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Oh man I’m about to start on the daunting task of making the armour for Senshi and Laois. I’ve never worked with foam before!
#im quite scared#im going with a DunMeshi cosplay group#for ren faire#im gonna be Laois!!#I don’t wanna let down my family by fucking up their cosplay items#luckily I don’t have to worry about the sewing!#my mom is much better with sewing machines than I am#so she’s taking over that#(did I mention the cosplay group is just my family?)#dungeon meshi#laois dungeon meshi#senshi dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#sire’sramblings
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Currently in hospital waiting to get seen about a possible heart problem, if i stop posting then know that i died how i lived, ignored by the state
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hello i think i might be a bit witchy can someone talk about it with me
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Legend tells of the carp that leapt over the Dragon Gate at the crest of a river and became a stand up comedian.
#also toyed with calling this comic riddle of the sphinx#but that had a little too much reference already associated with it#comic#comics#sphinx#dragon#ive been thinking so much about humor as related to the tortured artist and comedians and poets as sad artists etc etc#and how often that can be true but how this predominant cultural vision pigeonholes comedy as a low art or even just one you have to just#'be talented' at intrinsically. or even 'be sad enough' to be good at#instead of a craft you hone and an artform itself#this comic isnt exactly about that.#but it's related#it's more about... two very different kinds of people. but who are the same kind of artist#if that makes sense#and literally being scared of what you want#art tag#sequential art#personal comic#quite happy with how this one turned out. im excited to have made it i feel like its really different than my usual comics
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A clump
#quite like this clump#my art lol#dhmis#don't hug me im scared#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#dhmis duck#???? i think. did we ever agree on what to call the bird lol
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been thinking about something wicked a little too much lately. no harm in romanticizing the ominous dreadful unstoppable force
#ultrakill#v1#v1cked#<- unsure if ive ever officially decided that was the tag id be using but i dont recall anyone else having an idea for it#v1 and something wicked... ouhehehe#in a game like this... with conflict and violence and unceasing demand for a spectacle it is a step back to have v1 find themselves in a-#dark and quiet labyrinth belonging to a force that scares even them#idk. i think about it. its so unlike everything v1 has gone through thus far (though albeit not much as 0-S is in prelude. but i assume-#-there was some killing before they decided to drop down)#maybe it reminds them of their home? where they were built? light humming of wicked passing feels like the buzzing of bright artificial-#-lights that were routinely shined down on them for maintenance#a strange but welcome connection...#and something wicked is very lonely. i dont think it has much of an issue with this seeing as it knows its maze so so well.. im sure it-#-cares for it extensively. but a machine? coming here? i wonder if something wicked has the ability to interact with the terminals at all#terminals do really only talk to machines#but this one seems quite lonely. i dont think itd mind if something wicked happened to take a look#ok im done#gen art
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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Coveted
#ultrakill#gabriel#slop art#ohhhh my godddddd gabriel ultrakill#suggestive#he is not uncomfortable dw quite the opposite#have been drawing him a lot but not posting i think im scared of being too gay on the tag or like on tumblr in general imagine that#this one suffices for the hell site#tho the mission is survive rn
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halloween fic idea: the strangers au where it’s actually feixiao, moze and jiaoqiu on halloween night scaring you to death outside of the rental you’re staying in because they’re all strangely obsessed and extremely possessive of you.
thoughts are being thinked
#✦ ( misc. )#✦ ( scribbles. )#( like jiaoqiu turns the corner and stares directly at you and you’re like ??? what in the world )#( and then he walks straight past you. )#( realistically im sure he can hear you quite well with the ears because fox ear anatomy hearing good reasons )#( moze is the silent brooder that ALWAYS seems to be in the right place at the right time )#( watches in the shadows. springs out of nowhere and scares the shit out of you )#( number 1 manhandler will grab you and drag you about )#( and feixiao… ohhhhh… she knows you. )#( ringleader of ALL of it. )#( set the whole thing up. posed as a friend for YEARS just for this very moment )#( this idea is lowkey haunting me i can’t do this anymore )#( ‘who wants dinner!!!’ the stranger that walked into your house says as you’re being roughly restrained to the dinner table )#feixiao x reader#moze x reader#jiaoqiu x reader
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Not really a question but I wanted to say I appreciate the soft and tender intimacy you show in your work sometimes. Sex is weird and really scary to me personally because of past shit, so when I can just see something be done lovingly… it’s nice.. it makes me remember that’s it’s not so scary. Sorry if that’s sharing too much, I just like your art 
ok so this ask inspired me to go on a bit of a rant, NOT DIRECTED AT YOU, im really genuinely glad that my work helps to make sex seem more fun and less scary. that means a lot to me.
so much of the time sex is shown to be like. this serious, meaningful thing, when really sex is just. normal! just as normal as not having sex. it's as regular as feeding yourself, or pissin or scratchin an itch. And like the whole world(catholicism) has just made it out to be this TERRIFYING AND SINFUL ACT. This SCANDALIZING AND POLARIZING THING!! but really like. its a completely neutral action, the same as washing your hands or blowing your nose!!! its just our bodies doing something that they (for the most part and up to personal preference) were made to do!!
like idk, i might be a hedonist but i feel like people were more likely made to walk the earth fuckin nasty smoking pot and cooking animals over a big fire than they were to like. feel bad about themselves for their appearances. or work at starbucks.
but i digress!!! GENTLE AND CARING SEX IS COOL MORE THAT!
#archie answers#suggestive#ig#im quite high#SORRY this ask was very sweet and vulnerable and i had to yell my personal gay sex manifesto at you#you are not alone in fearing sex and feeling alienated by portrayals of it and i am so sorry that happened to you#but sex can be kind and meaningful and intimate#never forget that sex is nothing to be scared of when you're with people who care about you and have your best interest at heart#go forth in this world and be happy also#i hope youre doing ok
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love media that’s like- found family but only because they’re literally trapped together. found family but they don’t even like each other in the beginning. forced found family. like we are all completely different types of people and we do not get along but we don’t have a choice to not be around each other. We fight constantly but there’s nowhere else to go and no one else to turn to so we have to be here for each other. we find a kinship in each other not because we like or understand each other, but because we have no other option. and maybe in the end we’re half grateful for that. maybe we find that we care about each other more then we think. maybe it turns out we are a family after all.
i eat that shit right up
#bbc ghosts#dhmis#the amazing digital circus#tadc#dont hug me im scared#its quite a niche trope but god i love it#tadc is still in the “we all hate each other” stage but i have a feeling it’s gonna go in this direction#oh yeah i should also prolly add#ihnmaims
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Humanization things.... :]
#still quite shy about these designs sorry#red guy reminds me of santa with his beard and red clothes#yellow and duck have their hair tied up because they're both balding like they said in the family ep#it's their way of hiding their bald spot lol#random hc that both human red and duck are nearsighted so they only wear their glasses when they're gonna order something at a drive throug#the “drive through reading glasses”...#dhmis#I'm pleasantly surprised with how they look because of how little I draw humans ...#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#duck guy#red guy#yellow guy#dhmis duck#don't hug me i'm scared#dont hug me im scared#dhmis fanart#dhmis art#dhmis humanizations#don't hug me I'm scared fanart
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TESTAMENT DOUJINSHI BIRTHDAY BLAST
HI!!!! Im celebrating testament’s birthday by sharing scans of 3 testament-centric doujinshi anthologies: totentanz (2007), gentle grim reaper (2014), and potatoment (2015), as well as a collection of short stories by 1 of the writers as a bonus. Generally sfw, untranslated. Dizzy sol and johnny are also in there sometimes, some others too.
Google drive might not be the neatest way to share this, but its the best ive got right now. Hopefully anyone else out there finds these as extremely charming as i do. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESTAMENT YAY
#and remember . women want me for my huge files.#totentanz is probably my favorite. its so awesomely 2007. and idk like its more focused on testament than shippy stuff which is cool 4 me#potatoment is short and sweet. well. there is a dead body in the written chapter but um other than that. quite sweet#ggr is also preddy awesome and THANK U TILLMAN FOR GIVING IT TO ME!!!! YAY#OKAY. yay#the kat goes meow#guilty gear#testament guilty gear#<- im so scared of main tags but this is so serious.
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binah and the line that wouldnt leave my mind for some reason
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#binah#binah lobcorp#i really like her i cant quite articulate why#i think its the outsider contrast that isnt as emotionally invested into the same things the rest are#a person subject to fear and anger from those around her. so much anger from A especially#that and turns out i end up liking characters that end up scaring me at first and whom i need to struggle to beat (mechanically)#its more of a passing interest from to a person who seems to typically feel bordem or disinterest (?) im not sure i need to reread her stor#it was an emotional blur of information and UHHM . like all of lobcorp. great heavens#OH RIGHT the text is just a blurred and layered different translation of o sorrow
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something something rody has a crush on deku and is scared that it'll affect their friendship if he finds out
#cosmic chatter#rody soul#pino#rodydeku#blorbo tag#undescribed#i actually have a lot more to say abt this but im tired and i cant get my brain to work w me rn#the gist is that. well. hey remember how rody said that all of their friends started ignoring them after the stuff w his dad#i dunno abt his siblings but that definitely had a lasting impact on rody#deku is like... the first person his age he spent a decent amnt of time with. the first friend he's had since. well. yknow#so i think he'd be quite scared to have something affect that relationship#theres enough text where you can deffo make the argument that rody has feelings for deku#and man. Man. fun angle to have with their relationship
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Party rock is in the house tonight.. ^__^
#is this yummy enough guys#does it need more overlay. im scared. do you like his stupid straw#do you like his tattoo. real perverts know what image thats from#IM SCARED GUYS#atlas still doesnt look quite right :( but this is the best ive ever drawn him#im kinda proud.. ^__^#my art#howling.txt#crimson & clover#<- OVERRR AND OVERRR#roadkill band
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