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Akira can be invited literally anywhere and enjoy himself bc he just likes hanging w his friends all the time; hes the perfect parallel play buddy :) makes me think he was a bit of a social butterfly even before the Shido incident; he gets more energy being around his friends than being cooped up alone in that attic
#chattin#akira#im sure he had like. a couple of decent friends#and tons of people who knew him and vibed w him#back home#but popularity means that connections are usually shallow#and getting put on probation would definitely make them cut ties#or have their parents cut ties w him#now that hes in a new school and new place; hes gotta start off from scratch#but it comes p naturally to him; he LIKES people and he knows what to say (for the most part)#on the topic; i do think this would be a good explanation for why hed be good at interrogating shadows#he reads the room and knows what to say to get the outcome he wants#hes just very keen on ppl and their wants and needs; even if its vague info at first#he craves connections so badly; and hell say what he needs to make the ppl he likes stay w him#its like. a little manipulative. he cant really help that; theres still trust to be earned#but he drops it fairly quickly when he realizes he doesnt need to Work to keep these ppl around him#being around popular crowds means u gotta watch out for lies and deceit; ppl using u to boost themselves#but w the thieves and assorted confidants; theres no fear of that. he gets to just be akira#the guy who likes being invited to group hangouts so he can sit and silently stare at them for 4 hours straight#and have no expectations to talk and mingle#and he does talk and mingle. but he likes to just have them next to him. so hes content either way
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applied to a bunch of jobs! 😅🙏
#took me three days bc i really wanted my dad's input on my resume and he took a while to get back to me#but i reallyyyy wanted to have applications in my monday morning and now i do :)#also feeling much better aboutbthe whole thing now that i have stuff to be excited about#still really really sad abt leaving the kids at my current job tho#but i drove by some of the places i applied today and researched them and im really optimistic about some of them#i even heard back from one already which i was not expecting at all#she literally emailed me like half an hour after getting my application and started asking me questions#like a pre interview#so thats nice#we went back and forth a couple of times#its not my top top choice but that place isnt officially hiring and might take forever to back back to me#this place is a smaller home daycare type place and urgently hiring but the pay is super good and a home daycare environment might be nice#and the pay is pretty decent esp compared to what im making now#the top top place is a fancy pants private school that going to be way more thorough abt references and background check#so they'll take longer to get back to me#but i found out after applying that my friend's mom works there 🤯#so she's gonna ask her to put in a good word for me :)#but they're not officially hiring according to their website it just says they encourage people to inquire so i did#so p unlikely i would get that one but you never know#anyway!!!!#finally excited abt things and not just filled with dread and sadness abt leaving the current place and kids#still makes me sad but im not on the verge of tears thinking abt it anymore lol#this has been a shitpost
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I've been thinking about the first time Prism got one of her Robots to work the way she wanted after getting kinesium and uh well this was the product of that
#aughh sorry if her hands look off I literally only have a 1 brown for skin tones so i couldn't do her palms properly#i am looking to get a set of like decent skin tones in paint pens but christ it's hard to find#i tried to use my ballpoint pen brown to at least imply the contrast but idk how well that worked#know i wanted to do it but i was limited by my resources sighh#alas...primmy :(....#idk she cares so much about her robots and it just breaks my heart to think about it#she's so gentle with them...like she's wanted to make them real for so long and now she can and she loves that and she loves them and AUGHH#i cannot wait until she meets right robot again in canon you have nooo idea how much i want her to see that bobot again#i think she would cry but um. it's good this time?#she's so special to me im crying dr p ilysm#im like a broken reccord the amount i say it. true though she's excellent :(#ieytd#i expect you to die#[agent moose's art]#roxana prism
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Vaguely older art and it shows a little, but here's some sorta doodle pages I made of some Hatoful guys I really like.
I'd aimed to do one for all of the main cast, but for some reason never did.... maybe I'll try again. Bird dating sim can be used to gain endless joy fun fact.
#hatoful boyfriend#sakuya le bel shirogane#nageki fujishiro#kazuaki nanaki#recall draws#fandom posting#i would still rlly like to do more now im thinking abt it#i need to do ryouta so the bfs (sakuya) both have a page...........#rlly my crungy art era which is a shame tho#that sakuya headshot looks p decent tho he looks good there. thats my prissy little transgender son
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me and my cat
r/malelivingspace
#LMAOOO#sorry I took this screenshot and couldnt help myself#first minecraft skully skin thats actually decent in my opinion#no offence to the people that made the ones that come up online T-T#I forced my brother to make it for me :P#cuz im too lazy#and he has a hoodie skin rn#so we match now kinda?#all we need is a masky#maybe an alex too would be cool :O
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eat the [redacted] anime pen, kaito-kun
#in o t h e r n e w s i brought all of my plain pens to work and now this is the only pen i’m willing to use bc i accidentally bought 2–#like heck im gonna let my family see it though what if they misunderstand and think that i like the [redacted] anime???? no wayyyyyy#the pen writes pretty decently though ngl. but again im not bringing it to work bc my coworkers would def question it/steal it#plus it’s a black ink pen and i prefer using blue inks bc it’s easier to differentiate from the bw printer ink lmaoooo—#special thanks to my bro’s gf for the pen holder though~~~~~~~~~#but i cant believe my bro remembered my rxl phase from like 2k14 bro erase it from your memory p l s i dont even ship them that much anymore#idk how much he remembered of it but. the way he said ‘the yellow one is your favourite right’ was very. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i haven’t even talked about them in y e a r s man… ig the list of uncorrected misunderstandings between us will keep on growing#g od. now that i think about it. he’ll prolly assume that aizo and len are the same person if i showed him pics of them at the same time..#like heck im gonna do that. i have a nonexistent reputation to uphold g o o d b y e
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considering more and more abt how straight up buying a house is the best option for me and im
#like i dont want to rent bc its just money going up someones ass every month but investing in a house loan would Put the money somewhere#plus when its paid off i can resell and get the money back after all those years in a sense#but gOD im only 23 going on 24 is that not too youngGG UGH#i got the money for a house loan?? i think?? a good foot in the door so to speak#bc god the rent is just so high for fucking everywhere and to think its just not going anywhere long term kills me#my options seem to be rent house for crazy price every month or decent trailer in the sketchiest trailer park known to man#all the decent apt or house rent is in citys like hOURS AWAY UGHH#but finding a decent house to be in for a decade n a half or so and just putting money into that??? sounds best#i never planned on living in this shitty town long term but lets be real years are going by dangerously fast to me now so that long doesnt#seem so long now and i can plan on where i want my Long Term house for my milfsona in life while getting credit/ experience#but god loans??? down payments??? alllll that Important Document shit??? cripplingly terrifying#BUT the payoff like in unit washer and dryer some Actual room advanced privacy just being able to have my own 110% space ooooffff#def going to do a HELL of a lot more research and talk with peers but the discussing ive done so far sounds like i have a fighting chance#plus i was so terrified of moving out and fucking up something important after being backed into a corner at 21 and now look at me💪#doin p alright so far i think#the only problem is the time i have and whether i can find a decent house around here thats affordable
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just once i'd like to complete one (1) bigger project that i can actually be proud of
#hrrrrg met with my advisor for my thesis and it's Not Great!!#idk how i always manage to set myself up for failure#struggled so much with thinking of a specific thing to write about so now i have this super broad paper about everything which essentially#amounts to writing about nothing#cuz that's not how history works you can't just make a huge argument like that (at least not without much more extensive research than ive#done)#and im not saying anything novel or interesting anyway#but i already have a whole semester of work dumped into this thing so neither my advisor nor myself wants me to tear it apart and start fro#scratch#there definitely wouldn't be time to do that anyway#so now it's just gonna be yet another thing where i have no confidence in it while working on it and just eke out an end product thats#decent enough to satisfy others while i know inwardly that its really not good#the professor for the capstone class last semester said the paper was good and i was in a good spot to finish it this semester#but this is the first time my actual advisor has really looked at it and hes confirming all of the doubts i had about it :((((#agh itll ultimately be fine i just wish i could do something to justify the 'oh youre such a good student!' im really not!!!!!!!!#i have no idea what i'm doing!!!!!!#p
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How do i get my gacha luck up??
#its been pretty bad for me recently#and by recently i mean in general :p#i have to horde gacha currency to survive...#in these trying times#i used to have decent luck on twst but not anymore shshhs#dont even get me started on obey me and time princess....#and now that im playing whb...#i havent even tried tbh i just fo the free daily summons#im scared#ehhshsjw
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got a different haircut for the first time innnn like 6 yrs maybe?? n i cannot lie i feel like i look good!!!!! i do feel like a mustache would make me look extremely swag w this cut but like that isnt gonna happen so its fine aldhdksj
#since i graduated (catholic) high school n was like. im gonna make my hair more weird now yay#i feel like. cool this is wilddddd#ill try n take a decent selfie when im at home#p#heheheee#meowth pic is how i feel rn
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#really desperate to see something good happen in my life right now#im being fucking beat up with bats while im already on the ground constantly#if something bad could just Not happen when we finally find ourselves in a decent spot#that would be fucking terrific#p#personal
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Now that i finished sunbreak (read: i got to endgame but ‘Hazard: Primordial Pest’ is still basically impossible for me), i REALLY gotta start puttin effort into making an mh! au w the thieves 😳 I had some Thots rotating in my head about it years ago, but w all of the new stuff added in sunbreak (and my new, better understanding of mh in general), I feel like i have a way more solid base to work with
#chattin#DONT mind me#or mind me a little……im not ur boss#i think the addition of an entirely new area REALLY makes the concept easier to pull off#akira; master hunter of his village; gets sent to elgado to help w a nee threat#*NEW#not necessarily shipped off and obv this is meant to be a good thing. however………#also. ive played w more weapons this time around (yippee) and so ive got a p decent grasp on the playstyles#like for one. i hate dual blades. all dual blades users that cost me a hunt bc u cant dodge anything. i wish u a very die#bc of this. i know it would be really good for akira. GOOD dual blades users are so fucking nice ro have.#they make hunts end so much quicker. same w long swords#i dont have backup weapons thought out. and i dont really know what to do about buddies.#but i have the MAIN weapons figured out#and also possible monsters the thieves would befriend……..#give ryuji a zinogre RIGHT now……..#so maybe someday i will actually draw something for this.#i need to draw goro w a primordial malzeno or ill explode and die badly
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i hate work sm
#🧿#sticking it through bc they wanna train me for creative director which would look amazing on my resume but HOLY FUCK its gonna be hard not#to just wuit bc of all the bs#owner has us watching her kids for free just threw them into our camp… we planned projects & prepped enough materials for only the number#of kids who signed up & paid for camp…. now we got 3 extra kids to throw shit together for#plus these kids r the worst behaved out of everyone i would be so embarrassed if those were my kids imo they should even be held to higher#standard but whatever 🙄#had to work 1OO hrs in two weeks bc our president got injured & i had to cover and get the ENTIRE camp prepared on my own and watch#2O kids on my own the first week w one supporting instructor AND I GOT NOTHING FOR IT#they kept dodging me asking for overtime and its clear why ugh#idk where to go theres nothing like this business in the area & tbh i dont wanna go to a standard k-12 art ed position fuck this shit#im making more than a first year teacher in p much every district in this state so now the plan is to just save up to move out of state n#be closer to phallo surgeons & family#this place depresses me but honestly theres so much potential for a studio here if they could hire decent staff ughhhhh
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Well fuck-a-duck, I screwed up
Was gonna finally work on my other posts I planned on doing, since I started typing them and then just- randomly ditched them. Maybe mess around with the shitty AI stories kids site I found because its so stupidly bad its actually funny. Saw a very... unpleasant note from someone I know- no clue how to handle it. panicking. gonna go sob in the corner and question if getting attached to people was a good idea or not
my brain works in the weirdest ways, once second Im thankful for every living being I meet and get along with and then another second I'm regretting making my existence known to people
#im scared#i want them to be safe#but like also I'm unsure how to talk with them#its all going down hill now#was working on posts and messing with games/sites having a decent day and then the universe fr said “tee-hee! 🤭 N O P E”
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no coherent thoughts, just thinking about how much of a fruit parade the shiny wedding mv was
#1) maeda crossdressed and got kissed by asuka#2) all of that asukana imagery. seriouslyyyyyyyyyy. it’s so fruity for an mmd-esque mv that’s half dancing anyway#3) did i mention mAEDA IN A DRESS FOR THE WEDDING SCENE—#man. if we can get crossdressing maeda for an ascana mv can we get crossdressing iv for an ft4 m— [is dragged off the stage by the ankles]#but it’s funny man… i was just thinking about how much i missed shiny wedding and boom there it was on my yt home screen—#i wish we’d get ascana songs in honeypre though… i can already see the flick notes at the ‘prin prin princess’ part of shiny wedding—#and give us ascana guerillas for actual decent dancing p l s the dances we have now are atrocious (lxl，minami，mona，ft4… all of them)#ft4’s and minami’s dances are… *y e a h*.#lxl’s dances are either boring as hell or plain weird (special shoutout to chiisana lion and thumbs up no hime)#and mona’s dances are uninspired and look like they were choreographed in 5 minutes max#like seriously. moge’s mv of hokori takaki idol was more dynamic than the actual live dance. much sads.#and so! ascana guerillas!!!!!!!!!! ascana for honeypre!!!!!! p l s flaggs im begging
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well i sure had a lot more to say abt atlas 2024 than i thoughtkdfjkfdkjsfds
ook 1st of all........it was alright! it was fun !! i actually wanna watch more popcorn scifi after dis hehe. it was givin venom but ai instead of alien & more platonic imo. i rly liked sum parts of it!
1 con is the evil ai guy fuck i forgot his name already well anyways that guy his motivation was the most generic u cud think of for an evil ai
i actually kind of Liked atlas' character! actually! a bit generic as well (the grumpy antisocial genius type) but it worked well enough. plus..ok i know this is so low bar but i liked that the mc was a woman in her 30-40s I ENJOYED IT A LOT. the ''i wanted to be a ranger'' thing was kinda out of nowhere tbh but again. its fine. not a big deal
on the other hand (i cant shut the fuck up but this is actually IMPORTANT): i wished smith had an arc of his own (even better one that complimented atlas' so they cud enrich each other). theres a thing that bothered me SO MUCH abt the scene in which (spoilers oooh) smith sacrifices himself for atlas and shes like noooo i like you smith you made me trust againn….thank you for keeping me safe..:') whatever. the thing is he says he does this bc of his PROTOCOL like !!!!!! he doesnt Actually hv free will when making this choice! OR AM I..CRAZYY… he doesnt right!!!!?
which is a thing that comes up again and again in my mind when watching stuff w AI assistant types.. they are not a character. not really. cos they cant make actual choices. they are trapped in their One Mission. in this case protecting atlas! its like getting emotional over trusting your toaster to make you toast..well yeah it will certainly try to do that cos that the thing it Has to do. you cant even blame it if it fails cos its goddamn trying to make you a toast thats 4 sure
like i was kinda hoping they wud adress that at some point like.. smith disobeying atlas or his own protocol/programming (SomeHow).. 2 b specific in THAT scene when he sacrifices himself I WAS SOOO HOPING HE WUD LISTEN TO ATLAS AND THEY BOTH GOT OUT 2GETHER !!!! agh!!!! like omg i rly like you too bestie yeah fuck protocol i wanna live too!!!!!
BUT NO
like yea he lives at the end yayyy BUT NOT IN THE WAY I WANTED AKA WITH CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ok whatever ahhahadasjdj
all in all a solid 7/10 probably ..yunno what maybe 7.5/10 cos i REAAALLLY like ais and explosions :D smith was charming
#i had.... ALL of this. ALL OF IT I DIDNT ADD ANYTHING in the tags of my previous post..crazyyy...#di4ry#ok also i have to add: it IS cute when a robot only has ONE (1) task & its obsessed over it..like yay toaster! BUT thats not the point here#also ............mmh..yeah im adding this to the tags not the main post itself 4 SURE#the whole time i was watching the movie/writing this post i was thinkin abt this smut fic i read that i Loved#in which the mc gets too attached to his ship ai & to save [it] in an emergency he gives [it] free will..... & its sooooo.....#SOOOO fucked up yet charming the way [it] slowly learns to feel want and think on [its] own.. yeah it was not only p♥️rn it was also horror#OF COURSE i wrote a long review Choking abt the whole thing in the comments section..GOD I LOVE FANFICTION#WHATEVER THE POINT IS: SCIFI IS FUN! explore it more!!!!! they did a decent job w atlas' fear and desires!! do the same w the co-lead!#while also exploring AI ethics!!! which i think was VERY lacking despite being a movie ABOUT ai androids/robots..#ok illllll SHUT UP NOW FOR REAL (I THINK)
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