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captainimprobable · 9 months ago

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broskis im gonna be honest with you, i do not see a point.

this is not a suicidal post, this is not a cry for help and i am not a danger to myself, and i am in communication with my therapist.

but like. i genuinely do not see a way out. i tried for months. my life was falling apart and i stayed positive! i didnt break down, i handled it, i survived it, i believed in a future that existed.

but its come to a point where i cant do that anymore. i cant pretend that theres hope for some sort of magic solution to come from heaven and fix everything. because i tried EVERYTHING. i worked SO HARD. and im still here. in the same place. im still sitting here with my life falling apart around me and i have tried every single thing i could possibly think of and there is nothing left to do.

the only things im really good at right now are sleeping and scrolling tbh. i am going to spend my entire life rotting in my childhood bedroom while everyone around me experiences all the things i've ever wanted but am apparently not allowed to have.

how am i expected to keep going if there's nowhere to go?

#babes i swear i am not suicidal #for better or worse if i was i would have checked myself into the hospital again #im just. i dont know man.#im gonna go to sleep #im gonna sleep all day tomorrow #which is normal for a saturday #but then sunday i have a con and like. might just sleep through that too #depression def affects my sleep disorder bc i havent been able to stay awake for more than a few hours at a time lately #this is my life now ig #jaytp

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wormspoodle · 15 days ago

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teach me your ways potion master

#need to draw them as old mad scientists #anyway i dont know how. canon the games are #but mcgucket makes health potions in gnome gemulets #and he makes potions in the show and i just. don't see i brought up at all #and i think about it all of the time #i just think itd be fun if he made stan and ford his potion guinea pigs #oh and. half baked healing mcgucket design. we'll see where it goes.#okay im done no more exposition #gravity falls #old man mcgucket #fiddleford mcgucket #stanford pines #ford pines

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crows-home · 2 years ago

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part of my nimona viewing experience. idk why but i got super emotional in the first five minutes.

ID by @peachygos

[ID: A comic juxtaposing screenshots from Nimona 2023 and drawings of a person watching the movie. The first screenshot is Ambrosius's introduction; he grins at the camera as the news anchors introduce him, his name in big print on the screen. The person watching thinks with a bored expression, "Ah. Ok. This guy is gonna be the jackass. Typical golden-boy stuck-up prince that thinks he's better than the underdog. I see where this is going.

The next screenshot is of Ambrosius and Ballister on the platform above the arena, Ambrosius doing his news anchor bit and saying, "Aaand will Ballister be broody on the biggest day of his life?" Ballister laughs at his antics. The person watching now has a small smile, as they think, "Huh! Aw, they're actually nice to each other and are friends! I wasn't expecting that, that's nice-"

The third and final screenshot is a shot from behind of Ballister leaning his head on Ambrosius's shoulder. The caption reads "the knighting ceremony is just moments away." The person watching now has a touched, soft expression, like they're holding back tears. They think "OH." as a partially transparent doodle behind them bends over crying and blubbering, with another doodle showing their heart shot through with an arrow. /end ID]

#nimona #nimona movie #my art #i dont know WHY the relationship between these two made me so happy. genuinely. but i was tearing up when they held hands #idk man. just- the feeling of 'ah. friendship between these two men like always. i see-' and then #'OH. oh god theyre in love. that so sweet. i wasnt expecting that what the fuck.'#im not an outwardly emotional person

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umblrspectrum · 1 month ago

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happy solvermas

#cause t. no actually if christ is the son of god and the solver is god then it'd be like uzimas #quick sketch i pulled out of my ass yesterday to see if i could get myself out of art block/burnout/whatever ive got going on #v was added after cause i had no idea how to work her into the scene #implied nuziv or something look man im just desperate about this ship #and i dont know how to draw fluff or whatever #im so bad at romance i dont know how to express it #but i've been desperately trying to draw nuziv for the past months #i think this is actually like some of my best linework yet im really satisfied with everything right now #been a long time since i've felt that #turns out the “stop overthinking every pixel of the expressions and just draw the approximation the audience will get the jist” approach wo #ks #something something n is the star of their life. tree light chrismtas #it is taking. All of my restraint right now #to not be So Mean to all of you #You Don't Even Know #I Could Do Something. I Might Still.#art #murder drones #murder drones uzi #uzi doorman #murder drones n #serial designation n #murder drones v #serial designation v #murder drones cyn #i need liam to explain whether cyn and the solver are the same person already so i can tag them appropriately its driving me nuts #oh yeah cyn got a plush core to chew on by the way #the idea of giving her a chew toy was rolling around in my head and i think its a very funny visual so here we are

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ibahibut · 4 months ago

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💀: Fewer wounds, more kisses from me.

🐦‍⬛: Contract's accepted, mi amor.

Music inspiration: A Little Death by The Neighbourhood

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maskerat · 5 months ago

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yes, I've watched the video. now this man is my new hyperfixation. expect more art of him soon I suppose.

#maskerat art #turbo #turbo wir #wir turbo #turbo tastic #turbotastic #turbotime #wreck it ralph turbo #turbo wreck it ralph #may i just say the video was such perfect enrichment for my stupid autistic brain #i swear i analyse every content i watch/consume but sadly am restricted most of the time #so watching a 2 hour vid about some disney villain having all the little details #made me rlly happy and content 👍#digital art #illustration #but NOW im horribly hyperfixed on this idiotic man #i dont know what i see in him lmfao

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puppppppppy · 6 months ago

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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago

#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW #when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas #or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it #my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT #IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently #most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of #smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say #its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words #its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me #5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention #doodles #diary #sona #puppysona #comics

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phantasmatoucan · 1 month ago

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SOME CONTRARIAN DOODLES

#stp #slay the princess #stp voices #stp contrarian #stp hero #owlart #IM STILL EXPERIMENTING HOW I DO MY COLORING BC I WANT IT TO BE EASIER FOR MYSELF I JUST BEEN DOODLING #ANYWAYS IM PLAYING STP AND OFC IM DOING CONTRARIANS ROUTE FIRST #FUNNY LITTLE SILLY MAN LEARNING REMORSE THEYRE SO CUTE #IM GONNA TRY GETTING ALL ACHIVEMENTS but i dont know if ill be able to be mean to the voices or princess..... IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH...

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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oh boy 2AM !!!!!!

#xmen #xmen comics #magneto #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #max eisenhardt #i love how i never. put michael xavier #like ok we get it i think we know who we're looking at #snap sketches #BUT HIIIIII it is 2AM !!!!!!#i got some stuff done early tonight and so i wanted to Indulge #after all the love i gave charles recently i had to shift to erik scribbling for a sec mk its only fair #i think the funnier bit is that while i did intend to do these doodlings at SOME point #i originally just wanted to draft a comic but once i realized i was gonna have erik use his powers a lil in it #i reminded myself i still wanted to Properly figure out how i wanted to draw it. and now we're here #first drawin is just cause i really like that outfit. like its criminal its not actually shown anywhere else jlaejkvej #it IS just his black krakoa outfit sleeveless but i dont wanna hear it a sleeveless outfit can be so special #if i were a weaker man id draw this outfit like. any time i drew krakoa-era erik tbh but i am only slightly better than that #anyway im tired now im all drawn out. you can tell i started losing steam by the time i got to the ref sheet vjaelkjela #good night everyone !!!!!

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bedforddanes75 · 7 months ago

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im not american but some of you guys are just fucking stupid ong what do you MEAN youre not gna vote because you disagree with like one part of what youre voting for. like okay me when im fucking thick

#you guys are being FUCKING STUPUD #vote i actually swear to fucking god dont be THICK #“genocide joe” yeah i agree hes supporting a genocide thats a face #fact*#but hes three billion times better than trump in EVERY OTHER WAY???????#USE YOUR COMMON FUCKING SENSE #genuinely its not hard #“dont vote guys both parties are bad” ARE YOU STUUUUUUPID ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID IM GONNA BEAT YOU UP #would you rather a) have rights + disagree with one policy or b) be imprisoned for basically just being alive + disagree with every policy #YOURE FUCKING STUPID #like im not gonna force you to vote for someone or to vote at all but Jesus fucking christ #mate do you want rights or not #do you want the ENTIRE PLANET to suffer because of something you think gives you moral superiority (hint: IT DOESNT)#fucking vote #blah blah!#not 75 stuff #smart posting wow #should i tag #you know what i fucking am because youre STUPID #i dont CARE if you disagree with some of their morals. i agree the ones that you dislike are TERRIBLE but dear fucking lord #idk how to tag wait #kamala harris #joe biden #idk man #just fucking vote #us politics #election 2024 #us elections #american politics

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bulbabutt · 3 months ago

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yeah alright ima be that asshole cuz i dont see anyone else doing it

block this person fr this is literally them celebrating trump if you guys cannot put that together (which im not judging if you couldnt tell thats what this was, but i wanna make it clear if you were in the likes and didnt realize) imagine being this fucking cringe where people can see it lmfao

if you dont recognize them theyre doin that disaster twins comic about leo coming back from the dead. block em.

this actually deserves to be shamed. we dont fuckin sit by and accept that shit shame em.

people are gonna start feeling too proud of this DONT LET THEM BE.

#but also this is just... the cringiest art ive ever seen in my life LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #yeah man. the teenage mutant ninja turtles are known us citizens who vote ??? HELLO????#you freak #i dont care if you guys think im reaching im seeing TOOOO MANY AMENS IN THEIR SHIT #like i dont know if id say its SUBTLE but thats what it is

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feukt-42 · 7 months ago

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Is this anything ?