#im not in pain 🫠
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Despite everything, it's still you ❤️🩹
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#arcane#fanart#my art#digital art#arcane vi#arcane powder#arcane jinx#young vi#vi arcane#arcane art#arcane warwick#vi and powder#vi and jinx#vi and vander#dad vander#pitfighter vi#arcane isha#im not in pain 🫠#the werewolf dad was real while he lasted 🙏#sisters#arcane season 2#spoilers#parallels#vander and his kiddos ❤️#league of legends#netflixshow#art#memory
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jumping off the idea of what that one person said about no one actually knowing what happened to jayce and viktor bc they literally got sucked into themselves in like a 10th of a second in real time and literally no one saw it happen (ekkos eyes were closed) so everyone can probably assume jayvik went radio silent and just fucked off to be gay somewhere else without notice lmao
which isnt entirely too far off from what happened tbh HAHA
#but like fr im sure ekko assumed they got disintegrated like heimerdinger tho 🫠 (lmao-ing to hide the pain)#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor#viktor arcane#jayce arcane#arcane#arcane spoilers
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I read over 450 pages of slides for just one of my midterms today and I still haven't finished the slides for that class...
#hhhhhhhhhhh#im in pain#Wanna cry and scream and draw and kick and maybe sleep and make sketches again and and-#i feel like im doomed chat🤡🤡#Some colleges canceled their midterms and some gave students 100 directly but our college just wants us to suffer🫠#They canceled it bc of the politic issues btw 🤡🤡#Sigh
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Hey, hope everything’s ok? I’ve missed you’re post the last couple of days.
I didn't mean to disappear off the face of the earth and make people worry dgsgsg. I just got my covid and flu vaccines and my depo shot all in one day, and then had to have a tooth surgically extracted by an oral surgeon the day after and all of it hit me harder than expected. Felt fevery and generally shitty from the shots, then in pain from the extraction. The pain is manageable with the painkiller I was prescribed, but they do make me feel drowsy and out of it. And the roots of my upper molars go far enough up into my sinuses that I've got a tiny hole in between my mouth and sinuses from the extraction which feels really fucking weird and I'm also on a preventative antibiotic to make sure I don't get a sinus infection while it's healing, but the antibiotic also makes me nauseous so yeah it's rough out here rn
Still not feeling 100% and up for posting (I just wanted to check-in real quick) but I have a few posts I'm looking forward to making when I'm finally out of the pain meds/pain itself brain fogs 🫶
#if i don't keep up on the painkillers then i end up in too much pain to think clearly#they do completely control the pain if i keep up taking them on schedule but then they also make my brain mushy and weird in a different wa#i thought i was out of the woods tonight managing w just ibuprofen but it got bad again and i had to take half of a Good Shit pill a bit ag#i feel rlly bad for not making a post in advance bc i know i had a relatively recent vent post but the timing was coincidental#this was purely a physical health thing but im sure it would have looked like it was bc i was feeling sad and unappreciated if u were#checking in on my blog bc aside from some passing mentions abt the tooth extraction there wasnt anything abt my physical wellbeing#i checksd dms a couple times before now but not. my inbox until just now sorry yall 🫠
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joy of joys that definitely isn't going to be detrimental to my health and ability to function over the next few days: the post office lost the box containing the next months supply of my meds. and the pharmacy I get my pills from won't be open again till Monday. and getting them delivered will probably be another three or four days after that. Boy howdy is this going to be a fun and relaxing week.
#None of the pharmacies in my town are like. any amount of reliable.#this is the First time in a year of just getting my meds delivered that its failed to arrive before the last bottles were out#anyways im off my adhd. depression. anxiety. blood pressure. inflammation. pain. sleep and allergy meds for the next few days.🫠#im hoping all my comorbities going untreated at the same time makes them fight each other to the death. rendering me cured.
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A THIRD PERIOD HAS HIT MY UTERUS ‼️
#so i wasnt having insane psychosomatic cramps they were real ones AGAIN.... three in one month man. 🥹🥹🥹🥹#every day i get closer to giving up and starting t. which might not even fix me anyway but a girl can dream.... 🫠#two more months of these meds and if they dont work then ill try ONE more birth control before im fucking done with them#.diaries#good morning and happy.sunday btw sorry i havent been on tumblr much ive been busyyyyy#good week in the end apart from all the pain. besties w my roommate again yayy <3 and losing my mind over my crush its getting Worse#but i love 2 be crazy abt someone its definitely a net positive so far :-) now i just have to crack his repression so i can fuck him 😇🙏#this week is gonna be so busy too..... hoping i can keep up the energy for it woof#okayy im gonna bake and do my ironing byeee
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i miss uuuuu
#i have zero brain 🫠 im melted into a puddle of overstimulated nd pain 😭#we've had snow and extreme cold weather so im completely disabled rn 😭#nohr.txt
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Going on a small hiatus for a while (about a month), I was planning on posting something for the 13th of January (vodka day, which was that one sketch of Feliks) and the 18th (Gilbert's bday) but alas I won't make it and unfortunately will have to wait a bit due to circumstance. I will post them eventually tho even tho I'm gonna be WAAAAYY off but yeah, that's all, thanks for sticking by <3333
#im okay tho!!#its just that school has been a real pain lately and i literally dont have time for anything anykore so yeah#but otherwise its all good!!#there will be more stuff in the future#i just need to find a good moment 🫠#hetalia fandom#artists on tumblr#hiatus#im not dead i promise yall that lol#I HATE konkurs ministerski z plastyka#<-this shit eats up all of my time
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Me going into surgery: *takes mental notes on everything* this is gonna give me so much authenticity in my whump writing.
Me waking up after surgery: uuuuuugh. (But this is gonna give me so much authenticity in my whump writing)
#i had breast reduction surgery#and my pain meds are currently wearing off! yaaaaay! 🫠#but yeah. everything from the way various nurses/techs/doctors interacted with me and around me#to how the anesthetic felt going into the iv#to how a not-careful-enough nurse teaching my mom how to strip and empty my drains rocketed my pain scale#all of it's gonna make my writing so authentic#and now i will authentically take a nap after being worn out#but yeah. had surgery#im doing fine#love yall#might be a while before i do any more writing
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But tbh I'm actually getting better!! Like I can walk now :D
#problem is the more i do things the more i end up in pain#so im trying to limit my movements as much as i can#but i cant do that rn bc#of various things 🫠
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Me: im totally fine and normal :)
Also me: *listen to 'Just Look My Way' for the 283737th time in a row*
#josh talks#random ramblings#helluva boss#stolitz#stolas goetia#🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠#im suffering. idk how you people whove been fan for longer than me are coping rn because#i bingwatched the series just the other night and im here sobbing in pain as i listen to this sad owl crying his feelings out loud
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ah fuck I took migraine meds on a mostly-empty stomach and now The Horrors are overtaking me :(
#now i remember why i almost never take these meds lol...the side effects are worse than the pain#okay well!! im gonna eat a bagel and then rest some more#and then hopefully be able to enjoy the rest of my day#also it's my birthday 🫠 so I'd better not have to spend all of it in bed lol
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hi besties anyone’s up for thots?
#I ate something I couldnt and now I almost died w pain + thr*wing up 🫠#the luckiest bitch in the world yay#its the middle of the night for me#im so 😭#anyways#thots#mick schumacher#lewis hamilton#charles leclerc#lando norris#carlos sainz#daniel ricciardo
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aouuugh my uterus......
#long long day at work codeine wasnt helping with cramps and my meds are less effective on my period :(#ive been doing okay most of the day tho just starting feeling kind of miserable omw home bc such a long wait at the bus stop in pain#and im kind of lonely at the moment but wont be able to climb tomorrow bc of cramps so thats my main social source gone :(#and it always feels worse at home bc if im having a hard time like in physical pain or feeling down my roommate cant rly handle it#like she cant rly be in the room with me the headphones go straight on. which is ok im realising its just how her type of autism works#so im trying not to get as upset at her abt it. with varying degrees of success but it just takes time#i mean i dont get upset AT her like ik its not her fault and i dont want her feeling like it is. I keep it internal + cry once im alone#just different social needs n boundaries innit. we're a bit incompatible is all#but its still hard. I'd like support from other ppl when I'm struggling i mean i think thats a fairly normal thing to want#but of the friends I would be comfortable talking to abt how i feel none of them have that kind of emotional availability#which again is ok like its not on them. and im very capable of dealing w my shit myself one way or another so its not a Need#but idk. it would just be nice. I feel like I've had to be so independent most of my teenage and adult life and I wish I could take a#break from that sometimes. even just a hug would be nice man#sorry i always come on here and talk abt the same problems... well youll see me do it again no doubt abt that 🫠#ughh and i feel so guilty for wanting things ppl cant give even though i know its not really my fault either and im allowed to want things#and i dont cross boundaries or make them feel bad abt it. i really hope i dont anyway. but still ahhh...#its so hard for me to feel connected to anyone if they cant rly engage w me emotionally at all like its a non negotiable#factor into closeness and trust for me and i get so frustrated bc i feel so distant and alienated from the ppl i care abt most#and ik i overreact bc of my rsd so maybe its just that its probably not even a real issue. but its real to me bc im the one who gets upset#man. anyway its okay just a really really long day. im gonna wash my dishes and then shower#and finish my book. maybe i should play some dead cells i miss it. i dont really want to think abt how i feel anymore#maybe ill see if anyones free to hang out tmr evening so i dont have to feel as lonely even if i cant leave the house after work#all good nice to have a plan anyway. done sniffling. my hot water bottle is helping thr cramps a littlr i think#.diaries#oh i dont think its helping actually ow. i took more codeine an hour ago why doesnt it do anything. not fairrr 😭
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Awesome! They found Nothing
#im going to chew through wood im in sm pain orz#i had to emergency go hospital again bc debilitating pain#but the CT scan showed nothing...#🫠🥲😝😭😢😥😰🤯😱🤖🤩🤐☹️😓 hhhhhhhhhh#fentanyl directly into my blood TWICE and it only worked for the pain for like 2 min orz#honeydew talks#medical talk
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Oh....dear
#we're at momoiro 💀#wake up youre on gay island shitlips!!!!!#It's Actually So Unbelievably Painful. its like. SO unkind and offensive#oda JAIL 🫠#anyways. im so glad as a fandom everyone has generally decided to interpret it in a better light 💀#misqnon's one piece liveblog
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