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Twissy nation this one is for us
Closeups and some other stuff under the cut
#doctor who#doctor who fanart#twissy#thoschei#save me twissy#i definitely couldve done the finish better but Im impatient#honestly just the fact I actually pulled through a background and finished the piece is insane#everything for thoschei#doomed by the narrative#friends#enemies#lovers#more#they make me go so insane#me when I hide thoschei codes lyrics in a piece because its the song I listened to on loop while drawing this#Spotify#fuck i just noticed their right hands are both in a super similar pose#that was not on purpose
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directions to the truth
pairing: jason grace/nico di angelo rating: T total word count: 35.7k important tags: canon universe, POV alternating, fluff & angst & humor, hurt/comfort, grief/mourning, nightmares, sword fighting
Three times in three days. This guy is really sticking it to Nico’s trust issues. A small voice in the back of Nico’s head whispers, what does he want with you? People — especially people like Jason — don't just decide you're worth their time. He must want something. Everyone does. Except… The look on Jason’s face when Nico thought he was using him to get Leo back. The genuine distress. The fact that when Jason confronted Nico in Auster’s palace, when Nico pushed, Jason only pushed back, stern and unafraid. Telling him take a risk. No, not telling him; challenging him. • Immediately following the war, Jason and Nico keep choosing each other.
welcome to my post-BoO canonverse exploration of jasico at camp half-blood after the war. it was supposed to be short, and then predictably spiraled way out of control. there are eight chapters, linked below as i update them, which will happen most likely over the next few days. have fun :)
I. NICO // II. JASON // III. NICO // IV. JASON // V. NICO // VI. JASON // VII. NICO // VIII. JASON
#jason grace#nico di angelo#jasico#jasico fic#percy jackson#pjo#pjo fic#hoo#hoo fic#fic#my fic#stuff#my writing#my moodboards#sometimes you get a tiny little idea and then it becomes a whole fucking chaptered fic with moodboard and THAT'S JUST LIFE!!!#i would love to say ill post one chapter a day for the next eight days that would be so reasonable#but unfortunately im notoriously impatient when it comes to posting fic#so more likely itll be in the next 4-5 days#depending on my whims i suppose#and my quantities of sleep LMFAO#shoutout to my homies in the group chat for putting up with my constant bullshit as i suffered through finishing this#yall are real ones#you know who you are#anyway! chapter one! yay!!#dttt
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally can’t wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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WELCOME TO THE TETHERED ISLES!!!
[a cluster of floating islands drifting above a valley. ropes connect the isles together and keeps them bound to the world - recently cleared to explore, the isles are full of mystery and adventure!]
<RAMBLEY is now unavailable for asks.> <LLOYD is now unavailable for asks.> <SALEM is now unavailable for asks.> <THE SERPENT is now unavailable for asks.>
MOLLIE arrives to the main island of the TETHERED ISLES. She looks around the TETHERED OUTPOST, watching merchants and explorers milling about and interested in a new location to explore. She sees RAMBLEY nearby, assisting in supplying the new Outpost. She spots the TRADER in the crowd; the enigmatic merchant that usually stays in the Snow Line seems to have followed the excitement to the Isles. She spots RUTA in the crowd; an experienced and respected explorer that freely offers ominous but helpful advice.
Clutching her bag of supplies, Mollie is struck by indecision.
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also, because i think its funny, heres the original sketch for one that cool sidescroller esque art up there:
its literally just blobshsjdghsd
#story event#indigo park#indigo park swapped au#mollie macaw#rambley the raccoon#polls#hoo boy here it starts!! here we go!!!#ruta is an oc; the trader is not an oc#poll is short because im impatient!! i wanna tell the story i made for this blog!! i am Very excited#also from here on out everything gets progressively less indigo park. since only ch1 is out rn we already dont have much to work with#so im gonna make everything the fuck up#there will be occasionally be references to the main game. especially when ch2 comes out. but for now im just gonna do my own stuff#chrono
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the best thing about having a cat that Fully understands and typically obeys the commands "sit" and "stay" is that when she doesn't obey, you're Keenly aware that it's a conscious decision
#AND ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY EVERY TIME#she gets this Look. where i can see the gears turning behind her eyes#and she very purposefully ignores the command#sometimes she'll half do it. pause. and then Visibly Decide to Not#she's so funny....#but then when she Does do it its so impressive. is this pride im feeling?#i taught her 'sit' and 'stay' along with hand gestures#so like. just a second ago#i as calling her from across the room and she was trotting over#i made the sit gesture (no vocal command) and she stopped and sat Right there and then#SHE'S SO SMART <3 SMART KITTY <3 OH SHE LISTENS!!!#absolutely unprompted#sorry im gushing about letti again <3 she's my everything <3#shes so clever! shes a genuine Companion!#we just played for like a half hour#and its so sweet... we play with twine (her favorite) and when she's attacking it near my hand#she gets so gentle. claws Away gentle batting slow movements#letti my beloved <3#not to mention her library of Purposeful meows. we Communicate!#like earlier she made her impatient 'come here' meow and so i did. she was on my bed and waited for me to offer my shoulder#so that she could climb on and use me as a stepping stool to get to my desk#For What Reason!!! to be Hysterical i suppose! i swear she has a sense of humor...
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10gm mulberry silk spun and plied
#im obsessed i was so impatient w plying i should have rested it first#but sometimes you're just on a roll and cant stop#it's so fucking luxe im obsessed#i wanna buy more tops to spin this fine or finer and weave a scarf but not til after the certificate is finished
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I am so beyond ready to quit this job. Wednesday cannot come fast enough.
#to be fair it's bc school starts again in a few weeks#but idk. every day at this office feels like sandpaper on my skin. people always ask me shit i dont understand#and every case is so individual there's no set checklist to follow to troubleshoot#so most of the time I just grind my gears and get stuck#it'd busy more days than not.#and it was advertised to me as data entry only. client interactions was not what i signed up for.#it's all client interaction.#we're short staffed so nobody gets to take the back office and have a break.#when we weren't short staffed i was the new guy and only got 1 day in the back a week while everyone else got 2.#all my coworkers are conservative but talk like they're apolitical.#i thought it'd be fulfilling bc im helping people get benefits#but many are rude or impatient as any other service job. I'm constantly trying to direct people that don't want to listen#or explain the intricacies of something i barely understand.#and i don't want to lead people astray bc you have to start over if you blow a deadline.#but there's just nothing redeeming that i enjoy.#i hate customer service. i hate constantly asking questions. i like seldom few of my coworkers.#i can't be me at work.#and i don't care about the work itself anymore.#this job made me cry every day for weeks last month from sheer stress and overstimulation.#i almost cried myself sick several times.#the only reason I'm not there anymore is bc i dont fucking care anymore.#it took me 2 months to burn out. 2 months!#i was training for half of that!!#idk. everyone decided i was smart and could pick it up quickly so. even though everyone else got 4-6 weeks of shadowing#you can make do with 3 before you start doing stuff solo.#which feels unfair. i wasn't ready for it. and i resent the decision quite a bit.#plus it's been a nightmare for me in terms of external stressors and my generally deteriorating mental health. so.#all in all. i hate it here.#and i can't wait to turn in my notice so i can gtfo in 2 weeks#i am so tired. free me. let me go back to my music please
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dude I just gotta say thank u for all ur amazing art bc I JUST finished y7 last night and I'm missing my emo losers (daigo and masato) ONLY TO FIND THEM EVERYWHERE HERE plus mine!!! ur fics are also on point as well I think I commented on the "quiet" one but everything aside ur style is just so nice on the eyes and very fun! bonus ur nanba is very cute he's so silly to me fr :3
HIIIIIIII ive been watchin you go through all my art in real time ngl LAKRJLRKJ SO THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!! masato's my evil awful toxic girlfriend and i miss him every day and i love being delusional about him and daigo so im glad my goofy postings do somethin for others too lol.... thank you so much for all your love and support !!!!!!
#fave#snap chats#im in class rn and we're just doin a review so t ive just been refreshing my tumblr so. hi :]]]]]#my fics tho //SCREAMS// LAEKJAE ive been meaning to post another short one for days but .. oops .. lol ..#mayhaps ill be motivated to finally just say Fuck It and release it .. its nothing crazy or even that fun but i thought it was a silly idea#prob could work as a comic but i barely have time to draw for myself durin the weekdays and im impatient SOO#IM GLAD YOU LIKE THEM THO !!!!!!! even if i do scream if i think of my fics for more than three seconds#YOU DID COMMENT ON QUIET THO i remember replying to you !!!! that the only nsff fic of mine i have little complaints bout .. teehee ..#masadai can be something so delusional and so fun i love it here.. BUT MINEDAI ..... my loves ..#i still love them please believe me ... i made myself emo thinkin bout them last night lmao ...#and yah nanba my best friend now :)) i never draw him .... criminal .... his hair's fun and i love drawin his homeless outfit jvLAKJA
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Succession S4E6 - Roman absolutely serving on the back of the golf cart
#injecting the soundtrack from this scene into my veins#like im just gonna be listening to the 19 sec loop of it i have on repeat thx dhmu#hes always getting the really good special osts(as he should)#like in S2 he had a special beat called 'hearts' and ITS LITERALLY SO FUCKING GOOD AAAHHHHH#i feel so impatient abt having to wait till the end of the ssn for them to release the full s4 soundtrack#plsssssss hbo i just want to listen to it theres so many good songs this season#havent seen anyone gif this scene yet#and it was def my fav shot from this ep#so might as well gif it!!#did not know what to caption this...F1 is much easier sob sob#roman roy#succession#succession spoilers#succession gifs#hbo succession#tvedit#succession season 4 episode 6#succession s4e6#catie.edits.#(lmao for when i eventually venture into gifing my one random german tv show i love dearly)
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so i finished lockwood and co (tv) and...........uh.......apparently....thanks to a friend of mine who promised to tell me what was behind the door after finishing the show........I CORRECTLY GUESSED WHAT'S BEHIND THE DOOR LIKE WTF
#lockwood and co#anthony lockwood#THE DOOR#I FUCKING FIGURED IT OUT#HOW DID I DO THAT#HELLO?!#NO LIKE YOU PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND#I HADNT READ THE BOOKS#I JUST WATCHED THE SHOW#look i promise ill read the books one day but not yet ahahaha#and im so impatient like#i had to know#so#I FUCKING GOT IT RIGHT#I WAS RIGHT#AJDHFALSKJDFHASJFDH
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i gasped so loudly when receiving this text
#okay#so#context#this is my best friend#shes really silly#love her a lot#and shes actually fairly confident in ways i could never be#(at least towards her friends)#so shes been getting into a bunch of fandoms im in currently#for example: the maze runner (i lent her all of the books)#ive never even THOUGHT of talking about any fandoms im in with my irl so when she brought up the maze runner i was lowkey really scared#like#how could she sense this#anyways back on track#she does not know what the marauders fandom is and does not seem interested#BUT#she does sound like shes going to read the fanfiction and ohhhh my god im so scared#shes the type of reader to simp over characters almost immediately#and ofc im fine with that but she doesnt really take their backstory and actual character into consideration#i still love her but it frustrates me#but yeah im just a wee bit scared shes gonna skip over a bunch of the really complex bits of these characters and glorify their trauma#im painting her out to be not so good of a person but i promise she isnt that bad#like shes also the type of reader to start sobbing on the sad bits#so not all of her is glorifying and stuff#also also also#shes so fucking impatient#she skips over so many things#just to get to the good part#so im slightly afraid shes gonna like skip a bunch of the small details that end up being really important later on#im rambling
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still no hr email
#guess I'll die or whatever#i mean its probably fine#im just impatient and want everything to happen now but i respect that isn't the way it works most of the time with hiring#theres certain things you gotta do and check#or whatever the fuck#but damn can we go a little faster please before i put myself in the hospital because my anxiety is so bad??#001.#like contrary to how i present i am Not chill or relaxed about anything literally ever im just a super good faker
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#what do you call it when a mind is lacking in depth of m thought? is there a word for that?#because all my mind can do is spin in tiny circles. never push any further. no depth of thought#i cant even carry out this line of thought to completion in my head. i have to write it down like this or else it remains stuck in an eddy#its so frustrating. when my thoughts are pressured i spin so fast it feels like my head might pop but the thoughts never go anywhere#bc they just repeat the same god damn things all thr fucking time. they drag me around in circles. then when im feeling low or even like#normal. my head just feels empty and it freaks me out. i have no intersting thoughts to think. theres nothing behind my eyes#possibly its just my brain on 0cd. but how am i suppose to escape the spiral if its in my own head? i guess im just supposed to changr my#reaction to it. recognize what it is and let it go. but i dont like it#i just want to curl up on a warm tile floor. press myself into a quiet corner and not think anything#in an aquarium or a conservatory. specifically the conservatory in Columbus. i love that place#i went there for my birthday when i was like 12 bc i liked it so much. the botanically gardens and the butterflies and the stained glass#i dunno. i just like it there. ugh. im just tired#god. there was a really cool talk today and im always like im not that inattentive lol but then i cannot for the life of me follow a talk or#read a paper all thr way through. my short term working memory is just a tiny little cup. easy to overfill#so i miss mostly everything. its so frustrating#its all frustrating. whatever. back to the psychiatrist tomorrow. probably up thr lamicta1 dosage#bc im past where i was last time i had a reaction to it 💪#i just wish i wanted to draw. drawing just makes me tired and impatient rn#unrelated
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urge to say fuck it we ball and post the unedited version of that 7k scarian fic to my rough draft pseud vs the equally powerful urge of wanting to polish it so i can put it on my main: FIGHT
#shouting speaks#im just impatient as fuck tbh#dsmp comics zine has consumed my full attention for the last 3 days so now that its over#and i have a bit of breathing room before going to town on mcyt poetry zine#im suddenly chomping at the bit to get SOMETHING scarian posted#UWAAUAGHHJGGH <- sounds of agonized indecision#scarian#txt
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last post reminded me of how good yesterday was so im just gonna ramble about it in the tags to combat ashes ashes
#sami rambles#we had a new practitioner in at work and he was so nice and a shakespeare specialist#and he was asking about my course so i told him about the play id written for my final project about gender in shakespeare's time#and he got so excited then asked so many questions and asked if id be comfortable letting him read it#and then he didn't even wait to the end of the session to give me his email bc he got impatient#and he's been looking to put a show on over summer which is AHHH#but even if he doesn't want to i'll have a professional reading my work and giving me feedback which is INSANE#and he did a psychology dissertation on chronic illness and id mentioned mine in passing before that so then we had a lovely chat about that#and fuck idk im just EEEE
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im not doing enough and its going to take fucking forever but i dont want to wait fucking forever i dont want to endure his bullshit for another half year until it becomes acceptable. but im not doing enough. i need to do more. maybe then, it would go faster. and next year i would finally be good.
but its so slow. so slow. always so fucking slow. and we cant do anything about it, and my fucking teacher is being very good at draining away any and all motivation i have to do anything, and my confidence, and i just- why cant i have done this earlier, or had it beamed into my fucking head
#mine#argh.#the time limit.#its so long but its so short#i cant see any progress#i cant see myself going anywhere#and its been 1 month of 2 years#and its obvious that after a year ill be better and after 2 ill be even better#but it just#its so long that i cant see the process and im impatient#but it feels so fucking short#itll pass and then i wont be ready
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