#im so gonna treat myself to ice cream

[a-sleepy-ginger]

20/5/24

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Did well on practice run of the exam in that I managed to complete the essay in an hour

Baby potato

Ender toast

Got cuddles from my cat

[dandyshucks]

one of these days i will go to bed at a decent time instead of working on projects until midnight 🧍

[wifeofwandamaximoff]

Heyy got some silly recs if you like, it's just angst where wanda forget r's birthday like r was really looking forward to it because wands promised reader they'd go camping on her birthday but wanda forgot, fluff at the end though, thank you so much. Love youu😚

Authors Note: I loved this request and I had so much fun writing this. Its a small one shot. Im so sorry that it came out later than expected. I just had a lot of things going on at the moment. But im hoping to at least release 1-3 fics on Thanksgiving since I have the week off from school.

Warnings: Cursing, Angst, Fluff at the end.

I woke up to see that the bed was empty. I then quickly smiled and remembered it was my 26th birthday. I got up and put on a sun dress. It was a white dress with blue flowers on it, it stopped at my mid thighs. I then brushed my hair and went downstairs too see Natasha in the kitchen.

"Little Spider! Happy Birthday! Oh god ur growing up so fast." She pouted at the last part. I rolled my eyes at her words.

"Thanks Natty but where's Wands?" I then asked since I haven't seen her all morning.

"I think she's on a mission but its only gone be a few more hours until she gets home." Natasha told me with a smile.

"Oh ok" , I said with a sad smile. I then quickly made myself some hot chocolate while Natasha was rambling to me about Maria.

"Hey is Yelena coming over today?" I suddenly then asked her. Natasha then stopped her rambling and thought for a moment.

"Well duh, its ur birthday and im sure she is gonna bring a shit ton of vodka." Natasha said while rolling her eyes. I chuckled. Yelena has been giving me vodka for every one of my birthdays for 9 years now.

"Mm well im gonna go out. Text me when Wanda's back!" I shouted before I left the compound.

Hours later im still roaming the streets of Manhattan. I then suddenly get a text from Wanda asking where I am. Its now 7pm and I have realized an hour ago that Wanda forgot my birthday.

I didn't reply back to her and I kept roaming the streets. I then saw a ice cream stand and I decided to treat myself one more time for the night since I bought quite a lot of clothing.

I then ordered a strawberry cheesecake ice cream and started to make my way back to the compound. I then felt a presence approaching me.

Wanda then landed right in front of me. I then stopped walking and stared at her while eating my ice cream.

"Why weren't u answering my texts?" She questioned me immediately when she landed in front of me. I just kept eating my ice cream while staring at her.

"And why are u dressed up?" She asked while looking at me in my sun dress with multiple bags on my wrists while holding an ice cream. I just kept eating my ice cream while looking at her.

"Look at the date." I said while still munching on my ice cream. She then pulled her phone out of her pocket and checked her calendar. Her eyes then widened when she saw what today was.

"Oh detka im so sorry!" She then hugged me. Once she pulled away she took the bags off my wrist and dragged me towards some shops. My almost finished ice cream then dropped onto the ground making me a bit sad.

"Sorry detka ill buy u another one later." She said before dragging me into a store. After she finished dragging me into about 13 different stores we then were on our way back home.

"Wands u bought too much." I said while I was on her back. She then shook her head.

"There is no such thing, plus this is my apology for forgetting ur birthday and going on a mission while I could've been spending time with u and celebrating ur birthday." She said with a sad smile.

We then arrived back at the compound where everyone was waiting for us and set up a movie night for my birthday.

"Im gonna go change ill be right back." I said before taking all the bags and carrying them upstairs. I then arrived at our shared room and set all the bags on the bed and changed into some sweats. I then tied my hair in a bun before going downstairs to join the rest of the team.

"Little Spider! I brought us some vodka!" Yelena shouted when she saw me coming down.

"Its 9pm Lena! She is not drinking!" Natty scolded her. She then grumbled before setting the 9 bottles of vodka on the counter. I then run up to Lena and hug her.

"Dont worry we'll drink some when they are all asleep." I said with a cheeky smile. I then let go of her before I settled in between Wanda and Natty. Lena on Nat's other side.

"Can we watch Harry Potter?" I asked the whole team which they quickly agreed too. The TV then switched onto the first movie. I then snuggled into Wanda.

"Natty yelled at u for forgetting my birthday didn't she?" I quietly asked Wanda. She then turned to me. Hugging me tightly.

"You know damn well she did detka." She said with a timid voice. She was so scared of Natty it made me laugh every time she got yelled at.

"Even though u forgot my birthday im still glad I got to spend some of it with u Wanda." I said with a soft smile.

She then softly kissed me on the lips before going back to watch Harry Potter.

Once she turned away I was smiling like a kid in a candy store. I then cuddled into her before going back to watch Harry Potter. Best 26th birthday ever.

[piggy-ame]

okay so i knowww i said i would stop gaining, but im eating ice cream and drinking chocolate milk with it. its okay though right? im only treating myself this one time! this isn’t gonna rewire my brain more into a piggy mindset!!

right?

[skenpiel]

i cant belueve this i was like before bed im gonna treat myself to a bowl of ice cream then i remembered i cant TASTE anything. so im really just treating myself to a fucking bowl of Cold

[idkdema]

Im having too much fun with the Ai incorrect quote generator...If i do it too much next time.. i might even run out of ideas what to write myself...Welp...Im just gonna use them as inspo anyway-

Okay, here are 3 incorrect quotes based on Valda meeting Eva's (you) classmates, Vin, Asheera, and Eric:

Quote 1:

Valda: (To Vin, admiring a particularly intricate paper crane) "Eva tells me you're quite the artist. This is incredible! Did you learn this from a book?"

Vin: (Shrugs nonchalantly, covered in glitter) "Nah, mostly YouTube tutorials and sheer desperation to procrastinate on homework."

Eva: (From across the room) "Don't forget the existential dread, Vin!"

Quote 2:

Valda: (Watching Asheera spiking a volleyball with impressive force during PE) "Eva mentioned you enjoy sports. You're very good!"

Asheera: (Breathing heavily, grinning) "Thanks! Helps me deal with all the pent-up academic frustration."

Eric: (Standing nearby, meticulously arranging his textbooks) "I have found that quiet contemplation is a more effective method."

Asheera: (Bumping him playfully with her shoulder) "Where's the fun in that, bookworm? Come on, Eric, loosen up!"

Quote 3:

Valda: (Trying to make conversation with Eric, who is silently organizing his notes) "Eva speaks highly of your academic achievements. You must work very hard."

Eric: (Without looking up) "It is a necessary endeavor."

Eva: (Butting in) "He means he spends all his free time studying. We have to drag him out to do anything fun."

Valda: (Chuckling) "Well, perhaps we can convince him to join us for some ice cream later. A little downtime is important too.

Eric: (Finally looks up, the slightest hint of a smile playing on his lips) "The data suggests that sugary treats can improve cognitive function..."

THIS IS SO SLICE OF LIFE🫵

[marcholasmoth]

OSRR: 3837

today, i spent the day with joel and our friends.

we got lunch at goldenrod's, which is near our friends' house. i used to go there with my grandma when i was a little kid, and it always was such a treat to go and get ice cream. but im an adult now, and i know where it is and i can drive myself there whenever i want. it's kind of nice but also thinking about the aspects of my life that have changed in 25 years is very strange.

like i also went and got girl scout cookies today. i used the browser on my phone to locate one the next town over and used the map to show me how to get there. none of that shit existed when i was a kid. but i went and i paid cash for twenty boxes of cookies, thanked the kids, and went on my way. i knew where i was at that point so i went on my way. i got gas and i stopped at starbucks for hot chocolate and i made my way back to our friends' house. we didn't have starbucks out here when i was a kid. i used to pump gas as a kid because my mom asked us to. i still love hot chocolate. cookies used to be $3.50 a box. i could do that with the coins i scrounged up from between the sofa cushions. they're now six dollars a box. and yes i recognize how much money that is. it's easier to do multiplication by 6 than it was to do by 3.5. i mean, except for me. i can do that math without issues but that's because i'm a nutcase. it's fine.

i got back and i shared the cocoa and the cookies and sat down with my laptop and calendar and pens and sticky notes and wrote some stuff out that i need to do for class and i sent an email asking for help and all that. i have to look at my assignments again but i'm not confident in my ability to make sense of it. i may be overthinking. i might just not understand it. either way. it'll take me a hot minute.

joel and i left to get some stuff from home a little later and we came back again. he was playing games all afternoon, which is something he loves, and i was just chillin. it was nice.

by the time i left, just before 10pm, it had started to snow. of course it wasn't terrible, but i stopped for some food and ate in the car to charge my phone a little bit because im smart and forgot my chargers. came back to the house and parked my car on the edge of the driveway and put my windshield cover on and came downstairs and now im in bed and i'm sad i don't have joel to cuddle because he's staying overnight with the friends, but i'll get to cuddle with him tomorrow night instead.

in the meantime the sky is bright from the city lights reflecting off the clouds and snow as it falls and i get the whole bed to myself.

i'm gonna bring joel breakfast tomorrow, i think. i know i'm gonna stop for starbucks again, that's for sure.

it's bedtime.

[werebutch]

Haiii teddy ^__^ how is it going =3 !!! I watched the solar eclipse here is my picsss

Ok kind of buttcheeks but u get the idea. We're gonna be moving soon (again) but the house will probably be in me and my best friends names :D because legal stuff and credit...heh. but still a house with my name on it sounds really nice. And pets!! Nobody telling us what we can and can't do. Hopefully it works out that way.

How are the big things in yr life going ^_^ I hope it is well....!!! I also love the bear shirt when I was snooping I think it's su cute LOL

Bex this is like the best news ever making me smile behind my screen right now. ILYSM u deserve this and so much more. So happy for you thats awesome and i hope everything works out like it should.. <3333

i just got back from watching the eclipse at my school! I didnt get any pictures but it was a huge gathering with food and music and stuff it was very nice. Kids and dogs running around too very cute. Afterwards my sisters friend who knows practically everyone in the entire world introduced us to two brony girls (pegasisters..LMFAOOO) and got their insta and talked for a while. So im very happy with that cause they’re really nice. And even if its just for today im so glad i got to talk to a bunch of people 😸 then a bunch of us went to get smoothies..! Today is making me feel like a real person again i wont lie. LMFAOOO <3

Not too many big things going on.. Lately my life has been pretty boring i wont lie im just very exhausted a lot of the time. Now that its a little warmer and sunny these days though im more motivated to go outside to my usual spots and engage in my outside hobbies. I still feel very anxious lately about genuinely every little thing but im getting there and i know it’ll pass ^__^ on Saturday we went to a (new!!!) huge antique store (need to take u there…very fun stuff..) and i spent a lot of money.. i figured i usually buy nothing anywhere so id treat myself. MY BEAR SHIRT.. ill post my haul when i get home.. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN!!!! After we went to an Indian buffet it was very good i tried goat for the first time. ^__^ and they had mango ice cream… ummy..<3

I’m so excited for the concert.. i have to do my homework though i dont know too many hail the sun songs.. im in a mood right now im just like…ahhhh……^__^ you mentioned pets.. if you could get a pet right now what would it be ?! I’m curious

[disneyprincemuke]

the best of (instagram) * the vault

kidy/n

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kidy/n the voices won’t stop asking me to treat myself after a race

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milomanheim cuz u deserve it queen

mickschumacher why wasnt i invited

milomanheim u werent there :(

kidy/n do u mind keeping the flirting minimal on my instagram comments section?

logansargeant traitor to the ice cream tradition

ylonagarcia loves!!! 💗

liamlawson30 what are you doing with my boyfriend

milomanheim :*

kidy/n what if i blocked both of u

andrettiracing my parents!!!!!!

f1 aww ❤️❤️❤️

sebastianvettel my invite must’ve gotten lost in the mail

kidy/n not the mail u old man

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milomanheim replied to your story i didnt hear u complaining when we bought u those minnie slippers

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milomanheim replied to your story FOR THE LAST TIME IM SORRY I TRIPPED ROCKS PLEASE

kidy/n SORRY DOESNT BRING ME BACK MY FRIES

milomanheim I TOLD YOU ID GO BACK TO MCDONALDS AND GET YOU ANOTHER MEAL

kidy/n WE WERE TOO FAR THEN just give it up

milomanheim i cant youre slandering my good name

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kidy/n something about date night and please take a proper picture to save someone's life

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milomanheim its literally not my fault that ur incapable of taking proper pictures

kidy/n if u know whats best for u

milomanheim yeah i’ll shut up now

logansargeant actually true abt that picture thing

lilyzneimer ur getting better!!!

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milomanheim replied to your story STOP PLEASE PEOPLE ARE GONNA THINK ALL I DO IS TERRORISE U

kidy/n that's literally all u fucking do

milomanheim yeah but they dont need to know that

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kidy/n he says any time babe but i say no so no

mickschumacher oh ok

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kidy/n literally u but ok

liamlawson30 replied to your story can u tell him i'd let him terrorise me

kidy/n literally just take him im tired

[letsgobarbs]

Hi Loops! It's the big 50 for our man today and I'm thinking about birthdays 🎂

I have a question for you: Choose a P boy, what's his dream birthday cake (or treat)? And what's yours?

Gideon this is SUCH A GOOD QUESTION. I will not lie, you had me pondering on this for a hot minute. Instead of one P-boy, I shall give you 3.

I'm gonna say that Dave York strikes me as the sort of man who appreciates a good carrot cake with a perfect cream cheese icing with just the right tang and not overly, cloyingly sweet. I also think he's partial to an occasional fruit cake, the light vanilla sponge layered with perfectly whipped cream icing and fresh fruit (pineapples, kiwi, cherries, mangoes, strawberries and whatever other seasonal fruit).

Dieter on the other hand has to watch his food intake for acting roles, so when it's his birthday he's ambitious and reaches for the max. He's ordering a slice of whatever sounds the most dangerous— death by chocolate, chocolate bomb, chocolate lava explosion. You get the idea. And he always has them warm it up in the microwave until it's ooey gooey hot and pairs it with kitkat flavoured froyo.

In the same vein but much more reasonable is Joel Miller. He appreciates an odd sizzling brownie. Fresh brownie still smoking on the cast iron pan, topped with a boiling chocolate syrup and two scoops of vanilla ice cream.

Now, I have the biggest sweet tooth and I'm a bit snobby about it (not in a puritanical way, but i can just tell where they cut corners or messed up a bit— which is not bad at all but if im paying big money for it i don't appreciate not getting my money's worth). And I'm always adventurous on my birthdays!!! It's the one time my mom doesn't tell me to hold back on the sweets because of my PCOS. So I'll share the dessert I ate this birthday.

I had Malpua!! It's a south asian dessert, and this one was a real treat even by its own standard. Malpuas are deep fried pancakes (and we make them big, like bigger than my face) that are then dipped into syrup and we let them swim in it a bit. The edges are beautifully crisp and the middle is soft and fluffy. Then they dumped a heaping spoon of Mawa on it. Mawa is milk, simmered and evaporated until you get milk solids which are then sweetened. In my humble opinion, it's not good indian dessert unless there's these milk solids in it. And they drizzled Rabdi on top, which is more evaporated and condensed milk flavoured with cardamom and saffron. Then they also added Jalebi in it. Which is like a funnel cake because the batter (also includes mawa) is deep fried in the same circular style and we also spoak it in syrup. This was all wrapped into a nice lil roll. And as I type this out, I realised my mom has every right to tell me to control myself around desserts. This shit was straight demonic but both me and my mom loved it and it was a birthday well spent!!!

Now I'm VERY curious to hear your headcanons about your fav Pedro characters and their fav birthday cakes. Also what about your dream birthday treat???

[thebitterbeanjuice]

OHMYGOFIMSPPROUDOFYOU!!?!?!??!?! YOU SRE DO SO MSART AND YOUR SO AMAZING AND IM SO PROUD OF YOU YOUVE COME SO FAR ILY ILY ILY YOU GOT THI S GOOD JOB WITH THE SCHLOATSHIP HFHFHHF I AM FERAL OK YOURE DOING SO WELL IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU I HOPE YOURE PROUD OF YOURSELF GO GET AN ICECREAM OR SOMETHING PLEASE TREAT YOURSELF YOUVE DONE SO WELL YOURE GONNA BE GREAT I SWEAR YOULL KNOCK EM OFF THEIR FEET

AAAAAHHHHHHHYOUREADMYRANTPOSTILYSM??? istg i got ice cream yesterday (cookies n cream with hot fudge) AAAAAA I WANNA SQUEEZE YOU SO HARD RIGHT NOW THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH and yeah im actually really proud of myself this is SO EXCITING AND IM SO NERVOUS YOURE ACTUALLY THE BEST!! also im really proud of you just for existing idc if you didnt even do much like you made me SO HAPPY AAAAHHH <33

[richardsphere]

Richards DC Superhero Girls Watchlog

Well its time for me to find a new show to watch. Looked at the list of shows to give a shot someday, spun the wheel and the dart landed on DC Superhero girls. (dont ask me why it was on the list, i legitimately dont remember putting it on there...) Problem 1: Turns out there are 2 shows by that name, one with a great artstyle and that seems to feature Harley Quinn in the promotional materials and seems to be quite short-lived. And a reboot of the premise with a lot more episodes. im gonna start with the reboot. Even if its artstyle is a lot less vibrant looking, and it focusses less on the DC character in my top 5 DC characters (Harley, Riddler, Aya from the Green Lantern Animated Show, Ivy, Mr. Freeze)i dont think i could emotionally handle getting attached to the cool-looking artstyle and characters only to be hit by the reboot. So the 2019 series it is. lets keep the one with the highest quality animation for later as a treat. What i know going in: Its a coming of age, high-school inspired by characters who are (presumably all) adults in the mainline comics. (curious to see which choices they're gonna take adaptationally). I'll admit im kind of worried what "everyone lives in one town" is gonna do. With how many superheroes are the man/woman of the town type. (IE: Spiderman is designed around NY. Batman characters dont work if there isnt art deco and Gargoyles, Metropolis is designed to be sleek so theres little Supes can crash into, that sort of deal). Cast is: Wonder Woman, That Wasp Girl (but not the marvel one), Batgirl, Zatanna, Supergirl and Jessica Cruz. The last one is the character i'll admit to being the most interested in. for all the others (except the bee) i have at least a vague, baseline understanding. But for her I only know that the fandom which i shall not directly name had a crossover event she appeared in (which i havent seen) around the time they told me their series was "going back to its roots' (it wasnt). So i absorbed a little through osmosis. At least enough to know that her core concept is "what if a Green Lantern had crippling Agorophobia" (and that she's the only character in that crossover whose redesign / art-style adaptation actually looked good).

And i'll admit "green lantern with agorophobia" is such an interesting concept, (compliments to whomever came up with it) that I was sincerely tempted to find all her comics and media right then and there. But i kept off because: 1-i dont think its healthy for me to get into the Comics Proper. Comic Book Fandom is somewhere between a wikiwalk and a black hole. So I have a personal rule only to interact indirectly through the medium of one-off movies and spin-off shows. Keep myself (and my bank account) safe that way. 2- That is exactly the kind of concept that'd end up either being reduced to a one off joke (bad), running gag (worse) or bungled to the point it becomes insensitive to an issue real-life people struggle with. thinking about it, maybe she's why this show was on the list? I remember googling which media she appeared in and finding the list quite short. So in general my attitude to Jessica going in is "i cant wait to be dissapointed" (though obviously i hope i wont have to be) So now im off to watch the 4-episodes-franen'd-together event movie opening. Wish me luck -------------- Taking a break two-thirds through. ( as of now: the ice cream shop has just been blown up. The fellowship is broken to be reunited in the third act) Some notes: Zatanna is being cast as the "rich, snobby girl". Supergirl is being cast as the "Raphael from Ninja Turtles/Thug with Heart Of Gold" one Wasp is being cast as the "meek and shy" one They made Diana the "cool big sis"/Transfer Student (which feels weird with Barbara getting to do the standard "im new at this school in a different city" Pilot plot) Barbara is being played as the "overly excited, intended audience insert/Designated Superhero Fangirl" Jessica is being played as the "Mai Ti"/Heart / "we needed a vegan option" one. Not had any true problems so far, but i have 2 nitpicks/moments: 1- Im kind of worried about Zatannas voice actor. Its absolutely just a nitpick, but for the character whose entire thing is backwards-talking magic to have a VA whose enounciation of names leaves me to think she was talking to supergirl (whose name i understand to be Kara) when adressing the wasp-girl (who i think from context, she was actually refering to. And conclude must be Karen). That feels like an early warning sign of a potential future problem. (lets hope its a one-off) 2- look, Diana. I can handle the constant "mans world" stuff coming from the isolated island. And the"our warriorrace must spread their peacefull ways" thing you introduce yourself into the show with, might have deeply uncomfortable "George W. Bush talking about Spreading Democracy to the Middle East" vibes. But both of those i can deal with and hope are seeds for future characterarcs. But i cannot let you just move the goalpostslike that. Everyone had failed the training montage, but when its her turn to do a simulation, Jessica actually plays the objective and puts the Manequin Civilians safe-ly out of harms reach and you start attacking the rest of the girls to force a failure? Thats some Kobayashi Maru shit! Justice for Jessica!!! back to the show ---------- [insert spongebob narrator: "Five Seconds Later" screen here] HARELY!!!! OMYGOSH! Why are you here (or well, in the show at all)? Thats a legitimate shock i thought they'd dropped you in the reboot? personally im still not a fan of the 'blue and red pigtail" thing? But that might be the fact that i associate it with the "snyderverse" version of your character. And i just dont like the DCEU. I have to acknowledge its not a bad design, its just loaded with bad associations. Hope to see you cameo more then just this one episode.

back to the "getting the band back together" part of the show -----------

"you cut off for a second, could you repeat the emotional Third Act Speach?" 9/10, good joke. ---- "you are only three-hundred and seventeen years old" I wonder how that lines up with her canonical age in the mainline comics... but in the mainline its "everyone is adult, therefore dating isnt a problem even if Immortality ads Mayfly Tragedies". Here its "she's a teenager, but also been around since before *quickly googles the year 1702* the invention of the fountain pen and might have a love-triangle or romance with a normal teenager at some point in the show". Am i noticing a trend in Jess' use of her powers or am i wrong? So right now i've seen 4 uses, Giant Spring, Safe, Knightly Plate Armor, Magic Carpet. And i note that half of them have a Fairy Tale theme? Is this small samplesize or characterisation? ----- Lena refers to Lex as her "brother"... i dont know enough about the Luthor family in most continuities. But i'll admit that the advert in Ep 1 screamed "Father and Child" not "brother and sister".

I dont know how i feel about "lex luthor sucks, this new less well known character is secretly the smart one in the family" thing that she's talking about. I dont have much emotional attachment to Lex (look, he's either a Boring Capitalist, or a Boring Social Darwinist. neither is interesting, but I consider his lack of interesting sort of a virtue? Both because of the banality of evil, and because it means he cant upstage Supes the way Joker always upstages Bats). But im gonna guess that the "im totally better then my big brother" thing is more of an unreliable narrator thing. So your plan was to make a monopoly on teenage enterntainment, then brainwash teens into complacency so that little kids have more to do? All you do is free up adults' time from lecturing Teens for Recklessness and doing the Unprotecteds, and ensure you now have double the parental supervision. Not a great plan. I'll give you one thing though, "snot-nosed brat with a mech"is a thousand times more engaging to watch then any version of Lex i've ever seen. Lena gets the green light.

--- This defeat makes me wonder... would a shrunken-down person require less voltage to die of a heart attack? Would it be proportional to the square/cube law? Oh she's a bumblebee, not a wasp.

Wait Lex and Lena have parents? That arent alive, and are in the story? Did not see that coming. Final nitpick, i dont like that "sweet just ice" sells baked goods and qui lime pie. It should just sell Ice and Ice Assessories. ---- Final wrapup. Though the existence of an icecreamshop-Batcave is insufficiently explained to justify its inclusion. And i hope that the show doesnt keep cheating Jess out of her moment (seriously, everyone else had a big "moment", Z cleaning up the mess with 1 spell. Wonderwoman being the badass, Batgirls analasys and Supergirl and Bumble defeating the Big Bot. I feel that Jess didnt have a moment) The show definitly has potential, and i look forward to watching more of it.

[cryingandhorny]

breaking my 21 hr fast with an orange bell pepper, two jalapeños, lettuce and onion, apple cider vinegar, and cream cheese lol.

little update- treated myself to one milk dud and a spoon of butter pecan ice cream

everything comes out to 230 cals :)

as much as i want to eat more im gonna stop cuz im going swimming tomorrow so i shouldnt have even ate this.

[viola-canadensis]

Had a weird dream. Was going on a trip with a younger version of myself. Altho like it wasnt the real young me from like real life but someone just handed me this little girl and said this is you as a kid, and its a dream so you just kinda accept that stuff.

Didnt really do much. Think we looked at dinosaur encyclopedias in a bunk bed. Then we were outside and she dropped somethin and i found it up for her.

Woa wait i just remembered the dream i was having before that. I was stuck in a time loop in new york i think. Not real new york, dream new york. The loop was like me starting around a highway i think? Then going through a forest then travelling on a dirt road to the city. Where like something would happen and i would die presumably and start the loop again. But i think the end of that dream was me getting to this fake dream apartment and meeting the tiny me.

Anyway back to the tiny me dream. I think after being outside we ended up in a big book store. I bought us matching bookmarks cause tiny me wanted them (altho they turned into little notebooks instead of bookmarks when we picked them up cause dream shenanigans or somethin) and then we just looked around a while. Then it ended there i think.

Felt really sad waking up. It was really nice having someone i could hug. And like seeing her face when i found that thing she had lost. And idk if it was aware that i was also it. I think it probably saw me as like a big sister. But idk like having this little kid think im cool and shit and trusting me to take care of it and stuff, like, felt nice.

Anyway, if im gonna read into it i guess im supposed to like treat myself better now or somethin. Or idk acquire a small child. Be more transgender maybe.

AnywayX2, i miss tiny me. I wanna get ice cream together. Or look at more dinosaur encyclopedias, dinosaurs are so cool. I hope i didnt leave her alone in that book store when i woke up. I guess the idea is that it’s me. So like neither of us are alone and i should just look at dinosaur stuff on my own and its like the same thing. But its not really the same thing. I cant sit in my own lap or hold my own hand. And buying things for myself isnt the same as buying things for others. I can push through the anxiety of going to an ice cream place if im getting things for people i care about but im not gonna put myself through that just for myself. So idk i guess i havent properly learned the lesson i was meant to learn.

Just realized theres a joke here about the ghost of violet past and like tomorrow will be the ghost of violet present and then future but i cant figure out the phrasing so just imagine i made the joke. So like after the next two ghosts ill have learned to love myself or something lol.

Anyway guess thats it. Dunno if anyone is gonna read all of this but i wanted to talk about it so there we go.

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hope u all are having a good day btw <:]

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