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#im still coping ok#guys this is so silly#ii 17#fandom#inanimate insanity#osc community#bfdi#art#object shows#osc art#toondoubloon#omg uhh
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lovely runner FIRST episode pre-release is out!! omg the cute meet of the two main characters we've been waiting 😘
#mini series lovely runner#please support this new mini series#lovely runner#byeon wooseok#kim hyeyoon#im still coping ok
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Wait I’m just realizing how funny it is that springtrap/ William and all his variations see an unhappy child with brown hair, brown eyes and striped shirt and immediately goes … yes I must have him as my own like 🧍♂️
#im sorry I think its my meds kicking in I can’t stop laughing#oh gosh#okokok#LMAO ??? is bro ok is this how he copes#pix habla#fnaf#oh gosh alright I’m good now#into the pit#fnaf security breach#fnaf 4#it all comes down to crying child that’s sad but also girl he’s still around as a ghost just ? stop trying to replace him 😭#springtrap#William Afton#HAHHSHSHADBDNDR#this shouldn’t be this funny#ok im done now sayonara yall#I need to finish the game tbh just haven’t fell well enough TTwTT
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shuake week 2024
day 5: royalty
(a continuation to this)
#shuakeweek2024#shuake#i draw skrunkly#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#p5r#nobdoy ask me why the last panel looks so weird#irs fucking me up too ok#persona 5 fanart#persona 5#UGHHHGHHHH THIS ONE IS SO EMBARRASSING LIKE READING THE DIALOGUE UMM#thanks bridgerton for the inspo#MY BACK… my back is still in pain#maybe its the angle maybe thats why its weird#im coping shut up
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rejoice. baby vashwood be upon ye
#im very much still coping#also i love drawing them as baby besties they���re so adorable HELPPPP#love them love them love them#my most adornale tootsits#my little mipys#ue ue ue#vash#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#? they’re tiny#vash x wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#ok bye
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need a hardened respectful fujo to sit down with james mcavoy and discuss cherik with him insteada this peanut gallery cause if i have to hear people laugh about a gay ship one more time i just might eat rocks
#xmen#cherik#snap chats#get him OUT OF THERE PLEASE#im glad he still provided like. GENUINE quick thoughts and highlighted their love and vulnerability and them 'bridging a gap'#i WILL be taking his comment on them cuddling and running to my tablet with it later but thats not the point#there's a point that maybe just the absurdity of the thought of Evil Villain Magneto and Good Guy Professor X being in love is the comedy#i however will not be trusting like that. the REALNESS of it all IS Evil Villain Magneto and Good Guy Professor X being in love#DESPITE their rivalry and differences because in the end they still want the same thing and still love each other#the vulnerability these men can find within each other despite feeling so isolated from the world around them...#guys theyre making me sick amidst my rant i gotta stop thinking about them before i go off#point is if they just let james lock in for like half an hour id trust him to elaborate on that well#he's already done so a bit in other interviews please just let him submit a thesis vlaekjvkaelj#he been the headrunner of cherik since first class dropped id trust his thoughts with my life really#ok bye im gonna cope witht e fact i got class in like two hours#at least speak no evil comes out tomorrow ..... might watch it with my family ..... lol ....
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pov you heard your cat chewing something, asked them "what are you eating" and they started chewing faster
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#not explicitly narilamb but you can tag that it ok#i know its messier than usual but thats all i can manage atm#im still processing the emotional whiplash i got from those last bishops quests#needed some sillies to cope 🫶
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well i oop
call it an environmental tragedy but i call it ✨ LARPing✨
bonus the exact thing i told my mom when i experienced haze for the first time:
#dimension 20#dropout tv#burrow's end spoilers#burrow's end#ok but for real its not great here boys#im just coping with humor but if i laugh too hard i cant breathe#but fr after i watched ep 1 i just had to sit down and dissociate a little as a treat#haze can be traumatizing frfr#haze#aabria iyengar#erika ishii#rashawn scott#izzy roland#brennan lee mulligan#jasper william cartwright#siobhan thompson#BTW LONG COVID AND HAZE DO NOT MIX NOT RECOMMENDED#update cause people found this post: API reading is down but my lungs are still fucked and long covid made it worse <3
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[WIP] Probably not gonna finish anytime soon since I'm making it between work and projects as rest time
#kamen rider#kamen rider geats#kr geats#keiwa sakurai#black general bujin sword#kamen rider tycoon#wip#buffa is also here but he's lying on the cold hard corner lol#as op posts this she's past episode 45#but as you can see i'm still coping 41 lkjhgfdsdfg#and btw episode 44 iS A MASTER PIECE WORK OF ART#tycoon vs buffa couple quarrel gang fight plus fantasy na-go is the world i wished for - amen geats#45 is kinda bad and i'm forbidden to see previews except what my friend sends me#aND HE SENT ME 46'S TITLE AND IM— yelp (:#art talk now this lineart style takes time since I'm basically painting in bw#but it also hides the fact i'm drawing these designs for the first time lol#ok buffa is the 3rd but the other two were all in shadow lolol#anyway it's a sort of study for me#plus my freelance work is full comic coloring - i literally flat and render everyday since 2k21 i think?#its just natural i lean to do something different as a treat
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since when have we been so different?
#vash the stampede#millions knives#trigun#trigun stampede#my art#im ok. this is fine#however if i think too hard abt these two i will cry#it’s always the sibling dynamics that get to me#gotta make fun of knives specifically to cope#which is. unrelated to the drawing tbh but still
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does anyone else have problems like. i cant watch movies if my room is messy. i cant listen to music in the bathroom bc its like, a dirty place and i dont want the music to know im cleaning my bathroom or whatever the fuck it is. i cant write a paper in a stained shirt bc ive got these invisible eyes on me n it’s embarrassing. im exploring the idea that i might actually have OCD n not just a half hearted suggested diagnosis from when i was like 10 n this sounds like bizarre behavior so idk does anyone know anything. i would love to just live my life
#it took me years to be ok w changing clothes or eating w the tv on.#im gearing up to explain to my therapist that when i was young my main coping mechanism for abuse#was that really intense daydreaming but in particular id imagine a fictional character or someone i admired was with me at all times like.#watching. n i could talk to them in my head n live in kind of an alternate world#but then it fucked me over bc as i got older i still felt like someone is with me 24/7#like to this day i do not feel alone ever bc theres some crazy invisible audience watching me#so i already have a lot of embarrassing things ive done in front of ppl to deal with but on top of that#im just always embarrassed bc theres someone watching me like eat chips in my recliner without makeup on#its insane.#anyway i cant watch movies if my room is messy n it pisses me off. JUST RELAX
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can't even be alone with my thoughts for two seconds because I keep thinking about the LIE and its implications for Marinette and for Adrien and for the whole world around them and then I start crying 😭😭😭 someone save me
#and she knows deep down that she shouldn't#she keeps asking everyone to convince her that she made the right choice#but how do you tell your boyfriend who has already suffered so much and lost both of his parents#that his father was the one who's been terrorising the city for so long#and she doesn't even know he's chat noir and that HE was the one fighting him 😭😭#and worse thing he did all that to bring back his mother who died BECAUSE of giving birth to Adrien#im sooooo not ok#screaming for eternity#and in the paris special#he said he'd wanted to make the wish to bring his mother back. but he realised it wouldnt be right#how to you cope with the fact that your own father couldn't come to the same conclusion up until the very last moment#and he was awful and neglected and abused him but adrien still loved him#how could he cope with learning that he was actually an awful person. way more than he could ever imagine#they carry so much burden 😭😭#london special#london special spoilers
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50. Writer's preference - "And what if it is not you?"
The barb stung and Arthur turned away as quickly as if she had struck him.
These walks had become something of a tradition between the Prince and former Princess over the rolling weeks. With the out of doors near unpassable, Arthur's mornings had shifted to a shorter indoor practice before dawn, followed by a brief repast and then a stroll through the Orangery with the Lady Aria. Though they still argued as often as they didn't, there was something free and flowing in these conversations -- a strange sense that no subject was off limits...And that every single one was somehow taboo. It was perhaps true that they had each been raised as royalty, but it seemed their worlds could not have been more different.
Today, the subject had fallen to that all-encompassing theme of his life, the most pressing topic in the empire, and the one least likely ever to be openly addressed: Roderick's line of succession. It was an ache in his gut, this, a hill he had run up all his childhood only to find a sheer rockface confronting him. Now, scrambling for footholds in the brutal cliffside, it was a race to the top against those he loved most -- a climb now far too high to risk the drop. It was success or the death of all meaning. But what was he to do? Throw his siblings from the sides? They too held on by meager fingertips and he could not bear to think of them dashed against the teeth of the unforgiving stone so far below.
Arthur's jaw clenched. He kept her pace, but he no longer looked at her as she spoke; heard her only as if from a great distance. What was there to say? Yet, her last words burned, searing like vinegar in his cuts, and he turned sharply towards her, a rush sounding in his head.
"What? You favor someone else?" he demanded, all effort at bluster or calm stripped away. Surprise seemed to register in his face and, pressing his eyes shut, he shook his head, realizing she meant this only as rhetoric and, with a look of defeat, he sighed; shook his head. "How should I know? It would be the end for me."
He didn't look at her, now, gaze straying upwards towards the gently nodding trees, branches heavy and sagging with fruit. He thought of the tart-sweet of them, tawny and opening with a kind of crack. Fibrous chambers of juice attended the tiny seeds at the center and this, then, was life. Even trees limned their children with sweet cushions against the harsh reality of the world around them. When he laughed, it was a bitter sound.
Sighing, Arthur shook his head. "Aria, I--" but he stopped. He'd not said her name so baldly before and he gestured, helpless, voice trapped within his throat.
Her eyes were dark: not mere chocolate, but something else as if the sea had leaked into them and tossed against stormy shores within her mind. Her face was set, but he could not read it. He searched for something written there, something designed for him to read: he wanted it. He knew the message he wished to read. A very simple message. He wanted to read it again and again, see it roiling within the storm of her eyes. But there was nothing. She was no harbor. She was, perhaps, another deathly drop.
Aria lifted her chin. "Go on."
"I don't know what will happen if my father chooses someone else any more than you do. But I do know I will be a threat to whoever is chosen, simply for having been in the running, and..."
And if it were Edmund who were selected, whom Arthur regarded as the most likely alternative, he would not expect to long outlive his father -- or even his father's choice. Enemies of the House of Calainon had a way of disappearing. Arthur was not altogether certain they even lifted a finger: they were witches, after all. Likely, all they needed do was wish for a thing, and their dark magic did the rest. Edmund might not wish him gone, perhaps...but Amira would not hesitate. He could not help but think that would make for a horrible ending, all the demons of hell rising at her command. His would be a silent end, he had no doubt, yet he knew, too, that if it were by Amira's hand, he would die howling.
If Aria had said something else, Arthur had not heard it. At last, she said: "And what if the Emperor doesn't choose? What happens to us all, then?"
Arthur stopped short, and Aria beside him. "Then it'd be war."
He walked out without another word.
#this was really interesting to write -- he's actually much more clear eyed (when forced to confront it) than id thought he'd be honestly#drabble#challenge#aria stafford#edmund varmont#amira varmont#guinevere varmont#ask#honestly still ruminating abt this like...this response really shocked me??????#i kinda thought he'd be like 'guess id turn to duke or knight errant or smth' or just bluster but he was like 'nah im dead by black magic'#me: you ok arthur?????#arthur: obviously not#roderick varmont#arthur's gonna go hit smth really really really hard btw if you're wondering where he's off to#realizing being a knight isn't ~just abt proving himself (tho its v much that too!!!) its also a coping mechanism#and he's lowkey terrified every single day of his life and now im really sad#i honestly didn't think he was so aware of all that laksjdflkjslf#about#also if you're wondering what he was searching for in her face -- he just wanted to see a lil faith in him#that's all he really wants from anyone#and its all he never gets from anyone#if anyone anyone showed a lil faith in him or a lil love for him -- god forbid -- he'd go to the ends of the earth for them purely for that
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More Fiona doodles! She’s Janine’s cousin on her maternal side, comes to NYC from Chicago. She helps out Janine from time to time
#the real ghostbusters#real ghostbusters#real ghostbusters oc#im still working out the details but im thinking maybe she becomes the gb’s publicist?#god bless her shed be so stressed but i think it’d be fun#who is she shipped with?#oh yknow#looks around#it might be venkman but you didnt hear that from me#listen i ship dana/peter as much as the next man but she doesnt exist in the rg world ok#im typically a ray girlie but his dumbassery and sarcastic charm has captivated me#and also the thing in mrs favershams attic#anyway#i started watching trg after years of not seeing it for saturday morning cartoon coping and ive been swept#im not over tbb yet tho dw#also slight redesign just to give her hair a little flip#kitty draws#fiona
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#my body has already started detoriating :(((#like it just feels so sad and unfair that my body started getting sick when i was 21...#(i know that many ppl experience it even from childhood </3)#and to watch ppl my own age around me still be healthy and painfree makes me so envious#why did have to start falling apart as early as in my 20s???#so many ppl get to be healthy and feel ok until they start getting older and if they keep healthy they will stay ok for most of the time#im sick and i have pain constantly every day .... and im 25#and it will only gets worse and that scares me like skskksks#if it's already like this.. if im this sick and have this pain when im 25 how will it be when im old??#and i get sick with envy when i think abt the fact that other ppl around me#get to have years and years and years without pain and ilnesses#but for me that will be the main part of my life#some days it just hits me like a truck and im like wow yeah this is my life and it will keep being my life#i can only be grateful it isnt way worse. bc i know it can be and is so for other ppl#and i can barely cope with this. how would i cooe with that?#cope*****#this makes me feel sm like i just dont wanna become old#i want to live my life until the point where the universe is like no more for u!!!#but if that point is beyond im old i just dont know. idk if i can deal with that...#plus alone... i wont have kids. and many ppl do have kids just to have someone be responsible for u#and be alone and vulnerable and weak and powerless in like a nursing home#with employees who abuse me lmao#no.. i dont wanna be old :< if the world was a nicer place i would be brave and face it#but this society is so fucking awful. so awful.. no.
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rgg tier list of how they drive and who even has a license
#snap chats#this is how i cope with drivin. in case you were wondering#sometimes i think arakawa doesnt have a license if only to imagine the goofy scenario#where he has to ‘’’’borrow’’’’ a car and he has to bullshit it#anyway stay tuned… <- not making it but its still funny to think about#ok im getting ready to leave now bye
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