#im this 🤏 close to dropping out of school
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desperately grasping for the fervent productivity that the ac2 score filled me with two terms ago, allowing me to write 12 short essays in a 4 day period. i need that again...
#using apple music this time so my spotify wrapped isnt dominated by the ac2 score though lmao#rip to my 2022 spotify wrapped... irreparable damage done in a 2 week period in february by me blasting the ac2 score on repeat#ive learned from my mistakes#BUT ONLY ON THE INCONSEQUENTIAL THINGS NOT THE THINGS THAT ACTUALLY MATTER!!! UGH.#i have 16 essays to do in a 10 day period#i should be fine... right??#😅😅😅😅😅😅😅#somebody put me out of my misery#the inherent struggles of having adhd and being enrolled in an online degree program where the only deadline is the end of term#im this 🤏 close to dropping out of school#im TIRED#bean speaks
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with each passing day, the urge to just apply to graduate with my associate's degree, drop out, and get a full time job grows stronger
#need money to pay for motorcycle lessons + gear + bike itself#also there's significantly more full time jobs that i'm able to do than there are part time jobs#+ i'm kinda just done with school and i forgot to mention that im 🤏 this close to dropping out during my academic advising appointment#it might have to wait until after i graduate but that makes me go :(#im already looking at every biker on the road with a big :C#god i wish that were me#i've determined that i dont like driving a car very much but im still at least going to get the second stage of my license#(i can stay on that for as long as i want to)#(whereas my learner's expires in 2026 and i need to take the knowledge test again to get it again)#(its also generally a good skill to have tbh. even though im not thrilled about it)#(also it's like. $110 just to get my license. $35 for the road test and $75 for the license if i pass)#(makes me very :C)
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Yesterday I got my school I.D and yall...
THEY FUCKED UP MY PHOTO SO BAD
IM THIS CLOSE🤏 TO DROPPING OUT AND SUING THE SCHOOL
And they used a photo when I used to have fucked up ass bangs😭
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btl is the only thing keeping me sane during senior year, im 🤏 close to dropping out (i have a month left in school🥲)
Also can I be 🦕 anon?
HOLD ON TIL THEN .. thank you for reading! and yes you can! welcome anton to bbinaverse
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just asked my profs for an extension on my capstone because im depressed CRIIIIIIINGE
#purrs#my advisor who i literally met with on monday and i hid how awful i was feeling as best i could and he didn’t seem to notice: wtf she was fi#fine why is she doing this LOL. i told them (honestly) i was having issues w like eating sleeping basic hygiene etc which is like maybe tmi#but im scared that they think im faking it and so im gonna be candid bc i have been in hell. i feel better today in part bc my counseling se#session was helpful but like lol. i always get increasingly depressed at the end of the semester and ofc this semester there’s like the#whole fight w my parents plus certain other ongoing issues that are making me VERY mentally ill but that i can’t talk abt on here plus im#graduating. so it’s just like horrible and i literally cannot get work done in these conditions ive been halfassing work work and school wor#work and i just feel like im falling apart but i have to keep pushing on and i have to get this done. and im scared my profs are gonna think#im a fucking freak for being so depressed i can’t take care of myself but that’s just the depression talking LOLLLLLLL#i hope to god i will never be this sick in the head again ever in my life. i hope it will get better after i just finish my finals and stop#being a student and then if i ever become a student again i’ll be able to handle it and it won’t be this hard on me anyway. but my brain is#BATTERED and my spirit is BATTERED. i have never been able to handle this and everyone thinks i can but i can’t. it’s so stupid lol bc i get#As and im very very good at pretending like nothings wrong (either that or ppl are too scared to say they notice / do anything abt it) but l#like it always surprises ppl when i tell them im sad or upset or anxious or whatever and it’s like i have these giant gaping ragged wounds i#in my head and heart at all times and no one sees which only makes it worse. criiiiinge. but yeah no i am this 🤏🏻 close to dropping out rn i#cannae take it there’s only like 3 weeks left but i cannae take it 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😇😇#delete later#ask to tag
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if you think having a parent that's a teacher gives you any advantages in school (especially if they teach in your school) then im here to tell you
no it really does not
#everytime i be chillin my mom have to be up my ass about homework and grades again#''you have to graduate high school to get anywhere'' miss girl my summer job will hopefully be a drama camp#and my longtime job will hopefully be in a band. what part of either of those screams ''high school diploma required''#seriously im this 🤏 fucking close to either running away or dropping out#*sighs heavily*#a wild cranberry screams for the masses
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