#im so bad at ranking things
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ranking the teens (including hermie ofc) ships from fave to least fave (i like all of them this is just my order of preference :3)
1. oakworthy <3
2. swiftli
3. kickworthy
4. normscary
5. gothcleats
6. oakicks/cheerkicks
7. gotham/scene partners/marworthy/whatever the fuck
8. gothweeb
9. tayloak?? is that what people are calling them
#im so bad at ranking things#just know that oakworthy is my number 1 FOREVER !!!#i had an esp hard time choosing whether my second fave is swiftli or kickworthy but honestly i think me wanting kickworthy there is just bc#theyre a part of my brand#my second fave used to be gothcleats back in the day#in fact i used to ONLY ship oakworthy and gothcleats. BORING#ive really warmed up to normscary and oakicks lately#i just. i love these kids. i love when they love each other. i love love#hashtag polywagon forever#dndads#siren says
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the dialogue choices in this game should be more diabolical
#i love akechi but i sometimes i wish you could bully him like no matter which dialogue u pick it sounds like ur flirting back w him#“i'm going to be completely honest with you. i've always hated you” why can't u say smt unserious back#like “sorry i have a snatched waist and correct opinions on everything.” or like “ur loss lmao”#hate playing darts with this bitch bc i play on a steamdeck and i don't have a fucking gyroscope so like#it's trying to replicate how the joycons or pro controller would throw AND ITS SUCKS SO BAD#like i just see akechi get a hat trick every single fucking time with three bulls in a row and meanwhile im struggling to line the thing up#and then after u finish he's like “hmm i see. that's an interesting way to play it” WHAT THE FUCK THERES LITERALLY NO STRATEGY HERE SMARTAS#I JUST MISSED. IM NOT STRATEGIZING. THERES NOTHING “INTERESTING” ABOUT IT.#i hate going to penguin snipers so much i hope i can get this stupid game on switch so i can actually rank up akechi's baton pass#and not waste like 1000 yen every night bc i refuse to not let a party member be on rank 3#akechi fuck yourself why can't we play 501 like we do with everyone else. why do u have to make everything abt this stupid rivalry#im gonna kms i hate akeci and i hate darts#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#ren amamiya#akira kurusu#shuake#akeshu#lotus draws
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walter white from breaking bad
Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!
#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi#s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as#is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t#cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the#DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner#able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han#took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to#go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an#hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit#fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always#pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i#uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic#amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin#and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa#d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me#n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t#learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every#ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see#this man for what he really is.#breaking bad#walter white#your fave is an anime girl#your fave is#hall of fame
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Out of curiosity, how does the skill grading work? Will we be getting a gift equal to or better than our artwork? Asking because out of honesty, I did not feel like I was paired with someone at my skill level.
This is a question we get a lot. Usually I avoid answering, because a lot of the time it's people trying to push us to disclose if we graded their art as "GOOD" or "BAD", which is totally not how it works nor is the purpose of our skill ranking system!! But considering how much more popular pairing people based on skill was as an option this year, and considering we will thus likely run it this way going forward as well, I'm willing to disclose aspects of our system.
These are my (the host's) guidelines copy and pasted from our mod chat:
"one is the lowest while five is the highest. when ranking i want you guys to consider the technical skill, how finished the works in their portfolio are, and consider the resolution their gift is at/the quality theyre able to share their gift. like if theyre decently technically skilled and their works are finished, but their art is all blurry because they draw at like 100x100 then theyd get marked down on the scale for that
were trying to be objective, of course. if youre deciding between one ranking or another, think about why specifically. we had great examples and explanations earlier from [mod] and myself should anyone want to see
take a participants entire portfolio into account, and try not to use preexisting knowledge of any participants capabilities, if it was not shown in their portfolio. this makes it fair between those we know/may be buddy-buddy with, and the rest of the strangers we are managing
ah and, be considerate towards a wide variety of art techniques and styles. what i mean is, dont just give higher rankings based on background/lighting/rendering, because plenty of super talented and technically skilled artists may not do backgrounds, or lighting, or rendering, or anything else along those lines
additionally, people who only offer writing/physical arts/other are just put in their OWN category, not on the number ranking scale. for those who offer drawings And another art, please mark it as [number]/[other art type]"
We ask for a portfolio, and maybe some people put art in it willy-nilly because they assumed we just wanted to know if they were capable of making a gift in the first place, but it matters a lot more than you think. There were some people who I personally knew were capable of making very large technically skilled pieces, but they only put small doodles and such in their portfolio, and out of fairness to all participants, I ranked them accordingly.
Sometimes people accumulate a small amount of incredible pieces over the years as well, and even if that's not an accurate representation of their typical art, I would rank them higher for that, because we rank people exclusively on what's in their portfolio.
This is also why we ask people to curate a portfolio instead of linking an art blog. If you only linked an art blog, your social media, or a gallery of every artwork you've ever made, we do take everything in your portfolio into account!
To answer your question, this system is far from perfect. I stated "technical skill" in my quoted response there, which is vague. Technical skill, as we define for this event, is not merely based on whether someone can do lighting, or express volume and texture, or naturalism, or anything else, because while those can be indicators of technical skill, we try to be open-minded and accommodating to all kinds of art styles and artists. To define how we rank via technical skill would be going into a lot of very complicated art philosophy and definitions (which to be fair, if you really pressed me, I could define in-depth for you. I'm in uni for fine arts, this is my niche).
If you feel like you weren't paired with someone of similar skill as yourself and feel disappointed by it, that's unfortunate, but it's also the nature of the event. We do try to pair people of generally similar skill levels, both giving and receiving-wise. Either you were paired with someone who was at a higher/lower end of your ranking bracket, or it was a quirk that comes out of inconsistently curated portfolios.
I'm disclosing this information in hopes it can bring ease to people in showing how much we care about being unbiased and fair in this event, to artists of all skill levels. These rankings are, for the record, not comfortable to assign to others in the first place by nature, and they're definitely not an indicator of whether one's art is "good" or "bad". Art is a journey with many steps, and a skill that takes a lot of time and energy to hone. Being at the bottom of a mountain doesn't mean you're a terrible climber, it just means we haven't yet seen your full potential!
#ask#anonymous#not important#i use 'we' and 'our' here for keeping a professional front on this account. and i was speaking to my mod team here#but i ended up handling skill rankings solo this year actually#hence the inconsistent pronoun use#also i didn't want to put this in the main post because i hate to end things on a sour note#but if i get any comments or asks being self depreciating#or even god forbid#rude to others about having “worse” art than you#i will delete this post okay. i know being self conscious about art skill is something many can't help#but i don't want me putting this info out here to be a catalyst for that#even though i assigned the rankings- i don't think a single person who's participating this year has “bad” art#im always greatly inspired when i view everyones portfolios! lovely ideas and execution and techniques exist regardless of skill#art is so much more than being “good” or “bad”
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the worst part about finding more and more about totk that i dont like is that ... it seems like one of my biggest fears is going to become true; all of my previous hyperfixations died because a new thing of the franchise came out and i didnt like it, turned that strange, perhaps unhealthy, love and attachment into disappointment and sadness and im afraid thats happening to zelda right now, the one hyperfixation i hoped could last or at the very least i would just grow slowly away from in a good way if it was just totk that i didnt like, tho its hard to see all the love people have for it and just ... feel the opposite about it, it would be fine (heck i really disliked links awakening but ultimately i just regret spending so much money on it, it didnt impact my feelings about the rest of the franchise) but because it diminishes everything about botw too .. a game that i still love deeply, its not fine aside from me not liking anything they did with the zonau, it basically steamrolled botw too, damn near ignoring it ever happened, cramming in zonau stuff where it wasnt before just so its literally everywhere, taking its mysterious and answerign them in boring ways, implying that stuff i loved so much about botw was yet just another zonau thing (the three dragons possibly having been zonau ..........the ancient hero mystery being .. that.......) people basically claiming as fact that its somehow slammed into the old timeline despite it making no sense nor has any evidence aside from some names that happened to be used once before or them saying whats the point of ever looking at botw again bc totk does everything "better" ...
you cant ignore it really, even if i try to ignore what i dont like, i know whats revealed in totk, and others know it too.
and in turn it all makes me go back to that strange self hatred i thought i had finally left behind, the why do i care so much, its stupid to care so much about a piece of media i have no control about anyway, whats the point of caring so much, you have wasted so much time and effort and thought and tears about something like this, why are you so weird, why cant you just be like everyone else and love it all, why are you like this, stop being like this.
knowing i cant stop being like this, fearing from the start it might happen just like it has so many times, that i fall in love with a piece of media so much that when it gets a new thing that i dont like but affects every aspect of it it all flips into anger first, then disappointment and sadness and in end into wishing i wasnt weird like this, knowing i cant change it ... and it turning out true
#ganondoodles talks#i dont know how to feel#i dont want to lose interest i really dont#but im seeing it happen just like it has all these times before#on top of feeling bad for beign so negative#also feeling like the villain here bc so few people have the same criticisim as me#the only people that dont like it are those posting rants on youtube complaining about enemy variety or whatever#the game wasnt what i expceted nor what i hoped but weird thrid worse thing#that i dont know how to feel about#.... not to mention being afraid of making myself hated for being the way i am#probably the reason why so many popular zelda artists i liked and even talked to suddendly completely shadowbanned me#im afraid of losing everyone i got to know in this fandom#for being over emotional and annoying i guess#or maybe i am just a bitch#maybe they are right#maybe theres a good reason i never joined the ranks of cool and relatable popular artists#and maybe its better for me to stay in my weird lil bubble
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HOW DO YOU JOIN WITH BASE 32 STRENGTH?? KJELLE JOINED WITH 18 HOW DO YOU HAVE 32?!?!?!
#ann plays awakening#i got his mom late so i recruited him two chapters after everyone else#so about half of them have made it to promoted classes#HES STRONGER THAN ALL OF THEM?????#closest ive got is two units at like 30 str#UNLEVELED GEROME JUST HAS 32. WHAT#this fucking guy. i love him so much#havent recruited him yet cuz im tired and his paralogue on lunatic is daunting#i was j grinding his moms’ support rank which is mindless#so his paralogue is a tomorrow thing i was just looking at his stats to know if i should pass lethality to him#im not going to do that 😭#i just. i wasnt expecting 32 i was expecting like 28 at most#i am surprised he didnt cap strength actually but looking at mods he actually gets +6 strength which is like. insane#i think the highest u can get without the avatar is like +7?#so not bad. i honestly didnt think say’ri had a str mod im kinda surprised. definitely pleased tho
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Spirit of Justice was a game. It was a game that made me actually feel some kind of way about Dhurke Sadhmadi as a character. (That way was sad, mostly, and also complicated other emotions.)
You see your son for the first time in ten years. He looks happy. He doesn't look happy to see you. (You don't blame him.)
Idk I think he's...he's a complicated man and I do rotate him in my head. He did what he thought was best in a very complicated situation. It just so happened that all this managed to achieve was inflicting Apollo with some of the worst abandonment issues shy of Trucy (which it sure says smthn that Those Two In Particular probably have some extremely awful abandonment issues lmao).
Anyway uh...nothing quite like drawing fanart to keep from falling apart at the seams. Shouts out to Ace Attorney for being pretty evergreen as a fandom for my ADHD brain and good for me rotating my artistic crops. I can write, I can draw, and I never really burn out which is nice! (Knock on wood.)
#the sheepy does art#ace attorney#ace attorney spoilers#spirit of justice#spirit of justice spoilers#aa6#aa6 spoilers#soj#soj spoilers#image description in alt#sorry for my dogshit pictures of my terrible 4am pain-induced brainfog handwriting#but also ive been experimenting with art lately#mostly pushing poses and so on#and i think im starting to get better at certain aspects#anyway uh i think dhurke is a guy#and that subset of guy is ''somehow not in the bottom ten worst dads of ace attorney''#id rank him above people like mr winner and manfred von karma but below the goat of all aa dads mr damien tenma#hes about the same place as phoenix#aka: not great but not for a lack of trying#anyway apollo is in his right to have compicated feelings towards dhurke#and i think dhurke is the type of guy to (outside of These Circumstances) have given him time and space to sort it our#but also like shit was Bad and he needed to do things Fast so#sorry AJ you gotta suck it up for 48hrs or so
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just saw a scene from the good doctor on yt shorts, currently kmsing
#i need to watch the whole thing for research on bad autism rep#im ranking shows#so far it goes#from best to worst#community#abed in community#judah in bojack horseman#idc if its not confirmed i love him#probably then sara from young royals#i feel like her character isnt super likable in early szns but she is good imo#also bonus points bcs shes played by an autistic actress#then sam from atypical tbh#then young sheldon#then old sheldon#i hate themm#anyway yeah i havent watched that many autism shows 😔#if anyone sees this and yk any (good or bad) tell me and i will dutifully watch#after i finish b99#and heartbreak high#and mythic quest#anywayyyy#im bored#can u tell#alex says shit
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tired girl hours i’m just ranting bcos i don’t have enough time to cry
#tw rant#studying med is no joke. ik it was gonna be a commitment n that it wasnt gonna be easy n i thought i was prepared but im not#its my passion. i love what im studying and ive dedicated myself to this path but i just. its so hard n i just want to cry. everyday feels#so tiring. morning to night classes. when i get home i have to read 4 chapters MINIMUM n the books are so thick + exams almost everyday#i feel worse knowing there’s this 1 girl in my friend group that cant decide whether she likes me or not. one moment shes complimenting me#n asking where i get my outfits or my nails done or my earrings or whatever then praising me that i probably study the least out of everyone#yet still reach high student rankings but its not that im lazy im just so exhausted n its hard to have motivation... lowkey envy how my#friends study minimum 4 hours a day. we’re all tired n sleep deprived. even taking 30mins to eat makes me feel guilty. cant even watch 1 ep#of an anime bcos ill be thinking about the amount of work to do. and i have sm plans. i wanna be more active and have a healthier lifestyle#but i cant find it in me to wake up every 5am to go to the gym when i just wanna get as much sleep when im lucky to finish my studies today#i also dont see my bestest friends everyday anymore. some of us move to diff unis or some in diff majors. i just miss them so bad it hurts#and i miss the girl i used to be when i still had time and energy to indulge in my hobbies. i miss playing genshin and writing fics#just when i got back to writing and enjoyed it LOVED IT i had to go back to uni. i feel terribly lonely even when im always with people#im afraid ill completely lose grasp of the little things that make me happy bcos the weight of my responsibilities are heavier#im afraid ill be too focused on success again like i was when i was 17 and forget that its okay to relax too but idk#and i wanna meet more people make more friends have new experiences. i wanna feel alive again. and theres sm i wanna talk to or get to know#but im so afraid of people hurting me or disappointing me or people getting to know me only for the friendships to fail or we’ll dislike eac#h other. i wanna date and fall in love again and experience the romance my peers have. i wanna have someone to call my own person but the fe#ar of having someone only to lose them someday scares the hell outta me. im not ready for another heartbreak so i isolate myself and watch#people from afar. uni gives me sm freedom to do everything else and form my own identity but i dont wanna be Perceived. I wanna be heard and#seen n connect with people. but w my curreny state idt i can handle being vulnerable with others. it feels so lonely that the things i want#are out of my rrach but idt i can manage my time to meet new people and make new memories. i console myself by shopping a lot and going to#spas to relax yet i still find it hard to sleep. im afraid im wasting my time. im not as brave as i used to be. im not as efficient as i was#i get older and more tired and while i never questioned if studying med was the path i want i do question what will happen next#“is this all im ever going to be?” im good at what i do but day by day i lose sight of tje girl who knew how to laugh n smile. ik what makes#me happy but i rarely smile genuinely anymore. im so tired and want to sleep for a long time but i dont wanna fail. i dont wanna be NOT good#but it makes me cry when i know i can do many great things but i dont feel loved. people compliment me but dont approach me bcos they say im#intimidating or that im too quiet in class. i wish i could tell them i wanna join their parties too or i wanna meet their friends n hangout#but what if it doesnt work out? what if i wasted my time getting to know someone id eventually regret? what if im the disappointing one?#the days are getting shorter but it always feels like a long day. im ashamed to admit i want someone to hold me yet refuse to have anyone
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can i ask for your thoughts on all of the phantom thieves ?
i feel like im being interviewed lol... and well i've completed p5(r) 3 times + i'm starting my 4th right now so clearly i have a lot of thoughts so i don't know how to boil it down into a sensible easily communicated response to a tumblr ask haha...
basically i love everyone...um. in short (p5(r) spoilers):
joker: the most trans in any direction character, stylish, fun, mostly-silent swag. i love protagonists. joker can hold multitudes. insert the behind the mask lyrics. i think about 3rdsembadend a lot. also "canon" names wise i prefer akira by a fair amount if that matters. keeping them unnamed in my comics is a deliberate choice though haha
mona: people need to stop being mean to him he's literally a cat. my brother loves him :) little guy... yeah okumura palace sucks but most of the others have shitty moments too...lol. he's literally a little guy what more do you want. ask me about my thoughts on his gender
ryuji: my best friend!! i think i enjoy him more and more over time he's so ride or die. just a swell dude. such a bro. simple in a good way. aftermath aside his moment in shidopalace is so iconic of him
ann: my second favorite 5 character i love her so so so much. maybe her relevance drops hard post-kamoshida but do i look like i care. she makes me happy :) and also she will forever be iconic for the whole "he can't suffer if he's dead" thing. there are types of characters that i like.
yusuke: okay. confession. the reason yusuke's barely showed up in gomics (he was in the background One time) is because i'm bad at drawing him and worse at writing him (i'm aware the standard of writing for these things is low (lol) but i just can't channel his vibe. being an artist and Like That doesn't even help). i love him though!! he's so funny and his confidant rules. etc. one of those characters that i don't think of 24/7 but when i do think about him it's like. explosion
makoto: she'll figure things out.
futaba: little sister obtained...!! she's my everything. like...dude. i don't know how to put it into words to be quite honest she's just so real. so real. so real!! her palace was good :') she's really fun and resonates so well emotionally... mental illness represent and stem kid solidarity (i do not have the capability of hacking into the government). iconic that they gave her the male velvet suit.
haru: she really needed more screentime i know that's not a new thing to say but it's true she gets overshadowed SO bad. i adore haru... it's. um. the like. reservedness? like she's been holding things back. and strength. and the "i am no longer your subservient puppet". it's interesting how she doesn't get proper resolution for her palace-related troubles like the others (read: dad got assassinated)...and yeah the gap moe of her capacity for violence also. #girl
goro: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeah. um. he's my favorite. anyway
sumire: i like her a lot, just more in theory than in practice if that makes sense... why did they put her hair back up and steal her glasses... i think her inclusion in sae's palace is kind of nonsensical but i get it i guess it's for returning players and all. love the cinderella thing she has going on. she's sweet. she has so little time to really shine which is a bummer. i like her. she's a good contrast to the other two in 3rdsem and funny also.
#bobtalk#ask#i feel like my opinions are kind of standard...?i dont know what anyone would get from this but well. im here#i was going to post a tierlist a while back and then i remembered that i hated ranking things and it lacked nuance. im kind of like that#if this was meant to be a different question (the wording was very broad) then i apologize haha#ALSO MY OPINIONS ARE CHANGING ALL OF THE TIME FOREVER. BY THE WAY#in case you can't tell i'm famously bad at communicating things in words. well i'm cute so it's OK.#now it's time to never look at this mess of words again. love you guys
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after much fighting with the VE-20B generator, here is balteus' shield and health being melted with very high damage pulse guns :3
#dibi#armored core#the ins and outs of it is#there's a generator stat called 'energy weapon specialisation'#that alters the damage (and charge speed for weapons w charged attacks) of energy weapons#it doesn't work with melee weapons or plasma missiles unfortunately#but the VE 20B generator has the best energy weapon spec#the issue with it is its stamina and EN output are both bad#it is Entirely built for en weapon spec to a fault#so you have to optimise your build like crazy to make it worth using#this build can hold two laser handguns and two laser cannons on the shoulders#and it uses 3641/3641 EN with those equipped#it hits pretty damn hard like that#i used it to s-rank the michigan mission#assault armour for ACS break and then the dps is insane#i LOVE trying to make the 20B work#hope i can find more interesting parts to squeeze optimal builds out of#i think the thing im really struggling with is coral weapons#i can't really make a coherent build with just coral
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God it’s so embarrassing to hate vbs cuz of sensory issues
#og post#it’s only really w an and akito cuz they do this moan/growl thing w their Voice#I couldnt get past the first few seconds of ultra c it was such an awful feeling#I don’t wanna say i felt like I was gonna have a meltdown over it cuz I’m almost a fucking adult but god it#it was so bad#this isn’t to say I hate an and Akitos voices they sound fucking great it’s just the direction#this isn’t even limited to vbs btw#when I listen ti love ka I have to physically brace myself for ruis ending line i hate it so much#it’s so fucking violating and gross#proving to me that I would NOT enjoy breath play#anyways Back to what I was saying#I cant in good conscience Rank an and akito high in my fave vocals lo#list*#I KNOW theyre two of the best singers in the game#I FORGIT TO CESNOR THEIR FUCKING NAMES.#ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhjnnnnjm im so sorry aki and an Fans#wtv i can always delete this#self soothing techniques coming in clutch (no theyre not)
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I'm all ears for this little rant you have, bud. (@izunias-meme-hole
ok so like
im a big fan of touhou doujin music. HUGE fan. i own so many cds. i also am one of those people who really likes listening to instrumental versions of vocal song. so you can imagine how fucking PUMPED i was when i saw hit circle COOL&CREATE (the circle that made 'Night of Knights' or however the fuck you properly translate it) was putting out an album with karaoke versions of a bunch of their vocal songs!
now, i think my mistake here was ASSUMING 'karaoke vers.' was the same as 'instrumental vers.' because you know. it usually is
in this case it... kinda wasn't. like the vocals are removed, yeah but only the leading vocals, the backing vocals are still there. which leads to some songs being basically instrumental, but others being eh....
yeah '天弓天華オトハナビ' is pretty much still the exact same. which is a SHAME because i REALLY WANTED AND INSTRUMENTAL VERSION OF THAT SONG ACTUALLY-
sigh.
i just wish there would be more instrumentals of vocal songs released. like how 'INTERNET SURVIVOR's album included instrumentals of both the songs on it. that was good!!! i really liked that!!! i listen to those a lot!!! or like the old IOSYS instrumental albums (which i wanna get my hands on some day), those are really fun!!!
anyways sorry im really passionate about dumb stuff like this and just feeling mildly disappointed after getting the album today cjhvbgcuj-
#shook rambles#shook responds#yeah im just. man sometimes i really wanna just talk about touhou fan music#like a few years back i started a word doc where i listened to and ranked/reviewed every iosys touhou album up on their music channel which#is a DERANGED thing to do but tbh i wanna continue it#if only to inflict the psychic damage that is some of their songs onto others (its bad its so bad)#idk. maybe i finally will lol#i never got THAT far so it wouldn't be too hard to go back and redo the few i had done....#...maybe. we'll see lol#anyways. yeah thanks for coming to my ted talk lmao
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#when i was in high school i played a party game with some of my classmates at a get-together where you had to rank people on questions#yearbook style awards really. whos the most handsome. who's the most annoying etc etc#i flew under everyone's radar except for the question who do you think will die a widow#i dont know. i think about that alot. because i was still so unsure of myself and my relationship to gender and sexuality#it sort of felt like everyone in the room pointed a finger at me and labled me UNLOVABLE#and sure. the events of a house party in 2017 shouldn't still effect my day to day life but its sort of hard to ignore that feeling#it wasn't an especially kind thing to leave me with when i graduated and went off to college#i never tried dating in college. i think that unlovable label sort of hung over my head for my entire formal education#i had friends who did date during college. with varying degrees of success. and im really happy for them#but i couldn't bring myself to try and put myself out there. i didnt feel like i was a suitable enough person to even attempt it#idk. then covid hit and i jjst dont enjoy meeting new people#and now im 24. my little sister has more dating experience under her belt and I'm really starting to love up to that dying as a widow omen#whatever. i dont wanna be annoying and sad on everyones feeds I know thats bad manners#but i dont talk about it and ive been thinking about it alot#ill delete this later or something. if i remember to#personal
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finally jumped off the deep end and listened to all the stuff i'd missed out on
#personal#exo#screaming crying throwing up bc i def have rose tinted goggles for overdose (the song) but not overdose (the album) so ranking it was painf#cmb too but to a lesser extent plus exodus is a perfect album anyways so win-win for me#if youre wondering who the big gap between it and lmr its bc its me im the fabled love me right hater#the only good new song was promise which makes the whole repackage not worth it imo#but all the songs that were originally in exodus are still there and still GOOD ykno so i can't say its a bad album either#i also wouldnt say love shot is better than dont mess up my tempo but instead more of an already good thing (all the new songs were great)#still upset love shot (song) ended up more popular than tempo btw
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sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song
#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to#put devil went down to georgia in the queue#i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell#if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay.#i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏#sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected#but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an#add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It#does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me#but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the#2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast#recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother#ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is#just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok....#AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine.#if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my#blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is#out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so#me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]
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