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incorrect-ikevamp-quotes · 1 year

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Comte Election Story, 6th Anniversary Event (JPN 2023)

I managed to get Comte's collection story during the 6th year anniversary event in the JPN version of the game. As usual, my translation skills are rudimentary at best, so this is just a rough/general sense of the contents. Rest of the translation is below the cut:

Sweet and lovely, our everyday life is irreplaceable. After becoming a vampire, I’ve lived with him forever like this. I seek out more and more of the man I love than anyone else--

Comte: Good morning, MC. You’re up very early today.

I went down to the dining room a few hours before dawn--only to find Comte nursing a teacup gracefully at one end of the table.

MC: Good morning. I managed to wake up somehow…how about you?

Comte: Actually, I just got back.

When I asked, he told me that the host of the party started talking to him all night, and they didn’t part ways until after midnight.

Comte: I was going to finish this cup of tea to unwind, and then try to rest til noon.

He runs a hand through his freshly washed hair and brings the cup to his mouth in a series of elegant gestures that makes me fall in love with him all over again. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been up all night, but my heart readily starts beating faster.

Even Comte seems to notice my reaction…

Comte: …looking at me like that, are you seducing me?

Comte's eyes narrowed mischievously and he left his cup behind to approach me. A beautiful beast gazed at me as if to take aim at his prey, and he drew me in with supple hands.

MC: I didn’t intend it that way but…it’s true that I'm captivated. Your damp hair and lovely gestures are so sexy that I’m at a loss…

Comte: Saying such a thing…you’re a naughty woman, MC. Even though I tried to quell my ardor with a cold shower and hot tea...I’m glad to hear it, even though I’m far from calm.

When I raised my head--having looked down in bashful embarrassment--I can see burgeoning in Comte’s eyes an indisputable, feverish desire…

MC: Ah, mm…

His soft lips playfully brushed against the nape of my neck.

Comte: No one else would be awake at this hour…though we could be interrupted any moment. Make sure to keep your voice down.

He chuckled a little before a hot sigh caressed my skin, dropping kisses one after another. He circled around the usual place he’d sink his fangs into me, and every brush of his lips made heat gather low in my body…

MC: So impatient…Abel…

Comte: …I’ve been waiting for you to give it to me

The corners of his lips lifted a little, before he buried his fangs into my neck.

MC: Mn, ah…aaaahh…

Comte: I love you so much...and whenever we aren't together, I’m starved of you. We were miles apart all night yesterday. I’ll show you just how much I missed you.

His voice--half-intoxicated with the ecstasy of my blood--was sweet and husky with his desire.

Comte: Before you, I’m always a love-starved beast.

As I gaze into those eyes burning with emotion, an electric sensation tingles down my spine.

(Ah, I’m just the same. It’s not only my heart, my body is always seeking you out too.)

MC: Me too…all day and night, I’m always thinking about you…

Comte: --Come here. Take as much of me as you want

At his encouragement and incitement, I sink my fangs into him.

MC: ah, ha…

Pleasure washes over me in an endless cascade, every sensation in my body heightened and sharp. I clenched my hands tighter through his wet hair, and dug my fangs into him greedily to devour that wellspring of ecstasy.

Comte: I'm happy to be able to share love with you like this, as a vampire.

Like drops of water moistening desiccated earth, every crimson drop fills us to the brim--

#ikevamp #ikemen vampire #ikevamp saint germain #ikevamp comte #ikevamp mc #comte propaganda #if you can't already tell from the contents of this one--i straight up died after reading it #THE IMPLICATIONS. FOAMING AT THE MOUTH.#the way they're both dancing around it. MC trying to be strong and endure properly (girl same) and. comte.#THE WAY COMTE BASICALLY STARTS SHAKING HIS ASS LIKE ONE OF THOSE BIRDS OF PARADISE. I AM UNWELL (AND ECSTATIC).#THE WAY HE WANTS HER TO WANT HIM AS INTENSELY/DESPERATELY AS HE DOES HER. THE WAY HE RELISHES HER BITING HIM HARD.#IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER FROM THIS ONE #ive legit just been that ace attorney meme with phoenix holding his head in his hands for DAYS #dare i even mention 'make sure to keep your voice down.' SIR. SIR ARE YOU SRS RN #man the way in purple moon event he was like 'oh nooooo haha no hank pank in public where we might get caught that's too inappropriate~ owo #I SEE YOU ABEL. I SEE YOU MONSIEUR LE COMTE DE SAINT GERMAIN.#I SEE THAT U SIT UPON A THRONE OF L I E S #i hope whoever writes comte as unhinged as possible over at jpn cybird gets a god damn raise #i have never in my life been so directly catered to in one chara i swear #'loved-starved beast' ILL DO YOU ONE BETTER COMTE JUST LET ME IN. LET ME IIIIIIIIN!!!!!!#straight up ive said it before and ill say it again #that's my emotional support softcore yan meow meow golden retriever #every event im like 'hope this doesn't awaken anything inside me.' and then immediately its just 'failed step one.'#although all jokes aside i do find it endlessly fascinating about the purebloods how like #while they don't experience as much bloodlust there is this acute sense of biting as a vital expression of romantic interest and/or claim #i dont think its a throwaway line that comte says at the end--id actually argue a lot of his desire for intimacy when she's human (cont.)->#is because he feels a level of insecurity in his connection to her caused by the lack of shared/reciprocated biting #you know now that has me wondering if that's part of why other purebloods frown so heavily upon the idea of a pureblood/human couple #basically because they can't fulfill the most basic tenet of what it means to be coupled in that community's perception #yeesh ikevamp really went 'welcome to normative vampire politics' and im like 'I Am So Normal About This. (lie + analyzes)'

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pup-pee · 7 months

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this is basically my kyle playlist

california girls is rlly carrying the angst so sad((she eants me(2 b loved) is not the sadest song ots just the 1st))

#most if the songs r about alex ngl i love her sm #goodmirbing!! my headaches gone yiipppee!!!!#tgus doodles from yesterday tho lol #i was gonna post it on my kyle doodle acc but like?? not anymore #i drew him kinda leaky srry man #actually no not srry CRY MORE #this guy needs therapy idc what u say #i mean most of them do byt like i will ralk about his silly lil issues hes got sm of those #i feel so bad 4 the ppl i talk 2 omfg #i just talk talk talk & never shut up & THEY DONT TELL ME 2 SHUT UP?? makes me frel bad like oh shit i just yapped @ u im so srry #not even talking about dc all the time #its worse when its dc omg #‘no i like hearing u talk’ like uhm DO U? i can make u regreat that here let me talk about kyle rayner #all the ppl irl having 2 deal w/me shuffling trough comics & me making them see smth on my phone 4 context #i swear i dont talk over ppl ot @ least i rlly try not 2 #srry im like sleepy @ am remembering going over 2 1 of my parents friends house &i just talked talked talked #i was ddoung basically a horrible stand up routine #skjfkfkvkkgg #anyaysd kyleee omgg kyle raynerr??!!!#im so srry kyle nation #my kyle tag lmao #kyle rayner #<- is scared #2 put that #dc #puppee art #i think instead of talk talk talk i should say ramble ramble ramble

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galactic-drops · 2 years

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#this fuckin bitch cured my mental health i swear #fuckin i be tucking this bitch in when i never even bothered to make my bead before #have to go to bed at a reasonable hour or else he will be sad #give him kisses when sad or stressed #best money spent uwu #fnaf moon #moondrop #when i buy a Sundrop plush its over for you bitches #im gonna be so mental health #nothing will stop me from creating

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spaciebabie · 1 year

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hey i have a question since you are a springtrap simp

if you did have the chance to see and or be with springtrap would you do it? Also would you fix him by just making him less rotting or fix him by bringing him peace of mind?

there is absolutely no way ta bring him any sort of peace of mind he is SO FUCKED IN THE BRAIN ITS UNREAL

honestly i would love ta see him in some sort of enclosure and study him. hes so fascinating ta me that if given the option i would probably try ta talk ta him. ive said this already but i just wonder what goes on in his head. id bring a clipboard and shit skjfskjfsjkdf HES SUCH A DISTURBING CONCEPT AND HES SO COOL I MEAN??? I WANNA KNOW HOW HE WORKS DO A WHOLE PSYCHIATRIC EVAL N SHIT

as for the second half of that question

uhhh hmmm LISTEN IRL HE WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE THE BEST PARTNER BUT MY SIMP HEART FLUTTERS AT THE THOUGHT OF BEING WITH HIM AHSDAKJHDLSAJKDFLSKJDFJKSAKLJJASDFKJDFS

IM SHY LKSADFJKLAG

he would hafta have a bath...a PROPER ONE. his suit is FUCKED but probably the only thing holding him tagether and i dont wanna mess w/his rotten bits so id like help patch him up or something OPKAY THATS AS MUCH AS I CAN HANDLE TYPING OUT IM FLUSTERED ALREADY JSFSKDFJKSFKSFLKS IM INSANE

#BYE #ERUUUH SIMP DETECTED #spacie splains #and gets extremely flustered #i swear the moment the springtrap x reader fics i read start ta get intimate im gonna fucking blow up im gonna explode #im...aaaaaaa #I SWEAR TA FUCK I HAVE NEVER HAD A CHARACTER AFFECT ME LIKE THIS B4 #LIKE IK I KEEP SAYING THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN BUT ITS TRUE #SPRINGTRAP APPEARS AND I TURN INTA A FLUSTERED MESS LIKE GOD.#'hey spacie think abt being with springtra-' OH OH MY GOD OHHH OH MY GODDD OH MOH #SOMETHING SOMETHING DANGEROUS BEAST WHO IS NICE 2 ME #GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK #I WQANNA KISS HIM SILLY #IM INSANE. IM CRAAAAAZY #TENDERLY PATCHING HIM UP AND FIXING HIM HHHHH #THE INTIMACY #I WOULD DIE ACTUALLY

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deus-ex-mona · 8 months

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worming out of awkward conversations l i k e

#accidentally partially traumadumped on my coworker earlier auaaaaaa im so sorry #literally all she asked was ‘are you gonna be spending cny with your father?’ and cue the rant (sadge)#i didn’t really have to tell her that the dude tried to burn our apartment down during a certain rampage #(said fire was extinguished by my then-11 year old bro with water from the sink though. good boi)#the topic was successfully changed after that yeayyyyyy #but. m a n n n n . cny is not a good time for me lmfaooooo #i swear i have at least one bad memory for all of the years that i’ve gone housevisiting for the season #like there was that time when i，as a kindergartner，was deemed to be the cause of breaking apart the family’s bonds #over a can of cola at a reunion dinner bc i cried when my evil aunt scolded me for daring to want a drink other than water #i think my father still blames me for that to this very day lmfaoooooo #g o d. manifesting my hopes and dreams for that prick to not contact me this year im begginggggg #he’s. like. the one person i hate more than myself. 3rd place on my hatelist is his father ofc. no clue who 4th place would be though…#hmmmmm ok i think that’s enough traumadumping for one cny season lmao #tune in next year as i once again wonder what tf the name of one of my cousins is #bc despite how bonkers that side of the family is… i’m sure that the dude’s parents weren’t deranged enough to name their son ‘colour’—#his name is seriously one of my greatest unsolved mysteries. i mean. he has siblings with names like dylan and vivian/valerie/vanessa(?)#and yet everyone calls him something that sounds like ‘colour’.#like damn did his parents decide to skip giving just one of their children a first name or something? guess i’ll never know

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malt-rants-and-stuff · 3 months

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so one of my good friends (a year younger than me) just told me she used to be in love with me when she was a hs freshman because i was quote "the prettiest fucking idiot" she'd ever met. is life even real. huh. people actually like me without me realizing it? like wow im gonna go die now thats adorable

#hilarious context to all of our prior interactions because i fr felt like such a cool dude adopting the local freshmen and inviting them #to my club just to find out she only joined bc she wanted to hang out with me #which is cool ig that was ages ago so whatever #but like how did i not realize. damn.#her boyfriend found all of this hilarious bc we were all in the same call. im never living this down.#told them im telling tumblr and she went “lol are you sure you want to do that”#i need to let the gang know all of my fumbles. for my reputation.#boyfriend and i are childhood friends so if he tries to hold this over me im gonna remind him how he was like trying to ask her out #disaster of a man right there we share half a braincell that we lost over the years i swear #also telling him that hes been reduced to just her boyfriend in this post bc i like bullying him. keeps the world turning.#malt rants

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strifethedestroyer · 1 year

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ok so hi cat update

1. pisana turned out to be a guy so due to the grammer rules of the bulgarian language he is now just pisan. you might see me referring to him as pisanin as well, again due to bulgarian being that way.

2. he has no snot or anything anymore which is great (he used to have some sort of infection)! his eyes used to be kinda fucked, they're fine now!! he was super skinny but now he's nice and fat and chubby, which would be great if..

3. the fat and chubbiness was from food. it is not from food. his entire stomach and bowels are covered/full of some sort of liquid. fuck, we thought he was just fattening up..

4. he has some sort of different illness. i usually go to the vets along with my family, but i couldn't today so they told me that the vet said that it might be FIP, which is 100% fatal.

we're praying it isnt FIP. thats all.

#text #vent #i swear to god if its fip im gonna fucking kill myself i swear to god #that was figurative speaking im not actually going to dont worry i just needed to let out some steam #but i swear to god #he's just a little guy he's barely a year old yet he looks like a 4 month old kitten becuase he's a runt he's stunted but i love him so #much please dont fucking take him away from me from us please #if its fip we're gonna euthanize him there's just no point in letting him suffer when the outcome is gonna be the same either way #but god ive never had animals before yuki and pisan came along ive never had to go through the loss of an animal i dont want to i dont how #im going to react i dont want to do this #okay vent over

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t4tdanvis · 11 months

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dante, travis, vylad, and aphmau qpr makes zero sense outside of my rewrite and that is a tragedy

#❄.txt #earlier i was think that itd be really funny if they played never have i ever and dante was like 'never have i ever been attracted to my #friends sibling'. vylad is like 'ok well fuck you too man that was so clearly targeted'. and then travis is like 'well damn. i cant lie'#'... TRAVIS????' 'look ok-' 'EXPLAIN YOURSELF' 'GENE IS HOT' 'IM GONNA KILL MYSELF'#also consider: all four of them trying to play ultimate custom night (it was dantes idea) together and failing horribly #the more adhds u shove into a room together the more braincells they lose /j #'check the ve- FUCK' 'GOD DAMN IT WE WERE SO CLOSE'#all four of them just become a cuddle pile on the couch whenever they watch movies together #they also have wildly different tastes in everything so it takes them like 2 hours just to decide on what kind of food to order #every few days dante tries to explain the fnaf lore to them. vylad just goes 'hey man *kisses him on the mouth* shut the fuck up ❤'#it started out as a joke and dante was completely shocked the first time #anytime they invite over other people and do that running bit without thinking they both very quickly explain 'no no its a bit i swear-'#anytime they play minecraft together aphmau likes to shout 'GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME' anytime dante and travis get distracted staring #into each others eyes or whatever. vylad likes to shake his head and mutter 'i fucking hate gay people' under his breath #i have a billion more thoughts about them btw

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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tumblr might not respect the alligator print but i do

#snap chats #sorry remembered masumi's 2019 render with his vogue ass #they did not need to have him stanced up like he's wakling the runway ACTUALLY ???? never over how good he looks SORRY #the main text isnt clickbait i swear im segwaying #anyway everyone say thank you to masumi arakawa for dripping out his family #i know masato got his drip from his peepaw.... whichever one...... its gotta be one of them..#ichi sticks out like a sore thumb with his outfit We Know but thats ok because the punch perm genuinely looked cute on him #AND FOR THE MAIN EVENT ill never forgive this site for making jo lose the first bracket against oda #THE ALLIGATOR PRINT AND DESIGNER TIE WITH THE LEATHER DRESS SHIRT shut up its drip #COMPUTER ENHANCE ON THE ALLIGATOR SHOES #and the fuckin snakeskin vest... shut up.... i need a minute......#i know that suit gotta feel like a fuckin couch tho and brother. i cant i cant finisht eh fukcing line im crying #he woulda swept if he kept the gloves on #no listen i was gonna make this post bout that originally but i needed my grievances known #i still love how when ichi goes to fight jo my man just got 'hold on...' and just materializes gloves on him #like Captain Sir Wait A Minute. I Need To Hallucinate Really Quick #ichi was right for that tho I Repeat the gloves pull it together #ok lemme finish this comm so i can go back to drawing old people i have a vision #i have a vision to make up for my earlier vision... im still unhappy with aspects of it...#OK BYYYE

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rainswept · 3 months

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face of the person that just watched season five episode three

#LIKE MAN I KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN I SPOILED MYSELF MONTHS AGO BUT #WATCHING IT.#I FEEL SO ILL #i hyperventilated every time he came on screen i’m not even joking i was in tears the ENTIRE time just watching him do NORMAL THINGS #and then. and then.#GOD DAMN IT MAN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#to be HONEST i should’ve waited until the hyperfixation died down to watch s5 because holy shit i could barely hear them talking #over the sound of my own breathing. my screeching. my losing my mind #i feel so LIGHTHEADED. my depth perception is all FUCKED UP i’m gonna be SICK #“i never cry over shows” (sees hyperfixation character on screen for .1 second) “HOLY FUCKING SHIT” (in tears)#IM SHAKING SO BAD AND IT’S NOT EVEN BC OF WHAT HAPPENED IT WAS JUST #the whole thing #this is why i’ve been putting it off bc i swear it takes a TOLL ON ME 😭😭😭😭👎👎👎👎#mental illness. \

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xeneric-shrooms · 4 months

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#NOTHING SERIOUS I just don't want to be Loud #i am simply complaining over a fanfic im reading everything is fine #anyways I AM SO TIRED OF THESE BIG NAME FANFICS man #if i read this bnha fanfic during my first bnha hyperfixation i would've loved it #but now‚ after my hyperfix resurged‚ i have Matured and can now Understand Characters Properly #and i have developed a deep love for bakugou. i did not care for him before but now he is my absolute favourite character #and these big fanfics BUTCHER MY BOY SO BADLY I'm gonna scream #they make him WORSE than what he actually WAS in bnha‚ and it's never built upon for character growth/arcs #it's just to punish him #THERE'S ALSO NO SWEARING IN THIS FIC ASIDE FROM ONE ''HELL'' IM LOSING MY MIND #bakugou fucking called kirishima ''weird hair'' I'm losing it #there's not even any ''god''s‚ jesus #the author's christian‚ it's very apparent by the username paired with the absolute zero swearing #that's not really important right now #anyway‚ the fics just ignore a majority of bakugou's character and only focus on his negatives #I'm gonna smash my head against a WALL istg #i know it's canon divergent but bakugou is always written like this in these damn big fanfics #and now that i UNDERSTAND HIS CHARACTER it's really ANNOYING but whatevr #WHATEVER. We stay balling.#xen.speaks

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kavehater · 5 months

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AURGHH I KEEP FLASHBACKING TO THE AWKWARD SITUATION TODAY

#it feels unreal #gonna cry #I wish guys didn’t exist !!! that way I wouldn’t be so awkward around them !!!!#like it’s so mean to expect me to suddenly be okay with interacting with them when I’ve been shut out from them for most of my development #years #its like so unhealthy 🧍‍♀️#anyways I already have a tough time talking when I’m in a mildly stressful situation but …#like my words always get stuck in my throat / I just mumble random nonesense / I don’t know how to articulate my thoughts / stammering #I’m a rlly anxious person and it’s rlly debilitating 🧎‍♀️#who ever thinks stammering is cute can respectfully … idk IM JUST LIKE 😭😭😭 how’s stammering cute I am stressed beyond belief !!!#I hate socialisation #anyways ughhh that was so embarrassing pls like now I think I made him feel bad about himself …#I didn’t mean to I swear I would never 😭 he just misunderstood me is all 😭#Muslim Girls CANT TOUCH ANY GUY INCLUDING HANDSHAKES FISTBUMPS ETC #pls … why are guys trying to fist bump me I am not a bro 😔#I Ran out of the lab basically #my mum when I told her the story she was sympathising w him more than me and said I should get over it !!!!#girl … I cannot stand men … even the normal ones creep me out to some extent #I’ve been shut out from them for centuries everyone wants a token goody two shoes good girl #who doesn’t talk to boys until she’s thrust into said mixed environment and is expected to deal with it how about no …#dora daily #yeah I dislike every male idk they make me feel weird ? it’s hard to explain 😭#it wouldn’t be that deep if everyone didn’t slaughter malala for the handshake UGHHH ID RATHER JUST SHAKE HIS HAND WHY IS THIS AN ISSUE #like on one hand I could’ve said hey I’m not allowed in my religion but doesn’t that just sound like rlly bad ?#the only thing I managed to tell him was after I stared at him like a deer in headlights was “uh …. I … can’t”#and he was like wdym you can’t LIKE LOOKING UPSET 😭#I DONT DO WELL WITH MAKING PPL UPSET IM SOBBING #I hope he didn’t take it personally it’s just 😭😭😭#anyways time to shut up !!!

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the-acid-pear · 7 months

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Man I am getting ready to play DSaF 3 again and I just can't get over what Harry told me. That's unironically the most horrifying "I have no mouth and I must scream" shit I've seen because while the things being done (personality changes, emotional and physical restrictions, radical changes to their bodies, memory wipes; all this against their will) isnt something i've not seen before the fact that this is done so regurlarly and is treated as such a common practice that has been going on since the 70s and run by the fucking equivalent to McDonalds is so blood chilling to me.

#luly talks #I swear to god im usually like. pretty neutral about body horror #i love it but i just. i dont know #i guess i cannot fully get it to understand why its so bad but Now I Fucking Get It #becuase direct doggo has such a descriptive way of writing #like when the shit w harry w his mom recognizing him even w a phone head and him not recognizing her #or joe's fucking demise #or abel's head BEING FIT IN THAT FUCKING PHONE IM #GONNA BE SICK IM NOT JOKING 😭😭😭😭#IT MAKES ME LEGIT SQUEAMISH ITS SO FUCKING HORRIFYING #RIP TO AM BUT FUCKING HENRY IS ON SOME WHOLE DIFFERENT LEVEL OF FUCKED UP OVER HERE MAN WTF #LIKE THE NEVERENDING TORTURE THESE THINGS EXPERIENCE TOO THE FACT THAT LIKE #THEY CANT EVEN DO THEIR FUCKIGN JOB RIGHT W THE LATER MODELS ALSO #LIKE THE JASON BLOKE #LIKE CHRIST ALIVE M8 #OR PETER ALONE LIKE STEVE IM GONNA STRANGLE YOU I #LIKE THEY. THE. FUCKIGNH CYCLE. THE NEVER ENDING CYCLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THIS GAME IS SO FUCKING HEAVY I SWEAR TO GOD

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bighitfics · 2 months

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jungkook fics i can read all night all day seven days a week.

(a recommendation you didn’t know you needed) ₊⊹ ๋࣭ ⭑⚝

Vows Of Betrayal ౨ৎ by @tljunglebook

— contract marriage au, enemies to lovers, romance, smut, angst.

(I will never not scream about this! this is my current favourite read! the enemies to lovers really hits in this one! AND THE SMUT SCENES ARE SO GOOD THEY MADE ME PREGNANT SO I RECOMMEND!) 😩💳

Inevitable ౨ৎ by @ahundredtimesover

— exes to lovers, second chance, parents au, angst.

(this happens to be the cutest story I’ve ever read, the longing and angst is so good!) 🥺🫶🏼

Dextrocardia ౨ৎ by @jeonstudios

— enemies to lovers, fake marriage, cop au, angst.

(this story should be arrested for being so damn good! i love how intense the enemies phase is before they start softening towards each other, the way the author managed to portray the patriarchal issues through this story is incredible, i never thought i’d say this but im an anti of jungkook in this story 😤😡 he better apologise with crocodile tears otherwise he can say goodbye to y/n.

You’re Still Mine ౨ৎ by @wattpadauthour

— workaholic husband jungkook, marriage in trouble trope, second chance.

(THIS STORY IS GONNA BE MY FOREVER FAVOURITE FOR A LONG LONG TIME! NO MATTER HOW MANY STORIES I READ I WILL ALWAYS GO BACK TO RE-READ! LIKE READ IT RIGHTAWAY IF YOU HAVENT! 😤)

Four-Seven-Eight ౨ৎ by @jiminrings

— marriage in crisis, angst, more angst, fluff.

(the heartache you’re gonna feel while reading this is no joke, i really felt sad for the y/n here (and cried a river) AND I LOVE IT WHEN BOOKS MAKE ME CRY LIKE THE WORLD IS ENDING TOMMOROW 😻💋 you know its gonna be worth it)

Time After Time ౨ৎ by @hiseyestell

— doctor au, she fell first but he fell harder (but much later), fluff.

(by far the most realistic fanfic I’ve read, jungkook is so cold that you wanna smack him in his stupid head, the female oc is so smitten with him its adorable but sad at the same time) ☹️

His Clumsy Secretary ౨ৎ by @hwangguemfictions

— grumpy x sunshine, he fell first and harder, office romance, major angst.

(this fanfic is criminally good! especially the bgm, the dialogues, the way he’s just so endeared with her, this is a big smash!) 🤰🏻🫦

The Deepest Marks Of Essence ౨ৎ by @lleldey

— tribe leader jungkook, yandere au, smut, angst.

(my favourite writer for a reason! 🫴🏼 i can never stop obsessing over yer unique storylines and writing, she’s my new favourite tbh and this story will convince you as well) 🤭💕

Marrying The Vicount ౨ৎ by @taevjim

— rich man x poor girl, regency era au, smut, filthy fluff.

(my two worlds colliding fr! this author wrote it so beautifully 😍🤌🏻 jungkook as a vicount tho (im already crying between my legs) this is like a fever dream come true, this is so effing good that i think no words are fair enough, maybe you should take a look yourself! (i swear this is worth the read!!!!)

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instantarmageddon · 1 year

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You know as a kid with Behavioral Issues™️ who's dad would grab them and shake them and threaten to beat them in public for doing Normal Kid Things I don't really remember the specific things he would yell at me, but I do remember looking to other adults for help and watching them pretend not to see me.

#VIVIDLY remember the face adults would make when they Averted Their Eyes #if they acknowledged the situation it was to commend my dad for 'keeping me in line'#for the record i only ever actually got hit a handful of times #but he would grab me and pinch me in ways that would hurt but not leave marks #like i would throw a fit over something stupid because i was 9 and it would turn into this fiasco where im sobbing snot running down my face #with a grown man standing over me threatening to spank me in the dairy aisle #while tim the milk man pretends he cant hear me begging to just be left alone #bc being quiet wasnt enough! he would get in my face and yell at me to smile so everyone knew i was okay!#that i wasnt being abused and i was fine!! smile right now before they get the wrong idea!!!!!#and like my mom didnt give a shit #shes totally checked out. she to this day swears days like this never happened and im exaggerating for attention #but i fucking remember man! i felt so fucking SMALL #i was like this lunatic is gonna fucking kill me and no one will care #bc like only a couple of times was enough to know that he was more than capable of hurting me! when he said im gonna beat you black and blue #i believed him!!#i used to think that i was the worst most evil child to ever exist. i thought i was the literal antichrist for a bit #and looking back i was just a small child who was grieving and needed someone to talk to #dont even get me started on the fucked up shit he used to say to me. like ive repeated it to people #and they just straight up dont believe it bc its so vile #and a lot of times there were witnesses!!#no one in our society gives two shits about children and thats why so many adults are so fucked up #anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk #i saw something fucked up today that i couldn't do anything about and now im having some sort of breakdown about it

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⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚ Barça Boy

♥ masterlist

♥ pairing: pablo gavi x fem!driver!sainz!reader

♥ synopsis: for as long as you can remember your older brother carlos sainz has been a loyal fan of the football team real madrid. you were an f2 driver who never took your mind off of your own sport; that was until carlos brought you to a barcelona v real madrid game and you fell for a player on the opposing team.

♥ smau - none of the pictures are mine

♥ warnings: swearing and hate comments !!!

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carlossainz55 I'm literally taking you to a madrid game

yourusername exactly 😔

user60 you should be greatful

user60 I'd kill to have those tickets

user71 she's always so ungrateful 🙄

user80 celebrities that don't know anything about the sport getting shit for free pisses me off

user6 @/user80 pretty sure Carlos payed for the two of their tickets but go off

user56 @/user80 not sure she even counts as a 'celebrity'

user7 NEED me some sombas

user8 im obsessed with their dynamic

user2 the sainz siblings >>>

landonorris @/carlossainz55 take me with you next time

user5 aww carlando dates

user3 gonna need a carlando football landolog asap

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"Could you at least pretend like you're watching?" Carlos said, gazing at you as you scrolled through your phone.

You clicked the device off and slid it into your pocket.

"I'm sorry Carlos I'm just not really as interested in this as you are..." you paused. "I mean if I want to make it into F1 I gotta train right? I should be on the sim right now."

"C'mon," he groaned. "You're a Sainz, of course you're going to make it. Relax a little. Enjoy the game, please?"

You rubbed your eyes and sighed, "I'll try."

You crossed your arms and watched the game unfold. One of the Barcelona players scored a goal and went sprinting past you into a knee slide. He really caught your eye and you couldn't help but watch him the rest of the match.

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