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punkiio · 7 months ago
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Thinking about maybe making keychains for the Fallout show of the main 3.... Still just an idea since I've never sold merch before so I'm nervous to get into it since I know nothing abt it... If you guys have any merch selling tips lmk
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harrowharkwife · 2 years ago
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swear to god if i open a fanfic ONE MORE TIME only to be greeted with an author's note saying "i asked chatgpt to tell me a story about-" i am going to go fucking NUCLEAR
#it's NEVER tagged!!!#i am so sick and FUCKING tired of hearing about chat bot shit. it's irresponsible tech that is only gonna help spread misinformation#/be used as a tool by corporate America to crank out shitty computer generated content#bc anything is better than having to hire people and pay them what they're worth am i right guys!#my job won't shut up about chatgpt i don't wanna have to see this shit on AO3 dot gov! please! is anything sacred!#I've already started running into endless variations of the same regurgitated paraphrased clearly AI-written garbage misinformation article#half of the time whenever i try to google something! i just keep getting AI generated garbage instead of any actual helpful information#side note: is Google like... super fucking broken for anyone else in terms of 'i can't find any useful information about anything anymore'?#or is it just me?#but AUGH. tech bros will be our downfall i swear to god#keep the AI shit out of art and creative endeavors it's a slippery slope and it's not leading anywhere good#this is fucking nfts all over again#or at LEAST if you're gonna be posting chat gpt prompts to ao3 fucking TAG THEM AS SUCH#I'm at the point where i hear someone say AI or chatgpt in an excited tone of voice#and i just consider it an immediate red flag#I'll delete this later it's unnecessarily cunty and i realize that but my GOD im sick of it#is it not enough that all of these writing bots are training on ao3 fics without the authors consent or permission?#now we have to encourage it by putting AI shit on there to begin with?
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miss--river · 1 year ago
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yutadori · 2 years ago
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THIS FUCKING SUCKS !!!!!!!
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oetscop · 6 hours ago
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the tooth pain is genuinely unbearable rn im starting to consider just having them take it out if i cant afford the root canal. i cant afford fucking anything and i csnt even work on personal art like this let alone commission work. fmlllll
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29121996 · 6 months ago
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#i have like 3 tasks ive been trying to complete the last 3 days n i hust#i literally Cant lol .#anyway im hoping i can do One tonight before i go to sleep .#bc its not Hard it just requires 3 steps rlly#but . i am Tired and Not feeling very good in any xapacity#im burnt out a lil i think . which yea okay#i havent Rested since like . monday so that checks out i crashed today and yesterday#tmr is tuesday n i am Hoping . i feel like a person enough yo do stuff n nthen go socialise#bc . yea tuesdays at my place of work go off#i get music control AND two of my fav coworkers are rostered#and free pool so .#im hoping i feel up to it .#bc i am Hating sitting at home im ngl#but .#i neef to find other shit to do#also a bar in town is Hiring n idk if id get it but i do wanna work tbere 2 nights a week#look . i just need an extra 10hrs in my paycheck thats . literally like . 2/3 shifts#i cant find it where i currebtky am so 2nd job it is#this $450 a week isnt getting me Anywhere im Suffering im ngl#i have $150 left after bills n it is Rough out here#bc that doesnt cover food or . my tobacco either so like :)) yea everything is sucking ass but its fine im gritting my teeth and Dealing#im mt fathers daughter i may lose my.mind over my rationships and emotional affairs#but u will never catch me complaining abt my finances / work situstion if i can Rlly help it#tumblr does Not Count . n neither does my father bc hes the rrason im slowly coming oit of this shit#but anyway . its fine :)#as far as anyones concerned im balling
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randomositycat · 11 months ago
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I need a low stress environment SO BADLY right now
NO STRESS
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wangxianficfinder · 1 month ago
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Fic Finder
Oct 21st
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1. Hiii first of all i just wanted to thank you for being able to find the fic i was looking for last time :)) im looking for this fic that i cant find anywhere it was a modern au on ao3 where wangxian dated in hs or college but lqr forced lwj to break up with wwx (through txt if i remember right) but wwx didnt know that lwj was forced so when they meet years later and lwj is working for the lan company they hire wwx and the wens to work on the cybersecurity and wwx is rlly angry while lwj is just pining. TIA!! @draconislyra
FOUND? Tempo Rubato by Spodumene (E, 108k, wangxian, modern, angst w/ happy ending, romance, persuasion au, separations, pining, miscommunication, depression, self-harm, reconciliation, smut)
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2. theres this fic and i forgot the title, but its where jin ling has been wearing wwx's protective bracelet since he was a baby and assumed/thought his mom gave it to him and the bracelet is rlly effective! but in guanyin temple, su she(?) broke it but wwx fixes it and strings the bracelet back together
FOUND! a symbol to remind you that there's more to see by paperminds (T, 9k, JC & JL & WWX, canon-compliant(ish), post-canon(ish), Canon-Typical Violence, Hurt/Comfort, Mild/Moderate Angst, angst with happy ending, Yunmeng Shuangjie, Twin Idiots, Reconciliation)
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3. Hi! I'm looking for a specific fan fiction i remember that both wwx and lwj has lived a long and happy life and now they think it's time for them to leave the world lsz is very upset and doesn't want to let his parents go they go upto a field to fall asleep or smth, there was also wwx telling lwj how tired he is, I've been dying to find this one
FOUND? The Sea Calls Us Home. by selfptrts (T, 3k, WangXian, ZhuiLing, Suicide, Hurt No Comfort, Established Relationship, Heavy Angst, wangxian are married and have a son, xicheng if you squint hard enough, Mentions of Canonical Character Death, Assisted Suicide, References to Supernatural (TV), References to Canon, Found Family, Grief/Mourning, Immortality)
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4. Hello! I'm in desperate need of help. I'm trying to find this one fic where NMJ gave WWX Baxia since he couldn't wield her anymore. I remember a scene where he was struggling with her but then JC(?) told him he was still using sword forms so he needed to find a different way. Thank you so much in advance!!!
FOUND? Lynchpin by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 103k, WangXian, JC & WWX, Time Travel, Fix-It) WWX definitely ends up weilding Baxia in Lynchpin, and there's a scene about WWX creating a new Sabre sword style.
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5. Hii, I'm looking for two wangxian fics that I unfortunately don't remember much about. A) The first one was one where the war was solved and WWX joined DafanWen, I remember that Dafan's robes were pink/peach and I think DafanWen became a medical sub-clan of Lan.
B) The second one was a post canon where WWX basically adapted to life in Cloud Recess. He learned to knit and I think the fic had a tag that had to do something like "something about gender roles". @canisirio
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FOUND? 💖 Light Source by abCEE (M, 31k, wangxian, not Jiang friendly, no golden core transfer, fall of the jiang sect, happy ending)
5B)
FOUND? Reeds in the Wind by merakily (T, 26k, WangXian, Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, Character Study, Yunmeng bros Reconciliation, Rabbit Therapy, Sewing Therapy, PTSD, Emotional Baggage, Hurt/Comfort, JC is Bad at Feelings, JC Needs a Hug) I feel like it's not the right fic but it does have wwx doing embroidery
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6. hi this is for fic finder!
i think this is starts when wwx is still in the burial mounds with the wens and he's called? because lwj is sick like literally in bed, unconscious with fever sorta sick. I think it turned out to be a curse or smth related to his golden core!
also another fic, also these two fics coild be the same so I'm not sure
it could've been related to the first request, I kind of remember wwx sacrificing or getting harmed to save lwj and then all the Lan elders kind of give wwx a new core in the caves in cloud recesses
this is really messy, I'm just trying to say that I remember these 2 points and they could be in 1 fic or 2 different fics
thank you sm @bunnycoffeeumcat
FOUND! Weep You No More, Sad Fountains by athena_crikey (T, 59k, WangXian, LXC & LWJ, LXC & JGY, Canon Divergence, Fix-it fic, Whump, Curses, Fever, Delirium, Stabbing, Loneliness, Confessions, LWJ’s emotional repression, WWX giving everything as always, LXC realising sympathy is not support, LQR Being an Asshole) for the first point but not the second so I guess this is 6a?
FOUND? 🧡 decay by antebunny (G, 15k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Angst, Misunderstandings, Miscommunication, Fix-It, Angst with a Happy Ending, the fluffiest ending, Hurt/Comfort) Are they maybe thinking of decay by antebunny? I know the ending of the fic has a similar scene to what they were describing
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7. Hi. I am looking for a fic where Baoshan Sanren knows about Wei Wuxian’s fate but cannot directly interfere. Instead she raises Mo Xuanyu as a cultivator and Talisman Master who helps Madam Jin keep Jin Ling safe in Lanling Jin before leaving for the Imperial Exams. Before he can reach, he is assassinated by Jin Guangyao. Wei Wuxian then wakes up in the body and decides to write the exams, becoming a high ranking minister. The emperor takes an interest in the cultivation world a few years later.
FOUND? Awakening: Return of the Patriarch - Another Way by SplitGirl28 (M, 35k, WIP, Transmigration, Related to Jin Guangslut again, Nobody has access to WWX's notes, Experimentation Underway, Established SongXiao, A-Qing Lives)
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8. Hi! I'm looking for this fic where wwx and lwj are thrown into an arranged marriage together, and don't know each other. Wwx is generally happy and excited, and lwj sees this and immediately hates him, bcoz he wanted a calm, quiet spouse to live with. The whole thing is orchestrated by Madam Yu, who basically abandons wwx at cloud recesses bcoz she figures he would be miserable here. Lwj doesn't like him to or try to understand him, so wwx slowly gets more and more depressed and suicidal, kind of as a parallel to Madam lan. I think he tries teaching for a while, and he's very good at it, but the elders step in and claim he's corrupting the children, so that's that. He finds the yin iron, and plans to destroy it worth a circle that will also take him out along with it, but before he can go through with the plan lwj realises how depressed he is and starts making an effort to help him. The fic ends with lwj offering to run away from cloud recesses with him, and wwx telling him no, he doesn't want to be some sort of shameful indulgence, if lwj really wants him he'll stay and fight with the elders on his behalf @arsonistbydaylibrarianbynight
FOUND? Concord by Deastar (T, 41k, WangXian, Arranged Marriage, Gusu Lan Sect Rules, Depression, Canon Divergence, Angst with a Happy Ending)
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9. Hi! For the next Fic Finder, I’ve been trying to find a fic where LWJ leaves the CR to go help WWX in the Burial Mounds. It kind of starts of with LWJ and WWX confrontation after WWX rescues the Wens. There’s a sequence where LWJ is gathering stuff to take to the Burial Mounds. Then in later chapters it’s LXC, LQR, and a couple of Lan Elders going to Yiling to try and bring LWJ back to the CR. They find him in Yiling, selling produce, only to discover that LWJ is living a happy life with WWX and is no longer following Gusu Lan’s rules as he lets a bunch of kids decorate his hair. Sorry this is super long. I can remember what happens in the fic, but for the life of me I can’t remember the title. Thanks a bunch!
FOUND!🔒Unpack Your Heart by Terri Botta (Isilwath) (T, 22k, wangxian, Romance, Everybody Lives, Canon Divergence, LWJ Has Feelings, Protective LWJ, Burial Mounds Settlement Days, LWJ Stays at the Burial Mounds, Burial Mounds Ensemble as Family, Wangxian in Love, YLLZ WWX, Lan Clan Elders are Assholes, Minor Transgender Character, Qiongqi Path Divergence, LWJ loves his bunnies)
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10. hi - i’m looking for a f/f wangxian fic. lwj and wwx start as friends but there’s obvious sexual tension (wwx still thinks she’s straight, and keeps “baiting” lwj). lwj lives near her mom, and she bikes to visit her with wei ying. there’s a scene where wwx is wearing novelty panties with a weed leaf on it? and wwx turns out to have nipple piercings which makes lwj go insane? eventually wwx is like “i may not be a woman but you’re a lesbian so you can’t love me.” and lwj is like. nah. i love you?
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11. Hi! This is for fic finder. I honestly dont remember if it was a fanfic from this fandom or a chinese bl novel i red years ago. It didnt help that i dont remember much of the story. I will call them mc and ml (if it was a fanfic, wwx is the mc). They are an actor. The mc got a big role and there are a sex scene in the film with the ml. And then the mc catch a feeling to the ml. The plot of the movie they shoot is where the mc always running away. The movie plot kinda resobate with the mc feeleng. And the writting style is tell a twi stoey. The movie plot and the fic. Long story short, the mc get kidnapped. I dont remember if its trully happen or the movies's plot but i think the mc was genuinely kidnapped. The kidnapping is meticulous that make people tell the ml to brace himself for the worst case scenario. The ml helped to find the mc. In the end, the mc is found but in the bad shape. Near the end of the story, they are in shooting where the plot is the ml found the mc. They hugged and the staff say that it feels genuine.
Im 80% sure its a wangxian fic. I read that around 3-4 years ago. Thanks! @idontknowwhattowriteforusername
Hi im #11 in recent fic finder. I dont know if it will help but it involves a cottage (where wwx is held when he is kidnapped), a river (i think their investigation lead to the river and found a red scraf), a red scraf (i think wwx knit it? I dont remember but it his). Its not outsider pov and not a twitter fic (i dont know what is called). I think the film they play is a porn one? (Not sure about this part). Thanks!
NOT FOUND! call me, beep me by myung (T, 39k, wangxian, modern, social media, actors au, celebrities, chatting & texting)
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12. fic finder: does anyone remember this one fic where lan qiren was looking for a way to get wwx a new core and he calls for people to make spiritual donations or something? wwx didnt think anyone would volunteer but when he looked there had been a huge crowd gathered to help him
FOUND! I'm Sorry & Thank You by Iamnotawriter (T, 12k, LQR & WWX, WangXian, Canon Compliant, Post-Canon, Golden Core, Canon-Typical Violence, lqr's epipheny, Angst with a Happy Ending)
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13. Hi, can you help me find a fanfic that I missed? It was about WWX who died (supposedly in his world, devoured by corpses) but he travels to another dimension, he thinks it was because of the Stygian Tiger seal, and finds another version of himself that was from that dimension. There is a specific scene where WWX (modern) teaches WWX (cultivator) how to use the shower and WWX (modern) talks about Su She who was his boyfriend and such. In the end, Huaisang reveals that the two WWX have the same DNA and that he has never seen an identity of him. / oi, podem me ajudar a achar uma fic, (hi, can you help me find a fic,) It's from wwx that he dies and travels to another dimension, where he meets another older wei wuxian, this wwx (modern) is investigating a case of dead people, there's a scene where they take baths together (Wwx (modern) teaches wwx (cultivator) how to use showers) and wwx talks about his jerk ex-boyfriend who was su she, there's a specific scene where wwx (modern) confronts su she (ex-boyfriend) he (modern wwx) meets lwj who was a teacher of something and they end up getting close.
(this part moved to Itmf)
both requests by @quwieiidkd
FOUND? so when you go wherever it is you will go, take the moon with you by comforting_monachopsis (T, 138k, WWX & WWX, WWX & WQ, WWX & WN, wangxian, JC & WWX & JYL, past WWX/SS, past WWX/XY, canon divergence, time travel, dimension travel, modern, private investigator WWX, professor LWJ, trauma, serial killers, strangers to lovers, BAMF WWX, hurt WWX)
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14. I'm looking for a fanfic, but I can't find it. Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji share an unsatisfying night, but fate keeps bringing them together. thanks! ❤️
FOUND? 🔒 Bad Sex, Good Loving by Nyatci (E, 18k, WangXian, Explicit Sexual Content, Implied/referenced WWX/Others, Implied/referenced LWJ/Others, One night stand WangXian, PWP, but like, Bad Porn with Good Plot, The Plot is the Porn being Bad, Self-Esteem Issues, Communication Failure, Idiots in Love, Falling In Love, Practice makes perfect, They work on the communication thing eventually, Under-negotiated Kink, mild angst with a very happy ending, BDSM Undertones, Consensual Non-Consent)
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15. hi this is for ficfinder!
I think this was based in the 1900s? and lwj is an exorcist of sorts, and I think wen qings family calls him for help, because I kinda remember her opening the door for him and granny is also there. wwx is a Gardner in the wen house and he's also the necromancer. I think the phrase used was similar "there's a friendly gardner"
thank you sm!
FOUND? sweet beneath sharp edges by isabilightwood (E, WangXian, Historical, Jazz Age, Light Horror, Demonic Cultivation, Ghost Possession, Haunted House, Cultivator LWJ, Gardener WWX, disabled character (WN), WRH is not a good uncle (or father), Mystery, LWJ is sent to exorcise a house and flirts with the gardener instead, said gardener may or may not be the monster he was sent to kill, Madam Lan Lives, Monsterfucker LWJ, Bottom LWJ, Resentacles, flirting via fruit, Weirdo4weirdo wangxian, Oral Fixation, WWX eats the rich (literally), Power Bottom LWJ but wwx is still in control)
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16. Hi, I’m searching for a fic I read quite some time ago. Wwx actually remembers Lwj confessing to him after the Burial Mounds siege and then they’re kinda forced into a marriage? Lwj goes to live with wwx and the wens but wwx treats him horribly. Lwj by then had been whipped and so he’s terrible pain all the time.
Thank you so much 😊 @bcozwhythefuknot
FOUND? ❤️ A Myriad of Blossoms by Itszero (E, 56k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage, Forced Marriage, YLLZ WWX, Hurt LWJ, Cruel wwx, he’s cruel until he’s not, Protective WWX, Caring WWX, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff and Angst, Eventual Smut, Bottom LWJ, Dark WWX)
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17. Hi!! I've been looking for this fic for a while, I hope yall can help me. So what I remember is that LWJ becomes the YLLZ's concubine, spouse, bed warmer? They spent years apart, and WWX held some resentment due to a misunderstanding (LWJ was punished with the whip and couldn't be besides him?) I remember this scene where LWJ is wearing a (silk?) robe. Then WWX funds out about the whip scars and It was a whole thing that solved the misunderstanding, I believe. It may be a AU since there was some kind of Magic besides canon stuff? Like, the Wei Sect? members were part something (demons, animals, idk) and It happened to LWJ too for being in the BM. Oh, and MXY and A-Yuan were there too! I hope someone can help me. Thank you!
FOUND? the necromancer's fairytale by iliacquer (E, 17k, WangXian, Top LWJ, Bottom WWX, but they have switch energy, safe sane consensual noncon kink, is the Yiling Patriarch a kink, incoherent worldbuilding is incoherent, Past Torture the lan family are terrible sorry, Rough Sex, Pain Kink)
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18. hello! i'd like to ask for a fic finder! it's at least two-three years old, and on the shorter side i believe??
the first one is CR study arc, where lwj believes wwx's prank was specifically because he found out lwj is a cutsleeve/has feelings for wwx. i think he gets silently angry like canon, and later he confronts wwx about it? (it's not works/32795896 though it's similar)
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19. Hi! I'm looking for a specific fic - I think I read it at least 2 years ago, maybe earlier. WWX is hidden by (I can't quite remember if it's after 13 years or before hand) JC and JYanli, and pretends to be a woman whilst figuring what to do now. Jin Guangshan hits on her, and as always, LWJ falls for WWX in a different form. Whilst at the Golden Carp Tower, WWX is also in a wheelchair - I can't quite remember why. Everything gets revealed eventually.
FOUND? My Leaves Reach Ever for the Sun by nonplussed (T, 26k, WangXian, Fake/Pretend Relationship, Fix-It, Crossdressing, Idiots in Love, Sharing a Bed, Canon Divergence, Happy Ending, Mutual Pining, Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies)
The Housewife's Guide to Causing Chaos by dvasva (M, 132k, WIP, WangXian, Canon-Typical Violence, Functionally Trans Character, Mild Sexual Content, Domestic Fluff, Love Confessions, Transphobia, Good Parents LWJ and WWX, Pining, WWX is a Tease, Grief/Mourning, Body Dysphoria, Fake Marriage, Canonical Character Death, Misunderstandings, Doting LWJ, Canon Divergence, Arranged Marriage, WWX is not in MXY's body, Misgendering, Mild Angst, Assumptions, Comedic Elements, non-sexual nudity, Blood, Discussion of Various Bodily Functions, Cloud Recesses Shenanigans, 4 years of mourning instead of 13, Méishān Yú Sect, POV Multiple, Corporal Punishment, Trans WWX, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, pregnancy mention, Timeline What Timeline, Sexual Harassment Threats) Both of these have jgs being a creep towards wei ying
FOUND? Wei Wuxian, Who's That? by bumbledees (T, 48k, wangxian, crossdressing, pining, sibling feels) Both of these have jgs being a creep towards wei ying
FOUND? By Any Other Name by ShanaStoryteller (Not Rated, 31k, Wangxian, Canon Divergence, Crossdressing, Misunderstandings, Identity Porn, Identity reveal) idr if theres a wheelchair involved for sure. i feel like there is but im gonna be honest i always forget abled ppl exist so in my mind when i read everyone is using mobility aids all the time until i get reminded otherwise lol but i do recall that he is weak and regaining energy so its possible he was using a wheelchair atp for that reason ? either way its a good fic
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20. Hello, i love what you're doings! A fic I'm looking for: JC and LWzj time travelled and decided to fix canon. As such, they spent a lot of time together. But that lead to everyone- especially wwx - to think they're a couple. Wwx is okay with it, but really bothered that he keels getting dragged into their dates @midnightlighthowlite
FOUND? ❤️ For Both Of Us (And Time Is But A Paper Moon) by sami (E, 65k, WangXian, Time Travel, Some People Live/Not Everyone Dies, Fix-It, Hurt/Comfort, Healing, Yunmeng Shuangjie, Canon Divergence, Asexual JC, First Time, Getting Together, BAMF JC, BAMF LWJ)
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saturnsfather · 7 months ago
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like. dude im just so tired. were understaffed and overworked and underpaid. am i talking about my workplace or every work place. hiring freezes no ones hiring everyones quitting because the job is so exhausting and the higher ups dont care about the people they exploit because they think were all replaceable. if you want to get anywhere or get a higher wage you have to move up in the company but that takes away workers from the place youre already working in and then they have to scramble to replace you and run everyone else into the ground. for dirt wages. i want to spend time with my friends i want to be there for the people who need me i want to go out to bars with people and get drunk and be stupid i want to get high and spend intimate time with my fiancee i want to have time and energy to cook dinner every night i want time and energy to draw more i want the motivation to write back i want the time to go to church every month again i want the time to go to rituals and pagan holiday parties again i want to have the time to do crochet again i want the energy to do anything but get high and watch youtube and feel exhausted.
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bbbeowulf · 11 months ago
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YIPPEE I HOPE EVERYONE HAD A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON AND HAS A HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR!!!!
I have a lot of art resolutions that I wanna get through this year so I figured I would share them with all of you… VIA BINGO CARD!!
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Bingo card inspired by AlmaKRowan on Twitter/X!!
List and explanations below the cut!!
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Architecture: I want to learn how to draw buildings, rooms, etc.!!
Adopts: I want to make adopts!!
KOI character refs: Reference sheets for the characters in my story “Knights of Irene”!!
ArtFight: I’m gonna aim for 20 attacks/revenges, but we’ll see!!
GraVT piece: a group picture of the indie VTuber group I’m in, GraVT!!
Animated Illustration: I’VE BEEN WANTING TO DO THIS FOR YEARS MY TIME IS NOW
Animal studies: learn how to draw animals better
PNGtuber+ comm: I made one for myself (see it HERE) but I want someone to commission me for one >:,(
VTuber redesign: potentially maybe redesign my VTuber (even tho I literally just killed myself making the PNG+ model but WHATEVER IM ON DRUGS IG)
Leo TOTIKFR animatic: animatic for my OC Leo to the song “The Only Thing I Know For Real” by Tyson Yen
Digital painting: IVE BEEN WANTING TO LEARN HOW TO DIGITALLY PAINT/RENDER BUT I CANNOT WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT BUT I WANNA TRYYY
Holiday YCH: YCH comms for major holidays!!
Snow Fairy MAP: I have a part in @jurygarroth’s Snow Fairy MAP so I need to get that done :D
Art Prints: I WANNA SELL ART PRINTS RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Bug studies: I wanna learn how to draw bugs :3c
OC sticker sheets: I wanna make (AND SELL) sticker sheets of my OCs (and maybe other fandom characters like MLP and stuff!! We’ll see.)
RP movie posters: movie poster style illustrations of my active role plays!!
DTIYS: I WANNA MAKE ONE AND PEOPLE PARTICIPATE PLZZZZ 😭😭 JUST ONE PERSON PLZ I BEG
Emotes: re-do my twitch/discord emotes
Sell canvases @ gallery: I have an art gallery in my town that I wanna apply for and sell some irl artwork!!
YCH comms: more YCH comms!!
Lobelia lore animatic: lore animatic for my VTuber
Pose studies: learn how to draw poses better
KOI cover: book cover for “Knights of Irene”
Abaddon Webcomic: this is a HARD maybe, but I’ve tried to make this webcomic happen 2 or 3 different times and I always got sick and tired of it before I got ANYWHERE with it. I think if I take it in more of a mini comic approach like Shen or Merryweather!!
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There are a few more ideas I had that I didn’t put on my bingo!!
Leo’s Final Form: conceptualize Leo’s final form and draw the finalized version
Backgrounds: get better at drawing backgrounds
Foliage: get better at drawing foliage
Color Theory: learn color theory
Interesting shading: play around with colors and shade with different colors perhaps to make it pop?
Aphmau art: draw more Aphmau art
KOI: Finish planning out KOI and potentially start writing it? It’s not art in the sense of it being written not drawn but whatever I wanna do this
Commissions: keep doing commissions! I wanna try to do at least 20 this year 👉👈
Art trades: do some art trades with people outside of ArtFight!!
Art raffle: do an art raffle 🧍
Draw my FRIENDSSS: I WANNA DRAW MY FRIENDS WAHHHHHHHHHH
GET HIRED BY YORUNOMACHI: *on my hands and knees sobbing, begging, throwing up*
Do Aphtober/Cringetober/some form of tober AND FINISH: I doubt I’ll finish lmfao
Make OC profiles on UnVale: it’s like toyhouse but it doesn’t make me want to kms when using it
Learn VTuber Rigging: I just wanna know how to do it :3
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Anyways I’m sure there’s more but this is just a list of everything I can think of off the top of my head! A week from now I might decide to not do any of this LMFAO! But we’ll see how much I actually do this year!! Yippee!!
Happy new year everyone!!
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secretlythegodofdesire · 3 months ago
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Hello Stranger, 'The Flight'
Austin finally took a deep breath, the last few days had been an absolute blur. Packing his bags, visiting his parents, ordering and arranging all the flights, but it would all be worth it once they got there.
Tiffany, his beautiful wife, would now get proposed to in Spain, at one of their best restaurant, El Pico. She laid her head full of Lucious brown locks beside him now, their flight from Australia, their home would take almost a full day, plus airport time and settling in and such.
Either way it was worth it, she had always dreamed of Spain, he didn't know what made her love their culture so much, but she did, and he would be the one to take her there. Fulfill his darlings dreams.
The majority of the flight was over, at least he thought it was. They had served them 3 meals already, meaning the day had flew past. The served waffles, eggs and chicken for breakfast, Austin was allergic to eggs so he just had waffles, but either way, their first class meal was delicious.
Lunch and Dinner followed, Quesidillas, chicken or beef, along with fried beans and rice. Then for Dinner, they had steak and potatoes, the smell of the meat still lingering in the air. Tiffany had fallen asleep shortly after finishing it, her head resting in his lap. Her twirled her brown curls in his finger, pulling the knitted blanket over her arms, and then resting his arm on her side.
3 hours later, the plan landed, and he had to wake her up.
The Next Morning
Austin woke up first, Tiffany was always a late sleeper, getting sleep anywhere and everywhere. His brown bunny, snored softly, as he eased out of the bed, and headed to the balcony. It was around 11:00 in morning, but he was still slightly tired, the jet lag was really killing him.
After staring at the coast for a while, he returned inside, he found the bed empty, and he heard a bunch of rattling in the bathroom. He found his soon to be wife, already munching in the morning in between brushing her teeth.
"You know the point of brushing them is to get the food out of your teeth. If you eat while doing it, it defeats the purpose."
Tiffany turned to him, putting the bag of chips on the counter, she spit the toothpaste out before rinsing it out in the sink. "The last time I checked, I didn't need you to argue my brushing methods. Keep all the lawyery stuff at work."
Austin paused, before he could come up with a combat she spoke again, "That is unless you want me to start giving you a bunch of mental health and therapy talk when we are trying to have a romantic moment." He chuckled.
He passed the bar, and the Lsats, he was hired a big firm two years ago, he met Tiffany, a budding therapist, Dr. Monty. With his junior partner check, he bought this trip, could it get any better?
"Whatever you say, Dr. Monty" Austin raised his hands in surrender, getting a judging look from his girlfriend, then quickly dodging a fast thrown hairbrush.
El Pico, English for the peak, one of the best coastal restaurants in Spain. Tiffany had raving over this place for the second half of her live, around 6 years of it she had known Austin. Now dress in a tux, he was more than happy to guide her and in have her seated across from him.
Her long curls dropped behind her back, her bright blue eyes, complemented her dazzling turquoise dress. She was all he could look at, he wanted for nothing else.
Her ring weighed in his pocket, he would propose to her after feeding her cheesecake, her favorite desert in the world. He participated in the small, not really catching much of anything, only looking at her lips, nodding and smiling. When desert time came, he cupped the ring box in his pocket. Unfortunately for him he never had the chance to say a world.
A bullet grazed his shoulder, flying straight into his soon to be wife.
(So this is the first part kinda like background I guess, so there is no whump unfortunately, but everything following will have some sort of whump and Im already giggling in anticipation. See y'all soon
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treefory · 1 year ago
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The cat meets someone new
Working through the past
CHAPER 4
Chaper 3 here
Chapter 1 here
Cash wiped his eyes, The music was giving him a headache. He stood at his post next to the bar. There wasn’t a fight tonight so cash got to work upstairs in the club.
He watched drinks being served. Making sure none of them got spiked. He saw people drinking and having fun with each other, something he hadn’t done in a long time.
He leaned up against the wall and pulled out his phone.
11:40pm
Cash put his phone back in his pocket with a small growl. His replacement was meant to be here ten minutes ago.
A tired sigh escaped his maw. Tomorrow was Sunday. The thought of sleeping in tomorrow made him even more tired. But now he had plans on Sundays, buying groceries for two and seeing Shelby.
Cash flinched as he felt someone tap his shoulder. He couldn’t hear them coming, the music was too loud. They wore the same uniform as him.
“Ay, you can go on break now.” They said
“Thanks.” Cash said as he walked off.
He walked around the dance floor. The loud music and flashing lights made his head throb. In the wall behind the DJ booth was a white door. He took the keys he had in his pocket and opened the it.
The bright light of the break room hurt his eyes as he walked in and looked around for a place to sit. Most of the tables had people sitting at them so he sat at the emptiest table he could find. He rested his head in his paws. He shot a glance at who he was sitting with. He was nothing he had ever seen before.
He had a canine-like head with ears shaped like pointy half circles. His fur was a warm brown with a cream colored mouth and Spots covered his face and neck.
But his most notable feature was his hair. Thick red hair sprouted from between his ears and ran down his neck into his shirt
Cash looked at the papers he had in his paws. They were lists of things. Vodka, water, tequila, etc. just a bunch of drinks with costs next to them. All the papers looked like this
The guy wrote in a notebook, seemingly taking notes of everything
What are you? You don’t look like a wolf. Too big to be a fox… what are you doing-
The guy looked up, meeting Cash's gaze.
Shit, was I staring?
Cash quickly looked away, embarrassed. “sorry.” He whispered.
The guy chuckled “it’s okay.” His chuckle was weird. It was a throaty sound that didn’t Match his raspy voice.
His voice… It was so familiar.
“I’m a hyena, if that was what you were wondering.” He continued.
“Oh. I've Never met a hyena before.” Cash mumbled
“Heh, I get that a lot.” He smiled “I’m guessing you're a leopard?”
A leopard, something cash was often mistaken with. It was wrong of course. “No, I’m a jaguar.”
“Ooooo, never met a jaguar before!” He said as he looked at another one of his papers
His voice, where was it from?
Cash fiddled with his paws. Should I ask? He looks busy with all his papers. Meh it wasn’t important anyways.
“Oh! Weren’t you one of the security guards in the basement the other day?”
“Oh, uh yeah.”
“I saw you break up that fight. You're fast!”
Cash’s ear twitched “You were there?”
“Yeah! I was the announcer. Didn’t you hear?”
“Oh that was you?”
“Uh huh! It's probably a one time thing tho…”
“Is That’s not your job?”
“Nah, I’m an accountant.” He said as he held up His papers. “You think they would hire someone just to talk over the speakers?” he asked, not a hint of spite in his voice
“Uh, I don't know.” Cash shrugged, feeling a little stupid
He pulled out his phone and opened a note app.
Lettuce, apples, pork…maybe some fish? Cash thought as he typed. He typed slowly, always correcting his spelling.
His grocery list was coming along well, But his headache wasn't going anywhere. He rubbed his head, letting out a small groan as he did, catching the attention of the hyena.
“You okay?” he asked
Cash rubbed his eyes “yeah, im fine.”
“You don't look fine.” he said as he put down his papers.
Why don’t you mind your business?
“It's just a headache, I'll be fine.” Cash mumbled.
“Oh you should rest then.”
“can't, I have stuff to do.” Cash groned
“Like what?”
“Budget stuff.”
The hyenas yellow eyes lit up “budgeting? I'm good at that! I can do it for you if you want.”
Cash raised an eyebrow “For free?”
“Sure!”
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Cash handed the hyena his phone and put his head down in his arms. He watched him as he quickly typed. Cash wasn’t taking his eyes off his phone.
“Why are you doing your work here? Don’t you have like, an office or something?” Cash asked
“Oh yeah I do. But my manager doesn’t want me there. She said I talk too much, so I come to the break room to work and talk with whoever I can find.”
I see where she’s coming from
“Ah, okay.”
“So what’s your budget?”
“Right now, most I can do is 150$”
“For all this? Heh heh, don’t worry I’ll figure something out. A lot of this stuff you can get from a farmers market, that’ll save you some. Hmm, but the meat you can just get from a supermarket.”
“…”
“Oh! I can also price everything and tell you where to get them. So the lettuce is gonna be that and the chicken…” the hyena trailed off into a whisper. “What kind of lettuce do you want?”
“Romaine.”
“Alright… heh, you don’t talk much, do you?”
“…”
The hyena chuckled as he kept typing.
The sound of him typing everything was so calming. Cash’s ears focused on the sound and slowly began to drown out the loud music from outside. He ran his fingers down his arm, they felt soft and warm to the touch. He nestled his face into them. The room slowly became dark as he closed his eyes
“Done!”
Cash jumped as he quickly opened his eyes. “Huh?”
The hyena laughed, flashing his huge teeth in a toothy grin. “I’m done budgeting your groceries for you.” He handed him back his phone
Ugh, Did I fall asleep? In public?
Cash took back his phone and patted his pockets, making sure no one had taken his wallet or keys. Thankfully, everything was still there.
Cash felt his eyes widen as he scrolled through his notes.
Wow. Everything is priced and labeled. Damn, he even said where to get the stuff and what brand.
“So after you get everything your total should be around 90$ - 120$. It varies depending on the weight of some items but it should all fit within your budget.”
“Huh, I didn’t expect you to go into so much detail, thank you.”
Cash glanced at the time. It was 12:00 am
“Oh, my break is over.” Cash said as he stood.
“Thank you uhhh… what’s your name?”
“Hena!”
Cash cocked his head “Hena the hyena?”
“Yeah…” Hena sighed. “Obviously I didn’t choose it.”
“I’m Cash.”
“It was nice meeting you, Cash!”
“You too!” Cash gave Hena a gentle wave as he walked out the room.
Cash wiped away the small smile he had on his face, not wanting anyone to see it.
He stood back at his post. His headache wasn’t gone, but he was feeling a bit better. The thought of having his grocery list planned out was nice.
He folded his arms as he leaned up against the wall.
Hena… talks too much. Nice guy though.
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brilliantfantasticgeronimo · 5 months ago
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SIKES! PART 2!! the dr will be here until the heat death of the universe babes. trekkie plans postponed indefinitely.
gallifrey vibes
water is life…
her name is.... brindle slkdfjdlkjfldkjflksdjfdskfjd COMBO BREAKER
so much death that literally memory is dying. oof. the Social Commentary of that
(bet the man was the master)
a city that began with a b… ???barcelona??
diamonds! bingo check!
a SPOON. cry. this is so doctor who. 12/7 approved.
"and i forgot" oof. "from child to mother" oof
universal broadcast moment!!! check!!!
MEL CUDDLING WITH THE QUESTION MARK SWEATER . i CRY
"cultural appropriation" sdlkjfs well at least we're aware of it
ruby like pls doktah im so tired of watching the fucking pyramids of mars.again. dont u have anything else. dont u have some eccleston in there.
(maybe the rogue's ship is a memory ship as wlel?) bc of all the random props)
"best time of my life" t.t
sutekh driven crazy bc she doesnt know the secrets. relatable.
"you are absolutely human" mmmmmm
("it's keeping us alive bc it wants to know the awnsers" the meta of "the gods are the writers torturing the humans" intesifies")
oh noooooooooooooooo not melanieee
JACK!!!!!!!! SDLKJFDSLK OHH THE DOCTOR CANT LOOK AT THE FORBIDDEN LOST EPISODE
IM SCREAMING IM SO INTO THIS
compulsory dna testing for the whole population sdkljfsdk that sounds… worse than nukes ngl??????
"love a whistle" eyebrow raise
omg all the tardis keyssss
"but guess who invented the security" hehe. mel's smile at that-
"sutekh's servants could be anywhere" badum psss
(i think 15 knows?)
tliteral tv remote moment again……………….
"i loved you mel" "what good did love do, doctor? when did it eve help?
mel is playing him. she has to be. pulling a 4th doctor.
damn look at that bling. fashionable dog
mom???????? YESss- oH NEVERMIND
dslkfjsdlkfjsdfsdf
a-ha! i knew he knew!
haha. get great big fuckoff laser'd. bitch.
FIFTEENTH'S THEME YEES
(oh everything working out but there's still 20+ minutes. one fear)
sdlfkjsdlkfjdsfsdf get yanked bitch
(and this is what rtd wanted donna and fourteen to go through in the title sequence???? slkfjdklf)
DEATH + DEATH = LIFE. YEAH WHY NOT THIS MAY AS WELL HAPPEN
double negatives save the day. reverse the polatiy of the death flow.
GENERAL IS ALIVE YESSSS
carlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! cherry!!! mrs flood you can go on to be creepy yesssss
kate holding hands w/ ibrahim? oh? sdlkfjsd rip ibrahim x general guy otp???
why am i crying about brindle's mom wtf . T.T
in fighting mosnters we mus tbe careful not to become monsters,,,
"i am the one that brings death" oof. metal.
still 14 minutes left mmm
kate wtf. stop hiring everyone u see wtf lkdsjsdfkjlfd
YOUR GRAN WAS TELLING ME OFF FOR NOT DUSTING
"you brought her home" TOT
IT'S HER IT'S KRISTEN TYLER FROM THE CHIPS STORE
she's a nurse"!!!
"she was important because we think she was important" bro im weeping wtf. wtf
rtd u did it again u bastard
i cry t.t
um ok but there's still 10 minutes left….
hahaha. dont touch the baby rooose realness
ohhh 15 like "im pointless now" moment????
500 HUNDRED PHOTOS
ruby dressed as david bowie omg
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T
"of course you will" next season babe!!
bitch he didnt say. HE DIDNT SYA IT BACK. WHERES THE FUCKING THERAPY NOW FSDJFSD
iris? iris??? IRIS??? IRIS??????????? MRS WILDTHYME??????
"doctor who will return" bitcH WHEN
CONCLUSIONS!!
bro idek i cried so much. im distraught. NO MORE NEW ODCCY WHO UNTIL... DECEMBER (???). HOW WILL I LIVE. anyway. 1 take between my tears: this is always the most athesit way u can do "gods are real" storytelling and i love that about russel's style srsly. really need to watch the second coming sdlkfj but from what i've heard it is literally this. and also in torchwood and nuwho obvs. we made the gods, not the opposite. our lives are important bc we make them so, not for any instrinsinc thing. and also connects to ~storytelling theming bc we are all stories in the ~~end. but if we're lucky ppl will still think of us and keep us alive. bc "memory is a time machine"..... anyway. cool ep. back to crying.
empire of death thoughts+reactions part 1
previously onnnn (super short sdlkfj)
HOP ON, COWBOY
sdlkjs morris a literal 13 year old having guns on his lil' scooter thing.is UNIT ok.
omg even the vlinx TOT
the birds will sings again!!!!!!
dust of death mmm delicious alliteration
"im sorry there's nothing we can do. we're dead" vibes
loving this action sequence ngl
WATCHA TALKING ABOUT
maybe is not [insert character]. maybe mrs flood is just an old lady who is Like This.
"my true name" "ur true maker" whats her true maker if not RTD!!! / clowning
"we've got worse problems" that's gonna come back to bite him skdfljdskl
does anyone remember the clara / 1 paintdoktahwho comic "dont take that one. take the tv"
thats what im thinking ot
(askdjlad UGH my iplayer stopped so i refreshed and while skipping to the place i think i spoiled my self for susan ?? TOT sutpid internet stupid preview skipping thumbnail function grrrr) im not a tardis smasher in general but the memory tardis….. would. maybe
"remember it harder" i would be a useless companion here tbh. memory of a goldfish.i would doom the earth.
IT'S A TV SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S TELLING THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE
I MADE A JIGSAW OF YOUR HISTORY SDKLFJSLKJF
AAAAAGHHH
sdflkdfj sutekh spining in the vortex. 2 cute
the temple……….. tardis as the thing in the hill meta INTENSIFIES
"so many secrest" um TIMELESS CHILD FUGITIVE MEMORIES FOBWATCH????
oh ok i jut got spoiled for the clip OF susan sdlkfjdskl FALSE ALARM FOLKS
"never yours again, never"
my angels of death………………..
"i find that good" i feel they did this same exact phrasing once for a "death is beautiful" monster like this but i cant remember which story?
also, flux? flux anyone? 13 vs entropy itself?
"i am an extinction event" OOF
(oh this clicks on why the doctor clings sm to living / immortality despite how much it hurts)
memory is a time machine TOT idk but that Hits Harder
"sutes" dlkjfslfk cute
"and doesnt it feel good?" holy shit
yayy mel's not dead yet
MEL GRABBING SIX'S COAT IM FINEIM FINE IM FINE
(idk why but that's what's made me cry slkfjsd)
"ruby roo" sdkljsfd
lasdkj if a regular tardis is 6 people driven then a memory tardis is probably meant to be piloted by every single doctor and companion ever
"meleanie b" TOT (doctor trait unlocked: when 15 is stressed he intensifies on the cutsey nicknames)
CHEKOV'S INGELLITEN GLOVE !!!!! damn i thought for a second about putting that on my bingo card but didnt skldfj
i like that the subtext of "when disaster comes, he's there" / "the tardis is an ommen of death" & "he has one constant companion… death" isn't literally being stated as being "sutekh did it lol" lol cause that would feel a lil cheap. i think instead rtd took a smarter choices of keeping that subtext, but keeping it that stricly speaking what sutekh did was just putting the susan copies everywhere.
73 yards……………
omg wait so in a memory tardis u can remmeber anything to existence………….. what if heiimagines susan at the end
(MOLECULAR BOND ROGUE CALL BACK?)
73 yards…………. HOW DO U KNOW THAT. I JUST DO. SHE'S JUST GOOD AT CONVERTING UNITS DAMN. LET RUBY BE GOOD AT UNIT CONVERSIONS DOCTOR.
ohh wait so this connects perception filters and 73 yards. put on a pin on that (and presumably……. taking down the perception filter is what happened re: ruby? that's why people ran away? people saw beyond her perception filter to the elderitch abomination bellow?)
"you've landed on earth a 100th times" is probably a huuude understimation lol
"she was reborn stronger each time. this monumental figure" dr. who as a cultural institution meta
shots outside the tardis my beloved
1999….. the movie... 2005 …. obvious. 1066 was the fire of london right? with 5?
this is rlly working for me ngl. dr who is all about death meta but it's literal but it's not
and a lso the whole. when u are a time traveler everyone is already dead. we must be like ghosts to u . etc etc
telos… THE OOD SPHERE noooo
mel being like "well…. at least 1% of the universe is fine. that's all right then" .
this |5 "it's all my fault" beat feels a lil' weird until u remember [all the traumas] / flux trauma and then it's like yeah i getchu doc i too take everything bad that happens as proof that it is my fault even tho, factually, it makes no sense as a reaction. trauma/depression girlies united.
THE SUN IS DEAD. rip 42's sun.
omg thank u sutekh for finally fixing that over-blue colorization in the unit set. not all heroes wear capes tbh.
aaaand the end.
fade to black.
doctor who is done! we can all go home and become trekkies everybody. congrats!
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meme-loving-stuck · 5 years ago
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"well if its so hard to find work, go to the local job center"
oh you mean the local job center that is only open once every 3 months on a full moon on a weekday when youre in class, whose help consists entirely of "teaching you" how to make a resume even more shitty and unreadable than yours already is, which you have had multiple prospective employers tell you they didnt like the layout of?
there are NO real resources for finding a job if youre queer, mentally ill, and dont have a degree. even in the golden state of california where apparently everything is magical and socialist and there are so many ways to get help. go on welfare? go on fucking food stamps??
you can't get welfare just because you're unemployed.
are you a college student with no car and never had a job before? do you have to live with others because you literally cannot afford rent anywhere in your state?
you better be taking 5 college courses, have less than $30 in your bank account at all times, proof that you pay utility bills, AND somehow have time to attend their "job training" and interviews (while having a 2 hour commute to school and being in class 6+ hours every single weekday)
because if you can't do all that? youre shit fucking out of luck, pal. youre cut off after one month of groceries.
if you dont know someone who works there, youre not getting hired. if you're mentally ill and dont have "the right papers" so they can put that stamp on you and get tax breaks for affirmative action or whatever, youre not getting hired.
if youre noticeably queer, youre not getting hired. what about that really good, ~progressive company that totally hires gay people? if youre not the cis, white, neurotypical "palatable gay person with blue undercut" you are not getting hired
unless a store is literally DESPERATE for workers and you somehow live in a city where there are NO adults who can't afford higher education and end up working minimum wage AND literally no teenagers in the population at all, finding work is fucking impossible
im speaking from experience and yes I'm kind of venting because I'm "not eligible" for financial aid for college so I have literally no way of making money lmao but seriously I can't be the only person who is struggling with this.
but "just work retail" right??? just "stop being picky!! just get any job that will take you! go to hiring events and job fairs" fuck off
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holdoncallfailed · 6 years ago
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i’m about to go ballistic if my mom doesn’t stop hounding me about getting an internship this summer i KNOW i’m inadequate and have no skills and am fucking useless and i KNOW i don’t have a future doing literally anything besides more school and draining my parents’ savings okay all i do is go to class and work and i don’t have time for anything else so give me a break for the love of god
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hiveswap · 1 year ago
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My friend has difficulty finding a job in the city i'm planning on studying in from next year so i asked my mother if she thinks that i could potentially work as a bartender/server at a bar because that's what she did when she was my age. I did not mention my friend at all. Then she immediately started getting mad at me because this is apparently a loaded question and it's probably because of her and she will never get hired anywhere because she's ugly and stupid and slow and she is making me think about work instead of studying (?!!!) i should think about studying instead because there is no guarantee i'll even be accepted anywhere. And also i can't work at a club i should work at mcdonalds but first i need to not worry or think about work/housing (that is less than a year from now!!) At all because that means i can't think about studying. But also they won't pay my rent which is reasonable and expected!! Not a valid point in a conversation where they are urging me to not think about where i'll get the money though!!!
But when i got anxious about my schoolwork a few weeks ago she literally fucking left the room because me nearly crying means im being dramatic on purpose and that annoys her. I am so so so tired
I LIVE IN A TAR PIT
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