#im so confused bc i feel like i would have noticed before now 😭 but like where else would it be except back home??

[cherryrikis]

ONE LESS LONELY GIRL - 002 ! inconveniently convenient

PAIRING idols riki x fem reader

SYNOPSIS fans always point out the chemistry between you and riki, and it only continues to grow after you become mc’s together on music bank. but as your feelings rise, so does the tension. and people begin to notice, so you try not to let riki know how you feel. but unbeknownst to you, he feels entirely the same way.

authors note im trying to update as often as i can bc i start school in 2 days😭

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with the manager’s permission, you and minji left the dorm to walk together to the local convenience store.

“look, they have an enhypen lucky draw event here.” she pointed out as you both walked past it by the entrance.

“can we get one on the way out?” your eyes lit up at the mention of it, while you followed minji down the produce aisle. “sure, why not.”

the two of you picked out a few snacks and some drinks for the dorm until you began making your way to the cash register to check out. “would you like to buy a bag today for 500 won?” the clerk asked with a cheerful tone. “yes please.”

“your total is 35,500 won. also- i don’t mean to intrude. but i am a big fan. you guys did so good performing at music bank today!” she encouraged.

“aw, thank you so much!” minji smiled with a wave, paying for the groceries before following you to the lucky draw machine.

you each pressed the button once, flipping the photocards over so you couldn’t see who you got. on the count of three, you both turned it over, revealing your pulls. you had gotten sunghoon, and minji had pulled riki.

“oh, it’s your boyfriend. here, keep it.” she teased with a smirk. but as soon as minji slightly looked at the person behind you, her face fell.

“wow. he’s pretty handsome.” a voice from behind you called out.

you were mortified. as soon as you turned around, you were met with none other than-

“-riki! poor yn. you’re scaring her!” jungwon frowned, lightly slapping riki’s arm with the back of his hand. “sorry about that.” he apologized on the younger boy’s behalf.

“no worries. i’m sorry. you really caught me off guard.” you smiled.

“suddenly i feel underdressed.” minji joked as she gestured to jungwon, who still hadn’t changed out the stage outfit he wore on music bank.

“oh, not at all. if anything, i’m overdressed.” he waved. “normally i’d change as soon as we get home, but practice ran late. and this one here was hogging the shower as soon as he was first inside the dorm.” jungwon nudged riki’s stomach.

while they became immersed in their own conversations, riki moved closer to you, wanting to engage with you as well.

“hey, good job today at mubank. nice to know you find me.. charming.” he winked.

“gosh. if i hear someone say music bank one more time, i might just die. it was awful.” you groaned.

“i thought it was pretty cute.” he shrugged.

“what are you guys doing here anyway?” you asked, changing the topic. “it’s pretty late.”

“oh. jungwon got the penalty to buy everyone food, since he was last to the dorms. but i came because he never knows where to find the japanese snacks. good thing i didn’t stay home though.” riki gestured to you who currently held his photocard in your card.

“sorry about today. i was really nervous..” you looked down, scratching the back of your neck.

he tilted his head in confusion, before using his hand to tilt your chin up. “yeah, no kidding. you were practically shaking the whole interview.” riki pouted.

you groaned as you suddenly felt shy yet again, beginning to bring your hand up to cover your face once more. only riki had held your wrist, bringing your arm down.

“stop avoiding me. it’s okay. we’re all like that at first.” he comforted.

and suddenly, you felt better.

“hey, we’re gonna go now.” jungwon informed. “let’s walk back together? i mean, we live in the same building anyway.”

surely, you were bound to be recognized. but you couldn’t bring yourself to care in the moment. you laughed freely as riki joked with you, walking shoulder to shoulder together as minji and jungwon were a bit more ahead.

“you know, i was pretty nervous too. at the interview. to think that i got to be next to you, let alone have the yoon yn stare at me whenever i spoke? dream come true.” he clutched his chest, faking a fainting motion.

“you’re just saying that to make me feel better.” you rolled your eyes playfully.

“no, really. i’m dead serious. why do you think i kept making eye contact with you?”

and suddenly the world stopped spinning once more. you smiled as you felt riki’s arm wrap around your upper half, securing you as you walked towards the entrance of the building together.

you screamed into the pillow yet again, but this time, not out of embarrassment or fear.

“what’s going on?” hanni asked, coming out the bathroom with a sheet mask on.

she took a seat next to you and hyein on her bed, while minji, danielle, and haerin stayed on danielle’s bed.

“when we went to the store, we ran into jungwon and riki. they were talking to each other the entire time. jungwon and i saw them literally making heart eyes.” minji’s lips curled into a smirk, as she took a spoonful from her pudding cup.

“no kidding.. check this out!” hyein called out, gesturing for everyone to gather around her as she held out her phone.

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[hearts-4-vicky]

thinking abt Giselle tying up g!p reader to the bed and sitting on your face! Gigi would have to tie your waist down to the bed bc you can’t stop humping the air trying to find any type of release. Gigi would be so mean, suffocating you with her pussy while she degrades you and tells you that you’re not doing it right! Tears would be falling down your cheeks as you mumble out a barely audible apology while you were tongue fucking her hole and sucking on her clit. She would tell you it’s okay because you’re just her dumb baby! When she finally cums in your mouth and all over your face, you feel like you were in heaven! Your eyes rolled back and you came untouched, making a mess of your pelvis! When she got off your face you would tell her thank you with her slick and cum smeared over your face, Gigi would call you a pervert for cumming untouched :( She would stuff your mouth with her lactating tits and ride your overstimulated cock until you were shooting blanks!!

anon, angel, do u wanna kiss????🙏CUZ UR MIND OH MY GOD

warnings: dom! aeri, sub! g!p reader, mommy kink, aeri being mean :(, aeri being kinda nice towards the end?, squirting, overstimulation, face sitting, pussy eating, aeri slaps ur balls, cum eating, lactation, reader is a loser, A BIG LOSER, reader is stupid reader is sensitive asf😭, reader sobs cuz shes a stupid sensitive loser, (y am i bashing reader 🙏💀) pregnancy mentions, aeri takes pics

i feel like gigi would come outta nowhere, full on naked, n ur dick just JUMPS but like cant even blame u🙏 her tits would be leakin a bit, pussy WET n u cant even react bc she just rips off ur clothes n tying u to her bed posts!!!!!! ur so confused cuz shes never did smth like this b4?? “aeri what the fu-“ “shut up whore, its mommy to you.” and suddenly ur mouth is shut (only open to eat mommys pussy😘) and ur thinkin w/ ur dick😝 aeri gets on the bed, pussy hovering over ur face with ur mouth still shut tight, not knowing what to do?? finally, her pussy meets ur lips n u do… nothing??? youve never been with a girl before, only watching twitter porn videos (you can only watch 15 secs b4 ur cock just explodes 💥💥💥💥💥) getting impatient aeri brings one of her hands to your jaw, forcing u to open ur mouth n shes suffocating u with her puffy pussy, grindin on ur mouth, plushy thighs barely able to block out the sounds of aeris moans😍 “Use your- ah- tongue stupid bitch” (im giggling i want her so bad) stickin ur tongue in n out gets aeri to let out a satisfied sigh but she takes notice of the precum leakin out ur tip n starts giggling???

UGHHHH aeri would js be so MEAN to u

“You getting off to this slut? Mommy hasn’t even touched you and you’re already close? Fucking pathetic.” aeri leans over to give your balls a few hard slaps, stopping when ur cock begins to twitch🥺 she moves her hand to the place where your shaft meets your tip and has a firm grip on it, making you whimper and start to sob “You’re stupid if you think you’re gonna cum before me” aeri moans out as she starts to grind harder on your mouth😝 you’re sobbing so loudly now bc ur overwhelmed n aeri is jst being mean to u:((( but ur sobs n whines send vibrations to aeris core n she squirts all over ur face!!!🥺🥺🥺 so focused into her orgasm she lets go of your dick and you cum so violently, humping the air, getting your cum everywhere

aeri gets off you, letting you speak “‘m sorry mommy! p-please! please don’ leave your slut! wan’ taste m-mommy’s milk please….” you sob out, giving into your mommy so easily🥺🥺 aeri doesnt respond as she turns around, slams down on your cock, bouncing up and down quickly, shoving her leakin nipples in your needy mouth🥺 and yeah! she does fuck you til ur shooting blanks into her warm pussy🥺! but since you’re cummin so much she teases you “You, fuck- want mommy to get pregnant baby? You gonna share mommys milk with our baby?” your eyes widen, shaking ur head thats trapped in her tits to protest “Words, baby, mommy wants to hear you use your words” aeri whispers to you, never slowing down her pace❤️ she pulls you away from her spit soaked tits so you can answer “no mommy! don’ wanna- mmh!share your boobs with no one else!!” cumming in the middle of your sentence was so embarrassing for you but aeri didnt care that much💋 she gets off your overstimulated cock, causing you to whine loudly “Oh yeah? With how many times you came in me theres no way we aren’t parents yet. If only there was some way to prevent that…” she trails off before climbing back up so her pussy is near your face again. “Maybe you should be a good little slut and eat your cum out of mommy’s pussy.” aeri smirks seeing you nod vigorously, so cute, all for her🥺

“Good girl” is all aeri needs to say before sitting on your face again, you’re so eager to eat her again! even if you’re eating your own cum in the process!! aeri can’t help but snap a few pics of you being so pussy drunk and sends them to the aespa group chat🥺 not even a minute goes by before she gets a notification from the gc,

“Aeri-unnie, can we share her? please?:(���

“Ofc ning❤️ come home quick k?”

I WAMT HER SO ABDF OH MY GOD ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY

anyway first ask done😍❤️

bye my loves stay safe💋💋💋

[janovavalen]

im gonna be like the little devil on your shoulder politely asking for grover fics (im the person who requested the hurt/comfort one :D) I WANNA SAY A) THE FICS FANTASTIC LOVED IT SM B) DO YOU ONLY WRITE FOR FEM READER?? ASKIN OUT OF CURIOSITY BECAUSE IM NON BINARY IF NOT TOTALLY FINE OBVI

now askin for another one because im silly like that grover x gn(if you do gn if not then fem obvi) reader angst. i want to feel pain AND TYSM FOR READING THIS AND SOING THIS IF YOU DO ILYSM FOR DOING GROVER /P 🫶🫶(ps sorry for making this rly long i have lots to say)

a/n: omg HIII i was hoping you liked it anon!! i literally was like ‘bro what if they hate this sm imma be mad embarrassed’ bc i was rubbing on coffee and water when i wrote that😭 BUT YES ILL TRY TO WRITE WHAT U ASKED FORR, i’m a little scared bc i never wrote gn reader before and i don’t wanna like fuck it up for anyone but i’ll try<3

✧I WISH YOU SAW YOURSELF HOW I SEE YOU || grover underwood x gn!reader

summary: when grover comes back from his quest with percy and annabeth, he can’t help but notice that y/n has grown closer and closer to luke, causing him a bit of worry for the two of them.

word count: 1237 (this was rushed bc i was trying to get something out to you guys in so sorryyy)

warnings: misunderstanding, HORRID CLUTCHING jealousy, reader not knowing, grover giving the cold shoulder, slight hurt but comfort and hugs in the end<3

grover had just gotten back to one of his quests with annabeth and percy. and he was esthetic to get back to camp.

they meant everything to him. when they first met, they had been very quiet, reserved but polite and never ever put one in their place if needed. they didn’t take up bullying and they wouldn’t stop now.

when grover had met them however, they had been in the lake taking a small swim on the hot day, he had been there to just sit under the sun. which they allowed, the two of them didn’t talk until they had decided since they were both there and in the same camp, the two of them might as well know each other.

and from then on, they had been nonstop talking to each other, hanging out, laughing and chatting at all the meal times and sooner or later, grover felt his crush on them developing faster and faster. they had been eighteen, the prime age for an adult so he didn’t feel weirded out—even though they told him not to feel that way.

when he looked around for them, he found that they were nowhere to be found which concerned him a little. usually y/n is always waiting for him at the front of the cabin but this time, they weren’t ?

a little concerned he began to ask around for y/n, everyone saying they didn’t really know or they saw them just a second ago.

‘where could they be…’ he asked himself while turning around to look over his shoulder.

just as he walked near the bows and arrows and there they were. standing there with a wide warm smile on their face, only..they weren’t alone? once somebody moved away from where this mysterious person was there stood luke castellan. a wide smile on his own face while he shook his head at y/n who must have told a joke.

grover wouldn’t particularly care or mind in this situation but…he felt something was a bit different about the way y/n had been laughing. it was over excessive and a bit different then the way they laughed at him?

when y/n laughed at him—with him, they usually would look away or clear their throat, but with luke? they stayed their eyes locked and or they’d bend down to laugh while covering their mouth.

y/n usually didn’t cover their mouth with him. could this be a sign that he was in the friend zone the whole time.

clutching his hand into a fist next to his side he walked away, unknowingly to him, y/n had called out his name with a smile but it immediately dropped when he didn’t turn their way making y/n extremely confused a the tiniest bit of embarrassed at how they was ignored so openly.

ㆍ୨୧ㆍ

later that day at dinner time, y/n had happily made their way over to grover and percy who had been speaking but when she sat down he got quiet. started to pick at his horns very subtly but noticing to y/n.

‘uhm…so how did the quest go?’ y/n asked while looking over at percy who shrugged and to grover who didn’t look up.

‘i hope good?’ they said once more to get grover’s attention only for him to not even stop picking at his food. with a sigh of sadness, they grabbed their food and got up to another table with their siblings.

percy looked and was dumbfounded—‘grover? what was that?’

‘nothing?’ grover shook his head while frowning his eyebrows.

‘nothing? dude, you flat out ignored y/n and on top of that hurt their feelings? i thought you were all…on the side of doing nothing but making them happy?’ percy asked once more while setting his blueberries down.

‘okay…well, they seemed to have enough happiness with luke when they were talking…they can find happiness with him better than me apparently.’ he sighed while trying his hardest not to look over at y/n who’s mood had completely died at that table he sat at.

percy scoffed and rolled his eyes—‘are you kidding me? dude y/n is literally in love with you? and for you to think they like luke castellan more than you when they specifically stated they saw him as a brother and nothing more…is insane.’ percy finished shaking his head at grover who had sat up more and groaned.

placing his hands on his face while mentally beating himself up at the fact he treated y/n that way with no hesitation.

‘your kidding me…oh my’ grover mumbled while slowly looking over to y/n who wasn’t there. getting up in a hurry, grover went to ask luke, annabeth and the others sitting at the table with y/n where they went.

‘oh…they went to take a walk in the forest, said their head was hurting…you wouldn’t be the reason right…’ annabeth eyed him dangerously and warningly, making him hurry and shake his head but annabeth could see through him.

‘what did you do’ she groaned. grover sighed and explained leaving luke a bit speechless and annabeth to roll her eyes with a sigh.

‘well stop standing here any longer and go find her you pea brain’ annabeth pointed over to the forest leaving grover to hurry and run to it.

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‘y/n!’ he shouted while cupping his mouth to make it a bit louder. when no answers came through he shouted their name over and over until.

‘what?’ along with a sniffle and a shaky voice. feeling his heart burst and his strings pull, he say y/n sitting with their legs close to their chest and their face pressed on their knees. seeing them this way because of him made him almost cry.

‘y/n…listen i’m so, so sorry. i—i thought you’d move on from me when i was on my quest to luke so i was so upset and so jealous because luke is a great guy and who wouldn’t want to be with him—‘

‘me grover…i don’t. i want you, i made that so very known and i don’t get why you can’t see that—‘

‘i know! i know, im so sorry, okay? i’m sorry’ he whispered while making his way over to y/n who’d shed a tear but wiped it immediately with their hand. when grover placed himself next to y/n, he was quick to hold them in his comfortable arms.

as y/n buried their head into his neck they mumbled—‘i wish you saw yourself how i see you’ they mumbled making him almost cry with a huge smile.

not being able to stop himself he ambushed y/n with hundreds of apology kisses while y/n laughed and fell back into the grass with their arms trying to push him away.

he did pull away, but only to close his eyes and make his way down and over their lips. y/n kissed back immediately with their hands cupping his cheeks.

‘i think i really love you y/n l/n’ he confessed. y/n let out a small giggle and licked her lip.

‘and i think i really love you too grover underwood’ pulling his face in for another kiss which he took.

[cat3ch1sm]

Hello bb 😭💕 I've been such a huge fan of your work for ages now. I hope you are feeling better and taking care of yourself 🥺

If you are comfortable/want to, I was wondering if I could request some kind of nsfw perverted!hisoka x fem reader (the girl he's determined to make his) is now "coincidentally" stuck in a small space together 🤣 reader has avoided him bc she feels the same way but entirely embarrassed

If not pls ignore this request !

--kateaesthetic ✨️

🫖~ hello my love i missed u<33 im so so glad ur a fan, it means the actual world to me that i have supporters like you. here is your request, enjoy 💚💚

notice for my other followers- if you’ve sent me a request, im definitely working on it, i haven’t chosen to ignore any of your requests😭 it’s just i have a lot to work on outside and inside of this app, so it may take me some time. however, i really appreciate your patience, and i love you all endlessly and am so so grateful for your support.

*ೃ༄ nsfw ahead, perv hisoka😭, degradation, fem!reader˚◞♡ ⃗

“Alright, Y/N- thanks for staying so late,” your boss told you with a smile, which you returned politely. “Would you mind locking up the boutique for me? I’d do it myself it it wasn’t my little boy’s birthday, and I absolutely don’t want to miss it.”

“It’s no problem at all,” you assured her. “I hope your son has a wonderful birthday- but I’m sure it will be far more wonderful if you’re home on time! You’d better get going; I’ll be done in no time.”

“Thanks so much. The keys to lock up are on the counter beside the register. Have a great night, Y/N- see you tomorrow!” your boss called, and you waved as she went out the door.

You smiled to yourself. You were very fond of your boss; she’d never been unkind or unfair with you, so doing her this favor didn’t bother you in the slightest. Hanging up one of the dresses you’d been holding on the racks, you started to walk to the front of the dress shop to retrieve the keys.

Before you made it to the counter, though, you heard something that surprised you- the windchime dangling above the front doorframe suddenly made a gentle jingling sound- indicating that somebody had just walked in. You were perplexed upon hearing the noise- all of the lights were off in the building, so you couldn’t imagine why someone would enter. Then it occurred to you- perhaps your boss had just forgotten something. Yes, that’s what it had to be. Relaxing, you walked to the counter and picked up the keys before looking up.

“Oh, you’re back? Did you forget something?” you inquired, your gaze still focused on the keys beneath you, which were frustratingly getting tangled into one another. “I’d be happy to get it for you-“

When you finally looked up, though, you knew instantly that the dark figure who had just entered the shop wasn’t your boss. It was about a foot too tall, and even among the shadows you could tell the build was that of a man. Most notably, though, was the peak of hair that stretched above his head- seemingly defying gravity.

At first, you didn’t recognize the man, and found yourself even more confused. “Uh- sir?” you ventured, tilting your head and squinting your eyes at the figure. “We’re closed right now, but we reopen at 8 am tomorrow- perhaps you could return then?”

“Oh, but my dear- that’s far too late,” the man drawled, inching closer to the counter behind which you were standing, and with every step he took you could hear the clicking of heels on the marble floor. “Can’t you make an exception for me, sweetheart?”

You felt your heart skip a beat in your chest. Hisoka. He was the one who had been pursuing you for weeks, appearing around every corner you turned. And now, he’d managed to find you at your job.

Hisoka had made very clear his intentions with you a number of times- not quite bluntly, but in a manner that you couldn’t mistake. You, in return, had avoided him as much as you could- you simply couldn’t muster up the boldness and slyness that Hisoka possessed, and while you knew something deep inside you wanted Hisoka to want you, you were frankly just too embarrassed to admit it. Nobody had ever really wanted you the way Hisoka claimed to, and you didn’t know how to react.

“Hisoka.” It was all you could come up with. You absently picked up the keys, now disentangled, and habitually singled out the one that locked the closet in which the store kept the custom dress orders. “I… don’t think you should be here.” Quickly, you turned your back on him, already feeling heat rush to your face at his mere presence, and briskly walked over to the dress closet.

In the dark, you heard Hisoka chuckle lowly. “Ah, even in the dark, I can tell you’re blushing. You’re simply adorable.” His tone was amused, but you didn’t miss the familiar notes of ardor beneath his voice.

Throughly flustered, you thrust the key into the closet’s lock, turning it in the doorknob. You avoided turning to face Hisoka, and not knowing how else to escape, you rushed into the closet, brushing past the flouncing, poofy petticoats and the long, flowing skirts of the dresses inside. You retreated to the very back, up against the wall, stomach fluttering and hoping Hisoka didn’t see you.

“Hiding, are we?” Hisoka queried slyly, and you saw from behind a particularly fluffy dress his shadow come closer and closer to the closet door. “I just adore games like these.”

You startled as he entered the closet, his face now mostly visible in the dim light. Keeping your back pressed against the wall, you didn’t dare to even breathe, foolishly hoping that the magician would simply bore of your antics and be on his way. However, that wasn’t the case- and you were absolutely sure of this when Hisoka promptly shut the closet door behind him, locking the two of you inside.

Your eyes flew wide open with shock, a million thoughts racing through your head. Shit! I’m locked in. No- we’re locked in. Damn it- I’m locked in this closet with him. With Hisoka. Why didn’t I wait until after he was gone to lock the stupid door?

In your internal frenzy, you made a noise in the corner- instantly drawing the sharp stare of Hisoka. In no time, you felt his piercing yellow eyes burning into your face, and you knew you’d been spotted.

Your eyes rose higher and higher as Hisoka came closer. You didn’t want to look away from his face in case you missed something, but Hisoka only gave you that smirk that somehow made your knees weak whenever he did. Before you knew it, you were looking straight up into his gaze.

“Why do you even bother running from me, sweetheart?” Hisoka took your chin in his grasp, his clawlike nails barely scratching your skin, and lifted your head up to meet his eyes directly. “While I enjoy a good game of chase, you certainly didn’t think you were about to win, did you?”

For a few seconds, you were frozen, heart beating a million beats a minute and your lips sealed shut. Finally, though, you managed to speak. “Hisoka- what do you want?”

“Don’t play stupid.” Hisoka’s smile grew wider. “I believe you already know the answer to that, Y/N.”

Before you had a chance to react, Hisoka’s hand wrapped itself around your upper neck and pulled you into a gentle kiss. Instinctively, your eyes fluttered shut and you felt a blush spread across your face again, caught off guard by how soft it was. However, the surprisingly tender moment was disrupted when you felt a second hand slither around your waist, down your back, and eventually settle on your ass, giving it a playful squeeze.

You squeaked in surprise and pulled away from Hisoka, whose expression told you that he knew exactly what he was doing. “Hisoka!”

“My apologies, darling, I just couldn’t help myself.” An unapologetic grin spread across his face. “But I must add- you don’t seem to mind, my dear.”

Your body had betrayed you yet again- here you were, face hot and blushing like a fool. Embarrassed, you dropped your eyes down to the ground.

Above you, you heard Hisoka let out an amused chuckle. “Don’t be so shy, sweetheart- you’re just adorable when you look like this. It only makes me want to have you even more.”

Before you could respond, your lips were pressed into Hisoka’s again, one of his slender hands around your neck while the other took hold of the hem of your shirt and effortlessly tore it from your body; you felt as if the sound of the fabric ripping could be heard for miles. You allowed yourself to kiss Hisoka back for a few more seconds before pulling away.

“Take off your shirt.”

Hisoka’s thin eyebrows raised in surprise before his expression morphed into one of twisted delight. “So demanding…” he mused, golden eyes burning into yours before he complied with your demand, sliding his shirt over his head and tossing it carelessly to the floor.

For a moment you were in a daze, captivated by Hisoka’s glistening pale skin and his beyond impressive figure, a rippling 8-pack flowing down his abdomen and toned pecs and biceps protruding. It was only after Hisoka’s hands wrapped around your exposed waist and gently lowered your body and his to the ground that you snapped back into reality, the sensation of his lips on your neck and his hands slithering up your thighs suddenly overpowering.

“I’ve always imagined that I’d get you in this position one day, Y/N… but you’re even more inviting than I’d anticipated,” Hisoka hissed, running his tongue from your collarbone to the bottom tip of your ear. The soft warmth and wetness drew a gasp from you, and you felt Hisoka’s lips curl into a smile against your skin.

“Such a pretty sound, darling… be a good girl and make much more of those cute little moans for me, alright?”

You barely heard yourself murmur, “Alright,” before Hisoka nudged your bra straps off of your shoulders and began kissing down your chest. You allowed yourself to throw your head back, lewd gasps escaping your lips as Hisoka’s tongue teased your breasts, flicking each of your erect nipples and circling around the skin softly. Then, moving his head down your abdomen, he took hold of one of your breasts in his head, gripping it tightly as he licked a hot, wet trail from just above your bellybutton to in between your breasts, deriving an unhealthy amount of pleasure from the equally surprised yet passionate moan you emitted. One of your hands came down to tangle itself in Hisoka’s multicolored hair, silently urging him to keep going.

Hisoka obliged, and you felt some control slip away from him, his touch growing rougher and more ravenous as his fingers came down to your legs, dancing up your thigh and slipping beneath your skirt but stopping just before brushing your dripping opening.

“It’s a good thing you wore this cute little skirt for me today, huh, sweetheart? I can already sense how wet you are for me.”

Having his hands so close to where you needed them most but not quite there yet was torture, and you knew Hisoka could tell by the ragged way you were breathing. “Hisoka- please stop teasing me…”

Hisoka made a mock pout at your pitiful demeanor. “Aw, so needy already? You’re dirtier than I thought, my dear.” He flipped up the hem of your skirt, revealing your darkened panties and making you shudder. “But don’t be embarrassed- it’s cute.”

Hisoka finally inched his fingers up higher, running the tip of his sharp nail down your covered slit and making you groan, arching up into his touch. He allowed himself another satisfied chuckle before tugging your panties aside and rubbing the pad of his thumb along your wet entrance, moistening his finger before he began rubbing your clit in circular motions- slowly at first, but gradually picking up speed.

“Ah- mm, Hisoka,” you moaned, thrusting your lower half into his fingers. Hisoka simply pushed his middle finger into your entrance, drawing a long, pathetic whine from you as the sensation of his finger inside of you took over your body.

“Oh, Y/N- I’ve only just started using my fingers and you’re already shaking,” Hisoka remarked coyly, slowly moving his finger back and forth inside of you, silencing you whenever you tried to say something with a broken cry. “How long has it been since your needs were satisfied, dear?” he mused to himself, pretending to be deep in thought. “Seemingly far too long, yes? Especially for you to be behaving the way you are, already such a filthy whore beneath my fingers.”

Your face flushed for what had to be the thousandth time tonight. “I’m not a who- ah! Fuck- fuck, Hisoka-“

“You’re not doing a good job of proving it, sweetheart,” Hisoka teased, two fingers now pumping inside of your hole while his thumb continued to trace your swollen, sensitive clit.

“Shut up,” you managed breathlessly, the pleasure building up both within your clit and your vagina and rendering you unable to speak properly.

Hisoka laughed and took his thumb from your clit, eliciting a displeasured cry from you, but it was quickly replaced with his tongue, flicking back and forth in rapid movements along your clit. The noise that it drew from you could only be described as a scream, and Hisoka kept it up for a little while longer, relishing in your shrieks before promptly sitting up, removing his fingers and mouth from your sex.

You were dismayed, about to ask why Hisoka had pulled away, when you lifted your head and noticed the straining tent in his pants as well as the almost frightening lust in his eyes, running up and down your body hungrily. Wordlessly, he stood up, slipped out of his pants and boxers, and bent back down to your quivering form on the floor.

Hisoka was quite an impressive size- you almost felt obliged to look away, but Hisoka’s hand came up to cup your jawline and forced your face towards him before releasing you, your eyes wide.

“Don’t get nervous now, dear. I want you to see exactly what I’m going to do with you.”

You could only watch, aching and sensitive and anticipating as Hisoka positioned himself at your dripping hole, the tip of his dick at your entrance making you quiver before he pushed himself inside of you, every inch he forced inside of your body eliciting a broken whimper from you. Hisoka’s face tightened ever so slightly as he entered you, but once he was settled and began rocking his hips against you, an borderline sinister smile graced his lips.

“How I’ve fantasized of this moment, my dear,” Hisoka purred, eyes fixated on your face as your eyes rolled back into your head with every movement he made, lips parted in silent ecstasy. His next words, though, were lost on you.

“Such a pretty, useless thing. Surely you didn’t believe I truly desired you, sweetheart. But even so- you’re mine.”

[twistedastrology]

- let's talk about pop astrology. -

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u can tell from the singular period in the title that this is not gonna be very positive So let's talk abt why i absolutely hate pop astrology!!!!!!!

and to be fair i will recognize what good pop astrology has done, it popularized the subject ofc and it is partially the reason i got into astrology, so while i cant be Too mad at it, i Did get into astrology thru pop astrology to essentially disprove pop astrology soo... 😵‍💫

real quick btw, and this does actually have significance in this post im not just promoting it to promote it, i have an ig now for my astrology stuff- @twistedastrology on ig go follow me there if u fuck with ig-

But if u saw my about me post on there, you'll have seen the slide where i talked abt why i actually got into astrology- to save you some time ill put it here, but please do go follow me on ig anyway if u like what i do and wanna support me 😵‍💫

like i said, when i got into astrology, i instantly noticed how many of the same keywords were regurgitated for everything.

that's what i notice most in pop astrology.

pop astrology is where everyone says cancers are crybabies, leos are narcissists, aries are hotheaded and impulsive, capricorns are cold and unemotional, geminis are two-faced, etc.

unfortunately and also fortunately at the same time, i have ungodly pattern recognition in just about everything, so of course i was gonna notice the same thing being said about the same sign and the same house and the same planet over and over again-

and to clarify before we continue (random disclaaaimeerrrrr- hey. dont do Anything that i say in this song-), this is what i personally have observed and experienced with pop astrology, im not sayin that it's All like this, but im talkin abt the very surface level, shallow kinda stuff.

that kinda stuff is what made me not resonate with my rising sign and be incredibly confused by my sun sign-

i would read "what ur like based on ur rising!!!! Cancer: U cry too much." and feel so shitty bro- id have to go look at every other sign to see which one i resonated with more and it was very rarely one of my big 3.

so naturally i was incredibly confused abt astrology but for me, that didnt deter me.

the stereotypes and stuff offered by pop astrology are incredibly harmful and play a huge part in making people not believe in astrology as a whole.

say someone's an aries sun and they read one of those posts for aries sun right- the post says something along the lines of "ur incredibly impulsive, ambitious and extroverted!!! u probably cant control ur anger" and it doesn't resonate whatsoever because guess what their rising sign is capricorn (side note: why do i always manage to default to aries/capricorn in my examples im gonna laugh 😭😭😭) and their saturn is in cap too-

but ofc they wouldnt know their rising or their saturn sign bc those aren't focused on in pop astrology- it's all sun, moon and rising-

the sun, in my opinion, is actually one of the least important placements in a natal chart- and i can do an entire post on my take on the sun dont worry i actually rly want to- but to explain why i think that real quick, the sun is the culmination of the chart, it's not its own placement.

so every other placement in your chart has influence over it, that's why i never related to taurus sun stuff because i dont have any other earth placements in my chart and mercury in gemini is my dominant planet- so i had to look at gemini sun stuff, but i didnt know that until i was like knee deep into astrology.

stereotypes are not only harmful, but also largely inaccurate.

and pop astrology also loves to convey the understanding that astrology can be segmented into little pieces, when it absolutely cannot.

"what drives u based on ur mars sign!! cancer mars: ur family :))))" Die.

BUT- say someone Does actually relate to that!!! there's 2 possibilities: they relate to it and they have mars in cancer OR they relate to it and they Don't have mars in cancer

in both of these scenarios, we are completely overlooking the rest of the chart-

you can't make astrology bite sized without also stripping it of all depth. but you can't deliver in depth astrology without it being overwhelming.

kind of a lose-lose, huh?

here's where we need to understand astrology as if it is a science.

astrology is literally an ecosystem, this is how ive always viewed it. you can't interpret one planet on it's own without taking into consideration the aspects it has to it, the degree it's in, the signs that the planets aspecting it are in.

this is scary, yes, and a great way to ward off beginners, absolutely. But if you think it's scary, then you're overlooking the beauty of learning about something that's an ecosystem.

the beauty is you can't interpret one thing on its own, because everything else will follow.

you cant sit down and learn one thing, because you'll learn a whole slew of things and feel like it's never ending- which can be overwhelming for some and satisfying for others.

imagine walking on a floor covered in wires that are tangled with each other. you kneel down and try to pick up one wire and while you can see part of it clearly, it also brings up like 500 other wires for you to untangle as well.

that's what learning astrology is like.

in my experience, i picked up mercury, and mercury brought with it gemini, saturn, what sextiles are, what conjunctions are, the sun, degree theory, aries, and it just kept going.

and the more wires you pick up, the more wires they bring with them.

this is why i hate pop astrology so much- they're picking up one wire, cutting both visible ends of it and ripping it out of tangled mess that is the floor we stand on.

now we don't know where the rest of that wire is because it was forcibly removed from the bunch.

SO! this is why i try so hard to make these posts and explain how literally Everything depends.

"what about mercury in this sign?"

"ya sure! so here's what i think it Could mean, but ultimately it depends."

"depends on..?"

"the entire rest of the chart."

"oh."

anyway i think im abt done yapping now but i hope this made sense- i think the next post i do will probably be the sun one so be on the lookout for that- and again i have an ig for astrology stuff now, link is at the top here- and i have plans to eventually probably make a tiktok as well for astrology but im still figuring that out so ill let you know what happens with that But!!!

thank u for reading i appreciate u and dont be afraid to think in depth abt vast concepts, that is where the mind is exalted 🙏🙏

[httpiastri]

hehe so ever since you talked about college au!pepe i’ve been… doing a lot little thinking (maybe like everyday since) so im gonna give you something to read bc YOU MADE ME THINK ABOUT IT 🫵 now you have to deal with me. hopefully this gives you some inspoooo and a lil smth to think about bc i had way too much fun just thinking ab it LOLL

FIRST OFF ure so right with sebas, chris and pepe being college besties!!! like i think instead of living in dorms, they’d definitely share an apartment together jdbdjfjdjf i tried thinking about who gets to choose the furniture and decos in said apartment but i feel like they’d be giggling at everything they see at ikea, and they’d bicker about whose choices are better so apartment decor shopping takes wayyyy longer than necessary with these 3 and in the end they probs made a google form of their choices (like couches, lamps, dining table…), make their families vote and just buy whatever the families’ top picks are 😭

and somehow, pepe SCREAMS insane pining to me. hear me out… this man is career focused. not interested in anything besides his studies, he lowkey struck me as someone who would want to be a little bit more stable on his feet before he thinks about a relationship? especially with his newfound freedom of moving away from home to live with his best friends too. sure, the thought of having a girlfriend in college doesn’t puts him off or anything but it’s not something he actively seeks either ??? it’s nice and all but he thinks spending his time studying, hanging out with sebas and chris and his other friends, and going back home to visit his family during breaks is just as nice, if not, even nicer. sebas, even more so than chris, thinks pepe should loosen up a bit and would actively TRY to set up pepe on dates after dates with the single girls in his major for like the first semester and eventually gives up because pepe would either 1. cancel on them last minute bc he “forgot he has a presentation tmrw” (he does not!) or 2. could not care less!!! the girlies in sebas major–who fell victim to his date arrangements with pepe–would glare at sebas the day after (bc of wtvr pepe did) and every time he’s like 🥲 guys? 🥲 what did i do? 🥲

that leads me back to the main point: pepe is acquaintance to friends to ??? to lovers coded. LIKEE i can only imagine him getting together and potentially entertain the idea of a relationship with someone he KNOWS. reader (or yn?!) would be friends with sebas or chris because they have classes together, or maybe yn are friends w their girlfriends bc girl power 🥺🤘🏻 and then yn became friends w sebas and chris too so now she has no choice but be dragged everywhere to their hangouts and everything bc they love her!!! (or maybe bonus reader and pepe has like 1 or 2 class together but he never noticed until now) and pepe is a little bit confused every time bc like ? why do you keep bringing this random girl to our hangouts ?? eventually he came around and just accepts that reader will be everywhere he is now bc his friends would not leave you out of a hangout plan. idk how yet but when reader and pepe’s relationship shifted friends-ish to ??? zone he’s a bit like… okay that’s weird. he doesn’t know what it is but he doesn’t like how he feels when he’s around reader anymore like how he did go from tolerating your presence to thinking about every small interactions you guys have ??? like he’s literally losing sleep over it. why does he wish for his fingers to brush yours for longer than necessary when you passed him that bag of chips ?? why is he upset because you asked mark that sits 3rd row from the front for lecture notes, like he’s literally right there, top student of the class ?? why did he offer you his hoodie when you guys’ friends are playing volleyball on a basketball court (don’t ask why and how) one tuesday night in the park nearby just because you shivered a bit ?? i can think of more but i think this is way too long already so i’ll stop here for now JDHDJFJF

up for debate but sebas looks like a kinesiology major, and pepe and chris had def make jokes about it more than necessary 😭😭 imagine sebas is like “guys, i can’t hang out my assignment is due today” and pepe is like “what? you have a curling biceps due at 11:59?” and they’d die of laughter bc. teenage boys. everything is funnier than it really is :D

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darling. oh my GOD. this is so!!!! 😭 "now you have to deal with me" oh there's nothing id rather do 🤭

okay first off YES them sharing an apartment is so on point. istg their families would end up getting so tired of their bad taste etc that one day sebas's and pepe's sisters (ive looked all over to find info abt chris's family situation but can't find anything anywhere 😶 so if he too has sisters then they too would be there) just appear at their door for an "intervention!!!" to make sure it all looks at least a little decent...

and yn being friends with chris's and sebas's girlfriends is so 🥺😭

correct me if im wrong but i have a feeling pepe would be interested in something along the lines of maths/physics/science because i think i remember reading somewhere that he liked that when he went to school? he seems like a smart boy to me. like i feel like he would be naturally good at everything he does in school and he could've chosen anything for his major, but he wanted a bit of a challenge so he picked something most ppl would find hard. and yes like you said, career-focused and not rlly interested in much other than his studies (like he strikes me as someone who would actually enjoy studying? esp when he has to work a bit to solve something) so he definitely enjoys that part of the college life.

also he would be a bit of a popular boy (though not the type to be overly boasty about it, more like "what? me? why??"). handsome, friendly, sweet, smart.... and everyone knows he's single, it's kinda common knowledge. so when sebas goes to people and tries to set them up with pepe saying like "oh he would adore you, you're SO his type!!" they get all happy and excited because "pepe!?! im his type??!!". but then they get stood up and eventually that becomes a whole thing lol, everyone knows that he's just a little emotionally unavailable...

and maybe pepe even went through a relationship that ended a bit badly so that contributes to his "i don’t need that drama in my life, i'd rather just study and chill with my friends" 🤷‍♀️

but about his feelings for the reader.... pepe really really didn't see it coming. he's so clueless about what happened and why his feelings changed all of a sudden. why can't he focus on his studies like he used to? why does the thought of her smile cross his mind even when he's solving equations? why is he up until 4am just thinking about her the night before a super important exam?

and suddenly, it's much more likely that he agrees to hangout with the boys (instead of saying that he really has to study like he does way too often) because maybe their girlfriends will come along and maybe they'll have brought you along aswell.

and he starts doing these little things that he can't even figure out himself why he's doing them. like when he knows you're running late for a lecture you share that's always pretty much full, he puts his bag on the seat next to him to make it seem like it's occupied, so that when you make it to class, that seat just happens to be the only free seat in the entire lecture hall... or how he just happens to have a few of those granola bars you love from the campus coffee shop (he totally doesn't keep them in his bag because he knows you don't like having breakfast before your 8:30am thursday lectures and you're usually starving by the time your shared lab class starts).....

i mean ofc it doesn't take long for you to crush on him as well. in a moment of unusual stupidity (there may have been some alcohol involved), you accidentally confess this crush to the girlfriends.... and of course they tell their boyfriends, and it doesn't take long before all of them begin plotting about how to get you together. sebas wants to tell pepe instantly, but chris stops him like "no no no, we have to think this through. this can't be like one of your usual setups, this needs to be properly planned". so they start canceling plans in the last seconds but not telling you or pepe so the two of you end up alone, etc. etc. and you think they're all so obvious that you just wanna crawl under a rock and cry – but pepe is so so oblivious and has no idea. he really thinks it's all coincidences 😭

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okay this is getting too long already but i just wanna share one other thought i had 🥲 this is ofc further down the story but one night you're all out partying at some classmate's apartment, and you drink a little much... and pepe agrees to take you home, but you're way too drunk to even remember what dorm you live in. so instead, he takes you back to the boys' apartment since it's also, conveniently enough, closer to the party. when he walks you down the hall, he's got an arm draped around your waist and you're clinging onto his shirt to even stand up straight... and when you finally get in, pepe gets some makeup wipes from sebas's room and cleans you up 🥺 and then he finds you an oversized shirt and some pajama shorts for you to sleep in. and after he's tucked you into his bed and he's about to leave, your hand reaches for the hem of his shirt.

"please don't sleep on the couch... it's not good for your back, you'll be complaining about back pains all week" (bonus points if you've already stayed over before for some reason and he let you sleep in his bed while he slept on the couch, and now you're all "you complained so much last time")

and he says "no it's fine, really-" but you bat your eyes at him and go "please? for me?" and he eventually gives in, changes into another shirt and a pair of sweatpants and gets in next to you. from there on, it's just a blur for you both... neither of you can recall how you ended up on his chest... or how his hand made its way to the small of your back, holding you against him.....

but it's especially funny because when sebas and chris come home, not only do they think it's strange that pepe's shoes are by the door ("did he come back already? her dorm is a bit away, he can't be back already can he?") – the sight of your heels a few feet away makes them freak. especially when they don't see pepe sleeping on the couch as they'd expected when having you over. and, as the nosy boys they are, they can't help but peek into pepe's room and sure enough, there you two are... cuddled up like you're something more than just a friend of a friend.....

and when you wake up the following morning, you're a little freaked because !! what are we doing !!!! but then you feel pepe start to wake underneath you and you pretend to sleep again because you can't both be awake now; then you would know you both know about this sleeping position and you'd be forced to talk about it. it's much easier if you can both just pretend like it never happened. pepe smoothly gets out of bed, making his way into the kitchen to make some coffee, but he's startled when he finds chris and sebas already in there, watching him with intrigued eyes. pepe goes like "....good morning?" acting subtle and everything, but the boys just can't hold back from the teasing. "we thought you'd bring her back to her own place?" "was that too hard of a task, huh?" & so on....

and you end up texting chris's girlfriend and beg her to bring you some clothes from your dorm, because... the skimpy/flashy outfit you wore to the party yesterday to impress pepe is not something you want to wear out in public at 1pm on a random sunday.... but wearing pepe's clothes all the way back to your dorm doesn't feel like a much better solution either 😵‍💫

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edit: DID I NOT COMMENT ON SEBAS BEING A KINESIOLOGY MAJOR ??? wait it’s 1am so my thoughts aren’t clear rn so i can’t write a lot (about to literally fall asleep) but omg you’re SO right. pepe and chris are not letting a single day pass without making fun of him for it 😭

[gahyunszn]

habits

genere: angst,,, i think,,

warning(s): none i dont think uhhhh

note: forgot to write that everyone in dc + reader live together also this is like poorly written bc i was struggling to keep it somewhat short, this is so bad im so sorry😭 also ignore the non matching moodboard thingy at the top, i give up,,,

you’d do just about anything for handong, it was almost like she was the oxygen that you enjoyed breathing. you loved her and she meant the world to you, but did she think the same towards you? not quite and you didn’t think she’d ever think the same about you.

handong was a wild card. she would act very friendly one second, flirty the next, then want nothing to do with you afterwards. it was a never ending cycle of mixed emotions, misunderstandings, and confusions. it had left you conflicted and stumped on what to do, but did you care enough to distance yourself to get your feelings for her situated? no, of course not. you were well convinced that you were in love with her and that your feelings for her would never change. you were completely infatuated with her.

“hey, wanna go out for dinner?” handong had asked, sticking her head into your room with a smile on her face. you looked up from your laptop, mirroring her smile.

“sure, who’s going with?” you asked, usually she brought her members along to treat them after a tough promotion period, but she shook her head at your words.

“no one, it’ll just be me and you, now pick out something nice to wear for tonight!” she excitedly exclaimed, turning around and running to her room while letting out little giggles. as soon as you heard her door shut, you let out a breath that you didn’t know you were holding. sure, you were excited to spend a nice dinner with handong, but was it actually going to be nice? were you falling into another one of her mixed emotion traps? were you going to embarrass yourself? all these questions filling your head made it hard to breathe, it felt like you were drawing in an ocean filled with doubt, fear, and embarrassment. if this is how you feel after handong asked you if you wanted to have dinner then maybe it was time you reconsidered your feelings for her.

you put on your best clothes, looking at yourself in the mirror, flattening the sides of your outfit down by running your hands down it. you fixed up your hair a bit before turning around to see handong leaning against your door frame. she was wearing the most beautiful, perfectly fitting velvet dress. you stared in awe for a couple moments, a chuckle erupting from handong who started to step closer to you. 

“you look beautiful.” you breathlessly said. handong chuckled once more.

“you don’t look too bad yourself, ready?” she asked, receiving a nod from you before grabbing your hand and leading you out of the building. 

you two had arrived at a restaurant which looked high end, you were nervous that you weren’t going to be able to afford anything, nervously gulping and feeling your hands start to get sweaty. handong started to walk towards the front doors, looking back to notice you were following her. she softly smiled, walking back to you to grab your hand and lead you inside.

“sorry.” you whispered, looking down at handong’s hand which was slightly intertwined with your sweaty hand.

“for what?’ she whispered back, leading you two to an empty, candlelit table.

“you know…the sweat, i’m just nervous, this place looks so high end.” you said while looking around. handong guided you to your seat, helping you sit down as you continued to observe the place.

“don’t worry about it then, i’ll pay for everything.” she said, opening the menu that was quickly handed out by a waiter.

“no, i can’t let you do that, i’ll look for something cheap.” you stumbled over your words as you opened the menu to see anything but cheap. why had she brought you here of all places? you would have been fine with a simple hangout at a diner, talking over milkshakes and fries. 

the waiter came back to take your orders, handong had ordered a drink that sounded all sorts of fancy and a meal that sounded like it came directly from france while you had just gone with a simple glass of water. the waiter stared at you as if you were an alien, as if ordering water there wasn’t normal, but they obliged and took your menus. handong stared at you, a smile creeping up on her face as she thought about your simple order.

“really? just water?” she laughed quietly.

“of course just water, a bowl of soup was almost 20 bucks!” you whisper yelled, putting your face into your hands. “why did i agree to go out with you?” you groan quietly, your hands muffling your complaints. handong found it harder to contain her laughter, you didn’t understand how this was so funny to her.

“maybe if you think of this like a date then it’ll make things better, who knows, maybe i’ll even give you a treat for behaving afterwards.” her tone turned sultry, you knew she was messing with you, she considered you a friend and you were well aware of that. you couldn’t put yourself through this, not again.

“don’t say that, you know you wouldn’t want to consider this a date.” you lifted your head up from your hands, now making eye contact with the woman in front of you who only raised an eyebrow.

“what makes you say that?” she questioned. 

“maybe the fact that you always laugh off any flirts, making fun of me for getting flustered then proceeding to mess with me knowing fully well that i love you.” you scoffed, you knew this dinner night with her was a mistake, but you were like a puppy when it came to her, you’d do anything to be around her.

“i do that with everyone, you’re nothing special. we’re friends and we’ll always stay friends, nothing more.” handong said, turning to thank the waiter for the drinks and food, taking a sip of her beverage before looking back at you. “whatever feelings you have for me, i suggest you stop them, you’re my friend and you always will be.”

you grit your teeth, not knowing how much more you could take of this night.

“fine.” was all you said, taking some money out of your pocket, slamming it on the table before getting up out of your chair. “thanks for tonight, i guess.” you spoke through gritted teeth as you left the restaurant, heading back home on foot, not caring about the weather or how late it was. if handong wanted you to lose feelings for her then so be it, that shouldn’t be hard when its always been unrequited love. 

it was slightly awkward to wake up the next morning to see handong on the couch after what happened last night, but you’d have to get used to it. you made your way to the kitchen for breakfast, seeing one of your closest friends, sua, making pancakes for everyone.

“good morning.” you said, standing behind sua and wrapping your arms around her, watching as she poured pancake batter into the sizzling pan.

“well good morning to you too, feeling clingy this morning or something?” sua asked, flipping a pancake and pressing down on it.

“maybe a little bit, after you're done with the pancakes then can we go into your room and watch a movie? please?” you pleaded moving around so your face was in her peripheral vision. she smiled and nodded, attempting to finish up the pancakes faster as you started making your way towards her room.

handong overheard everything, it hurt to hear. is this how you felt all along? who knows. she didn’t care, you were still friends in her book and nothing would change that, she could never think of a friend in a romantical way, that would be a complete violation of a friendship. she did have to admit that watching sua happily run towards her bedroom hurt though. sua had always liked clinging on to everyone, but she seemed to enjoy clinging on to you the most. 

“does sua like them?” handong asked herself out loud, but she immediately shook her head. that couldn’t be the case, handong was so sure that sua saw you the same way she had seen you all these years. there wasn’t any way that sua could like you or anything of the sorts, it was just platonic cuddling and movie watching. handong had convinced herself that was the case.

she was far from wrong though. a couple weeks had passed since then and sua made it very aware to everyone that you two were dating, the hickies had only solidified everything. handong couldn’t describe what exactly she was feeling in that moment, something about seeing you so happy with sua had made her feel off. she felt a pang in her chest which was something she had never felt before. she didn't know why she was starting to feel this way towards you, she was adamant about you being a friend and nothing but a friend, but friends shouldn’t be jealous over the other being in a happy relationship.

was this how you felt when she had turned you down back then? did you hurt the way she did as she watched you happily kiss sua in front of everyone? why did it hurt to see you so happy? handong wanted to be happy for you, but she just couldn't. 

[taegularities]

Hello lovely Rid 💕💕

I just had a revelation and since you're talking about crushes I thought I'd share.

But first, I completely understand where you were coming from with your post about dating yesterday. Because meeting people is scary!! And the whole process of getting to know them, and wondering what they think of you and where you stand is so long and scary too. Not to mention the thoughts of just waiting for a bad thing to happen since we've all been disappointed by potential partners before. All of that is so natural and almost like a defense mechanism I feel like. I literally think about how I would like to be in a relationship and then I try to actually actively imagine myself in a relationship and it makes me cringe lmaooo. Like how does that make sense???

But if you do truly enjoy the presence of your work crush I think you should bask in it!! I mean, at least it's something to make work a little more bearable, right? But I mean, this is coming from a person who becomes incredibly embarrassed when they have a crush, so I understand your anxiety.

Now as for my revelation lmao. I saw this tiktok the other day saying that the bodily signs that we have when we're afraid, like heart beating fast and sweaty palms etc, are quite similar to the ones we have when we're attracted to someone and how our brain confuses the two sometimes and I just now thought... remember that really pretty guy from my class? Well, the first time we actually met and talked was while we were waiting to go into an exam lmaooo and I was for sure nervous and afraid. I just thought it was funny because when I first saw that tiktok I thought that that can't really happen that often and then I realised lol. I mean it's not exactly the same, since I had seen him and thought he was pretty many times before that but yeah. Most of our bigger hangouts have been during and right after exams 😭

Now that I've rambled on as usual, I just hope you know that what you're feeling is completely valid. Feelings and people are hard and I guess all we can do is just try to trust our gut and remember that we all deserve someone who's right for us and treats us right too, and that we have all the time to find them. If we even want to of course!

Love you Rid 💞💞💞

ivi 🥺 thank you for all this... i think being scared of a bad thing to happen is literally the exact issue i have. like, im terrified of someone showing their best side to me, just to hurt me later, and oh god i am sooo anxious about possible red flags. it makes me appreciate the way im living rn and im so content with it... but i realised that it's not necessarily bc life's so good rn, but because im so scared of it getting worse and it's so stupid!! like one day ill have to open up. i mean i didn't notice how afraid i was of feelings until now, it's sick.

yeah, you're so right though. im not even going to try anything with my coworker, im just glad i have a friend in him who genuinely cares. but also your revelation, i think i saw that somewhere too!! not a tiktok, but i did read once that fear and love evoke the same physical reactions, like it's so true bc i remember how sick i felt the first time i fell in love deeply lol. i guess there's some fear in liking someone. a lot can happen and a lot does not happen, and like, sirens go off in our brains and we are on high alert and think and rethink about what do or say.. so yeah, pretty accurate :') we have all the time for sure, so ill try not to panic and cry too much and just let things flow 🥺 thank you, ivi.. i really hope you've been well and i love you a lot 🤍

[lqfiles]

dude… everyone hear me out… “come do it for me?”… yeah, YEAH, i would’ve been on my way to his room and knocking on the door and i would’ve been singing him a lullaby or something and then bicker with him so he can call me sweetheart again

(also i noticed the “watch your mouth” and i just stayed silent bc he was being a little bitch so he wasn’t gonna have me fawning over him 🙂‍↔️)

ALSO Spanish lesson:

“la mano” = the hand

“el hombre” = the man

the first one is feminine and the second is masculine. you can use them in a sentence

“la mano del hombre está quebrada” = the man’s hand is broken

so, no, you won’t be able to tell immediately if they’re a woman.

again, mind you, i didn’t even realize we had gendered words 😭 i need to go back to AP Spanish… ive let down my ancestors! 😭😭

(answering your questions from before) and yes I’m busy!! but i have so many ideas im just excited about everything. so, im focusing on the series since i update twice a week, and am focusing on this other imagine that is almost done. so those two are my main priorities for now, and when the imagine is done, imma focus on this imagine that is so far 9k words and im barely in the beginning 🥲

AND SNEAK PEAK?! oooh i would but, i write for a different fandom (BTS *cough*) so imma just stand here 🧍🏻‍♀️🙂

(ALSO I SAW YOUR MARK IDEA? YOURE GONNA EAT SO BAD JUST LIKE HOW YOURE EATING WITH THIS SMAU you’re so talented 🫶🏼)

and yes! i have a digital camera like those 2000s ones and i think i might be able to connect it to my camera so if i can!! i’ll send you Bella’s pictures!!!

AGAIN TY FOR UPDATING SORRY FOR THE LONG RESPONSE IM THROWING YOU YOUR FLOWERS BC YOURE SO AMAZING! 🩷

-🫧

(bella is looking like a stuffed animal lately. her breed “maltipoo” are known to be called teddy bears and you should see how she looks 😭)

you best believe i would show up to his door with milk and a bed time story like don’t you worry one bit haechannie~ and you not reacting to that just because you don’t wanna be seen fawning HSJDHSK you stood on business sis i respect it..

that’s actually so confusing like why would you use feminine terms for a HAND, i didn’t know spanish was complicated like this 😭😭 (though i feel like its not that complicated, you just have to memorise patterns) PLSSS if it makes you feel better i can barely speak my own mother tongue like it’s an actual disgrace 💔

i wanna say 9k is crazy but i literally have a jaemin fic drafted that’s like 10k+ rn that has barely started loll WE TWO TAKE SLOW BURN SERIOUSSS.. that sounds fun tho i hope you’ll have the motivation to finish them off ^^ and you can still share a snippet don’t worry i’ll just pretend it’s haechan 🤫

AAAACKKK lets hope i will ive already started writing the mark fic and it’s at like 2k (or 3) words rn, i kinda got the gist of what i wanna do so the rest is just prayers that i stay motivated, thank you tho :D <3333 THATS SO COOL BTW real y2kish of you, i will patiently wait for the pics of bella when they’re ready 😋 i bet she looks rlly cute as a stuffed animal (not in a threatening way..) if i ever could get a dog i’d probably want that breed too lol

[pallases]

besties it has come to my attention that half my trc box set is missing

[sugawarassoulmate]

SAMU IN A MAID OUTFIT OFC‼️ that's what im asking 😁🤞🏽<333

ahhhhh let's fucking go lmaoo

okay so this is definitely a post-love confession situation bc i can't see bully!osamu doing this before getting serious with you lmaooo

you just rip the bandaid with him like "hey, so there's this thing that i'm kinda into..."

and my poor boy is like "i beg yer pardon??????"

and now you're thinking he'll revert back to his old ways and tease you for it 😭 so now you're like "nevermind, forget i said anything"

but now samu's thinking and fuck he really loves you and he noticed the way your eyes sparkled when you brought up the idea

god he loves you so much, why else would he be on amazon looking up maid outfits in his size 🥴

he hides it from you when it comes in the mail, waiting for you to head to work before trying it on.

it feels so fucking weird at first. his muscles bulging against the soft fabric and, while he's not as toned as he used to be since he doesn't play volleyball regularly anymore, he's still much too big for this tiny outfit

but it feels nice enough against his body and he thinks you'll get a kick out of it

he takes off the dress and shoves it under the bed and waits for the right time to bring it out

"why do ya fuckin' like this so much?" osamu groans, bunching up the skirt of his dress in his hands as you ride his cock. your own fingers tugging at his clothes to pull him closer to you.

he knew you'd like it but he didn't expect you to have this much of a reaction. you're wetter than you've ever been, his cock nearly slipping out of you multiple times. "can barely keep my cock in ya, so fuckin' wet, baby..."

you couldn't form a thought, only babbling "so pretty, samu..."

osamu's never seen you like this and he's so confused that something as dumb as a fucking maid outfit would have this effect on you. "maybe i should dress like this more, huh? if it gets ya cryin' on me like this."

finally, osamu pushes you to the mattress, snapping his hips into you. he's able to bury himself deeper than he's ever been, to the point where the imprint of his cock is bulging from your stomach. osamu grabs your hand and makes you feel how deep he is.

"look, baby, yer tummy can't even handle all of me,"

again, you twirl the pretty fabric between your fingers, mesmerized by how it makes your brute of a boyfriend look. "m'gonna cum, gonna cum, gonna—"

you bury your head in osamu's shoulder to muffle your screams and cream around his cock. the sensation of your walls clamping around him and the sight of your fucked out face is too much for osamu to keep going.

he growls, thick seed spilling deep inside of you. osamu's sure his vision started blurring when he came. when he pulls out, his cum runs out of you, making a sticky mess between your thighs.

he still thinks you're fucking weird, but he'd be an idiot not to do this again.

[marvel-m-lee]

i’ve never done this before so i apologize if i did the wrong thing but for an Encanto prompt, you can do Luisa x Reader where the reader tries to get Luisa to relax, and while they are showing her relaxation techniques we discover that she is ticklish.

Relaxation

Words:2653

Fandom: encanto x reader

Warnings: stress mention, tickles, ALL PLATONIC

Summary: *prompt* Y/n is bored and wants to spend time with their prima luisa, the two learn some relaxation techniques where y/n finds a terrific discovery!?

A/N: HELLO MY PHONE IS AT 1% SO IM RUSHING MY ASS HI HI HI I LOVED THIS PROMPT ANDOTS MY SECOND OLDEST OR SMTH BC IT WAS GIVEN IN LIKE A MONTH OR SO AGO IDK BUT AGESSSS- YOU DID NOTHING WRONG AND IM SO SO SO SORRY I DIDNT GET IT OUT SOONER!!! 😭🤍💕 please enjoy!!

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"LUISAAAAAAA" You called out into the casita. You were incredibly bored and had just woken up from a nice nap, now feeling like you wanted to go find your strongest cousin: Luisa.

You decided to look around the Casita first, knocking on her door and just barging in to find her, then looking in almost every room in the house, even checking your cousin's and siblings' rooms.

You went to bang on your elder sister's door, deciding to barge in instead so you wouldn't make as much noise.

"Hola Dolores, have you heard Luisa around?" You looked around the room as your eyes landed on Dolores's bed, where she sat up, gently reading a book by herself in her soundproof room.

She gently looked up at you and shook her head, but tilted it sideways and listen out even so.

"She's just coming back from rounding up the donkey's" Your elder sister smiled at you and continued reading her book, you smiled and waved her off, gently shutting the door as you left.

You then skipped down the halls and the casita made a staircase for you, or well, opened up a piece of the balcony and you jumped off, creating an ice slide for your way down and stopping right in front of Luisa, making the poor girl yell out in surprise as she caught you in her arms.

"Hey, Luisa!" You waved up, smiling happily at your older cousin as if you hadn't just recklessly thrown yourself into her arms.

The strong woman let out a sigh of relief as she put you down, smiling when she realized you were okay.

"Hey y/n, what's up?"

"Not much, I was bored and Dolores said you could do with some relaxation" you shrugged, quickly getting to the point.

Luisa looked at you in confusion and anxiety- you looked sideways and rolled your eyes, sighing.

"Okay maybe that was a little fib, but Dolores did say you were doing chores! And I'm bored! So equally, I feel like we should relax together" you put your hands on your hips, a wide smile on your face, trying to look like a superhero.

Luisa rolled her eyes with a smirk, it wasn't unlike you to try and get out of things, or joke around. You were like a mix of Mirabel and Camilo and Luisa adored you, especially how you would try and help her relax and let her take a breath, even before the Encanto's shatter.

Luisa began to walk off with a smirk on her face, you quickly noticed this and ran after her. "Wait!-"

"Y/n, I appreciate it but I'm okay, honestly, I'm just doing a couple of chores"

You walked beside Luisa as she made her way through the house. "Really? You're okay? Luisa, it's 3 pm and I haven't seen you since breakfast! Come on, you've done enough today" You teased, throwing your arms in the air as if showing her how much help she was. (A MASSIVE HELP)

Luisa didn't say anything but she did stop to think, this was your chance to convince her, "come on Lui! I can teach you some more relaxation techniques" you nudged her gently, though it did nothing as she was a lot stronger and taller than you.

Luisa sighed with a smile, it had been a while since the two of you hung out and she always loved learning the new techniques you would teach her, they would help a lot too, especially as she learned to open up more and give herself a break.

"Alright- fine but-"

You threw your arms in the air and jumped onto your cousin, giving her a big hug, "YES!!!! LUISA AND Y/N!" Luisa burst out laughing at you and hugged you back, picking you up and almost crushing your bones- not that you really minded, you were used to her strong Luisa hugs, but you did stop by the kitchen to steal a quick snack tia Julieta had made and popped it in your mouth.

You grabbed a couple of blankets and pillows and the two of you went out to the hills not too far from the house. Luisa helped you set out the blankets on the floor and put down pillows and rocks to keep them there- just in case the weather changed. Though right now it was a beautiful sunny day outside and there were few clouds in the sky.

Luisa sat down and watched as you jumped onto the carpet and put your arms over your head, sighing as you looked up at the clouds. You turned your head to look at her and insisted she lay back too. Luisa leaned backwards and looked up at the sky with you, smiling as she already felt happy just hanging out with her cousin.

You smirked at her and pointed a hand into the sky, pointing out different-shaped clouds. "Look Lui, that cloud looks a bit like the donkey's!" Luisa laughed as she saw the cloud you were talking about, she too pointing out one that looked a bit like a bookshelf.

The two of you sat back and pointed out cloud shapes to one another for a while, but soon you sat up and got right into showing her some techniques.

"Okay! so I found out this technique, it's just a normal massage but you have to focus n your breathing too" You explained, standing up and walking around to Luisa's back as the elder sat cross-legged with her hands in her lap.

Luisa looked around at you anxiously as you asked permission to touch her, she nervously said of course and you explained she had to sit up straight and try to concentrate on her breathing. Luisa did as you said, sitting up straight and beginning to breathe carefully. She let you lead her through yet some more breathing techniques until you began to massage her back.

Somehow though, you weren't the world's best massager. You had almost no clue as to what was going on and rotated your hands gently around her shoulders, doing what one of the village people had shown you.

Surprisingly, you were actually doing pretty well for a while. Luisa seemed to be relaxing deeply as all the two of you could hear was the wind and careful breathing. Then, suddenly there was a jump from the strongest madrigal, her breathing hitched up a little as you could tell she tried to hold back laughter yet lean away from your touch.

You stopped, frightened you'd hurt her in some way, though deep down you knew you couldn't have. The strongest madrigal tried to hold back her giggles and cover her tracks with a cough, leaning back to her place and apologizing for moving. Though you knew something was up, you continued again, though this time you moved down her back slightly and accidentally used your wigging fingers to attack the girl's ribs, this made her jump once again and almost topple over as she burst out laughing.

For a very split second, fear overcame you, fear that you'd hurt her or made her uncomfortable in some way, but this all quickly faded as you heard her adorable giggles and laughter. It was nice hearing Luisa's laughter, especially her giggles, it reminded everyone of her age and how kind and gentle she could be.

You glanced from your hand to Luisa, trying to place where it had been and figure out what had happened. It didn't take long though. Your eyes widened as a grin grew on your face, you began to question how you'd never realized or thought about it before? Luisa being ticklish? Now that was gold.

"Luisa? Is everything okay?" You asked, finally figuring it out and trying to hide the smugness in your voice. 

Luisa could feel her face blush as she sat back up again, trying to shrug off the embarrassment with a kind smile. "Ihi- Uh- Yeah! Yeah, everything fine-"

"Are you sure?..." You tried to look at her face but could only see the blush for a split second before she turned away again, trying to avoid you.

"Yep! Yep!"

You sighed and decided to lean your head on Luisa's shoulders, she honestly was almost your height just sitting down- you were also on a hill slightly.

"You know Lui..." Luisa could now hear the teasing in your voice. Your whole life you'd taken after your older brother and you definitely teased like he would- though you could never hide the mischief in your voice, whether you wanted to or not.

"If this technique isn't working... I have another one we could try?" You leaned against her head slightly, your hair tickling around her neck making her shift a little. Luisa couldn't help the nervous giggle that slipped her throat as she looked back at you.

"Ihi mean- sure-"

"Awesome!" You jumped up, the grin on your face clear as the sky. Luisa jumped at your energy as you jumped up in front of her and sat on your knees.

"Okay, you're gonna need to put your hands above your head-" Luisa's face merged into sudden fear and confusion, mumbling and stuttering over her words.

You giggled, "Its to help with blood flow and breathing" You weren't sure how true that was- you knew that you should put your arms over your head if you needed help with breathing to open up the lungs slightly.

Luisa gave you an embarrassed look and you gave her a nod, pushing her to do as you asked and put her arms above her head. She looked down at you, waiting for what you would do next. That's when everything went pretty quickly. In a sudden flash, there was ice around her wrists, not too much but enough that she would be stuck for a moment before breaking free.

"Y/nhn-" Luisa wasn't too sure why, but she couldn't help the nervous giggles that slipped through as she looked at you with happy fear in her eyes. 

You glared back, a smirk wide on your face as you leaned forward and pretended to giggle your fingers at the girl's sides, "Hey Luisa? Are you ticklish?" Suddenly Luisa seemed to be overwhelmed with giggles as if feeling your fingers on her skin already. You were shocked at the results.

"Wow- Lui I'm not even tickling you yet!" You gasped as she tried to hold back her giggles and look away, pretending you weren't teasing jer into next week.

"Shsuhuhut uhuuhup y/n!" Luisa giggled freely, a light blush dusting over her face. You were loving this, you looked up and saw how she hadn't even tried to break free yet, maybe she was weakened by her own laughter? Or maybe... just maybe... she was enjoying this.

"Aw but Luisaaaa! You're giggles are adorable! Tickle tickle~" you teased, gently setting your fingers on her sides as she was suddenly thrown into yet another fit of giggles. She still hadn't broken the ice yet, so you knew a part of her was enjoying this.

"Hohohow is this ihihis helping!?" Luisa giggled and avoided your gaze, knowing you has a smug grin on your face.

"Well my dear prima, I'm glad you asked" you then moved to tickling her hips, making her eyes go wide and jump, laughter turning up a notch. "Tickling is actually a very good technique and actually can make us happier as it sends happy's to our brain!" You then poked her head gently and tickled her neck, teasing her.

You then moved to Luisa's ribs where you continued that attack, laughter still spilling out of her lips.

"Is it working?" Luisa didn't answer as your skilled finger tips continued their attack, but you could see her face going brighter.

You then moved to her thighs and began squeezing, this made the elder jump and almost break free of the ice- which she easily could have, but decided against it.

Her thighs seemed to be a good spot- the more you attacked, the more she seemed to react, her laughter turning bubbly and slowly getting faster and faster.

You knew this wasn't the spot to wreck her though, and for some reason a part of you had made it your new found duty to do so. To destroy her.

You then decided to move to her underarms, and she quickly exploded. Unknowing to what you'd found, you send quite a few tickles to her and she shattered the ice when you'd barely even grazed her, she threw her arms down and her face blushed a deep red, she couldn't help as giggles and laughter spluttered and she squealed for mercy.

You couldn't help as your laughter followed along with your older cousin. Her face was split with a wide smile as a hand continued it's assault from where she'd trapped you, but she quickly broke down, like wet sand.

Luisa began to roll back with laughter, pulling you with her and letting you lay on top. You thought it was adorable how she was trying so very hard to not go crazy but was failing horribly.

"Awww, Lui, did I hit a bad spot?"

"Y/N- HDJDJHSHHSHSH STOHOHOP STOPHOHOHOPP! PLEASE!" Luisa began to roll side to side, trying to shake you off. You laughed along with her until she rolled a little too harshly and you went flying to her side, forcing your attack to a stop.

Luisa was still laughing even after you'd stopped and was curled in on herself, trying to calm herself down.

You stared at the sky for a moment in horror, surprised at the sudden change as you'd been flung beside her, but you quickly burst out into laughter, kicking your legs in the air as you sat up again to look over your prima.

Luisa called down- well... You looked over to her and saw her blushing face as she tried to hide and couldn't conseal your giggles at her adorable embarrassment.

"Luisa! I never knew you were so ticklish? You're adorable!" You teased, wiggling a finger right under her rib that had been exposed.

Luisa quickly jumped up and blushed harder, now looking at you as you yourself burst out into laugher yourself.

"Are you okay?" You asked, smiling at her. Luisa couldn't make eye contact but laughter nervously in return.

"Thahat was... it wasn't terrible-"

You threw yourself back with your arms above your head, a smug smirk on your face as you interrupted jer, "knew you enjoyed it"

"I- what?!" Luisa pretended to sound offended but you only continued to tease her.

"Please! Please y/n stop! I'm too ticklish!~" you mimicked,bursting out into laughter as you saw the bright red look on her face. You jumped up and gave her a hug.

"You're-"

"Amazing? Yes yes, I know" you teased, flicking your hair.

Luisa sighed with a blushing face and rolled her eyes.

"You feeling better now though Lui?" You asked, patting her shoulder even though she was practically your height even if she was sitting down.

Luisa smiled at you, still slightly embarrassed "yeah- I'm okay... and tha was- uh- a good relaxation technique" you smirked at her all the same, knowing just as well as she did it worked.

"No problem Prima, I know my stuff" you joked, hands on your hips once more, acting as a hero. Luisa only rolled her eyes, grinning at you.

You and Luisa hung out foe a little longer, she ended up getting her revenge but it wasnf nearly as sweet as the look on her face when you poked her stomach at dinner, reminding everyone that she was still a nineteen year old.

Let's just say Luisa had to hide later on because your older brother was just as chaotic as you were when you found out this valued information...

[staysuki]

OKAY AH! ok. i pressed read more before starting the last paragraph so LMAO AND what in the world do you mean by they dont end up together? i mean, they technically dont, but yeah. they are a couple that arent at the same time ����👌 basically MU, no labels. by your they don’t., i thought the story ended with them on bad terms or smth. by how much you voiced out you resentment on this specific story, i thought that it was THAT bad. bruh it was still your typical good read, xd ka ba lods. considering it in a readers point of view. i guess as the writer, you really hated that their romance was rushed BUT STILL, IT BE GOOOOOOOOD. im currently typing this ask out like half a day after i read it, since i started it like, 2 hours after sending my previous ask lol. i couldnt help myself after reading the spoiler and because i cant trust tumblr in sending asks in mobile anymore 🤥 so, expect an understandable ask, an ask that finally presented itself as organized after a very long time 😌

initially, i thought that y/n really liked changbin as seen how she noticed his loneliness from his job. or she s just another one of those detective conans, we would never know. i got very confused and curious when changbin stated that he went along seungmins shenanigans. at that time, it got me thinking deeply. does he really like her or was it also a joke? anyways, i kinda expected as much that whatever their feelings for each other were, it would end as them being friends ✨ you could really smell the platonic atmosphere that the dinner had.

next is the drunk call. THAT SCENE WAS CUTE ok? plus seungmins “don t go falling in love with me now” -> ok fine. all my reactions at that part were all "y/n sus" "rupok ni ate gurl" "TAMA KA HAECHAN, Y/N SO SUS". for some reason i keep on chanting that all throughout. but like, i GAVE her the benefit of the doubt kasi ekis sa mga marupok, CHAROT LANG. my literal feedbacks while reading:

- https://ibb.co/JrGmbgK

looking closely at all they went through, the pace of their love story was mediocre (??) in my opinion that is. maybe the feelings started blooming at the time when seungmin bought cupcakes. weird af i know. bUT love works in mysterious ways ✨ above all, i doubt that the whole series covered all their message exchanges. if you look at it outside of the box, im sure there are still one of those behind-the-scenes moments. and seungmin being there for y/n s anxiety attack can really increase her affection for him. maybe at first it was curiosity about seungmin, he s the dorky type naman e HAHAHHAAHA then maybe it developed into fondness 🤷 i think its maybe because you werent able to elaborate more of their love story and that s why i love how open-ended it was. i hope you find the motivation to continue its season 2 bc i really enjoyed reading it 🤪 i ll just be here, waiting for the sequel but also take your time hehe 😗✌

I KNOW RIGHT! LIKE every seungmin as side character has the most male-lead in a romance story vibe. AND I DIDNT THINK OF A seungmin x jeongin competition! that s smart Lovegame anon. and the extra cred dilemma 🤔 YOU are the detective conan, not YHM y/n LMAOO and yes pls drop all those thoughts of yours <333 pick this up ->👑

ohhh, then i ll be waiting for halloween ash 👀

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yeah but that i meant that it’s not ur typical “uwu ily so much mwah mwah” ending 🤧😭 i do really love the ending though, like it’s open-ended in a nice way that they’re on their way to start a new page of their life together but not really ~together~. like all y/n wanted was to have some friends that isn’t haechan (and find out who she really is outside the city) while seungmin wants to pursue his passions without the barrier of him being poor and they were both able to give it to each other, intentionally or not. i love the ending, i just don’t like HOW i got there, i.e. rushed af. that’s why y/n seems so marupok, das my fault, but blame seungmin, he’s too hot 🤧.

also perhaps y/n and changbin’s feelings for each other moreso simmered down to mutual respect towards a person within the same industry. y/n loved being behind the scenes and she liked what she saw in changbin’s works, meanwhile changbin met y/n through haechan, someone who’s pursuing the career that he wanted all along so yeah. they both just confused it with romantic “like”. they are dumdums ig. makes sense for y/n though bc she’s never left her circle, and once she was able to meet new people, she realized what true like feels like. anyway idk why i keep talking about it, ig i’m just forcing myself to like it idk 😭

and yeah let’s just pass it off to behind the scenes interactions, that’s definitely it 🤪🤪🤪. i WISH i’d get the motivation for season 2 but idk, i’ll think about it.

seungmin x jeongin sounds like you’re shipping them together pls 😭😭 friends to enemies to lovers???? also i’m excited about what you’ll think about seungmin in SLC 🙈🙈🙈

and yes, wait for that halloween special, it’s something VERY VERY special and meaningful ehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehheheehehehehehe

[kirascottage]

Yes we want to hear love life tea 🫖

oh my god its so much

so basically during lunch i was talking to my friends and i was talking about the guy ive had an on and off *currently on* thing with since like grade 8 (blah blah blah we haven't talked since saturday but his snap score hasn't moved, he doesn’t know crap about being in a relationship aka texting, hanging out, pda, etc) and so they’re in his class so they said they would find out what's going on for me but they would be slick about it. (they also gave me relationship help so slay!!!)

so they’re talking to him in class (they don't even mention my name) and they ask the guy "are u talking to anyone" he says no, they ask "are you interested in anyone rn" and he goes no and he also told them he was “ghosting everyone” even though LAST WEEK HE ASKED ME ON A DATE BUT HE TELLS THEM ALL OF THAT. (keep in mind he said to me he had a crush on me for SIX MONTHS before he asked me out, so him loosing feelings in a finger snap would be really weird????)

(I also don't think he's embarrassed of me because other people knew he liked me, bc he told them, and they knew he was gonna ask me out which is why I was confused when he said that - I think it might've been bc he doesn't know im friends with them and he didn't want people in his business? I have no idea)

so in during break our classes walk by each other and i catch up with my friends and when he was walking by me, he pulled up his hood and zipped up his coat *this is when they told me what he said in class* we, *me and my other friend* walked by him and his class 3 times and he didn’t say hi to me ONCE!!! (I also purposefully looked away from him the first time BUT THAT WAS BECAUSE I HADNT SPOKEN TO HIM IN THREE DAYS AND THAT WOULDVE BEEN AWKWARD)

so then when we get back to class the friend that I was with, my bestfriend since grade 7 and knows ALL my boy drama, convinces me to text him

so basically i texted him saying "hey can we talk"

and he said “hey sorry it’s been awkward lately. - lot of family stuff has me on edge recently - a lot going through my head”

(the dashes indicate he sent it after the first message in a different text and not his punctuation 😭)

so i *my bff* said: “yeah of course, i get that everyone goes through family drama and that’s totally okay because that’s your personal business but all i want is to not be clueless and to know what is happening. And that doesn’t mean u have to come to me and tell me all ur personal issues but at the same time i just need to know what’s going on with you. By you choosing to ignore me i thought u lost interest and then that creates more problems”

so he said “I’m sorry if i created any problems for you but I just need to figure some things out” and in my head I was like what the fuck does that even mean. because for like a month (even before I knew he liked me) he's mentioned he's been having lots of issues in his personal life, his family life, just stuff but never into detail. so I didn't *still don't?* think he was just trying to blow me off. SO i didn't wanna push him into a corner and be like do u like me do u not like me and get an answer i don’t want bc if there’s still a chance for him to pursue me and i’m just pushing him it just won’t work

so I said "i’m really sorry you’re going through family stuff right now. i just wanted to reach out to you, you can always talk to me if you want too but if not that’s okay too” even though I wanted to be annoying and ask but if this situation was reversed I would get all rude and be like bro go AWAY

he also replied to that last night, but I left him on delivered, and because my phone is charging and im lazy it said something on the lines of he really appreciates that and his gratitude doesn't go un-noticed

so now im gonna wait (even though I shouldn't but I like him and I want it to work out, and I don't

so, henceforth, what the fuck.

[seo-bean]

I was fine until you came along--Mark Lee (blurb)

Request: enemies to lovers mark blurb !!

A/N: guys im sorry im so late,,,im really trying hard to finish these but i just started college so 😭 please be patient with me feel free to request more (i’ll get to them eventually, also gif didnt load im sorry))

SO ALRIGhtttt

youd be close friends with donghyuck….and so would mark

but the three of you wouldnt be close….

donghyuck literally had to choose you or mark bc,,,

when you and mark were together you guys would be so awkward and borderline hateful

it seemed to donghyuck like you were competing for his friendship

but it was never something he’d confront

like it all started when donghyuck over scheduled himself MEANING he had to decide between chilling with you or mark

so then the jealously began

and every time you saw mark you got a little hostile

and mark wasnt nearly as mad as you BC HE GOT TO SEE DONGHYUCK MORE OFTEN

so he would just feed in to the nonsense by saying something equally as mean or worse

and after a while youd literally ignore mark

eventually youd tell donghyuck how upset it made you that he forgot about the arcade plans 

he was one of your closest friends and you depended very much on his company  WOW SOft hours have BEEN ENTERED

like he was one of the people you could talk to about anything

AND THE MORe he saw how marks presence affected your mood the more distant he got from you both

bc he didnt want you sad

so one day mark would see you commencing your walk home and hed storm towards you

MARK WOULD BE SO MAD n hed snatch your headphones out for your attention

youd be so shocked and your eyebrows would furrow

lemme tell you he’d go off on you

“IF IT WASNT FOR YOU DONGHYUCK WOULD STILL BE HANGING OUT WITH ME. WHY DID YOU ACT LIKE I WAS CAUSING YOU SO MUCH DIsCOMFORT,,HE WAS MY FRIEND BEFORE HE EVEN MET YOU” hed literally be a different person

and you would not have known what to say

youd have tears in your eyes bc you missed him but mark had a point 

donghyuck was human and he literally made one little mistake that you blew out of proportion

and it made mark seem like a bad guy even tho donghyucks the one who chose to hang out with him

SO all you could say was “sorry” before you start to walk away and cry

AND MARK WOULD JUST STAND AND WATCH WITH HIS DOE EYES BEFORE FOLLOWING YOU

“wait im not done” hed mumble while sprinting behind you

and youd be so done like ‘IS HE SERIOUS?”

SO HED MAKE YOU TURN AROUND

and hed go “Also why couldn’t I establish the relationship I wanted with you? You ruined it for us in so many ways.” hed drop his arms to his side

before you could speak again he’d go,,, “I thought you were cute and I was gonna ask you out but you treated be so viscously, I got quite defensive and I’m sorry but I still don’t know why you hate me so bad.”

and youd start to feel bad,,, wondering if you and mark played nice would donghyuck return

SO THATs exactly whatd you do….

and mark would tell you to disregard the stuff about liking you bc hed just “say that was for the dramatics”

 youd literally feel so strange

but donghyuck would notice you two getting along

and now the both of you managed to hang out with him at the same time

BUT one day when donghyuck sets up movie night mark would catch you in the kitchen alone

n you’d be super confused 

but hed tell you that he seriously did like you 

he noticed how soft and caring you can be

and he saw how well you took care of yourself and how kind you can be

and hed even kiss you like hed always wanted to

definitely the type to secretly hold hands under blankets and sneak glances at you

initially donghyuck would not pick up on it

but later hed see mark cupping your face in a V NON-PLATONIC WAY

but hed keep it to himself bc you guys came a very far way and this means less fights over him looool