#im sorry but that IS internalized homophobia!!

[62percentmaplesyrup]

Heyy ima just make a post abt this bc i want to know others opinions

Not to long ago i made a post abt how straight ppl will never understand bts or byler tumbler schizophrenia bc funny

AND not gonna call names or anything but someone said aren't half of byler straight

And mabey they are i have no idea

I have literally never meant one DIE heart fan

But straight ppl will never understand what its like to have this kind ship when queer pll are always represented in the most stereotypical way

and byler like their just nerds who want to be normal....and its the perfect queer representation im my opinion especially someone whos their age but also to those who are older queers who grew up in this era

Its beautiful and i feel like not enough straight ppl ship it bc they cant relate and some dont even see the obvious signs that mikes queer bc they've never experienced internal homophobia or what a beard is or like religious houses that wont let you be yourself and uuuuhhshshsjjsjs like i literally see myself in them and i cant wait to see more queer joy in season 5

Sorry for yapping guys but i literally needed to get that out

[jimmy-tulparco-pilot]

(Sorry if there are typos, I'm sick)

Hey, Jimmy, I think you'be got a littor internalized homophobia. It's okay to like guys. Trust me, its okay.

he voted trump 💔/j (im so angry)

[pinkeoni]

If the homophobia has been internalized then the character has internalized homophobia

[qprpbj]

kk but how do u think paul and darry fell out? i love thinking abt this. like keeping the madra shirt is vvvv atw10 keeping the scarf type of energy imo bc like did he ever actually wear it?

(this is all musical!outsiders btw i’m not sure how much of it really applies to book)

me and chandler have fr yapped about paul darry for hours everyday for like two weeks straight im so fr they are so serious to me. which is so bizarre bc i am not a big outsiders shipper but idk something abt their toxic ass homoeroticism just hits soooo bad

veering more canon i think their falling out would’ve been more just bc of college after graduating and status differences, i’m not so sure it’d have been something super dramatic — maybe just diff colleges & they stopped keeping in touch?? then ofc paul stays close with bob & the others meanwhile darry had to embrace being a greaser again (no matter if he wanted to or not) bc of his circumstances, they gradually become bigger menaces to the greasers over those couple years bc darry isn’t part of their group anymore to hold them back, then bob has his specific beef w the greasers cause of cherry and ponyboy, then the rumble and bam you’ve got the ridiculous tension they’ve got there

in my parasite ridden brain though (and fully not canon i am well aware)…… lol i love the idea of them both knowing there’s something there that’s like. unusual. like not how they feel abt any of the rest of their friends. then them having some big falling out at the end of senior year over it (bc of paul more aware of being queer than darry who can’t admit it which is notable bc it’s usually the socs so obsessed with labels and status vs the greasers) where paul doesn’t exactly confess but it’s obvious darry doesn’t (or can’t yet admit that he does) reciprocate and. then much of the same.

the madras shirt is so mf interesting. literally wdym “i remember it looked pretty good on you”. gay asses. idk if darry ever wore it again after falling out w paul though, probably just kept it tucked safe somewhere (toilet thing obv just said to rile paul up bc that shit (and whatever else of paul’s he inevitably has) is fs kept on LOCK somewhere deep in his closet (ironic)). also the atw10 reference made me laugh lol thank you

[kurobachisagi]

tye episode 17 changed me for the worse i’m now obsessed with the cringefail boyfreak...... this one goes out to the 4 other kahaku fans

[vilyar]

getting compliments / called op / asked to organize in a competitive video game is so weird im literally that one weird blue radish going im f*g? and these hets think i can lead them to victory somehow

[crackwhorism]

I’m pretty sure my sister is one mileven comparison of my best friend and her stupid boyfriend from throwing her chappal at me

[vendettasfanfictioning]

fucking LOVE happy queer revelations. you mean to tell me this character goes through the whole "oh i like women. i like men. I don't think I'm as straight or as cisgender as I thought I was" arc WITHOUT ANGST???? they get to ask their already-out friends and colleagues and even love interest????? they get to develop a healthy identity uninterrupted by the heavy burden of societal prejudices and just explore for the sake of experiencing different things?????

amazing.

[phoenix--flying]

keep seeing ship hate on twitter and I'm actively hiding my alabaster ships in a box because they would EAT ME ALIVE if they saw me shipping him with percy 💀

[dealwithgod]

The more I think about it the more I can believe Tom would go to the trouble of finding out what Grindr is or just straight up going to a gay bar to pick up a guy simply to do internalized homophobia prep for going to jail.

This is my design.

[iridescentipede]

how do we feel about these two

(they both use they/them!!!)

[gummy-axolotl]

Why tf do I have so much internalized hatred omfg

I'm gay but still have internalized homophobia

I'm trans but still have internalized transphobia

I'm neurodivergent but still have internalized ablism

I'm fat but still have internalized fatphobia

I'm literally hating myself in every way even though I'm trying so freaking hard to unlearn it.

I really hope this next generation won't have to work past biases, and will simply be raised without them.

Thanks to everyone who has forgiven me and taught me as I mess up and grow as a person

Maybe as I learn to love myself I'll love others as well, and vice versa

[dread-knight]

Maybe I’m dumb and tinfoil hatting but wrt my last reblog: I think possibly the reason why a lot of (usually young) LGBT people on social media are so sex-negative to the point of repeating catholic homophobic talking points is kinda. They’ve grown up seeing so many people being called out for being predators and shit so that on top of society saying gay is bad makes them internalize the belief that “if you’re open at all about your sexuality you must be a bad person”? Idk maybe I’m just drawing from my own experience of knowing a guy who was like this and was particularly gung-ho about his thoughts of “if you talk about your kinks publically you’re weird and suck and probably have skeletons in the closet” and was charismatic enough tht he convinced our whole friend group to parrot that shit.

[kanna-kizuchi-enjoyer]

my ouran headcanons

[lesbiantrish]

Ok Enchanted Taylor Swift for character/ship analysis (I think it's very Rachel towards Percy esque but that's just me probs)

omg so all i wrote just got deleted but im gonna just try to word it all again jdkskdkd 😭

it really reminds me of jasper before piper realized she wasn’t in love with jason. “there i was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles” could be piper’s almost like… subconscious talking? she may have not even realized she was faking smiles around jason, but she very well could have been. she never really got a break from him until after gaea was defeated. never got even a moment to think about how tired she was. jason was stable, her love for jason was something that she knew. she was too busy saving the world to think about something “as simple as feelings”. “” because feelings, romantic or not, are really never simple. “same old tired, lonely place” because in reality, she didn’t have someone she romantically loved. again, she must have been so exhausted from constantly convincing herself she felt a certain way. it’s the same way when someone refuses to think they are anything other than cishet. it hurts to push it down for so long, but you keep on doing it. “all i can say is it was enchanting to meet you” meaning that when jason woke up, maybe a part of her knew she was looking at a stranger. she got to know the real jason, not the jason from her memories. it felt almost “enchanting” because it was this thing she called love. enchanting because it felt magical, like it was too good to be real. and in the end, it was. piper wanted to feel enchanted by jason’s love, but magic only lasts so long. spells stop working more often than not. enchanting because it felt like she was a main character in a movie. but this wasn’t a romance, no no, it was a tragedy. “your eyes whispered, ‘have we met” referring to when jason woke up with his amnesia, pretty simple meaning there lmao. “this night is sparkling, don’t you let it go” more relating to what i was talking about before, here. a type of spell she never wanted to break. she kept glueing it back together over and over again, but eventually, she couldn’t hold the wand shards together anymore. she never wants this magic to stop working, so she hangs onto every good memory that she can. she hangs onto every good feeling she has about jason, she hangs onto these things for as long as she possibly can.

[aahsoka]

what the fuck kinda blazed post am i seeing on the gay sex website