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He smiles, but heâs also panicking. At least Pteroâs probably been to social events like this- he hasnât even been to school, let alone parties. But judging by Pteroâs expression, he figures as long as he doesnât fall flat on his face heâll be fine. He watches their feet as he starts to guide him, focused on not falling over
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Another normal day at camp. Younger campers running around, sounds of distant practice fights, the usual routine.
Until a piece of blue paper hits you straight in the face. After managing to peel it off, you notice itâs a poster advertising- a karaoke night in the Apollo cabin? It starts in ten minutes.
You decide to go, finding the place crowded with a makeshift stage in the middle. Thereâs a sign up sheet in the corner. You spot Comet getting a drink (Lemonade. He may be a criminal but heâs had enough alcohol in his life).
now for the question- what do you do?
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i thought this was a beautiful nonbinary lesbian but itâs just morro from ninjago
#still a nonbinary lesbian i just wasnt expecting it to be him#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago morro#morro ninjago#morro wu#is that really what the people call him#ninjago euphrasia#euphrasia ninjago#i realize this has p much the exact same composition as my movie pixal art so sorryyyyâŚ.#ive been totally busy lately but i procrastinated by drawinf this so eh#no but actually i have finals in like a week im not gonna make it#design is super totally simplified bc once again#you could hold me at gunpoint and tell me to try and understand how to interpret minifigures#and i would ask you to shoot#though this was heavily inspired by a morro design i saw once upon a time BUT IDK WHERE IT WENT!!!!#aphid artisms#i like morro but i dont like his haircut so i gave him the filipino lesbian semblance#yay for morro
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tw: mentions of death
âYou might consider yourself lucky, [Hero],â the supervillain snaps coolly, âbeing here, still alive. You are only alive because I let youâbecause you are much more fun to slowly squeeze the life from, until youâre begging me to end it all, and we will have plenty of time for that.â
With one last cold glare and a swish of his coat, the supervillain leaves the hero in the dungeon. The hero would be inclined to call it a prison, or even a cage, but the walls are damp and thereâs bloodied chains sitting in one corner, so in their mind this counts very much as a dungeon.
They settle against the cool stone as comfortably as they can manage, which frankly isnât comfortable at all. They close their eyes, a sigh escaping their lips. Theyâre prepared to face whatever agonies are doubtlessly ready for them ahead. Waiting for said agonies will be boring, thatâs all.
âYou too, huh?â
The hero opens their eyes to glance across the dungeon, to the other side of the darkness. They can only just make out the outline of a figure sulking in the other corner, but they recognise the voice all the same.
âFancy seeing you here,â the hero says with a short laugh. âWhat did you do?â
The villain practically growls. âIâm not entertaining you.â
âItâs not entertainment; Iâm just curious.â
Thereâs a second of silence, and the hero thinks they might get an answer before the villain simply says, âYou first.â
âFucked up.â The hero shrugs, though they canât tell if the villain can see it or not. âDid something not particularly heroic.â
The villain shifts a little, chains clanking together with the movement. âHuh.â
âYou sound surprised.â
âI figured it must be something bad.â The villain makes a noise that might be a laugh or a scoff. â[Supervillain] doesnât get super serious with just anyone.â
âMustâve been pretty serious for you to end up down here, then,â the hero comments with a huff.
The villain raises an hand to their face, and the hero gets a glimpse of the line of chain trailing from their wrist.
âOh, itâs whatever. I also fucked up. Did somethingâŚâ The villain grapples for a word awkwardly. âNot villainous.â
The hero barks a laugh that seems to make the villain jump, if the sudden clank of metal is anything to go by, but they canât help it. A newfound anti-hero and a good-hearted villain sharing a supervillainâs dungeon. What a pair they make.
âYouâve peaked my curiosity,â the hero says brightly. âPlease, continue.â
Like a broken record, âYou first.â
âAh, yâknow, the usual.â The hero doesnât really want to say it out loud. âI, uh⌠I killed someone.â
âOh.â The silence following that is uncomfortably long, until, thankfully, the villain adds, âYeah, youâre right, thatâs not very heroic.â
The hero nods, though theyâre not sure if the villain can see it. âI didnât mean to. It was another villain. I donât know whoâthey had red hair and glasses.â
âOh,â the villain repeats, a little more strained this time. âYeah, thatâll do it. Theyâre one of [Supervillain]âs favourites. Or were, I suppose.â
âIâm sorry.â
âEh.â The villain waves a hand at them nonchalantly. âI didnât really like them, honestly. They were always showing me up in front of [Supervillain], but I think thatâs why he liked them. I wasnât as willing to throw my comrades under the bus for attention.â
They clear their throat awkwardly, and the hero takes the hint. âWhat about you, then?â they ask shortly. âWhat did you do?â
The villain sighs, the puff of warm air catching in the one strip of sun lighting the place. âWell, quite the opposite.â A cough of a laugh jolts them slightly, like they werenât expecting it. âI stopped [Supervillain] from killing someone, and they got away.â
The hero sits on that for a moment. âThatâs very noble of you,â they offer eventually.
âOh, donât you start.â The villain tsks in annoyance. âI already have [Supervillain] calling me soft for it.â
âI canât blame him. I mean⌠are we sure Iâm the hero and youâre the villain here?â
The villain laughs like the idea is ludicrous, and the hero laughs too because it is, but then a silence falls over them and the hero knows that theyâre both thinking the same thing.
âYou know,â the villain starts slowly, âIâve never really liked being here.â
The hero snorts humorously. âI canât say Iâm a big fan of grotty dungeons either.â
âNot here, you moron,â the villain snaps. âI mean here, with the villains. As one of them.â
âOh, cheers to that. The agency has too many rules.â
âThis hellhole doesnât have enough.â
âWell,â the hero says brightly, âIâm sensing something big is happening here.â
The villain hums thoughtfully. âCan we maybe talk about it outside of the dank dungeon?â
âOh, I thought youâd never ask.â The heroâs mind is already running through plans, scenarios, ways of escape. Itâs always easier with a teammate, anyway. âLetâs get the hell out of here and start our new lives.â
#creative writing#writblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writing community#heroes and villains#hero x villain#tw mention of death#hello friends i am SO sorry im so late the christmas break has been a nightmare#its a long ass story but ill summarise lmao#start the holiday season playing the Good Host for 12 hours a day for 4 days straight. was obviously knackered after that as an introvert#and on the last day of my christmas break my sister goes into hospital#this story has been in the works for several weeks cause i just never got to it lmao#so super sorry!! ive ended up mega busy but ill try get some more stuff done if i can soon <3
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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace
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closeups on my favorite panels
bonus: adios
#doodles#kingdom hearts#roxas#axel#olette#aromantic#asexual#aroace#do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel#ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you#also not tagging soriku and namixi#i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so#anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette#i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette#so let me clarify about this comic#im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before#im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts#thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes#im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while#anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive#sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow#this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled#drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024#btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately#schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time#i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times#alright i think thats it bye now
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there has been a shocking lack of christmas themed content this year so far for a piece of media where christmas is so prevalent
#dndadsblr has been so quiet in general lately đ but esp about og dndads (odyssey + legacy) which is what i mainly care about#like i get that og dndads is over now but. WHERE DID YALL GO#im gonna TRY to get at least one piece of christmas content out this month. its just super hard when im so busy#i just miss dndads :[ waaaa#dndads#siren says
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TABLET WENT DOWN FORA MINUTE SO I WAS REDUCED TO USING PAPER AND PEN. so anyway ive been watchign this show thats kinda neat u guys prolly never heard o it its called wondey luts
#OKAYOKAY SO IM NOT CAUGHT UP I THINK IM AT LIKE EP 8 NOW#I PROMMYYYYY IM STILL HERE IVE JUST BEEN BUSY W WORK AND FROLICKING LATELY#ive also been making SO MUCH OC STUFF THO. might share those eventually. but in the meantime. i hav these#NO MAIN TAGS bc i dont share wips to main tags. might finish this one eventually. maybe.#REALLY BEEN ENJOYING WONDERLUSTT THO LIKE I LOVEEEE THE STEAMPUNK STUFF GOIN ON.#runt is my fav as of now ofcorese ofcourse. TROY IS RLY FUNNY and i like watching blink lose his mind. I REALLY LIKED RIPLEY#AT FIRST I DIDNT KNOW WHAT ANIMAL SHE WAS but apparently she might just be human? mighta missed that. anyway i made her a hyrax#u ever seen a hyrax? google it right now. theyre so cute n funny lookin. or atleast a hyrax is what i had in mind when i drew her#I RLY LOVE RIPLEY AND RUNT TOOOO THEYRE SUCH GOOD BESTIEEEESSS I LOVE IT WHEN TWO PPL WHO LOVE BUILDING GET 2 BUILD TOGERTHR#AANNNNDDDDDD broooooo BROOOOOOO!!! PROFESSOR FUCKEN CROSS BACK AT IT AGAIN DUDE I WAS PUNCHIN AT THE AIR WHEN HE RETURNED#I WAS HOOTIN N HOLLERIN.LOSING MY MIND N SUCH. I LOVE ALASTYR SO SO MUCH HE MEANS EVERYHING TO ME#i loveeee this world bizly has built. is this campaign one o my favs? ehhhhh. maybe itll get cooler as we go along but#not super feeling it YET but im sure in time ill get deeper and more fixated on it#tobe fair tho i DO LOVEEE troy and the way hes sooo dumb and jock-bro type dude but also sooo unapologetically murderous?#violent and stupid is one of my FAVORITE COMBOS. nnow if only we could do w less 'shitting your pants' bits in this show#ILL WATCH MORE LATER!! in the meantime u get scraps. ENJOY.
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Well I got back from the mall! I got my fav cheesecake at the Cheesecake Factory in there (my favorite comfort food is at this restaurant, donât clown me for this like everyone has irl đ)
I accidentally took the bus in the wrong direction so I took a little longer but I got home in the end safe and sound :)
I didnât end up buying anything bc I got scared of like. Idk. I got scared.
But it was fun to look around and see whatâs changed!
#idk why I got scared to be very honest with you#like I found some rlly cute clothes at the Macys thatâs going out of business in our mall so everything is on sale#so it was all rlly affordable but they were all rlly conventionally âgirlyâ clothes and I havenât rlly worn that kinda thing in a long time#and I feel weird abt it rn even tho i rllyyyy want to again :(#Iâm afraid everyone will think im ugly if I try to dress feminine bc I pass so well as a dude :(#like obviously Iâm not SUPER cis looking but literally everyone i interacted with today that used gendered terms addressed me with#masculine language âyoung manâ âsirâ etc#so I know I pass well as a guy#which is great genuinely I love it!!#but Iâve been feeling so much more fem lately and I just donât get to express it irl atm :(
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I HATEEEEE DYSPEXIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#so im driving some little dude to his appointment i left like super early incase n it turns out i was given an address to a fking House ?!?!#obviously he doesnt know the address cus hes just some lil dude so im like ringing up his guardians and#the one that actually goes to the hairstylist cant answer obs cus i had to take his son cus hes busy duh#BUT THAT MEANS IM JUST DRIVING AROUND SOME PLACE IDK TRYING TO FIND PLACES THAT LOOK LIKE HAIR#& when i find one im like uh does this barber sound familiar cus im not taking him to some random one#andlike omg and the entire time im playing music real loud trying not to cuss out in front of this little kid#like IM ALREADY SHIT WITH NAVIGATION. & THEN U GIVE ME THE WRONG ADDRESS AND IT'S RAINING#and he wants to go get an icecream afterwards n im sitting at the barber chatting it up#but i am like actually on the verge of a breakdown cus i made him late bcs i cant just figure shit out#like#it's just so fking frustrating like it makes me feel like a failed adult or smthing like#i AM GOOD. I AM GOOD AT DRIVING#once i know a place im good but if im lost it's like my brain is panicking too much#i have to look at the road and signs and places#like i turned at a green light and completely forhot it wasnt an arrow like i just saw green and went#like i couldve killed this little kidlike#IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY#and i dont want anyone to feel bad or like have to be extra cautious when they need me to drive or smthing#like im alrdy very frustrated with my stupid limitations like in general so like failure kinda just heightens it like#iURGHHH I HATE BEING IMPERFECT I CANT FKING STAND IT IDC IF THATS NARCISSISTIC N PRIDEFULNIDCC#it's better than being EMBARRASSED i HATE BEINGNEMBRASSING AGRGHHHHHH#anyways it's fking raining and it's dark . idek where im gonna take this kid bro like hes hungry#imma go on google YIPPEE#my best friend. google maps who i cant tell distances on so i either turn too soon or too late or rlly fking quick#Ii LOVE MY LIFEEE
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You made me want to rewatch ysblf and it made me realize that Armando is lowkey actually kind of insane? He goes from barely noticing Betty to getting real intense about her. He blurred the professional and personal lines way before the plan. Like why was he so upset to find out she had a boyfriend? He really expected her to confide in him with such a private matter. He was just his boss even if he treated in a special way like he states, but then again, why do that in the first place? I think you mentioned that there was no way this is how he treated his prev secretary which is honestly very interesting and speaks volumes about when his feelings for her started to deepen without even realizing it. Of course we know It wasnât true that she was dating Nicolas, but even if she had had a bf for real, she still wouldnât have told him. She was really reserved and constantly tried to keep her personal life private before their affair. And also they way he reacted after Charlie Zaa kissed her on the cheek and she got all excited? And to react like that with Marcela in close proximity?
It almost makes me wish her supposed bf had been someone other than Nicolas bc since he was aware of everything and involved with Terramoda it was easy for Mario to become paranoid of his true intentions with Betty and pass this on to Armando, but with someone else in the picture that was not involved on their business in any way? His whole jealousy would have been very hard to disguise. Or would Mario still find a way to get paranoid and suspicious? Was she really not allowed to have a love life while Ecomoda was hers? This part is crazy to me. Love and business was mixed so well in the series. Thereâs this whole ambiguity regarding Armandoâs feelings and about the reason of his reactions that adds so much to the story and makes him a very complex character. I had watched lfmb before and Letyâs revenge wasnât enjoyable to me because the filler they added before she read the letter made it very obvious that Fernando was in love with her and already wanted to cancel his wedding to be with her instead, he flat out admits this out loud whereas Armando tried to deny his feelings for so long, put on a façade in front of Mario even when it was no longer believable that even he had to call him out on it, all of this made this whole arc very satisfying to watch as a viewer. End of this whole discourse lol sorry it took me so long and itâs all over the place but your comments are spot on always so I wanted to share my unsolicited thoughts with you. Thank you âşď¸
You made me want to rewatch ysblf and it made me realize that Armando is lowkey actually kind of insane?
I know i say he's insane here (lmao) but I gotta defend him and say you know, perhaps he is just intense? (it's both). I've said before he's very emotional (and not very rational) and he has an ego (and he's insecure). You combine those these traits (plus a child of nepotism who has never been denied anything) and you get Armando.
He goes from barely noticing Betty to getting real intense about her. He blurred the professional and personal lines way before the plan. Like why was he so upset to find out she had a boyfriend? He really expected her to confide in him with such a private matter.
Betty impressed him from the interview when she said, 'I know I can learn a lot from you'. Fed his ego a little bit but also Betty's honesty brings out a tender look in Armando's eyes. Softens him. Also, despite what everyone says, he really did want a secretary that could do actual work. Aside from not wanting to hire Patricia bc he didn't want Marcela spying on him.
Armando, despite having everything one could dream of having in life, has never had someone in his corner without asking for anything in return. Let's backtrack real quick---His dad voted for Daniel to be president, despite the fact that its said that Daniel has never worked at Ecomoda. Armando got the extra vote he needed from Marcela, whom he discussed marriage with days before the vote. So all he knows is transactional relationships and how any kind of support is conditional. His animosity towards Daniel stems from competition that Roberto instilled. Armando has no idea what loyalty looks like or what it means to be unconditional to someone. Until he meets Betty.
If Armando is insane about Betty in one way, then so is Betty in her loyalty to him. She held onto his agenda like she was asked even tho it got her fired, she turned down a top dollar bribe even tho it could have helped her family (and felt terrible for contemplating it when she confessed it to him), she helped him cover his affairs with other models, she helped him commit financial fraud, she helped him set up a company so the banks wouldn't jump him. Who does that? An insane person (who's terribly in love with their boss).
Armando has never had someone in his life that he didn't have to share, who isn't related to anyone he hated, who he doesn't have to make backend deals with to get what he wants. For the first time he has someone who's on his side and no one else's.
And in the middle of all of that, she becomes his friend. His confidant. His co-schemer. He's instilled so much trust in her. Allowed her to know so much about him. Things that Marcela doesn't even know. In return, he's met her family (bc as a mutual said, they are always together), she later confesses to him that she lied to her dad about how she started off as his secretary (not assistant). He feels, up until the embargo happens, that he knows her.
But then he hears she has a boyfriend and suddenly he feels a sense of betrayal. Why didn't she confide this personal information with him when he probably gave her his social security number? (and also his company but he's not even thinking about the company when he hears the possibility that she has a boyfriend). Now suddenly he has to share her?? (Mi Betty tiene novio??) That all that loyalty, admiration, and devotion she's shown him up until that moment might not be his at all. On top of that, he realizes that he may not know her as well as he thought and that she may not want him to know her like she knows him. And I think that both offends and hurts him.
The lines from Armando's POV become blurred first because of all the above. The more he trusts her, the more he depends on her, (which scares Mario btw). ect. But it's different for Betty because she is very aware of the lines and when the affair portion starts, she begins to struggle with it.
Of course we know It wasnât true that she was dating Nicolas, but even if she had had a bf for real, she still wouldnât have told him. She was really reserved and constantly tried to keep her personal life private before their affair
She absolutely would not have told him and the only reason the cuartel thought she had a thing for Nicolas was bc Mariana read her the cards and the cards implied that there was a man in Betty's life and they teased her about it. She used Nicolas's name to cover up her growing feelings for Armando as a consequence of her attempting to keep her private life private. And the sad thing about that is once Armando gets word about Nicolas and the boyfriend rumors, Betty writes in her diary that she fears something bad will happen. And, u know, it does.
And also they way he reacted after Charlie Zaa kissed her on the cheek and she got all excited? And to react like that with Marcela in close proximity?
Jealous of the way she enjoyed Charlie Zaa's attention, straight up forgot Marcela was there. Also, the fact that for a nanosecond she admired another man that wasn't him.
...but with someone else in the picture that was not involved on their business in any way? His whole jealousy would have been very hard to disguise. Or would Mario still find a way to get paranoid and suspicious?
Mario would still find a way to be suspicious. If it was someone, say for example, some old co worker from the bank she worked at--We'll call him Bank Guy. If Bank Guy was Betty's BF, Mario would say 'Well how do we know we can really trust her when she didn't tell you that Nicolas was working for Terramoda? How do we know she won't also tell Bank Guy about the embargo? How do we know she won't also give a job to Bank Guy?' It would still bother Armando that she didn't tell him about hypothetical Bank Guy bc he thought they had a reciprocal friend\schemer\employee\boss relationship (you're right, he's insane).
Was she really not allowed to have a love life while Ecomoda was hers?
This requires an essay length response bc BOY do I have thoughts on this!!!! Short Answer: In Armando's eyes, NO. Because that's his Work Wife.
....I had watched lfmb before and Letyâs revenge wasnât enjoyable to me because the filler they added before she read the letter made it very obvious that Fernando was in love with her and already wanted to cancel his wedding to be with her instead...
I watched LFMB when was like, 16, and have gone back a couple times to rewatch some scenes and no--Lety's gaslighting arc doesn't hit the same. Even tho I will always defend LFMB's 'before the letter filler arc' bc its cute, it makes the story lose its pacing. Betty has to read the letter right after the second night, right as Armando feelings are at a high point so that their roles are reversed. Lety and Fernando aren't as calculating, they're too emotional (crybabies), their romance reads like two infantile adults who grew up lonely. Betty and Armando are not like that at all. They're set up as soulmates, but their inner problems as people are not identical.
...whereas Armando tried to deny his feelings for so long, put on a façade in front of Mario even when it was no longer believable that even he had to call him out on it, all of this made this whole arc very satisfying to watch as a viewer.
LFMB really robs Fernando of this bc they didnt want him to be unlikable. Armando at the beginning of the story is not someone you wanna see get the girl, but that's part of his journey. And modern audiences dont understand that. Fernando not hiding his love for Lety doesn't hit the same as watching Armando fight with himself and making excuses for his feelings and then finally witnessing him say to an empty office 'Armando Mendoza you're in love for the first time in your life and it's with Beatriz Pinzon Solano'.
That is the build up audiences are waiting for with a character like Armando and when Fernando does it....It's doesn't hit and it's not as memorable.
#ysblf#betty la fea#anon#ask#this is super long im sorry and im sorry im answering so late ive just been a little busy#i love unsolicited thoughts <3#just sorry i take forever to answer
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I know Moo and Kang are kind and forgiving and wonderful human beings. Iâm not though. Shone is getting pushed right off thr cliff.
If you answer ânot meâ congrats on being a good person. You are so much better than I am. But also if you ever need a mean friend to deal with someone for you, congrats, Iâm your friend now.
#only boo#only boo series#only boo the series#i guess i shouldnt call myself mean#i am a kind person who is super loyal and willing to be mean if a friend needs help#moo needs a mean friend cause i would have dealt with shone so bad he would be scared to flirt with anyone let alone kang#shone is a bro code violator and has committed the worst offense#because he was part of the reason kang broke up with moo in the first place#then he had the AUDACITY to tell moo well youve been broken up for a year why canât i hit on him#like he didnt play a role in that breakup#can we please start giving Book characters that i like?#i really liked shone at first but now i justâŚoff the cliff#i want to write so much about this ending but it took me awhile to process and now im busy and donât have time#depending on how late i get home i might write out some thoughts#but i genuinely do not know when that will be
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GLOWFAANHSS YOUR COZY GLOW ART EEATS SO HARRRD
Im still obsessed qith it btw it's been months ansni still think about it .
WAAAAA TY THIS MADE MY DAY SO MUCH BETTER TO SEE..... HI KAT!!!!!!
also u can call me conway i dont mind :Ă
#trust me im also thinking of my cozy at all times#im kind of. sigh. im having Brain Issues abt being on my art accounts lately but tbh id still post cozy glow#i just care abt her and sven and diamond tiara and UGHHHH all the parts of this au in my brain are so :(#shoutout to these two pink bitches with neglectful mothers and dads that are super busy but love them so much. they heal each other.
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completed my sophomore year of college :-) (and now im gonna sleep for the next 2374039475347 years)
#meandering#HI GUYS SO SORRY FOR GOING SUPER AWOL longtime followers will know this is usual for me HAHA#first semester where i end things off with all a's :-) safe to say changing my major to art was the right choice#(what was it before?) bio HAHAHA im not super cut out for it which is unfortunate given my love for biology but thats okay#i hope u are all doing well!!! hopefully i can get back to drawing as usual#things have been very busy as of late but now that im on break i will Not be as busy which is cool#i am currently drawing spottedleaf as a request from a friend just to get back into the swing of things so keep an eye out for that#and for the folks who read my tags if yall wanna make a request for me to draw a warrior cat u may do so ^_^ i wont answer them but i will#hopefully see them and get to them and i'll just use them as practice to get back into the swing of things#but i will not change my requests are closed thing HAHA but thats ok bc if u read these tags u know u can do so
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happy cringe day Wednesday here we go again
#hereâs that thing i mentioned#happy cringe day Wednesday#kirbyposting#semi future au#i dont really wanna tag this#basically if you decide to read it just mind the fic tags#i just figured since i was talking about this last wednesday i should share it#uhhh#yeah the perfectionism has been hitting hard lately + im super busy#one of those âI had to get my friend to make me post thisâ kinda things#so ig the only thing to do is to just post it#im just gonna queue this and go to sleep
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Had the most false of false starts to this year (in work mainly) and I just went back to AC: Black Flag after a year
Realised that Past Me decided to pause playing just before starting one of the more devastating missions, and then was smacked in the face right after with Leave Her, Johnny
It's kl I still have tears left apparently pfffff
#this would be my 3rd? playthrough i think#idk sailing about it super calming betweem missions etc but past me is a cow for leaving it where she/i did#btw things are.. not fine but theyre fine#its nobodys fault and noone could have predicted it but basically my team might be down to just me for a month#so im gonna be doing the work of two grades above me on top of my own work plus any asks and whatever#and im already getting burned out bc higher ups have decided that deadlines of one day during our most busy periods are ideal#never mind our actual deadlines for bau work!!!! where we'll get snark if we're late!!!! fuck us right#idk im panicking and that mission made me cry it was grand lmfao#she talks!#assassins creed#black flag#ac4#ac: black flag#christ the typos in these tags#betweem is sending me though lmfao hahahaha
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A World Without Him
Chapter 21
Tang only got a few seconds to process what exactly he was stuck with before he was hauled up by the back of his uniform shirt and onto his feet. He stumbled forward at the sudden force, broken glass crunching beneath his feet.
The scholar blinked indignantly at the rough handling, but he couldn't even get a huff of displeasure in before the soldier was already walking out of the curtained area and gunning for the front exit. Tang couldn't hide his annoyance as he groaned loudly into his hands and started to go after the guy, wiping his face with his sleeve while he tried to follow.
Every one of his steps crunched on the stone floor, somehow powering over all the other noises in the medical tent as he tried to pursue the guy, glass shards almost definitely embedded into the soles of his boots now.
It was uncomfortable, but the growing sense of exhaustion quickly drew more attention. Heâd already been drained from that ghost intervention, but he didn't realize how badly he was affected until he couldnât even take two steps without his lungs burning up. Tang knew that this was a losing battle.
He leaned on one of the empty beds when his head started pounding and looked ahead with bleary eyes. Squinting, he only saw a glimpse of how the soldier seamlessly passed by the staff and wandering patients, seemingly dead focussed on getting out as fast as possible with practiced ease.
The scholar could only grit his teeth as he pushed himself back onto his feet as the body's silhouette got smaller and smaller. As he tried to move forward, his body became more slow and lethargic; he felt disconnected to his limbs, almost numb.
I guess there just had to be side effects for anything giving me a boon here. He thought bitterly, pushing himself forward. He could barely keep the guy in focus as he was already so far ahead while he tried to dodge and swerve to get to the exit himself, noticing the feeling was achingly similar to the streets back in Megatropolis.
Pushing the small feeling to the back of his mind, Tang saw that the soldier was no longer in his line of sight, most likely frolicking outside in the grass while getting further and further away from his tag-along.
Tang clenched his fists at the thought and if you were to ask anyone in the vicinity, they would have said that smoke was billowing out of his ears. Tang silently prayed that he would make the trip to wherever he's being forced without his legs giving up and moving to the Bahamas because of unsafe working conditions.
He huffed a bit at the thought as his legs started to twinge even worse, almost as if they were dignifying his thoughts with a response. Tang just frowned, pushing himself past one more staff member before he was finally in front of the exit. He took no hesitation in pushing the tent flap open and stepping outside, the dirt cushioning the glass in his soles.
A breeze kicked up at his exit, blowing wisps of hair behind him as he quickly walked a few feet before plopping himself down onto the ground, relishing in the feeling of his legs not giving in their two weeks notice. This, along with the nostalgic feeling of grass swaying in the wind, helped him relax.
He squinted up at the darkening sky af6er a moment, seeing how rish blue started to fade into vibrant hues of magenta and navy. As the sun was no longer visible beyond the treeline, electric torches started being lit all across the clearing pathways, giving everything a soft yellow glow as the area began to darken.
Tang just sat still at the view, taking in the scenery as fragments of memories flooded into his mind. A glance at the willow tree showed its hanging branches swaying in the wind, a single torch laying under it for some light amongst the grass. He put his elbow onto his knee and leaned into his hand for a better position, even if he knew there was nothing stopping the pain he would feel from his hunched position.
Behind him, a surprisingly soft voice knocked him out of his trance. âIt's almost beautiful by itself, isn't it? If you can ignore the lake filled with mush and the tents covering every inch of solid ground with patrolling officers.â
Tang sucked in a breath and snapped his head to the voice, half-expecting it to have come from his own head and for nothing to be behind him. Instead, he saw Harrison leaning against the monastery wall, a blank look in his eyes as he looked over the clearing.
Tang didn't know how to react, giving the guy a blank stare as he tried reasoning in his head. Did he wait for me here? I thought he really didn't like me. Thatâs surprisingly nice considering he looked seconds away from maiming someone a couple of minutes agoâŚ
He didn't know what to respond with, only opening and closing his mouth as no words actually came out. He eventually decided not to say anything and looked back towards the clearing, his eyes trailing back to the willow tree. He heard footsteps approaching after a minute, stopping right next to him as Harrison spoke up yet again.
âWe need to get moving. Make sure to keep up this time.â He mumbled, reaching a hand down for Tang to grab. The scholar hesitated for a moment before grabbing the offered hand and being hoisted up again, much more smooth and comfortable than the first time.
Harrison quickly let go as Tang got to his feet, brushing past him and heading towards the dirt stairs now illuminated with torch light. The scholar blew a piece of hair out of his face before following right behind, his hands unconsciously starting to fidget with the bell on his wrist.
He tried his best to keep close behind this time, never letting the guy more than 2 feet away from him lest he lose his next guide and get lost in the labyrinth of white fabric. He did trip more than once on the uneven ground trying to keep up, but if Harrison noticed it, he didn't care to mention it as he only kept his head forward.
As the walk went on, the talk with those voices(? Spirits? Ghosts? He didn't exactly know what they were still) pushed to the front of his mind as he got more used to the white noise of the camp, replaying the conversation over and over as he tried to find anything useful he didn't already know.
All he could remember in detail was not to go to the Monastery, avoid Cian as much as he could, and basically nothing else. He frowns at the memory, millions of questions flying through his mind at what was going on.
He did know they had some sort of master, though, maybe a higher up who also put them in charge of watching over him. But why did he need watching over in the first place? (The job itself seemed like a punishment, though, considering those voices were obviously displeased with the work.) What deities are they most likely working with, and who exactly is the master they were referring to?
He doesn't have much to go on. Maybe that's the point, though, as those beings seemed shocked that he could hear and see them while all the info they did reveal was mostly slipped out by the younger looking one in a panic.
The more he tries to think about those things, his powers, Cianâs whole deal, and the apparent upcoming demonic war going on at his hometown if the vague (and straight up) threats from human military with whole towns being blown up are anything to go by⌠he really just wants to go back to Megatropolis, sit down at Pigsyâs and talk that grumpy cookâs ear off with Sandy, Mei, and Mk while scarfing as many noodles as he can down his throat.
However, he knows he needed to go somewhere other than there; that staying any longer would either break him, or cause trouble to the people around him. He knows what's been going on is most likely highly dangerous with the burn marks, strange dreams, and magic voices floating around his head among other (terrible) things giving some indicators.
He really wishes that it could all go away, that one morning the voices, dreams, and stupid bell would all just disappear. But it can't, not really, unless Mk's mentor has been storing up some magical cure or curse that could cancel out the presumed magic in that cave somewhere.
He wishes that he could go straight to his friends, ask for help, get all the support he could ever want, and end up ok. But it's not like that would happen. They would definitely try to help, of course, they're his friends. However, what could they really do for this? What could they do for the voices? The outbursts? He doesn't even recognize what's happening himself, and he's the certified scholar of the group who's read every legend and story he could get his hands on!
Another problem is that he still doesn't know the extent of how bad his magical episodes can get, if he can even control them, if he could stop them from happening, if he could actually hurt his friends during one of them.
Mk would probably be alright, he's got a good amount of Monkey King's powers with decent durability and is on an all time high right now after LBD got put into the ground. But he can't exactly be that sure for the others, or the city, for that matter.
He remembered what happened during one of his episodes, the foggy memory bubbling to the surface; glass scattered all over the streets and sidewalks. The shards silently crashed onto the unforgiving floor. Did anyone get hurt from that? Did that actually happen?
Tang couldn't remember. No faces came to mind, no news report on the TV or gossip overheard on the street were talking about it. But he can't be too sure, as almost everything after the Megatropolis Library fell was shaky at best and he wasn't exactly focussing on his surroundings.
The Library still hangs heavy in his mind. The screams, the crumbling ceiling, Allan, the poor kid, Mk⌠he still doesn't know exactly how to feel about that, either. He's seen Mk be reckless before. Hell, he's seen entire buildings go up in smoke trying to destroy one villain, but he never batted an eye. Never really thought about the âcollateral damageâ.
Until he experienced it. The fear, not even from the fight itself, but from the careless swings that could send tons of rubble towards them at any moment. The fighting style solely focussed on the opponent, uncaring if the missed shots or flying bodies caused damage to the city as long as the enemy stayed down.
That was something so different from the fear he's experienced before. Something so different compared to facing a common foe. Those are straight up. You know what you're getting into, that these guys will try and take you down however they see fit. You know they're trying to stop you, that you have to stop them in turn. You can run, hide, fight, do whatever in combat, adrenaline keeping you standing until you can get away or win at least.
But that moment in the library was something so raw, from not knowing what could happen next, that powers beyond your control could send something crashing down at you at any second, and you couldn't do anything to stop it. That powerlessness, that feeling of dread growing bigger and bigger every time a piece of the ceiling or wall crashed to the ground, was eating him alive from the inside out.
Tang wouldn't want that to happen again, especially not because of him. That was a big factor in why he left, the faint feeling of hopelessness eating at his insides when he's alone with his thoughts for too long.
He frowns at the depressing thoughts, feeling his eyes start to burn again. He knows he should take more time to take these thoughts in, to take them seriously and pick them apart, but he's not exactly in the right environment to do so at the moment as he looks up and notices theyâre nearing the edge of the clearing.
He rubs his eyes before focussing back into his surroundings. The glass in his soles still grate onto the floor uncomfortably, but it's lessened by the softer dirt path he's currently walking on. Looking past Harrison, Tang can make out a few vehicles lined up next to each other, most likely trucks based on the cargo beds full of people in each of them.
When they finally get close enough, Harrison leads him to a half empty truck and gestures half-heartedly for him to get in. He walks away quickly after and starts to talk with a different soldier in the driver's seat of the first truck, leaving Tang to awkwardly hoist himself up and onto the cargo bed.
He doesn't recognize anyone in the truck, and heâs silently grateful for that as he doesn't think he can take any social interaction at this point in time. He sits down a decent amount away from the other passengers as he sags in relief at finally getting a longer break.
He does jump slightly as the tailgate of his truck gets slammed shut almost immediately after he gets comfortable, but he quickly relaxes again from the utter exhaustion creeping back into his body.
As the trucks get started and slowly start moving forward, Tang can barely keep his eyes open any longer as he starts to succumb to his fatigue. His eyelids droop as he lazily watches the trees swish by and the torches from the clearing get duller and duller until they're fully covered by the foliage.
He wraps his arms around himself as the breeze comes by again, causing a chill to run up his spine. But that's not enough to stop his eyelids from closing completely and his mind to finally take a rest from the day's events, drawing him into a deep, deep slumber as more trees roll on by, branches and leaves shaking in the wind almost like a lullaby.
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#lmk tang#lmk au#a world without him#lmk#tang monkie kid#lego monkie kid#tang#at long last. this guy gets to have THOUGHTS#Anyway#im super sorry for the late post!!!!#i have just had megative motivation points#and the holidays had put me in a very busy place#but im glad to have this out now!#still no gaurentee for frequent updates#but I do hope I can actually keep it to less than a month in between updates!#i hope you like the chapter!
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#spilling tea like you guys are my irls#first of all iâm chronically single#i dont do dating apps or casual sex (anymore. 2.5 years celibate by choice... which is a whole other story c: )#and second of all anytime anyone shows interest in me i am đââď¸đ¨ running away#even if theyâre cool#đđđđđ#i *am* the problem. THAT i know#thereâs this person who iâve known for a very long time and they've been trying to take me out for a year#(very casually not pushy at all)#first time i said yes but my travelling got in the way. eventually we stopped talking but then we started again some time later#and when they asked to do something again - i got scared so told them i was sick (WHICH I WAS BUT HFJGJGJGJ IDK)#and THIS time he mentioned it again#and i umm didnât respond until after 6 days#i know i know iâm awful#but hereâs the thing#IM TRAVELLING AGAIN#FOR A WHOLE MONTH THIS TIME#so if it even happens itâll be pushed back once more#but like i said we've known each other for a long time so it's always been brought up in a casual way. nothing that really screams DATE#although i can tell the tone of it is a lil more than friendly#iâm just glad heâs super nice and older than me (so he doesnât rlly care about late replies and all that. usually when i respond late he#replies right away)#and we both keep ourselves busy with work#AND HE LIKES ANIME TOO LMFAO HE DRESSED UP AS SUKUNA ONCE#so like#i need to do better#đđđđ#commitment is scary DATING IS SCARY#i just donât want to date until iâve achieved some personal goals but at the same time i donât want to limit myself you know#HOWEVER i canât have high expectations for my partner when i donât have high expectations for myself
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