#im soerry im like this.

[u3pxx]

no votes for deidre yet, when will you guys appreciate their big naturals .....

[zenyuumi]

i wanna pass out so bad bro

[awfullydrawntoby]

EHEHHHEHHH KFABKCnmx xmNMDMANDMMSMXNM

hiiiii ily

I did the whole draw you and your bf thing :/

@awfullydrawntoby <3

[gooeykit]

if you got into EDM thru women are my favorite guy, pretty sure i hate you soerry. im not even going to say im an advanced EDM head because i genre hop too much and i like to listen to the same shit on repeat too much, but i think you are really really stupid to fall for tiktok sensationalism mostly.

[jimzittos]

This is random anon ⭐ !

askk of today : favorite kpop mv ‼️

OMGG ive been seeing u everywhereee random anonn ⭐ :3

Tge question is so HARD helpj me 😭 er i really like the bst mv and literally all the hyyh mvs ( its an obsession ) and and i also looove the mvs of more , like crazy and seven >< !! Basically i cant really choose im so soerry ... 🥲

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

is it boring to other ppl to have 1 f/o ? it isn’t boring to me but like does it get boring to Y’all to hear about it… sometimes i feel guilty and like im no fun or not Full Of Whimsy And Joy… like yeah sorry im talking about that guy again. same guy yeah. you don’t have to listen i know it’s nothing new im Soerry

[yyyww4]

do youwant me to die i bet you want me dead illreally will kill msuyelf ill do anything foryou iknow thats what you want youbnant me to disappear youwant me gone iknow yuve wanbted that from the start i know you fuckig hate me i knwo you despise me you never wanted anything to do with me im sicjk im disgusting im unworthy inhumane im a monster ikniow that i fucking know that iset you up for failure byasking you to date me imsorry for falling inlove with you imsorry imsorru ims soerry i know im not worthy and capable of loving or being loved if icould i would make ir so that we never met so thay i wouldnt have ruined your fucking life i knwo i ruin everyones life i know im a. teerible person im not eve a perosn i dont know who orwhat th fuck i am i fucking hatye myself i hate everything about me i hate how i am ihate how i love i hate how i feel i hate that i cant letyou go i hatethat i cant hate you why can yu hate me whyccan you let me go so easily why cna you act how you act like im a nobody my absence means nothing youtreat me like im invisable you ignore me andact as if we never had anything was our realationship reallythat insgnificant after everything weve experienced togetehr everything weve been through all ofhte moments and memories weve created all ofthe time spent even though iknow you thought of time with me as wasteful i know yoou hated spending time on me you would rather do anythign else than spend time on me iwas a chore dont lie i knwo i wasyour biggest burden i know you were never happy it was all onesided i can tell you never wanted to msg me younever wanted to call me you never wanted to sacrifice your precious time on me younever wanted to do anythijg with me you felt obligated you were forcing yourslef iknow that i fucking know that and imsorry but ireallt did try to make you happy why coudlnt it be me were you really not happy was nothing isaid nothing i did worthy enough i really am nothing toyou i never was anything to yuou you never lovedme i know it e eyrhting was a lie you lied youre a liar youre a fucking liar LIARRRRR AYOU ARE A LIAR you lied about eveyrething you neverloved me you never ever loved me I KNOW YOU NEVER FUCKING LOVED ME you neverwanted to date me you always preferred other people over me evenj online you always prefered sociasl media over me inever once said youhad to throw your socials awayfor me or your time for me i never once fucking said that yet you expect thats what iwant THAT DOESNT MAKE ME HAPPY ITMAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT LIKE A FUCKIFN MONSTER IT MAKES MEWANNA KILL MYSELF I DONTCARE WHAT YOU DO WHERE ON WHAT OR WITH WHO AND YOUDONT HAVE TO SHARE EVERYTHING WITH ME YOUCAN HAVE SECRETS YOU CAN KEEP THINGS TO YOURSELF i just want ti be included i want you to willingly engage withme i dontwant you lying to me or hiding me and idont wanna feel like a fcuking chore like im wasting your time thats whatmakes me feel like shit not you having friends and talking to other people or havinfg a social media presence or your own identity orwhatever and i nebver once wanted to control you NEVERRR and irecognize that there werre instances espeically frequesntly inthe past where it may have seemed that way and ihold myself accountable I HAVE ALWAYS HELD MYSELF ACCOUNTABLE AND ACKNOWLEDGED MY WRONGDOINGS SO DONT FUCKING ACT LIKE I HAVENT my behavior was not acceptble but ITS NEVER BECAUSE IWANTED TO CONTROL YOU AND ISOLATE YOU AND HAVEYOU ALL TO MYSELF ITSJUST BECAUSE I WAS SCARED YOU WOULD FUCKINFGLEAVE ME YET WHENEVER ID TRY TO EXPLAIN OR TELL YOU THAYT NOT AS AN EXCUSE BUT AS AN EXPLANATION YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL LIKE A FUCKING MONSTER FOR EXPRESSING ANY INSECURITY OR ANYTHING NEGATIVE ITS LIKE I ALWAYS HAD TO BE FUCKING HAPPY I COULDNT BE ANYTHING ELSE BUT HAPPY and itried to work on myself but you froze me in time you refuse to personally recofgnize when imake efforts to change myselkf or things between us youwanted things to fail you never wanted to work with me younever wanted to try you never did try and you were ashamed to date me i knowit i fucking know it you hi

[painfullyblissful2000]

this dumbass bitch is yapping again everyone listen

ik this sounds bad but OH Y FUCMING GOD BRO my mom somehow found out that I like researching true crime and shit and now shes saying I'm going to shoot my school up LIKE WHAT NO????? ITS JS ONE OF MY INTERESTS BRO CALM DOWN WTF. not to mention her saying I'm faking my drug addiction like GRIL soerry I'm not overdosing or nodding out on class anymore idk what u fucking want "ur a poser drug addict" THIS AINT SOME FUCKING FANDOM WHAT IS WRONG WITH TYOU??!??!???

sigh.

im gonna go sh again my god FUCK ALL YALL JESUS CRHIST

[total-drama-brainrot]

i love yr art and all the td ramblings im not even an alenoah shipper (not that i hate it or anything js not my top one) but like thank you for introducing me to so many wonderful artists through reblogs and such 🐺👍🏽 i love the rice krispies fic also You have a really unique writing style i dont see much and i love the personal touch of humor scattered throughout its a really enjoyable read and you understand the characters so well 10/10 soerry i just really appreciate the ramblings and diff au's and introspective and such Have a good day _(:3」z)_

I'm surprised people are enjoying my art so much, since the majority of the stuff I've posted is poor, sketchy imitations of the show's art style, but thank you anyway!

There's tonnes of talented artists and writers in this fandom, I'm so happy that I've been able to boost their content to a new audience through my silly little blog!!

As for my writing style, I've found that a lot of it's uniqueness comes from the very imagery-heavy narrative; there's always a simile, metaphor or otherwise some sort of 'poetic comparison' scattered about in my writing to help add depth to the scene (that, and a gross overuse of adverbs to describe literally every action someone takes). I enjoy writing in limited third person because I like getting a feel for the character who's perspective I'm writing from, personality wise. Which is why it's always so relieving to hear that people think my characterisations are good/accurate!

I also really like using limited third person because I could write paragraphs telling my audience that the antagonist is a bad person, sure, but I enjoy showing people my character's temperaments using their POVs- like Alejandro's perspective scenes in the RK fic, I don't outright say "oh, hey, by the way Alejandro is an awful person" but it's pretty apparent anyway.

...The humour stuff is just me being self-indulgent, and a symptom of my inability to take anything serious ever. But I'm super glad that people are also finding it funny!

Then again, most of this blog is just me being self-indulgent. Either through introspectives/analysis on things that Aren't That Deep, or by publicly snowballing AU ideas with others, or by doodling silly things that make me laugh.

The fact that people are enjoying watching my crazed ramblings is a bonus!

I hope you have a good day too! 😁

[wildernessuntothemselves]

GRAHH sub gyu is my favprotve it makes me IYGWLYEVGCKBEDJ>LAILUOVWFIR LIKE OMG HES SP PRETTY OMG WYGUDOQYGO@IEGUI im soerry

I know I wish every scene I write could be about sub!gyu 😂

[sunspira]

filling out medical history and reporting a hospitalization on january 6th 2021 due to a medically unidentified tooth ache is so funny it feels like SUCH a lie you would tell if you were at the capitol riot especially when the doctors couldnt find anything structurally wrong with it and sent me home like ��lol lying bitch have a Tylenol”. I know for sure that tooth hell mess was on that same day because it was all over the news as in breaking news with updates and the only thing I had in the waiting room to distract me from the pain which was like , indescribable tbh and you know how extreme distress can lock a memory in your mind really well so im always like ugh worst night ever. but not for the country no just for me. if you were to jokingly ask “where were you on january 6th 2021″ id be like “i don wanna talk about it :(” hiding anything no its just that MY TOOF HURT and I thought I was dying of sepsis from a rotten tooth getting into my brain stem (is insanely irrational about medical scares im soerry) 

[mitski-slope]

OKK :33 So first we've got ...

"Jebem li ti sunce žarko" !! Meaning (most literal translation I could come up w): "fuck your vibrant sun" (??)

I already told you about "jebem ti mater" which literally means "fuck your mom/I'm fhcming your mom" ,..

seems like a lot of Serbian insults have to do with fucking stuff ?? 😭😭 But sometimes they are the most random stuff (like the sun example given above.) idfk

Sometimes I forget that these phrases are actually like. Used as insults so I sometimes deeply offend ppl w these phrases bc i was being silly. oops.

GAH IM ALIJCVE HELLO . SOERRY IVE BHEEN ON VACATUON SO !!!!

i lvoe the firsr oen bc like . fuck ur virbant usun . imagien soemone cursinh ur one souruce of life etc etc . devastatihgn

i alslo appreaciate the classic 'fucj ur mom' btw i thinbk it coudl be a universal languagje thing . we might nkt habe finsihed babel bjt we coudl destroy ut with this

i avctually rlly wanmt to knwo where fuck urvirbant sun comes fkrm . savw me etymology ..,,. save me

AJHDHJ I CNAT . SOTP LAUGHHINGW HILE IMAGINGING THIS LIKW . JSUT IMAGIEN GOIGN AB UR DAY N U HEAR 'im fuckgin ur mother :33' . IM SORRYR ITS SO FUNYN TO ME

[tsengratio]

SOERRY im liking so many posts today ihave no spoons. i well be going through and reblogging everything later

[arcadequeerz]

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[taboo-night-xxxx]

new f/o attained! banica

[kylebarf]

slashhound: 

Ren gave a worried expression as the other looked rather distraught, he didn’t mean to spook him or anything, just wanted to be of help. No one should be alone around in this city, not even himself. Given Ren was a strong man, he still could get into a lot of trouble out here and the other - quite smaller by comparison - would be in bigger danger and Ren wasn’t going to have that happen. Maybe he could offer him company and a place to stay? He definitely was lost. And given his appearance, might have been American. So it was obvious he had no clue how to read the signs or how to understand them at all. he was kind of lucky to run into Ren, he was the most kind out of the people running amuck in the streets…   “ Oh, I see. Not at all stupid, you are worried and you wanted to find him to make sure he is alright. I would have done the same, maybe I can help? Though I think it’s best to do this in the morning- “ His expression deepens as the other looked upset, wanting to comfort him but he wasn’t sure of his boundaries just yet. He wraps an arm around him, cape draping over him.   “ You’ll find him, I assure you…”

The agreement of the taller guy was quite comforting, as Kyle’s self-esteem was never the best, and tented to over-think of the negative that came as results of foolish ideas, or of the appearance itself. A redhead with courage and stand on own decisions rather than other’s, unless was he brought down by them for long time by many people - yet what he often lacked, was confidence, one of the reasons that have ruined sometimes own thoughts, and convinced him to go by the other’s ideas and talks.Enough was just a one push of positive toward his own real feelings, and he’d wake up again to be the old-self, sure in what’s truly right, best to do.

Purple marks resting under his forest eyes, an evidence that he has been looking for too long, walking for too long. Eyes quite half-lidded, not completely, but was it just matter of time before the eyes would shut themselves and give in to the tiredness. The boy however, was yet always so stubborn - when planning something, he’d go to the plan till the end, reaching good results, usually, afterwards with full satisfaction. He clicked at the bottom button of his phone, screen remaining black - out of battery for already enough time, providing zero advantage and help. He huffed, that couldn’t be a possible sign for him to ‘relax’ and wait to sun to rise again, he must continue.

“ I don’t know what’s gonna happen till morning - I gotta find him now. I heard there’s only punks out here at this time, I can’t leave him alone. ” He never doubted in Virus’ strength, knowing his intelligence is a strong card of his, yet around Kyle - he was always yet so gentle and trusting. That fear showed up, that he’d gift his trust to other dangerous people as well. 

Yet an embrace caught him off guard, big arm wrapped around his own back - rexlexes hurry to alarm him to do something against it, when tiredness took over and removed the false warning. Instead, leaned against the stranger’s comforting body, flatters of his eyes increased, soon eyelids dropping close as he rested for a moment in the hands of the man. For no particular reason, he felt safe, lacked in truly trusting the other - yet that bad stomach-feeling never showed up. He didn’t respond then, and not afterwards..

@slashhound