#im starting my “job” tomorrow and im terrified and need a distraction while i finish up comms

[petricorah]

opening misc asks/requests again (art related or otherwise) 🍄🍄~~~

[wonhoarctic]

obsession | yandere genderbend!changkyun (sangah)

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genre: yandere and smut (with a minor fluff at the end)

pairing: yandere!sangah (changkyun) x fem!dom!reader

request: hi!! how are u doing, love? hope u are well! can i request a a little bit of yandere genderbeng!changkyun (aka sanga) x dom female reader smut? like, sanga is a little bit obsessed and the reader finds it so adorable? thank u ❤️

a/n: hi love!! sorry for taking that long with the request, i wasn't feeling well, but i hope this is what you wanted, i made it quite long just to have some mentions of sangah being a yandere, and added some teasing and kind of a punishment, i hope you still like it and it's what you wanted!! this is my first time writing something with dom!reader and a sapphic smut, so if there's something i'm doing wrong, you can also correct me please!! good reading anon!! <3

contains: mentions of yandere, mentions of threatening someone and hurting them, jealous, sub!idol, smut galore, femxfem, like, sex toys, dirty talk, very slight overstimulation, edging, spanking, fingering and etc, slight mommy kink

(i haven't found any gifs of her, unfortunately, so here's a pic of sangah)

"minji, hey!" you went to talk with the girl, smiling as she smiled too, showing her dimples "would you like to pair up with me for this assignment?"

"dior came to ask me the same thing, so, i'll see, if she gets another partner, i'll love to be your partner, because i don't want to make any of you sad" she smiled

"oh, okay! when you find this out, please, come and tell me! i'll see you later" once minji leaves, you see sangah, the quiet and innocent girl you always had a crush on going to talk with her

minji is popular... damn, i think i'll have to do it alone you thought, but, instead, what you see is kind of........ unique

im sangah was threatening her not to get near to you... because she

haves a crush on you, and you could hear something along the lines "y/n is mine. don't even think of touching her or i'll beat you. she is going to do it with me, don't try doing anything with her. stay out of my way." kind of creepy, but you still think is pretty cute of her, though

"y/n!" minji called, she looked pale, she must be terrified "i'm sorry, dior didn't get a partner so i'll have to do it with her..."

"i see" you smiled "it's okay! we can do something together next time!"

she said something you didn't really paid attention on, and you came to talk with sangah, who blushed the moment she saw you nearing her desk

"hey! sangah, do you want to be my partner in this project?" she blushed in the instant she saw you nearing her sight

"u-uhm... ye-yes... sure..." she smiled

"how about you meet me at the end of the classes and then we go to my place to do it?"

"sure! i'll see you there! bye, y/n~" her smile was brighter, probably she was happy...

cute, you thought, her little obsession for me is cute... but i have some ideas

the classes ended faster than you thought, and when you saw a smiley sangah, you couldn't help but smile too, especially when she eyed minji and left out an irritated huff, grabbing your arm

the two of you did actually a great job, actually, you finished the assignment earlier than the expecting, but, letting sangah leave your house wasn't in your plans for another hour

"so... i saw you talking with minji earlier," you started, and her body tensed at the mention of the girl "what were you talking about?"

"u-uhm... i-it was nothing..." sangah murmured, but you were confident about getting this girl to yourself today

"nothing" you mocked "so... threatening her to stay away from me is nothing now, huh?" every word coming out of your lips had you approaching more sangah's face

"i-i..." when she finally got the guts to say something, you interrupted her

"and stalking me was also nothing, right, sang? you think i didn't noticed that... but i actually did" you laughed lightly, seeing her body still tense "but don't worry, love, i also have a huge crush on you... i think your little obsession is cute~" you cooed, and sangah's face lightened up with your last words

"a-are you serious?" it was all she could say

"of course it is, baby" you grabbed her by the waist "but you're such a bad girl for doing those things to minji..." whispering very near to her lips, you kissed sang before talking again

it was a slow and sensual kiss, so slow that you could tell sangah was impatient for more, especially when your hands went straight away to her boobs, playing with them through her shirt and bra without breaking the kiss

"i think i'll have to punish you, baby" you finally finished your sentence, and sangah's body shivered at those words "strip for me, baby"

she did as you asked, but, as her bratty self, sangah couldn't help but tease you while stripping, squeezing her breasts together, and sliding her panties off slowly.... painfully slowly, you grew more impatient at every single move of her

"enough" you growled "from now on, i'd like you to call me mommy, okay?"

"yes, mommy" she was quick to answer, and you smiled, laying sangah gently on the bed, hovering her well-built body

"such a good girl you are... but this won't do to erase your punishment..." you laughed, running your thumb over her lower lip "mommy's going to play with that pretty little pussy of yours a bit, be a good girl and keep your hands to yourself, otherwise, you'll not be allowed to cum"

saying that, you got a baby blue vibrator, and a blue rope, just in case of her not obeying you

"alright baby, you can moan as much as you want, i have just one rule; keep your hands to yourself. understood?" stroking your hair, you asked her, who eagerly nodded, already too hot and wet to handle

"yes, m-mommy" when she started to answer your question, you used her distraction to start moving the vibrator against her folds, earning a moan in-between her words

sliding it up and down her folds, you spread her legs a bit more, just so you could fuck herself with it, hearing sangah's moans increase even more, and for a second, she almost broke your ruler, but remembered what you've said

"good girl, you're such a good girl, listening to me so well..." you praised sang, who almost came "no, baby, i can't have you cumming yet, i can feel you're close... but i want you to wait a little.... can you do this for mommy?"

she nodded eagerly, waiting for your next command, her eyes never leaving your frame, while you searched the room for a toy

"baby, i'm going to fuck you, but, for you to be ready for my cock, you'll need to finger yourself........ will you be a good girl and play with yourself for me?"

"i will, i promise" she said, getting on all fours as if you'd fuck herself, but instead, she toyed with her clit a bit, moaning lightly, just to feel her own wetness, before slipping not one, but two fingers on her tight entrance, letting out a loud moan, making you smirk

sangah was really a good girl, in that case, a good slut, obeying you just to receive some please, but you knew that girl would do literally everything for you, you knew sangah could kill and die for you, and that made your smile increase even more, while you put the strap on

the toy itself had a vibrating dildo inside, so you'd be pleasured while you were fucking sangah

"alright, enough, you're close again, aren't you?" you grabbed her hair, and she moaned a little 'yes' "i can see your pussy contracting around your fingers..... are you that eager to get fucked, baby? you're such a slut.... my good little slut" you slapped her ass harshly "would you like if mommy fucked you right now?"

"yes, mommy, please! for the love of everything holy, please, fuck me!" she moaned, even if she wasn't touching herself, she was contracting around the air, her pussy ready for your strapon, and the sight made you inhale some air, controlling yourself not be so harsh with your sub at that moment

you tried your best to contain your emotions as you penetrated her entrance with the phallic object in your waist, slowly inserting the whole length in her cunt, hearing a loud and whiny moan

"what, baby? am i too slow?" you teased her, still going in a very slow pace, so she could get used, but it looked like sang didn't wanted that, as she was already being whiny

"mommy..... please.... i know you want to punish me, but please, do it by making me have problems to walk tomorrow, i beg you" she moaned, and that was when i knew i could stop trying to take care of her by not hurting my girl

"you're so cute begging me, sang~" i cooed, starting to fuck her the way i could, feeling the toy vibrating inside me, making me moan as well

my moans and low groans were nothing compared to the girl, who was moaning loudly and making me laugh about desperate was she to cum

"can you wait for mommy, hm?" i started to thrust even faster, feeling my own high start to show up "or are you going to be a slut and come all over my cock without even thinking of me?" grabbing her hair roughly, sangah moaned from both the action and the piercing pain in her scalp, connecting her back to my bare chest, the feeling of her back rubbing against my sensitive nipples made my body crave for even more, and my thrusts began to be sloppier, the vibrations against my core being relentless

with few more thrusts, sang squirted all over the phallic object, and not much longer, the vibrations brought me to my own orgasm

pulling out from her, both of us panting and sharing smiles, i discarded all the toys we used and put them in a place so i could clean them after

"next time, i may be even stricter to you, if you try to threaten my friends... but it was cute, though" i laughed, laying down on my bed while cuddling the girl "you know, i'm already all yours, baby~"

[obannthepunished]

Thiiiis weeks notes yall

unrelated matt finished with his usual speech but threw a “i love you very much” in there and i legit started crying bc that registers in my very broken brain as “yeah this is actually true” and that hasnt happened w/ anyone OTHER than matt in three years so yeah. fun

anyway, hope yall r ready for some heavy readin

unless i missed some, 826LA gets $800 this week from the nat 1′s so thats fun

rashnorkthings replied to your post: Thiiiis weeks notes yall unrelated matt finished...

they actually rolled 13 nat 1’s according to critrolestats

So I did miss some! I didn’t start deliberately counting for a while so eh, my bad

Yasha slept outside in the alley 8(

New woman at the barm human, 50s, black hair

"Fjord! Fjord, dont you DARE have fun without us!" - Molly, running away from skele vs person convo for fjord

trebuchet- throwing sandbags @ basket/line??? Either way 5 copper for three throws + Fjord pays for both himself and Molly

fjord gets...... two nat ones in a row. hits a mother in the face. rips a sandbag all over himself. Yasha and Jester pick him up and he gets ANOTHER nat 1 yasha and jester THROW FJORD.

Molly gets 19 on his first throw. ofc he takes it with a big ass bow. Jester takes one throw, rolls 6, straight up, STRAIGHT down, yasha + moll detangle her Yasha rolls 4 Molly gets a nice fuckin strawberry.

caleb nat 20s on a cup switchy game nott plays nat1 ofc.

Beau (+ Molly) lookin for some wild fuckin mead "dyou have mead that doesnt taste like piss?" "... i have mead that'll get ya fucked up. might still taste like piss." both beau and molly get the stupid strong mead

hammer bell game but with a rock. titans grasp? yasha + jester play YASHA RAGES. SHE. RAGEs. LOVE IT. 17, it tilts but doesnt turn over. roll2 24 !!!! and it TURNS FUCK YEAH

Caleb counts her money as she does from like 10 feet away i love him

jester tries and gets a fucking NAT 20 i love her, it rolls twice she only gets 7 gold tho cause yasha won the 44#

Jester cuts off a slice of caramel apple for a small child aw she buys them all caramel apples, except yasha who gets a candied apple instead bc theres only 6 caramel

"caleb! caleb! can you run detect magic on any of this?" -M caleb does that whilst molly plays distraction @ the tapestry booth *

symbol of the platinum dragon, very VERY gaudy, tapestry, run by a mid 30s half elf. that one is 10 gold. 7 feet top to bottom. oh yeah i forget mol has the platinum dragon necklace thats fun, thats a note to self

nott pulls the "caleb's my dad" "he just humansplained me" - nott oh Caleb's doing some archery "if you want to have a laugh, lets have me doing some physical sport" - Caleb

caleb ties his hair back awww bb, uses wire (later takes it out but still)

Nott gets a perfect bullseye on the far target AND the middle target, gets a bullseye on the middle + splits it and on the close target too

yasha (re rats): I thought... that was dinner...? Molly: were not eating the rats so nott gives her a rat candied/caramel rats.......... no

jester disguises herself and desecrates an alter but like, for the traveler so

beaus going arm wrasslin gainst a burly dude. and she loses ofc. yashas goin up against an even BIGGER dude. shes covering her face w her hair blass jester shouting about how beautiful her hair is he recognises her as xorhasian and she gets mad af and nat 20s him super hard but he catches it 8( nott distracts him with "kendall is getting to second base with your wife right now" Y: 21, twice, she's close to gettin him!!! 14 and theyre back to the middle. 14 and BACK TO THE MIDDLE!, 17 and shes on the push, 22 and theyre BACK to the middle fucks sake. 21 and shes succeeding again on the puuuush (i am so stressed), 19 YASHA WINS Jester wrasslin Nott to stop nott shooting gunther (sp) "BREAK HIS ARM OFF YASHA"

Yashas invited to join a merc group oof, but fjord chips in that shes spoken for bless

calebs busy trying to talk his way into the archive of the cobalt soul... cept he doesnt need to cause its open to the public with an escort. asks abt the hall of... erudition??? iridition? i shouldlook this up. that knowledge open only to stuuudents?? of the hall. and the headmaster "ormed?? hass???" thats what it sounds like idk

"i turn a corner and ffffffuhkin book it"

beau is so judgemental lmao Beau: cobalt's a good colour on you caleb: what? Beau: (shrugging) you look good in blue [break]

tournament time

"what is your name???" "Caleb and beauregard can you front me 16 gold" beau: beau: beau: here.>:I

Liam: Kitty. thats just the auto for him now frumpkin does fail the stealth check tho 8( hes not kicked just carried out and disappeared into the pocket dimension.

i wish i could hear good bc im decently sure liam made a mostly in character gag about caleb not taking his clothes off yet

FORMALLY DECLARED WAR ON XORHAS HOLY SHIT "return word to [the king] that Zadash prepares to join the front"

fjord tries to glean info so hard

caleb: it just occured to me, that starting tomorrow it will be more important than ever that we stick together jester: all of us? or just you and nott?

Beau reveals to Caleb that she is/was?? is?? part of the cobalt soul + can get him into the library, shows him the scripture on her belt as explanation*

clerics from the house of the platinum dragon out there as healers

menagerie coast just full of friendly folk confirmed [darrow's group is menagerie coast at visual identification]

half giant with spikes and terrifying jester: i hope we dont have to fight him beau: i want to be him "Germichael??? jermikael???" i like that one lmao

caleb puts his hood up.

big froggo creature to the asshole arm wrestle group. leader is swallowed and carves his way out

mighty nein is second. two doors, one creature, beast has large tentacle like arms, greyish brown mass 15 ft, giant mouth teeth, three tendrils, stinks real bad knew i shoulda brought kalvins monster manual to bed w me

Beau: 24 Molly 23 Creature Caleb: 18 Nott: 16 Jester, yasha, fjord: 6(66) beau uses her two WOODEN SWORDS (flavour to her unarmed strikes) two attacks, 13 is too low to hit

molly vm: YOUVE GOT NO ARMS (no effect) radiants his swords

gil continuesto fuck marisha.

NEW SPELLS!!!! caleb casts enlarge??? on yasha, doubles her size, cool shit

14 is its ac

hellish rebuke from jes: YOU STILL DONT HAVE ANY STUPID ARMS

yasha nat 20s does a total offff 41 dmg gets the hdywtdt, stabs through its whole entire head

jester medicines at beau for her poison, manages to cure it.

the line whatever, gunthers group goes down

jester gets on a wall. Giant fucking wolves???

Liam nat 1s 826la is gettin gud

Order: Beau (nat 20s) Jester Molly Yasha Nott Fjord Caleb

beau tries to treat the wolf as a dog bless

Molly's VM: BAD DOGGY (butt turkey lmao)and it hits!!!

oh shit fucking ice breath, 15 foot cone, hits yasha jester and caleb jes is cold resistant but we did already know that so

other one goes @ fjord + molly a LOT OF DAMAGE fjord saves molly doesnt. 26 points.

yasha nat 20's does a decent chunk of damage fjord hexes THAT one

caleb maximillians earthen grasps the one NOT hexed

jester runs across the wall and comes down on the back of the hexed wolf with her handaxe **

molly stabby, misses one, nat 1's "oh my god its a natural fucking one" which was fuuuurrry enpurrtaining

earthen grasp one breaks free, but that is its action sooo beau pulls by the tail and stops it fuckin movin on her attack of opportunity

yash NAT 20S AGAIN KICK ASS BITCH

fjord finally summons the wastehunter falchion, which nobody else woulda known about whoomph

beau: i wanna crack it in the nuts and then CRACK it over the back nat 1 on the back, 17 on the nuts :b ** "SPAY AND NEUTER YOUR PETS" flurry of blows but it misses

molly gets the hdywtdt on the second, and cheshire smiles it to the extreme

jester casts prayer of healing on all but nott who is unharmed

mountain makers go out, owlbears fuckin destroy them

stubborn stock? stalk? displacer beasts, i dont need matt to tell me what these are, one of them goes down and darrow is trapped and mauled for a moment, one of the fighters goes down, and FINALLY they fuck up the other beast

caleb calls frumpkin back "just to have him with me" they fight for fucking ages honestly

hill giant!!! FUCK (liam takes a photo and good job son you got that now)

[kpoptart216]

(W)rapped Around Her Finger (pt 2)

A/N: I had such a hard time writing this, and I rewrote this like multiple times but this was the best I could do and for that i’m sorry. I had such a hard time making J-hope look like a douche. He’s such a cutie! Hopefully you all like this little series. I had fun writing~

Thank you for requesting and I would love to write more for people! Send in your requests~ I just don’t write smut hehe.

Request: can i request a yoongi or jhope fanfic? im not creative maybe where you’re both famous rappers and he has a huge crush on you i cant think of a plot (sorry) so surprise me! :) but i would like angst and fluff :)) thank you in advance if you decide to do it!! 💕💕

Part 1

pairing: j-hope x reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff

You felt like life was set for you. You were truly happy with where you were in life. Your career was great and you realized that while you were happy now, there was still a lot you wanted to do for yourself. Being in a group full of talented girls, you were never sure if you were as talented as them, but Hoseok kept reminding you that you were.

He made you feel complete and at ease in the business and you were beyond thankful for him being your best friend.

Hoseok meanwhile was terrified of how close you two were getting. Management didn’t want anyone from either groups dating, but that wasn’t what scared him the most. Even if were to go against the company and secretly date, he wasn’t sure you felt the same way he did. He knew that you considered him a good friend, but he felt like that’s all he could ever be for you.

One day, Bang PD called you into his office, but only you alone. You thought he was going to sack you, but to your surprise, he opened up a new door.

“I know that being in a girl group isn’t what you signed up for. It seems like all the other girls are off doing some sort of solo promotions, but you don’t really seem all that interested in acting or things like that. I want to know how you feel about releasing a single...by yourself...” he asked, trying to comprehend the expression on your face.

“Yes! Yes!! A million times yes!” you say excitedly, jumping up in your chair.

Bang PD laughs along with you. “Well then, I’m giving you the freedom to choose your own concept. I’m expecting big things, Y/N” he said. 

You could barely contain your excitement. “Thank you PD-nim! Thank you so much” you said as you excused yourself from his office.

After your initial meeting with Bang PD, it was later determined that someone should feature in your title song. Since you had the freedom to do what you wanted with your music, you were allowed to pick. Most people thought you would pick someone from your group but to everyone’s surprise, you had asked Hoseok. And to surprise everyone further, he said yes in a heartbeat.

“Are you sure you want me to feature? Would I be ok?” he had asked you multiple times. Hoseok was going to be dancing alongside you for most of the song and even rap a few lines during the 2nd verse.

“I wouldn’t have it any other way” you had told him back. And it was true. You wouldn’t have wanted it any other way. 

After the song was produced, you and Hoseok spent hours a day in the dance practice rooms. There was something about watching him dance that made your heart flutter, but you pushed those feelings aside. You scolded yourself for being distracted during such an important time. 

There were quite a few moments in the song where Hoseok would hold you, and you felt your heart race. Why am I feeling like this?? 

You became very conscious of every move you made, every note you sang, and every verse you rapped when you were in his presence. It was so important to not mess up in front of him, but of course you made many mistakes while trying not to.

“It’s fine, don’t let the nerves get to you” he reassured. Was it the nerves.... or was it him?

“Hyung, you’re always spending time with Y/N!” Taehyung complained as he walked into the dorms one night.

“You know we’re busy Taehyung” he said, wiping the sweat off of his face.

“When is the song debuting anyways? We’re starting our Korea tour soon too” Jungkook chimed in.

“It’s next week and we promote on shows for just a few weeks. Her promotions and our tour dates don’t collide don’t worry” Hoseok reassured the group.

“Hyung, just ask her out already. It’s obvious you’re in love with her” Jimin said suddenly.

“W-What” Hoseok said, shocked.

“It’s so obvious!! What do you mean what? You just melt everytime you see her” Jimin said, teasingly.

It had angered Hoseok for some reason though. “That’s not true, I don’t just melt” Hoseok said in a mocking tone.

“Oh please, you become like this soggy noodle when you see her. It’s kinda gross. Just ask her out already, we want the old Hoseok back” said Jimin jokingly.

Hoseok had heard enough. He didn’t think that he changed so much after meeting you and he didn’t want his band members to think of him like that.

The next day at practice, you noticed that Hoseok was being a little distant from you. He wasn’t his usual happy self, and it kind of sucked seeing him like that. You had asked him if anything was bothering him, but he just brushed it off. You had been wanting to treat him to dinner for a while as a small thank you and you knew that you both had time tonight.

“Hey, want to grab some dinner today after practice? My treat! I just wanted to give a small thank you for all of this” you said shyly.

You saw his face light up for a second before it fell again. “Uh, I was actually just going to hang out with the guys today. Maybe another time” he said, as he began packing things into his bag.

“oh..yeah. No problem. I’ll see you tomorrow”

The last few of days of practice were boring as Hoseok seemed different, but you still plowed through the choreo and you were finally set to perform.

You were sad that Hoseok seemed different and you were beginning to wonder if you had anything to do with it? “Did I do something” you said aloud as he left the practice room again, once again rejecting your offer to dinner.

Instead, you called a few of the girls and asked if they wanted to eat. The entire was group was busy, so it was hard seeing them even if you all lived together. But to your surprise, a few of the girls were free tonight and ha agreed to have dinner.

As you all headed to a small restaurant close to your dorms, you saw a group of seven boys sitting by the window.  You could hear their laughter from outside and one voice clearly stuck out to you. You opened the door and immediately see all seven boys sitting and enjoying their dinner. 

Your friends say hi to them and drag you along with them. Hoseok’s smile drops upon seeing you and you feel your heart drop a little. You excuse yourself and the girls and get a table of your own. As you eat, you can’t help but notice how Hoseok is his same bubbly self in front of the boys, so obviously it means that he’s upset with you for some reason. But you don’t know why and it killed you. And you were too scared to ask too. Somehow you finished before the boys and headed back to the dorms in a slump.

The day was finally here. You had released your mini album and it was taking over music charts left and right, much to your surprise. People praised you for your talent and while you were so happy, you felt slightly overwhelmed at performing live. 

As it was your turn, you felt like you were going to pass out from the nerves. Although you performed on stage multiple times, you were scared about standing alone. But then you remembered that you had Hoseok with you, and even though things weren’t so great between you two anymore, he was still there for you to rely on.

The performance went by in a blur, but apparently, you had done well. The fans cheered for you loudly, and you almost teared up from their reaction. As you walked off stage, you felt so happy that you couldn’t contain your actions. You jumped around and without thinking, you gave Hoseok a big hug, thanking him for everything. 

You could feel him tense at your gesture, and you immediately let go. “Great Job, Y/N” he said as he gave you a small smile. You weren’t sure because of the lighting, but you thought you saw him blush. 

After the show was over, you went back to your dressing room where you were met with the bangtan guys. They congratulated you and Hoseok for a wonderful performance and some of the guys even handed you a bouquet.

After a few minutes, a staff member entered your dressing room to call you out for an interview. “Y/N-yah! Hurry up, we’ll treat you to dinner” said Jin as you stood up from your chair.

“Wah, really? I’m looking forward to it, oppa! I’ll be back soon!” You said, excitedly skipping to the door.

The interview was rather short thankfully and you thanked the interviewer before heading back to the dressing room. You were excited for dinner, and felt like maybe things were going to be okay with Hoseok again, or at least you could talk about it.

As you approached your door, you saw that it was slightly open. You placed your hand on the knob, about to open it when you heard your name being mentioned inside. 

“Hyung, you and Y/N performed well today!” you heard Jungkook say and you felt a smile creep up on your face. You knew it was bad to eavesdrop, but you wanted to fuel your ego just a bit more today. You thought you deserved it.

“Hhm” was all Hoseok said.

“Why, did you not think so?” asked Namjoon

“I guess it was alright” Hoseok continued.

“Just alright? Weren’t you excited to do this?” Jin asks

“Me? Not really. I didn’t want to do it in the first place. Bang PD had asked me multiple times and thats why I had said yes. I just needed something to fill in time before the tour started I guess.” Hoseok says, nonchalantly. 

You could feel the tears start to form in your eyes. He didn’t really mean that, did he?

“Wait what, you’re kidding right?” Yoongi asked.

“No, I’m really not. I figured it would be a good way to pass time, but it’s just been pretty boring as of recently. I thought she had some potential as a hoobae, but I guess I was wrong. She’s nothings special.” Hoseok said.

“Hyung...you don’t mean that, do you?” Jimin asked, all playfulness gone from his voice.

“Yes, I do mean that. Why do you think I’m joking? Look, I’m just glad we only promote for a little bit more. It’s kind of embarrassing to be on stage with such a rookie. I can’t wait to end this and just go on tour” Hoseok finished.

The room fell silent and your hand was shaking on the knob. You couldn’t hold the tears back, and you ran as fast as you could to the nearest exit. Thankfully, you had your phone and you immediately called your manager, who picked you up shortly. As your manager oppa pulled into the lot, he could see you hunched up near the door. Worried, he quickly runs out the car and pulls you towards the car. “Yah! You can’t just sit there like that. What happened?” he asks, as he closes the door to the car once you were safely inside. “I saw the performance, you did very well! Why are you crying?” he kept asking.

But you couldn’t tell him. You couldn’t put into words how hurt you were. You just continued to sob. 

“Aish. Do you have all your stuff at least?” he asked. And that’s when you realized that you had a small bag of your things left in the dressing room. You told your manager that and he left to go get it for you. You were alone in the darkness and you felt each warm tear stream down your cheeks. How would you face Hoseok anymore? He never considered you as talented, or a friend. You just wanted to hide in a corner and never see his face again.

Hoseok was glad he finally got the boys off of his back for teasing him about you. It was hard turning all of your requests for dinner down when he wanted nothing more than to spend more alone time with you. He felt awful saying the words he just said the boys, but at least they wouldn’t tease him anymore. 

He heard the door open and was expecting to see you back from your interview as it was getting a little longer than expected. But to everyone’s surprise, it was your manager. 

“Uh hey boys. I didn’t think you all would be here” he said, shocked to see everyone there.

“Oh, hi Hyung! We’re waiting for Y/n, we wanted to take her to dinner! Are you joining.” Jin said.

“Oh, I don’t think that’s going to happen. She’s...uh...not feeling very well so I’m just going to take her to the dorm. Have you seen her bag?” your manager said, looking around the room for your things.

Jungkook handed him the bag slowly. “She’s not feeling well? She seemed fine just a little while ago..” he said returning back to his seat.

Hoseok was immediately worried. You were fine just a few minutes ago, like Jungkook had pointed out. What was wrong? Were you going to be able to promote tomorrow? 

“I guess we can have dinner another time then...” Jin says. 

You had cried the entire night and your stylist scolded you for the puffy eyes the next morning. You were scared to confront Hoseok. The other girls had found you crying in your dorm last night and had asked you what was wrong. You had explained to them the situation, and while they were pissed, they realized they couldn’t do anything either. They just suggested you keep communication with Hoseok at the bare minimum and just get through promotions. You were thankful for the girls and their advice, but you were still sad nonetheless.

Your schedule was full thankfully, and you were able to get your mind off of yesterday’s events for a while. But pretty soon, it was time for you to get on stage again and you had to confront Hoseok one way or another. 

Hoseok (and the rest of guys) had texted you last night trying to make sure that you were okay, but you only replied to Jin telling them not to worry. It bothered Hoseok when you didn’t reply to him of all people considering you were closest to him. You just kept him on read.

When Hoseok walked into your dressing room, any reason he had for avoiding you at first went out the window. He was back to his usual self, full of worry for you. 

“Hey, are you okay? Why did you just leave yesterday? Are you really sick? Should you even be here today if you’re sick? You can rest! Do you have a temperature?” he asked, raising his hands up to your forehead to check your temperature. But you flinched away before his hands could make any contact.

“I’m fine.” you say a little more harshly than you were intending. 

Hoseok just stared at you, trying to figure out why you were being so cold to him. It hurt seeing that you didn’t greet him with your usual smile, even when he was being nothing short of an ass to you. He knew he didn’t deserve your kindness forever, but it still frustrated him that you didn’t even bother looking at him since he walked into the room.

“Ok fine, if you say so” he said angrily, exiting the room. You promised yourself you wouldn’t cry, so you tried your hardest not let the tears forming in your eyes to fall and spoil your makeup.

Your promotions were finally ending. The last two weeks were torture for you, trying so hard not to cry everytime you say Hoseok. You would cry every night and no matter how much your bandmates tried to help, you couldn’t help yourself.

Hoseok wasn’t having it any better. He missed seeing you smile. The only reason you made eye contact with him was because you both were on stage and it killed him inside. He just wanted to know what was wrong. 

“Hey, I guess we’re officially done with promotions huh? Can’t I take you up on that offer for dinner?” Hoseok asked as you finished your last stage together. He just wanted to talk to you and figure things out. 

“Uh no. I think I’m having dinner with the girls” you say, still not looking at him. Why did he want dinner? It’s not like he wants to be around you anyways.

“Oh...Ok. Uh well, I guess I’ll see you around then? Oh yeah, here! I got tickets for our tour for you and the girls. We can’t wait to see you there!” He says as he hands you the tickets. 

“Thank you” you say curtly before walking away. If he had asked you two months ago to come to his concert, you would have jumped in joy. But now you knew that his words were just empty. He couldn’t care less if you showed up or not.

Hoseok kept texting you days leading up to his concert, but you never replied. He knew that something was wrong, and he wanted nothing more than just drop everything he was doing and try to figure out why he was giving you the cold shoulder. Unfortunately, he had other responsibilities.

After the first night of the concert, they boys were in the dressing room changing out of their clothes and wiping off their sweat. The girls of your group all entered, congratulating the boys.

“Oh...did Y/N not come?” Jin asked, noticing that you weren’t there. Hoseok noticed too and he was incredibly upset when he realized you didn’t make it to the concert. He thought he had put on his best performance on stage, knowing that you would be watching. But it was like his efforts were in waste.

“Huh? Oh yeah.. she didn’t come” said one of the girls. 

“Aish, I’m worried about that girl. We haven’t spoken properly in ages!” Jin continued. After Hoseok, you were closest to Jin, but as of lately, Jin was the only one from the group that you bothered talking to.

“pft, why would want to come” another girl said under her breath, but sadly it was a little too loud.

“What was that?” Namjoon asked, a little annoyed.

The others girls scolded her for saying that. “What! It’s true” she said again.

“Why would she not want to come?” Jungkook asked curiously.

The girls all looked at eachother, not wanting to be the one to tell the guys.

“Why wouldn’t she want to come?” Suga asked, slightly angry now. He didn’t care too much why you weren’t there, but he hated the awkward situation in the room.

One of the girls finally caved. “She heard what you said” she said, looking directly at Hoseok. All eyes were turned to Hoseok now.

“She heard me say what...?” Hoseok asked.

The girls seemed annoyed now. “She heard what you said after her first performance in her dressing room. She heard you say that you embarrassed to stand on stage with such a rookie and that she was nothing special” the girl almost yelled.

It was like the blood had drained from his face. He felt his heart pound and he knew he had messed up big time.

“She...She heard that?” Hoseok asked.

“Ah Hyung! You shouldn’t have said those things. You really didn’t mean it right?” Jimin said.

“OF COURSE I DIDNT MEAN THOSE THINGS! I was sick and tired of you all teasing me for liking her and I wanted to get you guys off my back. I didn’t mean those things aish” Hoseok said, yelling back at Jimin.

“Hyung, you could have just told us to stop teasing. We were all looking forward to you both dating, but we just thought teasing you about it would make you ask her out earlier” Taehyung chimed in after a few seconds.

“WAIT YOU LIKE HER” the girls asked in unison.

Hoseok looked at the girls, not really caring that his feelings had been revealed. He just needed to make things right with you and beg for forgiveness.

“She..she’s likes you too. Erm...liked, I should say” said one of the girls.

“Wait what” Hoseok said in shock.

“yeah, she’s liked you for a long time now. I can’t say that she feels the same now though” she said.

And just like that, Hoseok ran out of the room. He had to see you.

You heard the doorbell ring and assumed the girls had come back. Why didn’t the girls just enter? You went up to the small screen to see who was at the screen and much to your surprise, you saw Hoseok standing there in the screen, panting.

“Y/n, I know you’re inside. Please open the door!” He said, looking directly at the camera. You didn’t want to open the door, but for whatever reason, you opened it.

He came in through the door in a hurry and now the two of you were face to face.

“Hoseok, you can’t be in here” you said first.

“I- I don’t care. I needed to see you” he said.

“why?” you asked, folding your arms as if to protect yourself.

Suddenly, Hoseok pulls you into one of his bear hugs. You struggled to set yourself free, but it was no use.

“L-let go!” you said, still struggling.

“No, Y/n, I have to tell you something. I am SO sorry. What you heard in your dressing room all those weeks ago, I didn’t mean those at all” he began. You stopped struggling.

“I was- I was just so tired of the boys teasing me for liking you that I just wanted to get them off of my back. Thats all. I promise you I didn’t mean those things at all. You...You’re amazing. I fell for your charms the first day I met you” he continued, not able to stop spilling his feelings. He could feel the warm tears on his shoulder.

“You..You didn’t mean that? Really?” you choked out.

“No of course not. I’m so sorry that I said that. I should have just been honest with you and my feelings before. I’m so sorry Y/n, so sorry” he said back. You now could also feel his tears on your shoulder.

You pulled away from the hug to see his face and you knew in an instant that he was telling the truth.

“Yah. I thought you hated me. Do you know what I went through these last few weeks” you said as you lightly punched at his chest.

“I’m so sorry. I like you so much though. I really do.” He said.

“I..I like you too!” you said through the tears. 

“Be mine then” he said, all seriously. You didn’t have time to respond though, as he pulled you into a warm kiss.

After a year of secretly dating, your first dating scandal had broken out. Bang PD was surprised, but he still allowed it in the end.  The media went crazy again. But fortunately, most people supported your relationship. You were named the “Rap Couple”.

Now, you felt like you had everything in life. You had amazing friends, family, and a career. And above everything else, you had a wonderful boyfriend who adored you and supported you. You were the happiest girl in the world.

So, I finished this kind of in a rush because I knew I wouldn’t want to write a part 3 later. I really hope you guys liked it! Please send in your requests!