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ciderjacks · 23 days ago
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Everytime someone describes AAA killing off the coven as a “mistake” an angel dies
#aaa spoilers#Its a tragedy the deaths are important to the themes and to the surviving characters#Every death leads into the other#And all ramp up in the theme of self-sacrifice and righting wrongs#Also: every character that dies is a character who’s life was not going anywhere#They fulfilled the thing keeping them here#It was sort of an “unfinished business” thing#Even Sharon who got the most screwed over#Was miserable and lonely#She fulfilled her need for community#Alice repaired her relationship with her mother and died protecting Agatha from hers#Lilia sacrificed herself for her coven after hundreds of years of avoiding them and her witch identity#Agatha saved a boy who should not have lived by taking his place#Like their deaths all had meaning#Can u imagine how less impactful the story would be if no one died?#Alice just goes home and her parallels between Agatha and Lorna’s parallels with Evanora are not resolved#and then what? Dies of old age? Her dying to protect someone from their mother was like. Not a small thing. It was the resolution to her#whole arc#Seeing someone whos mother really did hate them and using her love from her mother who was trying to protect her - to save them#And like? Would Lilia just give her big “i loved being a witch” speech and then? Keep walking?#go back to her house?#And Rio being death is so much less impactful when no one dies#Im saying this as guy who loves fics that keep the coven alive#Bc I love the coven and i want to see them hanging out#But describing their deaths as “a mistake” that needs to be fixed is like. AAAUUHGGHHHHHHHHHHH
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terminaxshowtime · 9 months ago
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*trips*
oh whoops my aventurine pulls! oh man I'm so clumsy! whoops!!
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(AAAAAA)
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mirukutchi · 4 months ago
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I am a cute little kitty girl... but no one is here to pet my head u.u
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rainyheartscrown · 1 year ago
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*slow chanting* beans. beans. beans. beans. bea-
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kandidandi · 2 years ago
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OH- my bad wrong bird-
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(Pink Galah right?? idk anything abt birds lol)
ANOTHER WILD KANDI
(NOO DONT WORRY ABOUT IT IM JUST BEING HAHA SILLY!!)
yes! thats a galah alright! beautiful birds!! i see these ones as well but they’re not as common as cockatoos, galahs usually appear around afternoon and like to snack on yummy worms hehehe
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lynx-landau · 1 year ago
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Finding hsr groups on vrchat is a task no soul should have to endure
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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago
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its just so hard to explain at times that im seriously so fucking aroace but at the same time kip could just look at me and make my heart do ten million moonsaults and kill me instantly but i still dont feel attracted to him in a sense that i would either actually pursue him or want to fuck him and i think thats what makes me feel so fucking alone in the wrestling space so often tbh
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nightseeye · 2 years ago
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Ive never had a dog in my room while i sleep b4 this is kinda scary...
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lylelylenormalman · 1 month ago
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OMG I LOVE THIS VIDEO O MUCH #BADGERBADGERBADGEERBADGR
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poorlittlevampire · 6 months ago
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okay bye
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convxction · 1 year ago
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ooc. lays on the ground when i think about if someone gave chrom a gift and he keeps it with him/uses it etc. uwaa....
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erenfox · 2 months ago
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RANKING SBG SHIPS BECAUSE LOKI GAVE US ALL FREE WILL 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥
Aidlyn/Ashden: good lord the chemistry. the 'he fell first but she fell harder' trope. the lil gestures by aiden. him annoying tf out of her but also becoming very caring when she's hurt. I'M SO CALM RN GUYS. and the fact that them ending up together is inevitable lmfao XD 9/10
Benlor: FUCKKK IM SERIOUSLY NOT OK THESE TWO ARE JUST SO PURE AND SWEET TO EACH OTHER. ESPECIALLY TAYLOR TOWARDS HIM, cuz he kinda suppresses his feelings and is a sad boi :( dw ben taylor's gonna make you feel happy again fosho lmao 😭 the lil blushing ben always does around taylor! her supporting his ideas even tho they flop! her helping him calm down from barron through music! her always cheering him up whenever he's gloomy! her being the first to thank him for opening up! THEY'RE LITERALLY THE DEFINITION OF SHE FELL FIRST BUT HE FELL HARDER! GOD IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM 😭😭😭 10/10
Tylenol/Tylo: i never thought of the prospect of them together, but post tumblr i must say its interesting. not just them being the single ones in the team, but i like the way tyler defended logan against barron, and his general protective aura around logan. but then again tyler was kinda rude to logan in the start. but then again it gives nerd x jock vibes which to me r pretty cool 5/10
Tyden: LMAO the continuous saga of them pissing tf out of each other. it would be fuckin hilarious if they somehow end up together. but apart from the general hilarious bickering, there's not too much to it 5/10
Tayden: goddamn their friendship is so precious!! her painting his nails? her carrying him on his shoulders in dat one artwork?PURE BESTIE VIBES they just match each other's freak lmfao. 8/10
Logden: meh there are not any significant moments between these two. would definitely be cute, but i can't see it happening lol 2/10
Loglor/Taygan: no but why can i actually see this happening lol. the way theyre both so gentle around each other! then the way she was the first to help him when he got slashed by the phantom? and also the way she stood up for him when tyler was being rude? Cute! 6/10
Benlyn: ooh the two quiet people of the gang! they could work out really well bcoz they definitely understand each other's struggles with muteness and phantom hearing respectively. plus that panel of ben braiding ashlyn's hair was so cute lmao :> 7/10
Loglyn: AAA they have sm potential!!! before the events of yk the whole ✨sAvAnNaH✨ mess, i feel like they wouldve been each other's only existing acquaintance they may call friends (ik it's not canon but it's very plausible lol) 6/10
Benlo/Logben: theyd definitely be good together, it's just that my sbg memory is failing to recall any significant moments b/w them ;-; if y'all remember pls do tell 4/10
Tyben: what is with the hernandez siblings always ending up being bens biggest supporters lmao XD it's a cute dynamic honestly 5/10
Taylyn: now this is one freakin adorable ship TvT. the way taylor always had a slight pang of concern for a friendless lonely ashlyn when they were kids? and the way they quite frankly became besties after enduring all the phantom world shit? very sweet lmao 7/10
Tylyn/Ashler: i have been usurped into the tylyn propaganda by @tragedry honestly I DO NOT COMPLAIN. like holy fuck they're so enemies to lovers! them "loathing" each other, fighting for leadership, but then immediately becoming possibly the biggest protectors of each other in times of danger??? extremely wholesome lmao i love them smmm 9/10
SO THE TOP SHIPS ARE:
3. TAYDEN (the crack ship) 😈🔥🥉
2. tie b/w TYLYN and AIDLYN (the wholesome ships) 😌👌🥈
1. BENLOR (THE PUREST SWEETEST MOST ADORABLE GOOFS EVERR I-) 🥺❤🥇
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timidblues · 4 months ago
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Watching the cars and people walk by was rather relaxing to her at the moment, finally taking a break from the wailing and screaming toddlers. She loved the tots, she really did! But sometimes it was just...a lot.
A sigh escaped her lips as she thought about how hectic today was, completely oblivious to the other's presence that was now sitting on a booth not too far away from her. How could she ever guess that anyone would be here for her, anyways? Never in her life had she had someone that was genuinely interested in her to this degree, and she had to admit...she felt dreadfully alone, especially after moving to a new country.
Fiddling with the edge of the little booklet menu, she gazed down at it, a frown forming on her face. She was already twenty two, and still no sign of anything meaningful romantically. To be fair, she had pretty much given up trying to find someone since she didn't trust anyone to treat her properly anymore, but...she was getting really lonely.
Footsteps slowly approaching her pulled her out of her thoughts and she looked over, slightly panicking once she saw it was the server. God damnit, why did she always have to freak out about social interactions? No wonder she couldn't find a lover.
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Smiling politely, she readied herself to voice her order, waiting for the other to speak to her first so she could do so.
"Hello! Welcome to our cafe! What can I get for you today?"
* Um, hello! I'd like an iced caramel coffee with a glazed donut, please.
She shyly but civilly spoke back to the server, the other chiming back warmly and writing down her order until he disappeared back into the employee only area. Phew, that went well...
The blonde thought to herself, unconsciously letting out a breath she didn't know she had been holding. Why was socializing taking so much effort out of her every time? Eh, no point in thinking about that now, it was over. All she had to do was wait.
And wait she did, like the patient woman she was― neatly placing the menu back where it was and gazing out the window again, her head resting into the palm of her hand for support. How beautiful it was outside today, she thought, unaware of the gentle sunlight gleaming down on her long, golden hair and making it shine and sparkle in the most beautiful way.
It was almost painful, how unaware she was of her own beauty. She was so self conscious about so many things about herself that she seemed to forget her most beautiful features...but maybe, just maybe, that would change one day. For now, fate was in her hands― or perhaps in someone else's.
closed starter for @eyesallforu After finally finishing her shift today, Sophia left her workplace, tired and hot from how sunny it was outside. Ugh, she'd really need a shower tonight. However, as she was walking through the streets of her town― she paused for a moment as her eyes landed on her favorite café, having an internal battle inside of her head. Sure, she was tired and wanted to go home, but...a drink really would be nice right now. So after a few seconds of thinking, she sighed a little, deciding to go inside and get herself a little drink. A treat to herself. After all, she deserved it with the day she had today. Looking around, she hummed to herself― deciding to sit on a table in a more secluded area as she started skimming through the menu. Hmmm, something colder would be nice right now... She thought, deciding on a iced caramel coffee as she waited for the waiter to take her order. For now, she'd observe the landscape through the windows of the building.
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solxamber · 3 months ago
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THE ROOK FIC??-?:$9,71(11$8-
Rook is such a fascinating character and your character study felt like reading an appreciation post for him in the best way possible😭😭
Like you wrote him so in character in sucha tender way and like OHMMDISI oh my goodness he felt *real* and just the way you went about articulating his appreciation for beauty in all of its facets was absolutely wonderful and now I’m gonna be thinking about the French man for days on end.
He’s so cute and him being stunned at being appreciated and just *seen* UGH no one talk to me while I wallow and weep at the sheer magnificence of this ficlet. OH MY GOODNESS THE WRITING HAD ME SWOONING BRo
you nailed the cadence and uniqueness of his thought pattern oh my gosh I need this one shot printed into my eyeballs I’m going to go to bed tonight and reread this for sweet dreams istg it was so good PSHCIWHW
IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR RAMBLIMG SO MUCH IM JUST YOU’RE MAKING ME ILL WITH YOUR WRITING 😓😓😓😓😓 /pos!!!!
ALSO AZUL SWEEP)????????
one part of me is caught between jumping with joy because Azul is basically tied in my first, but another part of me was like honestly expecting Jamil to win LMAO (not complaining I swear🙏🙏) I CAMT WAIT TO READ MORE OF YOUR STUFF RAHHHHH🎉🎉
omg omg thank you so much !?*@*# I'm literally bouncing off my walls rn.
tbh it started out as a character study and somehow ended up as a love letter to this absolute oddball. he's so dear to me I'm gonna cry.
everytime I read or write something Rook, I know he's comic relief in a lot of situations but it has to be lonely, being so different in his thought process. and I'm so glad you like my take on him 🫶🫶🫶🫶
and omg Azul sweep!!! it went from Riddle Jamil tie to Azul so quickly.
also please don't be sorry for rambling, it has me kicking my feet and muffling my giggles in my pillow.
aaa thank you so much again, 🫂🫂🫂
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ddarker-dreams · 5 months ago
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i just wanted to say that i always find myself drawn to yandere fics when im particularly lonely and feeling unlovable and your chrollo fics are actually perfect. i reread them pretty often. thank u for ur writing ❤️❤️❤️
aaa it brings me so much joy to read messages like this 🥺 fiction has been a helpful outlet for me throughout good times and bad, i'm glad i can provide a similar experience for you as well. in retrospect, i think writing reader-inserts has had a very positive impact on how i perceive myself?? idk, it just makes me giddy to know this is a shared sentiment throughout the community.
thank you for reading my writing anon!!!! i hope you continue to enjoy it <333
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diagonal-queen · 2 years ago
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HI I LOVE YOUR WRITING SM HAKSHWKDHKSH 😭😭
SINCE YOURE DOING REQUESTS CAN YOU PLS PLS WRITE SMTH ABT FIRST KISS WITH CHUUYA AAA IT CAN BE A DRABBLE OR HEADCANONS OR ANYTHING, ID ACCEPT ANYTHING PLS IM ON MY KNEES I WILL GIVE YOU COOKIES
THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!! ALSO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GIVE ME ANYTHING FOR ME TO WRITE FOR YOU. YOU COULD SAY 'DIA WRITE ME THIS OR I WILL LITERALLY KILL YOU' AND I'D BE LIKE 'YES MASTER :D'. THAT BEING SAID I'M SURE YOUR COOKIES ARE DELICIOUS <3
Mutually Beneficial Transaction
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♡ pairing: Chuuya Nakahara x gn!Reader
♡ synopsis: After not seeing each other for a while, you and Chuuya spend the day together. It gets a little more romantic than you expected.
♡ wc: 1.4k
♡ cw: Swearing, mentions of death.
note: I'm so, SO sorry that this took so long to complete anon. This was one of the first reqs I got and I feel like I've let you down T-T I had a bunch of different ideas for this but not a clue which one to use- hopefully you like the end result though <3 Apologies for errors, hope you enjoy x
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Most people would see you and Chuuya as you were out and about and make the assumption that you were on a date. After all, you were dragging him from place to place, a couple clothes bags dangling from your free arm while he followed you with a fond smile on his face. You didn't have any issues with this, but it certainly wasn't the case. However, if it were, you're sure you would have been all over Chuuya and vice versa.
Yokohama was well known to be a city teeming with crime, specifically at the hands of the notorious Port Mafia of which Chuuya was an executive. You weren't a member yourself but you didn't feel as if you had anything to fear being close with Chuuya. You assumed that since you'd known each other for so long that you had some form of immunity. That being said, it had been a while since you were able to spend any personal time with him.
That's the reason that, on a rare day off, Chuuya called you to meet him at a nearby cafe for breakfast to spend the day with you. Feeling a little lonely without him, you were more than happy to participate. Thus, you spent the day running around Yokohama with Chuuya doing a multitude of things- shopping, trying different foods, and the like. Doing couple-y things, you thought. The question of whether or not Chuuya was at all like-minded lingered in the back of your head most of the day.
Around mid-evening before dinner, you and Chuuya found yourselves a bench near the port and took your seats, letting your arms rest from the bags they'd been carrying, and your feet rest from taking you so many places. The sunset setting on the horizon was a bright orange, the sky a calming ombre of shades of pink and blue.
"Today was brilliant, Chuuya," you breathed, a serene smile gracing your face as you absorbed the view. "Thank you for all this."
"It's nothin', really," he sighed, brushing a stray ginger lock from his face. "I'm just glad you were happy."
"You're way too nice to me. You know I won't be able to repay you- at least not like this?" You cocked an eyebrow at him, with a chuckle.
"I don't care about that. You spending time with me is payment enough." Chuuya glanced over at you with a smile. "I'm glad I got to hang out with you today."
"It really has been a while, huh?" You mused. "Things are busy in the mafia right now, I guess?"
"Things are technically always busy there, but because I'm an executive I have a lot more shit to do than most other members." He explained.
"That's also why you're so fuckin' loaded, I guess." You joked. The man beside you let out a snicker. "Seriously, though, just because you make a lot doesn't mean you always need to spend it on me."
"It's honestly fine, hon. I mean it. Besides, I kinda like buying you stuff." When you tilted your head at him as if to ask for further explanation, he elaborated. "You always get so excited whenever I get you a gift. It's nice knowing that I'm able to make you happy."
"You make me happy whenever I see you, regardless of whether you buy me things!" You insisted, shifting towards him and earnestly taking his gloved hand in your own. "I like spending time with you! I wouldn't be your friend if I didn't, you know."
"...yeah." He squeezed your hand. "...hey, can I ask you something?"
"Of course, Chuuya."
"Have you been feeling lonely recently?" The question surprised you, because it seemed rather random and uncharacteristic coming from Chuuya. You turned to face him.
"I mean...I guess, a little. It's been kinda lonely not having you around. Sometimes I got worried that you'd died or something," you admitted, your voice quiet.
"Died? Me?" Chuuya asked, making you giggle.
"I know, I know. Even God wouldn't be able to kill you. But I really couldn't help but worry. I'm glad to have been able to spend today with you. I like knowing that you're alright," you cast him a genuine smile, "and I had a great time. Did you?"
"'Course I did. I was with you." Chuuya responded returning your beam. You tapped your lips and weakly swatted at him.
"Shush, you."
"Now that I think of it, I did kinda miss messing with you." Chuuya leaned forward as his eyes narrowed.
"You're so damn sadistic, Chuuya. No wonder you're a mafia exec- that title suits you to a tee," you scoffed, pushing your finger into his forehead. "I can't even catch a break when I'm on your good side."
"Don't complain, you have it pretty easy with me."
"Whatever helps you sleep at night." You rolled your eyes. "Cheeky..."
"Who's cheeky?" Chuuya raised an eyebrow. You leaned forward to reach his eye level, both of you staring one another down. You smirked at him.
"The one spending all his money on me so that he can mess with me, maybe?" You suggested, with a small head tilt. The pair of you shared a quick chuckle, before it suddenly dawned on you how close you were to Chuuya.
You took note of how soft his glove felt on your hand, and how his breath danced across your face. The air around you suddenly seemed hot and sticky. You could hear your heartbeat in your temples.
"...you know what?" Chuuya spoke softly. "If you wanna repay me, maybe there's one thing you can do..."
Your eyes flickered towards his lips. "Yeah?"
"Mhm. You don't have to do it if you don't want to...but I'd appreciate it a lot."
"Anything for you, Chuuya," you breathed.
"Is that right?"
"Of course..." You had mentally prepared for this moment for years, and you felt a surprising amount of confidence. Though, that was mostly because Chuuya seemed to be returning your...very fervid attitude. You were both quiet, the only sounds being your slightly wavering breaths. Your faces were barely centimetres apart now.
"In that case..." you inhaled and closed your eyes in anticipation, quickly melting into his touch when your lips connected.
Chuuya did feel warm, and you felt a tingle in your chest. Your first kiss with Chuuya was better than you'd expected; not only did Chuuya meet all of your expectations but he also seemed equally interested in kissing you. You could only assume, anyway, when Chuuya's fingers found their way beneath your chin and gently lifted your face up so he could better access your lips.
The moment felt fleeting. When Chuuya pulled away you wanted to take his face and keep kissing him, but you didn't. That would probably shock him. You opened your eyes to see Chuuya's blue ones boring into yours. His face was relaxed, if a little flushed.
"Oh...oh, you're good at kissing..." You practically mouthed, you were so quiet. Chuuya couldn't hold back his laugh at your expression.
"How kind of you."
"No, like-!" You huffed, pushing him away from you. "You are a sadist."
"Nah, not to you," he shook his head. You didn't know what to say to him. Chuuya let out a relenting exhale. "I can be if you want me to be."
"...yeah. To be honest, you'd kinda lose half your charisma if you weren't." After saying that, he gave you a frown. You stifled a giggle.
"I'm the cheeky one?"
"Yes, you are. But I think I prefer it that way," you smiled. Chuuya truly couldn't get enough of it.
"I think...and you be quiet," he began, pointing a stern finger towards you. "...I think you and I are a good match. Dating-wise."
"You don't say?" You teased.
"Y/N, I'm being serious here," he insisted, taking your hand once more. "Can I be your boyfriend?"
"...yes?!" You raised an eyebrow. "I wouldn't have kissed you if the answer was no? You dense idiot, Chuuya."
"My apologies for making sure I wasn't dragging you into something you didn't want," he rolled his eyes. You laced your fingers together, before lifting your joined hands and pressing a kiss to the back of his hand. His gaze softened. "...thanks, hon."
"Seriously, though, I actually won't be able to spoil you or anything like that, so are you really sure you wanna date me?" You asked.
Chuuya sighed in exasperation. "I'm cuttin' you off if you keep this shit up, Y/N."
"Okay, okay!"
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i'm kinda tempted to write something now based on my first kiss because imo it was CRAZY romantic, but i don't wanna disrespect the person with whom i shared said kiss. if you're reading this; hey man do i have permission to write a loose recount of what we did except instead of us it's like some fictional people? i will give you a creative credit for worldbuilding
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