#im on my period so maybe if i sleep and try my best to give up fronting for a little maybe we'll make progress and i wont have to think
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Ok I can have 1 emotional post abt it today. As a treat. Um. Ghosti would hold my hand so soft abt all this. So would a lot of my guys but ghosti specifically would have the. Maybe specific feeling to it I’m feelin
#vent#um. tw animal death in these tags. big heads up#gonna pad out the text a bit so u don’t have to see it without clicking the readmore#bc I don’t really touch on death and grief really beyond as passing as possible most of the time#bc that shit gets to me soso much like break me out of an anxiety attack to ask someone to tag it get to me#so#um#also um. abuse tw? not physical but still#my dads a piece of shit. and his wife is a piece of shit. and I can’t be around them without my fight or flight kicking in much less be at#their house where I was having weekly breakdowns and#like refuse to admit that maybe the trauma they gave me for the sake of not being embarrassed maybe wasn’t entirely my fault stubborn asses#um. they were rarely kind to me. and even more rare to the dogs. I’ve been nicer to my dogs than they have to their kids for years.#um. my dad texted me today that. the dog I grew up with. that was such an anchor while living with them. she died today. so um. im kind of.#dealing to the best of my ability. and that includes a lot of passive work to fill the periods when im too exhausted to think. and to keep#my hands busy when the pendulum swings the other way and im crying. god I forgot how much that shit gives me headaches btw. but um. she went#as easy as she could’ve dad said she went in her sleep so there’s at least that#but um. my god#80% chance im not sleeping in my bed tonight bc. my dogs im living with now. they’re gettin up there in years too. and I. can’t deal with#the spiral my anxiety is trying for on that front. but being with them feeling they’re still breathing is. helping.#so. that’s why I’ve been. in a state today. I genuinely can’t tell how easy or hard it is for other folks to tell but. yeah#I can’t do character stuff rn but I can draw every now and then and if I can’t work with pre-existing characters I can at least make some#for y’all. so
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#some days idk if i can make it#i feel like i wont be able to recover from burnout#its been years and any time i feel like ive made progress something causes a really painful backslide#idk why im even still here#the others are better at life than me without my crippling anxiety and panic#sometimes i think they have the more personable traits too#sometimes i feel like eveyone in my life would like it better if Saint just...took over for good#then maybe i wouldnt be so. feel like such a...fucking burden#a hindrance or a liability#im on my period so maybe if i sleep and try my best to give up fronting for a little maybe we'll make progress and i wont have to think#about anything
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hi! i loved Drive Thru Test and i was wondering if you'd actually write charles calling y/n his girlfriend and then her not wearing the ring. i think that would just be really funny and he'd be so cute whining. im not trying to rush you and I'd be happy to wait for the fic!
Hi! Yes, it would be very funny because i don’t think Charles realizes that he proposed to a Drama Queen. I don’t know if it turned out like you wanted it to but I really hope you like it!
Fiancé Girlfriend
Charles Leclerc x Hispanic/Latina! Reader
Summary: After a month of being engaged, Charles isn’t used to calling Y/N his fiancé, and accidentally calls her his girlfriend AGAIN. Y/N being true to her words, decides to stop wearing her ring.
Warning: the usual spelling and grammatical errors, VERY bad photoshop.
A/N: I am on my period and it SUCKS, i haven’t been able to get much sleep sadly and i really want chocolate and there’s no chocolate in my house 😩 also, if I were to ever give Charles and Y/N a dog in my fanfics, it will not be Leo since he is a Saint Mleux as well, not just a Leclerc
(His face when he realized he messed up)
Y/N was in the paddock at the Monaco Grand Prix, she had to be there for Charles’s home race. She was happy she did, Charles got P1, Max P2, and Lando P3. Charles kissed her when he got out of the car, she saw his podium ceremony, literally the best GP she’s been to, nothing could mess up her mood. She was in the hospitality snacking on whatever they were offering her while watching the post race interview on the TV and something happened.
“So Charles, we saw you kissing Y/N after your big Home Race win, how long have you guys been together?” The interviewer asked.
“Yes, my girlfriend and I have been together for 5 years.” Charles said and his eyes widened. Max and Lando were also looking at him like ‘ooh, she’s gonna kill you’ “Wait, no, that’s not what I meant..” Charles started but the interviewer ignored him and started asking Max and Lando questions.
Y/N was in shock, how dare Charles call we his girlfriend on live television. So Y/N did what any normal person would do, she took off her ring and placed it securely in the inside pocket of her purse.
Charles in the other hand was panicking after the interview.
“Okay, try not to panic.” Lando said.
“That ship has sailed, Lando. I’m panicking, I’m fucking panicking!” Charles was paving around the room.
“There’s probably a good chance she didn’t see the post race interview.” Lando said.
“And if she did? I already called her my girlfriend once, you know what she said she would do if I do it again? Take off her ring.” Charles said.
“Maybe she was bluffing, she wouldn’t actually go through with that, she loves you too much. I have never seen a couple love each other so much.” Max said and Charles smiled.
“You’re right, Max, she loves me, she’d never take off the ring.” Charles said. He left the room to go to the hospitality and saw Y/N eating fries. “Mon ange! Did you see the interview?”
“Muñeco! Yes I did.” Y/N said.
“I am so sorry, I really am.” Charles takes Y/N’s hand in his and noticed something was missing. “Mon ange, where’s your ring?”
“What ring, muñeco?” Y/N asked, feigning innocence.
“Your ring, your engagement ring, where is it?” Charles asked.
“Charles, I don’t know what you are talking about, why would I have a ring? It’s not like I’m your fiancé or anything, I’m just your girlfriend.” Y/N said and Charles pouted.
“I’m sorry! I swear I am so very sorry, I didn’t mean it.” Charles begged for forgiveness.
“Let’s go home, muñeco, can we order in?” Y/N asked.
“Yeah sure, anything you want, mon coeur.” Charles said. They were walked to the car and as soon as they got in, Charles expected Y/N to put her ring back on since they are not ‘in public’ anymore but she didn’t, the ring was still off. “So mon ange, have you been thinking about when would you want the wedding?”
“Wedding? What wedding? We’re not even engaged, Charles.” Y/N said. You know the saying ‘if they go low, I go lower’? Y/N is going as low as the depths of hell for a slip of the tongue.
“Mon ange, is not funny anymore.” Charles whined.
“Did you order food?” Y/N asked.
“Yes I did, we’re picking it up.” Charles said.
“Cool.” Y/N said.
The drive to the restaurant and back home was silent.
“Okay, we’re back home now.” Charles said as they entered the apartment.
“Yes muñeco, Im aware.” Y/N said but she still didn’t put her ring back on.
“Mon ange please wear your ring.” Charles begged, wrapping his arms around her waist, her back to his chest. “Please, I promise to announce our engagement on Instagram.” Charles kisses her neck. “Please just wear the ring, I love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you, you are the best fiancé a man could ever have.” Charles whispered in her ear as he places little neck kisses.
Y/N turned around and saw Charles pouring with teary eyes and she felt her heart melt.
“Aw muñeco, okay, I’ll wear my ring. But promise the whole world will know we are engaged. I love that you want your friends and family to know first, but it hurts me when you still call me your girlfriend.” Y/N said and Charles kisses her forehead.
“I know, mon ange. We’re going to let the whole world know that you’re my fiancé.” Charles kissed her passionately.
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charles_leclerc after years of dating, I proposed to the love of my life on our 5th anniversary. I love her so much, I am thankful for having her in my life. We have been engaged for a month and I am so happy that I get to call her my fiancé, the future Mrs. Leclerc, I love you 😘.
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landonorris happy for you mate, so glad she didn’t kill you
charles_leclerc you and be both 😳
maxverstappen1 happy for you mate!
carlossainz55 congratulations, cabrón! I expect invite to the wedding
yourusername aww, muñeco, I love you too, I can’t wait to be Mrs. Leclerc 🥹
francisca.cgomes let me be a bridesmaid!
yourusername you’re maid of honor!
user45 no wonder Charles looked nervous after his pst race interview
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Can’t wait to be your husband 😘
The End
Hope y’all liked it! It was a little short but fun to write!
#hispanic reader#latina#hispanic#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc x you#charles leclerc fluff#charles leclerc imagine#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc#f1 x reader#f1 imagine#f1 fanfic#fiance girlfriend
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LUST - p.b
warnings: smut, (over 20 asks for smut.) cursing, drinking, straight people
part: 3 (last part)
a/n: this prob bad and i didn’t proof read so lmk ok bye im gonna go ahead and post this
two months. that’s how long it’s been since the last time you’ve spoken to paige.
since she left that night, you can’t say it’s been better, but you’re definitely learning how to prioritize yourself.
the way she hurt you did enough damage, and the guilt she left within you made your blood boil.
but you can’t deny you miss her, because you do.
besides that, you’ve seemed to find yourself within the time period between the breakup.
you dyed your hair blonde, got the belly piercing you’ve been wanting, & you’ve started to get your nails & hair done more often.
to you, life has been great.
but the only thing that’s missing is your girl.
the girl who made you feel special, loved, prioritized.
but you have to accept the fact that she’s gone, and you’ve been coping with it.
besides all of that, tonight you’re going to a “night out” event at a local bar. sounds risky, but you need it after everything you’ve been through these last few months.
as you shower, washing out the dirt that’s been accumulating in your hair, you hear an incoming call from your best friend.
you open the shower door, water dripping from your arms as you go to answer it.
“i’m in the shower lilly what do you want.” you speak, annoyed.
“who the hell pissed in your cereal,” she asks, giggling, “but anyway what’re you wearing honey bun”
“well if you would’ve let me shower and actually figure out what i wanna wear then i could’ve given you a proper answer.”
“chill outtt jeez but ok. also paige is going”
“and how do you know this creep?”
“welll.. it was kinda on my for you page..?”
“why is she on your for you page to begin with?”
“ok not the point. but supposedly she’s going because of her brand deal with madison reed to celebrate something.. like i actually have no idea but look your best and make the bitch jealous ok byeee enjoy your shower,” she rambled.
after she hangs up, you immediately turn off the shower & get out to dry off.
you have to look perfect tonight.
you dry yourself, looking in the mirror as you wonder how you’ll pull this off. you know damn well you wanna see her.
you walk out of the bathroom, towel wrapped around you as you go to check your closet for outfits.
you grab your phone, calling your best friend to find opinions on what to wear.
“heyyyy girl are you in a good mood now?” she grinned over the phone.
“ok so not funny, also can you help me with what im gonna wear?”
“of course i’m literally like a fashion designer.”
“ok so, maybe not that but whatever helps you sleep at night!” you giggled.
“ok anyway, try on the outfits bitch i wanna see them.” she squealed.
“okok, give me a second.”
you proceed to look through your closet, finding a orange, short dress.
“is this cute?” you ask your friend, showing it to your friend over the phone.
“omg yes!! try it on now.”
you let out a laugh, taking your towel off to try on the dress.
you step into it, pulling it up as you fondle with the straps.
“okay, how do i look?” you smiled.
“so. fucking. good.” she complimented.
“okay don’t make my ego high, but wanna see the other dress?” you giggle.
“yes!! please.”
“okay girl okay” you replied.
you find another dress, purple, short, tight, & lacy.
again, you mimic your actions earlier and show it to your friend over the phone.
“ok, how’s this?”
“GORGEOUS. try it on. now.”
“okay creep.” you insulted.
you try on the dress, not really liking it. but of course, you let your friend put her 2 cents in on it.
“i don’t really like it but what do you-”
“yes. wear that. NOW. wear. it.” she nagged.
“holy shit, okay. but are you sure it looks good?”
“i said wear the damn dress!”
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you sit down to do your makeup, going for a sleek, not too much look.
“i know you wanna see paige tonight.” says your friend over the phone.
you grab your concealer out of your makeup bag, rolling your eyes at her idiotic but true statement.
“and if i did? who would it hurt?” you asked groggily as you pat the concealer on your under-eye.
“well, not saying it’d hurt me, but might hurt you. but what do i know, you know?” she says sarcastically.
“okay lilly.” you sass, adding your final touches to your makeup with powder and mascara.
“should i wear pearls or diamonds?”
“diamonds.”
“gold or silver?”
“silver duh.”
“kk thanks pookie, im gonna go though, text me when you’re ready! bye honey.” you hang up.
after you hang up the phone, you grab your curling iron to add extras touches to your hair. you wanna look perfect tonight.
after you’re all finished getting ready, you grab your keys and head out.
you get in your car and get a notification from your phone.
“Paige💕 just added a new post to their story!”
ironic.
it’s a picture of her and brittany, her fashion designer or whatever.
you roll your eyes, turning on your car. as you pull out, you get ready for whatever’s in store tonight.
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you pull into the parking lot of the bar, noticing a familiar car. it’s her car.
you walk in and the first thing you notice is your best friend, lilly.
she runs over to you, giddy and grinning.
“oh my gosh you made it finally! i was like so bored and also i seen paige and she looked at me weird like bitch-” she rambled, under the influence.
“lilly, calm down. where is she?” you ask, grinning.
“she’s over there i think, she was talking to some girl. it wasn’t her cousin,” she air quoted, “some other girl. i don’t know her though.. but how are you pookie,” she giggled.
“some other girl,” you ask, genuinely confused.
“girl enough about her! can we grab some drinks please??” she pouts.
“i guess lillian,” you laugh.
“yay!” she cheered as she grabbed you by your arm to get drinks.
you walk with her to the bar, asking the bartender for a dirty shirley. paige’s favorite.
she technically put you on, they’re so good.
“thank you,” you gesture to the bartender after receiving your drink.
“so you gonna talk to paige?” lilly asks, slurring every word.
“i won’t talk to her unless she talks to me,” you roll your eyes.
“well, speak of the devil she’s walking over here!” she bursts.
you turn your head, seeing paige walking over.
“ok im going to find a boyfriend or something ill leave you two to whatever this is bye!” she squealed.
as your friend leaves, paige approaches.
“hey.. how you been? you look.. hella different,” paige tells you, looking you up and down.
“is that a compliment?” you roll your eyes.
“yeah, you look good as fuck.” she licks her lips, her eyes locked on your figure in your dress.
“why are you over here again?” you sassed.
“i just wanted to know wassup with you. i miss you man, i know i fucked up.” she looked down, ashamed.
“so why’d you do it?” you ask, sipping your drink.
“listen, it was a mistake. ion know if you’d be able to forgive me but im dead serious, i- i didn’t mean it. i was speaking out of anger.” she stuttered.
she seems so genuine, there’s no way you won’t be able to forgive her.
“we all make mistakes. i just don’t understand why you’d do me like that, seriously. after everything? really?” you asked, perplexed.
“i know, i know. but im for real, you the only girl i want. do you know how many times i’ve thought about you today? yesterday? last week? i can’t get you off my mind.” she expressed.
“i met a girl about a week ago,” you admitted, “nothing like you. they’ll never be like you paige, no matter who i meet.” you let out a breathy laugh, knowing there’s 100% truth to your words.
paige grabs you up from your seat, pulling you by your waist to her chest.
“everything’s okay, im here now. and if it’s okay with you, i wanna be here tomorrow to. i wanna be here everyday, with you and only you.” she promised.
you wanna kiss her, but with the fame she has itll be on tiktok in 30 minutes.
shes thinking exactly what you’re thinking, and with the thoughts you two are sharing, she pulls you toward the bathroom.
just like when you two first met.
when she pulls you into the bathroom, she locks the door behind you two.
you bite back a moan as she pushes you against the wall, sucking on the soft spot of your neck.
“i missed this. fuck, i missed you.” she spoke hungrily against your neck, her voice raspy.
“fuck, paige i missed you too. so much,” you breathed, needy for her touch.
“you want me to fuck you in this bathroom?” she huffed as she pulled up the hem of your dress.
“fuck. of course i do,” you gasped. the sudden gesture catching you off guard.
“mm, i know you do.” she groans as she sinks to her knees, pulling down your panties.
she looks up at you before placing her tongue flat against your clit.
no warning, just getting straight into it.
you throw your head back into the wall, the ecstasy of her tongue arousing you.
“oh fuck paige, just like that, shit,” you whimpered loudly, raking through her hair as she works her magic below you.
your hips buck against her face, her tongue swirling around your clit. you’re starting to get dizzy from all the overstimulation.
she sucks on your clit, lapping her tongue in your folds.
her tongue flicks against your clitoris, making your breath hitch.
she grabs your calves, holding your legs in place while she eats you out driving you senseless.
“stay still,” she whispered against your pussy, the vibration driving you insane.
she dips her tongue inside you, gripping your thighs desperately.
“fuck, paige i’m trying-” she slides her tongue up your pussy, leaving a line of spit as she inserts two fingers inside you, cutting you off.
“holy shit, i’m gonna cum,” you grunted.
“do it, right here,” she rasped out, sucking on your clit eagerly.
she speeds up the motion of her fingers inside you, curling them as she hits the exact spot to make you cum.
she continues to lap at your pussy, sucking on your clit constantly.
“shit baby, you taste so good,” she moans against you.
as you clench against her fingers, she removes them.
she continues to pleasure you with her tongue, making up for the loss of her fingers.
“paige, fuck! i’m gonna cum,” you cried out, your knees going limp.
you finally reach your climax, your body coated in a thin sheen of sweat. the time slows down for you, your pulse beating faster and faster as your vision goes static.
paige looks dead in your eyes, pulling herself back up.
“i don’t wanna lose you again, i love you,” she whispers against your neck, pushing your hair behind your left ear.
“paige,” you breathe, your chest heaving. “i don’t wanna lose you again either. i love you,” you profess.
“good,” she kisses you, cupping your cheeks as you taste yourself in her mouth.
after the intense sex and encounter, you try to freshen yourself up by fixing your dress & hair.
“stop, you look perfect,” she calmed you.
“we can go back out now? how long have we been in here?” you giggle.
“it’s alright baby, i got it.”
as you two walk out, you realized the party kinda died down.
paige looks down at you, smirk apparent on her face.
“you tryna go home so i can show you something?” she grins.
“that’s a crazy question, duh.”
a/n: i finally finished this holy crap. anyway hope you guys enjoyed i can’t write long smut so this is all you get until i learn how to properly write it 😞 ok bye thanks for waiting bc my asks are horrid and you guys rushed me to finish this :-| also not proof read i don’t feel like it ahahah…………
#paige bueckers#paige bueckers x reader#uconn wbb#wcbb#paige bueckers smut#paige x reader#angst#paige bueckers angst
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Your last chapter warmed my heart 🥰🥰 could I request a Jake x Human!reader x Neytiri where there helping reader with period cramps and it’s all cuddles and fluff. 🥰
Jake and Neytiri with a Human!Fem!Reader on your Period
a/n: thank you so much anon!! 🫶🫶
i’m in my headcannon era so i just did these in that format i hope thats okay!!
warnings: mentions of blood, mentions of menstrual cramps
ok going off the idea that the na’vi don’t have periods bc i think that’s cute
you don’t explicitly tell them at first
maybe they just pick up on your cravings
or you get a really bad cramp
if it’s the second option they both think you’re dying for a sec
like it’s not even their fault you are and human and you are a lot more fragile and susceptible to sickness than them
and then you’re just like “no… i’m just on my period”
jake is like “oh okay do you need anything?”
poor neytiri is so confused
she still thinks you’re dying 😭
then you just have to give her a little human anatomy lesson and she’s like
“that’s horrible”
“true!”
they keep asking if they can help but at first when you don’t really have any really bad cramps or anything there’s nothing really too be done
then finally one day it hits you
just all the hormones all the cramps everything
jake is freaking out
like he knows what periods are but he didn’t know they were THIS PAINFUL??
they act like doctors and put you in bedrest
“i’m fine-”
“no”
“seriously,”
“no”
“come on-”
“no”
eventually you just sorta give up
and like okay that’s sweet and endearing but like jake and neytiri are still doing their chores and stuff and you’re just in the hammock like 🧍♀️
when you try to get up to just even walk around neytiri full on hisses at you
“IM FINE???”
“NO”
they’re really just kinda confused and think this is the best for you
jake is kinda like like “i’m not so sure this is how it works”
but in neytiri’s mind it’s just “you’re losing blood so you should conserve your energy and all that”
and jake is not about to fight her on this
he values his life
eventually you’re just like “i’m bored and my stomach hurts”
and then they climb into bed with you, neytiri tells you stories about her childhood and random tales passed down by the generations
have we seen jake’s hands
i just know they’re just huge and always so warm
so he places his hand on your stomach (more like your entire abdomen)
and acts like a heating pad
also kinda off topic but if you were a human these two are TERRIFIED of crushing you when you sleep like actually
so most of the time you have to like literally sleep on top of them or else they get all paranoid
it’s so sweet honestly
so you’re probably laying on top of jake on your back, his hand on your stomach, and neytiri’s on her side running her fingers through your hair
this is making me tear up man
you guys probably spend the rest of the day like that
neytiri kinda thinks your so badass
keeps telling you how strong and brave you are
you’re literally melting bc omg
and jake is just calling you all the cutest pet names and saying how much they love you and how perfect you are
definitely the type to say “you were made for us”
they’re just trying their best tbh
but it’s just so cute and sweet and they just love you so much
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Loved the period comfort hcs!!!!! How do you think our forge husband Dammon would be in this situation?
🍓omg it's been like forever, being an adult is hard. but im finally getting to my inbox🍓
I'm going to include Zevlore and Rolan bc like I love all three of them dearly. shorter than normal but I'm working on a longer fic with these 3
no beta and lots of grammar and spelling errors <3
🍓Dammon
this man is the sweetest, he's so gentle and caring
Doesn't really know what he's doing but is trying his best. he listens to your wants and what you need. hungry? he's ready to make you something or go get whatever you're craving. he makes sure you stay hydrated and offers you water like every hour.
cuddles galore, he'll rub your lower tummy and give you forehead kisses
while spooning, his tail will wrap around you too
"why are you giggling love?" "Dammon you know why" You couldn't help but giggle as his tail lazily swiped along your side. "it's not my fault you're so sensitive
expect soft touches like that the whole night, he'd sit there and play with your hair, maybe even put in a few braids if you let him
would definitely take the day off if you asked him too
🍓Rolan
Rolan would be the type of guy to act like he didn't want to take care of you the phrase "I suppose if I have to" is said so many times
"Rolan I'm fine really" "No no if you're going to keep complaining I might as well do something, it's the only way I'll get some peace and quiet around here"
he kinda knows what he's doing. he has a sister. him and cal took care of Lia when she was cramping so he knows a few things
wouldn't let you out of bed. but would never admit to fussing over you. or loving the cuddles
"I'm just holding you until you go to sleep. I have work to do" Spoiler alert he spends about 30 minutes just watching you sleep. he smiles to himself and brushes hair out of your face. stroking your face lovingly letting out a small chuckle because you subconsciously lent into his hand. he pulls you closer and falls asleep himself
🍓Zevlore
this man definitely knows what he's doing. he's been around for a bit and knows how to treat a person right.
the moment you mention cramps he's drawing you a nice hot bath and making chamomile tea.
so many kisses. on your face, arms, and hands. nowhere goes untouched by his lips. I mean nowhere. this man earned his red stripes (or is it red wings?)
"ew, Zev that's gross" "You could never be gross to me my dear"
gives the best massages. will rub your back or your feet. he just wants to make you feel better. especially during the most uncomfortable time in your life
he holds you tightly against him. whispering sweet things in your ear. "I love you, I love you more than any god. more than the sun and moons and stars. you are mine and I'm never letting go"
you fall asleep on him with a smile. knowing he means every word
HEY! im back! At least I'm trying to be lol. imma try and post a long fic every other week and will do short post like this randomly. or I might not stick to a schedule and disappear for a few months again who knows. anyway
see you later alligators - Rhys 🍓
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Hi omg I just came across ur page, I loved your recent it was so cute & now I’m dying for more comfort Hyunjin.
Can I request reader being on her period so she’s rlly irritable and then Hyunjin comes home saying he has a stomach ache and she thinks he’s just joking around so she just ignores him but then later realizes he’s being serious when he doesn’t eat dinner n feels sick so she feels bad and takes care of him.
title -> misinterpreted pair -> hyunjin x fem!reader genre -> hurt/comfort + fluff warnings -> mentions of periods + mentions of food + cursing a/n: yall i think im a sucker for hurt/comfort jinnie, thank you for you request! <3 it came out shorter than i expected but i still hope you like it ¡! :(
as if the day couldn't get more annoying, periods happen. ok, it's not like i had a lot on my plate but there's no worse sensation than your uterus kicking you like you deserve it. it was painful, annoying and overall made me feel like complete garbage. i carried through work like i could, continuing with my day like i wasn't suffering every step of the way. getting home was a task too but i managed through it and decided to throw myself on the bed, trying every single position to see if it would make the pain go away.
i know i wasn't the easiest to deal with when i was like this but i was hoping hyunjin would understand.
speaking of him, he was just about to come in through the door every minute now and the things that i usually get ready for him, are not there. like i said, i hope he understands that it's not my best day and he can get them on his own. i know practice must've been a lot and i truly wish he would take care of himself better.
"(y/n)?" i hear my name being called out and i don't even have the strength to get up. feels like the weight is pulling me down again. i manage to do so in a few tries but everything still spins and hurts around me. "missed you baby." he says when he sees me and gives me a hug which i have to retract because of the tightness of it all. he looks at me confused which i have to explain.
"i'm on my period and everything sucks right now." i say calmly but dying on the inside. "i'm sorry if i'm gonna be a bitch to you at any moment but right now i just need to rest."
"oh, that's okay i actually had like a stomach ache through the whole day so i get it." and i just sigh 'cause i knew he was messing with me. he always likes to do that and even with the confused look on his face, i wouldn't fall for it at all. i decided to not linger on it and go to our room to get my sweet sleep as much as i wanted to stay and cuddle with my boyfriend, i knew it would only bring pain and uncomfortability.
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getting up and being met by the moon in the night sky was not my plan all along. hyunjin was by my side, he didn't even try to cuddle with me which i thanked for but he looked a little odd. i couldn't place my finger on what it was but i had to get up and make dinner before it was too late. as i tried to concentrate in the cooking and not the pain (again), i tried to place my finger around what was going on with my boyfriend.
could it be that things didn't go well today? but he didn't look mad or sad. he also didn't say anything about the boys (usually there's one or two comments about felix). maybe he was just tired and didn't need me on top of his business and i was just panicking over nothing.
"babe?" he asked, snapping me out of my thoughts and there was definitely something going on. he looked pale but at the same time it looked like he had a run a marathon with all the sweat and i was starting to see things better. "oh no, jagi i love your cooking but i think i'll pass today."
i placed the dinner on the table and i looked at him. he never passed on my cooking so something 100% was off today and what did i miss? as i got close to him i tried to repeat our conversation today. my hand went directly to his forehead and as everything started to make sense with him burning up, i said.
"fuck you weren't lying, you truly had a stomach ache." i felt like crying right then and there. even if i felt terrible, i still would do anything to take care of hyunjin. it hurt that i put myself first when he was hurting just as much as me. i didn't want to cry though, this was my chance to make it better unless he hated me at this very moment and didn't want me to do anything and-
"you're thinking too much and yes i did or i still do. i don't know, everything's kinda of spinning and i think i might have a fever." he said and i immediately sat him down as i looked for the termometer. thinking of every remedy and healing technique i went through my entire life as i came back and made him open his mouth.
"i'm sorry jinnie. i should've been more careful and paid more attention to your words." i said and he wanted to say something but i stopped him. "nuh uh no moving! also i'm gonna tell the boys you're not going tomorrow." that's when he also wanted to protest but i took the termometer out and checked.
"so? do i have a fever?" he said and i nodded as he responded with a sigh. "i can't miss practice when we're learning a new choreo though, babe you know how it is".
"but you also can't practice if you're basically running a fever and feeling dizzy, what if you pass out?" i said and i could see that he was seeing my point. "just let me text chan and then i'll have all the time in the world for you."
"but what if you get sick too?" he pouted and i just smiled because even in the sickness of it all, he still cared about me. he really was the sweetest guy i've ever met.
"if i get sick, i get sick baby, there's nothing bad about it plus i get to spend time with my favorite person." i said laying him on my lap as i messed with his hair and caressed his cheek.
he eventually fell asleep and i just couldn't stop looking at him. i decided to slowly get up without disturbing him, then i would call work and tell them that i would be taking the day off to spend it with my loved one 'cause it's what he deserved.
#skz drabbles#sourbinnie#skz x you#skz scenarios#skz short imagines#skz imagines#stray kids drabbles#stray kids imagines#stray kids x reader#skz x reader#skz hyunjin#hyunjin x reader#hyunjin skz#skz hurt/comfort
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Xanthus vs period cramps
I know its supposed to be gender neutral but i just needed this okay
I couldnt find one so im gonna wright one as best i can
Might feature Dontis (i dont plan what i write. ಠ_ಠ )
Anyways ^o^ as always (one time before) reader is referred to a Love, this time with she/her pronouns and she gets really bad cramps
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Xanthus groans again as he sits on the sofa beside Dontis. The pain in his abdomen had been appearing inconsistently throughout the day and Love had stayed hold up in their shared room for the past two days, not even letting him in to feed or for comfort.
“Whats got you in such a mess today hm?” The incubus raises an eyebrow, to Xanthus’s displeasure.
“Wouldn’t you like to know,” he pauses a moment, slightly shocked at the venom in his own voice.
“Are you alright? Did something happen?” Dontis pushes, becoming more genuin and concerned for his friend.
“I- im not sure. It could be because i haven’t seen Love much recently but i didnt think it’d have this much effect on me,” the waver in his voice showed his uncertainty on the matter and he huffs in frustration.
“Well, like we know, if one of you is in pain then the other is too, could it be that she isn’t feeling too well? Maybe a stomach bug?” Dontis offers, as he rests his chin on his palm.
“I suppose so but im sure she’d tell me if-,” they both pause for a moment, hearing faint noises from down the hallway, “do you hear that?” Xanthus ask, quietly.
“Yes, it sounds like faint mumbling, or maybe groans?” Dontis mumbles back, in a hushed tone as to keep listening out for the sound.
“I cant take this anymore, im going to see them whether they like it or not,” Xanthus stands and starts making his way towards their room. Dontis doesn’t question him as he sits back and goes back to his business.
Knocking could be heard on the door of their room and she grumbles annoyedly, questioning who was interrupting her ‘try to find a position that doesn’t feel like you’re being stabbed’ time.
Xanthus peeks his head round the door and looks around the room, the smell of metallic blood hitting his nose faintly and he wonders how he don’t notice it sooner. He was by Loves side in an instant, looking over her curled up figure in search of injuries.
“Are you hurt love? Whats wrong, i can feel your pain,” he blurts out, reaching a hand out to hold her face lightly.
She sighs and finally gives up on trying to hide it, “im fine… im just on my period is all…”.
The words hit him like a train. How could he be so stupid. Of course she was on her period! It all made sense, the pains and the avoidance. How could he not have noticed sooner.
He moved quickly, talking just as fast, “do you need anything? Another blanket? A hot water bottle? Food? A dring? Medication?” Worry seeped through his voice as he placed a hand against her forehead.
“Im fine Xan, i promise,” she manages to say, as Xanthus pulls a water bottle out of his suitcase he kept half full in the corner of the room. He put on a dim light and pulled out a fresh blanket from a drawer.
“Xanthus, ive done this before, i can handle it-“ she tried to sit up to say to him but he placed a hand on her shoulder, setting downn the water and pulling off the scrunched blanket off of her and laying down the fresh, fluffy blanket.
“You need rest and comfort and thats what im here for, now make some room, Love,” he says softly as he slips under the covers, reaching for her and pulling her into him.
She instinctively wraps her limbs around him and lays her head on his chest. It didnt take long for her cramps to die down, sleep slowly creeping in as she yawns.
“Thank you Xan, love you,” she says, through a sleepy haze.
“Its quite alright my love, now sleep,” he kisses the top of her head and she slowly drifts off as he lays there, silently content in holding her as she lightly snores beside him.
And just for a moment, everything was perfect.
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Its so late and im so tired because i can only write well when its past midnight T^T
I hope you enjoyed reading as much as i enjoyed writing this, i tried my best to really capture the feeling of Xanthus as a person, prepared, caring (towards love and only love :3) and straight forward whilst also adding in some bond + period theories with the mood-swings and cramps because itd be funny to see a 450 year old vampire lose his shit over dropping a plate (ˉεˉ)
Anyways, if u have requests, drop them in the comments and i’ll see u next time baiiii :D
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Returning home
Gif credits to owner
Authors note: Quinn would be the best dad you will never change my mind.
Pairing: Quinn hughes x gn reader
Word count: 900
Preface: After a long roadie Quinn is back home only to find a very stressed significant other.
You werent really sure where the overwhelming urge to cry had come from. You had watched the kids for long periods of time before but for some reason today was too much. A two week trip shouldn't have been a breaking point but Jackson was teething and miserable for the entirety of it.
You hadn't noticed the front door opening and closing as you sat on the couch crying silently. Your son however noticed and immediately started scream crying. You rushed to his bedroom to quiet him before he woke up your three year old who was sleeping silently.
"Shhhh its okay sweetheart." You murmur "you're okay just breathe." The screaming continued and you tried everything you could think of, but couldn't get him to calm down.
"Babe why don't you let me try?" Quinn asks and you jump not expecting him to be here.
"How are you? You had some really good games while you were gone." You ask as he walks up wraps his arm around your waist and places a kiss on your temple.
"Dad? When did you get home?" Your daughter asks from the hallway, her reaction not as excited because of the tired look in her eyes.
"I just got home kiddo." He looks at you and takes Jackson from your arms. "Why don't you go get in bed and i'll come and tuck you in in a few minutes?"
"Okay!" With this your daughter bounds back up the stairs to her bedroom and you let out a sigh of relief as just being held by Quinn, Jackson begins to calm down a little bit.
A few minutes later Jackson is back in his crib fast asleep and the two of you make your way upstairs to tuck Ellie in. When you walked up the stairs you noticed that she had already fallen asleep.
Quinn pulled her blanket over her and then gave her a kiss on the forehead and you did the same before closing the door quietly. You made your way back down the stairs and into the kitchen.
"I have some leftovers in the fridge from the Chinese place if you want them."
Quinn doesn't say anything, but wraps his arms around you and pulls you into his chest. He rests his chin on your shoulder and kisses your cheek. "Thank you for taking care of the kids while I was gone." He squeezes you tightly before placing a kiss on your shoulder.
"Its part of having kids though I signed up for it." You have a slight break to your voice and Quinn knows immediately that it had been a rough two weeks.
"You should go take a shower or a bath, give yourself some quiet time. I've got the kids now," Quinn says quietly.
"Okay, if Jackson wakes up again he has some teething rings in the freezer and the Orajel is on the changing table." You reply and Quinn places his lips on yours gently.
"Thank you. Now I've got the kids you need some you time." Quinn finishes ushering you into the bathroom. You smile as he shuts the door knowing that you picked the right one to be their father.
You shower slowly, singing and embracing the time alone. As you finish up you make your way back to the bedroom where you find Quinn lying on the bed with Jackson laying on his chest asleep. You curl up next to him and try not to wake the sleeping child.
"Im going to go put him back into bed ill be back in a second."
You smiled as you listened to Quinn put Jackson down again for the night. "You are getting so big little one. We better pick out your first pair of skates soon."
Quinn put the baby down and came back to your room. He laid down beside you and pulled you into his arms. "Maybe we should get a nanny, at least for once a week while I'm gone so you have time to yourself."
"It wasn't usually this hard but almost every day Jackson had a break down because of his teeth hurting. I felt like I was failing at parenting." You say quietly and Quinn pulls you closer.
"You are the best parent these kids could have. You make it easy for the kids to be kids and thats what they need. I'm sorry I wasn't here for you during this."
"Its not your fault Quinn. It's part of your job we both signed up for it." You reply and he holds you tightly.
"Lets get a nanny, I'm off for the weekend we can do whatever you want to." He smiles into your shoulder "but right now we should get some sleep since the three year old menace to society will be up in about six hours."
"She gets that from you," you reply and Quinn laughs.
"I'd like to think uncle Jack taught her that."
You smile and turn to give him a quick kiss "You may be right about that but right now we need to sleep so we can talk about it more in the morning."
"I love you y/n thank you for everything you do for us." Quinn hums and you smile.
"I love you too Quinner."
With that the two of you sleep silently the smiles not leaving your faces the whole night.
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Can I send a request of yandere Kenshi specifically masked kenshi.
Author's Notes: By “masked Kenshi” I imagine when he already has the bandana, right? I'm kind of bad at English, I'm sorry if this one-shot isn't as you expected.
BTW Im sorry for taking me so much time to make this :c
Yandere! Kenshi Takahashi x Fem! Reader
Yandere Character: Kenshi Takahashi
From the video game/manga/anime/movie/series: Mortal Kombat 1
Case: kidnapping, mention of escape, Stockholm syndrome.
Warnings: No.
Finished: Yes
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I always found his behavior strange.
Maybe that was why I initially wanted to get closer to him. It was mostly my cheap curiosity, though, he took it personally; thinking that I really was in love with him and was looking to have a life with him, even when that wasn't really the case. He locked me away and forced me to live this life, one I never sought, nor desired, but it was also not something I could face or counteract.
I still remember very well the night he took me away from everyone. It was cold and a little cloudy, but never cloudy enough for it to rain, it seemed that he had been waiting for this moment, a moment in which it was at any moment it could rain and thus clear his tracks, but at the same time be was going to give me enough time to take me away from everyone, to get away from this life that I always had.
The first nights in which he kidnapped me, I didn't have a very good time, so to speak, in the sense that he was quite strict and almost every time I responded badly or did something in a way that he didn't consider correct, he responded by screaming or trying to hurt me, condescending manner. And it was totally the opposite if it was “good.”
To tell the truth, I would never have suspected that this could happen, since the few conversations I had with him were focused on quests or with other people, and I found it surprising that it all ended this way.
But hey, at least I don't have chains on my hands 24 hours a day —Do I have them on my feet at night? Yes—, but it is necessary, important, just as I couldn't control the rest of the things and much less could I know what moment would be the right one to get out of here.
And although most of the time he was at home —or at least the time I was awake since I slept in the afternoon— and he was not very talkative so to speak…, in fact for the most part he always remained serious and without saying almost anything. no words.
I often get depressed thinking about the days before this, where I was happy, where I knew everyone and where I had friends everywhere, but now that was purely taken away from me. And although I understand his reasons fairly well, I consider them unfair, selfish and aberrant.
But at least his family came to visit me from time to time, even Cage came to visit me and gave me certain things like clothes or books.
In fact, I find it surprising that someone like him is the only one allowed to talk to me. And although when I asked him if he could try to convince Kenshi of the decisions he was making, but he just shook his head saying that it is a hopeless case, and that the best thing I could do was get used to it, even if it was an attempt.
Pathetic, was what I thought; It seemed quite strange to me that the only person who even had the possibility of helping me decided to simply turn his back on me and give me minimal things so that I could at least try to "get used to" this life that I have now.
But hey, nothing is worse.
Honestly, I kept thinking that maybe it would just be a passing feeling, something that he would temporarily feel that would last until a certain period, and that he would progressively let me go, letting me go…, but I would never be more wrong.
As the days went by he seemed to be gaining more confidence, which was the complete opposite of what I expected. Sometimes he brought me gifts, during the nights he asked me if I wanted to sleep with him, if he could stand next to me so he could protect me while I rested, and although sometimes I refused, eventually I had to give in and know that I would never have a normal life again.
I still remember one time I tried to escape, I tried to try and see how far he could go, to where he was going to chase me. I tried to go to several cities or even go many towns away, seeking even the support of someone like Liu Kang or any of his warriors to think about even going with the Ling Kuei, but I quickly ruled it out since I was at war with their “other half” of the family.
However, each attempt was worse than the last, since he always found me, sometimes faster, sometimes he took a few days, etc. It was strange to think how he knew where I was because he would even have found me even faster than I could think.
Even if he have sometimes raised his voice to me, i understand it in some point, maybe be because my attempts to escape being almost daily at one point.
He would constantly increase the number of chains on my body or simply add more security to the window or doors, but I always found some way to escape from those four walls.
However, those events were a couple of months ago; I would say about six. And in fact, thinking recently I realized that I was quite skilled at one point, being that I could go through entire towns and get tired only when I had just arrived, and only when I knew I was safe could I give myself a rest and a well-deserved lie down on a bed.
And now I knew there was no way to escape, that somehow I would always know where I was, that no matter where I went, I would always know when and how to find myself at the right moment, I knew that my life was condemned to remain by his side. , chained and locked in a place that almost no one knew.
And that's why today was a special day.
I barely managed to become aware of the time and time I was in; I got out of bed, gave the room a little order and approached the door at the entrance to my room, but before I could take the doorknob, he opened the door, a soft squeak of wood was heard. , silent.
—Hello, Kenshi, —I greeted, my voice softer than usual —, how did you wake up?
He didn't answer, he just took one of my hands.
I smiled, knowing the habit he had picked up for a couple of months. He would check my palms, caress my skin and notice if it was more damaged, or rougher than my skin normally is, and if it was, then he didn't treat me very well during the day.
—Then I guess the noises were from the animals —he mentioned, his fingers now running over the tips of mine —. I'm glad to know you haven't hurt yourself trying to run away yet.
A soft laugh escapes my lips, letting him take and caress my palm to his liking.
—Yeah, digging in the dirt wasn't such a good idea for my hands, you know? I learned it months ago —I joked, before separating his hands from mine. —. By the way, are there wild animals at night?
He remained imperturbably calm, and only nodded in response.
—Two nights ago I noticed them —he admitted, —but I thought you were you trying to escape.
I laughed at this, before taking one of his hands, my fingers settling into the gaps between his half-open ones. My gaze stayed on our hold, as I only panted softly.
—Well, then I guess you would have to get used to dealing with those animals.
He looked confused, and was even more so when he saw the grip he had with my fingers wrapped around each of his knuckles.
—Just because you said so?
—Because I don't plan any escape.
—You always say the same thing, —he emphasizes—, and then you run away from me.
—This time is different —I clarify, before looking at him again for a second, I gently pressed my fingers against his knuckles again —, I seriously don't plan anything."
Just by noticing the gesture of his lips and eyebrows I noticed that he was hesitant; He had learned the different expressions he had, and each one was more intriguing than the last.
—Fine. —he whispered, not very convinced.
He let go of my hand, and without telling me anything he just left the hallway, going to what I assumed was his room.
Since he never let me into his room; It was a strange thing, the obsession he had with me not touching his room under any circumstances.
In part, I was a little hurt by his indifference to my revelation, since I very rarely lied to him, but it didn't take me long to go look for him.
His steps were not hurried, but he could tell that he just wanted to be alone for a moment. When I tried to call him, he ignored me, and only advanced to the door of his room, where he took out the padlock that secured it and entered it.
Denying what I was trying to tell him, I just headed to the kitchen, ready to finally replenish my energy with anything that would serve as fuel for my body. And while I was taking some time to prepare it, I was just thinking about a couple of things.
Since when had I accepted my destiny? I guess I've been thinking about it for a month now.
How long will this last? Until the end of my life, I guess.
Do I have any way to escape? Nah, most likely not.
It was a little painful to think that I was no longer going to try to regain my long-awaited freedom, limited to being between six rooms and a hallway.
The more I think about it, the more my mind focuses on random points in my vision, and in the end, I just longed to stop overthinking this situation.
Suddenly, I notice that a hand took mine, giving gentle caresses and stopping my movements.
—Oh, Kenshi, what would you like…?
—How sure are you that you're not going to escape?
I gasped softly, trying not to lose my bearings at that moment.
—I already told you that I'm not going to escape.
—You said the same thing 6 months ago, and then you ran away.
—What way do you have to prove that I am trying to escape?
—You're too calm these days.
I sighed, stopping cooking.
—You are too paranoid.
He frowned, before letting go of my hand.
—I'm not, I just don't trust you.
I tried again and again to reason with him, but I found little use in conversing with him. I felt stressed thinking that this was useless, coincidentally I got tired but I couldn't get out of that situation, I wanted to stay there for as long as possible.
But it only exhausted me more mentally the thought of him that I was about to escape, or that I was planning to do something bad to him.
It was then that, out of my own coherent line of thought, I limited myself to taking a sharp step towards him, placing myself right next to his body and my face facing his cheek.
Gently but quickly my lips landed on his cheek, placing a soft kiss on his undamaged skin.
The sensation of kissing his skin wasn't very different from other things, in fact it was almost like giving a kiss to my wayward pet.
However, when I moved away from the sudden display of affection, a hand on the back of my neck stopped me, forcing our lips to connect with each other with a gentle but forceful push.
With my pupils dilated, I was surprised, knowing that I couldn't escape his grasp, I limited myself to just letting him follow his path with the contact, unless until he wanted to stop.
—I guess that's a sign of trust, —He playfully separated from me —, tell me, will you give me more signs of trust in the future?
Playful and idiotic, I guess I discovered a new side of him.
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#yandere#obsessive love#poppa thoughs#yandere male#yandere x you#poppa things#mk1#yandere mk1#kenshi#Yandere kenshi x reader#kidnapping#mortal kombat x reader#kenshi mortal kombat#yandere mortal kombat
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Okay, so we've tried several times to write an ask, and each time we just..stop ?? So this time instead of explaining in detail n shit and saying how much we're sorry if this isn't appropriate to ask, I'm just gonna write :/
So, we're kind of stuck, in the sense that idk if I'm/we're(both pronouns feel wrong lol) a system anymore and,wdk what to do about it.
Because basically 5-6 years ago, when we were around 10(i think, but at this point i only know the story through the "telephone" of our retellings) our brain tried to just.. get rid of most of the DID. I'm not even ducking kidding, i think it tried to lower barriers and smush most of us together, to the best of it's ability. From what I've gathered, it planned on shoving all our trauma deep down in the innerworlds, and hiding them from the main kid. Like, getting rid of thousands of fragments, banking them in little crevices of our brain etc.
That procedure was supposed to make it so the main kid could have more of their life for them- without access or even knowledge of the sheer size of the abyss and pain in background, and thus being less affected by it till they were old enough to deal with it. Idk how to explain really, especially since i myself barely understand.
In any case, it went wrong. I don't know why much, as our memory has increasingly deteriorated since to the point i have nearly no knowledge left. I'm not sure even all that ever happened, because maybe I'm just inventing stuff and creating a story were there is none, and I'm scared that what i know isn't real and just my imagination or smth
And what's left is..me i guess. I kinda feel like a fragment in the sense that i have limited consciousness and just..person-space(if that makes sense ?) I'm not sure if I'm several people, one person, an eldritch entity of kinda seperate kinda not glued together entities.
Idek what i want to be. I want to be a full person, that's for sure, but other than that ? Idk. I'm lost, I'm a mix of tons of different opinions and vague, weak, feelings, and flashes of blurry memories and desires that don't belong to me.
So.. i know you probably can't help, but do you have.. any idea on what I could do ? Or if others have been in similar situations and if it got better ?
This is a very long ask x knows, and it's desperate, and you aren't our/my psychs so I shouldn't just dump this and hope you have answers, and I'm so sorry if this isn't appropriate to ask, but yeah.
I'm sorry.
Dissociative disorders do the job, but not perfectly, what you're explaining from the words of "nearly no knowledge left" sounds like retrograde amnesia, where it is near to impossible to remember anything from the past.
I also get a bit on what you mean with not knowing who you are,, that is usually close to a blurry moment? Because everything feels jumbled, its not clear, it is hard to discern wether there's multiple or not, etc. That could sound like it;
Have you been exposed to stress? Especially long term? Has anything awful been happening? Many factors can affect memory and recognizing who you are that can stem from basic needs that are neglected like sleep or rest if you're working for long periods, or deficiencies on vitamins/minerals/nutrition because they also play a part on fending off brain fog which can cause many issues like memory recall or trouble focusing,, or it can be to even deeper issues like stress as i said before, or if it is related to trauma, or any sustained physical injuries but it could be anything really.
Im guessing this is something that didn't happen in such a short time, but i do can give you some stuffs to do for starters:
Write down everything you can notice those feelings, those lingering sense of identity, or vibes, or thoughts, they are truly jumbled and it helps you organize and recognize your situation better if you have a physical record of what you're experiencing
Find the cause of problem If you can, try digging up anything you can find that could be the culprit, maybe before things get too foggy to remember that could serve as clues, and by checking with your current health (physically and mentally and emotionally) and see what could be fixed.
For sense of fulfillment It is overwhelming to know which or where you have to start from if you want to learn more of yourself, while you can do number 1 to jot down things you don't align with, this also gives you some ideas on what could be yours. Start somewhere small, like, how you like your daily morning, or preference in eating food, or the colors you think it looks cool.
It would also be great if you can leave out the tiniest bit of context next time, so my answers for now are rather vague and less pinpointed/specific. Though atleast still can suffice as a starting point to tackle your issues.
You can contact me anytime via ask box or DMs, let's see how things go for you okay?
- j
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Weightloss tips u may not know about or do but don’t know the science behind them 🩷🫶🏻
1. After a 48hr fast your dopamine receptors reset. For example: a mars bar gives u a dopamine hit? Gone. Try eating fruit now, it will taste better, sweeter & its more healthy for u. - source “Fast like a girl by Dr Mindy Peltz”
2. The reasons why people can’t stop themselves from binging is because of sugar and flour. Eating those foods or food containing them MAKE u hungry. The best way to satisfy yourself after a meal is to cut those products out. I eat only fruits and vegetables and i find that after lets say 2 tomatoes or a banana, i feel satisfied. Some days all i eat is a piece of fruit for snack and a salad for dinner & im fine. - source “Bright line eating by Susan Peirce Thompson”
3. After 3 days of fasting, the hunger goes away. Push through it & you’ll notice it gets easier. When u break your fast ALWAYS do it with something healthy like fruits or vegetables. Going back to like ice cream will ruin the dopamine receptors and you will crave unhealthy foods again. - source I can’t remember but ive heard it heaps on YT videos & ive tried it and can vouch for that tip.
4. After 2mins of running or high intensity exercise, your body runs out of energy & begins to fuel you by producing cortisol to keep u going. High amounts of cortisol results in your body storing BELLY FAT. So if u happen to notice that u store belly fat mainly, that could be the reason. Source - Autumn Bates on YT (i forgot which vid but i think maybe it was a tik tok, sorry.)
5. Starvation mode is a myth. Look at prisoners of war for example. They are so emaciated due to lack of food, if “starvation mode” was true, they wouldn’t end up like that. Maybe u may not loose for a few days but that is your body holding water or possibly gaining muscle, if it prolongs further than this see my next tip. Source - i forgot im so sorry, possibly a podcast?
6. Your body has a natural rhythm known as the circadian rhythm. This in short like an internal clock that regulates our sleep-wake cycle and other bodily functions. It helps us feel awake during the day and sleepy at night. It's influenced by factors like light exposure, hormones, and daily routines. It means that your body doesn’t digest food the same at night, if at all. It isn’t supposed to. If u feed yourself after 6-8pm, the digestion process is slower, much slower. This can cause to hormones being released at the wrong time, storing fat, keeping u awake etc. It is best to not eat after 6pm (if u heard this tip from ur mother growing up, it is actually science backed, its not so u “eat less & that makes u loose weight” its because u stop eating after a certain time. It is actually because your body isn’t designed to digest food late in the night and so u loose fat easier.) Source - “Change your schedule, change your life by Dr Suhas Kshirsagar”
7. Birth-control whacks out your hormones. If u are on BC & find u have all these cravings & can’t seem to restrict, thats most likely the reason why. A lot of doctors will tell u “its just water weight” but thats not the case. The constant stream of synthetic hormones keeps your body in a state that similarly reflects how u feel the week before your period (bloated, craving, tired etc) and u feel this way continuously. Im not saying go off birth-control but if you are puzzled as to why u may feel like this & u are on BC this may be the reason. Source “Your brain on birth control by Sarah Hill”
8. Also on the topic of hormones, if u aren’t loosing weight no matter what u do or its very slow progress, it can be due to a hormonal imbalance. Exactly which one im not sure, it depends on you and your body. U can see which hormones are out of balance via online tests (idk what to google i read it in a book). Completing tests online can give u a rough idea of which hormones may be unbalanced and then u can go to your doctor and request certain tests to medically check. Your dr can then advise you on what to do to balance them. You may also have hyperthyroidism which can make u constantly tired, unable to loose weight and sensitive to stress. Source - “Hormone repair manual by Lara Briden”.
That is all i can think of rn. I have read all books i have sited & many many more. There is definitely a huge science to weight loss and i may make another post in the future stating what i have learnt. Most books are written by drs or people of similar qualifications. I applied all these to my life and loose weight continuously. My mother is also a certified nutritionist, personal trainer and life coach & she also follows all these things & has read the same if not more books. She is almost 50 & bmi 18.3 & has consistently been this way for my whole 21yrs of living even after having 3 kids. She doesn’t loose weight due to her high calorie intake (like 3k cals a day) but she also doesn’t gain weight so if u follow these examples by restricting u will see major weightloss. I also have lost 5kg in 8 days from following these tips this relapse & last relapse i lost 30kg in 4ish months from these tips.
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Hi! Dunno if you're taking request but if you are could I ask for a Robin Arellano w a fem! girly s/o? :³
♡ BOYFRIEND ♡
Pairing : Robin Arellano x Fem!Reader.
genre : Fluff | bit nsfw(as in staring)| head canons. | Oneshot
Summary : Head canons and a short oneshot for robin Arellano!!
Warning: Some parts are somewhat nsfw so I’m sorry!!! Babette/Vivica’s Note!!! : MY FIRST REQUEST IM EXCITED🤗!!!!! I am accepting requests so feel free to request anything!!
As much as he isn’t a big fan of the type of style, he does love all the bright colors and clothing on you. Sometimes he will make fun of you but if someone else does, boy aren’t they in for a treat. If any of the teachers try to tell you something or dress code you for “ distracting “ the guys robin will rock their shit. You probably encourage him not to cause fights or issues he still does it anyway, mainly to protect you(<3) even though he gets suspended or get weeks of detention he would do anything to protect,save and stand up for you, it’s kinda concerning how you would go meet him outside the bathrooms after a fight and he is so normal and calm
“ Oh my god! Robin (favorite pet name) are you alright?? Are you hurt badly? “
“ chill y/n, I’m okay but how about you what’s happening? “
If you are a fighter or get into fights ( even though your girly you can still kick ass because yes 😻) he loves watching you rock a girls shit for spilling food/drinks on your outfits, in lunch if he isn’t sitting next to you which is rare and some girl or guy drops their milk on you, it’s on sight. Robin will just sit back and smirk like a proud boyfriend he will only step in if a teacher comes in or the person your fighting brought some of there friends which won’t be needed because you can handle it.
Sometimes when you are getting ready for classes or just going out, he will mess with you and your items. Example, if you two are going on a date or party he will ruin your eye shadow palette,Put highlighter on his wrists, put a lip oil on his lips and maybe try to do your eyeliner!
For clothing, he would never look in your closet he would have a weird look on his face, but when you wear it or trying clothes out, he is DOWN BAD just the way the clothes enhances your different features and lighten your body is just breathtaking for him. Sometimes when he is in the mood for shopping( for things in general) he will go to some stores with you and help you pick out some things ( purposely picks revealing outfits but shush )
𖤐 Short oneshot 𖤐
( slightly nsfw )
It was a Friday, and of course it’s fun Friday and you wanted to look your best, for no reason but just to get ready but you lost track of time. School starts at 7:35 it’s 7:50!! You were barley finishing your makeup, you had to do your hair and pick out your outfit.Robin on the other hand was wondering what was taking you so long, your parent(s) went to work it’s not like they had to drive you and there was traffic and there’s no way you would walk to school without him and the bus should have dropped you off already, he guessed you were sleeping. After you finished curling/straightening your hair you quickly picked an outfit, A (your favorite color skirt) and long sleeved shirt but kinda short length wise and you picked fishnets along with (Your favorite pair of shoes). You grabbed your bag along with random rings.
As your speed walking to school you put the rings on and started running.,You walk into the office waiting for the counselor to give you a late slip and to let you in class, after that you head to period 2 English class, you open the door all out of breath while your teacher speaks up .
“ oh look who decides to show up, do I even wanna know your excuse this time? “
“ Look im so sorry! It was a fashion emergency!“
“ fashion emergency.. “
“ it’s still a emergency..? “
“ sit your ass down y/n and take out your notebook, your lucky I’m not calling your parent(s)! “
Meanwhile that, Robin was in candy land or something, Finn even noticed how no matter what robins eyes was stuck on you, I mean he hasn’t seen you since last night when you were in your Pjs and now he sees you in some hot outfit? Dude is staring bad like he has no shame in the world thinking about things he shouldn’t. You were embarrassed that the teacher called you out in front of the class so you didn’t even look back at your classmates or Robin so you just sat in the seat in front of him and boy what a perfect view of your back and neck.
Finn thought you were pretty but would never stare down at you like Robin is doing, he literally had to kick robins shoe to get him to snap out of it and not look at your waist and ass. Robin didn’t give no shits, it took for the teacher to call for his attention.
“ AY, ARELLANO! FOCUS! “
“..uh yeah I’m focusing “
“ So you call staring at y/n’s waist and hips focusing on the lesson?.. Pay attention or I’m sending you to the principals office “
“ fuck my life “
“ What was that? “
“ NOTHING “
I deeply apologize for making this so late! I hope this makes up for it! But I’m super happy that this was my first request and that it was one of the black phone characters!! And yes my requests are open! So please don’t be afraid to request tysm love you guys sm!!🫶
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Good to hear that TM, real life is more important, stories can wait. Keep up to your own pace, thats where good stories come from 😌
I have few in mind.
3mix member, it would be so good with Jihyo mommy vibe (this we've seen alot as usual), nayeon cute bunny face as you facefucked her to train for her easily gagging habits on OC huge cock and tsundere jeongyeon who cant be true to herself and succumb slowly to OC cock but still act like she didnt care up until orgasm. Maybe later in the stories coz our bunny and jeongies cant seems to make initiatives with OC yet. The scenario would be three twice vocalists were recording new song in recording studio and OC were the producer and give them rewards for their good work.
Our very best J-line (i like this the most ���), who can resist Mina big ass when OC did anal to her, Momo huge milky white titties that give the perfect boobjob and let OC did whatever he wants to try (maybe new position that havent been tried?) and Sana flirtatious face and dirty talking that turned everyone on when the rest of members being thrusted hard. Also Sana would be very good at and enjoy rough sex where Sana will be kneeling on bedside while OC taking her from behind standing position thrusting hard, reaching for her forearms and pull backwards causing her to arch her back with her tits juggling. But then Sana is pregnant now 😭 and have to wait 9months for it. Scenario would be in their dorm where only 4 of them is home due to their schedules and OC wanted to have 'Japanese cuisines'. Btw please let OC order a king size bed somewhere in later story line 😅
The remaining is none other than our School Meal Club. First our personal OC cum dump, Chaeyoung who OC will used her like no tomorrow until she passed out (maybe second round will be her unconscious while OC thrust her very roughly and wake up just 15seconds before orgasm and moan/scream until the neighbours knock on the door asking what happened), our dubu with her perfect hips as OC take her doggy style and mould his hand onto her hips while spanking occasionally with redness on her ass and im dying to know how red of her face when shes flushing hard when orgasm incoming and finally our very own maknae, Tzuyu. Since she havent have sex yet in the stories, maybe this will be her vanilla period where she prefer soft sex after her very first time and also heavy daddy kink asking OC to take care of her and caressing her head while thrusting in a long and sensual pace. After seeing OC use Chaeyoung like an unleashed kraken, she wanted to try it in their second round but OC tries his best to control himself while pleasures her with rough sex. The scenario fits perfectly in livimg room on the couches, table or on the carpet where tzuyu always wanted to have foursome after accidently came across the porn to train herself before her very first time with OC and find her first roommates (i think tzuyu sleeps in same room with chaeyoung and dahyun when debuting)
Sorry for long post, i just realise its getting longer when i get to last one, of course as usual this is just opinion, write however how u see fits hahaha, if u ever written it, please make it spicier and hotter than this 😆. I still have alot in mind maybe tomorrow as i need to finished up my thesis writing.
-AvidTwiceReader-
These are very good suggestions that I will take into consideration. I think I might use one for these upcoming chapters.
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i’m having a really bad day emotionally. idk if it’s my period hormones or bpd but i’m just in a really sucky mood today. yesterday i recovered from one illness that i had since late jan. i’ve been desperately waiting to feel better and this morning i woke up with another kind of illness. and i’m doing my best to recover from this as well. and something triggered my abandonment response and im just having a really really hard time right now. and i can’t even freely talk about it to anyone or even write about it in my journal. i’m just. so sad right now. i’m not abandoned but i feel that way. i have been feeling abandoned for a while now and a small thing that happened last night really amped it up. then this morning i woke up with a crazy amount of physical pain and fever from said illness and im also severely dehydrated because i have been too upset to drink water so i’ve been forcing myself to drink lots of water all day. and had to take painkillers and sleep the fever off. all by myself. i hate being by myself. but it was worse when i was living with family back in bangladesh. somehow i felt even lonelier and more horrible there. lately i’ve had very little hope about myself and my future. i’m just going through a rough time mentally. so are my loved ones. i’m sobbing as i’m writing about this. this isn’t even bad. like it’s just my mental illness over reacting and my hormones possibly amplifying the negative emotions. but nothing terrible has actually happened it’s just that i wanted something and i can’t have it and even in my dreams, my desires plague me. it all sounds vague but that’s on purpose because i can’t openly talk about it. even when faced with much greater difficulty, i have handled things better but right now even though it’s not actually that bad, i feel exceptionally sad. i did my groceries. made the right decisions. i literally did my very fucking best today. and yet i feel nothing but awful awful awful. even some self hatred and self pity. i’m having a hard time trying to logic myself out of this one. maybe it just needs some time. the problem is that i don’t have all that much time to give. i have a class early tomorrow and it’s one of those classes that i really have to participate in and even though i normally look forward to this class, im dreading it right now. i dont have the energy to learn a whole bunch of things right now. and my friends invited me for drinks after classes, which is great but sucks because i literally have 5$ in my bank account to last me the whole week, and today was just monday. idk how this happened. actually i know exactly how this happened, i paid of my medical bills when i got paid this weekend. that’s why i have nothing left. but it’s a big relief. that i have paid off all my hospital debt. it’s a huge deal. and it’s done. now temporarily i’ll struggle a little but it’ll be okay soon. also it was just 11:11pm and i made a good wish. i’m going to try my best to bring it to fruition. rn im still a bit sick, and im not gonna beat myself up for having a bad couple of days. i know im doing my best. my best is not as good as other people’s but it’s mine. and i am choosing to go easy on myself. i’m feeling a fever coming back. the plan for the rest of the night is to maybe rest till my fever goes away. then watch the movies i downloaded w the library wifi, because guess what, i didn’t have money to get wifi this month. so i barely use my data and i try to download as much as i can at uni and at the library. it has been kind of good for me. to be off the internet mostly. this reminds me i should deactivate my instagram soon. idc if i loose my work flow. or maybe try to find balance between life offline and online. after i’m done resting and my fever subsides, ill boil some eggs and what not. i deserve to eat well. nvm im back to crying in my fetal position. oh god i feel so bad. i feel so bad right now. i can’t do anything about this. and the things that i can fix, i don’t. this is literally my life. crying about things i can’t control and ignoring the things i can control
this is the worst i have felt in 2024 so far. i’m so sad that it’s giving me a headache. i’m so disoriented and confused and tired and sad i don’t wanna do anything. i’m depressed as fuck. why does this happen to me. oh god i let a couple of hours pass, and i’m doing a little bit better. this is so stupid.
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To go with the shipping theme, how about you do some ship headcanons? Maybe more on women who you ship with Marie since she doesn’t get lesbian attention in the fandom much
FUCK YES . lesbian Marie for the . Win .
Im gonna list every woman I think would kiss Marie
Marie/Azusa
Sooo I feel like when they first get together Azusa cannot even respond, she is so shocked that any romantic affection Marie gives her she just goes soft and smiles. Azusa liked Marie for SOOO long that she gave up on ever actually dating Marie that them actually ending up together is shocking to her. I feel like Marie would sleep at Azusa's place when she felt heartbroken over something or even during that period where Stein went missing. Marie and Azusa are already comfortable with eachother so they are already domestic and their relationship doesn't change much they just FUCK now .
Marie/Medusa
Marie is HEAD OVER HEELS for Medusa. They fight but have moments where they genuinely balance eachother out, Marie helps Medusa lower her guard and Medusa helps Marie be more...yeah . Anyways Marie finds Medusas evil and snake like features very attractive and will giggle about it to Stein or Azusa and they're just . "What."
Marie/Arachne
Okay I don't think about this one at all but it's really funny to think about Marie saying "ohhh Medusa... I didn't know you had an older sisterrrrrrr.....😏"
Marie/Naigus
Marie probably thought Naigus was super pretty growing up but it wasn't a crush just, "wow that weapon is kind of nice to look at :)" and Naigus definitely helped patch up Marie and Marie TOTALLY bumped into Naigus when she got lost and Naigus is like . "Oh okay . Beautiful woman I need to keep my cool ." And she's so thankful for the bandages all over her cuz she's smiley and blushing around Marie .
Marie/Kami (maka's mom)
I could go on and ON about this one. Marie was Kami's weapon before Spirit. Kami was her FIRST crush ever and Marie would always try her BEST to make Kami happy and she'd just be all bitchy back. They'd have nice moments but Kami strived for control and Marie would try letting her do anything but would get frustrated when they couldn't fight/resonate (bc Kami sucked at resonating with people) but she'd just smile as Kami yells at her. Kami also is very much in love with Marie but she's all like "no. I'm straight. Weapons are shitty anyways I can't like my partner who's a weapon AND a woman." Yeah . I could keep going but. I won't . They're good I like them.
Idk if I missed any woman (WHO ARE ADULTS I dont think I should clarify that anyways.) So anyways thx for the ask this was funnnnnn I rlly like lesbian Marie she should get to kiss every woman actually
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