#im so fucking scattered

[hussyknee]

I missed my kittens' Tricat booster shot in November! Will they have to restart everything??

I also didn't take our family tomcat Kaha for his follow up appointment and now his rash has spread all over again. I can't take the kittens today because I'm taking him for treatment. His rash only got so out of control because I was caught up taking care of the kittens the last few months.

I washed him (he disappears half the day and roams all over the neighbourhood, won't groom himself) and shut him up in the study so he wouldn't escape before I can take him to the vet in the afternoon. He's been yowling in outrage every time he hears someone outside the door. Poor baby. All I do is neglect him and then subject him to torment and imprisonment.

All my ADHD protocols went up in smoke the whole of last year because my mental health went up in flames and it was life crisis after crisis. I haven't even visited my dogs in months because I'm so tired and borderline agoraphobic after being sick so long.

I can't even take care of cats. What kind of a Mum am I? 😭

[slavhew]

rhesus negative

[bbb-bbbbbbb]

touched up some daisy, daisy fanart i made at least a year ago but never got to post

[theadventurek9]

Thing #417 Ryker finds stressful and he would rather hide than do:

Food scatter

[sleepyyghostt]

any time i remember that trump supporters are in any way associated with christianity i feel fcking insane

[nixtorr]

doc liv helen being generally cute for about six minutes

[mrs-mikko-rantanen]

I get that trades and contracts are a part of sports. I really do. But if any of my Boys do-you-know-what or get you-know-what-else I'm gonna cry so hard I'll throw up and then I'm going to walk into the nearest lake and turn into algae.

[frankiebirds]

why does reid know siouxsie and the banshees. who taught him that.

[citrlet]

i impulse bought this duvet cover + canopy, just put them out today and im in love my room feels so whimsical now 🥺

[dani-the-goblin]

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[martyrbat]

hm hm hm i feel like this will be really interesting to read with the knowledge of korra and how that effected her instead.... because korra (from my limited knowledge so i could be talking out my ass here) knew she was the avatar at an early age and DID get that community. she had katara and her parents, she had her mentors, she was isolated from the real world during so and perfected the elements other than air (which i kinda recall her struggling with and how its the opposite element of earth so im excited to see if those kinda play out :3) and she was more eager to be the avatar and the excitement and significance it brought (which was a bit clouded by her being sheltered but also would have been expected more before the war impacted things)

i also remember matty saying kyoshi struggled with earth bending (which im super excited to get to and see/see her journey and how it will differ) but!!! i just think its really fun how theyre kinda off the bat setting up this expectation and new grounding for readers who have a past grasp of the avatar universe. even as someone who isnt super familiar with the lore, i know enough to recognize that oh! thats something new!! so just kudos to the writer(s?) for just setting this up to be something very different and in a natural way :3

[unexpectedbrickattack]

Woe, oh woe... if only balding, anxious and overweight italians existed... so i can satiate my desire to give them a big sloppy kiss

I will tell u a secret…the world is so vast, SO beautiful…that they DO exist…but u gotta go to Little Italy in nyc (source:me)

[moreaujeans]

PASSED ALL MY CLASSES YIPPEEEE

[meowmedusa]

looking at the clock and going "oh. i didn't. even realize it was past 8pm." and its not funny or cool its just unbelievably concerning

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

oh it seems now i can finally post it tho context will be a bit different now but anyway. carlo & anna

for carlo @ anna We look like we're the same age In the dining car At neighboring tables, casual diners. Remember when you died? And we ate your meat That smelled like a mummy Forgotten in a mausoleum.

Sweating and cold, The conductor grinned. And I'm scattering my love, Loudly and without shame, To you in the dining car of a train That goes nowhere

for anna & carlo (i posted these lyrics already but nvm)

Through the anxious twilight, the smoke of cigarettes, Reflected in the mirror by the nervous flame of a candle. I'm sitting at the table — there's a gun on it I'm playing a game for strong men

I'm laughing at myself — I'm drawing a mustache You don't know what I'm like for sure I'm the energy of the explosion, I'm the echo of the storm, (I'm not dangerous yet, but just yet)

You don't know how serious this is going to be I have two hours until dawn And one more unresolved question:

Who are we? Strangers from different worlds. Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses. You know how hard it is to pull the trigger. This world is so good the second before it explodes.

You lost your shadow yesterday by accident, And today it's not you, it's her with me We'll play a little game here in the dark.

The gun, me and the shadow, try to understand I, alas, don't know how serious it was, Your shadow, unfortunately, cannot answer. To this simple question:

Who are we to eachother? Strangers from different worlds? Or maybe we're just random victims of spontaneous impulses? Do you know how hard it is to pull the trigger? This world is so good the second before it explodes.

We'll punish each other with the ultimate measure of despair (!), To erase this evening from our memories. There's only one bullet. Don't feel bad. I'm spinning a drum and that bullet is mine

And now I know for sure how serious it all is 'Cause silence is also the answer To my ridiculous question

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How hard it is for me to talk to you from the other side of the river. I can't understand the words, nor see what your eyes are saying. And the islands of understanding go underwater one after another. Farther and farther to the horizon the alienation strip recedes

How hard it is for me to talk to you in the shadows of the curtains. It's all for nothing, and you're tired of all illusions and passions. How I'd like to disappear into the crowd of women and men. Flitting about the rooms, playing the guests with care.

Let me go, please, your hand is hurting mine. I can't go any farther than this room with a broken wing