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Silly god kids
Grimm, Radiance, Shade lord. But they are besties and silly kids, not higher being.... yet
#hollow knight#hk fanart#hollow knight art#hollow knight grimm#hollow knight radiance#hollow knight lord of shades#shade lord#god of gods#idk#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#tags tags#im tired let me nap#my art#patrolbug art
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If I'd get a penny every time Bojan slept under or next to Nace's clothes, I'd have two pennies. Which isn't a lot, but its weird that it happened twice...
#sth sth comfort person#sth sth better naps#sorry im so fucking tired#Bojan needs sth to cuddle with during his naps and if Nace isn't there then his clothes will have to do#or Nace just enjoys piling stuff on top of the boy#really? The cable? Is he supposed to choke himself with that like in the Katrina mv?#its not thathe doesn't do that on his own enough huh#joker out#bojan cvjetićanin#nace jordan#bonace#puppy and doggo#clothes sharing the other way#this is adorable#awake for almost 24hrs and working on my BA#let me have a little bit of insane bonace fluff please#also don't at me if it's not Nace's clothes let me stay delulu please
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#my characters#mmofail#HIS name is Beta Burst but he is played by a woman named Haley#and shes chill correcting people that hes a she irl but also just doesnt mind which pronouns people use online#irl though shes a she/her through and through#also she tells one of her employees at work (shes a manager at a convenience store) to get a hobby or find a fun online game#cause he always looks super tired and he tells her he doesnt wanna socialize out of work in person people are tiring#and then hes like hmmmm a hobby or game hmmm#and then he gets the same game and goes on the same server and lets his sister design his character#while he naps then he just picks a name and chooses ETA 1400 bc he works overnight and if he logs in#he plans to log in at like 2pm so why not make that his name#however there is a guild owner who wants to collect all the greek letters (her own name in game is Omega Rising)#so she makes the executive decision to include eta 1400 and when he and beta are talking one day in game#hes like oh yeah im just playing cause my boss at work told me i needed a hobby#and beta is like oh shit thats me im the boss who told him he needs a hobby#so eta starts calling beta boss in game just like he calls her irl#and its just a nice lil friendship and shes happy when eta starts to make friends in the guild#he still has a lost lil puppy like following vibe when hes around boss but eta does do some growing socially#mostly with betas friends in the guild which are: a guy with no backbone and a guy playing a girl who doesnt tell anyone shes a he#anyway thank you thats my oc essay tags and i love beta and shes just really funny to me#bc she just is there to vibe and play pvp#which the horn lore is those are high ranking pvp rewards for heavy blade users#and when eta finds out the pvp reward for a healer is a bloodied crown#hes like please please please help me learn pvp that sounds really cool ill do my best boss
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Ya know what’s curious to me? In Episode 2 when Crowley asks Aziraphale in the cellar whose side he’s on, Aziraphale responds “God’s, of course!”
Ya know why this is curious?
Well, for one, they’re talking about sides. Heaven and Hell. Their respective bosses. Crowley’s response of going along with Hell as far as he can makes sense, it’s what we expect to hear, but when he turns the question on Aziraphale, he doesn’t exclaim ‘heaven’s obviously!’ He immediately associates himself and his values with God directly.
Second of all, In episode 6, when talking about accepting the Metatron’s job offer as the new supreme archangel with Crowley, Aziraphale says “but heaven! Well, it’s the side of truth, of light, of good.”
For the entirety of Good Omens season 1, Aziraphale had always talked about following God’s ineffable plan, which was a noticeably different turn of phrase than those such as Gabriel used in heaven, always referring to it as the Great Plan. This is even the very thing that lead them to wiggling their way around Armageddon in the first place when confronted by Gabriel and Beelzebub.
Aziraphale has always made the distinction that he is an angel and does good because he believes that God is good and he trusts in their design.
Now I might just be loosing it, it is nearly 3am, but this sudden distinction and the choice of Aziraphale to not only discuss heaven in such a manner, but to refer to it as an entire Side, and use the adjectives he uses to describe heaven when we’ve only ever seen or heard him talk about God this way… it just all plays very intentional to me. It feel’s weird.
Especially once you take into consideration the flashbacks we’re shown of Beelzebub and Gabriel discussing the failed Armageddon in their little pub rendezvous. They never once mention their respect ‘boss’. Gabriel says “we are ready for round two.” And Beelzebub’s response is “as are we.” This we that they’re referring to isn’t God. It’s not Satan. They’re talking about the beings who reside in these respective places. The Angels and the Demons. And the conversation then continues with Gabriel admitting, “everyone in Heaven is all like, ‘Well, you’re the commander-in-chief, can’t you just make the war happen anyway?’ Like, I make the rules.” And whats Beelzebub’s response? “That’s exactly what my lot said.”
The pressure isn’t coming from God anymore. In the past, like seen in the Job episode, when there were divine tasks at hand they were dealt with by the angels for God, and God was directly involved in finding the outcome. There was no going through management or filing paperwork or monitoring miracles. And hey, I get it. As time evolves along with the humans, so does everything else.
My question is, is it possible that with these evolutions in the human world, that Heaven and Hell have perhaps learned a thing or two from humanity as well? Already they’ve mimicked the clothing, the office spaces, the entire design of heaven and hell down to the management hierarchy. Is it possible that these wars and these fights aren’t being started by God anymore, but an act of civil war amongst the Angels and Demons? We already see Michaels urge for power and control paralleled and almost foiled by Shax’s drive for control and power and both were the driving factors between any of the Major problems this season that lead to major conflicts between Heaven and Hell.
That brings us of course, to the Metatron. Who is he and where exactly did he come from? When did his position become necessary and why wasn’t he present as the ‘voice of god’ in the job minisode? Why suddenly are all of God’s plans, only being carried out by him?
Do you want to know why I think Gabriel was being demoted and not sent to Hell as a fallen angel? Because I don’t think they can. I think that’s something only God can do, but what kind of fear and control would that hold over all the busy bee’s? No, no, instead, let’s frame it as a Kindness. Heaven won’t cast you out because it will make them look bad! because it’s happened before, so they have no choice but to play a game of politics to keep everyone in check.
But here’s my question. Has there been a fallen angel since the great war? Why is it that after all this time, Aziraphale hasn’t fallen time and time again? Why is it that instead of an Angel falling from grace to join the armies of hell, the response to an act of rebellion is absolute destruction. The same could be said for hell. If you have demons walking around that are doing good, wouldn’t that simply just re-spark their halo’s? Why is it that they’d be destroyed by Holy Water instead of simply returning to Heaven?
It’s because God plays an ineffable game of their own design. They’re not playing with earth, or humanity. They’re toying with the Angels and the Demons. It’s why they’re placing bets with Satan.
When Crowley’s attempting to convince Aziraphale to run away for the last time, he doesn’t say Fuck God and Fuck whatever game this is, we don’t need to be a part of it. He says Heaven and Hell are toxic we need to get away from them.
It’s just so curious to me how this season has carefully and slowly taken us away from the idea of God and God’s Ineffable Plan and instead led us into this drama between Heaven and Hell, no mention of God whatsoever. No narrator.
#thoughts anyone?#genuinely curious if i just need a fucking nap#but also idk this time watching it really just struck me#when theyre discussing sides in the job minisode#they’re talking about heaven and hell#when the question is turned back on Aziraphale however#unlike crowleys answer of ‘i go along with hell as far as i can’ he doesnmt even mention Heaven#he goes straight to god#uk what thats a good point#let me add that into the post rq hold on#fuck me i went back to add the little paragraph and went on a tangent#it is now nearly 4am#so#ahem#shit#i hope this is even vaguely coherent and that people see it#i hope it doesn’t get swallowed by the void cause i think im onto something but im so tired#bi.f.shit#good omens#good omens 2#good omens 2 spoilers#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable divorcées#ineffable husbands#good omens spoilers#good omens meta#good omens analysis
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Things I've done recently that prove I need more sleep:
Reached for a drink from my water bottle only to realize I was about to drink from a baby bottle.
Tried to brush my teeth with face moisturizer instead of toothpaste - 0/10 I do not recommend.
Went to let my 3 year old son out into the backyard to go to the bathroom instead of my dogs.
Continually grabbed the carton of egg whites for my coffee instead of the oat milk - thankfully that one hasn't panned out fully. Yet.
Attempted to throw nondisposable dishware into the garbage.
Walked into a room only to forget why I'm there. Several times over.
Completely lost track of what day of the week it is. Like I have no idea. Is it Tuesday still?
#bella getting personal#supernatural really does have a gif for everything#but like seriously im tired#yet my body never lets me nap 😭
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some doodles!!!!!!!!
#warrior cats#squirrelflight#tawnypelt#nth too good just smth to get me to draw LMAO#i was gonna draw nightleaf but um#im tired and wanna nap LMAO maybe later or smth#like. i turned to look at my cat on the bed and she was sleeping so peacefully and looked sooo comfy i HAVE to join her in a nap#oh she just let out a lil mrrp ok GOODBYE NAP TIME WITH MY FAVOURITE KITTTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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something something that thing when you’re super sleep deprived for too long where your body decides to pull a windows 10 and function normally for about half the day and then randomly shut everything down to update for about ten minutes. and then you’re good again but an hour later it has to update again crashing your work
#kipspeak#it’s decided im not tired. Except when I SUPER AM and have to stop what im doing and take a quick nap or else#stupid curtains…. In my window………. let me sleep….!!!!!!!
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waking up means starting the day's long battle of fighting to stay conscious
#ough im so sleepy.... eepy even....#i already slept so much but the couch is calling to me#'maybe a lil nap wouldnt hurt' < thats the demons talking#but honestly. what WOULD it hurt? its not like i have literally Anything going on in my life!#there is nothing i need to be awake for!#why shouldn't i doze. why shouldn't i....#IM LOSING THE BATTLE#absolutely unprompted#i would like to scribble but im so tired... so sleepy... my eyelids are so heavy#just... just one little nap. an hour! or two. or five. lets go for a coma actually that sounds festive#a month long sleep should fix me (lie)#ill scribble some laughingstock later i prommy....#awww wait tangent#my cat letti has started up a new game#where she shoves a toy under a shelf and then runs to the other side to try and fish it out from underneath#and then she shoves it back under rinse and repeat#she's so enthusiastic about it... practically throwing herself around as she bats the toy back and forth#oh nope she got it out and now she's tossing it around & playing cat soccer with it <3#and i am going to go Nap. ive lost the battle <3 im waving a white flag <3 i surrender to diet death
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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rhglrhlghlrhgl dump
#doodle world#doodle world roblox#im too tired to tag characters and shit it is 11:35pm#my eyes are drier than the sahara#i want to sleep god please let me take a nap and not wake up at 3am
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sleepy but i wanna chew on his cheek
#god let me be normal#let me think about a real human#not multiple fictional delinquents at the same time#i can either sleep. and dream of uhhm#okay so tonight's brain menu is endo hiragi and tsubaki#or or i can eat and#idk what i would do after that#am kindaaaa hungry kindaaaa sleepy#equally both of them rn#it's still early tho idk why im tired already#idkkkk fridays make me sleepy ig#was trying my hardest not to nap earlier#maybe that's whyyy#nap every day but couldn't today#yeahhhhh that makes sense#☆— yapping
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also! if i take a while to reply to things, please be forgiving! i have 23 drafts and 25 asks currently. that's not even mentioning the things i have going on discord, too. i am a sloooooow writer when i'm not fixated on a specific character. and i have other shit going on, too. i may seem like i reply to some things really fast, but that's not the reality for everything i am capable of.
#this isn't like. @ anyone either#this is me looking at my blog and being like YIKES i have so much to do and i'm literally only talking about lilith#not to even. fucking mention that i'm working on part of her page again rifp#after i finish her page i'm gonna. make a general post of hey! read everyone's pages before interacting with them!#bc it's becoming. obvious who has and hasn't read them rip#i know i took a nap but god damn i am tired today. i think it's bc the weather's getting colder for a snow storm tomorrow#* ooc: let's go lesbians!#im so tired i forgot my ooc tag fuiewrjegto
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I need to be put down for the soppy ooey gooey lovey dovey domestic situations I be putting those old men in, in my head
#i JUST THINK that Christian would throw ridiculous tantrums when over tired and stressed#AND I THINK- PUT THE GUN DOWN.#AND I JUST THINK ADAM WOULD BE SWEET ABOUT IT#Firm but SWEET#like lets nap on the couch and then 'talk' about it later#and then he feeds him breakfast with him on on his lap from the same plate#IM SOFT. OK PUT ME DOWN NOW#jinouchi.txt#christian cage#adam copeland
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i haven’t done any of the work yet either, lmao idk how i’m gonna get through this
#literally last week i had to worry about an english project#the stress for it was insane like i’m tired man i don’t wanna do this anymore#i joke to my friends about killing myself but ts looking real nice rn i can’t do it bro#i feel like a failure#vent post#rant#i find myself thinking of my future too. idk what i’m gonna do and i can’t even imagine myself having one#i don’t know how to explain it but every time i imagine myself in the future#it’s me as someone else. like i want to be anyone but me. you know? i can’t imagine myself. it’s always someone else’s characteristics.#i think that’s why i wanted to shift so bad. to be someone that just isn’t me. idk how to explain it or how to even get through this but im#tired man i’ve been hating a lot of things about me. i hate my chin i hate my body i hate my arms i hate my acne i hate being in my skin#i can’t even take a nap because i have to atleast work on this presentation soon and maybe some of my study guide for my test tomorrow#i have the class first hour too#like i can’t win man. whoever’s out there in the universe let me be happy with myself just once please
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can i uhhh gwt a loan of $5000 please
#let me minimalisw my payments from the $150 it is to $50 a wk or wtv.#hell ill even settle for $75 tbh .#bc i have no issue paying shit off. i can do it. but .#also off topic but i did . some dish washing today#it was 3 pieces of cutlery a cup and 2 bowls but . progress.#i woke up at like 11am feeling the deoths of despair and decided to nap all day. ive been Awake#awake for maybe an hour ? or two???#and im trying tocget the strength to fucming shower. bc ik itll make me feel better#but im so sick of feeling depressed man. i docall#i forget that . this isnt smth i can rlly Fix. its smth i just have to learn to manage and cope with but if i dont wanna#throw a tantrum everytume i wake up wity a storm cloud over my brain and thr grey feeling tintign my senses....#fr abt to just quit my job#takw mt final paycheck and book it as far as $300 in fuel will take me#only issue is my tires fucked. i cannot suppirt ymself properly without 2 companies on my ass for debt#and as impulsive as i wanna be abt this if i dont think this through i will end up jobless and homeless#which i refuse 💜
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Happy NaNoWriMo everybody, have a shitty moodboard I put zero effort into
#nanowrimo#listen#im tired#i woke up at 5 with the first sentence stuck in my head and it wouldn't let me go back to sleep#it opens with David bleeding in an ER at 2 in the morning#its my life's mission to drag this man through the mud#I'm 3K in#im gonna go take a nap#obligatory I made this instead of writing
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