#im like not even a fan of my irl name anymore even tho i chose it like 2 years ago :\

[prestonmonterey]

the problem with gender is that im like

he/they most of the time

but also sometimes like

he/they in a way that ill get annoyed if someone he/hims me and like later get annoyed that someone they/themed me

s like

idk i AM boyflux im prettty sure but it either changes in short periods of time and i dont notice and also i dont want people to ask

or over like long periods of time and i start questioning my gender again

augh

[loopy-froots]

Introduction Post! (TW: SA, PTSD, etc.)

Hello slasher fandom! I’m fairly new to this side of tumblr, so forgive me if I don’t understand how all this works yet! I just thought I’d introduce myself because I’ve already posted drawings and fanfiction writings so far, but maybe some of you want to know who’s behind it? If not that’s totally fine, just keep scrolling! But if you’re curious, keep reading! Btw! I’d love to get to know any of you as well, so feel free so say hi! :^]

Facts about me:

I go by the name Donn on this blog (for safety reasons I won’t be sharing my actual or preferred name anywhere on this blog, sorry!)

I chose the name Donn because of the name coming from the Celtic god of dead souls (I’m a Celtic witch by blood so I thought it’d be fitting)

My preferred pronouns when I write are she/they (leaning towards she atm because of some personal issues I deal with irl, but irl I prefer they/them more strictly… does that make any sense?)

Anyways, I’m 18+ and I very much prefer my viewers to be 18+ ONLY because of the NSFW content I post… and I also don’t want to influence anyone that impressionable cuz I have a kinda fucked up mindset atm…

But I hope that’s alright! I know kids will do what they want, and there’s not always much we can do to stop it, but please just be respectful of my wishes and DNI!

I have severe PTSD from many irl traumas that have happened to me throughout my life, and I currently live in an kind of abusive household, so my mental health has not been good…

That’s partially why I started drawing and writing fandom stuff cuz it’s currently what’s keeping me going!

I have diagnosed Adhd, but I take meds for it and am doing slightly better with my productivity! That’s why I’ve been able to crank out as much content as I have in the past few days!

I have undiagnosed autism, but it’s a work in progress cuz I’m like pretty sure I am autistic (for many reasons, the more you get the know me the more obvious it’ll get)

I am disabled in many ways: chronic physical and mental pain/illnesses, hard of hearing, etc.

I’m extremely liberal so DNI if you’re gonna be a bigot or anything cuz I will block you!

I have a partner (Who does not know about this blog yet cuz I’m v shy about sharing this kinda stuff with the people I love… partially cuz of my trauma from past relationships)

Ive suffered from THREE separate abusive romantic relationships… all of which kinda fucked with my head… so forgive my insecurities and everything! (I’m working on it tho!) but this partner I’m currently with is AMAZING AND LOVING so I’m v happy with them!

TW! I’m a S/A survivor, and it was by a friend I trusted, so I get very skittish by people irl because of the betrayal… but I find it easier to get to know people online cuz it’s not as traumatic imo

As you can see, I overshare EVERYTHING for literally no reason… like it just gushes out of me without me being able to stop it… Sorry if you’re unhappy with it! Feel free to block me if it bothers you!

I am currently seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist!! They both help me a lot with functioning as a normal person (even tho there’s no real such thing as a “normal” person imo, but it helps me survive in the society I live in)

I used to be goth, but now I’m forever torn between being goth again or being a cottagecore lesbian lol (I usually dress femme even tho my brain makes me feel like a boy a lot of the time…?)

I am extremely bisexual! Like holy shit! How come everyone is so hot?? Lol but seriously, I go all ways (I know some people say that’d make me pan but I prefer the term bisexual over being pan)

I used to be a little, but I’m not anymore because too many people took advantage of me when I was in my little mindset… I don’t let myself regress anymore unless I’m absolutely alone, but that’s rarely ever (my little age was around 10 btw)

I am extremely sensitive and am an empath! I feel my emotions EXTREMLY STRONG so I overreact to everything, am very passionate about the things I’m in love with, and cry at any given moment! I cannot and will not help it! I’ve been told too many times that I’m too sensitive and that I’m a crybaby and that my heart is too big for my body, but I don’t care anymore! Im refusing to see this as anything but a blessing for now on! Sensitive bitches are the baddest bitches lol

I used to get lots of hallucinations/psychosis, but I take meds for it and am now much better and less paranoid!

I still get paranoid about social situations tho for time to time, as im a very insecure person :(

Im a switch/power bottom! I like to be dominant on occasion, but I prefer to be a bratty sub most of the time!

I am a collector of taxidermy things!! I have several insects on my walls, as well as animal paw jewelry! If you don’t like it that’s alright! Just don’t tell me cuz I will block you! I make sure all my collection items are from humane sources and all the animals die naturally in the wild!

I am a HARDCORE clown/masked person fan… like clowns are sooo gay and sexy like why must you jingle jangle your lil clown bells when you dance like that??😩 and masked persons are just so mysterious and sexy omg

Cicero fro Skyrim was literally my clown sexual awakening… murder clown man… with a squeaky voice… yes… must have!

My first sexual awakening tho was probably Danny Phantom (Which is sooo funny cuz my partner actually named themself after him… coincidence? I think not! God does have a plan! Lol jk… unless?🥺👉🏻👈🏻)

Yes, I use the 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 emojis unironically… no, I’m not proud of it😔

HMU if you relate to any of this or just want to be friends! I’m literally so desperate for friends cuz my old roommate made me cut ties with them and then they spread rumors about me to all my other friends until no one would talk to me anymore… :( so I’m v lonely run…

But anyways, yeah that’s basically me… a huge mess but I’m on my way to getting better I guess…?

If you’re still reading all of this, THANK YOU KIND BEING! You are unlike any other…🥺❤️

Okay bye loves!

[briteboy]

A LOT OF QUESTIONS WOO

I'm ashamed to say I ship Ezra and Santi

i actually can’t believe that was one ship i forgot to add to the story tag thing i did lmao...i ship all the members of twinks ‘r us tbh. but ezra is too chill to be in a relationship with santi’s aries sun/cancer moon/leo rising ass he needs someone he can vibe with. even avey is too high maintenance for him

This may be a bit random, but thank you for being so amazing. I've been going through a lot of life stuff the last couple of months and your blog has really helped. By reading all of your amazing stories i've been able to relax <3 I love you and your blog very much

;_______; this is sososo sweet and genuine, i don’t even know what to say because i’m just....adkjgkjd ;-; thank you for reading, thank you for taking the time to send this message, and i hope things become easier for you because you deserve all the happiness in the world. i’m so glad you enjoy my presence on the innernette because i enjoy yours, anon person whoever you are <333

Hellooo wcif giannis skin? Gracias

i actually gave a similar answer to this the other day, but surprisingly he actually doesn’t use a cc skin lmao. i think all he has are these eyebags and this blush. he’s a god

Is there something you use to make your world look so pretty?:)

omg the only thing i can think of is this lighting mod, but honestly it doesn’t change anything else besides the sky and some lighting effects really. the rest is just my editing which you can read more about here <3

These wedding pictures are helping me through finals. THANK YOU!!!!

OMG ;__; YAY I’M GLAD MY BABES ARE GIVING U STRENGTH, STUDY HARD, DRINK WATER AND KICK THOSE FINALS’ ASS 

You and your tumblr are GOALS! ☆

so theres this kid in my school named santi and he has perfect hair like tbh im convinced it's our boi irl i just felt the need 2 tell you this ily bye

OMG SOMEONE NAMED SANTI IRL WOW WHO IS HE...it could be him except santi’s hair is probably damaged and fried as f*ck from all the hell it’s been through

if i ever saw santi irl i would prob punch him

(ily)

So, I was trying to see if you had a resource page? Haha! Like? Whether or not you use a reshade preset or if you have one that you use and listed on there. Buuuuttttt I don't think you have a wcif tag or FAQ? Or maybe I'm just blind. Lol. I'm on mobile if that helps. Thank you!

i dooo not have a resource page, but i’ve mentioned all the creators i have stuff from, and i have cc finds blog. i also do have a wcif tag and a faq right here. i did have mobile links that linked to it but they kept not working so i just took them down -__-

Ok but like, how do you chose when their birthday is so that you can do the things with the astrology? :/? I've never really been into astrology like I'm nothing like a 'typical' Scorpio but i can see how it could be super useful for character development!xx

ahhh honestly it just comes from my knowledge of these things...honestly i’ve always had a weird thing with birthdays even before i knew about zodiac things, like some people just seemed like they would be born in certain months, and months/seasons would have different vibes and evoke different feelings and whatnot so when i started to learn about astrology i would connect those feelings to different traits and it just kinda clicked for me idk. rooney just seemed like she would have a may birthday because i’ve always associated her with spring and she’s also just very taurus to me, very earthy and into homey things but also very stubborn and feisty. i chose april/aries for santi because...tbh he reminds me of myself LMAO he’s an aries manchild and encompasses fire and childlike nature to me. and gianni i always felt like he had a november birthday, it’s funny because at first i was considering scorpio for him but then i realized he was 100% sagittarius, wise and passionate and full of wanderlust and curiosity...yeh

basically just observe all the different sun signs, moon signs and rising signs and see what fits your characters best, or you could start by thinking of which month would fit your character best!!

will you ever grant my dream of seeing a santi-avey-ezra threesome? ;)

LMAODKFGDF OK it’s actually funny i was thinking about the time someone (presumably you) messaged me about exactly that and tbh it’s something that already happened in my mind, like it’s canon if that satisfies your needs at all lmfao. in the future MAAAYBE i’ll do it but i’m totally not a fan of smut so like who knows. if anything just know it happened and also here’s a bonus in case you’re not satiated: santi likes to be choked 

lmao um........bye

hi!! what hair does gianni have in da latest post ?? thank you so much boo

hello0o0o i answered a wcif recently about all the hairs gianni’s had recently, i think the particular one (the bun one, right) isn’t available for download anymore tho D: i’m sorry

☀️-y !!!! Girl you're killing me, you're killing me in the best way. This wedding? Iconic. The vows? Iconic. The looks™ ICONIC. The little rugs??? SOFT™ thank you for blessing us with all your hard work - yours truly, chicken wang

CHICKEN WANG I KNEW IT WAS YOU BY THE ☀️Y I KNOW U TOO WELL AND ALSO I LOVE U MORE THAN ANYONE ON THIS EARTH <33333