#cannae take it thereβs only like 3 weeks left but i cannae take it πππππππππππ
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just asked my profs for an extension on my capstone because im depressed CRIIIIIIINGE
#purrs#my advisor who i literally met with on monday and i hid how awful i was feeling as best i could and he didnβt seem to notice: wtf she was fi#fine why is she doing this LOL. i told them (honestly) i was having issues w like eating sleeping basic hygiene etc which is like maybe tmi#but im scared that they think im faking it and so im gonna be candid bc i have been in hell. i feel better today in part bc my counseling se#session was helpful but like lol. i always get increasingly depressed at the end of the semester and ofc this semester thereβs like the#whole fight w my parents plus certain other ongoing issues that are making me VERY mentally ill but that i canβt talk abt on here plus im#graduating. so itβs just like horrible and i literally cannot get work done in these conditions ive been halfassing work work and school wor#work and i just feel like im falling apart but i have to keep pushing on and i have to get this done. and im scared my profs are gonna think#im a fucking freak for being so depressed i canβt take care of myself but thatβs just the depression talking LOLLLLLLL#i hope to god i will never be this sick in the head again ever in my life. i hope it will get better after i just finish my finals and stop#being a student and then if i ever become a student again iβll be able to handle it and it wonβt be this hard on me anyway. but my brain is#BATTERED and my spirit is BATTERED. i have never been able to handle this and everyone thinks i can but i canβt. itβs so stupid lol bc i get#As and im very very good at pretending like nothings wrong (either that or ppl are too scared to say they notice / do anything abt it) but l#like it always surprises ppl when i tell them im sad or upset or anxious or whatever and itβs like i have these giant gaping ragged wounds i#in my head and heart at all times and no one sees which only makes it worse. criiiiinge. but yeah no i am this π€π» close to dropping out rn i#cannae take it thereβs only like 3 weeks left but i cannae take it πππππππππππ#delete later#ask to tag
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