#im sorry but that IS internalized homophobia!!
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If the homophobia has been internalized then the character has internalized homophobia
#putting most of my thoughts in the tags#but believe it or not#the gay character who said he felt like a mistake has internalized homophobia#i remember we got that nick script that said will hated himself#and then we were told it was ‘fake’ the consensus was ‘yeah will loves himself!’#no…#no he doesn’t…#like ignoring everything else that happens in that scene#like oh the part where he literally signs away his chance at a happy ending#because he doesn’t believe he deserves to have one#‘i deserve it’ will LITERALLY believes that he deserved the bad hand hes been dealt BECAUSE of his sexuality!!#im sorry but that IS internalized homophobia!!#and yes will IS facing a lot of external homophobia#but where do you think the internalized homophobia comes from#it doesnt exist in a vaccuum#ih is i formed by the external environment#do you think that mikes ih developed purely on its own?#IF THE GAY PERSON BELIEVES THAT WHAT THE HOMOPHOBES SAYS ABOUT HIM IS TRUE#THEN THAT IS INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA!!#and no I don’t expect Will to solve the world’s problems#but I DO expect him to realize that the hand he’s been dealt is unfair#and that he DOES deserve better#will is not just a self loving kid who’s only conflict exists outside of himself#his conflict is both internal and external#internalized homophobia#not tagging in the big tags#robin wakes up at 5am and has thoughts#okay back to bed now
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kk but how do u think paul and darry fell out? i love thinking abt this. like keeping the madra shirt is vvvv atw10 keeping the scarf type of energy imo bc like did he ever actually wear it?
(this is all musical!outsiders btw i’m not sure how much of it really applies to book)
me and chandler have fr yapped about paul darry for hours everyday for like two weeks straight im so fr they are so serious to me. which is so bizarre bc i am not a big outsiders shipper but idk something abt their toxic ass homoeroticism just hits soooo bad
veering more canon i think their falling out would’ve been more just bc of college after graduating and status differences, i’m not so sure it’d have been something super dramatic — maybe just diff colleges & they stopped keeping in touch?? then ofc paul stays close with bob & the others meanwhile darry had to embrace being a greaser again (no matter if he wanted to or not) bc of his circumstances, they gradually become bigger menaces to the greasers over those couple years bc darry isn’t part of their group anymore to hold them back, then bob has his specific beef w the greasers cause of cherry and ponyboy, then the rumble and bam you’ve got the ridiculous tension they’ve got there
in my parasite ridden brain though (and fully not canon i am well aware)…… lol i love the idea of them both knowing there’s something there that’s like. unusual. like not how they feel abt any of the rest of their friends. then them having some big falling out at the end of senior year over it (bc of paul more aware of being queer than darry who can’t admit it which is notable bc it’s usually the socs so obsessed with labels and status vs the greasers) where paul doesn’t exactly confess but it’s obvious darry doesn’t (or can’t yet admit that he does) reciprocate and. then much of the same.
the madras shirt is so mf interesting. literally wdym “i remember it looked pretty good on you”. gay asses. idk if darry ever wore it again after falling out w paul though, probably just kept it tucked safe somewhere (toilet thing obv just said to rile paul up bc that shit (and whatever else of paul’s he inevitably has) is fs kept on LOCK somewhere deep in his closet (ironic)). also the atw10 reference made me laugh lol thank you
#the outsiders#outsiders musical#darry curtis#internalized homophobia darry curtis i love you so bad#i literally could (AND HAVE) talked abt this for. hours. lmfao#idgaf if ppl disagree btw the vision is THERE and if u don’t get it ur brain is just not as advanced im sorry#(i’m kidding)#asks
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it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be a woman. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be trans. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to have an ambiguous gender identity. it sucks that p4's final antagonist had to be inhuman. it sucks.
#kommento#ゲッー#// if they were more popular and not an antagonist and maybe a more significant character their discourse would rival yosuke's homophobia#// p4 has such beautiful concepts that didnt seem to really follow through as thoroughly as i wouldve liked#// wow heres how the part of you that you deny who who tries to get you to destroy yourself unless you accept it and instead become stronge#// heres a commentary on how you should enjoy things that are real and true to enjoy life instead of rotting away with lies and whats fake#// wow heres parallels to the creation myth which defines the story and shows the hero's path to defeat the villain to arrive at the same#// relatively peaceful conclusion the mythology it takes its motifs from#// well it was 2008 and social media is intrusive and people will take everything at face value and turn a character's meaningful#// internalized homophobia and emphasize it into a joke for the sake of laughs which further puts everything BACK into the fog#// i wouldnt have minded how everyone else depicts iznmi but im just so irked about the mass internalized misogyny no one seems to notice#// and how all this stereotyping is becoming normalized exactly like what happened to the IT discourse trio#// i know mamiya said iznmi is something that projects nothing but rather reflects ideas but i just wish that people were#// kinder and nicer and more considerate to something that isnt real#// i guess p5deities are more peaceful to me because they arent obligated to take a more human looking form than what#// iznmi's character design called for. i mean you've got a robot chicken. exposed organs and veins from machinery. a box. feathers. fnaf.#// sorry for making another post like this i dont mean to. but at least it's better than me posting in 2021 i suppose
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im not one to usually gaf about character sexuality hcs but when i say naruto is bi/pan i absolutely dont mean in a way that he ever liked hnata/skura btw. i just.. idk i think he has a thing for cold looking, cunty black haired babes regardless of gender. now if that attraction originated from sasuke or not thats a different question
#what im against is those stupid tweets that go like naruto liked dark haired baddies then put sasuke and you-know-who next to each other#like shes not a baddie lets be fr now#only ppl that naruto actually showed attraction to would be haku#that hot woman from that inn or smth and sasuke#but yeah if u read all the hints of internalized homophobia in naruto reading him as gay totally makes sense as well#so i dont like when ppl are like “gotta love how naruto being bi is a universal opinion” bc well its not!#anyway again who gaf that much about sexuality hcs#all that matters at the end of the day is that everyone understands that the ONLY person naruto ever actually loved was sasuke#regardless of whether hes bi or gay#i love narusasu monogamy#text#yeah this was me complaining again im sorry dont mind me#but had to get this out of my priv
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tye episode 17 changed me for the worse i’m now obsessed with the cringefail boyfreak...... this one goes out to the 4 other kahaku fans
#fumetsu no anata e#tye#tye spoilers#fnae#kahaku#kahak#hes so insanely cringe and loser#i finished epn17 and was freaked out by him then i thought about him for a week straight and am now obsessed#no idea what happened#hes still a freak though. obviously#his internalized homophobia is so funny im sorry#ney draws
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getting compliments / called op / asked to organize in a competitive video game is so weird im literally that one weird blue radish going im f*g? and these hets think i can lead them to victory somehow
#im sorry its so funny im so used to being bad at video games its soo weird#playing with my static where everyone is pushing their limits minmaxing whatsoever has apparently made me somewhat good. who wouldve guesse#anyway. played pvp yesterday with someone called trans lad and destroyed the enemy team easily while getting hatemail 💅 wrath month moment#idk if this is internalized homophobia or what. dont worry i have a permit im making fun of myself
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I’m pretty sure my sister is one mileven comparison of my best friend and her stupid boyfriend from throwing her chappal at me
#IM SORRY BUT THEYRE SO MILEVEN CODED#my sister: …and what I suppose you are the byler#me: …no comment#except mike had an EXCUSE okay he was repressed and in love#my quote unquote best friend just does not give a shit about me#anyway#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com#i WISH I could explain her behaviour with internalized homophobia but no she’s just immature and LAME
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fucking LOVE happy queer revelations. you mean to tell me this character goes through the whole "oh i like women. i like men. I don't think I'm as straight or as cisgender as I thought I was" arc WITHOUT ANGST???? they get to ask their already-out friends and colleagues and even love interest????? they get to develop a healthy identity uninterrupted by the heavy burden of societal prejudices and just explore for the sake of experiencing different things?????
amazing.
#bonus points if the text doesn't involve alcohol or drugs or some other unhealthy thing#like genuinely unhealthy#it may sound like plain salted chips to you but to me it's a delicacy it's an art form it's fucking liberating and cathartic and GOOD#im so fucking sorry to everyone but this is about a human castiel fic lmao#buT HAPPY QUEER REVELATIONS!!!!! MY BELOVED#i need this trope to be more popular istg im going insane#internalized homophobia + dealing and unpacking all that is so fucking neat don't get me wrong#BUT HAPPINESS!!!! y'all should try it sometimes😭💀#supernatural#castiel#fanfic#destiel
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keep seeing ship hate on twitter and I'm actively hiding my alabaster ships in a box because they would EAT ME ALIVE if they saw me shipping him with percy 💀
#also maybe w annabeth and jason#i dont think theyd give a shit about me shipping him with ethan and chris#they probably dont even KNOW who he is#i can see it now#“did they even meet”#“but he hates percy”#“but percabeth”#me when i ignore canon as a profession#sure al hates percy but its KINDA gay to hate someone THAT much are we sure its not just internalized homophobia#im joking#mostly#he doesnt know shit about percy and thats why he hates him so much💀#like he hates percy bc he sees percy as the root of his issues because he HASNT REALIZED THAT ITS KRONOS#he thinks percy is some big bad when hes fr just a guy#sorry i did not mean to ramble about them in the tags HELP#oh i could go ON about percybaster and how their dynamic and relationship could work tbh#alabaster torrington#pjo#pjo twt#moral of the story here#LET PEOPLE SHIP WHAT THEY WANT🗣‼️#as long as its legal :)#if you dont like it ignore it its not gonna hurt you#theyre fictional characters i promise the art/fic/media isnt going to show up in ur room and eat u#or try and rob you#its just a ship
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The more I think about it the more I can believe Tom would go to the trouble of finding out what Grindr is or just straight up going to a gay bar to pick up a guy simply to do internalized homophobia prep for going to jail.
This is my design.
#i think in the moment he stops and is like maybe i can assert my dominance instead and top#i think Tom's internalized homophobia is way way more heavily repressed but why not let Tom take it? letting this marinate. ...#yeah okay testing it out in the shower first... it's happening damn lmao this gonna be wild#im so sorry to anyone who read in 2020 and expected tom to top#FUCK BUT THE REDWOOD COMMENT UGHHHHHGGGG#the thing is Greg is canonically Bad at Sex to me so i can more easily so Tom having to power bottom rather than deal w him any other way#🙂↕️ i am taking this so seriously
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how do we feel about these two
(they both use they/them!!!)
#THERES GOING TO BE A TAG RAMBLE SO STICK ALONG IF YOU WANNA SEE THAT#these are my designs of the Kindness and Bravery souls from undertale#undertale#undertale ship#undertale oc#(?)#gonna do oc tags because its not a canon design pls understand where im coming from </3#oc#original character#kindness soul#ut kindness#bravery soul#ut bravery#bravery x kindness#(or the following ship name)#kinavery#okay so heres the tag ramble:#bravery and kindness jumped down to the underground on purpose to escape their homophobic families and be together#immediately after jumping down theyre met with flowey#(flowey is internalized homophobe in my mind sorry chat)#they jump down to escape homophobia and meet a homophobic flower who cant accept hes gay. Fun.#ill come up with more later#ut fanart#undertale fanart#my art
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Why tf do I have so much internalized hatred omfg
I'm gay but still have internalized homophobia
I'm trans but still have internalized transphobia
I'm neurodivergent but still have internalized ablism
I'm fat but still have internalized fatphobia
I'm literally hating myself in every way even though I'm trying so freaking hard to unlearn it.
I really hope this next generation won't have to work past biases, and will simply be raised without them.
Thanks to everyone who has forgiven me and taught me as I mess up and grow as a person
Maybe as I learn to love myself I'll love others as well, and vice versa
#internalized homophobia#internalized ableism#internalized transphobia#internalized fatphobia#im trying my best guys im so sorry#hope for the future#text post#trauma#lgbtq#thoughts#vent
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Maybe I’m dumb and tinfoil hatting but wrt my last reblog: I think possibly the reason why a lot of (usually young) LGBT people on social media are so sex-negative to the point of repeating catholic homophobic talking points is kinda. They’ve grown up seeing so many people being called out for being predators and shit so that on top of society saying gay is bad makes them internalize the belief that “if you’re open at all about your sexuality you must be a bad person”? Idk maybe I’m just drawing from my own experience of knowing a guy who was like this and was particularly gung-ho about his thoughts of “if you talk about your kinks publically you’re weird and suck and probably have skeletons in the closet” and was charismatic enough tht he convinced our whole friend group to parrot that shit.
#I also at the time of knowing him was running into anti-trans rhetoric that stuck with me for a long time#And I had to go back into the closet due to my mom reacting poorly to me coming out at the time#So it was a combo of things but I absolutely know personally having a ‘friend’ repeating that kinda shit didn’t help at all#I’ve been getting better and I think I’ve come a long way in terms of my own internalized homophobia and whatnot but yeah#Idk whenever I see ppl bitch about ppl on Twitter being Like That i think of my experience in a way…#Like more likely than not they’re dealing with internalized transphobia/homophobia and social media is just reinforcing it#Sorry im fucking rambling idk if these points even connect or make sense
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my ouran headcanons
#mitsukuni is homophobic im sorry#so is tamaki. but he was in love with haruhi before he knew they werent a dude. so internalized homophobia#haruhi said they dont care about gender at some point i dont really remember but anyways. pansexual and nonbinary from that#and renge.... have you seen her. the lesbian vibes are off the charts#transhet hikaru is obviously not true to canon even slightly but i dont care#rest of them are just vibes#ouran
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Ok Enchanted Taylor Swift for character/ship analysis (I think it's very Rachel towards Percy esque but that's just me probs)
omg so all i wrote just got deleted but im gonna just try to word it all again jdkskdkd 😭
it really reminds me of jasper before piper realized she wasn’t in love with jason. “there i was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles” could be piper’s almost like… subconscious talking? she may have not even realized she was faking smiles around jason, but she very well could have been. she never really got a break from him until after gaea was defeated. never got even a moment to think about how tired she was. jason was stable, her love for jason was something that she knew. she was too busy saving the world to think about something “as simple as feelings”. “” because feelings, romantic or not, are really never simple. “same old tired, lonely place” because in reality, she didn’t have someone she romantically loved. again, she must have been so exhausted from constantly convincing herself she felt a certain way. it’s the same way when someone refuses to think they are anything other than cishet. it hurts to push it down for so long, but you keep on doing it. “all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you” meaning that when jason woke up, maybe a part of her knew she was looking at a stranger. she got to know the real jason, not the jason from her memories. it felt almost “enchanting” because it was this thing she called love. enchanting because it felt magical, like it was too good to be real. and in the end, it was. piper wanted to feel enchanted by jason’s love, but magic only lasts so long. spells stop working more often than not. enchanting because it felt like she was a main character in a movie. but this wasn’t a romance, no no, it was a tragedy. “your eyes whispered, ‘have we met” referring to when jason woke up with his amnesia, pretty simple meaning there lmao. “this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go” more relating to what i was talking about before, here. a type of spell she never wanted to break. she kept glueing it back together over and over again, but eventually, she couldn’t hold the wand shards together anymore. she never wants this magic to stop working, so she hangs onto every good memory that she can. she hangs onto every good feeling she has about jason, she hangs onto these things for as long as she possibly can.
#im sorry this took so long#but uh.. yeah:))#music analysis#piper mclean#jason grace#jasper#jiper#riordanverse#internalized homophobia talk
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what the fuck kinda blazed post am i seeing on the gay sex website
#we need to get these proselytizing catholics outta here im sorry#jordan talks#its all about choosing to be like celibate to be faithful?#im sick of that shit do u know how many gay friends i have who have talked about how they prayed CONSTANTLY to not be gay#how much the AGONIZED over doing everything right and it still not going away?#(because it was never a defect or a sin)#i cannot condone u spreading that shit around and i hope u get some fucking help !#also its like. this is a you problem. you need to work through this internalized homophobia#why are u roping the rest of us into it
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