#im playing ts4 a lot its been godsent recently tbh but i dont really havethe will to post anything even if its just dumb screenshots from
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not one of the core sims im doing a gameplay with dying bc of an ******** (which is too real for me atm aaah), me having to move in morgyn ember to their house cause i couldnt find their ghost on household and just move them back in and revive, then reviving them noticing i lost all my sim’s inventory and just deciding to save the lot from the storyline where they died and reload a somewhat older (like a couple of hours older not too old) save where they were still alive with all their inventory itens intact shhsgdhdhdjsks
#its all ok now#shitpost#textpost#mildly sims 4#also tomorrow i have an appnt with my psychiatrist AND family therpay at 11 AM bro#im gonna discuss some recent issues i had with some medication AGAIN cause im a dumbass who does nt learn with my psychiatrist#and have 1st session of family therapy tomorrow at a time my brain barely wakes up then eat lunch and go directly to my psychiatrist#cause she added a special prolonged appointment to talk to me and im so fucking scared rn ahahahahah#god dude i feel like im coming completely undone and repeating all of my most toxics self destructive behaviors from 2019#and i feel like shit#sorry for not posting much its mostly that#im playing ts4 a lot its been godsent recently tbh but i dont really havethe will to post anything even if its just dumb screenshots from#dumb life simulation game#im down bad about my irl art too i hate how much i have been/jusr have in general slacked on it and i feel like an awful artist#like its not even creators block anymore its just ill hate anything i make no matter what rn#cause im in themindset i somehow magically started yo suck as an artist and everything i make sucks#ill like a drawing for a day and the next ill immediately hate it and say its the worst ever#i just wanna benormal and be good at something that didnt feel so much of mentally taxing sometimes like art#or to just at least be happy and proud of my art just that rlly i just want to be happy of what i make and its hard when#my brain is in the phase of violently hating ME therefore violently hating everything i make too which absolutely fucks up my creative proce#process u get it idk sorry for the long ass rant but i want to fall in love with my art not even fall in love with art again#cause ever since i started making art i pick apart and hate any art i make cause#i prioritize self deprecation above appreciation and ill look now and be in love with some drawings i made 2/3/1 year even ago#but ill remember how much i hated the same drawings back when i finished them 2/3/1 year ago lmfao#life sucks my brain sucks but i think i suck more lmao#signing off for to ite ok cy’all
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