#im just so tired jesus christ
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FUuccking hell I need to lay off substance for a Minute my brain and body feel Fucking terrible
#dk speaks#vent#ughhh and i have work today fuck my liife#im just so tired jesus christ#and my lungs and mind off anything feel Foreign as All hell jesus fucking uhhhhhhhggtt
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someone get him a napkin jesus christ
#nagito komaeda#komaeda nagito#komaeda#sdr2#danganronpa 2#32coconuts#tw blood#I JUST REALIZED THE HAND . jesus christ Im so tired of being stupid im too lazy to fix it so hashtag ignore#this is the SECOND TIME. WHY CANT I COUNT
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hii. your uncaring or cold f/o does in fact care quite a lot. especially in moments of weakness.
yes they care whenever you feel tired, burnt out and maybe they won't say anything. maybe it comes off like they don't care, but that would be ignoring how they find themselves taking up whatever work there might've been to do so you can rest a while longer without complaint. any 'oh you don't have to-'s get brushed off with a little 'go lay back down' or something similar. the shortness isn't because they're irritated, no, it's just because it's a little silly to them- yes, obviously they don't have to, but they're going to because they love you. maybe that's a little too sappy for them to voice, maybe they do reveal that, either way they'll find their way back to you whenever everything's set away and done. whether they're laying down with you or just sitting nearby and working on their own thing, they keep themself within arm's reach should you need anything.
yes they care whenever you're feeling sick or riding out any nasty symptoms. they'll go make any trips out for things you want or need without question, maybe making a quick promise that they'll be right back. maybe it's a little silly to think you're going to keel over in the handful of minutes they're at the store for, but they just don't want you to feel like you're suffering alone. they might not be feeling out whatever it is you are, but they still want to keep you company through it. maybe they hover just a little, if only just to monitor your symptoms, but rest assured they really don't mind doing whatever it is that makes you feel better. if you want a specific food or drink they'll be running through the rain if they have to to get it to you. if you wanna shower or take a bath but don't have the energy to set it all up or to really take care of yourself they're meticulous with it, setting out whatever they can remember you liking and what might help you feel better and keeping any touches gentle and delicate. if you just wanna lay down and have them nearby, they're happy to just stick around, so long as you can spare them the glances they're sneaking at you every now and then while you rest, relishing in the comfort and safety of the moment.
proship / adj dni
#self shipping#self ship#self ship community#f/o imagines#imagine your f/o#f/o prompts#self ship imagine#romantic f/o#f/o community#self shipper#self shipping community#selfship#selfshipping#my period is KILLING MEEEEE. full body aches + sore throat what if i died. what then#ibuprofen .... ibuprofen and water save me#save me water and ibuprofen#so. um. sorry if this is poorly written im so tired i just woke up from a nap i thought would cure me and it DIDNT#im like jesus christ on the cross im suffering everything ever
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 3#yakuza series#yakuza 3#yoshitaka mine#snap sketches#i was thinking about all the weird mine variants that exist and theres more than i thought there was#i JUST wanted to do suit variants tho none of the extra okinawa and new year rggo cards. and a bare variant#because i can ...... also cause i needed to exercise the knowledge that his plushie's undies are white SOMEHOW#funny enough the only time i like properly assembled mines colors was on my kirin mine sheet so yay for a semiproper color sheet#anyway. the grey suit's inspo'd from the date scene in y3- that shot with him and kanda#i chose a brown tie to act as an in-between transition from blue tie to gold tie#the rggo cards are forever funny to me but while i was drawing these i remembered that for some reason#with the newest card mine's sleeve is. white ???????? its white .#i only realized this after posting these to twitter so if you saw this there first and are like 'girl his sleeve changed color'#Thats Why <- literally no one is thinking that#ok i have nothing else to say probably im gonna eat one more bowl of pasta then go to bed#i keep mentioning kirin mine so maybe ill doodle one of my things with that tomorrow ..#if not i have stuff i wanna draw tomorrow so if im not tired after grocery shopping Theres That To Look To#ok bye its pasta time <- has decided to make pasta my personality for june#oh my god wait its june now jesus christ. yeah happy pride month ive finally drawn mine again#ok bye bye pasta's calling my name
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congrats to toshiro for being the first male victim of fandom misogyny
#i just saw someone tell that they hate him bc he is in the way of f_rcille. goodbye im killing myself#LIKE.....HOW COULD YOU NOT SEE ANY PROBLEM WITH THATTT#ARE YOU STUPIDDD#IDGAF THAT YOU LIKE YOUR WHITE SHIP DONT FUCKING GO BE RACIST TO HIM WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU#but errmmm its okay bc he a MAN!!!! and a CREEP and a mysoginyst!!! he manic pixie dream girl'd falin!!!! <- SARCASM#can you pls not hate on my autistic asian guy. bc of white ppl#dunmeshi#fandom racism#also if you hate him AT LEAST USE HIS NAME. HIS REAL NAME!!! TOSHIRO!!! GOOODDDDDD#'he owned slaves' THATS HIS DAD. HIS FATHER. AN AUTHORITATIVE FIGURE. HE CANT SPEAK UP ITS A NUANCE BC YOU CANNOT SPEAK BACK TO YUR PARENTT#and also the fact that hes the eldest so i sympathize with him sm. as an eldest sibling#jesus christ. im so tired of this fandom i dont think i can ever fucking interact with it. i hate this.#im reusing this joke fuck you#rant#dungeon meshi#toshiro nakamoto
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maybe I’m just a salty, cheated-on, divorced bitch but being happily single is good and valid and nice. not everyone is out there searching for The One, nor do I enjoy the faint sense of pity or hope that “you’ll find them!!”
(FYI single =/= celibate)
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so we're comfortable saying a gay character should be executed and killed for flirting with his boyfriend who reciprocated and initiated that energy now are we? we're comfortable wishing violence on him are we? this is what we're doing? what fucking year is it again?
#advocating for violence and death against a gay man isnt the dub some of y'all raisins for brains seem to fucking think it is#begging you to go to any queer space irl and realise that bucktommy flirting over a daddy knk does not matter irl#what does matter is how gay people will react to y'all hearing they need to be executed and hurt and killed#just use your fucking brain for something jesus fucking christ read a history book talk to some elder queers for once im so damn tired#tommy kinard#911 abc#delete later
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Sorry I've been dead for light years Tumblr I've been a busy theatre kid anyway here have some requested character doodles from Instagram teehee
#just alot of fanart jesus christ#im so tired sorry#its been a LONG MONTH. specially the last few months#i start school again tomorrow but WHATEVER 🙄🙄🙄#byler#stranger things#byler fanart#spiderverse#pavitr prabhakar fanart#miles morales fanart#spider gwen fanart#spiderman fanart#nimona fanart#ellie williams fanart#prince wilhelm fanart
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“why are you always only ever talking about, like, spider-man 2099’s childhood and mental health issues instead of posting panels of him Biting People” uh. because... spider-man 2099 the comic book... also does this.?
#talking tag#spider-man 2099#spiderman 2099#miguel o'hara#xina kwan#marvel#comics#comic panels#i earnestly am not trying 2 gatekeep here lol i Desperately Want people to read spider-man 2099 and ALSO Like The Thing I Really Really Like#but. (deeply bitter) The Internet Does As The Internet Is i guess.#plus i Already Have posted every single panel of him Biting People that currently exists. and then ppl left viscerally uncomfortable tags.#..well. Viscerally Uncomfortable for Me. obv the people Leaving those additions seemed pleased as punch to publicly puke em onto my lap.#urgh woof i Know it's a Bad Idea 2 bring attention 2 it bcuz this specific breed of Pest thrives on Attention but like. i am so Tired#like one of those panels was an instance of the main character rebuffing an attempted assault Put Your Pants On And Quit Moaning. Christ.#this is My Personal Blog. i post abt this comic because im autistic and it's been my special interest for going on like 10yrs.#if i decide i want to Stop Posting about it then i will just Stop Posting About It. and i will tell people Why if it is for any reason.#but i just. /jesus/ yall. go be intolerably Straight somewhere else. my house isnt the place for that i just Block Creeps.
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DNI: BIGOTS (TRANSPHOBES, HOMOPHOBES, RACISTS, ETC.), PEDOPHILES, ZOOPHILES, PROSHIPPERS
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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hello popular art youtuber. in front of you is your normal drawing setup. You have to draw 9 different looking women with the following criteria: - At least two have to be fat, and not drawn as a caricature. - At least two of the women have to have 4a-c hair - At least one woman with a protective black hairstyle - They cannot all have the same small nose - You can only draw 2 white women - Only 3 women can have straight hair.
If any two women have the same face, 5000 knives will fall on your head. You have until morning to do this.
Good luck.
#shrom thoughts#im so fucking tired of them all drawing the same fucking nose and the same lips and the same faceshape for all the women they draw#jesus christ. draw a black woman with black features please im begging you#please draw a hooked nose#“oh i drew curlier hair today” and its just waves#and when they do draw honest to god kinky hair its always in an afro or puffs. EXPAND YOUR RANGE#THEY FUCKING CAN DRAW THAT THEY JUST DONT WANT TO. THEY DONT WANT TO LEARN TO DRAW DIFFERENT WOMEN#also if yall wanna take this as a challenge feel free
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Some memes I made after the cast announcement for the new Australian tour
#sorry i am annoying about this#im tired of white jesuses in jcs#especially when they'll have poc actors for other roles but almost never for jesus#tbh that fact made me automatically attached and defensive of jeangu macrooy's and john legend's performance#i just want non white jesuses in jcs so badly man#to be clear!! i do genuinely enjoy both macrooy (who i fucking adore) and even legend in for their actual performances#not just because they're not white#but iykyk#man i should really get around to checking out the Asian productions#anyways#shoutout to bisexualroger and solarflicker for the meme ideas 🫡🫡#jesus christ superstar#jcs
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i think i just saw lesbian god
#also jesus christ it was a sensory nightmare#i was squished between like 6 people with sweaty skin#by the end of the show i could barely move like seriously#but it was so fun#im so tired#ive posted videos on my insta (if anyone wants my insta just dm me)#but i might post some here idk
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16 min rideeee. Break 4min break in the middle on a bench looking at a great view. Wannnnted to go longer but felt real wobbly on it and like. Safety first bitch
#some shit#now is that from the le tired or from the ouchie knee [<- using it isnt really a problem its just ouchie]#god. i really do think i need to finally get bulk electrolytes. cause im doing.... sports..... <- jesus christ what the hell.....#turns out i just needed to find the one u can 1. do alone. 2. sit down during 3. go so fast you dont feel like ur being watched#i caaaaaan dress however i want im fast as FUCK boy#<- not really but anyone faster than me is ALSO gone from sigh with HASTE
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