#im trying to watch their undertale playthrough rn

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OMFG I DIDNT REALIZE U GOT INTO DNP IM SO EXCITED AAAAAAA

YEAH ONE OF MY OTHER MUTUALS SENT ME SOME VIDEOS AND NOW IM HOOKED IVE BEEN DIGGING THROUGH THEIR CHANNEL AND WATCHING STUFF AND THEY ARE FUCKING HILARIOUS I LOVE THEM

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HELP should i reset my entire rejuv run

Reason:

- I have an Oc, Mona that I decided to create more than halfway through my first playthrough. I have IDEAS!! I love them dearly and made like two posts about them. Their personality is inspired by sans undertale and kabru dunmeshi. I wish I was joking.

- this is very awkward when I’m trying to write their own oc story and lore when they have my Alias Name. And choices that I made of my volition rather than a character thought.

- especially since I’m doing Oc x canon. Very awkward when having a character w dialogue options.

Cons:

- I’m so attached to certain mons and the climb upwards again wouldn’t be that fun. I don’t know if I would skip terajuma or not.

- I don’t have as much time as I did with my first run, so it will take a Long Time OR brainrot consumes me and brings about detriment to my actual schedule. (Note: this might still happen with other media even if I didn’t have this rerun)

- I hate. Grinding levels so much. I have to EV and IV train them all again AUGHH . I could 252 EV them but I also like a good challenge. Is it scary easy with 252 EV spread on all stats?

Anyways plz vote if available im so conflicted. Rn at my first rerun I’m at pre- Spaces Tiempa paragon fight but I’ve watched so many playthroughs that I know the gimmick and strats.

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brain: :(

me: *thinks about the number 7 and the colors green and pink and mac and cheese*

brain: :)

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Playing twewy and undertale both for the first time less than a month apart was a Mistake and it is causing me actual psychological damage

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I am very very behind on Deltarune Easter eggs and theory crafting, so um... Where is gaster?? In Deltarune?? Admitadly I did like one playthrough of each chapter and didn't watch a lot of videos,, so I probably missed something, but everyone seems so convinced gaster has something to do with the questions at the beginning and the secret bosses and if it's not too bothersome I'd like some help getting in the loop 👉👈

im the resident gaster enjoyer so let me enlighten you [cracks knuckles]

- the translation for entry no 17 (gasters entry) is in all caps, so we know gaster would speak in all caps if he were not speaking in wingdings

- the actual character maker in the files is called ‘gonermaker’ which all of gaster’s followers are also called ‘goners’- the fact they share the same monochrome colour scheme STRONGLY suggests the vessel has a connection to gaster

- i dont have the tweets with me rn but i believe a lot of the ‘takeover’ tweets on tobys account (done in all caps, spaced out in the style entry no 17 is) have some more dialogue quirks that imply it could be gaster as the overseer of the ‘survey’ 

- both secret bosses never spell out things 100% so its hard to tell exactly what went down but its implied through stuff like seam’s shop dialogue saying that what jevil told them makes the world feel ‘dark yet darker’ (parallel to dark darker yet darker), and an addison says when they checked spamtons phone there was only garbage noise, when you try to do a call in the dark world a dialogue box pops up that says ‘its just garbage noise’- this garbage noise matches with the ambiance that plays during entry no 17 

- its also theorized that gaster is the man who gives you the egg in the optional easter eggs room, since its an event unlocked in a similar fashion to undertale, the room setup is near identical to gasters in undertale, and ‘a man’ is close to ‘mystery man’ which is what gasters sprite is called 

as of rn theres no way to say what gasters intentions are but his presence is definitely here in one way or another: he’s tied more strongly to the vessel creator but the secret bosses are very likely to have interacted with him in some way shape or form 

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all my fandoms

ahhhhh i wanted to put down all the fandoms im in so that people know, so here it is!

• pokémon - i casually watch the anime and read the manga on occasion, but im REALLY into the games. im mostly focused on gen 3, 5, 7, and 8, but i love all of them ahhHH, im super into everything that has to do with interpol. ive been playing since february 2018 but only got into the fandom around january 2019. my favorite characters are looker, anabel, elesa, platina, emma, and hop

• kpop - im a multistan but twice is my ult group and i love them SO much, the only one that comes close is loona. ive been a fan of twice since feb 2019 and a fan of loona since feb 2020 but i only got really into them at the beginning of the summer. my twice (and ult) bias is sana, my 1/3 bias is vivi, my oec bias is jinsoul, my yyxy bias is chuu, and my overall loona bias is yeojin

those are my main two fandoms but the rest will be under read more! all my fandoms will be in the tags but this is just like extra info

• splatoon - ive been playing splatoon since august 2019 and i love it! im not really great with the events of the main story or manga, but i know all the characters and LOVE octo expansion. my favorite characters are callie, marina, and agent 8

• six the musical - i literally just got into it yesterday but i LOVE it. my favorite queen is kate howard but anne boleyn is a close second. also why does everyone ignore jane i love her????

• club penguin - okay hear me out, club penguin has LORE. ive been playing it since i was 5 years old. i wrote club penguin fanfiction when i was 7. i highkey wanna rewrite it and post it here but im afraid of being judged hhhhhh. but yeah stan club penguin. its fun.

• animal crossing - ive been playing since december 2018 and im a lot more casual now but i love it! my favorite villager is rosie, i used to hate her but now shes my favorite 🥺 theres a whole backstory to that and its pretty crazy, if this gets like more than 5 notes ill tell it here

• ddlc - im not really into it anymore but i like it. i started watching playthroughs like june 2019.

• love letter - this game is gonna slap just yall wait

• frozen - don't judge me pls, i rlly like it, i dont know much about the term "kinning" but i feel like it would be appropriate to say i kin anna, again pls dont judge me

• undertale/deltarune - i feel like the cringe culture around this died off (i think cringe culture died off in general, hopefully) so yeah, ive played deltarune many times and im near the end of undertale rn, its fun! im a pacifist of course, but i am trying genocide on another save file.

• danganronpa - i dont know much about it but my friend got me into it and i like it! she wants me to watch playthroughs but im more interested in the anime ngl. my favorite character is kyoko kirigiri

• this is just a list of the other groups i stan and my biases in them. itzy (yuna and lia), stray kids (still figuring this out but either minho, jisung, or jeongin), blackpink (rosé and jisoo), purple kiss (im so hyped for their debut, idk my bias yet but my favorite mini solo was ireh's. swan has the same personality type as i do and my ult bias has that personality type too, so itll most likely be swan), red velvet (irene and joy), momoland (i dont rlly stan them much but my bias is jooe, shes the reason i knew about kpops existence. i saw that legendary tropicana commercial. in a way, using law of syllogism, that video saved my life), somi (shes a soloist so i mean i guess,,, yeah.), weeekly (idk my bias yet but im leaning toward monday), iz*one (not a huge stan but my bias is nako), bts (a very lowkey army, my bias is taehyung), gfriend (yerin), stella jang (STAN HER SHES SO TALENTED)

• the cult on youtube that watches people make those tiny japanese candy kit things

• idk if this counts but i watch jaiden animations and odds one out

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heyy xy its been a while again idk how long i wanted to send smth earlier but my brain wouldnt let me so:// im kinda Going Through It rn tho& surprise its abt my romanticality again but this time it has nothing to do w a crush. its ,, i was wondering how romantic attraction felt so i did a question thread on twitter but the answers ,, were all stuff ive felt ?? &i think maybe ive been thinking of romantic attraction wrong this whole time but ?? how do i know ?? -H (it is. frustrating)

its like ,, i love the idea of cuddling& holding hands& hugging& yes that could be platonic but ,, ive never kissed anyone but i think it could be smth i enjoy& maybe even smth i want but it wasnt ever anything i thought abt until now ,, recently ive kinda been wanting to date someone nonromantically ?? but how do i tell if the way i want it is romantically or not ?? romantic attraction is just a thing u feel right u dont get to decide whether or not its romantic attraction it just is right?? -H

&i have gotten my own version of crushes but its always ,, i just rly want to be their friend or in extreme cases just ,, like me the way i like them, like liking me best ig ?? but maybe i have wanted to date them& just didnt realize it ?? when i get crushes i think of them a lot& want to be around them& i get butterflies& all the things ppl say they get with romantic attraction. but then ill ask myself if its romantic& i just feel like No. It's not ??? -H

romantic attraction always just felt so ,, other ?? so even now that i realize what i want is what ppl who feel romantic attraction want it just doesnt feel right ?? ive never kissed anyone& ive never dated& maybe if i did those things id know ?? &sometimes ill wish i had a partner but like in a queerplatonic way i think ?? i just want to do traditionally romantic stuff but ,, without it being romantic ?? but thats not how it works is it ?? -H

like if u feel& want all the things that comes with romantic attraction then that means u experience them romantically ?? maybe ?? i cant wrap my head around wanting all those things but not romantically ?? bc romantic attraction is defined as wanting things like dating& kissing& cuddling - not some other alien feeling i thought so ?? maybe im greyromantic or lithromatic or bellusromantic but ?? how do i know ?? -H

maybe im just too young to completely know how i feel ?? maybe if i dated someone or kissed them id know ?? &i kinda rly want to do those things just to know how id feel bc im tired of not knowing im already confused abt my gender identity if i dont know my romanticality what do i know ?? -H

lmao so im over my crisis nvm -H

i dont remember exactly what i was saying but theres a difference between wanting those things& like ,, wanting them from a person yknow maybe i want to be kissed but only theoretically bc who do i want to kiss me then ?? any strong feelings usually fade when i get to know the person so. also apparently romantic attraction is Not just wanting those things apparently theres supposed to be a feeling that comes with it idk -H

help i found u on tiktok while looking through aroace tiktoks skjdjk i saw u& i was like xy ?!?!! u exist in places outside of tumblr ?!?!??! unbelievable -H

i saw ur undertale hcs tiktok& i highkey panicked bc ive been hyperfixating on undertale for like ,, a month now, so it was my 2 favorite things : aspec hcs& undertale. personally i see papyrus as aroace bc of his whole speech after ur date with him& its like ,, a v v important hc to me bc hes the only character ive ever felt i had representation in sjdhfks idk hes like my comfort character now -H 

aahhh but yea ive been hyperfixating on undertale so badly but :/ we lost our switch :/ so i couldnt play :/// i had to resort to watching playthroughs on yt. i have watched dan& phils playthrough 3 times& i am going on a 4th. luckily we did find our switch !! &i cant wait until i get papyrus' phone number so i can go through every room& call him& then befriend undyne& go through all the rooms& call him again to see if the responses have changed -H

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I’m So Sorry it took me literally like 2 months to answer these, I promise i wasn’t ignoring you, I just have Stupid Brain!!

Imma be honest with you, romantic attraction is so confusing, and I can’t say I understand it myself. Also, that’s totally how it works. You can do romantically-coded actions with a queerplatonic partner and not have it be romantic at all. Sure, kissing and dating and cuddling are romantically-coded, but that doesn’t mean you have to be in a romantic relationship to do them; doing those things in a queerplatonic sense and not having any romantic emotions in it is totally valid. You can want all these things and still not have/experience romantic attraction. Take all the time you need to figure it out, though. I may tell everyone I’m grayro, but for sure that does not mean that I have it all figured out. I just say that because it’s the closest to whatever confusing feelings I’ve had lol. It takes time to work these things out, just do what feels right for you. You don’t need to force yourself into a romantic situation just to try and see if you’re aro. Honestly, to me? Nothing you’ve described seems inherently romantic. That all seems like it’s queerplatonic or just platonic.

Lol, yes I exist in places outside of tumblr on occasion. Tbh, since we all know I have no time-management skills, tiktok is a little bit why I’ve been so absent around here lately lol. I was focusing a lot on building my account and content there, but I really miss everyone over here and i miss writing my fanfics so I am Back and I’m gonna try and split my time better, now! Undertale is such a valid thing to fixate on, and Paps is such a valid comfort character. Aroace Paps is so valid, I only said grayroace Paps because 1) brain said “make him you” lol and 2) sometimes I think Papyrus/Mettaton can be cute if done right. And yeah, it’s so fun going through the rooms and just calling them lol