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microfic: effiebarty, 1.3k words, mature.
age gap (barty 22, effie 46), cheating, referenced abuse (barty’s father), mild sexual content
Barty huffed out a not-so-surprised laugh when his back hit the couch, looking up at the lust filled brown eyes that, in turn, were looking down at him. Christ, he thought. He was in way over his head.
Nowhere else he'd rather be, though.
It had been his fathers idea– to help out at the Potter’s. Maybe befriend Fleamont Potter’s only son, James Potter, the loud arrogant fucker. The most important task at hand, though, was to be at Mr. Potters side. Offer your assistance, his father said. Whatever he wants, and maybe something will become of you.
Barty had expected Mr. Potter to open the goddamn gates to the pretentious fucking mansion he was living in, but instead he was met with the Missus. It was early in the morning and she had been wearing a mint green silk robe and not much else. Hair a little messy and unkempt, unimpressed look on her face. Twenty years Barty’s senior, at the very least.
“Fuck me,” Barty had exhaled, inelegant and inappropriate. He hadn’t meant to say it out loud, but in his defense his father always did say he couldn’t beat him into a proper young man.
Certainly didn’t stop him from trying though.
Mrs. Potter raised one single eyebrow, raised her coffee cup to her lips and watched him as his eyes followed the motion, and then stepped aside to let him in. She laughed, a quiet mischievous little thing, when his breath caught in his throat.
“Fuck me,” he repeated through a breathy laugh.
“Unlikely.” an amused Mrs. Potter said.
Barty did whatever Mr. Potter told him to, which were all bullshit jobs that certainly wouldn’t help the bloody career he didn’t even care about in the first place. He brought him coffees, cleaned their giant fucking pool, ran errands– and on some, very rare, occasions he was to follow James around. Take notes, Mr. Potter said.
Barty had punched people for a lot fucking less.
It could’ve been worse, though. His anger simmered away immediately when he entered the kitchen to find Mrs. Potter already there, standing by the kitchen island. She’d pour him a cup of coffee and ask him how he takes it. She was a bloody goddess, too good for this house, in the early morning sun peeking through the large kitchen windows.
Barty would say something stupid like: your husband is waiting for me.
Mrs. Potter would grin and say: you’d rather drink your coffee with him?
Fuck no, he’d laugh. He figured he could steal five minutes of the day, just to share them with the Missus of the house. Mr. Potter wouldn’t miss him, certainly. Maybe Barty would even survive this bullshit not-even-a-job without breaking something if Mrs. Potter would continue to indulge him. If she’d let his greedy eyes watch her. He felt like a stain in her presence, afraid to get too close and infect her with his filth.
She stepped closer, entering his personal space, and raised the cup of coffee for him to grab. Their fingers brushed when he took it. She hadn’t flinched at the touch. Hadn’t wrinkled her nose in disgust. She let her fingers linger, just a little, before removing them.
Good boy, she’d said.
Barty nearly dropped the coffee cup on the floor.
Since then, she would always wait for him in the kitchen when he came down. Or at least he’d like to think she was waiting. For him. And when he was cleaning their pool, she’d come out and offer him a cold drink. Sometimes she’d stay, lower herself onto one of the tanning chairs with a book. Sneak a glance or two, and maybe, just maybe, Barty would throw his shirt off. Claiming it’s too bloody hot out. Maybe Mrs. Potter’s glances would increase after that.
Yeah, it could’ve been worse.
“Why are you here, anyway?” Mrs. Potter asked one afternoon, outstretched on her tanning chair in a white silk robe and another book in her hands. She liked books. Maybe Barty would bring her one of his own someday.
“Why are you?” Barty challenged, and fished a cigarette from out of his back pocket. He raised his eyebrows towards the older woman, as if to ask do you mind?
Mrs Potter shrugged, “My husband wouldn’t like it if he knew,”
Barty didn’t know which question she was answering, but he lit up the cigarette and brought it to his lips. Mrs Potter watched him do it. “And you?” he asked.
Mrs. Potter laughed, a bright thing Barty wanted to hear more of. He felt the burning heat of jealousy bubbling up in his chest at the thought that Mr. Potter got to hear it. Probably a lot, even. Maybe from their shared marital bed, where he touched her in ways he didn’t fucking deserve.
“You’re cocky, you know that?”
“I’ve been accused of worse things.”
“I’m sure you can be a good boy,” Mrs Potter teased, “when you want to be,”
Barty fought the urge to drop to his knees and crawl over to her on all fours. He wasn’t completely sure he wasn’t salivating, like a dog with a bone just out of reach. He wondered if Mrs. Potter was doing it on purpose, dangling it infront of him like this. It certainly didn’t stop his imagination from running wild.
They held each other's gaze, tension heavy in the air. Barty knew he was blushing, but he didn’t look away. His knees would buckle, though, any second now, he was sure of it. The thought only made him blush further. He wouldn’t mind falling to his knees in front of Mrs. Potter. Wouldn’t mind submitting to her every whim, really, if that’s what she wanted
Mrs. Potter bit her lip and lowered her gaze just slightly. She put her book down on the ground, ever so slowly— and allowed her legs to part, her silk robe loosening sinfully as her legs continued to spread.
The cigarette fell from Barty’s lips, long since forgotten. He was about to say something, to maybe possibly object. Remind her of her bore of a useless husband, before he realised he absolutely didn’t care. Couldn’t care less, really, as his gaze lowered and watched as Mrs. Potter’s fingers reached the hem of her swim wear.
“Mrs–”
“Effie,” she interrupted.
Heat pooled in his chest, his belly— his entire body. He swallowed tightly as her fingers dipped even lower. Someone would kill him for this, he thought. If they ever found out.
He bit his own lip until he could taste the metallic tang of blood. Mrs Potter - Effie, he corrected - moaned as her hand disappeared between her legs, not looking away from him once.
His knees buckled.
“Watch,” Effie commanded, “no touching,”
He’d die a lucky fucking man, though. He’d let Effie herself kill him, gladly, if that’s what she wanted. Whatever she fucking wanted. He’d lay his head down on her knee, like someone would lay their head on the execution block, and he’d look up at her so fucking sweetly.
That’s how he had ended up here, with his back against the couch– in a pool house with a married woman. Not knowing or caring where her husband was. His fathers words echoed in his mind, demanding Barty do whatever Mr. Potter asked of him. Offer your assistance, his father had said.
Effie straddled him, hand around his throat and robe falling off her shoulders. Sure, Mr. Potter hadn’t asked him to do this, but if that idiot couldn’t keep his wife satisfied then someone would have to do it for him. A woman like Effie should always be satisfied. Should have whatever she fucking wanted, whenever she wanted it. He was simply offering his assistance.
Effie closed her hands around his wrists, keeping them above his head. “Will you keep them there?” she whispered, gently rolling her hips. “for me?”
Way, way over his fucking head.
“Anything,” he stuttered.
“Good boy.”
#jen’s microfics#im gonna try doing this maybe once a week to cure my writers block#ANYWAY………#i offer you…. effiebarty…..#effiebarty#euphemia potter#barty crouch junior#im so nervous to post this lmao#marauders#marauders fandom
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Interest check!!
Anyone wanna claim the strawberry catgirl VTuber model art I'm making? She's still a WIP, so I promise she'll have legs and a tail soon!
Am thinking somewhere in the range of 100 USD for the art only, or 350 USD total if you want me to rig her, too! (Which, psst... That's a 50% discount on my rigging~!)
#someone pls give me money for my art i beg of you#im so nervous to post this lmao#self promotion#my art#character adopt#vtuber adopt#vtuber model#vtuber art
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what if... hear me out... racer au feat. mechanic andrew...
#idk why im so scared of posting my art here but it lowkey makes me nervous#revisiting some wips to see if i can get out of this big massive creativity slump ive been in for the last... year??#so yeah andreil#obviously#been thinking a lot about this au lately but I don't have the skills to execute it aha#ALSO i fucked up the resolution big time thats why i abandoned it in the first place lmao#aftg#andreil#neil josten#andrew minyard#my art
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magma tma sketches <333
#Sorry for the akward blank spots lol#posting while I'm supposed to be waiting to go on stage for a show lmao#the magnus archives#tma fanart#Tma#jonathan sims#martin k blackwood#martin blackwood#jmart#jonmartin#Jonathan Jarchivist they can never make me hate you <3#Micheals so tiny I'm not going to bother tagging#IM NERVOUS I NEED A DISTRACTION RRR#my art
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chaos theory heads
#jwct#jurassic world chaos theory#id say im figuring out how to draw them but then idk if ill be able to draw again#this is the first time im drawing in like 5 months lmao#i suck#anyway#idk if i should post this im nervous#my post#is this a safe space for me to say i dont like kenjis design :(#couldnt they convey hes not the same superficial rich boy in any way that did not involve a freaking bowl cut#so i had to give it a lil cartoon flair#i dont like how brooklynn turned out but i was running out of steam#also i did give them different greyscale skin tones but my scan app ignored my shadowing#anyways
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Since leaving Winterfell her life has become a series of befores and afters, of thens and nows. Yet she can’t help feeling like she is staring down the edge of a precipice. She was raised to practice her curtseys and mind her manners, not plot murder and conspiracy.
Still, she plasters another dimpled smile on her face and sips her wine, wondering how anyone in King’s Landing could think she would choose to submit to her fate. She’s a Lady, yes, but she is still a Stark.
She always will be.
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Or;
In an alternate timeline the Starks are a little older, a little wiser, a little more dangerous. It doesn't save them, it only makes them bare their teeth—as wolves are prone to do.
Well...here's something new! Just a short prelude, I plan on posting the first chapter tomorrow, but I hope you check this out. It's probably going to end up being another behemoth, which means a long haul, but essentially it's an "older stark kids" AU which will be a bit of a canon rewrite where the Starks start out about ten years older than they were in canon (ish lol, as always playing fast and loose with timelines etc).
I've never had a fic with a jumping off point at the very beginning of the story, so I figured it's time. Plus the main idea of this fic was the first idea for a story I ever had way back before I ever wrote any fic at all.
So excited to see where this one goes! :)
#jonsa#mine#the way i have been sitting on this for like 2 weeks and also was so nervous to hit post for a full 30 minutes today#i never get like this with fic lmao#but i needed to just jump in and consequences be damned#i feel like ive been holding myself to a high standard lately and beating myself up over taking hiatuses from writing etc and i have to#remind myself it's not that serious this is something i love and that i do for fun above all else#part of the nervousness also comes from the fact that I haven't outlined things FULLY to my standards lol#like i still very much know where i'm going but i like to feel more prepared than i am#it will be fine#im just being neurotic
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AIGHT. its the last day of the year so its 2 0 2 4 AR T SUMMARY TIME FELLAS <- hasnt posted any of these. but like. why not post the summary anyways. with that said. MAY THIS NE W YEAR BE GOOD TO YA ALL
#LISTEN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUNNY TO POST THIS WITH NO CONTEXT#i have drawn nothin but this guy for a year and 3 months now. its still goin strong. im goin insane. now u have proof of this.#well except on july. thats the only pic of him i drew. theres much better stuff i drew for ar.t fite but i was tryin to keep the theme lmao#the february one is not my best piece either imo but it IS my fav meme. so. (he became ca.tholi.c)#anyways i guess this is enough proof that he exists lmao#hes like. a silly murder edgy evol guy. god. i cannot stand him.#i love to play with him like a doll. dress him up. put him in situations.#the self indulgency with him i am aAAAAA#ok listen this is new for me. i always obsess with characters but never with my own thing and it had never been this much#i had never drawn this much in my life for 1 character jajshashj 139 drawins of this man... 52 of which are actually fully coloured lmao...#and like 10 videos... which are mostly memes bUT#rn im in the process of workin on my first polished animatic#aight i think thats enough tag chattin#blood#this has so much of that jashdghads#and thats the only thing im taggin because tw#FDGJKFDG IM ACTUALLY NERVOUS POSTIN THIS WHATEVER JTGOGFH
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FUCK IT... TWIN AU...
Hi I'm Ghost and I have a problem with making twin au's (this is my third one yet, good lord...)
This got stuck in my head few months ago and I'm currently actually... 20k words deep in a fic about it,,, who knows if that'll ever see the light of day, because the concept really got me. Like from an introspection standpoint, because I think Ace's self worth would be more complicated if Sabo was his biological brother. It's something really fun to explore and I'm finally going to talk about it on here
It's 6am and I really should sleep, I'll talk more about this maybe.... Who knows... Shout-out to kitty who kicked my ass and got me to post this.
#one piece#op#one piece fanart#art#my art#one piece art#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#fanart#twin au#twins au#one piece au#au#flame emperor sabo#one piece sabo#fire fist ace#one piece ace#ace and sabo twin au#asl without the L#fyi im adopted so keep that in mind if you dont like the au#ive had ppl think i like to erase found families#which aint true#and why i got nervous posting this lmao#okay goodnight
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i've been very excited to post this but here are my ocs haha!! meet lune, cecilia, nox, and aster!
close ups, more info, and a more detailed relationship chart under the cut! this is gonna be a long post haha. there's also some more info about rowan!
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cecilia's twin (he's the older twin) ((by two minutes. lol))
the type to go “here to here, i’ll buy it all”
he's got a temper
possessive, devoted, and jealous yandere
people think he's a tad bit insane (and he's self aware mostly,,)
gets into fights often
“want me to kill that guy for you?” (he’s serious btw)
he’s not nice lmao, but to you he is (in his own special way of course..!)
kind of like a cat who will proudly leave dead rats and leaves on your doorstep as a gift bc it thinks you can’t hunt for yourself
hates nox LMFAO
difficult to approach at first but once you get close he won’t ever let you go.
extroverted
LOUD. someone shut him up, this mf does NOT stop yapping bro
annoying as hell and he doesn’t know that lmao
if he absolutely has to, he’ll behave. but it's... odd
constantly needs to be doing something or he’ll get bored lol
has a bit of a sweet tooth (typical)
Bastard (not literally)
played the piano when he was younger with his sister, but he hated playing it
bad terms with his family except for cecilia
huge rebellious streak
shockingly will not kidnap you! everyone already knows you’re his, and he’s yours. and he won’t let anyone get in between you two. yay..!
hates it when you don’t pay attention to him (will absolutely start sulking too)
he’s impulsive but he’s not completely reckless
you probs shouldn’t trust him too much though he has good (????) intentions lol
seems silly (debatable really) but he’s dangerous.
half of the things he says sound like jokes but trust me, he means it. he’d do anything and everything for you, don’t forget!
shockingly pouty and whiny, only in front of you though
him and cecilia have matching bracelets from when they were younger which they both wear to this day
he’s oblivious as fuck, and an idiot
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lune's twin (she's younger)
normal (somewhat) ((not really))
sweet and friendly
really likes giving gifts to people she cares about
jumps to conclusion and freaks out easily, but she’s subtle about it
constantly stressed (lune is her brother, so… i get it)
introverted (runs on a social battery)
says things without thinking sometimes
people pleaser
awkward as hell tbh, but it’s really not obvious because she’s good at putting on a front
kinda has the ”””””princely””””” persona (i didnt know how to describe that better lmao
has abandonment issues
girlfail tbh
hardworking
shes really protective of her loved ones
likes cute things
has issues with her family but still talks to them (lune does NOT)
on really good terms with lune, they’re very close (even though he’s a huge troublemaker that stresses the shit out of her) ((if he fucks around too much she’ll give him a good smack))
packs a good punch
SENSITIVE…
potential yandere? still not too sure if i’ll make her a fully fledged yan but she def has some of the traits lol
her and lune have matching bracelets from when they were younger! (she wears it everyday!)
she doesn’t mean to put on a front it just kinda happens automatically lmao
could kill someone... probably wouldnt tho
used to play the piano with lune, she still plays it now too (as a hobby)
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cunning and annoying
def the type to kidnap you
oddly sweet (???)
but also ominous as hell
docile with the one he loves
isolating and manipulative yandere
dislikes lune
nice but you can tell he’s putting up a wall (with strangers and friends)
introverted
wouldn’t put stalking past him tbh
he’s the type that wants to know everything about you.
he has a tough time interacting with others. he feels awkward in social situations
the type to go to a party and spend the whole time petting the cat in the corner (he would not go to the party in the first place tho lmao)
he’s not misunderstood tho, he just can’t socialize and doesn’t really want to
grabs the end of your shirt in an awkward situation (its kinda cute)
takes time to open up, but when he falls for you, his love is so strong, it’s almost overwhelming. so just accept him, alright?
shittiest sleep schedule known to man, like srsly, what is bro doing
this man’s brain probs short circuits every 5 minutes LMFAO go to bed you idiot
really good with his words, very convincing
loves cats
hidden piercings
careful and patient
is really good at taking care of others (but he would only wanna take care of you) you’ll let him, won’t you?
startles easily lol
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elf oc
ditzy and kind (to you)
bit of a mean streak (not to you!)
wants to appear princely in front of you
kinda stupid (a farce but not completely lol)
has a bit of a temper, but nothing too bad
clingy and cunning yandere
two faced
struggles with empathy (he tries, he’s not human, what’s he supposed to do!)
extroverted (?)
he’s really lonely
when he met you for the first time he was absolutely fascinated as he’s never interacted with a human being before!
BLUNT. he’s not used to convos… just give him some time!
at first it was simple curiosity, but that curiosity turned into something… deeper
he was completely alone before this, but now you’re here, and you’re going to stay, right?
is obsessed with the idea of you staying here with him forever, so why do you keep talking about going home? can’t you stay here?
but then you bring up the idea of him coming with you, well why didn’t you say that earlier! he's happy to come with you
It takes him some time to grasp certain concepts so please be patient with him, he’s not used to humans
he’s paranoid and hostile to other humans. it’s not fair, he wants all of your attention, so why is everyone trying to take you from him? he doesn’t like that everyone is getting in his way…
he’s terrified of bugs. will scream incredibly loudly if he sees one lol
he pulled you through a mirror, that’s how you ended up in his land
so if you wanna go back, just ask and he’ll take you!
gives you jewelry, expensive jewelry. (maybe he’s slipped on a ring before. haha. jk… unless..?)
prefers to stay inside your place because he really doesn’t like people who aren’t you lmao
don’t stray too far from him, okay? he’s always waiting for you
rowan (who i don't have a new drawing of rn </3 sorry!):
he absolutely hates not being a priority, so please don’t ignore him. please? he just wants you to love him.
clingy, devoted, and obsessive yandere
if you don’t reciprocate he might (unknowingly) try to guilt you into liking him back. will appear like a kicked puppy to really sell it (but it’s not an act lol he’s just like this)
at least his intentions are pure! (?????????) but is that better..?
if when (it will happen) you two end up together, he’ll give you the world if you’d asked for it
used to cut his own hair! :D (not great at it tho tbh)
very attentive and will work hard to keep you happy! just don’t forget that you’ll love only each other for the rest of your life. please don’t leave.
has tripped over nothing, will definitely happen again
here's the shitty relationship chart that i rushed </3 its very ugly im sorry HAHA
i really want to clarify that NONE of them will ever hurt you physically on purpose (they might have to pay up for emotional damages tho. they have your best interest in mind ig)
also i would say that they all share some traits like being clingy, devoted, possessive, obsessive, jealous, protective, and loyal. but if i specifically wrote it, it's probs just a bit more intense... just a bit,,, haha...
#num draws#oh hell yeah new tag time#lune posting#cecilia posting#nox posting#aster posting#rowan posting#technically lmao#yanderes#yandere oc#male yandere#yandere male#not tagging female yandere just yet </3#oc art#digital art#yandere#original character#i've been really excited to post this#i mean i know it might not get a huge response#but i really wanted to introduce them#and i do hope you like them!#i'm really bad at writing characters too so please be patient with me and hopefully i'll soon improve :]#if you have any questions about them at all PLEASE don't hesitate to ask#i would love to answer any questions!#i'm also nervous to be posting this haha... but its OKAY. im doing it#also i overused the SHIT out of the coloured text#ive never done it before i think i deserved to do it at least once HAHA#sorry that its super long btw </3#i might do actual profiles at some point too if anyone is interested :]#realized i accidentally added aster’s info twice 😭
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the leaders chapter 1.... soon? couple of hours?
if you haven't already signed up for the taglist, this is a heads-up.
also, i feel like now is the time to put this in case some of you are expecting sth different. this series, its timeline and its plot has been carefully fleshed out (i hope) and the plot is the focus. then comes the characters, the character dynamics and growth. and with growth comes the romance.
i genuinely hope i can explore romance in all forms in this fic- apart from the sexual aspect of it too. the smut will happen eventually but if you're diving into this fic thinking you'll be getting smut in like chap 2, 3 or 4, or with all the members... nah. however, i assure you that the buildup will be worth it, and each member will have a unique relationship with the mc (plus, if i feel gracious, i can always do bonus chapters).
other than this disclaimer, i genuinely feel so nervous about posting it. this is a made up universe as you will see when you read it or when i post the maps, so while i've mentioned that the year is 1970, the land of eden is fictional. hence its traditions, customs and modern advancements are also fictional, as with almost all of my other fics. also, this series has not been proofread by anyone (no beta miss loren in this one) and while i'm not using this as an excuse, english really is not my first language so you will probably see some errors. i don't mind you guys pointing them out, but i would appreciate it if you just let it be bc i feel like all my stories have some errors that are so... yumi. bc i always make the same errors despite corrections lmao.
tldr, please dive into this fic with an open mind and any feedback is appreciated. it has been a pleasure writing this, and i hope it will be as much of a pleasure posting it. it's going to be a long journey- the updates are prob going to be every 2 weeks (considering the chap length is estimated 10k). buckle up, and i hope you like it!
#delete later#i'm both so so scared and so excited to post#this is the first time im a nervous mess lmao#prob bc i worked so hard on this series#hope yall genuinely enjoy it as much as i enjoyed writing it#ateez x reader#ateez mafia au#poly ateez x reader#yumi.updates
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seven sentence sunday
tagged by @diazsdimples @theotherbuckley @hippolotamus @daffi-990 💖💖
after waaay too long - the alive shannon fic is baaaack! my beloved <3 finally got through a scene I was stuck at (more or less, it'll get improved when I edit lol) and made quite a bit of progress! so here's a few sentences from the ladder truck bombing! (Buck's POV has been fighting me so hard, Eddie's is always easier bc he just takes over and does his thing, and Buck apparently doesn't wanna cooperate with me lol) this is very rough and needs lots of editing - but at least I'm finally making progress so here it is 🤣
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It all happens so quickly he barely remembers the actual explosion. But he knows that there’s a split second, somewhere between sitting in the ladder truck, and lying on the ground, covered in blood, ears ringing, in excruciating pain and unable to move his leg – there’s a second between all that where he genuinely thinks he’s going to die. That’s it, the end, without so much as a chance to say goodbye to Maddie, to Bobby, to Hen and Chim, to- to Eddie and Christopher. To anyone he loves. For a second he’s convinced he’ll never get to talk to any of them again, that he won’t get to talk to Bobby, eat his delicious cooking during a family dinner, that he won’t get teased by Hen and Chim for something dumb he does for a hundredth time in a week. That he won’t get to see his sister heal and find happiness and love again, that he won’t get to see Chimney treating her like she deserves, like Buck knows he will. He’s scared he won’t get to hang out with Eddie, the best friend he’s ever had, that the short time they had together was all he’ll ever get. That he won’t get the privilege Eddie’s already granting him of watching Christopher grow up, of being there for him whenever he’d need him. A split second, and he thinks his life is ending, that’s it for Evan Buckley, leaving this world forever, not even leaving a mark behind, probably getting forgotten by everyone but his family, sooner or later even them. For a second he thinks, maybe it’s okay, maybe it’s better that it’s him than anyone else.
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#the alive shannon fic#seven sentence sunday#shannon diaz#buddie wip#buddie fic#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#took me like 2 months to get back on track with this fic lmao#left a half finished scene and multiple half finished paragraphs with so many notes and highlights#and it was painful to look at how disorganized it was 🤣#shes back tho 😍#ngl im never as nervous to post snippets as with this fic 🤣 and also never as excited haha
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i think the fanfic community needs more positivity
reblog and put in the tags what you like the most about the prev's writing style!
#delete in 24 hours if it flops dkfdkjf#why am i so nervous posting this LMAO#idek what to tag this as#fanfiction#reblog games#rb games#idk im throwing this here and running away byeeee
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yeah im still here drawing thirst
#my art#god its been so long since ive posted im actually nervous lmao#frieza#soooo if anyone wants the *full* version if this image lmk
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small masqueraven doodles i never posted bc i got scared lol
#art#oc#original character#my art#my ocs#oc x canon#masqueraven#marshall pinheiro#fuck it using the ship name as a category tag now#anyways hi not bothering the fandom with my shitty doodles so no fandom tags atm#i drew these a while ago#one of them on my 3ds bc i was bored:p#i get nervous posting oc x canon bc im like “nobody wants to see this” lmao so sorry if i just. ye#ok its like 3:30 am im gonna sleep gnnn
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okay, i know im really bad at answering asks (shame on me! shame on me!)
but .....since its what im currently able to focus on; are there any questions about my OCs you'd like to ask? (the more precise the better, the vaguer the more i would just ramble out their entire history out of context or not know how to answer) i know i havent drawn alot of them, maybe it could get me to (re)design some even ... but i still wanted to put this out there o-o
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i suppose#i have NOT abandoned destiny btw#still chipping away at it trying depserately to stop spending hours on every single panel lmao#anyway- im always so nervous about anythign of my original work bc im so afraid of being made fun of#im so easily spooked everything gets to me#like that whole “the authors barely disguised fetish” meme thing has made me overthink every single design and story/lore decision#bc i keep wondering OMG what if that is something weird and i just dont know but everyone else is gonna pick up on it immediately#of course im trying to fight that and have done so .. somewhat successfully given those big lore ramble posts are still up#...anyway im tired up too late and sleep deprived#always the best time to post ramblings lol
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Jean had kept a lot to himself after the unannounced visit to Los Angeles from his former promised partner, Neil Josten. He still spent time with Jeremy, Cat and Laila, but he was less interested in tagging along to hangouts with his new teammates as he had done once or twice before. Jean would mostly hide out in his room whenever someone would come over to the house and he would say minimal words during practices. Lucas Johnson, one of the many backliners on the team, had tried to speak to Jean on multiple occasions after their last incident with Lucas’ brother, but Jean was determined to avoid Lucas as much as possible.
After two weeks of hiding out though, it was time to start dreading the new academic year. On Sunday morning Jean woke up with a reluctant feeling—not interested in starting the new year as a USC student tomorrow. The idea of sitting in a classroom with students who were not even on the same team as him still felt like a major inconvenience to Jean, and the idea of sharing a classroom with strangers made him feel uneasy. It really seemed like everyone on the team had picked their own majors. Apparently it was normal for them to make their own choices, which Jean still couldn’t really grasp.
He was thankful to have Jeremy joining his classes with him, but even the thought of Jeremy sitting alongside him didn’t appease his nerves much. There was a class or two Jeremy couldn’t join with him this week, but Laila had offered up her time instead to make the start of the new year a bit easier on Jean.
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thank u @simonsrosebud for beta reading ily fr <3333
#posted chapter 2!!!#chapter 3 will have a nabil appearance!!#but haven't finished the chapter yet#idk why but posting on ao3 makes me so nervous LMAO#idek how to work the notes apparently#but im too tired to figure them out rn so nvm them
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