#im sorry but that IS internalized homophobia!!

[pinkeoni]

If the homophobia has been internalized then the character has internalized homophobia

[fraternum-momentum]

do u have a design for pure sydney? i feel like i only see u draw them corrupted (valid)

‼️WARNING‼️ OLD UGLY ASS ART 😭 but the right one is more recent u can look at that

i do ! actually my first dol fanart has pure syd in it but its from last year so i privated it bc uglyyyyy 💀 but yeah im not a huge p!syd fan bc theyre theyre more shy and submissive in my head and im a whitney enjoyer so you can probably understand my personal taste from that

[qprpbj]

kk but how do u think paul and darry fell out? i love thinking abt this. like keeping the madra shirt is vvvv atw10 keeping the scarf type of energy imo bc like did he ever actually wear it?

(this is all musical!outsiders btw i’m not sure how much of it really applies to book)

me and chandler have fr yapped about paul darry for hours everyday for like two weeks straight im so fr they are so serious to me. which is so bizarre bc i am not a big outsiders shipper but idk something abt their toxic ass homoeroticism just hits soooo bad

veering more canon i think their falling out would’ve been more just bc of college after graduating and status differences, i’m not so sure it’d have been something super dramatic — maybe just diff colleges & they stopped keeping in touch?? then ofc paul stays close with bob & the others meanwhile darry had to embrace being a greaser again (no matter if he wanted to or not) bc of his circumstances, they gradually become bigger menaces to the greasers over those couple years bc darry isn’t part of their group anymore to hold them back, then bob has his specific beef w the greasers cause of cherry and ponyboy, then the rumble and bam you’ve got the ridiculous tension they’ve got there

in my parasite ridden brain though (and fully not canon i am well aware)…… lol i love the idea of them both knowing there’s something there that’s like. unusual. like not how they feel abt any of the rest of their friends. then them having some big falling out at the end of senior year over it (bc of paul more aware of being queer than darry who can’t admit it which is notable bc it’s usually the socs so obsessed with labels and status vs the greasers) where paul doesn’t exactly confess but it’s obvious darry doesn’t (or can’t yet admit that he does) reciprocate and. then much of the same.

the madras shirt is so mf interesting. literally wdym “i remember it looked pretty good on you”. gay asses. idk if darry ever wore it again after falling out w paul though, probably just kept it tucked safe somewhere (toilet thing obv just said to rile paul up bc that shit (and whatever else of paul’s he inevitably has) is fs kept on LOCK somewhere deep in his closet (ironic)). also the atw10 reference made me laugh lol thank you

[m0e-ru]

it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be a woman. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be trans. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to have an ambiguous gender identity. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be inhuman. it sucks.

[sophmmoer]

im not one to usually gaf about character sexuality hcs but when i say naruto is bi/pan i absolutely dont mean in a way that he ever liked hnata/skura btw. i just.. idk i think he has a thing for cold looking, cunty black haired babes regardless of gender. now if that attraction originated from sasuke or not thats a different question

[kurobachisagi]

tye episode 17 changed me for the worse i’m now obsessed with the cringefail boyfreak...... this one goes out to the 4 other kahaku fans

[vilyar]

getting compliments / called op / asked to organize in a competitive video game is so weird im literally that one weird blue radish going im f*g? and these hets think i can lead them to victory somehow

[butchnavi]

I’m pretty sure my sister is one mileven comparison of my best friend and her stupid boyfriend from throwing her chappal at me

[vendettasfanfictioning]

fucking LOVE happy queer revelations. you mean to tell me this character goes through the whole "oh i like women. i like men. I don't think I'm as straight or as cisgender as I thought I was" arc WITHOUT ANGST???? they get to ask their already-out friends and colleagues and even love interest????? they get to develop a healthy identity uninterrupted by the heavy burden of societal prejudices and just explore for the sake of experiencing different things?????

amazing.

[dealwithgod]

The more I think about it the more I can believe Tom would go to the trouble of finding out what Grindr is or just straight up going to a gay bar to pick up a guy simply to do internalized homophobia prep for going to jail.

This is my design.

[dread-knight]

Maybe I’m dumb and tinfoil hatting but wrt my last reblog: I think possibly the reason why a lot of (usually young) LGBT people on social media are so sex-negative to the point of repeating catholic homophobic talking points is kinda. They’ve grown up seeing so many people being called out for being predators and shit so that on top of society saying gay is bad makes them internalize the belief that “if you’re open at all about your sexuality you must be a bad person”? Idk maybe I’m just drawing from my own experience of knowing a guy who was like this and was particularly gung-ho about his thoughts of “if you talk about your kinks publically you’re weird and suck and probably have skeletons in the closet” and was charismatic enough tht he convinced our whole friend group to parrot that shit.

[kanna-kizuchi-enjoyer]

my ouran headcanons

[acetheta]

Ok Enchanted Taylor Swift for character/ship analysis (I think it's very Rachel towards Percy esque but that's just me probs)

omg so all i wrote just got deleted but im gonna just try to word it all again jdkskdkd 😭

it really reminds me of jasper before piper realized she wasn’t in love with jason. “there i was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles” could be piper’s almost like… subconscious talking? she may have not even realized she was faking smiles around jason, but she very well could have been. she never really got a break from him until after gaea was defeated. never got even a moment to think about how tired she was. jason was stable, her love for jason was something that she knew. she was too busy saving the world to think about something “as simple as feelings”. “” because feelings, romantic or not, are really never simple. “same old tired, lonely place” because in reality, she didn’t have someone she romantically loved. again, she must have been so exhausted from constantly convincing herself she felt a certain way. it’s the same way when someone refuses to think they are anything other than cishet. it hurts to push it down for so long, but you keep on doing it. “all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you” meaning that when jason woke up, maybe a part of her knew she was looking at a stranger. she got to know the real jason, not the jason from her memories. it felt almost “enchanting” because it was this thing she called love. enchanting because it felt magical, like it was too good to be real. and in the end, it was. piper wanted to feel enchanted by jason’s love, but magic only lasts so long. spells stop working more often than not. enchanting because it felt like she was a main character in a movie. but this wasn’t a romance, no no, it was a tragedy. “your eyes whispered, ‘have we met” referring to when jason woke up with his amnesia, pretty simple meaning there lmao. “this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go” more relating to what i was talking about before, here. a type of spell she never wanted to break. she kept glueing it back together over and over again, but eventually, she couldn’t hold the wand shards together anymore. she never wants this magic to stop working, so she hangs onto every good memory that she can. she hangs onto every good feeling she has about jason, she hangs onto these things for as long as she possibly can.

[aahsoka]

what the fuck kinda blazed post am i seeing on the gay sex website

[fateviled]

          love was a complicated thing.  if anything,  gable had once been certain that love was the thing that had definitively broken him.  (it wasn’t the grief that had destroyed him when his mother was gone but the love he’d had for her.)  after that,  love had often tasted of bloody knuckles against his cheek and half-pleading,  half-taunting words for a man who no longer held the right to be called his father.  and certainly,  for those empty years of his life,  gable had thought that surely love wasn’t real after all.  or if it was,  then his kind of love was not a good thing,  and which of those was worse?

               now he scoffed at love,   turned his nose to everything that may have once made him smile.  bou and loren humored him,  but even they had their limits when it came to his cynicism,  chosing isntead to step away when similar talks surfaced.  no,  gable could not say he was much fond of loving acts,  and to have gavin of all people speak those words was a bit like the ice pressed to his wounds all those years ago.  frigid and sharp and familiar.  not a wake up call,  but an awareness.  and maybe he hated that a bit too much.

               he leans against the open door of train car he’s sitting in,  the scent of rusted metal heavy in the humid air.     ❝ and what would i do with love in a world like this? ❞     a shake of his head,  something like disgust peeking through.  he remembers bou telling him how easy he made it to hate him,  wearing looks upon his face that would piss anyone off.  he knows he’s wearing one now.     ❝ cherish it?  hope that it’ll be enough to save anyone?  this world is a ticking time bomb,  gav;  you’ve seen how it is out there more than most of us. ❞

               he was a shitty leader,  he knew that.  why anyone stuck around,  choose to follow him,  was in all parts thanks to the two women who dragged his sorry ass with them into something that resembled safety.  this world wanted to destroy the weak,  and it hated people like them—  outcasts,  nobodys, misfits.  gable was the one those misfits looked up to now,  the one who placed face and words first against anyone who wanted to hurt them.  somewhere along the line,  gavin had become someone for gable to protect as well,  joining their ranks besides a little girl that gable would make sure nobody would ever touch again.  

               and somewhere else along the line,  gable had found himself fixated on the other.  he would not admit how many minutes of the day he spent gazing at the other across the encampment,  their eyes shining and body moving with a fluidity and easy gable had never felt.  not the hard lines of someone who was raised to fight.  heart out in the open rather than tucked away under a thick layer of stone.   but it wasn’t love that gable felt;  he would never let himself feel affection for someone the way he’d once yearned to.  they couldn’t afford that.

@faeties said :    ❛   take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act.  ❜

[johndonneswife]

aaaaarrrrggghhhhhhdjjfigjfi he was literally an angel of the lord who dragged a repressed homosexual man (!!!) out of hell and then fell in love with him (!!!!!!) and rebelled against heaven and committed literal genocide for him and furthermore helped kill THEE literal Abrahamic God with him ?!?!?! like what is not clicking…how can you watch this show and be normal…how are you immune to the cw’s supernatural…with banger lines like ‘you draped yourself in the flag of heaven, but ultimately, it was all about saving one human…’ and ‘when castiel first laid a hand on you in hell he was lost’ and ‘you came off the line with a crack in your chassis. you have never done what you were told’ and ‘the worst part was dean, trying so hard to be loyal, with every instinct telling him otherwise’ and ‘i cared about the whole world because of you…’ etc and so on and so forth…like how are you immune to the unbelievably depressing queer narrative spn writers unintentionally created while they were busy writing the worst show of all time…do you not yearn? we are not the same…they literally sent castiel to nothingness until the end of time all bc he was a little fruity and then dean was like ‘hmm i think im done living now bc i miss cas :-(‘ and died on a RUSTY NAIL after years of fighting literal angels and demons and dying and being brought back to life from literal HELL…while his straight boring whitebread brother lived a long and happy normal life with his wife and children…like what more could you possibly want from a tv show���hashtag love is only for the brave 🌈