#imadogmom

[saospeaksvolumes]

This. Puffalumpahunka L🖤ve. I know dogs aren’t children. I know the condescension so many actual parents place upon feeling paternal for pets. They don’t compare. But. I have these waves of sadness that seem to have no cure, feels that I am perpetually suffocating them b/c healing them has been accepted as maybe a not gonna happen scenario—but those waves, they don’t crash as hard when I see this handsome being. He saved my life when I hit the brick wall I’d been driving toward for years, the one that wrecked any belief that I’d be someone’s actual Mama. MoMo took that impact with me. He is connected to my emotions in an uncanny way, knowing when I need him to lick my face off or sniff my tears away (with actual nose in eyeballs lol) or sit statuesque unmoved so no one else can come near. He will check me when I get hype & he literally wants me to pick him up when I laugh or love on his daddy so he can join in. And. I will forever be grateful for his shine. That wave be crashing on me again lately. Prob just recent Hallmark holiday, maybe now being over 40, or how badly I am missing home where I can spend time with those who make me feel otherwise. And it will crash...again and again. And I get. Tired from its weight. Most can’t understand that there is really nothing about an infant that I miss. It is. The 20-yr-old I could have who just might have been dedicated to loving Mama. Until. I see that Tuxedo Mo on horizon. He lets me know I’m not lost at sea....Yeah....It’s that deep. And I’m treading water a bit rn. And it’s salty. But it’s only to build some stamina until I can surf again🌊 Sometimes. I just. Have to speak it to others. Because I masked it too long before until almost unrecognizable. I must. Face the nerves that come with knowing people will see and know. Because. It wakens my spirit to ensure I still feel instead of disappearing into the numb, shit, welcoming it. So. Shared feels. So I can feel. #facetruth #shareit #unashamed #unapologetic #momosavedmylife #momosavesmylife #freefreedoestoo♥️ #truthfultuesday #imadogmom #itmatters (at SAO Cooks & Catering) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAX50-qh49D/?igshid=cxof8bq9jls8

[brittanythestylist]

I may not be a human mom, but I know this girl loves just as much as any child loves their mama. ♥️ #imnotaregularmom #imadogmom

[loops911]

This is how they got me at the gym. #jobsecurity #equinoxgym #imadogmom #ideservethis #postworkoutsnack (at Equinox Pasadena)

[mangozcat]

how have you been!!!!! :D

WHY HELLO THERE

in all honesty (insert long pause here)

i've just been bored lol. i've also just been jamming to the hoe playlists on youtube and like all of them include filter by jimin so like pls kill me now i cant- but anyways... i've been watching a ton of old shows and stuff. haven't written anything on here in ages (sorry bout dat) but i've been enjoying the stuff i used to enjoy like so much!!! i got two puppies >< #imadogmom and honestly stuffs goin good!! i've been taking a break from the whole smut/kpop thing in general just bc ive noticed that a lot of authors can overwork themselves when it comes to this stuff

after the break, i realized that smut is so awkward (not in a bad way cuz i love smut ofc) and im just like holy shit how did i write it and now im getting back into it slowly. i still have my 13 drafts sittin there chillin but maybe i'll get some stuff out tn idk i doubt it but sometimes i get random bursts of sluttiness so we'll see pfft

anyways that's my (all over the place) rant!

im glad to be back tho i cant wait to read what ive missed ;)

how about u?<3

[kellichunn]

I couldn't help myself! 😂😂😂🐶🐶🐶 #imadogmom #happydogmomday https://www.facebook.com/barkbox/videos/1373890232647024/

[kween--v-blog]

"I've always felt that animals are the purest spirits in the world. They don't fake or hide their feelings, and they are the most loyal creatures on Earth. And somehow we humans think we're smarter, what a joke." #imadogmom #dogsofinstagram #sausagedogcentral #iloveher

[rebelchild282]

Some times you just have a ruff day and all you need is mom. 🐶 #imadogmom