#im ready to suffer
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guys it's truly never been more over
#let me in#what is this please#someone please#rachel this is serious#im very scared#i cant wait for this#im ready to suffer#the bear#jeremy allen white#ayo edebiri#ebon moss bachrach#the bear fx
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ITS THURSDAY
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part 3 to my modern AU 💞🍺 (part 1 / part 2)
#u just know seb ended up carrying her home in the end anyway BAHHA if u read my fic u already know im weak for bridal carries#fun fact the blurred party backgrounds i used are screenshots from diary of a wimpy kid rodrick rules. aka the pinnacle of cinema#and its only fitting since i base my modern seb very largely on rodrick bc I STILL HAVE A CRUSH ON RODRICK...rodrick heffley my beloved#yall also already know i love guard dog seb (especially combined with drunk clora BAHAH) so ofc i had to do the modern au ver#i just make clora the type of drunk i am... aka drunk after 2 and sometimes even 1 drink and then i get super affectionate with everyone#which would make seb seethe if it were clora BAHAHAH omg i love imagining his suffering😇😍😍#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#also wahhh i can feel my HL brainrot fading a bit...🥲probs bc my fic is now complete... might make a post abt it soon#im not ready to let go😭😤#choccyart
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Ofelia
#genshin impact#furina#focalors#im not ready for 4.2 emotionally#im gonna cry so hard i love her and she doesnt deserve to suffer
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every day i wake up and i think about this scene specifically
#temeraire#yellow draws#was like hmm let me draw something while my spaghetti boils and here we are#i like snapping spaghetti in half because i like to imagine italy suffering an earthquake as i do so#laurence is not in here because my spaghetti was almost ready and im not touching that weird angle with a 10 foot pole okay you get a#symbolic placement of the quote instead
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its ur blog youre entitled to as many selfies as you want
u know what. ur right. fish earrings be upon ye
#old photo cause im abt to bathe my cat and the internet is not ready for my cat bathing fit#(literally just underwear and a hairtye)#also for clarifications sake#<--- he needs a bath because he's tremendously dirty and oily and clearly itchy as hell#not bathing him for no reason. he is suffering smelly style#real cow not fake#takes my main's selfie tag
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is this a safe space to say i think most fashion in Dragon age outside of the default character gear is the epitome of 'allergic to serving cunt'
Like who was out of their gourd on Bioware to think that gaudy yellow plaid was the dye option that everyone was clamoring for. It's time to take on the enemy, you know what this calls for? An ill fitting leather jacket on top of my matching pajamas. Yeah make sure it's orange too. Can't forget my templar helmet that's 3 sizes too big.
#delete later#Every time I have to put new armor on Dorian or Vivienne I just envision a 'GREATLY DISAPPROVES'#im sorry i saw the deluxe edition armor set and...my wallet is safe.#whnever i play dai i bumrush to the second area to get the warden armor cause it looks good and im ready to suffer for fashion at lvl 3
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So. Fatebreaker, right? Ryne's biggest fears made manifest, daddy issues personified, yes?
He's an amalgamation of Thancred and Ran'jit, his face, his voice and his weapon is Thancred's, but his body, his fighting style and his words are Ran'jit's.
Throughout the fight Fatebreaker constantly makes comments about how only he can protect Ryne, only he can provide for her, only he has even the right to so much as stand beside her, to be in her general presence. He's possessive and obsessive, repeatedly asserting that she is HIS and his only. Which is exactly what Ran'jit says basically every time we encounter him.
But this time it's in Thancred's voice. This time it's with the voice and face of a man she actually cares about.
Ryne isn't scared of Thancred, she never has been. Even when she first met him she was barely even nervous (as clearly shown in Thancred's short story). There's a lot of different feelings happening between those two, but fear has never been one of them.
But now, after things have gotten so much better, she is scared of Thancred becoming like Ran'jit. Because if Thancred was just a little further gone, if he was just a little less compassionate, he would've. It wouldn't be hard for him to go down the same path as Ran'jit did, to be incapable of letting go of the ghost of that girl he loved so so much to the point he'd stubbornly grip anything close to her he could. He didn't, but the fact he could've is terrifying.
It makes his final words, words that are Thancred's, so very important. This is her deepest fears made manifest, but he still says he wants her to be happy. Her happiness not only matters, but is important to him.
#Now we -the audience- ofc knew Thancred was unlikely to go down that path#bc if theres one thing hes been consistent in even in his darkest moments its living up to his loved ones' wishes and legacies#the only time he even speaks against it is his conversation w minfilia in amh araeng#and thats more a case of all his (poorly) repressed grief and stress exploding than him actually meaning what he says#and trying to control rynes life after minfilia literally told him to just let her live her life goes directly against that#i think about fatebreaker a lot. as i do all things related to ryne & thancred#and to me its so important to note that hes more or less ran'jit with just enough thancred in him to be *too* thancred for comfort#its so. her greatest fear isnt even the thing thats been haunting her her whole life (being forced to fill in for minfilia)#its having her free will taken from her by the person she cares about the most (thancred)#and for him to be trapped in endless suffering because he cant move on#just like ran'jit did and was#its not even necessarily that shes all that scared of ran'jit himself#what shes scared about is caring about someone like that#because then she wont say no or try to be anyone but minfilia#(thats also why this fear appears specifically after things get better)#(because she was already ready to forsake herself if it eased thancred suffering)#okay im gonna stop now i need to sleep gnight everyone#ryne waters#thancred waters#ran'jit#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#xander rambles#at this point i should make a tag for ryne ramble posts i make so many of them#tomorrow. maybe. if i remember#edit: i made it#xander being insane about ryne
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when you’ve been waiting for the jamie tartt centered episode all season but now it’s the penultimate one and he’s in his childhood home and we might meet his mom and roy + keeley are worried about him and more of his likely tragic backstory is to be revealed and it’s here and you’re scared
#IM NOT READY#no matter what happens i’ll be shaking#phil is gonna eat it up so bad…#i love suffering#any disappointment will be overtaken by my all encompassing love for jamie#it’s nice to be sick with excitement and care about something again ngl#and NEW ROYJAMJE HUG???#jamie tartt#ted lasso#roy kent#keeley jones#royjamie#jamie x roy#roy x jamie#royjamiekeeley#jamieroy#op
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if you’re looking for stuff about necromancy as violation I always considered the cow thing to be a big example of that! Maybe it’s my inner 4-H kid, but it’s such an undignified and horrifying way to slaughter an animal IMO. It’s this drawn out, grotesque death that parallels both Mercymorn’s death and the 7ths blood cancer. It’s just such a disrespectful way to slaughter an animal, and I think you can read it as John’s first major betrayal of self, especially as it relates to his indigenous roots. Anyway. There’s just so much there.
you're RIGHT and i also think this is a case of how this is a feature, not a bug of necromancy.
death fuels necromancy, but it is specifically cruel, violent death that results in the most necromantic potential. gradual death/senescence en masse gives general ambient power (necromancy only works in areas where things have lived and died) but it is a mass of sudden violent death that flips a planet. Siphoning, in both the style of the Second and the Eighth house, lends necromantic power via an exquisitely painful process that can easily end in death. Necromancy itself eats away at the tissues, leaving all necromancers essentially physically disabled (Ianthe barely had the ability to hold her arms up to braid her own hair). Babies give off the largest burst of power when they die, and the Fourth House -- a planet that could very well be filled with only children -- specializes in suicide bombs.
and then of course you have the eugenics that is built into both the Seventh and the Eighth Houses -- and the Heptentary blood cancer specifically fascinates me because of how it is positioned as, essentially, a boon. If you get death-fuel by being in proximity to death, and you yourself are always dying, then you always have access to a very personal well of power. Until you die. "A dying woman is the perfect necromancer"..... An entire House that values short-lived necromantic potential over anything else and breeds their heirs to have this violation embedded into their blood.
and that isn't even really getting into the fact that this is just the violence that the House enacts upon it's own citizens. the majority of people on the business end of necromancy aren't House citizens at all, but non-House civilians whose death and dead bodies are hijacked to serve the Empire's purpose. but that's another essay
#(This is actually why I have a personal headcanon that 7th house adepts who suffer from the Heptentary blood cancer are the only “normal” ne#i.e. the adept who made that giant death spiral ghost ward in HtN could do it because she had access to a very personal source of thanergy)#necromancy#ask#anon#sorry this is sorta rambling i RLLY appreciate the 4H perspective#that's an angle i didn't think about before bc i have such little experience with the like#logistics and standards of practice and such of the animal slaughterhouse. much to think about#im brooding my other essay like an egg she isn't ready yet. she is really getting away from me
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guess i'll die
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#the mood lately#how it do#im ready to watch stinkies experience pain and suffering#/#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#art#geto suguru#jjk geto#⇢spirit.art
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I'm fine, okay I stopped screaming into my pillow, I took a few screenshots of the episode and I feel much better :3 I am slowly breaking at the thought of this stupid fuck being dead btw!!! ^-^
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel adam x reader#adam hazbin hotel#hazbin adam#hazbin hotel adam#not ready to take screenshots of season 8 or im back to square one...#i know im not the only one suffering#atleast i took alot of amazing screenshots !!
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The Legend of Heroes | Episode 05
#the legend of heroes#loch 2024#cdramaedit#yang kang#cdrama#*#so i've been told he's going to make lots of terrible life choices#but i gotta say. they're really setting him up to fail so early on. i mean come on WHAT WAS THIS#people are really expecting him to do a 180 turn and change loyalties over some guy he met twice??#ALSO WHAT WAS WRONG WITH THE MOM WHO NEVER NOT ONCE SAID#BTW SON THE MAN YOU THINK IS YOUR FATHER IS NOT YOUR FATHER#but i think his master qiu chuji (?) is the one that's bothering me the most#all those years and he never thought to tell yang kang the truth?#if guo jing hadn't intervened he really would have killed yang kang!#and now everyone is expecting him to what. kill the man that raised him?#if he changed loyalties as fast as they want him to i would think hes bad!#anyway#i clearly have a lot of feelings about yang kang and im ready to suffer#just as im suffering with these files
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Decided to make some memes on the soundwave sweeps (i ended up choosing starscream in round 4 but sadly my boy starscream didnt make it)
(the first pic was drawn by me)
#robot husband poll#transformers#transformers poll#my art#I JUST REALIZED IN THE FIRST PIC I FORGOT TO ADD CLIFFJUMPER#soundwave superior#soundwave#maccadam#lord soundwave be sweeping each match#IM NOT READY FOR ROUND 5 I ALREADY SUFFERED ENOUGH WITH ROUND 4#soundwave sweep#fanart
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y noranchya mad??? 😂😂
mista is the next victim *deviously smiles and rubs my hands together* (there's something wrong with me)
perhaps... if i have enough motivation... i can finish this before school starts and i fall into a purgatory lifestyle... wowz... not excited...
#he makes me laugh <3#he a bug fr#har har mista is next#😼#pray for me y'all im not ready to suffer#maaayyybe ill continue a wip im doing on digital#just maybe#dont trust me#but uhh love nrancea and meztr 🥰#my scrunkly wunkly boya#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo no kimyou na bouken#jjba#doodles#narancia ghirga#guido mista#traditional art
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