Lizzy.

🎀She would never kill someone. She uses other ways. Her family is from a really high status and she’ll use that for her advantage to give every person that did wrong to her darling a hard time.

🎀Kidnapping is out of option too. She’s basically all the time with the s/o so there’s no need for kidnapping. But if her darling wants to spend some time without her she might use her manipulation to change their mind. But that’s all.

🎀Overall one of the better Yanderes from this list. She wants her darling to be happy and nothing will stop her from making them. But keep in mind that a coin has two sides.

[milfnearyou]

                 𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐣𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧: 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞.

      “𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦.”

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓: 𝟑.𝟐𝐊 | 𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐑 | 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝟏

𝐊𝐈𝐌 𝐉𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐈𝐍 𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐗 (𝐗-𝐄𝐗𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐈)

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: KIDNAPPING. TORTURE. PTSD. TRAUMA. WHIPPING. HARASSMENT. NO SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER. MENTIONS OF PSYCHOLOGICAL ELEMENTS. LIGHT TALK OF PERSONALITY DISORDERS AND SCHIZOPHRENIA WILL BE DELVING INTO MORE DETAILS ON THE NEXT CHAPTER.

I ALSO DECIDED TO MAKE THIS A SERIES TO PREVENT MAKING THE WHOLE THING REALLY LONG ON ONE POST SINCE TUMBLR GLITCHES A LOT BUT ALSO FOR PEOPLE WHO CAN’T FOCUS ON VERY LONG FICS :)

VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

To say that you were hurting would be an understatement.

Everything and anything served as an infernal memory. Whether it be an object or something as simple as the weather, the effect it had could potentially be triggering for you. This new way of life felt more like a slow, painful process in which you were dying.

Overwhelming, things were now always overwhelming. Your anxiety shooting through the roof, the small person inside of you crumbling away into nothing as you screamed at the top of your lungs only to never be heard.

Your life felt orchestrated, the strings and rhythms conducted by no one else but Lucifer himself. With your pain, he created a symphony for a play, one that was to be forever engrained within your mind, body and soul.

It felt surreal, a simulation with you as its subject and yet, it was in every way authentic. None of it was a figment of your imagination, it wasn't just a bad dream but it was your reality. The scars that littered your body like a tormented and abused piece of canvas served as proof that it had all happened.

Your body ached, countless spikes of excruciating pains rushing through your many vessels and arteries, the nerves on your body were almost always on edge. It was difficult to hold onto reality, the point of returning being so far away that the thought of just letting go, would be a much quicker and simple solution. After all, you were halfway to insanity and the thought of being sane no longer remained a possibility.

It didn’t stop there. Your biggest enemy was your mind. The cursed piece of soft tissue that sat right in the middle of your enclosed skull was the one thing quickest to abandon you, betraying you within a blink of an eye and letting your body act on its own. It was impossible to control your thoughts when you almost always gravitating towards self-destruction.

Day and night, your mind screamed at you, unleashing a cacophony of howling, piercing screams that made your head ring. Blaring on and on, it had no limit. Going as far as venturing into your dreams late at night, filling your only moment of peace with countless nightmares. It was driving you mad. Always pushing you to constantly fight with yourself. You tried your best to ignore the urges but it seemed impossible.

Loudly, you'd scream into the emptiness of your surroundings telling yourself to shut up, to make it stop. Occasionally going as far as becoming physical, slapping the palms of your hands against your temple in attempts to strike yourself awake or hitting your head against a flat surface in attempts to knock the thoughts out. 

But there was no chance to wake up. You were long gone. Stuck in a deep slumber that caused your physical state to act like a zombie. Almost as if your frontal lobe had shut down. Everything occurring in a rather monotone way. Laced with a sudden breakdown that hit you every other day, exploding with fear and anger. The effects of your past trauma reminding you that you still had feelings within, that you had emotions but that they were no longer positive. The negativity overflowed within you and was always ready to burst.

You saw people, individuals who claimed they could help. Medically known as psychiatrists but in your opinion, middle-aged women who seemed lonelier than you were. Portraits of Persian cats hung all over their workrooms, the scowls plastered on the faces of the felines were ones also visible on the psychiatrists themselves.

They always said it was the voices, emerging from your previously traumatic experience. Well no shit, of course, you knew that. It was a no brainer that there were voices in your head, you had diagnosed yourself of having un-welcomed people inside your mind a long time ago. 

However, unbeknownst to the therapists themselves you also knew that they'd been planted into your mind from god knows how long ago. They simply waited for something to set them free, triggering the alarm and giving them proper cause to make you lose your mind.

All they needed was freedom and they were granted access to that with the help of a certain someone. A man who shared the same looks, name and identity as someone you grew close with, someone you developed feelings for. A man you fell in love with that had a terrible secret. It was hard to determine what exactly his secret was until you came face to face with it yourself. And when you did, you wanted out. Pandora's box had been opened and yet, it wasn't even your fault that it had.

You simply had to face the consequences of falling in love with someone who had a duplicate. Was it a clone? Or was it a twin? It was hard to say because he seemed to be from another world, a different planet even but in reality, he was conceived by the hands of a twisted mind. Fabricated inside a laboratory, only to be sent out many years later to wreak havoc upon your life.

And one dreaded night, he arrived. Snatching you away and hiding you for what added up to be weeks of torture. A show in which you were the leading role, the subject to many horrendous acts that one could never imagine. Acts that he always said were done because he “loved” you.

“You know I love you?” He’d say, all while his nimble fingers danced along the grains of your skin. Brushing up and down your arm as the fear raced through your veins. Your blood running cold, the hairs on your neck standing upwards. Your body was all too familiar with reacting with terror.

A few painfully quiet moments would pass, the sound of water dripping from the faucet, filtering into your conversation until he’d clear his throat. Leaning in forwards and resting his lips just above your left ear, his hot breath burning against your skin as you feel yourself holding in your breath.

“Silence isn’t an option, you either speak or be spoken for,” He warns and you nod rapidly in response. You knew the protocol and you knew exactly what it meant when he said that.

“Do you love me like I love you?” He asks. Circling from your back as he stands in front of you, using his calloused hand to hold your face upwards. Cupping your chin, his touch is moderately tender but you know that with one wrong move, everything could change.

“Define love,” You respond, not wanting to give him the direct answer he wanted. It would feed his ego all too much if you were to be so direct and yet, secretly he enjoyed you defying him. He loved how you didn't give in so quickly, it allowed him the chance to get physical and boy, did he love to get physical.

“Define love? I— obviously, don’t understand the concept of love as much as I'd like to admit. But when I look at you, the sickening feeling that emerges within me makes me think that yes, this is love. It’s everything that suppresses inside my chest, threatening to explode at any given moment. The oxygen that carries through my blood, that fuels the life inside me is filled with the thought of you. Love is, being alive and there’s nothing else except for you that makes me feel more alive.”

You fall silent at his response. Simply because none of it made sense, a cluster of babbled words falling out of his mouth as you stare at him watching as his expression slowly falls apart. The look of love is no longer there, replaced with infatuation, obsession and anger. He acted as if he’d known you for an eternity, professing his delusional love as if it mattered. As if you’d have a change of heart and drop everything within a blink of an eye just for him.

“...You must also understand that I love you because I can’t let him be the only person who loves you too,” He adds, “So do you love me like I love you? It’s only fair you do.”

“Love is a blessing in life. Something that isn’t forced upon, a concept in which— it may hold the key to your life in its hands but cannot be obtained without the honest feelings of another. It takes two to tango, not one, but two." 

Momentarily pausing, you swallow the lump inside your throat, pushing it downwards. Allowing the newly found courage inside your body to come forward, "...And I'm afraid I can’t dance with you.” 

Your rejection is something that hits him hard. Time seems to stop as the fleshy look on his face drops, the expression in his eyes have been replaced with a newfound fury. But it quickly wipes away as you watch him throw his head back letting out a cackle, his voice echoing inside the dingy, dark basement. 

Like a slideshow, his emotions were quick to change moving from pure anger to joy as he laughs at your response. You can't help but sit there and think that he's absolutely mad. A man who shares the same body, face and voice as your lover but seems to be much more cunning and sinister. He's evil and he proves himself to be just that with his following actions and honestly, you aren't even surprised at this point. 

His large hand that once caressed your face had now found its way to the knotted locks of hair, gripping it tightly as he shoves you to the ground. Pushing you down from the chair you once sat on and glueing you to the floor. The coldness of the surface is somewhat, soothing against your painfully hot skin as he presses your face against the ground. The weight of his body adding more pressure as he straddles you from behind, moving strings of your hair aside just so he can see your face. Amused, he smirks to himself when he sees you withering in pain, strings of saliva dripping past your chapped lips and leaking onto the floor.

"Oh dear, what a waste," He pouts, bringing forward a free hand to wipe your drool away. The tip of his finger now covered in your bodily fluids as he brings it to his lips, licking his finger in excitement. His eyes practically rolling to the back of his head as he moans in delight, "Deliciously, sweet." 

Disgusted by his actions you can't help but shut your eyes. Shielding yourself one way or another from looking at his grotesquely beautiful visage. Naturally, the tears also begin to seep past your eyes, drifting down your cheeks. You can feel him lean in, hovering over you. A whimper squeaks past your lips when you feel his tongue dragging itself across your cheek, it feels like he's about to eat you alive. Like a lion licking its prey.  

Removing his tongue from your cheek, he brings it towards your ear. Licking your helix before sucking gently on your earlobe, “I hope, you consider this next special thing. Perhaps, as a warning of some sort?” 

Pushing himself off of you, you can hear him rummage around in the drawer he’s got next to the chair you once sat on. The sound of metallic objects rattling around and clinking against each other until it comes to a halt. The silence isn't soothing, it's terrifying. 

Your heart begins to thump profusely, rapidly beating. You find it hard to breathe, to possibly calm down as your mind races with all the possible objects he could’ve chosen to use on you. A knife? Perhaps a nail gun.

The possibilities were essentially endless due to his massive collection of murderous weapons. But you receive your answer when you feel the long, multiple strips of leather entwined in cotton and tiny pieces of cattle bone brushing against your skin.

“Cat o’ nine tails,” He answers, introducing the weapon to you. Teasingly he brings the weapon up and down your bareback. Shuddering in fear as you feel the item grind against your back, the softness you feel now will be nothing in comparison to what you'll actually feel. 

"Baby, remember that I have to do this because I love you."

Thwack!

The first blow that hits you makes your ears ring. The sensation feels hot, tingling at your skin. It's a mixture of pain along with pins and needles, only getting worse with each blow that he gives you. The stinging had a pain so strong and immense that it was hard for you to even lay there still, writhing around on the ground like a worm on hot pavement. You began to feel overwhelmed with pain, your nerves essentially on fire as you struggled to keep yourself awake. 

Thwack, thwack, thwack!

You could feel the skin on your back begin to rip open, the crimson blood seeping from your wounds as he kept going. There was no mercy as you screamed, your vocal cords straining so hard your voice went hoarse. Slowly, you began to shut down. First, your hands falling limp at your sides, your body cased in sweat as you felt drained to a pulp. Then your screams came to a halt, the breathing in your voice drastically slowing down. Finally, your eyes began to droop, fluttering shut as you saw nothing but black. 

Was this the end for you? 

Jolting upwards, you topple off your bed and collide with the ground. Gritting your teeth in pain when you feel your back begin to burn, your semi-healed scars becoming agitated from the impact. Slowly rising upwards you panic at your dark surroundings but calm down once you realize that you're at home. Your sweet Maison, inside your calming bedroom with your lover sound asleep on his half of the mattress.

He's at peace with his soft and supple cheek squished against the fluffy pillow. Strands of his brown hair sticking about, his eyes shut tightly. You can't help but mumble to yourself about how adorable he is before leaving your room. Quietly heading towards the kitchen and flickering on the lights, flinching when everything seemed to be much too bright.

Your eyes gravitate towards the clock on the wall, it was four in the morning. You decided that there was no way you were going back to sleep at this hour. Shuffling towards your coffee machine, you brew yourself an iced coffee mixing in a shot of almond milk with your drink. Adding in a few ice cubes, you stir your drink slowly trying your best to ignore the pain in your back.

"You alright?"

Turning around you see Jongin, standing there shirtless in his teddy bear PJ pants. He rubs his eyes a few times before putting on his circular framed glasses, giving you a sleepy smile when he finally sees you properly through the lens. He looked beautiful in his groggy state and so did you to him with your hair flowing freely. Dressed cosily in his white tee with your supreme briefs underneath it.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Did I wake you up?" You ask, taking a sip from your drink.

"No, you're good. Can you make me one too baby?"

Nodding in response you turn towards your coffee machine, your back facing towards him to brew him a drink. "Latte?" You ask.

"Mhm, you know me so well," Slowly he wraps his arms around you, failing to notice how you slightly flinch at his touch. His hands travel towards your stomach as he hugs you tightly, placing his nose in the crook of your neck as he inhales your scent, "I love you so much."

The scene feels all too familiar and it makes you nervous. Gently you push him off of you, unaware that your gesture has hurt his feelings. Departing from your back he comes to your side, leaning against the marble counter.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He questions.

"I'm fine, just...don't, do that," You reply, the tone of your voice is soft, almost delicate as if you spoke any louder something would break.

"Do what?" He asks while bringing his hand towards your shoulder, frowning when he sees you dip your shoulder away from his touch, "You don't want me to touch you?"

Sighing you turn to face him, observing his hurt expression. His eyes are slightly glassy as he looks at you for an answer.

"Nini, it's not that I don't want you to touch me. It's because I'm still injured from the incident, so everything's just a bit fragile," You explain, partially lying through your teeth. It was true you were very hurt but you also didn't want him touching you because everything he did reminded you of the other him.

He nods quietly, smiling softly at you as he slowly gestures you to have a seat at the coffee table, "I'll cover the drink, you go rest."

Sitting down at the coffee table you quietly enjoy your beverage. Jongin soon joining you, seated at the front. The kitchen is quiet, dimly lit by the singular overhanging light you've got on. Jongin's caramel complexion shining underneath the lightbulbs rays. His eyes are affectionate, his gaze never leaving you as he chews on his bottom lip.

"I'm sorry," He starts, "I know it's been hard and I'm really sorry that you have to be hurting. I just wish that the incident could've brought us closer somehow but it's just, pushing us apart."

Drumming your fingers against the table you avoid his gaze. You don't know what to say, you can't blame him for what happened. But you also can't help but think that had you not known Jongin then you would've never met the other him. His twin or, whatever he was.

"I should've told you about him. Then maybe I could've prevented this somehow," His voice falters as you look up to see him. He's wiping his tears away, the whites of his eyes are slightly red.

"Jongin—”

"Tell me," He interrupts, "Do you see him when you look at me?"

Looking at Jongin, you can definitely see the other him. Except for the fact that the other him or Kai as he liked to call himself had dark green hair. Besides the difference in hair colours, they were pretty much identical. Opting to remain silent, he receives his answer.

"I wish it had never happened but, now that everything's passed I want to be by your side to help you heal. I want to help you through this," He explains. Nonchalantly sliding his hand forwards, he offers you to take his hand and you do, though not right away. Intertwining your fingers with his, you feel his thumb rub the skin of your palm gently.

"You know I love you?" He says and you can't help but shudder when those words come fluttering out of his mouth. Looking up at him you momentarily see Kai rather than Jongin and your heart stops. Afraid that you'll be punished for not speaking back. You say it back, in an almost trained responsive way. Even if the man that's in front of you isn't Kai but Jongin. You say it back because you're still afraid, you're still scared and those affectionate words do nothing but terrify you.

"I love you too."

   𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐃: 𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐅𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐔©︎

[anxiousnerdwritings]

(Part 1) zoydzlhfxfzmbdd BRUH. BRUH. BRUH. your writing is phenomenal! Like, can I get the number of the Demon you sold your soul to for writing talent? Because ugh its so fucking good. I love your concepts and headcanons and they're always so in character and fit so well with each yandere like a terrifying PBJ sandwich 🥪. If you're not busy, can I get some uh platonic yandere Superman? Like, just imagine him adopting a dumbass vigilante reader and getting uber protective when he realises

Yandere Platonic!Superman/Clark Kent x Daughter!Reader

Once Clark meets you as your vigilante persona and sees how reckless and careless you really are, he just knows he has to take you in as his own. He's not like Bruce who will gradually get to the point of taking you under his wing and bringing you into the family, no Clark rushes in head first, much like yourself. Now, he knows you're not of legal adopting age but the doesn't keep him from deciding henceforth you will be his daughter.

When Clark does make his fateful visit, your fate was already decided before he even got to your apartment complex. He either got the address from Bruce or from one of the many nights he followed you home, just to ensure you got back safely and without incident. Speaking of which, he'll have to have talk with you about how you late you come home, barely leaving any time for you to get a restful amount of sleep.

Once you open the door and see Superman in all his superhero glory (he didn't even bother changing) you don't have enough time before he's already inside your apartment, looking around and taking everything in. It's obvious that you're a broke college student just by how bare and empty the place is. You're still babbling on about how he found you and what the hell's going on. Clark already thinks this place isn't good enough for you by any means. Looking through your cupboards only to find cup'o'noodles, peanut butter and RedBull. Yeah this isn't going to fly with him. He's surprised you've made it this far on your own, but now you don't have to survive by yourself cause Clark's here now.

You won't be able to talk your way out of anything with Clark, if he has his mind already set on something then that's what he's gonna go with. You'll be packed up and moved into his house in no time, probably the same night he comes to your apartment. You're pretty sure you're being kidnapped and you are, but Clark's just taking his daughter home. He's too delusional and too far gone to see his actions as anything other than what they are and to him, he's taking care of his precious baby girl and making sure your needs are met.

If you have a job, Clark will be there especially if it's a job like being a cashier, server, or something of the sort. He'll drop by to check in on you and make sure everything's going well. He doesn't necessarily like you working, he and Lois could take care of you, but it is a proud moment to see his Daughter being responsible and doing grown up things. He'll take sneaky photos of you while your working just to send them to Lois or Bruce, bragging about how well you're working and how much of a little worker bee you are. All the while you're having an existential crisis about this strange man who keeps referring to himself as your Dad and how he basically kidnapped you the day before, after not even meeting him for the first time.

Speaking of Lois, she and the rest of the Superfamily have already been well aware of Clark bringing you home, he hadn't stopped talking about leading up to the day he actually brought you home. Lois was hesitant and apprehensive about at first but once he brought you home, she saw exactly what Clark had seen in you. In that moment she accepted that this was the best choice for you. You're still very much in a panic over the whole thing especially when you're all sitting at the dinner table and everyone's acting like this is what you've all been doing for years, being completely normal and not uttering a word about what all has gone down in the last few days.

If you have a boyfriend or girlfriend, you won't anymore after Clark finds out. He won't allow you to date at any age, you're going to stay his precious baby girl. He can't fathom the thought of you getting married or having kids, not that he's opposed to grandkids, he just is opposed to everything leading up to grandkids. He wants to keep in his mind that you're his pure and innocent daughter and that no one has tainted you or anything. If you've already had intimate relationships, it would be best to keep that to yourself.

Clark is always listening to your heart beat, keeping track of even the smallest changes in the rhythmic beating. He'll use his x-ray vision while you're both out on patrol to check for any internal damage or injuries. God forbid if he finds any, you're being rushed to the hospital right away, no ifs, ands, or buts. He'll stay with you the whole time. Now if Clark knows who hurt you or even the slightest inkling they're a goner. He'll track them down and beat them to a pulp, maybe even killing them in the process.

Clark probably has a parenting book about How to Raise a Daughter. He'll take advice from Lois, Kara and Karen but he'll usually go with his gut. He'll treat you a lot like a toddler or middle schooler than an actually college aged person. When you're old enough to drink, he'll probably have a heart attack. Clark just can't take the thought of you going to a bar and getting drunk and then the thought of some grubby drunk person hitting on you or making you feel uncomfortable just gets him all kinds of angry. Lois would be the voice of reason, telling you to date and to go out and have fun but to be safe about it, while Clark is off to the side with his arms crossed and huffing like a child who didn't get his way. If you do go out, Clark will follow whether as Superman or where some ridiculous disguise.

God forbid if you actually do sneak out and go on dates behind his back, Clark will feel both betrayed and upset. He'll pull that "I'm not mad, just disappointed" card on you and you'll probably feel like a piece of shit for making him upset. But then you remember that this man KIDNAPPED YOU and MADE YOU HIS DAUGHTER!!!! But the psychological aspect of being told that you disappointed someone does hit deep and you'll probably come around to apologizing to him and promising him you won't do it again. He'll use that on you a lot to make you more compliant.

If you do have your own REAL family and you're close with them, Clark will probably orchestrate something to get rid of them. Like some sort of weird accident or putting the blame on a specific villain. He was just a little too late to save them and he'll hold you as you collapse into his arms crying. As much as it kills Clark to see you hurting, it had to be done. He'll be right by your side the whole time, even at the funeral he'll be right there for you. You won't feel alone with Clark around, he'll make sure of it. If you want space Clark will hesitantly give it to you, but he's using his super hearing and x-ray vision to make sure you're okay, periodically checking in on you using his powers. You don't know what all you've gotten thrown into and you won't be able to claw your way out of it, it's just best to play along and keep the facade going on. Who knows maybe you'll believe sooner or later, maybe you'll become just as delusional as your "dad", if only.