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only-lonely-lovers · 5 months ago

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10.06.2022

tags: genital swap magicz, piv, noncon, watersports

notes: more hijinks. this is PART 2, here's PART 1.

Bird is あ / Avvy is つ

あ：> tsukasa would, instantly clasp his hands to his face like a psycho and rub it into his skin and then slide palms against tongue

oh but to start i just want to say this is one of my favorite mental images acquired from last night. very nice i like to loop this in my head

つ：mm yes it's very powerful in my mind, too it would look deeply unwell.. such tense hands like it could fly off of his face if he doesn't hold it down, like he wants to press it into his flesh

あ：But such a testament to all the time spent roasting in this circumstance. it could only make you sooo sick. like the only reason Tsukasa floats by seeming serene is bc he isn't interfacing with anything directly

つ：he isn't considering more at all so he isn't tortured by fantasies but suddenly having hot come on your face makes you desperate DOOONT WANT IT TO LEAVE [realizes he can ingest it]

me, making my next post on my blog: Amane could do anything to Tsukasa, obviously, he would love it [the people nod] Amane could piss down Tsukasa's throat [the people do not nod]

but what did bird think about last night that was so fast

あ：I can't be responsible for the chains of thought that were had. but ok let me try and walk it back and untangle the mess

つ：I won't hold you responsible. we all go somewhere before bed i only thought about amane finally touching tsukasa [but cartoonishly like he's picking up a bug] and when tsukasa instantly nuts he's like LOL WHAT? I THOUGHT YOU HAD EXPERIENCE???

あ：oh i did have an errant thought about amane touching back, but disrespectfully fkgjfh like… actually i was thinking about him having a wild hare while tsukasa was cooking, like he sleepily shuffled up and hugged him from behind but, like now has the perception of tsukasa reacting to the touch, which fascinates him. oh you really get horny about me. and then while peering over tsukasa's shoulder, staring down, and just kinda like. hm. [touches between legs.] really like. middle and index fingertips pressing against tsukasa through fabric of pants. but it's enough to be like HYIEEE. and then is rude about the instant nut like wow. is that all

does all this. and is like ugh my food got burnt… [makes a face…]

つ：tsukasa forgot he could be touched at all. slumps over counter

for most of life in this AU i think they have felt like equals, funny enough. but now amane can just be like [later] Tsukasa….. I've realized something…………………………………….. you're actually really childish?

あ：it's a very lax universe and being a magic-user really gives tsukasa a stat boost that has leveled the playing field wordlessly for a while… but its funny for amane to finally be tasting some sort of disparity between them, but… like starting to enjoy it?? i think at the very start of this he felt petulant and left behind. but flipping it… it's like… lol… if IM ahead of tsukasa, well, hm, that's fine lol

truly think he's a horrible little lizard and isn't burdened with any kind of overwhelm about like. romance. or like an insecurity about how he treats tsukasa or anything. (at least for now, i think the romance stuff is going to karmically catch up w his dumb ass) but anyways in the present, its like. kind of feels like tsukasa is a lot more overwhelmed and fumbling and clumsy by it all? which is funny… like why lol? i thought you were the one sniffing my clothes and stuff… lol

it feels good to do stuff and it can be like… awkward in the way that seems inherent to sexuality. but tsukasa looks idk hysterical and delirious at times [scratches tummy] what's his deal… maybe HE'S the late bloomer… in his head or something

つ：Tsukasa just has a plan and system for mundane things, they are easy to deal with. but it's that nothing really interests him…. becomes a dog trying to focus while squirrels running and treatsmell in air when Amane is doing something so new and beyond his wildest dreams

あ：It's using every single one of his braincells

Me before bed thought was like… oh it really went around the bend bc i was running from demons so. It starts with like, Amane is getting bolder about directing Tsukasa for this and that, and in general is starting to become like, overall kind of more lax, placid. It just, is easier to decompress after school/events when you get pampered AND get to immediately get sucked off. and get to think about this happening as long as you want always. [cares less about stuff]

Still very much no eye-contact and doesn't talk much while in public mostly, and executive dysfunction bad when dealing with real-time events. but is less overwhelmed by some things… mostly interacting with Yashiro-san in front of him in class. There's less intimidation, i think before his hindbrain was just nebulously anxious and at times wary of what she even wanted from him. but now he's kind of clinically like, she's trying to bone. & that's interesting. am i attractive? [lost in thought.] I think he's still rather reserved seeming when talking to her, ehh I mean even Amane in PP is a little uptight dweeb you know, he's always got this edge. But she can notice him seeming to pay more attention while they talk, less [staring at his little machines] and more like. [hand propped in cheek, staring at her] … it's funny because Nene might feel like ('…? why is he less flustered….' like it's SOME kind of loss to no longer easily make him sweaty… power shifts.)

eventually amane has loaded in the desire to try touching a girl . would be nice. informs tsukasa of wanting to try something, rather blunt & forward about intent, but also just as flippantly talking about it like he's just going to sample this and doesn't want anything different at home. [waves hands] so tsukasa is like. ahh yes this girl… hmm! okay. I help ❤️ … if anything, it all really affirms how much Amane really can do as he pleases, again there being a quite imbalance here. but Amane is like lol… its fine… lol.

It's almost like a speedrun just in terms of how much it's like, a forward request: i want this. help me get this. and tsukasa just has to be like yes sir. whatever it takes [face shadowed slightly for 1 second] we rope in Nene-chan with ease though, she really has little ability to say no to being propositioned. it's like ah fuck…. i love oats and apples lol… reservations quickly exit mind as Amane-kun is forward and touching her. Though I do think it's intimidating just bc like. again Tsukasa is just here for moral support, THAT doesn't change. and Nene suddenly has to feel like the virgin in the room as things are going down like fkgjjfh you ARE in the creepy twins' place and you can feel it palpably.

everyone has fun though. Amane walks away from it like ahh pussy GOOD. LIKE IT. i got what i wanted. [reports this later while they're both in the shower, after nene has gone home] It felt good. Smells good. really got squeezed. [clenching and unclenching fist] I want to do more to it. tsukasa nodding and listening while washing your hair: You looked like you had fun ! nods

rambling back and forth… Amane is like, "do you think she'd blow me." and Tsukasa just is like "mm probably…! Nene-chan seems like the type." [wigging a girl so hard here in private] [amane just nodding in agreement] "Ah, I wonder if she'll be as good at it as you." [a moment of ahuueueuueuuuuu you think i'm good at it… 🎶 ] ^3^ ahuehh. I DUNNO!!!!!

つ：like awe…… lil ole me idk ❤️

あ：it's not like Tsukasa has a metric at what a good blowjob is. ah just do it. and amane himself also is like shrug…. feels good though. wonder what girl mouth feels like. hm… [contemplative, blank staring] A quiet undercurrent though is, like even if Amane says he wants to keep doing their thing, I think Tsukasa is very privately like. mm i'm not sure. ^^ but like okay with the concept & already accepting this could just be a week or two Amane is having while he's developing sexuality. Despite how put-off and concerned he was at the beginning of this all, afraid of the bunny mascot head, he's really insatiably moved forward from thing to thing. better plush, human interfacing, it feels very "linear" to Tsukasa. Like Amane doesn't realize it, but he did eventually outgrow proxies and is moving on to ppl. so naturally he's just going to cycle "up" perhaps and find himself a nice gf…. fine of course… it's been rich & generous for Tsukasa to even get to be a part of any of it. As always… was going to be perfectly happy just procuring you things to jerkoff against. Getting to WATCH and TOUCH and TASTE… and, even to get to be there while Amane touches a girl -- and get to see how he does it… it's all more than could have ever been asked for. Quietly accepting all of this.

buuut… but. as is usually the case, as Nene is folded into their dynamic, what she ends up doing is unlocking more for Amane to conceptualize between you both… so it's like [braincells fire and realizes i can hump tsukasa, now THIS is my week] … and so on, like… if anything it gets "worse" btwn you two. and then Amane is capable of bemoaning things that wouldn't even occur to Tsukasa. like point-blank being like ugh. wish you had a pussy. [pouts openly] It's not fair, I want to do more. [sighhs…] which is really like mgh…? … amane is right I am childish, i dont know what he is ❤️ thinking , in that. big boy brain

つ：its funny Amane caterwauled about not wanting to advance but he is naturally advancing. tsukasa would just see himself as a stop in the road, but hes pleased to remember tastes and smells forever.

あ：from Tsukasa POV it almost is amusingly what he proposed that night, gently advising Amane on potential roads for him…

つ：amane wishing to fuck Tsukasa's pussy would just be tsukasa like [thinking so hard about if he wants to come out as wizard purely to let this transpire] trying to mentally be like can i convince amane it is a dream but do it actually… uhng

あ：anyways it was at this point where the cumbrain really devolved… like… this Amane's particular stats just mean, he doesn't have shame to obfuscate a feeling like: i am sad i can't fuck you in THIS particular way. like… wailing, while humping, I WISH YOU HAD A PUSSY!! i want to fuck you but like PUT IT IN!!! INSIDE!!!! but not just mouth. i want the humping but also ITS IN YOU!!!!! [huffing, groaning]

つ：ah cock bumping around. poor Tsukasa grabbing his own hair about it its like AOUGORGLGKJDKLGJL

あ：yeah it's at this point where it becomes such a [gun being pointed at tsukasa] really feeling. TESTED

but i liked the thought of this kind of pressure on tsukasa, this sort of agony… hearing amane be so frustrated and plaintive and, like, the fact that he wants it at all. is like. OTL

also amane's own insistence forces you to think about experiencing it and it's like [blinks out of sync]

つ：when i have infinite power at my fingertips if anything is going to break him it would have to be impulsive

would suddenly. make amane feel like he's hallucinating though. or dreaming. like. to. do it

あ：> trying to mentally be like can i convince amane it is a dream but do it actually… uhng

i did also think about tsukasa weighing this as an option. do i get a very asleep boy?? uncontrollably running simulations

つ：in my mind the scene would be so dramatic, unfolding, really. keeps his wand in his sleeve at all times for larger spells like this. I want it to be fun, whimsical, just from being such a major spell. room fills with swirling fog

amane having been humping him doggy… but in the haze of the fog flipping over and grabbing the front of amane's shirt to face him for this…. Already Amane would be like. AOUWOH?? IS THERE A FIRE NO, ITS NOT SMOKE-- EUH?

あ：what's in the room

つ：fklsd in this state having your cock lead into wet pussy

あ：hruu...itd just be like YELPS?

つ：difficulty seeing clearly…. mmm yass. yelps and . utter confusion. brain is simply like nene ?? its like bird trying to understand banana as hand

あ：where did she come from

つ：wwwwhen did nene get , here clasps body under him though, compulsively… and its like n.. no this isnt her body at all tsukasa wraps his legs around waist……

あ：you try and rationalize for a sec, brain is running so fast, like, did tsukasa and nene plan. something. but. [touching body in the manner to determine it's really there] [touch touch touch… padding hands rapidly on chest] [stomach…] feels like it'd be very ardent, confused pawing, down to the very point of contact, like

つ：his mind is really frankensteining in real time

あ：..? ….??? .???? ???

つ：a swipe of the wrist to dispel the fog after a minute. I think Tsukasa just looks delirious

あ：[grabs pussy. ungracefully.]

つ：HYEIEIYH

あ：it's this emotion

つ：PUSSY?

あ：it'd be like. oh.. im… i went insane

つ： [was going to say stuff but got caught off guard] UEUHGhi… uah… ah-- [throws hands up] whatever… you want, Amane I can… make it happen!

あ：making eye contact. but clearly looking like. reality is really slippery for him. looks back down. blinks… can see clearly now… but it doesnt make any more sense. but ah… i do think tsukasa's chest would be rising and falling so visibly… the strain. is like, visible. [presses both hands on stomach and pulls out slightly] [bent over, watching]

it'd really just feel like… ig i went crazy.. or… i've been dreaming but i didn't remember when um… good dream [watching cock go into pussy] my memmories are doing a good job dissociative sex for the win

つ：epic…. cccoooool I want this. so I get it.

あ：Tsukasa does give me whatever i want. usually [slumps heavily.] [sinks until they are chest to chest] [warped audio] i always get what i want

つ：its funny… Tsukasa won't think he can… get away with this. but I think he can. maybe in a panic at the end he can sleep spell amane fkl;dhh …. [but just keeps him passed out inside for a while, hugging]…….

あ：i think he can get away with it indeed kfjghf

つ：I'm sure there's an amount of times I can do this before it's enough strikes………

あ：it actually wouldnt even be like suspicious to amane if his cock was raw or something itd be like. ig i had sex and passed out and had an epic dream happens to the best of us

but tsukasa will just have to endure later amane being like. ah i dreamt about it happening for reals it was so good. sigh [hugs moodily] [pets]

つ：your pussy was different from yashiro's, actually [scientific voice]…..

あ：It was interesting. It wasn't just ah, memories cobbled together

つ：yours clenched sooo much, the whole time really… [makes a fist with hand and tightens and loosens it over and over]

あ：[zones out a little doing it] mh… Well. You just have to take my word for it, it was a cool dream

つ：hm. its sortof interesting to think tsukasa could at any point do this to himself to even just jerk off. think about it. remember it

あ：Wow moe somehow. new sensations A little something to get through the days. sometimes.

oh as always i wish there could be girl talk. likefk ghjf… we're both the magic users in the room that keep secrets. we can talk a little though i think it could be cryptic also how much nene gets to know exactly what happened. it's just like. Quietly skirts by it. but just want to be like, i respect what you do here girl. what you bring to the table

i think nene always kind of quietly doesnt like. necessarily approve of how tsukasa goes about doing his stuff but not enough for you two to actually have problems. it's more like sometimes you just think, Hmm i'm not sure about that. like not sure if Amane needs that much management. but then like Amane doesnt do much to instill faith in his capacity for handling things on his own either kfjgh

… and like. it's nice to have someone sexual in the room to talk to. aoi is not here for your whore exploits [talks about positions where you can hit deeper]

つ：tsukasa would be so like. I didnt think of positions…. it can get different from positions? Nene getting to go on about deepness deeper than deep…..

あ：like ohh yeah… mh, it can feel a little embarrassing but… sigh. sometimes it's just so necessary

つ：its going to become cartoonish amane will be like mmmm i want to control my dreams…. i wanna put the pussy-tsukasa in a skirt….. then we could really fuck whenever…

the legs of the pants are annoying to think about…. but if i think about the skirt, it could happen at any point, especially between class or something…. or even while cooking….

あ：if i focus my chi..

つ：mm.. maybe if i think about it a lot.

あ：it's like ah i like that yashiro like skirts, always in a skirt or a dress… the tall socks…. [leers at tsukasa in the distance]

つ：i understand why girls are so sexual, they wear clothes for sex ease

あ：[rapist thoughts] its the ah, easy access, they're really begging for it..

つGod two pussies haver amane who thinks he is sleep is going to do such things. Like. Make you both lie down and shove fingers in you both just to feel like a god. Eat one of you out while fingering the other. You’re gonna feel. Dehumanized.

(poppa bear mood) whooooo am I gonna put it innnnnn aaaaaa let’s see who needs it more right now 👅

あ：It's literally so despicable the more i think about it. you see into Amane's center and it's a guy who bone-deep doesn't desire to treat you like equals AT ALL… like oh he'd treat you worse if he could…f gjgjfhfh like sexy little commodities

つ：A bad idea to juice him with sexuality This little tinker But nene is a whore and tsukasa is a slave so they will submit to liking it

あ：He was redirected. his mind and his focus and energy oh when i think abt poor Tsukasa in this it's so. *cannot BEGIN to deny him*

like nene just gets caught in the stream. but it's kind of-? like enough "not my business" that she can just go along and not really confront anything herself… like 'i literally didnt create this circumstance at all, it shouldnt be me who breaks it to amane-kun' … it's kind of… tsukasa-kun's problem… unless he asks me for help idk what i can do… i'm not. an authority figure

つ：If anyone has to clear things up HE has precedent. Nene is just going to conspicuously show up more often at their door

あ：The acceptance of Tsukasa's role… like ah, you're the caretaker…

つ：Sees fog emanating from the doorframe and books it

あ：ww yes. see the funny thing is she is just getting the boons literally signing up for this

つ：One day tsukasa is going to fuck with her And just be like oh sorry you saw smoke? I burnt some cookies…. At the doorframe But look at her So (;

あ：Gomen ne ❤

つ：Squiiints They’re not too bad though. Want to stop by for some…?

あ：tbh i think the "dream" excuse would actually liberate Nene in a way… like make a girl run thru the door unbuttoning her top. but this is why tsukasa would want to fw her dkfjfh Oh hi Nene-chan. Amane is getting dressed. He'll be here in just a moment

つ：Such funny moments Leans on doorframe. Amane just left. It’s just meeeee. Do you want to chat? I’ll make you tea ^^

あ：How was your day. lol

Girl must submit to going along with things. she's not as rude as their little meeper. but i do think she'd also clearly seem like distracted if she heard doors opening and closing down the hall

pauses lifting tea to mouth after thinking she heard footsteps Maybe it's just comforting to see someone else be desperate for Amane. ahh… finally… comrade

つ：You both perk ears like doggies if he’s there early You know his foots cadence

あ：Attuned to that feminine step

つ：Ok but amane coming home not knowing nene is there and just being like UGGHHG SLOUGHS OFF BACKPACK TSUKASAAAAAA!!! MMMmmmake dinnerrrrr

あ：kicks off shoes fussily

つ：Eyes are closed

あ：Want katsu

つ：Tsukasaaaaa Make the sauce The special sauce I KNOW it takes longer I don’t care

あ：And I want an ice cream from the kobinii after

つ：I can’t walk to get it YOU do iiit

あ：feet hurt.

つ：All this then opening eyes to see nene at the table

あ：Wigging yourself through your own actions

つ：WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE—?? tsukasa—!!! (Grabs him!!) you have to tell me before we have guests!!! (Tsukasa wiggles phone. Bc he did text you) Squints. Didn’t look at phone. Mmmrfhh

あ：hangs head…

つ：^^ I’ll start the Katsu for all of us…. I already have rice ready, it won’t take long…

あ：on Nene's end it needs to be like. did get horny watching that mess just a bit It's enigmatic to her

つ：Seeing the brat in full form The amane no one sees…

あ：Scandalous… a taste of him

つ：Nene is like. If tsukasa was a girl I would be a little worried If this was just some boyfriend… but brother is different..

あ：I'd feel so bad for her but ah… no one has to be like this as a brother, also… it's his choice unlike a girlfriend feeling pressured to perform like girlishness tsukasa isnt trying to meet a standard. this… just… is… the way it is having to "be a good girlfriend" is its own burden

つ：You have to blame him some

あ：a good brother doesnt um. have anything to do with this

つ：Being too humiliated by this to have sex with your gf. Can’t make eye contact. Literally we have dinner together then she goes home and we wish her well

あ：See you. Oyasumi

つ：-points- I’m not giving you any of it tonight either (it is my penis) Lays in bed

あ：Huff huff My pride cant take this blow

Its his right to deny me. thinks tsukasa. though also i think he has a good sense of humor and finds moments like these incredibly amusing. Ahhh… punished by Amane~~ ohh he puts us in our place we dont get the treat

つ：He likes it all

あ：keeps the spirit invigorated. Amane giveth and he taketh away

つ：Punishment really is like heehee…. Ah condition meeee I’ve BEEN too silly lately with nene Chan… Finally a casualty of it

あ：There must be consequences for irresponsibility Let it be so

つ：Oh to locate the rapist within YOU

あ：Oh Amane's sneakers always kill me me blue socks You really do just wish to see him ascend

[lost in the sauce] ahm but i wish nene actually could have a hubris in desiring to interact with a liberated amane who thinks he shant face consequences. and like if she's starting to genuinely be like ah ow too sore… [try and back out] that Amane is just like mh [holds in place]… until he is frustrated by resistance and slipping out, that he's outright like ugh. Tsukasa hold her still. and it's like haii. as always like, suddenly the oppressive sense of being outmatched is present. tsukasa holds you down and amane covers your mouth. continues to plow

Genuinely suddenly in the scary rape doujin where you cant escape the boys. getting slammed within an inch of your life. made to cry but Amane finds it pretty… and interesting & new, ahh crying during…

つ：I always like it when Nene has to confront the reality, that Tsukasa is not 'on her side'. It only seems that way when what she wants aligns with what Amane wants. I think the dream context does spell some danger… being a bit dehumanizing is, the least of the concerns. I like the idea of asking Tsukasa to restrain her, especially because Tsukasa could underhandedly use any magics…. and in the context of this 'dream', he can get away with even lampshading it. you could just paralyze her if you wanted. just ask Amane if he'd like her to struggle, or be completely still for him…. it's a dream, you know. Have Amane think about it, and then just make it true.

I like it getting crude sometimes as well heh, like Amane being like [blank eyed] I want… her to choke on it. Help me make her choke on it. I don't want her to pull away I want to be in her throat as much as possible. Like you let me do to you. And I wanna come down it. [also, Like I do with you]. Yashiro won't let me do that irl….. not without getting mad…..

あ：becomes shy boy again for one second as he twiddles his fingers and thinks about what he wants. but then says this I really love Tsukasa as an agent of desire, it makes him so versatile to various situations, bc the nature of Amane's desire is that sometimes he must be undermined. but if Amane is willing to command Tsukasa directly, I think that always takes precedent. yes my dove… So happy to get something so direct laid out, really…

つ：its nice when it becomes so directttt tsukasa will be like… now. WILL i have to do some memory rewriting… or will nene-chan simply come back tomorrow….

i think she comes back like a dog with its tail between legs. head down. not the girl i thought i was

あ：i think she goes home and curls up fetal position under the sheets. but like trying to cope with what she is willing to let a guy do to her like oh this is what aoi was always talking about. at least the nature of this circumstance is you don't have to like say anything.

i like to think of this nene as thinking she was more girl power than she ends up being ww… like being a witch and bolder with your fashion, makes you internally feel like nene-sama waiting for boys to be at your feet. and you think the shy boy in class is a good exercise in bagging you some cute virgin. but like. what he does to you. really breaks you

didnt think a guy being so rude was like. hot it just. like you dont expect to like DV boyfriend

thinking of the pose as like… nene on her knees, tsukasa standing right behind her, so amane can rest his forehead against tsukasa's chest and nuzzle against him while staring down at nene below. unblinklingly staring at her tsukasa being hands on nene's shoulders at first. but… i think the second time around it is not necessary

つ：might as well have her legs shackled to the ground, whatever tsukasa's done to keep her in place i think the first time, he has her extremely on lock. just to play it safe. juuust to give Amane perfect experiences.

あ：don't try anything.

つ：if he says he doesn't want resistance, she won't resist, then. too easy to slip out, in a BJ…. you will be kept still. but i like to think he can feel her fight against it, or not.

あ：mmyes. well you have to be tapped into that.. even if it doesn't register to amane i think instinctively she can't help but try, a bit. but it's just so futile oppressively held perfectly in place by magic

oh but it's like, next time nene and tsukasa make eyecontact for a second and it tells him all he needs. like ^^ welcome to za team

つ：mm welcome to the dream

あ：[pat her head]

つ：but like i want it to get funny sometimes. it would be funny for amane to like grab nene by the hair and put her at tsukasa to be like. make out for me. i rly like tsukasa and nene having such a funny r'ship here tsukasa is just like SHRUG!!! lol ❤️ ok here we go nene-chan OUR first kiss

あ：it's always like lol [wiggles fingers] hiii are you ready to please our dear sweet amane together

つ：but just for amane to watch while he fucks nene doggy and is like mmm…. cool

あ：really putting a girl through a wringer

i keep laughing at amane just becoming convinced he's getting good at lucid dreaming

つ：i'm soooo controlled i can do anything

あ：i like the skew also being like. you guys kind of have to do what amane wants exclusively for the most part kfdgh it's so. like you don't get to freestyle it

if you started to move. i really feel like amane would be like no stay. i want this position stay on all fours

つ：ah the context is a lot. i like to think he just sometimes says the. like just like. gah Yashiro's boobs. they're so perfect. [squeezing eyes shut] so cool…. the boobs of a girl

あ：they look really nice. soft… nice to grab… [traces around rib cage]

つ：[looking emptily] Yashiro do you think Tsukasa is hot? wait, this is a dream… well, the answer will still be interesting… what do I even want her to say? [saying this all aloud]

あ：[brows furrowed, mumbling] i feel like when he gets like this tsukasa is just like [cries as if watching a precious kitten] his organic and true self….

つ：mine sweetie's little thoughts…..!

あ：ohh octavious…………

つ：Yashiro just like. uhbuh? uhh… Eeho.., uouh, he's… w…. that is… u-- he's your. twin…. so he… he doesnt look……………….. bad……………………

あ：Hm… yeah… That makes sense

つ：[furrowing brow] does. Amane-kun. uh. find. . tsukasa-kun. hot. [THERE'S NO CONSEQUENCES IN THE DREAM]

[tsukasa is proud of nene] [like yeah girl take advantage of the dream…. lol] [it'll just come off as amane's psyche… lol….]

あ：Oh. I mean… aha [looks sheepish but like not the right kind. like aha.] I don't think we're bad looking, obviously

I like how Tsukasa stares it's the kind of stare that really makes you feel looked at. [talking glibly] like… [does an impression]

つ：[twiddles his fingers. tsukasa. aauuouh.. heehee… really…]

[nene feels like flea for a second between them] we're twins, but Tsukasa is a little different, isn't he? ah, this would just be me agreeing with myself I guess… well. he has some other thing. like. almost a little more like a girl, I dunno now that I'm with a girl, I understand the difference there

あ：it's not just how he looks though, it's ahm… [taps lip, looking up] like… the mannerisms, too. There's just a girly-ness to it I think that's what I like. [says suki] man imagining it really coming out so casusally like ah.. mh, suki desu.

つ：Tsukasa tearing up nene turning to him rly quickly and its like-- WHY THAT RESPONSE? [cries a little. just wipes his eyes though]

あ：[rambling still, not looking at anyone directly, sticking finger in mouth] I feel like I can really see it now… especially in sex Touching his face and stuff during…

つ：smiling pleasantly just like uuu…. [nene staring at Tsukasa.] [furrowing brow] [Tsukasa is just busy wiping his eyes…] ………………………………… Amane-kun………………….. have you ever told Tsukasa. 'I like you'. before.

あ：Huh

つ：[realizing the boys are close, but she doesn't her much verbal……. affection…. from Amane-kun. he doesn't say stuff of that nature to her either, but she figured he was just shy/reserved with a 'new' thing..] now its like. watches tsukasa cry a little hearing suki. is like. hmm wait. urgh.

あ：wtf is going on though

Oh but it sucks I think amane is like idk shrugs [genuinely head empty] Probably before. I mean as a little kid or something. I mean, it's not the sort of thing you need to say all the time. Wouldn't it be silly. It's like stating the obvious We do everything together. Doesn't that make it obvious Who would share a bedroom with someone they don't like

つ：I…. guess…. -- but people! like to hear it, Amane-kun…… even… if it's obvious, I think….

あ：Eh… [squints] wait is this getting psychological. gross like oh great the dream is starting to talk at me about expressing my feelings… what is this, guilt…

つ：tsukasa pets nene. like, thats enough….

あ：he can watch amane starting to get fussy and face wrinkled. there's no need to push it

feels like amane would just dismissively be like TSUKASA knows i like him. [arguing to self voice] [waves hand] besides, he likes everything i do [gets smug]

tsukasa would like it even if i never looked at him again. lol would be happy to lick my spit off the ground… lol having an impulse like spits on the ground. tells tsukasa to lick it up. and just be like yep. it's the sort of relationship where you don't need words

つ：god extreemly funny to get so extreme. almost defensively. acting casual though tsukasa does just lick it off the ground. its actually funny. maybe it takes a beat, then amane is like. ah, right. Yashiro doesn't see Tsukasa like that. We're not really this direct in front of her…..

Yashiro. I can do anything to Tsukasa. even if it isn't a dream. for you, I have to wait for it to be a dream… 'cuz, you can… leave. if you get mad… frustrated… sick of me….. [mendokusai…] Tsukasa can't do that! He's promised! ahhh, maybe some day I can show you for real…. but I don't want to scare you [sigh]…….

あ：It's a lot for a girl to handle… You'd probably just get worried about Tsukasa ^^ [scratches cheek] and not get it…

つ：[SHOVES Tsukasa onto the ground] I really don't need to be nice…..! He says I don't have to even look at him….. ….. so then, it's actually nice that I look at him at all, in that case! [nene staring wordlessly at this. display. getting. exclusive information.]

あ：It's going above and beyond, isn't it? ^^

つ：[crazy… to see Tsukasa manhandled… she sees him as-- really… strong? capable?]

あ：[grabs tsukasa by the jaw and shakes back and forth] [talking down to him for a moment] isn't that right. Tsukasa! [cheerful tone]

つ：[releases him, quickly plants foot on his upper back and slams him to the ground in one fluid push down] man… maybe I should do this in real life. I know he'd let me! I don't go far enough….

[nene scared. kinda. watching tsukasa be manhandled while SHE knows tskasa could literally like turn amane into a grape. feeling like she's watching someone punch a lion]

あ：[arms crossed behind back, tilting head while looking down] … ah, he just looks best like this, though… he's really suited to it… [sounding far off]

つ：[alien concept to nene. is he…. he's not though. he's… insanely powerful…..]

but you know, i like the quality of canon where nene might know a little about tsukasa that amane doesn't….

あ：Really a scene to feel so confounded by. mmm but yes… this through line… i like that such a thing is carried over

つ：mmmhmm

I think its an interesting situation all around… feeling like, it's fun if Amane grabs Nene over and gets her over top of Tsukasa too, thoug she'd be kind and just… sorta straddle his, waist. Amane keeps a foot on Tsukasa's upper back, sometimes heel against his cranium to push him into the carpet… have a blowjob from nene in this position occasionally shoving or applying enough pressure to wind tsukasa. keep him shoved down.

a reasonable expression, after having dealt with your stupid 'psyche' whinging about liking him or whatever…. I can do whatever i want, i dont need to regard him….

あ：I relish in it, actually. My position The way it is. my design

つ：pull out of her mouth before coming, let it just spill onto tsukasa's back between them

あ：whyyy should it be any different mm seeing nene as an extension of his own psyche is interesting, like, i'm proving something… [grabs her by the hair and forces her to look down at it]

つ：Nene feels like. TERRIFIED…. fkl;fds it really feels lieke bear baiting!!!! WHY AM I THE CHAIR YOU'RE USING TO TAUNT THE LION

あ：if amane basically admitted he's never pushed it this far, there's room for her mind to fear what could potentially happen, bc this is unknown territory

つ：but seeing her look so intimidated is like. hmmm… funny. is that how I think you'd react? so realistic suddenly…. Hey, Yashiro…..

let's look at Tsukasa, how about? check in on him…. [flips him over, hooking foot under shoulder, roughly just shoving him back around,pulls Nene up off him by the hair to make room for him to turn]

but the. Tsukasa is just flushed and drooling and giggling gkfld;fjkh draws his fingers towards his mouth EHEHeheheehuehueehhe!!!!! PANT PANT eeheh

あ：i love to be used in a display [coughs] there is no greater honor than to assist in the proliferation of amane's ego

つ：[amane squats] its so funny, actually. [puts hands on either side of tsukasa's head, but he's like, squatted behind him, just facing him at nene] he actually gets like…. childlike or something

indeed little brainless Tsukasa. just says AMANE…! Amane…. Amane…. bbbabbling it

あ：[shakes your head back and forth] Really gets scrambled

つ：I think I could do anything.

あ：[but also just ruffles hair affectionately] like ahhhh it's who he is. haha

つ：………………… man. why do I have to pee? thats weird. its a dream. that's probably a bad idea. I mean, to like do it…. what if I do it in real life….. ………………… =.= but …………..

あ：just be like. Eh. Tsukasa will just clean it not my problem actually i'll just get him to never talk about it lol

つ：Nene's just sitting there sortof like. straddling tsukasa's stomach watching and listening to his like. what

あ：It just feels like too good of an opportunity to pass up but ah it WOULD. be artful. to the scene.

つ：mmmm stands up and exhales I dunno, it's my mood rn forgive me but. would like just the visual of pissing on Tsukasa. not even in a very controlled way….. chest, neck, face. soaking into his shirt, running down into the carpet

あ：it's okay i'm uncontrollably thinking about this scene like. illustrated as nene having agog expression and mirror eyes reflecting this the stream

つ：witnessing. feeling terror but now she can just see Tsukasa. who I imagine freezes for a second is also just staring at it happening

あ：In the mental state he is in… once hot liquid contacts his face i really imagine it's such an immediate. becomes dizzy Really getting such a raw gesture from Amane

つ：its gotta be aaaaa. vertigo. eyes roll back [still doin' it] come ooooon Tsukasa. Say my name like you love to. I'd hear it, even now….. I know

あ：Nene gets to watch firsthand how possessed Tsukasa seeems… i think it really feels like. pornographic in a way she never expected kfdjgh like you're seeing something you shouldn't!

つ：opens mouth and tries ssso hard to force words out of clearly befuddled mouth and throat

あ：Tsuuukasaaaa [sing-song]

つ：Ahauhm… AmmMM.. mnuh, haeheh… Amanmm..,mmm, AmaNE! its like lol. good [pees in your open mouth] nene's in the whacky shack

あ：No exits whacky shack you've never seen your boyfriend look soooo gnasty

つ：Amane groans. sighs. mm [grabs Nene by the hair and roughly positions her lower on his body] come on. fuck him isn't he being great? just ride it

yashiro having a second realizing she-- there's no way tsukasa can. do anything to reinforce shit right now, he's 'out'… gone. blissed out. not focusing… but….. auh. be…haves……

あ：It's the sort of situation where she simply watches herself get into position and do as she's told You have to watch and feel yourself spread own pussy. do it

Honestly at this point I think she's genuinely mindbroken enough to be having like. a bit of a panic attack. hard to breathe. eyes wet. but following through nonetheless… and also face flushed. feverish feeling very very ill sex go You knoowwww this isnt how anything "should" be

つ：genuinely anxious, fearful, scared of, Amane. scared of Tsukasa as much as Tsukasa works against her, he also has felt a bit like her anchor or something reliable, the control ….. having the authority of the situation look loopy and out of it is scary.

あ：Feel awareness of how she cannot disagree or say no. cannot just walk out

つ：I do think she's shut down.

あ：If all the authority and power is actually held by Amane-kun…

つ：Tsukasa's only capable of mindlessly rutting upwards into Nene, no finesse or rhythm or control. just laughing and looking up at Amane who just sits down near Tsukasa's head and watches. pets. enjoys the show Amane just enjoying how mindbroken nene looks

あ：runs hand over your sternum. mmm… the big show

つ：like mmm realistic dream….

あ：[being a creep, breathing] I think you'd be suited for this, too… You look nice, like this… Ahh, Yashiro, I hope I can really get you here. [drums hands on tsukasa] It would be nice to have you.

つ：girl gets dizzy a bit. a little nauseous too

あ：there are ONLY red flags. such a-- what are you going to do. to me. dread

however this concludes, i think nene will have to reflect that, she HAD more power than amane in that moment, she could have sleep'd him, done anything. but she didn't. she just didn't. Is that just what Amane DOES…? somehow?? it's the same as Tsukasa… some dawning horror

つ：she had a moment she could have taken control of the scene….. tsukasa was gone, she could have just handled it.

あ：gonna feel like hackles raising when amane sits behind you also. like fkk gjfk i dont know what to feel about you right now feeling like a piece of meat really

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