#im sk tired.
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*grabs u by the shoulders and shakes aggressively until u agree that there’s simply nothing better than chuuya calling dazai osamu OR (arguably better imo) ‘samu in fics*
#ITS JUST SK FHWKDBDJ#ESPECIALLY. DURING A LOVE CONFESSION#KR WHEN DAZAI ISNT EXPECTING IT AND ITS PORTRAYED AS THIS LIKE BIG MOMENT#i read a fic a bit ago where chuuya called dazai osamu and it was just. never spoken about#it was like ‘hi osamu’ chuuya waved. dazia waved back. then he ate lunch#OBV NOT THAT but like idk i sobbed for hours#MAKE THEM REACT !!!!!!!!!!!!im so tired#lea.txt#bsd#bungo stray dogs#sobbing violently#bungou stray dogs#bungou stray dogs dazai#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bsd chuuya#skk#soukoku
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Artistic rendition 😌
#why yes. i do call myself. a drawer#im sk fuckjng tired yall#animals#cats#petblr#cat life#catblr#cat lovers#cat#my cat#cat photos#calico#calico cat#cat memes#cat pics#pet cat#cat painting#cat pictures#cat drawing#haha#funny#lol#meme#memes#bad art#stupid art#stupid doodles#cat doodle#queue
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Do you ever think about how it’s canon that Blade is constantly in pain? How he constantly feels the aches of wounds engraved into his time and time again because they couldn’t properly be healed by the abundance dwelling within him? How something’s healed wrong and now he feels how wrongly they healed every second of his life? How he can feel his body being continuously reconstructed, a never ending cycle of his body being torn apart and rebuilt? How his hands can no longer forge because they have been destroyed? How multiple parts of his body, from his hand to his leg to his chest all the way down his torso (if you check his model) are encased in bandages?
And how Bailu’s line about him smelling like fresh blood has the potential for many interpretations, including the potential that some of the wounds Ren has that his body refuses to heal could literally still be open and bleeding?
Because I do, I think about it all the time. The state of constant pain that's he's in due to the very thing keeping him alive and not letting him finally die and rest and all of that coming together to be why he's so severely tired and just wants to rest? Yeah that lives in my brain
#thinking about this bc my chronic pain is particularly awful today#me and blade... chronic pain twinsies#im sk tired#Anyways#I need Blade crumbs stat I can feel myself foaming at the mouth#i miss him sm#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr blade
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St:SNW rant
I just saw the most amazing gifset of that moment in momento mori where chapel tells una "it's like giving birth through your mouth" (edit : it was @startrekuniverse who made the dope gif set, I love you btw)
Una and Christine are the MOST UNDERRATED dynamic. Genuinely I need to see them interact more. I've said before I don't think that T'pring is Christine's character mirror foil or whatever bc she isn't really. Una is the opposite of Christine.
Una is so put together. She is the literal poster person of first officers. She is always put together and just radiates dignity. (Somehow she gives like. Teacher vibes but I can't see her teaching a specific subject?? Maybe she just authority-s so hard I'm getting confused idk) She has been trying to be the picture perfect officer for years. She said it her self, she worries how people would see her (as an illiyern(fuck spelling I'm tired)) if she wasn't Ms. "She's beauty she's grace she's gonna punch you in the face" Because she hasn't ever had the chance to exist in starfleet without that threat of being discovered, she holds her self to this impossible standard that she some how achieves. Outside of that, she is a silly little workaholic who loves her job a little too much at times. (I mean. Tbf it's STARFLEET I'd also love it)
Compare that polished, put together-Ness of a first officer to someone who didn't even technically join starfleet, Chrsitine is part of an exchange program. (I'm only considering snw, sorry) Christine is bouncy and open as soon as we meet her, she sasses back at La'an and jokingly flirts with spock. She has the worst bedside manner and loves to chase people down hallways. Her reaction to Una bring Illiriyan was basically "I'm not a cop, I'm cool with it" She radiates weird girl in the best way possible. We see her be messy in relationships and goof off here and there. (Can you tell I hyperfixate on her all the time?) Uhura is "unburdened by conversational boundaries" and will say things on accident, Christine will say the weird thing and she will say it with her chest.
Christine is so unabashedly herself while Una is always on duty as the first officer, so professional. Una ties a lot of herself to her job and Christine loves science to the point she will chase it to other planets, she isn't tied to the ship.
There is so much space for tension and conflict between them. I can see Christine making a joke during a hard time and Una snaps. Maybe Una makes a tough call command wise that Christine disagrees with because they could've done something, the head vs the heart. They would also make an excellent team, Una with her tactical experience while Christine has science and leaps of faith.
You know those videos where the magnets are on a track and they collide really hard and the thing in the middle gets fucked up? That's what I want with them. I know im seeing the shrimp dynamics but I swear something there is worth exploring I SWEAR
#i suppose if I wasnt ace id want them to fuck nasty or smth but im sure other people are doing that#i dont ship to be clear but i woild read romantic fics between them for the dynamic#star trek#snw#snw meta#star trek snw#star trek strange new worlds#star trek: strange new worlds#strange new worlds#una chin riley#Commander una chin riley#whats her rank? idk#christine chapel#nurse chapel#una x Christine#there isnt a ship tag :/ i swear i saw one#una chin riley x Christine chapel#im so sorry for spelling stuff. im tired and kn moble. finger go brr#i know how niche this is but also i havent felt up to making fandom shit in. a long while sk this is a win
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I'm sick to my STOMACH everyday I wake up and try to find some good boots n bombs fanart and either there's none that I haven't already seen before or they whitewash demoman or make him look like a caricature can I PLEASE PLEASSEEE JUST LOOK AT MY OLD BUFF MEN YAOI IN BLISS ??!??!!??!?!?! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK ILL DIE
EDIT CAUSE I JUST REMEMBERED THIS THE AMOUNT OF MISCHARACTERIZATION OF DEMOMAN I HAVE SEEN????
HES AN ALCOHOLIC BUT HE CAN STILL FUNCTION WHILE DRUNK ITS WHEN HE ISNT DRUNK THAT HE CANT FUNCTION!!! HES A FAMILY MAN HE TAKES CARE OF HIS MOM HES A HARD WORKER HES RESPECTFUL hes literally the nicest merc (probably besides engie) and ppl always portray him as some rude sloppy tired drunk who isn't capable of anything when he's literally the most capable, nicest, sweetest, funniest merc ever I love him so much he is my husband and he deserves better !!! fuck !!!
#im sk tired of seeing every other ship except the ones with the only poc character in it#fix it rn#PLEASEE EIM ON MY KNEESNPLEASE PLALSEPLEAAEE#I JUST WANT MORE BOOTS N BOMBS FANART PLEASEEEE PLEASEE PLEEAASSEEEE#tf2#tf2 demoman#tf2 soldier#demo#demoman#soldier#boots n bombs
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Also kinda wanna rewrite late night help with the assholr ensemble but instead of them coming to help cuz Ur drugged uo
It's them fucking getting you cuz your drink and you keep turning down Whitney cuz you have a "boyfriend" and them to come get you
Power move, older men easily side stepping these drunk losers to come get your ass. Town doctor, riches guy in the farmlands, the weird care taker, etc. Grumbling and getting your dumbass
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I am going to Drag the steve saga characters into fandys workdand watch hie theybreact
#guys im soo sk tired#and j wanna sleel but kts hard. and akso i wanna draw#but im bkuta freaking honkk shooo mimimimi fir RRAL#falls iver
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Girl help I am completely giving up 👍
#my father is abusive and nobody beleives me#my sister who doenst live with us's husband is abusive#i have nowhere to go#my therapist didnt believe me about my shit#i am trapped#it doesnt matter what i do im just. fucked.#fuck#im sk tired#im so fucking tired#i dont have energy to talk to friends and i wnat to so bad#all my energy is bejng used ul by living with my fucking abusers#and i cant fucking help my friends anymore#im spending all my energy trying to keep my abusers from killing me#god#im tired#im so tired#i jusg want it to stop#candyskiez vent
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cracks eyes open
got an email back scheduling a phone interview for tomorrow at 9:30am so
I'm gonna have to go to bed wayyyy early tonight 💀
#putting this here so hopefully i don't forget#i was excited but now im stressed#ots an in-person job#i have been working remotely sinxe 2018#except for the 3 days j was in office when i started ny previous job in 2020 before we all went to remote for covid#it was awful lol ... social anxiety is Real Bad#but my god i need JOB#im tired of being broke and i wanns move out!!!#also i wanna see dreamcatcher in november lol#cries.....#idk if im giing back to sleep or not my head hurts sk hopefully for s littlw bit...#out of blades#k¡ll me lol
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spare first thing in the morning yahoo!!!
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i’m not even scared (lie)
#text#i need to get my fucking muscles to untense but they wont ive been operating near max scared for almost 2 months#physically exhausting experience. im sk tired#🗒️
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Nothing quite like getting abruptly woken up by loud music coming from somewhere in the house
#thrown off bc usually im the only one wjo plays music out loud#but there are. ppl in the jouse#orz#im sk tired#kjst let me sleep#crane screams
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Dude this sucks
#i hatw chronic pain i hate beinf disabled so much. i want to do things i want to be active i want to go outside and enjoy the world but i fu#cking cant cause i either feel to bad to do it or i feel like shit afterwards sk i just dont do anything. sure i can do things in bits or ta#ke more time but i dont want rhat. i dont wanna do things slowly#i miss the times when i could make arr everyday#when drawing didnt mean pain and fatigue. when it was fun.#nowdays im too fatigued to even start a drawing#and if i do then it turns out like shit because ive not done it for so long that i forgot how to do it.#im so tired of this. i cant even try to improve my art because its just all gonna get worse again when my pain flares up. whats thebpoint in#improving if im gonna lose it again.#idk#im upset#delete later probably
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i have to go to school i have to go to school i have to go to school
#<3#im sk tired i can barely walk. my head hurts. there’s blood lowkey everywhere#i hate this so much i hate everything
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i love a good fanart. i lovvvee drawing fanart. that is so obvious. i also love drawing original art. i love rediscovering the joys of my own characters. i love putting those bitches in situations. I love using the things ive learned while drawing and experimenting in my fanart and applying them to my original works. i love the process of getting better with each drawing. its a feedback loop to me.
#the red bird talks to escape#im working on that hunter drawing again. i looked at a drawing a did of him last year and could not believe it was the same character.#me going through trigun where i experimented and changed up my art process a lot has affected how i do original works#ive been pushing my posing more. ive been using more egregious colors. textures out the wazoo.#it helps me get better. it all attributes to my work. thats sk so cool...#*its 3am. i am tired. i am rambling.
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