#im looking for the blue m30s

[cat-bastard]

We all skipped over the fact that Coran was off a perc in that one episode way too fucking quickly. Like genuinely level ten tweaking.

like bro

[sniper2004]

I always think I’m pretty good at seeming Not autistic until I talk w a drug dealer

[sillycatgriddy]

regretting not trying to purchase edibles off that girls instagram but also it’s probably for the best bc i’ve never done them before and id probably like keel over and die and then breakdown on this blog

[kratomspoon]

im looking for the blue m30s, some people call them the perc but I believe they’re fentanyl!

[yorgosism]

Im looking for the blue m30s, people call them "the percs" but i believe they're fentanyl

[locoladydukez]

Can't remember the last time I just flipped through Tumblr to be inspired or just cause I was bored. Or too high stuck on my phone blindly scrolling hours on end. Thank god or not him really more like thank you Lucifer you literally saved my life. Haven't been flipping through these feeds turned into me flipping in to a new me. I function. I actually am out here trying to functions. Didn't know what that meant for me but now I do and yes I do. Totally a better person than I use to be. Didn't think I was gonna come out like I did or be this far right now. The road cleared up out of the blue and I been working a job I just fell into. I fit in and I really like it. Hoping I don't do anything to loose it. Trying my best to kiss ass while the booty is open. Lol so to speak haha jk sorry have to tame the old me some times. She pops out like she is me or something lol not much different but just have this drive I didn't have before helping me through the day to day functioning dope fein. More like a finally getting it all done finishing and hoping it all keeps going this good. Love not being out there. Love not being friends with people who don't serve a purpose to me. Not like I'm using them I mean. I'm just not trying but just doing it without thinking. Mind over mentality really changed up on me for the good of things. Support from my loved ones and a family actually trying to be strong as one. Need to get this ball rolling with steady checks to help my family financially to ease some minds and help these women in my life relax more. Less stress looks beautiful on them. A smile or two here and there doesn't hurt nobody I learned. I'm going through the hardest time of my life right now but I'm here. I'm literally fucking her. I'm present in the moments that most in my eyes and I'm trying. Got to let no one stop me just because they hate me. For what? They never say any real reason. Till then I'll wait...doesn't seem like it'll ever produce the right things the right relationships the right situations. Left useless and left that wrong way behind me hopefully for a long while. While I just keep venting like this for no rhyme or reason yet. Till it comes together and makes more sense or cents... imma keep clocking in, watching this change happen your like dollar for dollar type person,if you can match me like my savings...ill give you my time. Trying to stop rhyming but all I can do is stop on a dime. Real dumb right, right. But watch this dummy make a comfortable life for me and my kids with a minimum wage job and high hopes. Happy kids happy mom for the moment but we a minute from that to remind ourselves this picture is missing the best thing that ever happened to us. Knowing him, in his time. He spent that here. We would give anything I mean anything to have him back. We love you too much, it hurts to much, it is too much but you are the reason why I am doing so good. I imagine having your strength pushing me through. Everyday to work like you, no complaints just do it because you got to. Spend weekends having family time because you earned that. That's when life becomes a blessing when you realize it's worth living because im only living it for you now a dayz. Just have to get this off my chest because I know it'll make more sense written out loud then bunched in my head repeating over and over again endless thoughts. Hitting a dead end not literally for you a pun taking too long to just say stop. That's why periods exist right. To put a stop to the things we keep running on and on. Thanks I know I'm annoying but you've reading this far you wouldn't dare just leave it dead sentence.see why I hate the fact that I get it now. Cause I never got it then. Never wanted it like I do now. It's still dumb as hell. A dream having a dream while I'm wide awake so surreal. Ism is a m. Time 30. M30