#im so embarrassed rn idk
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How many years has it been tho
#msa#mystery skulls#arthur kingsmen#deadbeats#HAHSJVSJDVDKD it’s been so long my app doesn’t remember my tags#anyway for nostalgia sake#and also remembering 😭 I gave Luis my email at his concert but I think#because of the cursive he couldn’t read it#im so embarrassed rn idk#okokok#hopefully not#I gave him a whole ass letter 🧍♂️ dude if he couldn’t read it just bury me rn#that’s so embarrassing#okokokokok#anyway#yay#missing these guys#pix doodles
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As densely packed as I could tolerate making it- Roxie doodles! (Vast majority of these are from several weeks ago I'm not gonna lie,,)
#there will be more roxie today rest assured... well. I'm INTENDING to post more roxie at least#idk why i like it so much but the top middle might be my favorite rn idk#spto#sp comic#spvtw#art#fanart#roxie richter#spto roxie#spvtw roxie#roxy richter#roxanne richter#kim pine#ramona flowers#lisa miller#(yeah i couldnt help myself...)#im not putting this in my ship stuff tag BUT:#ramoxie#roxim#lisrox#roxkimona#scott pilgrim roxie#scott pilgrim fanart#spto fanart#spvtw fanart#happy roxie day everyone!! and neil banging out the tunes day.....#(no promises but i has a silly little idea that i might sketch related to that)#((top left doodle- i think it would be funny if rammy and roxie were like ''hey kim!! skate date!!'' and kim agreed but was too embarrassed+#+to admit she has no idea how to skate... idk it's cute to me. they can teach her [unsuccessfully /j]))#(had to sacrifice a tag. L. anyway roxie is wearing Kim's stfu shirt in the kneeling doodle there. also lisa was a last second addition-)
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not my usual silly content but i hope u guys like it :)
(a bit nsfw?? i guess idk its cleavage)
its a warm up for me cuz i've been burning the hell outta myself and wanna try something (yay)
#THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE EYES BUT IDK WHAT.#i missed her...#sob sob#gwendoline christie#larissa weems#sketch#my art#im so scared to post this actually#i DONT want to be embarrassed.#gaslighting myself the eyes are actually fine...#i will regret this probably but im too sleepy to care rn
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you will never guess but i have another magma compilation
the discord didn't appreciate my "she hanako on my toilet til im bound" joke 💔
the only non magma art from the past few days someone drag me away from there
#did you know i call luocha my silly rabbit#well now you do im sorry#argenti is the hamster btw#i was going through it idk#putting these in non chronological order and biting my hand off doing so bc it hurts so bad but the formatting is so awkward otherwise RAGH#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr yaoshi#all saints street#fu xuan#gepard landau#luocha#pokemon#heliolisk#hsr misha#im not tagging that one#project voltage#oc#toilet bound hanako kun#my art#magma#this tagging is so inconsistent what is happening#tapping my brain 'you in there?? you ok???'#genshin impact#drawing any ship art is so embarrassing i dont get how ppl do it i get so embarrassed#i try every so often n give up so quickly. like i want to draw mushy stuff but its so embarrassing n i instead draw stupid shit instead#HELP I WENT INTO THIS BEING LIKE 'I DONT HAVE THAT MANY TO POST IDK IF A POST IS WARRANTED RN' AND BOOM
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Some Shawn doodles feat. Gus
#forest fumbles#forest draws#Shawn Spencer#burton guster#psych#would Shawn wear a sleeveless turtleneck? absolutely not#did I draw him in one anyways?#of course i did 💥💯✨💅🦅💪🍍✨💥#I’m not gonna be active for a bit so I decided to post some art before I dip lol#my mental health has kinda been spiraling to a level that im not really used to#so im gonna be taking a break from social media#AND THIS TIME ITLL ACTUALLY BE A BREAK ISFVBHUEVHFU i wont just dip for 30 hours#and come back with absolutely no progress purely because i was too bored lmao#cause if this does lead to a mental breakdown like i feel its going to i dont want that on the internet for all to see FHUDVHBVEU#cause that would be like- majorly embarrassing 🤢 huvefbhuvefbhu#ive already gone a teensy bit bananas on here i dont need ppl seeing the whole basket lmao#if u reblog pls dont make tags referring to the tags i made about my mental health#like i appreciate the sentiment 100% but idk how i feel about other ppls followings knowing im having a moderate crisis rn lmao#im not even comfortable with the entirety of my following knowing thats why i kept this all under the see all thingy#if that even makes sense#okay i need to stop adding more train of thought tags its not healthy suhfvhuefvuhe#anyways bye bestiessss 🤙
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just going to be bitchy on main one last time before making myself go to bed
For real idk why the fuck I'm still bothering with my high effort location/details screenshot compilation posts when I can just make lower effort posts that get SIGNIFICANTLY more notes. Like why the fuck should I even bother to spend at least a couple hours curating screenshots for part 2 of Luis's lab details which will get a maximum of 50 notes when I could just spend like 20 minutes making a few gifs like this and get HUNDREDS of notes
#im not entitled to attention but no one is entitled to my gigantic hoard of very useful reference screenshots#i know theyre very useful bc i frequently reference them myself while writing#and the thing is i can continue to do that myself without posting any publicly :) but i thought other ppl would appreciate them too#and i know a handful of ppl do but overall idk man rn i don't feel appreciated enough to continue sinking my time into these#ill probably feel embarrassed abt breaking down publicly over smth so dumb tomorrow but that's tomorrow heather's problem#tonight heather's problem is feeling ignored by a fandom ive tried so hard to contribute and be helpful to#sorry to the ppl who do interact w and appreciate me are reading this im v thankful for yall and wouldve given up posting sooner without yal#it's still just very discouraging to see my efforts/honestly myselfvgo ignored in the fandom as a whole while other ppl get more notes#and interaction that i see on my dash all the time#idk i dont think that came out right but for rn i really need to just shut the fuck up
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actually posting my cherik stuff to twitter now as a super scary halloween trick
#snap chats#@snapperoni Always Be Pluggin thats me go follow so i feel less embarrassed about suddenly dumping cherik on everyone vjAELKJEARKLJ#the trick is its scary to me because ive barely posted in the past month and now im coming on with. All This All Of A Sudden JVEKLJA#thank you to the kh fans who found this tumblr youve given me courage. somehow.#idk thats p kh isnt it ... that tracks ..#im posting my doodles in batches cause. lol. but once i catch up then ill post side-by-side with my tumblr posting. probably#ill post my movie doodles tomorrow but rn its just the krakoa stuff mostly#anyways my last class is soon and then i have to prepare to drive home so !!! bye bye for now :)
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Hey bnd stans, if you're ever reading boynextdoor fanfiction and come across @wonsungno please run away. They've stolen lots of works from another actual author yet they don't see the problem with it?? Idek man this person is veryyyyy delusional.
#yuvie 💌 !#i love that when im not talking about my ults im alerting other fandoms about plagiarizers#did i spell that right??#oh and i think she was the one that sent that anon message to me#but then again idk#NO BUT THE TEA IS SO HOT I DEFINITELY SUGGEST READING WHAT HAPPEN#shes so embarrassing 😭😭#anyways this might be a good time to say BUT IM BECOMING A ONEDOOR WOOHOO#i wont write for them unfortunately (they dont have the *chemistry*)#but i do enjoy reading about them ☺️#my bias.... is like taesan and sungho#but like.. only in certain eras#they dont captivate me the *entire* time like my ults#which makes me sad#but its wtv#also *cough cough* the era i was talking about was ew&f#SPEAKING OF WHICH I WENT TO THE INTERNATIONAL MARKET AND THEY WERE PLAYING THE MV#AND THEY PLAYED TALK SAXY#I HAD TO HOLD BACK MY SCREAMS BECAUSE LORDDDDDDDD#anyways im supposed to be sleeping rn hehe#typing sideways is so hard#anyways gn mwah bye#dont copy others!! be original!!!!!!!!!#and if yall ever see someone coping me PLEASE let me know#anyways gn mwah bye x2
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@messrsrobyn
Your tiktoks give me life
Be my friend
Adopt me pls😭😭😭
#now that ive humiliated myself i'll go make some tea#this is what happens when im bored#i just needed to say something#I've also got a banging headache lol#i feel like a creep#my tiktok is#what.does.t.moo.cow.say#i made it years ago and i dont have it in me to change the name😭😭#i think the name is like ♡🇵🇸#i should stop talking#im running on so little sleep#ill regret this rant in an hour#why did i tag him idk#i have no energy#i feel like a caveman cuz i dont have the willpower for intelligent thought rn so my head just goes 'sad' 'happy' 'ow' and that basically it#alos this whole post is weird and ive just given myself such embarrassment i shouldnt be allowed on this earth i have done humankind wrong
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you're so real for wanting ume to elbow like... he's a sweetheart, don't get me wrong, would treat you soooo well in bed BUT IS IT BAD I WANT TO GET ON HIS NERVES SO HE CAN... i think you know what im getting at here (need need him to be rough even if ooc it would so...)
HI NONNIE YK WHAT— UR SO REAL. *ur* so real. i think he’s a lovely guy who deserves the world but also. something about guys who treat you like you’re their treasure switching up for just a sec is so good to me ):
him holding ur hands behind ur back— and he only needs one hand to be able to do that. he’s so strong that he could just have one palm pressing against ur upper back to keep u still underneath him. so strong that he could easily carry u and take u against the wall hsjsndndjjd and u have no other choice but to cling onto him. he could cover your entire body in love bites and he does it in a trance … doesn’t even realize how many he’s left until you choose to snap him out of it.
this is not ume’s prompt in my kinktober but instead of the one i ended up writing it for, i shoulda done aphrodisiacs + umemiya— in which getting u to cum from their fingers n then from their mouth doesn’t seem to help or lessen the symptoms … so they get more and more desperate as time goes by and u only seem to get needier and needier > <
#🦢— mail !#also sorryyy there are other asks but im#typing without looking at my phone shsjmdjckci im in lab rn#hope this makes sense ill be so embarrassed if it doesn’t#wind breaker spoilers#idk just in case!#cw aphrodisiacs
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i feel shy talking here when i dont have anything worth sharing but i cant help feeling like ive said things in the tags that could be brought up in court
#im joking#i think i just get embarrassed saying smth that most ppl can see out in the open. its like when prey animals are grazing in a pasture#and then they hear a twig snap yk. im like that. but talking in the tags is more comfortable because it just feels more.. hidden?? quiet???#its kind of like how i prefer responding thru asks than DMs.. idk if it has something to do with space or less pressure#i also use these as an excuse to ramble a little abt recent events so. ive worked a little bit on shuffle and prestos backstories ^_^#i was thinking abt giving them a shared past where they knew each other as kids and forgot but i also though hmm.. idk if it would drive th#story i want bc i think itd be better if they bonded over similar experiences instead of the fact that they knew each other before. i get#that reconnecting and reconciling your idea of someone now and then is a good concept but id have to think abt it.. i dont want it to feel#like they owe each other to be friends again just bc they were as kids. ive experienced that a lot and all it did was make me feel guilty#so i think id want to write it as u can be friends with someone who had similar experiences and make u wish you knew each other then#i also know theyd hate each other but idk HOW. i suck at writing conflict so idk if theyd try to make each other eat glass and why#idk if itll ever come up but id also like to see if theres a way i could rationalize why they have animal ears.. normally i say aliens#but ive had an idea for a species and background for that too. although its very abstract and it probably has a lot of holes#smth abt peoples souls attaching themselves to smth they identify with.. although i dont know to what extent like if it can#be called a sona or if it can even be smth mythical like a unicorn or god itself.. its very weird rn#yapping#oc talk
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OKAY RANT ON VIVZIEPOP SCROLL PAST IF YOU DONT CARE
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I like Viv as an artist, shes inspired me since frickin middleschool with her animations, character designs, and now 2 shows holy crap. I just really wish she'd get off social media for her own mental health cuz good god it's not great to see a whole thread of tweets arguing with someone about the dislike of fanfiction having homophobic undertones its just... agdhdh Viv is a pretty controversial person due to unfortunate past events and having shows that present some darker subject matter. Honestly? I want to see Viv not just move past the previous controversy, but learn from it to be better. Its totally fair tho if you think the handling of certain topics arent done well, there are things people will have preference over. And I dont give a fuck about shipping, I dont wanna see it, frankly. If you're doin somethin shady with it and I see it I'm certainly not going to like it and I'll do my best to not interact with you, but I think we should make tagging things just a common thing? Keeps things organized and people can intake what they want while the stuff they dont want is not being shown to them. Same goes with headcanons they're someone imagining something, they arent holding the creators hostage to make it canon. Canon is silly anyways! Both the OG and a headcanon can exist because AUs and headcanons are just another version of the thing. Headcanons arent going to change the episodes, they'll still be the same way the creators made it. So like... chill.
Just as long as it has no mental or physical negative implications or intent against actual living people I will add.
Dont harrass actors because they play a villian you need to separate fiction and reality it's literally their job to pretend to be someone else.
#vivziepop#vivzipop critical#hazbin hotel#helluva boss#it sucks to see someone i looked up to seemingly keep stirring the controversy pot#the shows arent for everyone#things arent always going to be appealing to everyone and thats ok#i think viv needs to let go the fact some people do not like her or her shows instead of fighting people for a whole thread#im embarrassed to say im a fan of these shows???#and dont get me wrong i think they kinda suck sometimes and the writing inconsistancy makes me so so frustrated#but there are a few moments where i really feel connected to their struggles#loneliness and a fear of rejection are something i empathize with a lot#im frustrated because of what these shows COULD be#and how happy it makes me to see these shows be enjoyed so much because tbh everything about it is full of things we are told#is bad and weird and cringe and something real proffesionals would never respect#and they made it! it lets me know if im passionate enough people like me can do what we love and still be successful#i hope for many other passion projects from artists in the future who may be inspired by not just Vivzie but the tons of indie stuff out rn#crowmancerx#idk just a rant#i do want to lay out at some point my many issues with the writing of Vivz's shows but ill holdoff on big rants for a bit#agsudvdhdb#its been a rough day at school
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God I wish I didnt get ostrasised by all but like 4 of my peers because holyfucking shit am I overworked and need a hug
#why cant everyone just be nice like for fucking real!!!!#so sick and tired of looking like Mother Theresa compared to my coworkers bc i do the bare minimum of making the residents feel cared for#like girl we are working with the same cast and crew#will never forget the time a cna came in and after telling them 'hey that guy will get seizures if you give em that' and they replied with#'well they get seizures regardless' AND LEFT#EVIL!!!!!!#andlike#i understand that not everyone has the same memory capacity/ability but oh my motherfucking god#if everyone around me is at baseline then i must be either God or the absolute perfect person#which is saying something bc ive genuinely killed quite a few braincells with my former [redacted] addiction but here i am#knowing the smallest things about everyone that makes em happy#and the thing is is that I WORK IN THE KITCHEN!!!#IM NOT A CNA/RN WHO AT ALL HOURS OF THEIR SHIFT WILL BE INTERACTING WITH THE RESIDENTS!!!#idk man if i were generally mentally n physically well in my 30+s AND gettin outshined by a 21 year old for the past 2 yrs id be embarrasse#cannot fucking wait for my mom to get a job so i can leave mine and take a break#tony speaks#and before anyone says 'the CNAs are overworked and some of the residents can be overwhelming!'#the residents know im nice so they come to me for fucking EVERYTHING!!!!#ESPECIALLY the overbearing ones!!!#AND ON TOP OF THAT I HAVE LITERALLY EVERYONE. STAFF AND RESIDENTS.#ASKING ME WHATS GOING ON WHEN IM BALLS DEEP IN THE AM AIDES BULLSHIT ON TOP OF THE MORNING COOKS#not only do i ghostrun the kitchen but im the guy everyone goes to for everything. regardless of department#im literally a kitchen aide with no further qualifications leave me the fuck alone and ask your superiors/managament FUCK!!!!!!!!
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secondhand gender euphoria thru a blorbo can be more powerful than your own gender tbh
#danbles#idk what it is abt m/f bigender ppl that i have sm admiration for#maybe bc it’s the polar opposite of mine? idk idk#sometimes i wonder if IM bigender just bc of how happy i am for other ppl that are#(if i am i wouldn’t be m/f tho but i can’t go down that route again lmao)#kira… tom… HAL…#happy joy smile event everytime i think abt these 3 and their relationship with gender ;___;#oh my god it’s embarrassing to admit but i didn’t realize hal was so gender until recently#damn near cried reading those panels abt his internal ‘maleness and femaleness’#i could cry again just thinking abt it now tbh#ALL THE BEST CHARACTERS ARE BIGENDER WHAT CAN I SAY!!!!#genderposting#i just remembered i hc dee as bigender too#wow this goes deep maybe i should look into this#maybe when i’m less busy#what’s that one post?#‘im probably nonbinary but i have a job so idrc abt that rn’#that’s why i hc most of these characters as bigender it’s bc they do fuckall <3
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im almost finished w my hyungseok bday post [its a lot longer than i expected] n i wondered if ppl actually listened to the songs i add in the title for my posts bc theyre significant!! every time i write i listen to a specific song on repeat to keep myself in the headspace and the vibe? ig LOL
#im listening to skyline by i.m rn so thats kinda the vibe im going for#☆ ; dear diary ?#im at like 2700 words rn 😐😐#i just wanted to write a drabble abt his gf sucking his dick idk what happened i blacked out#thing is#i doubt ill write her actually giving him head#bc idk im too shy to write actual smut LMFAO#this is so embarrassing
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Nights like these are so lonely TT
#somehow im cringing reading this but#idk after today its so hard aaaa#nights bring out every single emotion in you i feel#like even with other people#i notice people are way more mishy at night#so much easier to bond#now i miss the friends i made when we sat outside and talked for hours until it was late#i thought i had no good memories but ig i was wrong#ok this is how i can feel better for a while#all that time spent was sm fun#i miss them but im too embarrassed of how i am rn to go talk to them#ill get better Nd go talk!!
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