#im just upset :(
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thinking about caitlyn kiramman and how her lack of words are so fundamental to the end shape of her character. cait doesn’t say “i’m sorry” when Vi yells at her about being Ambessa’s puppet, she yells “i know” because she’s intelligent enough to see the spiral of events but not enough to know how to stop it. she doesn’t say “i’m sorry” but the very next scene she attempts to make peace with jinx. she doesn’t say “i’m sorry” but she calls off the guards so Vi can secretly try to save her sister—a terrible plan but one that Vi needs to do.
caitlyn isn’t surprised to find that jinx escaped. she expects Vi to be locked away by her sister so that she won’t chase her. because that’s the doomed tragedy of them.
everyone knows Jinx can’t be saved except for Vi.
Vi wants so badly to believe her love will somehow save her sister but it never will. her fatal flaw is that she will always try and she will always fail. and then caitlyn knows Vi will unjustly blame herself, so she’s there at the cells to ground her and remind her that this is how it’s always been. you’re getting predictable.
and then vi finally understands that caitlyn pulled all the strings for this. that she gave her another chance to open a cell and go after her sister, even knowing it would never work. it’s an apology and it’s cait saying “i know who you are.”
caitlyn kiramman doesn’t use words, she takes meaningful action because she’s only half the charismatic councilor her mother wanted her to be. she’s grown up an outsider and keeps a careful mask for everyone except violet, which is why season one opened her up so magically. she’s naturally stoic and reserved but she’s bold.
and then vi has to kiss her right then in the cells. because meaningful action means so much more than words to someone like her, who just wants to be of service to the people she loves. what caitlyn did was a reciprocation of her love language. and then Vi acts more by instantly showing her love, giving caitlyn all her love, because she’s the only person in this story willing to accept it. without hurt or heartbreak, vi can pour this massive heart she has into the only hands capable of understanding it. of being tender with it.
because caitlyn knows that vi is devoted to such a massive fault, but it doesn’t deserve to be punished. not any longer.
caitlyn kiramman doesn’t use words, but she keeps the burden of jinx locked away in her heart. all so that vi can finally know what a safe home and peace feels like ♥️ AUGH
#arcane#caitvi#im just UPSET#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi arcane#vi x caitlyn#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2
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i hate the argument that izzy had to die so ed could leave blackbeard behind so fucking much. what, so ed gets to outlive blackbeard but izzy doesnt? izzy has to fucking die so they can symbolically kill blackbeard and the 'old piracy' when he himself had grown enough as a person to begin to leave them behind? to encourage ed to leave it behind? to deliver 'new piracy's', fuck, the SHOW'S goddamn thesis statement in the finale?
im so mad i really really am. its so dumb. its such a stupid ending i cannot wrap my head around it.
#moogsin'#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2#sigh#sorry i keep posting abt this but#im just upset#im trying not to be so upset but i Am#something something not moving on is worse#but come the fuck ON
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when all the guys last night at the club gave their undivided attention to my pretty blonde blue eyed friend while i stood there like an idiot waiting for a guy to compliment me or kiss me or something but nothing happened cause i’m not blonde, blue eyed and tanned…
basically, the moral of the story here is that i’m not good enough to be flirted with and complimented and that guys are dickheads
#legit cried to my mum about this when we dropped off my friend#like am i not good enough#does no guy want me#obviously not if i didn’t get any guy#sorry im having a moment#im just upset#and heartbroken#but it’s fine#i’ll just shut up now#thoughts with tia#rambles with tia
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Holding myself back from cussing out a new follower I have.
#I hate them.#I hate them so FUCKING much.#Im going to make a post and @ them bc I’m not dealing with this bs in the summer#And the fact that their older than me is so annoying#Grow tf up.#I apologize in advance if I say anything super super mean#Im just upset#And I love my followers and moots— I love you all so much.#It’s not you guys it’s one person. And I’m going to confront them about it
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It's a bad thing that I want Cellbit to snap in a paranoiac mess when he discover that Jaiden entered his Fear Room?
Is a bad thing that I wanted him to hide in his castle and refuse to go outside as the cryptic creature he is?
Is a bad thing want him to stop helping anyone that aren't from his little family (the favela 6+Roier and his son)?
It's a bad thing that I want Cellbit to close his castle to anyone that aren't from his little family?
That I want the islanders to know that whiteout Cellbit they had lost one of the people that most helped to impulse the lore? The one that will give his life for an investigation whiteout asking nothing as a payment?
That I want them to see how fucked up is him rn, how they have lost one of the most dedicated soldier they had against the federation?
I want qJaiden to feel bad about braking into Fear Room, going to say sorry to him and finding the shell of a man Cellbo is looking rn and see that her "being silly" has consequences to other characters?
Is it a bad thing?
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As someone who adores Minecraft to my very core (it’s a hyperfixation, I swear)
The movie teaser trailer has shattered a part of my heart I didn’t know existed. Extremely disappointed. I want to see something animated, like what so many other animators on YT animate for fun. But bigger, longer, and better.
#minecraft#minecraft movie#maybe even a world with mods in it like Borne in Chaos and such? that would be cool ngl#tho idk#im just upset#they could do better
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I try but it’s never good enough
#object shows#object show community#bfdi#my art#x bfb#kinsona#vent#sorry im venting so much#I’ll draw something happy :]#Im just upset#idk I feel empty rn#okay im gonna draw :3#ALSO DONT WORRY IM FINE JUST FEELING ALL THESE FEELINGS!!
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who normalised looking at people ?! i want them disintegrated immediately !!!!!!!!
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Why is it that its such a fucking issue if i sleep…. Why is it it pisses you off and apparently thats all i do and i dont interact with you…????? And yet you play video games ALL day. Not interacting with me either… make it make sense. I become bored or i wake up early as hell while you sleep. And so when you dont interact of course im going to sleep there is NOTHING else for me to do and im tired as hell… would you rather me be out and about doing god knows what or… sleep because im bored… i need to be STIMULATED… and when im not i cope with sleep but thats apparently not okay. So my fucking bad wont happen again…
#painful#depressing shit#anxitey#unalive#please help#sewer slide#im pathetic#mentally unstable#fucking ouch#actually bpd#im just upset#this is depressing#i dont understand#what am i doing wrong#make this make sense#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#sadnnes#im losing it#im lost#this is not fair#cant win#im over this#this is painful#im dying#stop doing this#why are you like this#im hurtin
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This drawing was the biggest waste of my time I'm so upset I'm bever picking up a pen again screw this
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My mom couldn't even let me have my fucking birthday in peace. She had to bring up wedding planning shit and when I asked if we could not talk about this because I was very clearly getting overwhelmed and upset from all her questions and pestering, she blew up and screamed at me.
Im so fucking tired of this. I wish I would've just eloped at this point. I had very little time to plan due to circumstances and I'm past even fucking caring about it because it stresses me out so much. I just want it to be over with. How sad is it that I can't even be excited for my own wedding. They make it fucking impossible.
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i wish I didn't care about the nrb patreon stuff as much as I do. like it's such a stupid thing to be upset about, I know that. but here I am. annoyed and grumpy anyway.
#like I don't get ANYTHING i dont buy anything i dont ask for anything#and so recently when I asked and my mom let me subscribe to the patreon#i was so excited so i could see them play kings dilemma#and then I got into botc and watched the whole backlog of that. multiple times.#and ive seen all the exclusive bgcs. some of them multiple times#it's just really really ingrained in my brain rn#and now they're more than doubling the price to get the same stuff#which I'm definitely not gonna be able to afford#like. $12 a month for 3 videos when I used to get it for $5 seems ridiculous#im just annoyed like.#it makes me really sad knowing that im gonna be missing out on betrayal legacy (i LOVE betrayal) and an extra bgc#and probably the botc because i dont think it's worth it for $6.50 for one video a month#anyway. idk what im even saying at this point#im just upset
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One day you will look back and say: "I finally made it..."
#hard times#hard time 3#im so upset#im upset#this is so upsetting#very upset#im just upset#god#prayer#pray for palestine#pray for me#prayer room#praywithoutceasing#pray for us#pray for one another#i used to pray for times like this
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I understand people are allowed to dislike stuff, but why telling me tho?
it's about "You, forever". Yes, it's a dark fic and the plot has been all around the place, but I'm trying to experiment a bit and play with Ghost's lore, religion and mythology.
Anyway, i deleted it but I'm still a bit upset ngl.
#you forever fic#fanfic writing#i speak#personal rambles#i know it's not a big deal#im just upset#ghost band
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At this point, I hope every American who is playing victim because they're experiencing smoky conditions from Canada burning to the ground and is making stupid jokes about it at Canada's expense genuinely and truly chokes on the smoke and has a horrific day.
#i hate americans#somehow they manage to be the most punchable and easily disliked people around at every turn#personal#yankee pigs#sorry im mad#im so tired of yanks making this whole situation about them#and making jokes about it#its not funny#americans only care about things when they can find a way to make themselves the victims and centre of attention#did i mention how much i hate Americans? cause i don't say it enough#will likely delete later#im just upset
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I just hope that one day Marvel will cease the queerbaiting because idk about y'all but that little bit in the middle looked an AWFUL lot like a confession for a sec
#Loki#loki laufeyson#loki series#loki season 2#loki s2#loki show#Loki season two spoilers#loki spoilers#Loki kinda spoiler eh#Idk#Im just upset#Im having thoughts#They just aren't organized enough for tumblr#im trying#I'm thinking
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