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ratwars · 1 day ago

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My new plan of action is to be more unapologetically me at work while still being work me because I am fucking tired of everything and my lack of fucks has apparently hit a new level so instead of fretting about that I am just accepting the damage periods of unemployment does to my personality (work personality? Ability to maintain said personality?) And going with it. If it works great. If it doesn't then they gotta fire me it is whatever I am not even pretending like I care to make a cookie cutter impression.

#i taught my boss's boss how to sneak alcohol into venues at the end of the day (she asked. usually i would be like oh idk about all that.#nah fuck it whatever i got you) but i also balanced it with explaining how working for promoters works because her teenager daughter has #some overlapping interests and i was like ohhh well let me tell you what she should look into when she turns 18 but some of them she might #need to wait till 21 #so maybe itll be okay despite the hiccup with me learning how their pto police kinda fucking sucks and i acted like it could be a deal #breaker. but said maybe not i would have to wait and see.#which is true. i didnt fake it i went full “idk if i really need this job but lets see if i *want* this job instead* ya know yall seem like #great ppl doing great work 😌D #did send them into a panic accidentally at the end of the night like “thank you all for your help today and everything” and homegirl was #like leaning back in her chair like o #*like 🤨 oh shit? but no i meant just with training in general #should not have worded it like that because it did sound like i was about to be like “but this isnt the right fit for me so I wont be back #nooooo. whoops. lmao.#i realize this is from the accumulation of my personal flaws and my general abrasiveness but #they shouldnt let me start at new orgs this many times. they should because i sadly need money and a career but really.#i like to think my skill hard work and extremely decent attendance makes it balance out #but i do think i am like hi im here to ruffle your feathers because i do not have the attitude you are expecting as an employer in #(redacted) but it is gonna be like. just enough it might l #*piss some ppl off but not enough for others. but some of you will adore me. you probably shouldnt #but you will. in fact you may cry if i leave as historical proof shows.#and oh i will leave. eventually. because i fucking love leaving #but if you cant figure that out from my resume and took me at my word (fair tho) then that is on you #hopefully though this is okay and i can stay put 2-3 years and promote or transfer. their pto sucks less after 3 years anyways because #that policy becomes less of an issue #but idk. we shall see. they also have blackout months for time off. which like. i am also not keen on.#but like they do also offer overtime those same months so ehhhh #i like extra money but kinda also hate working weekends. so idk.#like is that a benefit? i dont know that that offsets it.#im picky because shittier employers in shittier jobs had better time off benefits so. like cmon now.#-pers

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