#im not the only one by Sam Smith

[beelzebubsbois]

Has anyone ever talked about divorce arc parents music taste?

Because I know we have like.. Dad lore and Mom lore.. but my parents are on the verge of divorce, and they have such varying music.

Mom: Songs about men cheating, female rage and empowerment, fuck society and fuck all men

Dad: begging the girl to stay, not wanting to be alone, trying desperately to tell the love of your life how much they mean to you.

[teesummer75]

(via Sam Smith - too good at goodbyes T-shirt - 100% cotton - light blue (Unisex) Active T-Shirt by Teesummer75)

This soft and lightweight T-shirt captures the feeling of Sam Smith's hit song "Too Good at Goodbyes." The lyrics are printed in white ink on a light blue shirt, and the design is finished with little sailors. The shirt is made from 100% cotton and is perfect for summer days or cool evenings.

[trustherkindheart]

My first time playing FIFA 23 I scored a 4' Cat Macario goal for the USWNT and I am speaking it into existence

[v4mpysblog]

I have loved you for many years

Maybe I am just not enough

SAM SMITH~

[rightsaidmanfred]

wish some of my ships had more art/fics. like i get why they dont bc theyre ~~~problematic and in some cases a little crack-y but come on i cant be the only one

[troyandabedsnewapartment]

YOU LIE AND I STAY, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

1. letters of sylvia plath | 2. i know im not the only one, sam smith | 3. cut, caitlyn siehl | 4. ask polly: help, im the loneliest person in the world!, heather havrilesky | 5. cool about it, boygenius | 6. driving east (2002), helen frankenthaler | 7. motion sickness, phoebe bridgers | 8. wishbone, richard siken | 9. bicho 87/9 (1987), gego | 10. gilded lily, cults

[hwanchaesong]

omg i got a good idea for an ateez song imagine: like i can -sam smith.

idk who but alive you feel like could match the vibes best. im kinda thinking yunho or seonghwa but they could be so different like shsbvsjsnd ily

a/n: this is SO SO VERY LATE I APOLOGIZE. THIS HAS BEEN ON MY DRAFTS FOR TOO LONG. I HOPE YOU'LL STILL ENJOY IT THO. AGAIN, FORGIVE ME FOR POSTING THIS AFTER SO LONG 😭

also, let's make this a seonghwa x reader x yunho cuz y not

suggestive (kinda smutty) & angst, no fluff here. love triangle, and mentions of other sins are in here so read at your own risk. also mdni!

LIKE I CAN - SAM SMITH

Seonghwa's piercing gaze cuts through the plethora of people in the dance floor of the smoky club, straight onto your figure latched onto his nemesis.

Jeong fucking Yunho.

Out of all the other guys you can mess around with, you really had to go to the person he least expected.

Seems like you know how to play a game of terror.

He scoffs when he sees you giggle at the other man's whispered words, biting your lower lip when his hand drops on your exposed thighs, crawling higher until it had you closing your legs in a failed protest.

Oh, how he hates seeing you like this. Like you weren't chanting his name like a mantra a few days ago. Like you weren't panting for more in his sheets. Like he didn't carved your body to accommodate him and only him.

He smirked when he saw an opportunity to lock you in, watching you saunter towards the restroom, and he stood up himself, boldly following you in there.

You were minding your own business, not until someone rudely barged in, pinning you on the wall with their face dangerously close to yours.

"What the f-"

"Watch your words, babe."

You almost shrieked when the person that you don't wanna have an encounter with shows himself without any warning.

"Seonghwa?" you muttered his name, and the way you called him sent the blood rushing down in his member. He loved it whenever you sounded meek in his presence.

"Let me go. I don't have time for this shit." you said, voice firm and he was shocked at how confident you are.

Is this what that Yunho has been teaching you? After all his hard work in shaping you into his submissive baby girl. Oh, he has to remind you where you stand in here.

"I don't have time for your attitude, princess."

Seonghwa's hands went into your waist, pushing your lower half into his own while he sticks his leg in between your thighs, causing you to let out a small squeak when your clothed pussy rubbed against his jeans.

It sent you down the rabbit hole, back to zero when he's intoxicating you like this again.

How do you even escape from him?

Park Seonghwa, the guy that every girl wanted yet you had him as your trophy after a one night stand during a drunken stupor of his frat's party.

He was once a stranger that you glanced at, maybe once or twice, you couldn't remember but you do know that he made you laugh. He made you happy for a short while before giving you an entirely different kind of serotonin. One that you could acquire when the waves crash you into euphoria.

He showed you a world of situations that sailed on ships made of sands. Thus, it crumbles easily, making you seek a home made out of bricks, a shelter that winds cannot destroy.

Yet here he is, in all his glory, kissing you like there's no tomorrow.

"I thought you were better than this. Care to explain yourself princess, hm?" he mumbles against your bruised lips as he nibbles on it, his hands going over your breast to grope it rather harshly.

"I don't need to explain myself to you." you panted, clenched fists weakly punching his chest, but you both know that no matter what you do, his temptation would be difficult to resist.

You moaned when his mouth slid down to your neck, biting your sweet spot while his hand wandered onto your damp panties, circling your garment-clad clit, it had you thrashing around in his arms.

Seonghwa chuckled darkly, murmuring the exact words that had your knees buckling for him, "Oh my sweet, little princess. I think I have to remind you that no one can show you passion like I do."

---------------------------------------------------

You were quietly sitting on the bed, the television's volume nothing but white noises to you.

Then you slightly jumped on your spot when a splash of cold water dripped on your cheeks, "Ah!"

You glared at the perpetrator, fresh out of the shower.

"Yunho! You scared me!" you whined, making him chuckle at your adorable countenance.

"You are the one scaring me, actually. You're too silent. Is something bothering you?" he asks, concern lacing his voice as he sits beside you, landing a palm on your leg and tenderly massaging it, giving you a sense of solace.

Yunho really is something, you think.

With him, it feels like all your sins will be forgiven. A gentleman that could cleanse your soul, a once in a lifetime chance and you'd be a damn fool if you let him go.

But it does plague your mind, the way you let yourself be consumed by the demon when you already have yourself an honest man.

"It's nothing, it's just-" you began to speak, but you were astounded when he cut you off with a groundbreaking fact that's been eating you inside and out.

"Is it what happened in the party?"

You and that Park shithead Seonghwa, he thinks.

You looked at him, wide eyed and anxious but he only waved you off. Still, there's a mayhem of vibes that surrounds him, and you have no idea of what will happen next.

"Y/N, my love, you must take for an idiot no?" he sniggers, then halts to tilt your chin up and he leans onto you, the tip of his nose brushing yours.

He's another kind of poison, and a pattern seemed to click in your mind on what kind of men you are drawn to.

"Yunho, it's not like that." you tried defending yourself but he shushed you with a peck on the lips, his hands brushing your arms lightly until he reached your shoulders.

Goosebumps trailed on where he touched you, then he abruptly pushed you down the bed, eliciting a surprised gasp from you.

"Darling, it's okay." he reassures, positioning himself on top of you and discarding the towel around his waist. Droplets of water fell on you, soaking your shirt that he hoisted up, revealing your breasts to him, your nipples perking up at being exposed in cold air.

His warm hands explored your smooth skin while he inhaled your scent, smooching on the crook of your neck and his eyes squinted when he saw the remnants of Seonghwa's disgusting mark.

His fingers tickled your stomach, reaching for your tits and playing with your nipples, tugging on it and you felt yourself getting wet with his ministrations.

"Y-Yunho.." you mewled, arms wrapping around his broad shoulders.

He merely hummed before biting the same spot where Seonghwa soiled you, mumbling curses at the thought of that shitty fuck boy.

"It's okay," he repeats what he said a while ago, "because at the end of the day, you'll still come back to me. No one can show you heaven like I can."

He already has you, and in Yunho's perception, you are his. You belong to him, you belong with him.

Dwindling roads and outreached hands are presented to you, so, which one do you choose?

[catfever7]

"You say I'm crazy

'Cause you don't think I know what you've done. But when you call me baby I know I'm not the only one"

i have loved you for many years - maybe im just not enough

[bidisasterevankinard]

Wip Wednesday

guess who again started new wip? me. now I'm with big bucktommy + eddie angst. For now I titled it I'm not the only one(work title at least i think so) bc of the song i listed while wrote all the 1k+ words i have for now. Part of these words here for you

(song for the mood)

The date was incredible and the kiss only better :)

You’re amazing Tommy <3

Buck tries to deny the proof for just five more seconds, praying to Tommy’s phone to show something else. To change the letters to something less heartbreaking. But as mocking him the last message from Eddie comes. 

You should tell Buck sooner

Now Buck knows all the weeks when he tried to reason with himself that Tommy and Eddie would never do it to him, that his boyfriend and his best friend would never betray him like that, the weeks when he tried to tell himself it’s was just his insecurities talking, were nothing more that him fooling himself in believing the best. Nothing good ever happens to him. And Tommy and Eddie never were met to be his forever.

Or they chose to not be his forever. But maybe each other's. And Buck would eventually forgive them for breaking his heart. He would forgive Tommy for choosing Eddie, and before Eddie was ready, trying to have fun with a good second option like him. 

But he can never forgive them the betrayal he feels right now. He can never forgive them for how they made him feel loved and safe with them in a romantic and family way only to be humiliated and destroyed by both of them. What has he done to them that they decided that it is normal to have a romance behind his back? How could Tommy cheat on him weeks after he told him that he loved him and asked him to move in? How could Eddie after everything they go through together, after everything Buck has done to him, go and steal Buck’s boyfriend, who he knows Buck loves more than life?

How could they both come after their hang outs over last weeks and look him in the eyes, smile and be ok? How could Tommy kiss him when he most likely just had his tongue inside Eddie’s throat? And good thing if only the throat.

Buck feels sick. What if Eddie and Tommy had sex? The same days Tommy would come to him and fuck him? He feels so dirty just thinking about it.

He, with shaking hands, takes a photo of the messages on his phone and runs to the place where he knows he will be safe, where he can cry his heart out and find a permanent place to live while he looks at the new apartments for himself.

tagged by @devirnis @ebdaydreamer @cal-daisies-and-briars @daffi-990 @theotherbuckley @tizniz @wikiangela

Tagging @watchyourbuck @elvensorceress @eddiebabygirldiaz @evanbi-ckley @rogerzsteven @rainbow-nerdss @the-likesofus @thewolvesof1998 @underwaterninja13 @usereddie @pirrusstuff @aspecbuddie @saybiwithme @spotsandsocks @dangerpronebuddie @diazsdimples @fortheloveofbuddie @giddyupbuck @honestlydarkprincess @honestlyeddie-im-bi @hippolotamus @jesuisici33 @loserdiaz @bibuckbuckley @bigfootsmom @bekkachaos @bewilderedbuckley @neverevan @monsterrae1 @sunshinediaz @bi-buckrights

[problematicraccoon]

I NEED TO TALK ABOUT MY GIRLBAND DR RAAAHHHHHHH LISTEN UP FUCKERS

so first of all, my girlband is called Ultraviolet, or UV for short. our fans call us vivies, like how people call the lesserafim members "fimmies", and we call them vivies too. a little running joke between us is that the members are senior vivies and our fans are junior vivies. we debut on February 14th, 2025 with seven members; me, Sierra, Nicole, Emmy, Linh, Brooke and Annika.

me and Sierra are the moms of the group. we've been best friends since we met as trainees when we were both 12, and have been inseparable since. she's also my love interest <3

me and Emmy are like the tom and jerry of the group, always messing with each other and beating each other up (lovingly).

Linh, Brooke and Annika are the babies. as the eldest of the baby line, Linh is very protective of Brooke and Annika, even though Linh's 5'2 while Brooke is 5'5 and Annika is 5'9 😭. all of us older girls are way shorter than the youngest, but the shorter ones are very strong and baby the HELL outta the younger ones. its very much giving (see meme at bottom of post lmao)

im the oldest and the leader, while Sierra is twelve days younger than me and is my co-leader.

pretty much all of the members are queer in some regard except for Annika, who we joke is our token straight friend.

we end up becoming even more popular than bts 😼 this is my dr it can be as self indulgent as i want shush

Nicole is the mean one (said lovingly) and is always pissing everyone off (again, lovingly) with her constant sarcasm

Brooke and Annika, as the babies of the group, are basically joined at the hip. never leave each other alone. practically superglued to each other.

we're entirely self produced. i'm the main producer/composer/lyricist and Sierra and Emmy are producers and lyricists too.

here's our discography:

debut single: America's Sweethearts (og artist: Lauren Presley)

first mini album:

title track: Brutal (og: Olivia Rodrigo)

What it Means to Be a Girl (Emeline)

This is How I Learn to Say No (Emeline)

Stray (jxdn)

Freaks (Surf Curse)

second single: Mrs Potato Head (Melanie Martinez)

first full album:

title track: All About Me (lilyisthatyou)

All or Nothing (topic & hrvy)

Mantra [my solo] (Jennie)

I Want That (g-idle)

SLAYYYY [Nicole solo] (upsahl)

Bad Energy [Emmy solo] (lilyisthatyou)

Only One [Annika solo] (vcha)

Queen [Brooke solo] (Loren Gray)

More Than a Friend [Sierra solo] (girli)

Flare [Linh solo] (ashwarya)

second mini album:

title track: TAKE MY NIRVANA (pvris)

I DON'T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE (pvris)

Therefore I Am (billie eilish)

Isaac (bear's den)

Punisher (k.flay)

third mini album:

title track: Tears on the Dancefloor (upsahl)

Painful Euphoria (lilyisthatyou)

Stuck (day wave)

Collide [sped up. me, Brooke and Nicole unit song] (Justine Skye. and the rap with that guy isnt there lmao, i hate that part)

Summer so Hot (upsahl)

fourth mini album:

title track: WOKE UP (xg)

till my hands bleed [me, Sierra, Emmy unit] (neffex)

Tomboy (destiny rogers)

NO HANDS (upsahl)

Vicious (tate mcrae)

Body Talk (ofenbach & SVEA)

SICK PRETTY MIND [Nicole and Brooke unit]

Dance (lilyisthatyou)

Body to Body (telykast)

Shiver (john summit & hayla)

Moonlight Magic [me, Emmy and Sierra unit] (ashnikko)

third single: Monica Lewinsky (upsahl)

fourth single: PINK LIKE SUKI [uv ft. Megan Thee Stallion] (pebbles&tamtam)

fifth single: Dancing with a Stranger (sam smith & normani)

second full album:

title track: Die with a Smile (lady gaga & bruno mars)

FRI(END)S [Sierra solo] (v)

Me or You [Linh solo] (matteo bocelli)

Spiral (lilyisthatyou)

her [me and Brooke unit] (jvke)

Je te laisserai des mots (patrick watson)

oh love [annika solo] (delaney bailey)

Mom [my solo] (meghan trainor)

friendly fire (eaJ)

Lifeline (the rose & transparent arts)

Love Story (indila)

Slow it Down (benson boone)

Sad Forever (lauv)

Invisible Things (lauv)

I'm Different Now (rosie darling)

Dying Star (ashnikko)

my home (the change)

sixth single: LOVE WAR [Todrick Hall ft. Ultraviolet. we add our own verse]

seventh single: SHE (winona oak)

fifth mini album:

title track: MEAN! (madeline the person)

Older (sasha alex sloan)

Dream (priscilla ahn)

j's lullaby (darlin' i'd wait for you) ((delaney bailey))

Angel Baby (troye sivan)

Beautiful (bazzi)

All 4 Nothing (I'm so in love) ((lauv))

i'm so tired... (lauv)

eighth single: Monica Lewinsky (upsahl)

ninth single: Love U Like That (lauv)

tenth single: She Knows It (maggie lindermann)

eleventh single: Dernière Danse (indila)

sixth mini album: Play With Fire (sam tinnesz)

HALO (lilyisthatyou)

Aimed to Kill (jade lemac)

Hellhound (deathbyromy)

HARD TO LOVE (lilyisthatyou)

Animal (emeline)

Chokehold [Emmy and Sierra unit]

don't break my... [me, Nicole and Brooke unit (kenzie cait)

HE KNOWS [me, Nicole and Brooke unit ft. lil nas x] (camila cabello & lil nas x)

twelfth single: body bag (caroline romano)

bsides: supercool (ariana and the rose)

i gave you everything (ekkstacy)

that's all i got for the discography so far.

[psychicvoidtale]

feelings (no mine)of my tnmn ships

feelings towards robertsky:

feelings towards Izaack:

feelings towards selene:

(lol)feelings towards Albertsky:

feelings towards angus:

feelings towards Steven:

Haha im bored.

[yourmommygay]

Faking it all: part 2

Summary: high school au where colby is the popular guy and chloe is the shy good girl, one day colby gets fed up with Amber's constant flirting so he asks chloe to be his fake girlfriend. Will they fall in love im not sure.

Pairings: colby brock x plus size!chloe sanchez (aka you reading this) , sam golbach x Amanda sid (oc) , jake webber x Tara yummy.

THIS IS A SERIES, MDI 18+.

Warnings: explicit language, smut, mutual pinning, bullying, fighting, mentions of abuse, colby being kind of a dick at first (but not to you), Amber being a bully (I love Amber so much, she would never pick on some1 I know but it's just for the story)

Prt 1 here

Most days chloe would sit in Mrs smiths classroom at lunchtime, this was one of those days. Sitting in the seat close to the window she was watching a group beginning to form around Amber and colby. Huffing chloe turned her head downwards and carried on reading a book she recently brought.

Chloe's phone pinged and she picked it up seeing it was a video from Amanda, in the video colby and Amber where standing there. "I don't like you Amber, I'm kindof already seeing someone anyway" colby said Amber quickly questioned who not bothering to cover up her jealousy, "chloe, I'm dating chloe" colby replied. Chloe's eyes widened, she was in fact not dating colby. However, she wishes that she was.

Just after the video she heard the classroom door swing open and slam shut, "I knew you would be in here" colby said walking over making sure the door was locked. "Whyd you lock the door?" Chloe asked colby glancing at him, "everyone is following me and I need to ask you for a favor" colby looked almost desperate.

"Let me guess, you want me to be your fake girlfriend?" Chloe asked him not daring to look up from her book, "wha- how did yo- um.. yeah. Only if your ok with that obviously I'm not gonna push you to do it" colby said rubbing the back of his neck. "I guess I could do that, after all I do kinda owe you for always sticking up for me against the bullies" chloe said putting the bookmark in her book before placing the book into her bag. "So how do you wanna walk outta here? holding hands? Linked arms? Arm around my shoulders?" Chloe asked colby standing up right infront of him looking up at him as she was only 5'2, chloe thought.

Curse colby and his tallness.

Colby immediately answered. "What ever your comfortable with" chloe nodded in thought before putting on her bag and grabbing colbys face, kissing his cheek. "To make them think there was another reason for the door being locked, you want them to really buy into this don't you?" Chloe grabbed Colby's hand and pulled him over to the door, unlocking it and opening it to see Amber being up front of the crowd. "Can I help you Amber?" Chloe said.

"Yeah you stole my man" Amber scoffed. Chloe hummed in agreement for a second before turning to colby. "Ok, baby if you want to date Amber go to her, if you want to stay with me then come to me" chloe walked over to Amber standing slightly to her right. Colby started walking towards Amber before moving completely over to chloe laughing, pulling chloe into a hug burying his face in her neck. "I guess it decided Amber, he can date whoever he wants. Oh, he wasn't your man. Never was" chloe grabbed colbys hand again pulling him away from the crowd of people.

"You did good back there, with the faking" colby said chuckling. In all honesty chloe forgot she was faking, or at least was meant to be faking. She really did want colby to chose her, she always had.

"Can we just get out of here I got 2 free periods next" colby asked chloe walking towards the school parking lot towards his car, chloe just nodded before saying. "Can we go to our spot please?" Colby nodded, as he got into the drivers seat and chloe climbed into the passengers seat.

A/n I know these are short chapters but I'm a night owl and well it's 4:24am for me in England and I'm still awake haha. Anyway hope you liked this short chapter.

[jiminjeonging]

https://x.com/winteraphy/status/1849389608326590728?t=IJTByL-IOBFiaz37CeG73Q&s=19

You know whats funny? People used to say that mj was the straightest member (back in spicy era i saw some tweets specially) and i have NEVER ever believed that, in fact, she is probably the gayest member, if there is one thing i know is that mj definitely does not feel atracted to men, she has never even shown any form of atraction towards them ever in her idol career or before that from what we know (the only thing that she ever mentioned is that she went to a harry styles concert or that she was a fan of harry styles or something like that, i mean girlie also went to a sams smith concert and sams smith is gay af so idk why people thought that just because she likes harry styles and went to his concert that we can assume she is straight). If people told me other members could be straight maybe a small part of me would believe it but not mj nuh uh you are lying to urself (but i still think that all of them are probably bi/pan or similar to some extent, excluding mj i genuinely think she likes women and only women, karina too i think she probably could be bi but with heavy preference on women, or maybe she just likes women, but mj she is a girlkisser)

kindaaa unrelated to what you said but i hate that ppl give so much shit to mj just because she likes harry and made it her whole personality like she even stopped mentioning him altogether, didnt even post about going to his concert when we know how much she loves live music and im so sure thats because so many ppl made fun of her :(( im someone that thinks we cant know about other ppls sexualities for sure when we are just watching them through the screen especially if its based on stuff as trivial as their music taste or their choice of clothing thats why i mostly focus on their relationship with each other rather than labeling them! that being said i def think mj at least prefers the company of women and gets attached to them more easily! also i hate it when 'what?! they're literally the straightest person!1!1!!' tweets go viral about any idol bcs you cant literally know that??? like why are you focusing so much on strangers' sexualities and get violent when its implied they can be something other than straight?? and i hate the word straightest too because its just based on stereotypic bullshit.

[person4924]

new about me

my name is sam !! thats basically all u need to know but theres (a lot) more under the cut!! i also have a strawpage that has some basic info (idrk how it works if im being honest tho)

last updated: august 5

i’m sapphic of some sort and ace

u can use any pronouns but they is usually the best !! (this is my pronouns page)

i’m neurodivergent of some sort (i don’t even know anymore)

a minor (don’t be weird)

my personality type is INFP-T

my theme will change like weekly prob bc i wanna change it with every new huperfxation i have!!

things i like (the things bolder r what i talk about the most)

harry potter (fuck jkr)

marvel

the marauders

boy meets world

it

osemanverse

paper girls

teen wolf

owl house

shameless

glee

stranger things

friends

andi mack

the last of us (i’ve only watched the show tho, but i know most of what happens in the games)

riordanverse

musicals

poetry

reading

cats

animals

fictional characters

music

movies

tv shows

art

writing

women

sitcoms

brooklyn nine nine

new girl

hamilton

grishaverse

stand up comedians

ocean animals (specifically sharks)

community

moths (and just kinda winged bugs in general)

greek mythology

dawsons creek

bojack horseman

halloween

the sky (like stars, the moon, the sunset, etc)

jelly fish

criminal minds

animals

ted lasso

scooby doo (the older movies from the 2000’s ish specifically but all of it too)

everything sucks!

the sun bearer trials

atypical

octonauts

spencer reid

bo burnham

dead boy detectives

will and grace

90’s movies

my fav movies are tick tick boom, my girl, dead poets society, breakfast club, the outsiders, hamilton, stand by me, cmbyn, lady bird, beautiful boy, luca, nimona, (500) days of summer, empire records, etc. i have a lot but this is just the first few i think of

musicals i like are hamilton, tick tick boom and the greatest showman

my fav taylor albums are folklore, evermore, reputation, 1989, ttpd and speak now but i love all of them really (please please ask me abt them omg)

my current hyper fixation is the marauders (more of a life-long obsession atp) and solangelo

i’m currently reading nothing !! i just cannot

my fav music people (i’m really just giving a short list of many): conan gray, cavetown, current joys, queen, rainbow kitten surprise, the front bottoms, harry styles, noah kahan, taylor swift, phoebe bridgers, the fray, coldplay, olivia rodrigo, billie eilish, boygenius, gracie abrams, sufjan stevens, maya hawke, the smiths, lucy dacus, julien baker, the smiths, sleeping at last, mitski, bo burnham, chappell roan, lorde, the revivalists, hozier, the head and the heart, mumford and sons, the revivalists, adrianne lender

i mostly post about whatever hyperfixation and/or character/person/ship has overtaken my brain, music and analysis things

i appreciate tone tags and i try to use them as much as possible

i’m always looking to talk to more people and i’m always bored (don’t be weird istg)

my fav books are any alice oseman book, the outsiders, the perks of being a wallflower, i fell in love with hope

child of athena (i think, idk how to actually figure it out)

i’m probably a reggie kin?? but it also changes with my varying mental state so i just say i’m marauders soup

biggest pandalily shipper you’ll find

i love love love making character analysis’ or song or movie or tv show or books or ships or whatever

i also write sometimes!! (i suck ass)

and i’m person4924 on ao3 but i can’t figure out how to link it

this is my spotify (my character playlists are my pride and joy and reason for living. i also have the best music taste you will ever encounter.)

this is my discord

this is my airbuds idk if anyone actually uses it but i thought it’d be fun to share music with mooties

please please please send me asks i have no hobbies and one friend and im always bored please please please (im on my hands and knees begging please please please (@iluvmultipleppl needs it to be known im only on my knees for them /j (they called me a whore and told me to fix it 😔)))

i have a tagging system!! idk how much ill remember to use it but yeah!! (its also new so only my new posts will have them) #sam shut the fuck up -> any original posts that don’t fit in any of the other tags #asks!!! -> asks #crazy? i was crazy once -> just any kinda longer fandom rants that i think are important sam sings :O -> lyric/music rants!!

[aliusfrater]

explain ur tag system what's for what. its mysterious but im nosy so

i have a whole list of every single tag i use minus episode and season tags so if you want a whole list i can genuinely just copy and paste it but the basic gist is that it's based in convenience. i separate rbs and original posts because it's easier to find my own posts that way.

for rbs. character tags are just their first name, or the first letter of their name if i think ill have an issue spelling it on the fly (i have autocorrect off always). something similar goes for ship tags—it's just their initials (samruby = sr, deancassie = dc, samrowena = srw because sr is taken, etc.). character-adjacent tags is the version of said character with the exclamation point & their name (ex: soulless!sam is s!sam, dean smith is s!dean). symbols like ™ and √ represent character dynamics i care about enough to go looking for in my tags; the former is sam and dean, the latter is sam and jack. tags that start with a colon are sub-tags—so like :gg means gilmore girls and ::wrf means wade robert felton from :how (house of wax) which all go under my 'jared' tag. every other rb tag is something easy to type and remember. so 'meta' and 'revision' (misc edits) and 'album' (compilations)

for og posts. the general theme for a lot of things i do online has to do with latin words and phrases, so there's a specific genre of original post tags that are in latin: reddo (indirect translation being 'render') is a catch-all for photo edits with sub-tags like sw.png and dw.png, inchoare is my queue tag (means commence), se referat is my meta tag (means self reference), cogito (imagine) is my hc tag. so on and so forth, for character, ship and actor tags, i use their full name or their full ship name (which also puts them in the main tag for tumblr as a whole and makes my posts easier to find if i search a phrase from a post + 'aliusfrater' in an external search engine). i think the only latin rb tag i have is 'idem', my aesthetic tag (means same). my '[character] core' tags should be self explanatory (i regret using 'core' for this one i hate it so much)

i have a bunch of og post + rb catch all tags that are usually symbols. so like ÷ is my delete later tag. ∆ is my tag later tag, & is my misc og post tag and % is my misc rb post tag. i also have film tags that ive seen that fit supernatural in either vibe or themes (ginger snaps 2000 = gs00, my own private idaho 1991 = mopi91, mysterious skin 2005 = ms05)

latin related but my user means otherbrother which when i made this blog was meant to be subjective (meaning you can see it as either sam or dean depending on who Your Guy was) but my pfp is sam so it's not That subjective i guess. my current title is imputrescat in ostium which means 'let it rot in the door' which is significant for the part of liminality that im obessed with rn. the inherent rot of liminality and whatnot