#imageing allover the place

[sol-rambles]

Okay its really late but I wanna say words about zam with bacon today.

First off, taking bacon up to the closet to tell him about "the demon in his closet." Which one he has each time called the demon in his closet or his evil self, yet as we know.. Its joker zam. Since well, that's why he made it a closet.

Secondly, talking to bacon about how joker zam gets closer to taking over him with every death (explosion) , when he gets super annoyed/frustrated (shulker farm) , someone infuriates him (pangi singing) or just sleeping in the bed. The last one he points out every time he goes asleep in that bedroom. But right after that, he fucking goes up to the room and sleeps in the bed.

Afterwards zam tells bacon about how he was after seeing joker zam in his dreams and he had a conversation with him, before asking if bacon heard him screaming 'Cause he was 'screaming really loudly', which, well he didn't make a sound until he woke up. Literally not one throughout the whole sleep time.

But now, the interesting part... When zam comes back downstairs to the villager room with bacon, he keeps being ontop of bacon and is speaking a little stranger than before. He's seemingly much more for killing people and is now soley held back by his oath (to himself) not to kill people. He begins asking bacon, each time coming right up to his face, or right behind him if he would mind/liked if he killed someone.

Okay finally why I made this post. He LITERALLY does a joker zam thing. Talking about a peice of his skin, and taking off all his armour. Specifically the metal arm, which btw used to be the bloodied one. Something I noticed like day one and for some reason was like, "I dont need to point that out!"

as shown, right after speaking about the metal arm, armourless. (He does quickly put his armour back on, hes not 20hearts or invincible.) But goes right back into bacon's space to ask him if he should kill people. A question bacon has continuously said yes to, aslong as its not him.

-=-

Also, this is kinda separate and may be unrelated but he seems rather against bringing up any other seasons other than s6 if its not an incredibly vague reference.

BACON: "I feel like you've made oaths to yourself and broken them before."

ZAM: "like what, name one."

BACON: "Idunno, I'm just saying probably happened."

ZAM: "I can name one, I wont."

I feel like this is pointing towards s4 exploits and zam is saying he broke an 'oath' with himself to not exploit. And how he broke it by joining spoke in the end of the season.

Another time in this conversation with a s4 mention, someone in bacon's chat says that all zam's valuables are in his echest. To which zam replies "cause the best vault is an enderchest, right?" Which was quite commonly said in s4 in regards to where people (mainly spoke) kept their exploited goods. Or where alot of the duped goods from team awesome were stored.

Okay I'm not done analysing yet but I need to sleep its really fucking late expect more in the morning. This was alot of fun to do.

[hologramcowboy]

So I decided to look up the Family Business brewery Jensen owns and noticed several things lacking. I apologize for the longer ask but I wanted to see what your thoughts on all this are, as it seems to line up with the fact Jensen's image is a bit allover the place (not really authentic and unique like he was when he was younger), and seems like this translates with how his brewery is being run. 1) I noticed that their menu doesn't really have any standout items, merely pizza joint type food. Every restaurant I've ever dined in had some kind of standout food item or a "signature dish" if you will. As of today, if I were to place an order online all they have are pizzas including a build your own, salted pretzels, a couple salads, and cinnamon sugar pretzels and chocolate chip cookies for desserts. Seriously, where are the pies, cheese burgers, and other SPN influenced food items on their menu? Oh and they need to fix the inconsistency for their hours of operation between their online ordering site and what their website says are their hours for take-outs and such... 2) I did some research for the top rated breweries in Austin and noticed something curious. The Family Business brewery (which was not on any of these kinds of lists) is open only 4 days of the week, yet most of the top rated breweries in Austin are open either 6 or 7 days of the week. I remember in one interview more recently Jensen admitted that they were struggling from the COVID shutdowns and implied they are somewhat struggling still. I did some reading and learned that some restaurants choose to stay closed on Mondays due to lower traffic and therefore potentially costing more to stay open than staying closed. So being closed on Monday with this in mind I can understand, but why also Tuesday and Wednesday? They also are open from 3 to 9 Thursdays and Fridays and 12 to 9 on Saturday and Sunday. Are they hurting for cash so much they can't afford to stay open the other 3 days of the week, or are these people allergic to the idea of working a 40 hour work week? Unless Danneel and crew are using Jensen's name to lure in customers and essentially getting rich off Jensen's back barely putting in any hours to show for it... 3) Based on the photos I've seen of their merchandise, inside of the brewery, etc. I see nothing related to SPN even though this brewery's very name is SPN-related. If I were to walk into this place tomorrow with no knowledge of who owns the place, I would have no idea Jensen Ackles owns the bar nor would I know the influence or story of how the brewery came to be (and the name too). If Jensen's name and SPN career is supposed to drive traffic to their brewery, why does the menu, decor and merchandise they sell not reflect this at all? Literally nothing stands out about this place, it looks like a "normal" brewery or bar to me honestly. The image, the decor, the merchandise, the menu, even the outside of this place, nothing about it would pull me in to walk in and eat and drink. Where's the uniqueness, the authenticity, the story?

There's no uniqueness and targetted branding because Jensen started this venture as an easy cash cow. He could have created exclusive experiences for people and made a name for himself but instead he just invested as little money, effort, planning and energy as possible and relied on his name to draw people in. Thatis a very, very poor business strategy.

As for the pizza, as someone who has quite a few friends with deep Italian roots, please let's not call that pizza. Real pizza is a whole different universe and experience and I highly recommend ordering from an authentic Italian restaurant instead.

The food in general takes a long time to reach the customer and that's an extremely bad customer experience, one of many, just check out the reviews and how poorly FBBC answers them without actually resolving the quality side of their attitude OR services. His business is struggling because instead of honoring customers he is all about himself and not focusing on delivering value but rather on what he can easily take with the least money and effort invested.

I 150% with you, he could have created a legacy brand but that would have required quality and soul, something he seems to sadly lack as he is unable to touch upon authenticity.

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[shiho-elliptic]

Crypto CTF 2023 Writeup (EN)

(日本語版: https://shiho-elliptic.tumblr.com/post/722392022714073088/crypto-ctf-2023-writeup-ja )

I participated to CryptoCTF 2023 as a team "ierae". we're placed at 13th (we completed all challenges, so the score is equal to 1st team's that).

My teammate's writeup: @ta1yak1_8926: https://hackmd.io/@taiyaki/BJbEomuF2

Solved by me

Bertrand (medium, 21 solves)

2nd solve.

We have an image file which is encoded the ciphertext. The encrypt function has been applied rotation to that, but rotation degree is only four patterns ($$90\times n\lbrack\deg\rbrack$$, $$n\in \mathbb{Z}$$) so we can enumerate the all cases. More, we can ignore sox because it used at image generation phase only.

The plaintext (= flag) and ciphertext corresponded byte-by-byte, hence this cipher can interpret as a transposition cipher. Further, It has a key-based sort process, but the key-length is only three bytes so we can enumerate all cases of that easily (It's only $$\lvert S _ 3\rvert = 3! = 6$$ patterns!)

I used the flag prefix CCTF{ as "known plaintext" for brute-force the key of that. the allover complexity is just $$256^3$$.

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/717b44cc1c5cc8b0707a81b7b345cdc9

Insights (medium, 88 solves)

$$d$$ is uniquely determined from $$n$$ since d = next_prime(pow(n, 0.2919)). that's all.

Note: the difficulty of this challenge is "hard" at first. I thought "too easy for hard" at solved, but it was changed to "medium" later. lol

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/6ec91e35e4a974572ecb1d576d446ba0

Shevid (hard, 17 solves)

It's an instance of SIDH. We can apply Castryck-Decru attack. I wrote a script that used https://github.com/GiacomoPope/Castryck-Decru-SageMath and solved it.

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/f5e694e2cf2233fccf3f199f60f45c6b

Barak (medium, 27 solves)

We have a Hessian curve. Hessian curve is birationally equivalent to Elliptic curve, so I transform given curve and points to corresponded Elliptic curve and the points on that. Marc Joye and Jean-Jacques Quisquater. 2001. Hessian Elliptic Curves and Side-Channel Attacks. was a good reference for me.

When transformed on the Elliptic curve, the base point $$P$$ holds $$\lvert P\rvert = 3083219685676632130193959041477461850061047352503612$$. Any its prime factor is smaller than $$2^{35}$$, therefore we can use Pohlig-Hellman attack to this ECDLP instance. In fact, I used ellog function of Pari/GP.

Nonetheless, We can't get the plaintext $$m$$ even solved ECDLP correctly. It caused by that holds $$m\lt \lvert P\rvert \lt p$$. so "actual solution" is formed "$$m = x _ 0 + n\lvert P\rvert$$" where $$x _ 0$$ is the solution of ECDLP and $$0\leq n\lt 25$$ ($$\because 24\lvert P\rvert \lt p \lt 25\lvert P\rvert$$).

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/cf112ddf554ea9d447dff31cb40731bf

Byeween (hard, 22 solves)

We have an ellitic curve $$E$$ and a point $$Q$$ on $$E$$. We need to compute ALL $$P\in E$$ that satisfies $$2P = Q$$ to get the flag.

In general, the two-division points of a point can compute by compute the roots of division polynomial for that. SageMath's division_points method1 uses that too. It can solve this challenge with fail a few times, because that can't compute the all solutions sometimes.

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/deccae6523d5548086e237ee70f1ee42

Vinefruit (hard, 19 solves)

We need to collide the given hash function. the target hash function is defined by $$\mathrm{vinefruit} _ {p, o, m}(m) := f(p)$$, where $$(m _ i) _ {i = 1, \ldots, \ell}$$ is target message, $$(p, o, m)$$ is parameter, and $$f(x)$$ is

$$$ f(x) = ((o + m _ 1) x^\ell + m _ 2x^{\ell - 1} + \cdots + m _ \ell x) \bmod m. $$$

For simple, we fixed $$(p, o, m)$$ and omit that in below discussion.

Set $$\mathrm{vinefruit}(00^\ell)$$ as a target to collide. In this situation, the challenge can transform to "Compute a $$x$$ that satisfies $$\mathrm{vinefruit}(x) - \mathrm{vinefruit}(00^\ell)\equiv 0\pmod m$$" . In fact, we can reduce this challenge to an instance of Modular knapsack problem, so we can solve this challenge by LLL-reducing following lattice:

$$$ \begin{pmatrix} 1 & 0 & \cdots & 0 & 0& p\cr 0 & 1 & \cdots& 0 & 0 & p^2\cr 0 & \vdots & \ddots & \cdots & \vdots & \vdots\cr 0 & 0 & \cdots & 1 & 0 & p^{\ell - k}\cr 0 & 0 & \cdots & 0 & 1 & c \cr 0 & 0 & \cdots & 0 & 0 & -m\cr \end{pmatrix} $$$

where

$$$ c = ((o + m _ \ell)p^\ell + m _ {\ell - 1}p^{\ell - 1} + \cdots + m _ {\ell - k + 1}p^{\ell - k + 1} - \mathrm{vinefruit}(00^\ell)) \bmod m $$$

and choose $$m _ \ell, m _ {\ell - 1}, \ldots, m _ {\ell - k + 1}$$ randomly as an initial state. In actual code, I decorated(i.e. weighted) to the lattice but omitted. We can collide the hash function by a message constructed by a vector, that is LLL-reduced basis of the lattice and all element of that is an unsigned 8-bit integer (i.e. it is the 0 to 255).

However, this strategy is not effetive when large $$m$$ because the constraint "unsigned 8-bit integer" becomes too hard. I decide to ignore the case of $$m = 2^{128}$$ and precompute the cases of $$m = 2^{32}$$ and $$m = 2^{64}$$ (Note: $$m$$ is only these three cases).

In this challenge, $$m$$ is determined for every $$\ell\in\lbrace\,35, 34, \ldots, 17\,\rbrace$$ so the probability of "All $$m$$ does not equals to $$2^{128}$$" is $$(2/3)^{18} = 262144/387420489 = 1/(2^{10.52932\ldots}) \gt 1/1500$$. Hence we can solve that with about 1500-times reconnect.

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/bc5cf7f519ad28f2369625ad49bd9089

After the comptetition:

This attack is a second-preimage attack. However collision attack is enough to solve this actually. In addition, vinefruit function can interpret as rolling hash, so we can attack that using any famous implementation. In this strategy, It use the Closest Vector Problem to solve that whereas I used the Shortest Vector Problem.

Solved with teammates

Risk (medium, 35 solves)

Prime factorization is done by @ta1yak1_89262. but he stucked to solve the RSA with $$\gcd(\varphi(N), e) = 10728$$. I solved that using the cannonical map $$\mathbb{Z} / pq\mathbb{Z}\hookrightarrow \mathbb{F} _ q$$ and solve $$x^6 - A \equiv 0\pmod q$$ by SageMath's roots() method.

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/cfd56e9dd47c7f2041157ffb6bb7477c

Big (hard, 23 solves)

We know parameters $$a$$ and $$N = pq$$. Prime factorization is done by @ta1yak1_89263, I solved only after that.

For every bit $$b\in\lbrace\,0, 1\,\rbrace$$, Select $$\left(\frac{t}{N}\right) = 2b - 1$$ as randomly, and put $$c := t - a/t \bmod N$$. Since $$c \equiv (t^2 - a)/t\pmod N$$ so we have $$tc \equiv t^2 - a \pmod N \iff t^2 - tc - a \equiv 0\pmod N$$. all coefficients are known so we can solve that as an ordinary quadratic equation (over $$\mathbb{F} _ p$$ and $$\mathbb{F} _ q$$). CRT is useful.

If you interested in the theoretical details, see §4.1.1 Cocks' IBE ciphertexts in Anca-Maria Nica. 2020. Quadratic Residues and Applications in Cryptography. - https://profs.info.uaic.ro/~webdata/doctorate/NicaAncaMaria/Rezumat-En.pdf

Solver:

https://gist.github.com/elliptic-shiho/07b3440678135f0712d467925b9e81af

Afterwords

It's been a while since I played CTF seriously, and I could get a good result. Feel Good Inc.

However It's taking longer than it did before to solve challenge. I wanna participate to CTF as much as possible in this year.

https://github.com/sagemath/sage/blob/9.8/src/sage/schemes/elliptic_curves/ell_point.py#L886 ↩︎

Details: https://hackmd.io/@taiyaki/BJbEomuF2#Risk-122-pts-35-solves-Medium (in Japanese). ↩︎

Details: https://hackmd.io/@taiyaki/BJbEomuF2#Big-169-pts-23-solves-Hard (in Japanese). ↩︎

[feministgoblin]

Jenny Saville

The principle of natural growth is fundamental to Jenny Saville’s art. Nowhere is this more evident than in her drawings, where a mark or line can appear to lead intuitively to another in a fluid process that suggests a growing organism. The forms that develop in this way seem dynamic and self-creative, emphasized by the memory traces they leave on the paper—selected by the artist because of its resistance to erasure. Some of her new, horizontal drawings of coupling nudes have an alloverness that at times undermines their focal point, usually the place of sexual contact. She cites the open-ended, “unfinished” look of one of Leonardo’s tiny sketches for The Virgin and Child with St Anne and the Infant at the British Museum, London, as an inspiration. When describing her drawings, Saville states that:

“I wanted the eye to unconsciously slip from one form to another. I’ve been trying to find ways to stretch a feeling of time by layering realities. After working on an image for a while, building up different poses, bodies or limbs start to intertwine and unexpected forms emerge.”

Link

[daisiesonafield-blog]

the whole “party boy louis” do you think maybe louis was acting that way was because he was going through a lot at that time?

Hi anon,

It was very clearly about changing his image in preparation for babygate. 

I think people need to understand something about PR and image. Having the paps show up at every lad night at a club is not candid. Those photos are not of the paps “catching drunk Louis” or “catching the 1D star in a car full of girls”. THEY ARE ABOUT CREATING A STORY. 

Louis’ image up until that point had very much been “the funny boy with a serious girl back home”. THE MINUTE that was out the picture, his image changed to “just another party boy pop star who is careless and only cares about partying and fucking girls”. You see where this leads? An oopsie baby. 

His image was completely flipped. He went from sweet, caring, funny to reckless, irresponsible, fame-affected pop star.

Because the funny boy with a sweet serious girl back home wouldn’t suddenly get a rando pregnant. That would have looked very out of place. So they needed to flip his image for that to make more sense and be more believable. Even if he and E had broken up. He still carried that image. So it was changed.

And about him going through a lot. They all were. And also, they all partied. But we didn’t see much of it because that wasn’t the image the others had. Think about celebs as a whole. You think they don’t party and go to clubs? They do. But we don’t see it all the time. And that’s because it’s kept quiet or amplified depending on the image and PR game going on at the time. Sure there are times when some pop stars do get out of hand and do get caught partying. But that is certainly in the minority. Because most of the time that kind of stuff is kept quiet by their PR teams.

In Louis’ case however, there was a pointed and direct effort to amplify that image of him. Paparazzi at every nightclub he went, club promoters posting his location on twitter to attract more people/fans, pictures of Louis partying allover the tabloids, getting into cars full of girls -> very stereotypical pop star image.

This isn’t to say that he never partied, or that he doesn’t. But it’s more about the fact that we only saw it when it fit a certain narrative they wanted to push. Most of what we see is on purpose. Not an accident. It’s all about PR. All of it. Celeb life is fake AF. It’s all manufactured to look a certain way. ALL.

This is even more obvious when you take, for example, the fact that 1D’s image was SO controlled, that interviewers were not allowed to use their own cameras or equipment during interviews. 1D’s team provided interviewers with the 1D team’s camera and equipment. Edited the footage to remove anything they didn’t want getting out, and gave the interviewers a memory card with the footage that they edited on the spot. THAT is how controlled their image was.

So there is no way, “Louis going through a lot” would have gotten out and been blasted allover the press. Not unless they wanted it to.

[non-binharry]

You know, sometimes I wonder if some people live in a different world than I do. Full of pink hearts and sunshine and nothing bad ever happens. Maybe some people are just that sheltered, I don't know. Or just the fact that it's not THEM, so it doesn't matter. But when people come on here and say things like "well Harry never said he's gay" or "Harry never said he's trans/nonbinary etc" I just have to wonder if they live in reality. Even if not for the fact that they've had contracts in place (1)

(2) for their entire careers - THE CLOSET EXISTS FOR A REASON. Things might have gotten better in the world than even just 10 years ago, but there's also been a lot of new resistance to it. We don't live in a utopia. As an example; I live in a Scandinavian country. It's pretty good here, all things considered, and certaintly compared to a lot of other places. However, about a decade ago a Conservative party got a lot more power here, and since then the people have been more divided. It reminds

(3) me quite a lot of the US and Trump's followers. Not as vocal internationally yet, but it's getting there. Anyway, after this there's been a change. I've always been proud of my country because of it's openmindedness and (what I thought) was progression compared to other countries. I came out in middle school as bisexual and there wasn't a problem with it at all. In the past couple of years though, people's 'views' are really coming out in full force allover the place. Not just rascist or

(4) sexist comments but anti-lgbt too. People I never thought would have these views prove me completely wrong. There's talk of forbidding the Pride Flag to beflown because it's too political and there's been people burning it on video. I now have somewhat gone back into the closet. I keep it more to myself and try not to show too much PDA with a partner. This in 2020. And I'm a completely unimportant person. Harry & Louis are in the spotlight. They were part of the biggest boyband in the world

(5) for fuck's sake. Now trying to make it on their own and have successfull careers etc, it's hard. Regardless of how wonderful and fantastic it would be for them to come out, it's a big deal. It's also not easier when there's all these people claiming 'they're not gay' all the time, as if it's something gross and who thinks Harry is sleeping with every woman he is seen with. There's still a lot of people who blindly believe everything they've been fed. So it's just not that simple. (cont..)

(6) And if coming out as gay/not straight is hard, imagine telling the world that you've been with your bandmate throughout literally your entire career? We know it of course, but the general population and all the people who still believe in One Direction's perfectly crafted image? The people who's been telling Larries all kinds of shit and threatened us for years for 'ruining their friendship'. So with these things being difficult enough, I can't even imagine how hard it must be to come out

(7) as trans/non-cis, for anyone in general and even more so in the spotlight. Not just for actual danger that could happen but also to a group of fans who refuse to accept even the possibility of H being anything but a 'CIS MAN' (like that Blouie post the other day, wtf? I hope H never fucking sees things like that.) Now, in general I would say to not speculate about people's sexualities and gender, but I do feel like it's different to 'code' what we see them showing us themselves. What both

(8) H/L have shown us throughout the years in any way they've been able to. They've not exactly been subtle - the tattoos alone, I mean cmon. Same thing goes for H/gender and things like his songs and what he's actually said/done, not based on just his clothes. It is a sensitive subject, but he wouldn't 'sprinkle in it' like he said himself, if he didn't know it would cause people to think/wonder. I am cis myself so I am not going to comment on this in more detail, but I'm thankful for the

(9) discussions on here and for people who recognize themselves in H and so I can learn/see things I didn't before! But yeah for the people who's wondering why H is not 'out' then? Well I wonder why when you all need him to be cis so bad.. When straight and cis always have to be the 'default' until proven.. not. It sucks, but sadly it's the world we live in. Yes, it's gotten better but it's still no bloody Utopia. Just a little bit of open-mindedness could go a long way...

(10) (Sorry very looong message! You don't have to post this if you don't want to Asia :) Just wanted to rant a little bit and share my thoughts with someone. Hope you have a great day and sending you lots of love and (safe-distance, hah) hugs from far away ;) also I had to wait an hour for the ask-limit thing, so not sure if you got all 10 parts? //End.

[jungcockshi]

Locker Room - KTH AU

word count: 1.9k 

synopsis: you’re known as the goody two shoes while you have a wild side that no one knows about. You really didn’t expect kim taehyung, the infamous baseball jock, to be the first person to know you liked wolf peepees.

***

The frat house raged with trap music as drunk bodies ground against each other. Nobody knew that it almost dawn- they didn’t care.

A red Bugatti pulled up in the driveway, and that was enough to draw everyone’s attention to the outdoors, eyeing the car with wide eyes- some filled with awe, some jealousy and a few spilling with hate.

He emerged with a sly look on his face, clad in black skinny jeans and a shirt too big for his chiseled torso. His hair was a mess, and to answer the reason why, a green haired girl stepped out as if someone had beat her from the legs down (honestly, you wouldn’t be too wrong to think that).

“He’s really here?” asked Shanissa, her eyes glued to the scorching hot male who was now approaching the frat house doors. A glass of wine in her hand, as she leaned on the huge french window, eyeing you to gauge your reaction.

“What more did you expect? He’s a sore loser who just wants to get attention by showing off his conquests,” Nola replied, casually sipping her margarita iwhile scrolling through her instagram feed, clearly not interested in where this conversation seemed to be going.

You couldn’t take this anymore. You got off the kitchen island, which had been transformed into a makeshift bar, and headed to confront the boy who had the guts to show up to the same place as you, even after everything that had happened.

“Liz, wait!” You heard your friends call out for you but you were done being the good girl. This sore jock was going to see the bad side of the good girl cheerleader today.

As you rushed through towards the door, his eyes immediately met yours and his mouth turned upwards into his signature smirk, his arms falling down from the girl on his side back into his jean pockets.

“I didn’t know whores were coming to the party tonight, would’ve arrived earlier princess,” He said, eyes scanning your black dress clad body from top to bottom, then landing back to your pissed off face.

“Yeah sure Taehyung, tell that to the girl next to you,” You said bitterly, eyeing the alien standing in front of you, clearly not fond of her eavesdropping your conversation.

“Whoa princess, didn’t know you’d be so jealous!” He laughed slyly, leaning down to whisper something down into the girl’s ear while he kept his eyes on you in his signature mysterious way. The girl simply nodded as he stood back straight, walking straight into the party, no questions asked.

You went back to your mission of nailing this man down in his coffin, “Why are you here, despite of everything that happened? Have you really started thinking with that little dick of yours?”

Within the blink of an eye, he had you pinned against the door, his heavy breathing being felt on your nose. You knew everyone was watching, so the first thing you wanted to do was kick him in the balls and rush back home, but you just couldn’t.

His eyes met yours, drowning you in an endless pool of mystery. What was happening? “Not this again.” You thought.

“Babygirl, don’t say things that you don’t want to be proven to you, because what you said is far from the truth and I will gladly prove it to you. Don’t try to blame me for what happened in the locker room, you and I both know you’re soaking wet for me right now,” He spoke with his hooded eyes on you, like a hungry beast looking at his feast.

He wasn’t wrong, and you couldn’t help but rethink the events from the previous day.

***

“Okay, now we’ll have one last round of practice with lead cheer, the rest of y’all can go home now. Happy weekend everyone!” Coach said through the mic.

“When will this fucking thing end, doesn’t he see I want pizza?!” Aarsh whined, bending down to tie her shoelaces and getting ready for the last practice.

“Bend that ASS for me baby” Jimin, the university fuckboy yelled out from the the bleachers.

“Yeah? How about I bend yours and fuck you hard you horny rat!” Alyssa yelled back, clearly not taking his bull.

“Okay yea calm down you raging wolf” you collected a very riled up Alyssa back into the formation line.

“I’m taking you up on the pizza plan, lets go thrifting after food?” Alyssa said, clearly pissed but very hungry too.

“okay as expected. Liz, you in too?” Aarsh asked and then gave Jimin a bitch look and turned around.

You weren’t so sure about this plan, having some workout plans later after practice, “I’ll bail on this one, go hog on dough you rats” you said laughing, while the other two girls simply agreed because that had always been the plan.

After repeating the same formation countless times you guys were finally done. The two girls changed and left for pizza, while you stayed in the locker room, scrolling through Tumblr, while sitting clad in a towel, as no one else was going to come since the practice was officially finished for the day.

You were reading a hot fan fictions, as a deep voice broke you from your trance.

Kim Taehyung. Clad in baseball gear and sweat highlighting his brown locks.

“Waiting for someone? Me, by any chance?” He said as he stood near your naked legs, clearly enjoying the show.

Fuck, he was hot. You mentally cursed yourself, the smut was making you horny for the class A fuckboy.

You stood up and said, “What kind of a perv are you to enter the girls locker room? Desperate much?”

He walked closer and filled the space between you and him. One move and your chests would be touching.

“I saw you engrossed in your phone with a look that all those girls have when they are under me. Who’s making you like that through a damn phone baby girl? Because I sure as hell know you’re not dumb to fall for a guy, there’s a reason why they call you Liz the goody two shoes,” He said, lightly laughing as he stared in my eyes.

Fuck, what happened to me? I was…frozen? This man, no, hot bod god, was looking into my eyes with a look that said ‘I want you to be one of my sex escapades’.

Impatient because you couldn’t garner a response, Taehyung decided to snatch the phone from your hands into his. His eyes were clearly not expecting to see what you were actually reading- the good girl image of yours shattering piece by piece in his eyes as he read the words on the screen.

He dropped the phone onto the bench you were previously sitting on and pushed you against the closed lockers.

“Oh baby girl, you’re so bad on the inside, aren’t you? Such a dirty mind, tsk tsk, pretending to be good while you’re craving for a wolf cock?” He laughed in your ears, his breath tickling your neck.

You couldn’t figure what was happening, you just knew that this was something that had never happened before, but you were not at all scared.

“Do you want me to destroy you like the wolf does on your phone? Trust me babygirl, this cock is a wild beast on its own,” He whispered in your ear, grinding his clothed dick on your naked sex that was covered with nothing but a thin towel.

Automatically, feeling this pleasure for the first time from someone that was not you, your face instantly leaned back in pleasure wanting him to continue what he was doing. He licked a bold stripe on the side of your neck as he saw your reaction, hands going off to pull his jersey over his head in haste.

He looked like pure sex. His collarbones, his chest and lean torso - they were the epitome of sex. His v line made your mind go crazy, you couldn’t think of anything but pleasure. You were finally able to get what you always read about and this hot-sex-god-man would be the one to fulfill your fantasies.

He noticed your eagerness and kissed you hard. His lips sucked the life out of your tongue and that was the hottest thing that had ever happened to you. Now breathless, you felt his fingers trail down your thighs and land on your aching sex.

His fingers made patterns of eights on your clit, making you feel like you were about to combust. Seeing your reaction, he was in awe, no one had ever reacted in this way when he was only using his fingers. You were pulling on his naked shoulders, as you let your first moan out.

Taehyung didn’t know what was happening- was Liz just too sensitive or….was it her first time doing this? He was really surprised as you brought your hand and placed it on top of his, assisting him to move faster.

He placed butterfly kisses all over your face, letting you soak into your own pleasure. “Is this my baby girl’s first time?” He smirked against your face, and you could only nod haphazardly, your high just around the corner.

Seeing this, Taehyung slipped a finger inside you, feeling how tight you were, and also helping you reach your high. He was giving you too much pleasure at once, one hand rubbing your clit,  the other fucking you with his long slender fingers, and his mouth attacking your exposed neck.

With so much pleasure, you finally saw white and collapsed on his bare chest, now noticing that your towel had slipped from your body when you reached your high.

Taehyung basked in your heavy breathing on his chest, his dick hard and long as rock, but he somehow couldn’t think of himself. He had so many questions-

Suddenly, the locker room door opened and Jimin appeared, “Taehyung-shi!” , he yelled.  He was not surprised at first because he had caught Taehyung with girls a number of times, but when he saw it was you, his jaw dropped.

Jimin was the fuckboy but also the tabloid of Boston University, whatever slipped through him was going to be on instagram the next minute.

‘Jimin get the fuck out bro!” Taehyung said, covering you by wrapping his arms around you and turning away from Jimin’s eyes. It was now that you realize your boobs were touching this manwhore of a jock.

Why are you so delusional Liz? But you knew your were fucked because this was going to be allover the campus gossip portals within the next hour.

“Get the fuck out or I nail your sister” Taehyung growled, but you could feel his eyes on you, searching fo ra reaction to what just happened.

“I’ll go, but who knew you were such a freak Liz” Jimin laughed as he made tsk tsk sounds with his tongue.

As soon as he left, you shoved Taehyung off as you collected your towel and phone, getting the fuck out of that damned before saying “If I see you again, you’re dead meat.”

All you got was a smirk for a reply.

***

“Are you still reading those stories in your mind, princess? Is me this close to you making you crave that wolf dick again-“

“Shut the fuck up you asshole!”

He then kissed you yet again, as if he wanted to continue what had had started in  the locker room, and also give you an ending he knew you craved.

[sol-rambles]

you know, Mapicc is right about Zam. Just not in the way he thinks.

Well kinda, Mapic thinks that Zam is going to break and kill people. Zam is getting more and more bored with noone wanting him dead and has begun carrying defensive pots (turtle master and fire res) on him more often in expectance to be jumping him.

He also was almost excited that Mapic was going to (maybe) jump him. Since he was bored, and now has some hearts, he just wants to do things like fighting but can't cause pacifism so he needs the adrenaline of either escaping or dying. It doesnt matter which one.

And this isnt even talling about the evil pacifist talk Zam had with chat. (If this conversation was a joke, no this is more fun for me.) Like hes a pacifist in the no killing player way but, well its hard to stay fully out of conflict...

So, like he has sides in any conflicts he sees.. And like he has alot of information, that might just. I dont know, slip into the wrong hands! You know, you can stretch the definition of a word alot. Yeah,

big fan of stretching a definition! It can help alot when you need to, you know, have some fun... Get something out of your system

[fairycosmos]

I so relate to what you said about dreams, i dream of my mom almost every single night and then the sweet feeling of having her back turning into loss allover again when i fully wake is just like getting stabbed in the heart.💔 But! I firmly believe the dead can visit us in dreams also, because then our subconscious is wide open. So look for signs, is it your sister trying to tell you something? Or is it just your own grief projecting an image of her? Keep a dream diary too, it might help you.💜

god dude isn't it so awful 😖😔 it's like being told they're dead all over again, like a train just hitting you every fucking morning. because it feels so real. i even went to text her the other day cause i thought my dream was the truth and she hadn't died. i sometimes ask her how she came back, and other times it's like she's never died at all. but it feels so natural in the place where she's alive, like that's the true reality and this one's the nightmare. i think it's really interesting that it could be her visiting me - the dreams are often off beat and confusing, but there have been a few poignant moments that i thought could mean something. so maybe it is that, maybe there's some inexplicable connection. i guess when we're sleeping we are totally open and vulnerable so who knows 😳😔 also that's a good idea, to keep track of what she says n does in the. thank you my love, you're a doll and i really hope you're doing ok, or as ok as can be expected. my thoughts are always with you and your dear mum, and i hope you know that you're truly not alone in your grief. take care 💖

[lifewithjessi101]

Shein Summer Haul 2020

Shein is one of my favorite sites to shop on. Yes, I know they have some controversy but what clothing brand doesn’t. I much rather shop online then go into a Brandy Melville store and get judged. Plus the price, you can’t beat it! The styles are always up to date too. Why pay $40 at Brandy Melville when you can get the same style shirt for way cheaper on Shein?! This order I splurged. Which isn’t hard when the deals are so good. I got clothes and misc items for our new apartment. Let’s see what all I got. 

Miscellaneous Items

Foot Brush - $13.08 

I’m saying it right now I have dancer’s feet. If you don’t know what that means let me explain, image turning so much that you get blisters on the ball of your foot, the floor dries out your heels and toe pads, and floor burns all over your feet from pointe shoes and floor work. My feet need all the attention they can get to look there best outside of the dance studio. I so far am in love with the bristles and the buffer at the end of it. There were no color options when I ordered, so they sent a random color. Blue would have not been my first choice but oh well, I’m still gonna use it. 

Three Metal Buckle PU Belts - $6.54

I used to hate belts in high school but now that I’m not a stick figure anymore, they have become my best friend. I wanted to buy a set of belts and this was the perfect set for me! Each one can easily go with any outfit! 

40pcs Ditsy Floral Pattern Scrunchies - $9.81

A girl can never have too many scrunchies! These are perfect for my thin hair. I can’t wait to match all the different styles with my outfit on the daily. Now I just need to master some new hairstyles to go with them! 

1pc Tassel Wall Decor - $5.45

When I saw this piece I knew it would look great in the bathroom of my new apartment. It was simple, which is just what I wanted. I just wish I got more to design them together on their own wall. 

2pcs Plain Metal Bookend - $3.82

Again another item that didn’t have a color choice and sent just a random color, lime green. It will most definitely clash with my color scheme in my room so I might just spray paint them soon to lavender.  As long as they hold all my books in place that’s all that matters, right? 

Bow Decor Shower Headband - $6.54

I love this headband! It’s a lifesaver in the mornings. I usually like to air dry my hair after a shower but it constantly gets in my face during my skincare routine. This is a stylish and convenient solution to my problem. 

12pcs Simple Plain Scrunchies - $5.45

Have I said I like scrunchies?! I saw this satin set and knew I couldn’t pass it up. 

Slogan Graphic Wall Print - $3.27 

I love this saying and design. I knew it would look great in the bathroom of my new apartment. I had made some other fashion quotes to go in there also, so it would fit in naturally. It’s the perfect saying to describe my style. I don’t care what others around me think of my outfit choices, I wear what I want to wear because it makes me happy.  

1pc Buttocks Workout Resistance Band - $6.54

I have been wanting one of these for a while now. I can’t wait to start using it in my apartment complex’s gym! I got to pick my color on this item, thank goodness! Pink was the goto, it’s a happy color so it should keep me happy while I’m doing a killer workout right? 

1pc Iron Grid Wall Hanging Decor - $5.45

I have been saving different office ideas on Pinterest and each one of them has a grid on the wall like this one. I’m going to paint some mini wooden close pens to be able to hang photos and notes. 

1 pc Silicone Shampoo Brush - $4.36 

I personally hate washing my hair when I have fake nails on, which is 95% of the time. This was a perfect solution to that problem. I love that it came in purple too! 

Clothing Items

Allover Graphic Bandeau Bikini Top - $6.54

This swim top is made for laying out, soaking in those summer rays. My new apartment complex has a pool and so many perfect layout chairs. I can’t wait to sit out there in this top with a good book. 

Solid Sweatshirt and Tie Front Slant Pocket Sweatpants Set - $29.43

I have been really into pastel colors lately and sets are in style. The inside is so soft but while also being lightweight it will be perfect for winter here in Kentucky. 

Tie-Dye Print Round Neck Sweatshirt - $14.17

Now, this I would not have called a “sweatshirt” it’s more of a knit long sleeve shirt. That is exactly what I will be using it as too. It’s a lightweight material and the color combination is so pretty. I’m not sad at all about this purchase. 

3 Ribbed Cropped Cami Top - $5.45 each

I bought this style of top in three colors; black, burgundy, and navy. I can’t wait to style these tops with some paper bag style pants or a simple high waisted short. They are extremely soft too! 

Tie-Dye Print Tee with Knot Pants - $22.89

Another set! This color combination just screams happiness to me, it’s so colorful. The pants are also high waisted, big bonus there. It will be the perfect lounging set for homework filled days at home. 

American Flag Print Crop Tee - $9.81 

This is a very simple graphic tee, but those are very trendy right now. I have never really been a graphic tee kinda girl, so we are starting to hop on the trend slowly. 

2 Paper Bag Waist Knot Hem Belted Pants - $20.71

I got these pants in two colors; black and a salmon color. This is another purchase that I can’t wait to wear. The knit tanks from above will pair great with these or any of my bodysuits too. Not able to see this in the picture but there is a cute bow tie detail at the ankles. 

Ruffled Armhole Flower Embroider Strip Top - $9.81

I LOVE this top! I put it on to make sure it fit and fell in love. I already started imaging all the different pants I will be pairing it with. The embroidered detailing is bright and delicate. While the ruffles on the shoulder add a flirty edge. 

Lettuce Trim Ribknit Crop Top - $4.36

Lettuce trim is also a trend I’m not too overly excited about but having it on this pastel baby blue top makes it doable. Again with the obsession with pastels lately. We will see how I pair this outfit throughout the rest of summer and into the fall. 

3pcs Ribbed Bandeau Set - $11.99

I was in drastic need of some simple bandeaus. I didn’t want to buy a bunch of single bandeaus so when seeing this set of three I couldn’t pass it up. They are the universal colors too. They will be so easy to match with tops. 

Frill Strap Colorful Striped Cami Top - $6.54 

Another bright and colorful top to add to my wardrobe! The ruffle straps are too cute. They add a flirty touch to a simple top. I think this top will look so good with some dark denim, don’t you agree?! 

Which is your favorite item? I would love to see what is your favorite item that you have purchased from Shien also. And as always be sure to follow along on all my social media platforms to see into my everyday life. From daily insta story vlogs, OOTDs, thrifting trips, travel adventures, and of course baby Pumkin. I can’t wait to get to know you all more through this fun blogging adventure. Laters babes!

[bunny-hoodlum]

I decided to look for an old comic I did in 2010, and I found someone made a Zero Chan page of my old art: https://www.zerochan.net/Kawase+Momoko

Technically posted without permission, but at the same time there is still attribution? I think it's okay... Hmm... I'mma see if my feeling on it changes. Maybe I should be flattered??

Haha, gosh, my style was allover the place. Q w Q;;;; At one point I did not know how to draw knees. Ew.

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Ahhhhhh, I'm so embarrassed! One my lazy tracings are on there. Yes, I admit it! I've done it too! But it was only for an FFN cover and I never said it was mine. Also everyone knew that artist, so rly, you can't even hope to pretend.

Sorry, this was 2014 and I was mentally like... Starting to not take a lot of things seriously anymore. Reward system went brokey-broke and I stopped drawing/writing/staying active with fan friends. Ugh, I'm so nervous now, I'mma be judged, I just know it. OTL

[sol-rambles]

princezam

[dinosaursonthetwinplanet]

  Black holes and dinosaurs 

  I was questioning in my last blogs some things which I don’t agree much with the main stream theories and hypothesis like the cause of the extinction of the dinosaurs and the cause of the petrification and at the same time the nature of some rocks on earth like the granite. Like is the lava the real reason of the formation of the granite or does it has a cosmic origin. After observing the different formations of the granite every were we notice that they are in the form of boulders mostly round in different sizes and found in a kind of clusters that cover many places on earth. Many of these rocks where ever you find them are cracked, the so called split rocks, you can find them allover the world among granite and some metamorphic rocks.  A clear evidence of happening by impact, which means hitting the surface of the earth known as the split rocks. I challenge everybody to give a different explanation or reason for such cracks, some say erosion others say ice and freezing temperature but looking closely to these rock you notice that this couldn’t be the case. 

Split Apple Rock New Zealand - New Zealand

Split Rock - Makonikey Head - West Tisbury

Split Rock at Afghan Rocks Balladonia WA

split-rock-in-joshua-tree-national-park

The Split-Sphinx Rocks on Grandfather Mountain (Earthcache) in North Carolina,

Granite has a totally different chemical combination than basalt and different cooling temperatures couldn’t be the reason. My conclusion is that granite is a cosmic product and the earth was bombarded by huge masses of rocks totally reshaping the earth mantle.

On the other hand I was thinking about the dinosaurs and could they really exist on our earth. The huge size and weight how cold they move and coop with the gravity, how much energy and how much food they need how big their heart was????? Could they have existed on a different planet or was the earth a different planet? Put what has captured my mind mostly is what really happened to them, the so called extinction? But the most mysterious is that they are petrified, is the petrification related to a cosmic catastrophe which caused the extinction? I find the main stream reason that led to the petrification the so called mineralization not that convincing and you can read about the reasons in my blog: the twin planet and the extinction of the dinosaurs.

One of the reasons that I don’t agree with the mineralization theory is when looking at the dinosaur bones under the scanning electron microscope and use your brain a little bit you are going to discover that there is a real puzzle behind it, the image you see is the same you see in  

a living specimen you see all the activities happening while alive like the blood and fluids inside the bones and these fluids would disappear shortly after death which means they wouldn’t exist that long to be mineralized which means that the petrification happened instantly while living according to some unknown physical and cosmic force. You are going to see that what you see is actually the fluid inside the bones and not the bone itself no trace of calcium the fluid turned to quartz or silica (silicon dioxide , SiO2) something turned water into silicon, something changed the structure of the water molecule. The origin of the colorful minerals in the image are not coming from the water that submerged the creatures bones but these are the minerals inside the fluids.  In space everything is possible and different than on the earth. It's simply the physics that created the universe and not the chemistry.

But what does this have to do with the granite? There could be a connection, a big part of the granite is quartz, the same like in the bones. It sounds crazy if I say that the force that caused the petrification is the same that created the granite.

But how could this happen?

I was thinking a lot about how could be the earth hit by such a huge number of rocks that are coming from the same source?  It's not one or two asteroids or meteoroids its billions of rocks. Very normal is space as a proof take The asteroid between the orbits of Mars and Jupiter, it could be of the same origin, some of them hit Jupiter and some remained in its orbit. These space rocks are just a fraction of rocks created by a cataclysmic cosmic event some of them probably collided with other planets and the earth is one of them.

But was the asteroid belt really formed from the primordial solar nebula or something else.

Now I am going to move to a mysterious new comer called the black hole. Scientists and astro-physicians and astronomers are puzzling what it could be and most recently the discovered that they are a huge number.

It seems that the black holes are one of the main components of the universe they are most probably a recycling machines for old solar systems and a vagina giving life to new solar systems, our solar system could be one of them. If there wasn’t such a mechanism the universe would have been full with cosmic garbage and dead planets. The black hole itself was probably a part of a solar system, a star as predicted. Every solar system has a beginning and an end.                                            

My explanation is that when a star gets old it dies and collapses suddenly causing a kind of vacuum and a huge vortex that swallows the surrounding matter with a huge acceleration and gravitational force that reaches a speed that is faster than the speed of light which contradicts the theory of general relativity but nothing is impossible in space. That could be the reason that we can't see the black holes. And most probably extreme cold temperature much colder than the temperatures in space therefor we can't detect any heat and as the masses in the black hole are moving in void there is no heat generated that could be detected. I think this could be the most logic explanation that the black holes can't be seen. We can imagine what happened could be similar to what happens on earth in cases like the formation of hurricanes and storms, they start by being exposed to different temperatures creating a high speed vortex driven by the force inside the system without having other driving force inside the system. Something similar could be happening in the case of black holes. When a star collapses its force disappears after creating that vortex and the vortex itself remains driven by the force inside it. That vortex pulls all the component of the system tearing them apart. The immense force inside the vortex and the speed which is higher than the speed of light causes the fluids and gasses to turn into a solid state by changing the atomic structure or the atomic number of those molecules and could split the atoms form the molecules and form new matter. Granite could be one of those formations, granite is composed of three main components quartz, feldspar and mica and some minerals. The source of the quartz is probably water, the other components are formed from different gasses and fluids. The high speed rotation and the pressure and the gravitational force inside the system  collect the particles together like a snow ball and some get bigger and bigger and that’s the reason why we find smaller granite boulders in different sizes but all of them have these round shapes even the batholiths are just bigger boulders. The high speed causes a compression of the matter. Granite is not formed by heat, is not a molten rock as it is easy breakable like in the case of granite plates compared to basalt. That’s the reason that we find smaller round granite inside bigger once, the smaller once just have been absorbed by a bigger mass during the formation. Other stones and minerals could form in the system from different matters, like gold and gem stones. Pebbles and sand could have been formed in the same way, sand is a petrified for of water drops. 

But could the dinosaurs and the petrified trees be creatures that lived on planets that have been swallowed by the black hole, why not. These creatures being suddenly exposed to that huge power just turned to solid high density remains, It is the water that turned to quartz. Dinosaurs and tree belong to these shredded worlds have two features they are petrified and broken in pieces. It's not easy to break a dinosaur bone or a petrified tree, they are very dense and hard. They couldn’t be damaged by landslides or earthquakes. They must have experienced two different shocked the petrification when entering the Schwarzschild radius and the damage caused by collision or while entering the black hole or inside it or being damaged when hitting the earth.

A black hole has a beginning but must have an end, when the black hole losses power and speed it starts to spread its matter in the surrounding space. Even DNA could be preserved in such cold invironment. Lot of that matter hit the earth and reshaped the planet, This could even transfer different life forms. The petrified species origin could be the black hole. We notice they are scattered on the surface of the planet and no real sequence.          

Scientists believe that the density of the matter inside the black hole or to form such a black hole is extremely high – about 2 x 1019 kg per cubic metre. That means that there must be such matter in the space as a remnant of black holes and we should find such matter on earth but we didn’t as this is an exaggerated hypothesis. The atoms would resist such thing due to the internal force or there would be a kind of fusion and this would produce energy and heat which would make a black hole visible. But the high density matter exist but in the form I mentioned like in the case of granite.  

My hypothesis could sound crazy but there is a lot of abnormality in the cosmos.