#im not even allergic i really just dont like the taste or smell or anything lol

[makeitlookdecent]

do ppl still do artist meets

[faintlyof]

i don’t usually stray too far from my comfort zone and like try new things

but yesterday and today, i felt a bit more...productive? grounded? i dunno, a little different than usual. i actually opened the curtain and EVEN opened the actual window

literally for the first time since i moved in here almost 2 years ago

(rambling about food and trying new things under the cut)

so today i was feeling a bit antsy and snacky and was contemplating yet another round of mcdonalds when i found myself scrolling through uber eats...

i got paid (not a lot) but my mom helped me out last month so i had a bit extra money and decided to try something else that looked yummy

i wound up looking at korean food and i dont really eat korean food so i dont really know what anything was and also its all in japanese so i just picked out some keywords

but after a lot of scrolling back and forth, i finally took the leap and ordered not one, not two, not three, but four new things! (im counting the drink as new too...)

i was nervous it would be too spicy or i just wouldnt like it and i had wasted my money, but i literally remembered when txt taehyun said that he used to be scared of change so you should start with little things like trying a new type of ramen and that eventually the body remembers that not all change is bad, so i figured if i didnt like it, i would know for the future and i could have some bonus chocolate to soothe the sting and if i didnt like it then there’d be no problem

well, i have just finished eating everything (and it was a lot) and...it was amazing!???

im about to mutilate these romanizations, but i dont really know how to english korean words (im familiar with some, but now many) and also now ive only seen them in katakana so...not the best way to work but ah well

anyways, i got...pork and potato kimchi sundubo (スンドゥブ), cheese tteobokki (トッポギ), hotteok (ホットク), and corn silk tea? sorry again for possibly mangling those, i ate a lot and now im too tired to do anything. xD

my least favorite was probably the hotteok, but the more i ate it, the yummier it got. i guess im neutral on it. it reminded me of a lot of different anko sweets that i dont like on the first bite but by the end im like hmmm not awful actually

i literally got the tteobokki because of that adorable clip of txt taehyun pointing to the menu saying cheese tteobokki and honestly, i get it, it was fucking amazing

the sundubo (??? wtf is thisss??) was also seriously good. it had more tofu than i was expecting, which was my bad, all the descriptions raved about the shops in-house tofu and the tofu is probably one of the main points of the dish, like i said, i didnt really read too much. im not really a tofu person, but it tasted really good in the soup and with the potato and meat. i know im allergic to soy, but i think tofu is processed enough that it doesnt give me issues, i’ve just never found a way to eat it that makes me want to eat it more xD

and lastly the corn silk tea. opened the bottle, smells like my favorite corn chips, took  a sip, tastes like my favorite corn chips but liquid form. 10/10, would drink again!

i started watching All of Us Are Dead to get myself fully in the korean mood and....wow. i really pulled off a successful night! ♡

oh, i just realized the shop name literally has tofu in it xD reading comprehension 0! xD

but yeah, im really happy i convinced myself to try something new. it was a bit pricier than i usually do for delivery but i dont regret it. now im gonna finish the first episode (i didnt realize it was like actually an hour, not “an hour” aka 44 minutes) so i still have like 15 minutes to go

i dont know what ill do after that but, for the time being, im happy~

[volcanomanor]

A L L O F T H E M

OH MY GODOKAY ILL DO ALL BUT THE ONES ROMAN ASKEDmoon: what is your astrological sign?- sun virgo, moon gemini, rising scorpio, dominant aquariusgingerbread: your moral alignment?- uhh neutral or chaotic good i thinkbirdseed: family or friends?- is this asking which i value more or who they are bc if its the first then its the same thingsheets: your sexual orientation?- BIG GAYwarm milk: when do you usually fall asleep?- either 10-12 pm or like 3-5 am lolpot of honey: your gender identity?- anything that /isn’t/ girl lol, i consider myself genderfluid between male/agender/nbsnow: what is your favourite time of year and why?- i love fall and winter bc of GOOD COLD but also Seasonal Depression ruins it a bit. yarn: what are your most enjoyable hobbies?- besides overanalyzing jojo? i collect bones and useless little trinkets, sometimes explore the woods behind my house.bicycle: what are you talented at?- very predictable but analyzing things. i like to consider myself observant ! also i think i’m good at drawing!folktale: what stories remind you of your childhood?- beyonders and fablehaven!! also the thief lord.woods: where do you feel at peace?- in the ... woods? at least before they started cutting trees down. the horse place behind the woods are the BEST though.chicken feet: what is your emotional “flaw”?- either my habit to overthink things or the blunted emotional rangered cheeks: what makes you nervous?- what doesn’t?sunflower: what do you love and cherish?- you and roman!!!!! and all my friends ofc but the two of you are my all time favourite people and i don’t know where i’d be without youbells: what sounds are your favourite or calm you the most?- rain! or the fan sound. turnip: what is a food you could eat every day?- steak....... generic answer but i dont get it often. OH or longhorn’s macaroni hell YESmushroom: list unique things you like about yourself- im observant!! i notice a whole lot. and i have great hearing! and im good at cats.cupboard: a good childhood memory- sweats.....eyebags: what do you think makes a person attractive?- hands  besides personality i think eyes and hair!whisper: do you have any secrets?- maybe? a few probably, but nothing that really matters i don’t think.wild boar: which person do you feel closest to?- again, you and roman!!sweet: what candies or cakes are you fond of?- i honestly don’t really like candy. chocolate anything is good though.footprints: do you remember your past lives?- im a filthy kinniefur: an animal you feel connected to- besides individual animals.... do dinosaurs count? they aren’t dead, so....vodka: do you drink?- i’d rather chew my own arms offsour cherry: an obscure tradition from your family?- none lolpine needles: what is your favourite scent?- lavender! or the woods. (too bad i’m allergic to the woods lol)heart-shaped: do you believe in love? are you in love?- take a guess you big gay dorkhome: where do you dream of living?- somewhere in iceland...!!spice: list your favourite herbs- basil smells good otherwise idk fvkjdfvmud: something you’re insecure about but trying to love- i’m generally not insecure about any of my own traits? ooo that’s new

not doing the next

sock: how would you describe your clothing taste?- ideally? bog witch. in reality? oversized brown sweater and shorts lolcuckoo clock: are you a morning, a noon, or an evening person?- i don’t really pay attention to time i just like being awake when other people arewooden fence: a favourite memory- i don’t have one, i never remember anything...HOO