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[Image description: A half body digital drawing of Nova Neverrmore, an OC created by @party-guy, set against a swirled dark pink background with a solid light pink rectangle framing her. Nova is a young, thin, gray-purple Drow with cropped pale lilac hair. She is wearing a long sleeve yellow turtleneck under a brown vest and large circular pink glasses. Her hands are extended out towards the viewer, three pink sparks of arcane light floating between her hands. Her head is slightly cocked as she looks toward the viewer with a smug smile. End description.]
First attack piece of Art Fight 2023! Had a very fun time drawing this cool bardlock 🤩🤩
#Eli's Art#Art Fight#Team Vampires#this is the first of four pieces I've already done#im just too lazy to ID them lol#thats honestly why i didn't post like half the pieces i did last year#but wanna try to share all of my art this year#gonna get started on a new piece soon too#found a very cute poly group that I wanna draw in a cuddle pile#that'll be fun!#anyway#Nova was super fun to draw and im v happy with how she turned out!#esp the hands which took up like 80% of the total time drawing her lol#queue are going to be amazing
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Just been thinking about the boys lately
#my art#i havent drawn on my tablet in soooo long...I just woodburn now lol this was refreshing#valencock#i drew them from memory and im too lazy to make sure i drew them correctly#I had to wait for the maintenance guys to come to our apartment and then sit around while they were working#so i figured id try to draw while i was babysitting the dudes fixing our leaking ceiling lmao
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is megs the evil gay trans robot son or does he have the evil gay trans robot son. g1 edition
i mean i think he can be someones evil gay trans robot son. maybe not mine tho. kjfdgjh. he doesnt have a canonical dad like g1 oppie does. as for does he HAVE SONS. okay okay. i was thinking about his fondness for animals which ofc as established. beastformers trans. but like are those is SONS? their sounders maybe. or just buds. who knows. but then did he MAKE any guys? and yes he did. constuct icons off screen. sort of. maybe. they retconned that one. BUT ALSO. stunt icons. which i think being a car alt moded 'con is decently trans. so there u go. break down and his lot. now does he LOVE THEM? they stopped screamer from completely over throwing him as leader of the cons one time. hes probably fine with that
BUT ALSO. for the consideration of evil gay trans robot son in the shape of megs. may i present browning
[ID: TF SGMF cap of Browning, who has the body shape of g1 megs but brown, and tiny. Hes standing on the ground next to the legs of one of the armored up human kids, hes barely mid shin height. He's talking to the kid saying "Will you fire me? It's tear gas!" END]
#some shit#its not called cisformers#id go thru the effort of proving the megs like animals cause its a very cute trait for him but lazy. dont wanna. he bond villians it up whe#hes around them. u get it.#and it DID come to mind over the guys he made. sorry. lol.#SO ANYWAY. browning. i say one of the kids. i know its the girl. look how their drew her standing fgbjdh.#im dont have an excuse for any argument for each trait hes just too funny of a character concept to not mention.#GOD. almost miss ID what animethat cap was from. IMAGINE the shame.
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so like i want to talk more abt what suicidal means but the problem is "suicidal ideation presents in two general forms, active and passive. the thing most people think of as suicidal is the active version, where the person *actively* desires to be dead and/or is making a plan to get there. the passive form however gets almost no attention in media so many people experiencing it are unaware they are even depressed, much less passively suicidal. some examples: not wanting to experience death but feeling like you wouldn't mind if you didn't wake up tomorrow or just stopped existing; feeling deeply exhausted with just the entire concept of being alive; even feeling like you want to run away, change your name, and start a whole new life; none of these look like suicidal ideation to most people because they don't involve actively doing anything to get from point a to point b, especially the more abstract ones like the start a new life thing - but remember that in order to truly start a whole new life, you have to destroy your current one. it's not suicidal as in wanting to actually DIE die, it's just. wanting something close enough to scratch the itch. but just because you haven't booked the ticket doesn't mean you don't still revisit the 'vacation activities at point b' tab occasionally to daydream, yknow?" is i think very informative and specific, but its also quite long and run on-y so people are v likely to tap out like a third of the way through it, whereas "suicidal doesnt necessarily mean wanting to die" is way shorter and therefore catchier, but is also the kind of nonspecific phrasing that gets you a thousand angry anons about how you said all suicidal people are just pretending they actually want to die or some dumb shit. so it's a fun line to toe
#especially when youre far too lazy to dig up sources however if u google passive suicidal theres a lot of info#pretty front and center altho you will get jumpscared by the size 1000 font suicide hotline number#or maybe you wont but i sure was. why was it so big#in this house we simply post both as part of another hashtag relatable post in the hopes that the two for one bargain#will entice viewers to read the whole thing and go 'wait but /i/ feel like that what do you mean'#and then make a meta joke about it in the tags so the viewers think we're hip and cool#nah but seriously i see ppl not knowing abt this . so much and every time im like !!!!!!! no youre not crazy youre not supposed#to feel like this!!!!#so its one of the things where im like nah idc if im being annoying abt this as long as i hit the one (1) todays lucky 10000 who needs it#this one i dont remember seeing on any articles but id like to propose also that having trouble imagining your future can count too#and like obviously all of these have exceptions right like. ppl can just want to start a whole new life for non suicidal reasons#but if theres a pattern of these things or you find yourself being drawn back to one over and over again thats#when you should start being like ok somethings afoot#like the imagining ur future one you could easily have trouble visualizing things or even just Not Be Especially Imaginative#...or... it could be that deep down you dont feel like you /have/ one so your brain just. steers away from the subject entirely#and ykno. knowing which one it is is usually pretty helpful LOL#anyways. sorry theres no paragraph breaks i could not for the life of me figure out a good spot for them#/suicide#/suicide mention#/suicidal ideation#/depression#/death mention#and of course i think also like a lot of things this is more of a spectrum than a binary like obviously 'run away and#start a new life' is def a bit less active than 'id be ok w it if i didnt wake up tomorrow' but theyre still both on the lassive side#passive*#eugh im rambling now and not even in the slightly contained way the post itself is#im hitting post without rereading for the 40th time otherwise ill remember another tangent so if theres#any errors left my apologies
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gonna finish painting my laundry closet tomorrow 👍 (started over half a year ago)
#0.txt#i was too lazy to do the ceiling so i just stopped lol#im also thinking of getting new shelves since i had to take the old ones out so i can paint around them#but i dont rly wanna drill new holes so id have to find one with the exact same measurements lol. impossible
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so so super awesome to see you adding alt text to gifs!! just as a reference, you don't need to include id & end id in alt text, and if the gifs are mostly similar (ex. your recent snowy trees) you could try something like:
"3 gifs of a tree line and ground covered in snow with snow lightly falling, the sky dark blue and the light making the snow appear off-white."
and just paste that in the first gifs alt text! honestly your original id works and is phrased well, but by adding the "[X] gifs" and then the description only on the first gif, it helps with some redundancy :3 but only really do something like that if the gifs are already really similar
i hope this doesn't sound judgemental, i'm genuinely happy you're starting to add alt text/ids, i just thought it'd help to share some advice :D
tysm for the advice!! its really appriciated :] half of why we haven't added ID's yet is cause we've struggled to figure out how to ID gifs when the image/description changes, so i really appriciate any advice anyone has and seeing other ID's of our gifs to get ideas on how to go about it! /g
tysm!!
-toby
#name tag bc im too lazy to get the emoji on our laptop rn lol /lh#theres some that dont have ID's in our queue at the moment simply bc our arthritis has been bad and we don't have our gloves with us rn#since we just moved so we got like a bunch of stuff misplaced atm#but we're gonna try to add them to as many posts as possible!#and others reblogging with ID's are always extremely appriciated#esp since theyre going out of their way to do it on our posts its incredibly appreciated#we're hoping to have most of our posts described :] and our hands r doing a bit better atm which means more descriptions for upcoming gifs!#not stim#mod talk
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someone asked me already but i still go by morty and other pronouns! its just that as im trying to seem more professional (and. i dont want people nagging me) i decided to keep it as a people-who-know thing
it makes sense in my brain ok😭
#morty stuff#mostly bc ive been joining discord servers w irl things. i couldve made a whole new discord but id be too lazy to switch over. lol#its easy for them to just google and find out Stuff... so im gonna try to make it slightly harder#however still call me morty and alu and use any pronouns with me i get happy <3
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thinking thinking ...
#world building in my head bc its litany against the thoughts. and i think i like the twin moon gods thang and im goinf 2 keep that#even tho it means i have Gott to get universe sandbox at some point so i can figure out if what i was thjnking would work literally at all.#bc my thought js that there r two identical moons orbiting along the same path but theyre opposite from eachother yk#but idk if that would. work... or what itd do to tides what the moon phases would look like et cetera et cetera. so i have 2 thjnk#ikk i could just be like Well but they arebt acrual moons theyre gods which is true but thats also soooo lazy so im not doing that#abd then i was toying around eith the idea of a church that chronicles the lives of every single person on earth#like ig not a church bc theyd be like. well ig yes a church. theyd be like devotees to whichever god i decide#i should probably give them names UGH! anyways. but idk if that feels too bgeneric#im also once again debating on og yhey t like Forreal gods or if thats just belief. bc if i do go with the chronicling church thang i feel#they have 2 be real bc otherwise ill be honest idt my main ideas for that sect would work ... sigh#i think i will be moooostly magicless. my current thoughts for if they r fr gods then theyre like. almost entirely hands off they do nottt#fuck with anything they just watch all the time ...#and then the backstory for THAT is that they used to be very very very handson and they loved gfucking around with everythang and then The#war 💀#bc current thoughts r they made all the planets together and (main planet) id the last one they made#abd then they fought over what they wanted tk do with it and they spilled blood Which fell onto the planet and boom... theres the guys#and then they were like omg stares. but they also went to opposite sides of the planet so they wouldnt fight again#but then as life evolved they started playing around 2 make it more interesting .. like Ong i wonder how theyd deal with aj ice age ^_^#etc and then eventually they just started doing proxy wars#and then they were like oh hold on. theyre all going 2 die if we keep this up LOL#so they flooded the world thissss is famous.... and thats when they went almost entirely hands off#and then eventuallyyy everybidy figures out marine transportation and after like thousands of years they r like. in contact again#and ive decided there r a bunchh of different sort of schools of thought on the flood#like theres one group who believes the gods did it to discourage fighting so theyre very pacifistic and another side thjnks they did it#to help them win against their enemies etcc idk if theyre Full fledged religious groups but yk...
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Me and my friends have been becoming more ambitious in dst, and now that we've successfully killed bee queen I'm considering having us try taking on klaus, but my big concern with that is that he uh. Summons 2 krampus Per Player at one point in the fight and Im gonna be real, I do Not trust our capabilities to fight 6 krampai without just tanking and holding f, which is bad cause one of them is a wormwood main </3
#rat rambles#tbf my other friend is a wortox main so it kind of balances out. kind of.#my role in the team is to know everything and kill spiders with abby my wortox friend does the cooking and healing#and the wormwood gets killed by tall birds /j#actually their role is to bully me into actually playing the video game (aka to fight any of the many bosses)#the funny thing is I tend to go way more ham on farming than they do lol#they do the bare minimum to get seeds while I hunger to hear that giant crop sound more than anything else in the world#its ok it balances out by me looking at them with sad wet eyes asking them to mass produce more bramble husks#tbf Id rather our living logs be put to good use rather than just used as fuel as they both tend to do dkdndjf#anyways I might just put one of them on panflute duty again for the krampai if I do decide to have us do this#I wanna gamble man#plus free wax paper since Im too lazy to go break more beehives <3#I swear we had some at base but apparently we dont rip
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compulsively bought a pair of vintage old-fashioned glasses that are a bit rounded so i can ALSO aesthetically use them for wine
#stream#like u know the stemless wine glasses ? can use it like that despite the lack of true like ‘funneling’ to the nose bc it’s just straight -#the base is just rounded & ADORABLE i LOVE them im sooo excited bc i’m going to use them as also just#Room Glasses#re: the glasses i Keep in my Room for when i Need a Glass#does nobody have those#like yes there are Glasses that are meant for the kitchen & to be used but then there are Room Glasses#glasses for a Specific Room#i feel like i sound so elderly saying this ALSKALSKLAKALAKSLALALA#GIRL#ITS JUST NICE#as if i don’t have a water bottle but here’s the gag: sometimes i’m just too fucking lazy to fill the bottle or it’s dirty bc i’ve even#lugging it around outside & in cars all day or it’s been like a week & needs to be washed it takes WORK#i am LAZY i LOATHE washing dishes like it is the WORST id rather be SHOT#it’s just dishes like i love cleaning otherwise#vacuuming ? done laundry ? folded bathroom ? scrubbed idc#but DISHES ?????#oh and taking out the trash i don’t like that either but it’s still PREFEREED TO DISHES#anyway they’re sooo cute & the only reason i’ve money is bc i’ve the like visa gift cards lol like i never fucking use them 😭😭 but now i’m#realizing u can so i am like i haven’t splurged on myself in ages migjt as well treat myself a BIT#& it’s been on shit i know i’ve needed and been looking for for a while so some of it isn’t even like splurging#like getting the shirts was a splurge bc i didn’t need them#i’ve just WANTED them for YEARS so splurge but i also got this apple wallet than goes on ur phone but that’s not a splurg bc i just#need a wallet that’s small so i can travel easier bc i carry my little bag girl it’s a clutch#but i’m not going to be able to travel ‘safely’ w so much shit so here we are#getting it bc i know i needed it ALAKALSKALSKLAKSLA#ALSO REALLY DOPE DIDNT KNOW ABOUT but it comes like a find my tag - the wallet u can find on the find my app#anyway#yea#but i’ve to >:( go to get my airpods fixed bc they’re ancient but STILL
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ASK DUMP!!!
i use the rough pencil brush, marker, sumi, and watercolor (wet and fluffy)! depends on the piece/my mood but i lean towards rough pencil the most
AHH OMG WAIT THIS IS SO COOL TYSM FOR SHARING !!!! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE OTHER PEOPLE HAVING FUN WITH GOOGLE SITES LOL ITS MY FAAVEEE
AUUUGHHH THANK YOU ANON!!! ur so kind. pls dont get food poisoning.
WAITT HIS HELLA TRUE I SEE THIS. I love getting to see new songs n stuff fromy all. wish i could animate
HAHA IM GLAD i really like drawing her!
me when i was obsessed with overwatch with a few months: 😎😎😎😎. ty >:)
wait this is peak idea. keep me updated
i mean..... by time someone is makingher mashed potatoes theyd prob get a fork in her hand..but...anything can happen
HAHA YEA thats how it is on mine too! i just love how its inverted on PC
give me more to work with and it may occur. . .
closes the door and walks away .
these r sitting in my inbox cuz i keep saying im gonna draw everyone w mullets but im realizing im so lazy its probably not gonna happen. i think someone else should take this idea though.
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im gonna answer this one day later in a better post bc this is ltierally the perfect question for me but i somehow dont have an asnwer. just wanr to say thank you for this question while i still try to answer it.
shes making a tiktok as we speak
i posted a liu drawing after i got this ask. wheres the first born.
guess what hes gonna be wearing in the VN :3
never done this before...youre right.
i think ben would tell her to say it and she would
LET HER OUT NOOOOWWW!!!
i hear this actually i can see it 100%.
id love to do this for all the adult characters (or in general an anatomy thing with them) but i keep forgetting so im replying here hoping itll hold me accountable to do it LOL
had toast this morning
i think most people see liu as older and jeff as younger, including me! i think swapping everything around is super fun. i saw an AU where toby was older than tim/brian once!! thought it was so cool
stay safe
wait this breaks my heart a little bit actually . . . THE SIBLINGS EVERthey kill me so much
what is the context here . .
BEST MF DAY OF THE YEAR
wait this is actually peak cuz ive been rethinking liu a lot cuz my friend and i have an Au where she wanted him to live in england for a while. LMAAAAAOOOO. redguydhmis liu is canon
#asks#ok im so sorry these replies suck but i panicked and realized there is no fucking way i can hit 500 unanswered asks theres no way
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King Caesar Redesign (by me)
Im back to share something real quick. I managed to draw something while also dealing with some other things too. Im trying to keep a balance on that. But i did decide id attempt doing another redesign. More or less based on how i would see them (my own headcanons) those definitely influenced me making this & some design choices. Can’t really say what made me chose King Caesar as the next who’d be redesigned. But maybe could be the headcanons that occurred to me when thinking about them. I have a few of those though some of them are that
He might be the type to take the “king” title more seriously (more than the others & probably when its not supposed to be taken so seriously but of course he chooses to)
A very laid back chill type that loves to do nothing & sleep a lot (aka: being lazy)
Likes to keep well maintained his fur as much as possible. Might even be in a awful mood if his fur were to get messed up somehow (not to mention he spends a lot of time just taking care of it everyday)
Those are just a tiny bit of info to get to know him better. (That & VERY aware of appearances for sure). I for the most part have fun when doing these redesigns. Helps with visualizing my ideas for them better. If i decide to do another one later, id be excited who itd be next ^^
[he’s just a guy honestly lol]
#godzilla#godzilla fanart#kaiju#toho kaiju#kaiju art#redesign#fan design#king caesar#has both a laid back personality & one of constantly wanting to look his best at every given moment#he’s still very active but only when he chooses#he’s on ok terms with Godzilla but definitely not as close as friends or anything like that btw#who would you guys wanna see for a possible redesign in the future ^^#fanart#art#artists on tumblr
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It's sheet changing day and is this adulthood? Being excited by getting to change your sheets? Thinking of the jjk men sleeping in your bed for a week straight and finding out your little cleaning quirks.
Gojo, when he finds out you do your dishes by hand instead of using the dishwasher cause you don't trust it. At first he's exasperated cause why are you over there cleaning when you could be in his arms. Then he kinda likes it and starts doing the dishes with you cause he's needy and likes being in your space.
Geto, when he finds out you clean your own tub instead of hiring a maid. You make more than enough to hire one at least once a week. Why do something so demeaning. But he gets to stare at your ass while you do it. So who is he to complain?
Nanami finding out you change your sheets every 2-3 days. He's confused cause didn't you just change your sheets on Monday? It's only Wednesday. And you're so diligent about it. He thinks at first it's him. That you're uncomfortable sharing your space but he soon learns you just like the feeling of clean sheets fresh after a shower. Especially on days where you shave.
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🧠 nonnyyyyy seeing u is always a treat babe 🥹🥹
EDUIHFIAHDSFKUHSD omg the situation with gojo is definitely me because the dishwasher is to SANITIZE not to clean!!!!! it irks the essence of my soul when food clumps be left on plates and shit going in there because theres always specs of it still on. LOL i was about to say if this man isnt doing dishes right next to me theres going to be problems djhkskfhds.
Geto, LOL nah I'm with him I hate bathroom cleaning so I'd definitely hire a maid (tbh id get one now but i also feel its a waste of money when i could just stop being lazy fdhfkdjhfdsj) but if he was paying for it then FUCK YESSS! LOL I'll bend over for him in the bedroom while the maid cleans the tub fjhdksbfjskhfas.
ooh the Nanami one, ideally I'd like to do this too at least twice a week but it ends up being a week because im lazy djkhsfkjfhsd.
hmmm lemme seee....
Toji would definitely have trouble with the no outside shoes on in the house. Even though its common in Japan not to bring outside shoes into the house (every entrance to a home/apt usually having some enclave/foyer to put them) since he'd live alone after his wife he just kinda stopped caring and walked around inside with them, not kicking them off until he was on the sofa. LMFAO you definitely would have to nag him a few times before it sunk in. And he'd NEVER tell you but he thinks the fuzzy matching slippers you for the both of you are super cute.
True form Sukuna doesn't wear shoes so you wouldn't have to worry about him not wearing them in the house but thats the thing, he ain't wearing slippers neither. you cringe when your plush cream moroccan rug is quickly turned a greyish brown from the grime on his feet. his answer to that though is to destroy it entirely saying you wont need the rug nor your silly little apartment because its time for you to move into his palace. in fact, he doesnt even tell you this, he just destroys it and snatches you away... you'd figure it out eventually lol.
Choso is an angel. Yet he has alot of trouble with the no outside clothes on the bed rule. When he gets home late from fighting curses he wants nothing more than to dive into bed with you. But ick! He needs to remove his clothes and take a bath first. You help him out by making sure there is always one hot and ready for when he gets home. And he is so eager to peel off all his clothes and relax with you in the tub. (lol fun fact i didnt know until i studied abroad there that since the japanese technically wash with soap etc, before they get into the bath and the bath is for soaking, that in lots of homes they typically dont dump the bath water until after a few uses. this also was a water conservation tactic back from wwii that just stuck. so because of that most of their bathtubs have a warming feature. so it really would be easy to keep a bath warm for someone until they got home. also omg imagine just being able to sit in there forever too cause the tub keeps the water warm djhksdsdjvsd, i miss those japanese tubs mannnn)
xoxo!
#🧠 anon#ೃ༝💌⁀➷ 𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉мαιℓ#ೃ💌⁀➷𝓀𝒾𝓏𝓏𝒶𝓉αησηѕ#˚⊱🍪 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝑒𝓈🤤⊰˚#jjk headcanons#choso kamo#sukuna#gojo satoru#geto suguru#toji fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen#jjk drabbles
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Hey vinnie! Really love your comics! I was wondering, what's your process when it comes to drawing them? Do you come up with dialogue first or draw the figures and piece together the dialogue, and how do you go about doing layouts?
this ask reminded me i have a whole ass "process vid" of THIS COMIC from over a year ago where u can see exactly what i do to plan that comic lol this is embarrassing i never thought id share it so do NOT be mean
i was curious myself how it looked which is why i made it heh this is 50 min of footage in almost 2 mins and idk why my superhero movie is the song of choice this is from a while ago OK... u can see i literally have no idea what im doing i just DOODLE i just go for it
i talk some more under the cut i <3 art but i am a serial doodler
i use the power of imagination a whole lot bc i have a pretty busy life so when i get an idea im like working it out in my mind as i live my normal ass life. when i actually do sit down to make it, first i sketch it all and will usually write certain bits in each "page"
its pretty similar. but as u can see i tend to skip some dialogues that im like. meh ill figure it out later. i just write what i know i wanted to add. and then i figure out the rest when i get to it, or i even change up what i already got, which results in it not being super planned. for example here i made ayano repeat "this is something..." in both her dialogues and i didnt realize until i finished and read the whole thing over but i was lazy to change it heh... but that was bc i write as i go and u can tell in mistakes like that.
as for layouts... erm i barely make actual layouts. this is kind of the same process for everything LOL except sometimes i feel like making actual boxes to put the characters in, but otherwise u can see that the majority of my comics are just all over the place like this. during the sketch i do separate it but then i try to divide it with only the speach bubbles. the layout where i put little boxes is when i dont mind making many pages, bc it fits less stuff.
otherwose i tend to do stuff like this:
which looks a lot more crowded. the reason is, i post here and on twitter (more amphibia on twitter) and since u have a limited amount of pics u can post (here in tumblr it used to be 10 pics), i wanted to fit as much as possible in only 1 page so it wouldnt be too many pics, and it morphed into this sort of layout that i became used to.
im a Go For It kinda guy when it comes to drawing. i like doodling and sketching and going with whatever i got first. the only reason i dont start the comic right away and even do the sketching first is bc i want to figure out where ill put everything, not so much bc im worried abt the art looking better in one or the other. as u can see the art is very similar in both cases
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the last chapter for walking study in demonology was CRAZYYY im so happy you updated. im so curious about what your thought process in writing it and if youre willing to share?? you dont have to if you dont want to btw! but in any case thank u so muchhh
hey thank you! appreciate it
okay super long answer below
honestly this one was difficult. idk if its bc its been a while since i write fics from scratch so i might have forgotten how difficult the whole thing is, but this one was tough. ch 8 wasnt from scratch tho cos i had the drafts since like 2022 or smthg lol
ik the formatting is non conventional in ch 8 and i was aware that itd be hard to read for some people. but i do think abt the readers often when i write.. mainly not what the readers want in terms of storyline (altho ofc i consider this too sometimes lol) but what the reading experience will be like for them.
i.e consider if id written the chapter in a linear, traditional way and narrated the confrontation between 1-A and LoV (or even other wackier “Villains” like godzilla and invading aliens or whatever). the truth is, although def easier to read, that version will be very boring.
(i know bc i tried and scrapped those versions.)
(im sure a better writer can write it interestingly but i am not a better writer.)
the thing w writing these traditional fight scenes is tht im sure — im 1000% positive in fact — that the readers have read it before. there r literally thousands and thousands of bnha fics out there with great fight scenes, on top of the actual manga, where youve read these characters fight their assorted villains. why would i make you read that again, esp when i know i cant do it better? i already know the readers r just gonna skim the chapter if thats the case. ive been a reader, ik what fic fatigue is like — esp with bnha when everythings been rehashed infinity times in infinity different ways.
same thing also applies with even the “metaness” of the fic itself.
i dont want the fic to come off like its talking down to readers, whom i believe alrdy have the instinctual knowledge of what the fic is trying to do. im willing to bet tht the readers have read something similar to this before, like multiverses n time loop n meta stuff, also cosmic horror. i still end up narrating some things even though often i feel im being too explanatory. i jst feel like the readers will know what im talking abt by virtue of their familiarity to the tropes involved.
therefore the least i can do is serve it in an interesting way, aka the fuckass formatting. like although the tropes im doing r done so many times before, at the very least i cld let the readers hopefully have fun by piecing it together puzzle-style with the fragmented formats — so its more of an experience thing rather than jst a lore dump. i dont like lore dumps, they can be condescending.
demonology def doesnt succeed in avoiding that however. in fact its fallen to that exact trap. ch 4 and 6, those r very lore-dumpy. i tried to make it fun w the humor dialogue style but its not perfect. i know tht by ch 8 that tricks alrdy old, and the readers have all the puzzle pieces at this point anyway so itd be even more repetitive than it alrdy is. even so i still feel im being too explanatory esp with the emotional arcs but thats a skill issue on my part
overall i feel demon can be more oblique and “elegant” in its mechanics.
but anyway, it IS crack… it was never meant to promise intelligence, least of all eloquence lmfao. its never meant to be taken seriously.
of course, at this point u can tell that i actually am taking it pretty seriously LOL. i never meant to write meta fiction. i have some gripes w it, namely that i feel meta fiction is used by weaker writers as a storytelling crutch n it can come off as lazy — demon is guilty of this too. but now that i end up writing meta fiction, i might as well fucking commit and try to push it as crazy as i can. if its not gonna be good, at least it can be interesting, or weird.
blah blah im yapping. point is, ik the end product might look very “random” and pastiche as if i was jst doing whatever i wanted … which, true … but it went thru a lot of trials and errors until this final version. you would not believe the amount of time ive rewritten this chapter, due to all those ^ considerations.
however i always knew i was going to start ch8 with the classic mary sue “fanfiction” — that segment was written a long time ago like in 2022/2023?? and mostly stayed unedited since, unlike the rest of the fic which i stripped and repainted and restripped again lol
ok thanks for reading abt my wack anime crack fic writing process that, again, shld not be taken seriously. i will admit however that i do put a lot of effort n heart into it so i cannot pretend i am aloof and disaffected. id be lying if i say its been easy. i consider it a miracle i updated at all. i keep saying its not meant to be taken serious but if i managed to make it even a little bit meaningful, id be very happy.
ah also. bnha ending actually forced me to scrap a lot of things too. but it kinda ends up for the better, maybe.
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100 subs!
hi yall
recently, as of a few days ago, my youtube channel ( https://youtube.com/@BlackHeart6?si=BfZBahtbnC061u61 ) hit 100 subs!!
im shocked, i honestly never thought id get so many 😅 i mostly made it as sort of an archive of my drawings, so i can look back at my progress. its crazy to me that 100 people have thought my stuff was good enough to subscribe
so heres a doodle i made to celebrate!
i kinda went crazy with shading this, i just kept shading and shading lol. and i know the hands look goofy, i was too lazy to look up a reference for them, so i went off my (not very good) knowledge of hand anatomy.
in this drawing shes supposed to be going for a hug with the viewer or something, idk, i just thought it was cute ^^
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