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like idk my dad doesn’t realize im lowk only alive bc he already has a stupid and miserable life without me killing myself but if he wants to treat me like shit who gives a fuck bc i don’t

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the way i’m gonna be miserable for the rest of my life and i’ll never find happiness is wild

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fuck my stupid rat family i hate everyone in it i hope everyone in this household dies

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i’m starting to get nervous that the drug use is affecting my brain idk tho i might be paranoid

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just remembered i’m lowk never gonna find love or get married or any of that

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having to walk down a long ass hallway to use the bathroom is like. an ancient greek adventure quest

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i feeel like i’m dying

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going out in public when ur lowk still high makes me feel like a horrible person HELP

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i a. m kin d to the world so the world is kind to me usually

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if u get the shakes and not nausea , it a goood good goood good goood good good sign

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yayyyyy time. at school tomorrow yayyyyy time

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i’m disturbjngkibg. high rn

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whennnnnnnnn my friends ask me why i’m up at late times…. unmmmn U KNOW!!!!!!!!!!! U DO KNOW!!!! U KNO!!!!!!!!!!!!!so why r u asking

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omg my heart just started thumping so weird and i’m listening to car seat headrest and if i had just almost died listening to virgin loser music that’d be so humiliating

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i can hear humming

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sillycatgriddyism of every time i even look at a pill of any kind i shudder and get. nauseous and saliva pools in my mouth and i get sick but i still force myself to swallow them to get #real