#im trying so hard to be outgoing and it seems like the campus culture is just not for me | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

quaalussy · 2 months ago

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u wld think an event called open studio hosted by [college] art collective wld imply that u are welcome to come even if u arent friends with anyone on the exec board but u wld be wrong

#i walked in the room and everyone looked up and said nothing and then went back to talking...#and i was too awkward to just leave so i stayed for an hour it was kinda humiliating. i kept trying to make conversation n it wasnt working #also if ur gonna ask to dig thru my collage supplies can u at least say hi how are u whats your name beforehand #literally what is wrong w me am i too freaky do i smell bad #even the art kids dont wanna hang out with me!!#im trying so hard to be outgoing and it seems like the campus culture is just not for me #im not a freak in the aesthetically pleasing nonthreatening tiktok way im sorryyyyyy

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